I want you to be excited a little bit you know I’m 25 years old and so are
you know I’m 25 years old and so are
you know I’m 25 years old and so are everyone you know sitting here so I want
everyone you know sitting here so I want
everyone you know sitting here so I want everyone to be pumped for the next 18
everyone to be pumped for the next 18
everyone to be pumped for the next 18 minutes while you guys listen to me
minutes while you guys listen to me
minutes while you guys listen to me all right okay so I’m going to introduce
all right okay so I’m going to introduce
all right okay so I’m going to introduce myself again I am NOT model to start off
myself again I am NOT model to start off
myself again I am NOT model to start off with a girl who grew up in Delhi and for
with a girl who grew up in Delhi and for
with a girl who grew up in Delhi and for to be precise for your regard and I
to be precise for your regard and I
to be precise for your regard and I started my life as the person you want
started my life as the person you want
started my life as the person you want to see on the screen right now and it’s
to see on the screen right now and it’s
to see on the screen right now and it’s very important everyone senior there it
very important everyone senior there it
very important everyone senior there it is
is
is so that’s me when I was 11 years old and
so that’s me when I was 11 years old and
so that’s me when I was 11 years old and that’s the girl who looks like any
that’s the girl who looks like any
that’s the girl who looks like any average kid growing in India with
average kid growing in India with
average kid growing in India with unibrows dark circles mummy daddy –
unibrows dark circles mummy daddy –
unibrows dark circles mummy daddy – that’s similar to get even uglier ahead
that’s similar to get even uglier ahead
that’s similar to get even uglier ahead and as you know coming from a middle
and as you know coming from a middle
and as you know coming from a middle class background you always have two
class background you always have two
class background you always have two dreams you either become a doctor or IAS
dreams you either become a doctor or IAS
dreams you either become a doctor or IAS officer at night you know there’s
officer at night you know there’s
officer at night you know there’s nothing like a night together because
nothing like a night together because
nothing like a night together because physically we are trained not to be
physically we are trained not to be
physically we are trained not to be strong so we only think that one day I
strong so we only think that one day I
strong so we only think that one day I will become you know strong in some
will become you know strong in some
will become you know strong in some government job that I take – those guys
government job that I take – those guys
government job that I take – those guys were looking at me when I was walking on
were looking at me when I was walking on
were looking at me when I was walking on the street
the street
the street am i right wrong right so this was me
am i right wrong right so this was me
am i right wrong right so this was me when I started just dreaming of becoming
when I started just dreaming of becoming
when I started just dreaming of becoming somebody and as you look something that
somebody and as you look something that
somebody and as you look something that you might not be focusing is the color
you might not be focusing is the color
you might not be focusing is the color of my skin that is brown that’s what an
of my skin that is brown that’s what an
of my skin that is brown that’s what an average Indian person looks like but hey
average Indian person looks like but hey
average Indian person looks like but hey what are we worshiping on television you
what are we worshiping on television you
what are we worshiping on television you see all these Bollywood actresses you
see all these Bollywood actresses you
see all these Bollywood actresses you know
know
know you like katrina kaif Aishwarya Rai
you like katrina kaif Aishwarya Rai
you like katrina kaif Aishwarya Rai there are infinite love the ads and all
there are infinite love the ads and all
there are infinite love the ads and all these beautiful ads that you see on TV
these beautiful ads that you see on TV
these beautiful ads that you see on TV and all the girls walking on the street
and all the girls walking on the street
and all the girls walking on the street want to smell like them look like them
want to smell like them look like them
want to smell like them look like them right right along so when I was that
right right along so when I was that
right right along so when I was that girl
girl
girl everyone was constantly telling me I’m
everyone was constantly telling me I’m
everyone was constantly telling me I’m not beautiful
not beautiful
not beautiful my golden easy so I was like oh my god
my golden easy so I was like oh my god
my golden easy so I was like oh my god no matter how hard I try I’m never
no matter how hard I try I’m never
no matter how hard I try I’m never wouldn’t be pretty so I was like what am
wouldn’t be pretty so I was like what am
wouldn’t be pretty so I was like what am I going to do and my dad made sure that
I going to do and my dad made sure that
I going to do and my dad made sure that I had this glucan hair so they don’t go
I had this glucan hair so they don’t go
I had this glucan hair so they don’t go in class with look at me it would be
in class with look at me it would be
in class with look at me it would be like baby smooth ahead are smooth and
like baby smooth ahead are smooth and
like baby smooth ahead are smooth and led the variety pending so I was like
led the variety pending so I was like
led the variety pending so I was like okay so I look miserable so I was like I
okay so I look miserable so I was like I
okay so I look miserable so I was like I have to be an a-lister student in order
have to be an a-lister student in order
have to be an a-lister student in order for every tooth guy to come talk to me
for every tooth guy to come talk to me
for every tooth guy to come talk to me so I was always going to Mars and every
so I was always going to Mars and every
so I was always going to Mars and every good guy would be like help you with
good guy would be like help you with
good guy would be like help you with homework I make sure and I were talking
homework I make sure and I were talking
homework I make sure and I were talking with homework and I became the most
with homework and I became the most
with homework and I became the most popular kid in the class then after that
popular kid in the class then after that
popular kid in the class then after that I was like you know in a Farber
I was like you know in a Farber
I was like you know in a Farber schoolmates I want to actually look
schoolmates I want to actually look
schoolmates I want to actually look pretty so back in those days of saying
pretty so back in those days of saying
pretty so back in those days of saying of 25 myself so I went to a beauty
of 25 myself so I went to a beauty
of 25 myself so I went to a beauty parlor and I had got rid of my universe
parlor and I had got rid of my universe
parlor and I had got rid of my universe I had proper eyebrows and then come home
I had proper eyebrows and then come home
I had proper eyebrows and then come home and my dad is Allah Jesus College is the
and my dad is Allah Jesus College is the
and my dad is Allah Jesus College is the ph.d and he looks at me and he gives me
ph.d and he looks at me and he gives me
ph.d and he looks at me and he gives me three snacks and ravings he is made Oh
three snacks and ravings he is made Oh
three snacks and ravings he is made Oh Lagoona I was even running it and I got
Lagoona I was even running it and I got
Lagoona I was even running it and I got him done so I was like always beaten –
him done so I was like always beaten –
him done so I was like always beaten – we are always beaten down to be who I
we are always beaten down to be who I
we are always beaten down to be who I wanted to be I was like okay that was
wanted to be I was like okay that was
wanted to be I was like okay that was mean to study in New York
mean to study in New York
mean to study in New York becoming a doctor i sat for my dental
becoming a doctor i sat for my dental
becoming a doctor i sat for my dental exams I was studying to be a dentist but
exams I was studying to be a dentist but
exams I was studying to be a dentist but before that is something that I forgot
before that is something that I forgot
before that is something that I forgot when I got my unibrows done two eyebrows
when I got my unibrows done two eyebrows
when I got my unibrows done two eyebrows I stopped looking pretty those certain
I stopped looking pretty those certain
I stopped looking pretty those certain instances that are happening in my life
instances that are happening in my life
instances that are happening in my life that I really want to talk about that
that I really want to talk about that
that I really want to talk about that people do not know and it’s the first
people do not know and it’s the first
people do not know and it’s the first time I’m openly talking about it I also
time I’m openly talking about it I also
time I’m openly talking about it I also molested every kid twice twice by by
molested every kid twice twice by by
molested every kid twice twice by by that spread stunt while playing
that spread stunt while playing
that spread stunt while playing hide-and-seek I tried to tell my parents
hide-and-seek I tried to tell my parents
hide-and-seek I tried to tell my parents that that I’m going to something really
that that I’m going to something really
that that I’m going to something really miserable and we were playing hide and
miserable and we were playing hide and
miserable and we were playing hide and see and Uncle Sam came and grabbed me
see and Uncle Sam came and grabbed me
see and Uncle Sam came and grabbed me from the back I did not feel okay so the
from the back I did not feel okay so the
from the back I did not feel okay so the only thing I heard my parents telling me
only thing I heard my parents telling me
only thing I heard my parents telling me what keep quiet no one should know what
what keep quiet no one should know what
what keep quiet no one should know what happened to you I was like okay all I
happened to you I was like okay all I
happened to you I was like okay all I wanted to do in life was to be heard you
wanted to do in life was to be heard you
wanted to do in life was to be heard you know I want to go to a platform where
know I want to go to a platform where
know I want to go to a platform where people could hear me they would not hear
people could hear me they would not hear
people could hear me they would not hear me because metal Somaly you know Cody
me because metal Somaly you know Cody
me because metal Somaly you know Cody let people got in to get the you thought
let people got in to get the you thought
let people got in to get the you thought she left here
she left here
she left here you know whenever no Cody took the girl
you know whenever no Cody took the girl
you know whenever no Cody took the girl girl is talking and very lucky because
girl is talking and very lucky because
girl is talking and very lucky because in Farah Pahlavi by the way in Delhi
in Farah Pahlavi by the way in Delhi
in Farah Pahlavi by the way in Delhi whenever she talks she calls but you
whenever she talks she calls but you
whenever she talks she calls but you have some people like it you know but
have some people like it you know but
have some people like it you know but when I saw a girl says how are you
when I saw a girl says how are you
when I saw a girl says how are you looking at me chuckle pH in af will be
looking at me chuckle pH in af will be
looking at me chuckle pH in af will be over here so I was my parents have
over here so I was my parents have
over here so I was my parents have invested in me to mean bad things are
invested in me to mean bad things are
invested in me to mean bad things are happening to me guys are not talking to
happening to me guys are not talking to
happening to me guys are not talking to me what am I supposed to do I was I
me what am I supposed to do I was I
me what am I supposed to do I was I think about positive things in life then
think about positive things in life then
think about positive things in life then what I did there was a huge article
what I did there was a huge article
what I did there was a huge article the Sun Times that said there’s going to
the Sun Times that said there’s going to
the Sun Times that said there’s going to be a modeling competition there’s going
be a modeling competition there’s going
be a modeling competition there’s going to be happening in India and I was so
to be happening in India and I was so
to be happening in India and I was so interested so pumped I was like finally
interested so pumped I was like finally
interested so pumped I was like finally I might be there
I might be there
I might be there it might change my life I might be able
it might change my life I might be able
it might change my life I might be able to become someone to be able to talk to
to become someone to be able to talk to
to become someone to be able to talk to be able to tell people it’s not you who
be able to tell people it’s not you who
be able to tell people it’s not you who is suffering but people like to think
is suffering but people like to think
is suffering but people like to think are perfectly organized in their life so
are perfectly organized in their life so
are perfectly organized in their life so the most disorganize people in their
the most disorganize people in their
the most disorganize people in their lives so I got into this competition
lives so I got into this competition
lives so I got into this competition where honest amongst twenty girls and
where honest amongst twenty girls and
where honest amongst twenty girls and there was little chance of me winning
there was little chance of me winning
there was little chance of me winning and funny enough my dad was sitting
and funny enough my dad was sitting
and funny enough my dad was sitting there when I had invited him for my
there when I had invited him for my
there when I had invited him for my finale and you know my dad comes and
finale and you know my dad comes and
finale and you know my dad comes and tells me that Oh indeed anybody for some
tells me that Oh indeed anybody for some
tells me that Oh indeed anybody for some the reebok utopia
the reebok utopia
the reebok utopia the world to not be corroboree you know
the world to not be corroboree you know
the world to not be corroboree you know it’s like I fixed my teeth after that I
it’s like I fixed my teeth after that I
it’s like I fixed my teeth after that I had you know those crazy that inside
had you know those crazy that inside
had you know those crazy that inside there I could wrap it up so I was like
there I could wrap it up so I was like
there I could wrap it up so I was like okay daddy that time I was like even the
okay daddy that time I was like even the
okay daddy that time I was like even the people who love me so much are not
people who love me so much are not
people who love me so much are not believing in me so sometimes in life my
believing in me so sometimes in life my
believing in me so sometimes in life my friends people who love you so much are
friends people who love you so much are
friends people who love you so much are also not going to believe in you because
also not going to believe in you because
also not going to believe in you because you yourself know the capacity of what
you yourself know the capacity of what
you yourself know the capacity of what you’re capable of delivering if I do
you’re capable of delivering if I do
you’re capable of delivering if I do they tell you that I’m going to be the
they tell you that I’m going to be the
they tell you that I’m going to be the Prime Minister of India many of you are
Prime Minister of India many of you are
Prime Minister of India many of you are going to be laughing at me but I only
going to be laughing at me but I only
going to be laughing at me but I only need who has left my journey is going to
need who has left my journey is going to
need who has left my journey is going to change it so what happened was my dad
change it so what happened was my dad
change it so what happened was my dad was sitting right there and there was a
was sitting right there and there was a
was sitting right there and there was a couple of competitions and you know long
couple of competitions and you know long
couple of competitions and you know long story short I want and I was in this
story short I want and I was in this
story short I want and I was in this stage and there was my father and my dad
stage and there was my father and my dad
stage and there was my father and my dad is very much a party
is very much a party
is very much a party from a different age a common
from a different age a common
from a different age a common understanding I’m a temp on the plane
understanding I’m a temp on the plane
understanding I’m a temp on the plane with me
with me
with me you know I made it happen and I want you
you know I made it happen and I want you
you know I made it happen and I want you to see how it feels
to see how it feels
to see how it feels but a person things with open eyes it
but a person things with open eyes it
but a person things with open eyes it can make you know it can actually happen
can make you know it can actually happen
can make you know it can actually happen so this things that we wouldn’t happen
so this things that we wouldn’t happen
so this things that we wouldn’t happen to me no supermodel I have to go to New
to me no supermodel I have to go to New
to me no supermodel I have to go to New York I had a question that I was
York I had a question that I was
York I had a question that I was studying to be a dentist I my dad was
studying to be a dentist I my dad was
studying to be a dentist I my dad was not thinking if you want to move to New
not thinking if you want to move to New
not thinking if you want to move to New York for good you’re gonna have to look
York for good you’re gonna have to look
York for good you’re gonna have to look you know like give up on your dentistry
you know like give up on your dentistry
you know like give up on your dentistry things that people don’t think about who
things that people don’t think about who
things that people don’t think about who people think I’m sure so many of us here
people think I’m sure so many of us here
people think I’m sure so many of us here are thinking that modeling is a
are thinking that modeling is a
are thinking that modeling is a part-time career acting is a part-time
part-time career acting is a part-time
part-time career acting is a part-time hobby a it’s not a hobby my friends
hobby a it’s not a hobby my friends
hobby a it’s not a hobby my friends nothing in life is hobby if you’re
nothing in life is hobby if you’re
nothing in life is hobby if you’re driven enough to make your hobbies into
driven enough to make your hobbies into
driven enough to make your hobbies into something that you can capitalize on
something that you can capitalize on
something that you can capitalize on nothing is a hobby so wasn’t model
nothing is a hobby so wasn’t model
nothing is a hobby so wasn’t model things for me
things for me
things for me modeling always was a medium to be
modeling always was a medium to be
modeling always was a medium to be provocative for a medium to me to be
provocative for a medium to me to be
provocative for a medium to me to be able to talk and tell people that things
able to talk and tell people that things
able to talk and tell people that things happen do not consider yourself as a
happen do not consider yourself as a
happen do not consider yourself as a survivor or a big tick which I’m going
survivor or a big tick which I’m going
survivor or a big tick which I’m going to text him this is only the beginning
to text him this is only the beginning
to text him this is only the beginning so I’m up to be your stop my dentistry
so I’m up to be your stop my dentistry
so I’m up to be your stop my dentistry started on it with the connection Ford
started on it with the connection Ford
started on it with the connection Ford models because everyone I was amongst to
models because everyone I was amongst to
models because everyone I was amongst to talk to a nurse I got a $200,000
talk to a nurse I got a $200,000
talk to a nurse I got a $200,000 contract and there I was studying career
contract and there I was studying career
contract and there I was studying career of my life thinking how amazing would it
of my life thinking how amazing would it
of my life thinking how amazing would it be to be standing in New York City
be to be standing in New York City
be to be standing in New York City walking from New York
walking from New York
walking from New York for Marc Jacobs of Danone way people
for Marc Jacobs of Danone way people
for Marc Jacobs of Danone way people make you think about and then I love to
make you think about and then I love to
make you think about and then I love to died at the agency or year later that’s
died at the agency or year later that’s
died at the agency or year later that’s something that you guys don’t know about
something that you guys don’t know about
something that you guys don’t know about my waist size right now is 25 inches
my waist size right now is 25 inches
my waist size right now is 25 inches I’m 6 feet tall I was only an inch over
I’m 6 feet tall I was only an inch over
I’m 6 feet tall I was only an inch over what I’m supposed to be and I got kicked
what I’m supposed to be and I got kicked
what I’m supposed to be and I got kicked out from the apartment I was living in I
out from the apartment I was living in I
out from the apartment I was living in I could not call my dad because it was my
could not call my dad because it was my
could not call my dad because it was my huge ego that I’m not going to be a
huge ego that I’m not going to be a
huge ego that I’m not going to be a loser I’d call my dad and be like that
loser I’d call my dad and be like that
loser I’d call my dad and be like that may be what I thought was phenomenal I
may be what I thought was phenomenal I
may be what I thought was phenomenal I went to the Queensboro Bridge because I
went to the Queensboro Bridge because I
went to the Queensboro Bridge because I used to like Upper East Side in New York
used to like Upper East Side in New York
used to like Upper East Side in New York City Manhattan I try to commit suicide
from varying force of a model to being
from varying force of a model to being on the cover page of magazines you
on the cover page of magazines you
on the cover page of magazines you probably think that those models are
probably think that those models are
probably think that those models are rich when there’s another side of
rich when there’s another side of
rich when there’s another side of fashion that you guys really really need
fashion that you guys really really need
fashion that you guys really really need to focus on
to focus on
to focus on I was enriched you know so I had went to
I was enriched you know so I had went to
I was enriched you know so I had went to Queensboro Bridge and I wanted to jump
Queensboro Bridge and I wanted to jump
Queensboro Bridge and I wanted to jump off and then I was like if I jump I’m
off and then I was like if I jump I’m
off and then I was like if I jump I’m not a swimmer I’m not going to be
not a swimmer I’m not going to be
not a swimmer I’m not going to be survived I stopped myself
survived I stopped myself
survived I stopped myself but hurtin my thigh with a god stuff and
but hurtin my thigh with a god stuff and
but hurtin my thigh with a god stuff and it nacho couple of days later one of my
it nacho couple of days later one of my
it nacho couple of days later one of my friends that I had met in New York City
friends that I had met in New York City
friends that I had met in New York City at the cab driver he was like I’m
at the cab driver he was like I’m
at the cab driver he was like I’m passing to your house I’m gonna come see
passing to your house I’m gonna come see
passing to your house I’m gonna come see you sister how’re you doing because they
you sister how’re you doing because they
you sister how’re you doing because they were very happy-go-lucky
were very happy-go-lucky
were very happy-go-lucky a lot of people and he comes season me
a lot of people and he comes season me
a lot of people and he comes season me and he like what is wrong with you I was
and he like what is wrong with you I was
and he like what is wrong with you I was like brother I don’t have any money to
like brother I don’t have any money to
like brother I don’t have any money to eat I was surviving than five dollars
eat I was surviving than five dollars
eat I was surviving than five dollars for three days also slept on the streets
for three days also slept on the streets
for three days also slept on the streets of New York though I come from a very
of New York though I come from a very
of New York though I come from a very nice family but it was my evil so I was
nice family but it was my evil so I was
nice family but it was my evil so I was sleeping on the streets but and I was
sleeping on the streets but and I was
sleeping on the streets but and I was eating five dollar popcorn for three
eating five dollar popcorn for three
eating five dollar popcorn for three days become that I realized how much
days become that I realized how much
days become that I realized how much money is spent to walk from one station
money is spent to walk from one station
money is spent to walk from one station to the other it is only 2.5 dollars that
to the other it is only 2.5 dollars that
to the other it is only 2.5 dollars that is required for one metro ride in New
is required for one metro ride in New
is required for one metro ride in New York City
York City
York City I couldn’t afford it I used to walk from
I couldn’t afford it I used to walk from
I couldn’t afford it I used to walk from one place to the other which is about 12
one place to the other which is about 12
one place to the other which is about 12 kilometers in you know in the metric
kilometers in you know in the metric
kilometers in you know in the metric system and I used to get kicked out by
system and I used to get kicked out by
system and I used to get kicked out by agencies because they have so much agony
agencies because they have so much agony
agencies because they have so much agony on my face so you feel you have to think
on my face so you feel you have to think
on my face so you feel you have to think the world is so superficial for the
the world is so superficial for the
the world is so superficial for the superficial people as well you know so I
superficial people as well you know so I
superficial people as well you know so I knocked it down and I’m telling the
knocked it down and I’m telling the
knocked it down and I’m telling the story to the cab driver was not my
story to the cab driver was not my
story to the cab driver was not my brother comes up to me gives me $400
brother comes up to me gives me $400
brother comes up to me gives me $400 doesn’t know me only has talked to me no
doesn’t know me only has talked to me no
doesn’t know me only has talked to me no Corrado
Corrado
Corrado gives me $400 for me to go and eat at
gives me $400 for me to go and eat at
gives me $400 for me to go and eat at the best restaurant in our city so
the best restaurant in our city so
the best restaurant in our city so having told you this part of my story
having told you this part of my story
having told you this part of my story I’m telling you that we think of fashion
I’m telling you that we think of fashion
I’m telling you that we think of fashion as a as an industry just wait people
as a as an industry just wait people
as a as an industry just wait people talk about how exciting their lives if
talk about how exciting their lives if
talk about how exciting their lives if it is full of depression that the the
it is full of depression that the the
it is full of depression that the the society will be strong on television I
society will be strong on television I
society will be strong on television I ate the next day I happen to go to
ate the next day I happen to go to
ate the next day I happen to go to Maryland and it was time for the biggest
Maryland and it was time for the biggest
Maryland and it was time for the biggest agency in the world and to be
agency in the world and to be
agency in the world and to be represented on the same whole entire
represented on the same whole entire
represented on the same whole entire week
week
week it’s very very exciting so the reason
it’s very very exciting so the reason
it’s very very exciting so the reason that I’m telling you my story is when
that I’m telling you my story is when
that I’m telling you my story is when life throws stones at you someone’s
life throws stones at you someone’s
life throws stones at you someone’s going to help you will help you shelter
going to help you will help you shelter
going to help you will help you shelter from so you’re gonna understand that no
from so you’re gonna understand that no
from so you’re gonna understand that no one in light makes it alone by
one in light makes it alone by
one in light makes it alone by themselves if people say that a
themselves if people say that a
themselves if people say that a self-made person I’m sorry to say I
self-made person I’m sorry to say I
self-made person I’m sorry to say I clearly disagree never has ever ever
clearly disagree never has ever ever
clearly disagree never has ever ever been you know self-made person it always
been you know self-made person it always
been you know self-made person it always has to be a collective effort you have
has to be a collective effort you have
has to be a collective effort you have to always do it together
to always do it together
to always do it together and people have understanded that unity
and people have understanded that unity
and people have understanded that unity is strength it really is you can never
is strength it really is you can never
is strength it really is you can never make it alone moving ahead started you
make it alone moving ahead started you
make it alone moving ahead started you know these things in my life I started
know these things in my life I started
know these things in my life I started being on the cover page of full L love
being on the cover page of full L love
being on the cover page of full L love Allah I got so excited I was my life is
Allah I got so excited I was my life is
Allah I got so excited I was my life is just really being so well and now I
just really being so well and now I
just really being so well and now I started dating someone in New York which
started dating someone in New York which
started dating someone in New York which is so easy for you to imagine now the
is so easy for you to imagine now the
is so easy for you to imagine now the reason that I’m talking about the
reason that I’m talking about the
reason that I’m talking about the personal life is because there are
personal life is because there are
personal life is because there are incidences that happened with me that
incidences that happened with me that
incidences that happened with me that has made me the person that I am today I
has made me the person that I am today I
has made me the person that I am today I started dating an American Psycho and he
started dating an American Psycho and he
started dating an American Psycho and he really was a psycho like Christian Bale
really was a psycho like Christian Bale
really was a psycho like Christian Bale in American Psycho and for some reason
in American Psycho and for some reason
in American Psycho and for some reason girls in India are trained so I’m
girls in India are trained so I’m
girls in India are trained so I’m talking about the Indian society know so
talking about the Indian society know so
talking about the Indian society know so the kind of family that I come from if a
the kind of family that I come from if a
the kind of family that I come from if a guy is behaving like a brat everyone
guy is behaving like a brat everyone
guy is behaving like a brat everyone says is bisciotti Vlado like so your
says is bisciotti Vlado like so your
says is bisciotti Vlado like so your program the diet the girls are supposed
program the diet the girls are supposed
program the diet the girls are supposed to bring in happiness to someone’s life
to bring in happiness to someone’s life
to bring in happiness to someone’s life so this guy and I met in New York was
so this guy and I met in New York was
so this guy and I met in New York was crazy if I were to tell you how crazy it
crazy if I were to tell you how crazy it
crazy if I were to tell you how crazy it was he tried to burn me with a steam
was he tried to burn me with a steam
was he tried to burn me with a steam iron he put it on my thigh I ran away
iron he put it on my thigh I ran away
iron he put it on my thigh I ran away just because someone was calling me long
just because someone was calling me long
just because someone was calling me long story short I ended up on Main Line in
story short I ended up on Main Line in
story short I ended up on Main Line in New York City’s like a free department
New York City’s like a free department
New York City’s like a free department all I know was after being born by a
all I know was after being born by a
all I know was after being born by a steam iron the next day
steam iron the next day
steam iron the next day to be with the guy and my family is in
to be with the guy and my family is in
to be with the guy and my family is in India I stay alone has been so many
India I stay alone has been so many
India I stay alone has been so many years when you love in somewhere when
years when you love in somewhere when
years when you love in somewhere when you love somebody you accept that for
you love somebody you accept that for
you love somebody you accept that for their flawless also but this was a big
their flawless also but this was a big
their flawless also but this was a big you know too big of love it is not
you know too big of love it is not
you know too big of love it is not supposed to be focusing on I was in New
supposed to be focusing on I was in New
supposed to be focusing on I was in New York City psychiatric Department of May
York City psychiatric Department of May
York City psychiatric Department of May 9th where I was put in with a car that
9th where I was put in with a car that
9th where I was put in with a car that was unidirectional I could only go in
was unidirectional I could only go in
was unidirectional I could only go in without a watch without my shoes without
without a watch without my shoes without
without a watch without my shoes without my jacket without a cell phone just
my jacket without a cell phone just
my jacket without a cell phone just people giving me a paper and a pen to
people giving me a paper and a pen to
people giving me a paper and a pen to write down two numbers that were
write down two numbers that were
write down two numbers that were striking in my head people were going to
striking in my head people were going to
striking in my head people were going to get me out of the psychiatry department
that day it hit me that sometimes we
that day it hit me that sometimes we should be a meter away from people who
should be a meter away from people who
should be a meter away from people who had negative sometimes as women we think
had negative sometimes as women we think
had negative sometimes as women we think that if a guy didn’t mean to us we’re
that if a guy didn’t mean to us we’re
that if a guy didn’t mean to us we’re gonna fill his life with joy with this
gonna fill his life with joy with this
gonna fill his life with joy with this with that here I was in that room with
with that here I was in that room with
with that here I was in that room with 17 people where one guy looked at me and
17 people where one guy looked at me and
17 people where one guy looked at me and said I want to drink her blood I will
said I want to drink her blood I will
said I want to drink her blood I will pour it on a lot and then I walked in
pour it on a lot and then I walked in
pour it on a lot and then I walked in that I was standing there and there’s
that I was standing there and there’s
that I was standing there and there’s another guy the cops was playing with
another guy the cops was playing with
another guy the cops was playing with the ring drops were in between my legs
the ring drops were in between my legs
the ring drops were in between my legs and smells me as he gets up there were
and smells me as he gets up there were
and smells me as he gets up there were 17 people in that room I go to the
17 people in that room I go to the
17 people in that room I go to the bathroom to be and it’s like every
bathroom to be and it’s like every
bathroom to be and it’s like every department you’re not supposed to lock
department you’re not supposed to lock
department you’re not supposed to lock it from inside they come to buyers were
it from inside they come to buyers were
it from inside they come to buyers were trying to do bad things to me I recall
trying to do bad things to me I recall
trying to do bad things to me I recall them trying to rape me that day I eat
them trying to rape me that day I eat
them trying to rape me that day I eat them up I got out of that bathroom to
them up I got out of that bathroom to
them up I got out of that bathroom to the main door area where the mental
the main door area where the mental
the main door area where the mental people were singing it took me even a
people were singing it took me even a
people were singing it took me even a half hours to get out of that place and
half hours to get out of that place and
half hours to get out of that place and significantly you guys were noticing no
significantly you guys were noticing no
significantly you guys were noticing no one came and helped me
one came and helped me
one came and helped me and oddly I realized that the reason I
and oddly I realized that the reason I
and oddly I realized that the reason I had gotten in there was because I said
had gotten in there was because I said
had gotten in there was because I said to people
to people
to people multiple times that I’m depressed and in
multiple times that I’m depressed and in
multiple times that I’m depressed and in America Ksenia depressed you mean it so
America Ksenia depressed you mean it so
America Ksenia depressed you mean it so in light whatever you say you mean it
in light whatever you say you mean it
in light whatever you say you mean it in fact mean that’s what the system told
in fact mean that’s what the system told
in fact mean that’s what the system told me and talked to me so that I was
me and talked to me so that I was
me and talked to me so that I was shivering crying I did not even know if
shivering crying I did not even know if
shivering crying I did not even know if I could sleep my parents if I ever got
I could sleep my parents if I ever got
I could sleep my parents if I ever got out of that place I was petrified
out of that place I was petrified
out of that place I was petrified imagine can you imagine what might have
imagine can you imagine what might have
imagine can you imagine what might have with my place I was a sitting in the
with my place I was a sitting in the
with my place I was a sitting in the corner flying and that day I realized
corner flying and that day I realized
corner flying and that day I realized crying is no solution as women we are
crying is no solution as women we are
crying is no solution as women we are trained to cry and it is no solution as
trained to cry and it is no solution as
trained to cry and it is no solution as Phoenix and India are always taught that
Phoenix and India are always taught that
Phoenix and India are always taught that you go out your brothers are supposed to
you go out your brothers are supposed to
you go out your brothers are supposed to go out with you
go out with you
go out with you everyone there’s laser training there’s
everyone there’s laser training there’s
everyone there’s laser training there’s training program that happens that
training program that happens that
training program that happens that people are taught that you you might you
people are taught that you you might you
people are taught that you you might you yourself as a woman would not be able to
yourself as a woman would not be able to
yourself as a woman would not be able to do it you always in the man’s make it
do it you always in the man’s make it
do it you always in the man’s make it happen that day in that psychiatric
happen that day in that psychiatric
happen that day in that psychiatric Department I dismantled this way of
Department I dismantled this way of
Department I dismantled this way of thinking I realized it to be in a half
thinking I realized it to be in a half
thinking I realized it to be in a half hours of fighting to get out of a
hours of fighting to get out of a
hours of fighting to get out of a psychiatry department there are so many
psychiatry department there are so many
psychiatry department there are so many other things that I want to tell you but
other things that I want to tell you but
other things that I want to tell you but these are major incidences that happened
these are major incidences that happened
these are major incidences that happened in my life when I got out I realize who
in my life when I got out I realize who
in my life when I got out I realize who your true friends are you everyone
your true friends are you everyone
your true friends are you everyone sitting there might hang out with 1015
sitting there might hang out with 1015
sitting there might hang out with 1015 people might lie photos on Instagram you
people might lie photos on Instagram you
people might lie photos on Instagram you do not have physical attachments to
do not have physical attachments to
do not have physical attachments to those people you’re still hanging out
those people you’re still hanging out
those people you’re still hanging out with them clicking for hundreds of
with them clicking for hundreds of
with them clicking for hundreds of billions of pictures but you don’t
billions of pictures but you don’t
billions of pictures but you don’t realize no one’s gonna come help you and
realize no one’s gonna come help you and
realize no one’s gonna come help you and really really neat them and that way I
really really neat them and that way I
really really neat them and that way I realized my purpose in life I realized
realized my purpose in life I realized
realized my purpose in life I realized that this girl whose brown colored skin
that this girl whose brown colored skin
that this girl whose brown colored skin is going to open up a company who’s
is going to open up a company who’s
is going to open up a company who’s going to only represent brown skin under
going to only represent brown skin under
going to only represent brown skin under international platform 25 years old I
international platform 25 years old I
international platform 25 years old I open a ninja signifies the girl who’s
open a ninja signifies the girl who’s
open a ninja signifies the girl who’s been born with a steam iron
been born with a steam iron
been born with a steam iron the girl who get got out of the mental
the girl who get got out of the mental
the girl who get got out of the mental psychiatric Department and the girl who
psychiatric Department and the girl who
psychiatric Department and the girl who was 25 years old
was 25 years old
was 25 years old study what of limited liability is
study what of limited liability is
study what of limited liability is health her lawyer make very strict
health her lawyer make very strict
health her lawyer make very strict contracts and then to the FBI and the
contracts and then to the FBI and the
contracts and then to the FBI and the tax department offices in New York City
tax department offices in New York City
tax department offices in New York City so if you want to make it happen you can
so if you want to make it happen you can
so if you want to make it happen you can always make it happen and I made it
always make it happen and I made it
always make it happen and I made it happen i cured the symptom of people not
happen i cured the symptom of people not
happen i cured the symptom of people not explaining to be Aishwarya Rai this
explaining to be Aishwarya Rai this
explaining to be Aishwarya Rai this country very all-new Brown you know sama
country very all-new Brown you know sama
country very all-new Brown you know sama nice alone me there’s even a song the
nice alone me there’s even a song the
nice alone me there’s even a song the people who pay attention to it so let’s
people who pay attention to it so let’s
people who pay attention to it so let’s not have unrealistic goals in life of
not have unrealistic goals in life of
not have unrealistic goals in life of becoming a white person video gone brown
becoming a white person video gone brown
becoming a white person video gone brown and that’s what my company represents
and that’s what my company represents
and that’s what my company represents and I do not sign fair-skinned girls
and I do not sign fair-skinned girls
and I do not sign fair-skinned girls I only signed brown girls so that I can
I only signed brown girls so that I can
I only signed brown girls so that I can make the bigger model Stanley because
make the bigger model Stanley because
make the bigger model Stanley because your success as a human lies when you
your success as a human lies when you
your success as a human lies when you realize your purpose in life when you
realize your purpose in life when you
realize your purpose in life when you realize that you’ve been born to produce
realize that you’ve been born to produce
realize that you’ve been born to produce and start a back patio and brothers I
and start a back patio and brothers I
and start a back patio and brothers I want all my models to become supermodels
want all my models to become supermodels
want all my models to become supermodels I’m 25 and the guy that I signed
I’m 25 and the guy that I signed
I’m 25 and the guy that I signed I started a football at a club in Delhi
I started a football at a club in Delhi
I started a football at a club in Delhi I signed it with the biggest agency in
I signed it with the biggest agency in
I signed it with the biggest agency in the world of IMG
the world of IMG
the world of IMG we’re the first company the history of
we’re the first company the history of
we’re the first company the history of India to silence male model with IMG and
India to silence male model with IMG and
India to silence male model with IMG and this guy comes from a middle-class
this guy comes from a middle-class
this guy comes from a middle-class family who has always dreamt of becoming
family who has always dreamt of becoming
family who has always dreamt of becoming Ronaldo and that’s what I told my G
Ronaldo and that’s what I told my G
Ronaldo and that’s what I told my G modeling today my
modeling today my
modeling today my friend is not about looking pretty there
friend is not about looking pretty there
friend is not about looking pretty there might be so many of you will look better
might be so many of you will look better
might be so many of you will look better than me it’s about becoming a role model
than me it’s about becoming a role model
than me it’s about becoming a role model and serving the people who believed in
and serving the people who believed in
and serving the people who believed in you when you were nobodies so that’s
you when you were nobodies so that’s
you when you were nobodies so that’s what I see and I want to tell everybody
what I see and I want to tell everybody
what I see and I want to tell everybody please please live a life with purpose
please please live a life with purpose
please please live a life with purpose serve your friends serve your brothers
serve your friends serve your brothers
serve your friends serve your brothers and serve your country because if you
and serve your country because if you
and serve your country because if you cannot be loyal to your mother then I
cannot be loyal to your mother then I
cannot be loyal to your mother then I don’t know you can be avoided thank you
don’t know you can be avoided thank you
don’t know you can be avoided thank you [Applause]
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