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Leave a Mark | Martina Caironi | TEDxBari


[Music]

Good evening to everyone

in my life I learned to be the

pioneer of many things and I learned

also that it is not so bad and too

it’s not that fun at the bottom

difficult

here I run 100 meters but this year

the approach to the Rio Paralympics

happened in September it was a bit like

a marathon and if you want as one

crossing in the desert

here’s my life I had it there

this poster attached to the room with

Christ the Redeemer of Rio to look at the

city almost as if it were something of

very far and unattainable

mirage

and like any self-respecting crossing

mine too was full of

unforeseen and suffering I think I have

paid so many tears this year

you can grow something even

in the desert well in January 2016

I began to feel that my body

it gave me signs of failure

but I or a warrior did not want to give up

because the workouts were strong

they were heavy and so I continued for

then find myself in February to do the accounts

with reality or with a problem

my leg amputated in the leg

it was practically an unknown problem

to most people and it was not clear what it was

but it no longer allowed me to bring

in the prosthetic path in the prosthesis

racing that I was used to over the years

to use and then you can imagine one

return to the past as nine years ago

when I had my accident

road and I found myself back to

being disabled disarmed to not being able to

more doing what I was doing and

so that anger is back

returned to those impotence and above all

I could not do anything I was forced to

wait

I was thinking that lasted a few days I have

said okay you can get away with le

crutches up and down and dress at the fourth

plan

the sensor I did for a few days

those days have become weeks

they have become months and then the

frustration grew even more

because you can imagine yourself in the year of

Olympic preparation is to be

firm and truly a frustration

incredible, I thought marty

that is, you ‘ve already experienced this thing

you can overcome it so I tried to

really make me remember how

I had done as I had passed that

moment as I had pulled out those

energies and touches flights you already did that

step

and then I thought you should just

clench your teeth just just hold on

because in the end you know that there is one

reward and even if it were only one

moment of happiness

it is worth fighting for that moment in

more

in all this mess in this

confusion arrives towards the nomination March

a standard-bearer for the delegation

Italian that pride and happiness

meanwhile I was burning inside and

all journalists media newspapers that

I was congratulated on the congratulations

handshakes and shoulders if I were

until the sport has a fantastic thing e

they forced me in those moments too

asking me how are you getting out

with words , my tangle

I had inside was obliged because

journalists are tremendous too

nice to sometimes be able to tell and

so in those moments

what do you keep as hard as ever

splendid martin smiling up to

when finally in May at the end of April

a doctor does not find the solution a

this problem and I literally come back

on my steps and so it is as if

had at that moment I met in the

in my cross a small oasis

yes, the first stage of happiness and I have

taken back all that is

in approaching the river

at the start the pressure was always of

more until finally we are

parties is already on the flight to the

South America

I felt really liberated from this

burden that was the weight of the

pressures and once arrived on the river

he entered the Olympic village and me

I meet again in that one

situation that I knew from London 2012

to the previous Paralympics in this one

boil that is the Paralympic village

in this no place where there is all the

world and where you do not have to do anything else

try to give your best then

after a few days my first race on

long jump

here in the long jump I have

a German historical adversary is called

vanessa is already since May when

I had resumed the training I knew that

I could not beat it because I would have

needed more time for

achieve the performances that you have

already reached so the race went

just like I had dreamed of it

day before I assure you that I have it

dreamed in the details so much so that

I woke up on the sweaty morning with

a hypothetical silver medal already at

so we say that the race together

I am really enjoyed exploiting it

also for the first time the club of

public, that is, encouragement and there

I show

[Applause]

my record is not over here

happy staff happy now

approach the moment the more

waited as much as discussed the most

desired by everyone and seemed

be also the most obvious because

you know the 100 meters my race that

which I prefer is a competition in which or since

2012 are unbeaten or all titles

world record European world and not

I say to boast but I say it for

remark the fact that when everyone is

used to see you on the highest step

of the podium is then difficult to disappoint them and

scary to fail when you all

they still want it there and they say it

and they remind you and how many messages do not

you can imagine how many messages I have

encouragement has arrived and

involuntarily also many pebbles

they were put on my shoulders of

expectations expectations that weighed i

however, shoulders large enough to

supporting all this is to be sustained

blow and so now it’s finally like

them on the blocks

after four years after all that

the max7 commands had been yours

chronic places

I’m ready

insists fast and me she thanks to cir e

carifo reina reserve

well it was worth it

believe it but worth it also deserves to

to be told a little background

or that this race has been a bit

for me also a sort of metaphor of the

life ie departure bomb I’m going

first all goes well I’m going to be one

pleasure

at some point I do not know if you are there

shrewd on 60 meters I hear one

terrible feeling of losing it

prostheses due to sweat and moisture e

whatever

at that moment he can not think

but in a fraction in a second I think

martin you can not stop you must resist

you can not then you can not stop

so I look awkwardly to my right

to see if the German comes about

in front and I crossed the line for

first I did this to tell you

also that if you want to reach a

a dream is not enough to believe in half

you have to believe it to the end and here

that once arrived first

certainly a moment to realize how

you see I do it like this and then it bursts into it

a cry in a cry that will last 20

minutes or all subsequent interviews

next in which they are sobbing and

for once I had also made up for

the whole thing is TV

drooled that drooled and is also the

symbol of an armor that I threw

there as if this was high

Superhero cape wine after having

finished everything here is this

experience gave me so much and I can

also say that I feel a simple one

grain in this desert where we are

all but the difference

I think I’ll do it when one does not

surrenders to the wind and the storm that it

He wants to wipe out

and I wanted this medal

I wanted so much, not just for me but for

all of them because I see it as a

tangible sign of a will

realization of a will and also

as

detonator nodes subsequent consequences

like a domino and then more with one

people medal around their necks

they can understand that mine are not alone

words in the wind

but maybe they are just steps in the sand

thank you

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