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thank you very much

thank you very much my name is Simon Parker I’m a

my name is Simon Parker I’m a

my name is Simon Parker I’m a broadcaster and a journalist and a

broadcaster and a journalist and a

broadcaster and a journalist and a travel writer and I am quite honestly

travel writer and I am quite honestly

travel writer and I am quite honestly relentlessly Restless on a day-by-day

relentlessly Restless on a day-by-day

relentlessly Restless on a day-by-day sometimes even hour-by-hour basis

sometimes even hour-by-hour basis

sometimes even hour-by-hour basis I am wrestling with the the need in the

I am wrestling with the the need in the

I am wrestling with the the need in the desire to be somewhere else now this is

desire to be somewhere else now this is

desire to be somewhere else now this is quite honestly an affliction I really do

quite honestly an affliction I really do

quite honestly an affliction I really do feel like I have some of the richest

feel like I have some of the richest

feel like I have some of the richest feet known to man and while I feel like

feet known to man and while I feel like

feet known to man and while I feel like modern society and modern culture wants

modern society and modern culture wants

modern society and modern culture wants wants me and wants all of us to be in

wants me and wants all of us to be in

wants me and wants all of us to be in one place that is the pinnacle of

one place that is the pinnacle of

one place that is the pinnacle of happiness and contentment and to be

happiness and contentment and to be

happiness and contentment and to be grounded all I ever want to do is move

grounded all I ever want to do is move

grounded all I ever want to do is move when I’m moving I really feel like I’m

when I’m moving I really feel like I’m

when I’m moving I really feel like I’m getting the most out of my life when I’m

getting the most out of my life when I’m

getting the most out of my life when I’m stationary I really feel like I’m

stationary I really feel like I’m

stationary I really feel like I’m beginning to stagnate almost it’s like

beginning to stagnate almost it’s like

beginning to stagnate almost it’s like I’m wading through creative Treecko like

I’m wading through creative Treecko like

I’m wading through creative Treecko like I’m cycling into gale force winds

absolutely yes as I’ve come around this

absolutely yes as I’ve come around this headland all of a sudden I’m no longer

headland all of a sudden I’m no longer

headland all of a sudden I’m no longer protected and I’m being absolutely

protected and I’m being absolutely

protected and I’m being absolutely battered by the Arctic chill whoa this

battered by the Arctic chill whoa this

battered by the Arctic chill whoa this all began when I set off to hitchhike

all began when I set off to hitchhike

all began when I set off to hitchhike around Australia and New Zealand when I

around Australia and New Zealand when I

around Australia and New Zealand when I was a 19 year old and all I had was a

was a 19 year old and all I had was a

was a 19 year old and all I had was a backpack stuffed with clothes and a few

backpack stuffed with clothes and a few

backpack stuffed with clothes and a few hundred pounds in my pocket and all I

hundred pounds in my pocket and all I

hundred pounds in my pocket and all I had was the very vague idea of just

had was the very vague idea of just

had was the very vague idea of just wanting to be somewhere different

wanting to be somewhere different

wanting to be somewhere different tomorrow than the place I happened to

tomorrow than the place I happened to

tomorrow than the place I happened to find myself that day and I remember at

find myself that day and I remember at

find myself that day and I remember at the end of my teens I was just so full

the end of my teens I was just so full

the end of my teens I was just so full of angst and anxiety and and

of angst and anxiety and and

of angst and anxiety and and restlessness and all I wanted to do is

restlessness and all I wanted to do is

restlessness and all I wanted to do is just go to the other side of the world

just go to the other side of the world

just go to the other side of the world and just see what was going on with my

and just see what was going on with my

and just see what was going on with my own eyes so for a year I hitchhiked from

own eyes so for a year I hitchhiked from

own eyes so for a year I hitchhiked from one end of Australia to the other and

one end of Australia to the other and

one end of Australia to the other and then from the very northern point of New

then from the very northern point of New

then from the very northern point of New Zealand all the way to the South and I

Zealand all the way to the South and I

Zealand all the way to the South and I slept on beaches on benches I lived on a

slept on beaches on benches I lived on a

slept on beaches on benches I lived on a commune I worked on a sheep farm on a

commune I worked on a sheep farm on a

commune I worked on a sheep farm on a mussel barge and at the end of that year

mussel barge and at the end of that year

mussel barge and at the end of that year I fully expected to return back to the

I fully expected to return back to the

I fully expected to return back to the UK and like a lot of people who go away

UK and like a lot of people who go away

UK and like a lot of people who go away on these young adult adventures to have

on these young adult adventures to have

on these young adult adventures to have that wanderlust just somehow contained

that wanderlust just somehow contained

that wanderlust just somehow contained within me and suppressed within my

within me and suppressed within my

within me and suppressed within my personality well for the two or three

personality well for the two or three

personality well for the two or three years that followed I did manage to

years that followed I did manage to

years that followed I did manage to achieve that because it coincided with

achieve that because it coincided with

achieve that because it coincided with me getting my first my first break

me getting my first my first break

me getting my first my first break really as a journalist and a news

really as a journalist and a news

really as a journalist and a news producer in the very busy and frantic

producer in the very busy and frantic

producer in the very busy and frantic and often very exciting environments of

and often very exciting environments of

and often very exciting environments of central London and I really felt like I

central London and I really felt like I

central London and I really felt like I was actively involved in all of those

was actively involved in all of those

was actively involved in all of those things that I felt I was missing out on

things that I felt I was missing out on

things that I felt I was missing out on because I was dealing with reports

because I was dealing with reports

because I was dealing with reports coming from all over the world however I

coming from all over the world however I

coming from all over the world however I was simultaneously managing to conform

was simultaneously managing to conform

was simultaneously managing to conform to the way I thought my life was going

to the way I thought my life was going

to the way I thought my life was going to

to

to lay out in a station replace with an

lay out in a station replace with an

lay out in a station replace with an apartment friends and family around me

apartment friends and family around me

apartment friends and family around me that’s how I thought my life was gonna

that’s how I thought my life was gonna

that’s how I thought my life was gonna play out at the same time though I

play out at the same time though I

play out at the same time though I couldn’t shift this lingering feeling of

couldn’t shift this lingering feeling of

couldn’t shift this lingering feeling of imbalance in my life and I remember

imbalance in my life and I remember

imbalance in my life and I remember speaking to friends and colleagues who

speaking to friends and colleagues who

speaking to friends and colleagues who used to tell me how going to the same

used to tell me how going to the same

used to tell me how going to the same place every day seeing the same people

place every day seeing the same people

place every day seeing the same people having a novelty office mug and a salary

having a novelty office mug and a salary

having a novelty office mug and a salary at the end of the month you used to give

at the end of the month you used to give

at the end of the month you used to give them a feeling of contentment and ease

them a feeling of contentment and ease

them a feeling of contentment and ease whereas honestly the whole thing just

whereas honestly the whole thing just

whereas honestly the whole thing just massively served to freak me out I

massively served to freak me out I

massively served to freak me out I remember just thinking to myself you

remember just thinking to myself you

remember just thinking to myself you know is this the existence that I’ve

know is this the existence that I’ve

know is this the existence that I’ve created for myself at the same time I

created for myself at the same time I

created for myself at the same time I also couldn’t shift this lingering

also couldn’t shift this lingering

also couldn’t shift this lingering feeling of FOMO the fear of missing out

feeling of FOMO the fear of missing out

feeling of FOMO the fear of missing out and we hear that so much these days FOMO

and we hear that so much these days FOMO

and we hear that so much these days FOMO and I remember how I used to work in the

and I remember how I used to work in the

and I remember how I used to work in the newsroom in the middle of the night and

newsroom in the middle of the night and

newsroom in the middle of the night and these reports used to come in and I was

these reports used to come in and I was

these reports used to come in and I was just growing increasingly more jealous

just growing increasingly more jealous

just growing increasingly more jealous day on day dealing with these reports

day on day dealing with these reports

day on day dealing with these reports coming from journalists who were seeing

coming from journalists who were seeing

coming from journalists who were seeing and hearing and experiencing a story

and hearing and experiencing a story

and hearing and experiencing a story with their with their own senses and I

with their with their own senses and I

with their with their own senses and I was sat in the newsroom dealing with all

was sat in the newsroom dealing with all

was sat in the newsroom dealing with all these things and I just used to ask

these things and I just used to ask

these things and I just used to ask myself why why am i sat here often in

myself why why am i sat here often in

myself why why am i sat here often in the middle of the night dealing with

the middle of the night dealing with

the middle of the night dealing with these reports when in theory I could be

these reports when in theory I could be

these reports when in theory I could be out there myself doing what they’re

out there myself doing what they’re

out there myself doing what they’re doing

doing

doing so one particularly disgruntled late

so one particularly disgruntled late

so one particularly disgruntled late night in the newsroom I quite literally

night in the newsroom I quite literally

night in the newsroom I quite literally just pulled my debit card from my pocket

just pulled my debit card from my pocket

just pulled my debit card from my pocket and I picked a country and a continent

and I picked a country and a continent

and I picked a country and a continent totally at random Peru in South America

totally at random Peru in South America

totally at random Peru in South America I then sent a very quick email to my

I then sent a very quick email to my

I then sent a very quick email to my editor and I said I’m terribly sorry but

editor and I said I’m terribly sorry but

editor and I said I’m terribly sorry but I appear to have just bought a one-way

I appear to have just bought a one-way

I appear to have just bought a one-way ticket to South America and I’m leaving

ticket to South America and I’m leaving

ticket to South America and I’m leaving in five weeks I’m not sure if I’m going

in five weeks I’m not sure if I’m going

in five weeks I’m not sure if I’m going to come back thank you very much for the

to come back thank you very much for the

to come back thank you very much for the opportunity

opportunity

opportunity now that was in retrospect the most

now that was in retrospect the most

now that was in retrospect the most important and most liberating few

important and most liberating few

important and most liberating few minutes of my life it was the moment I

minutes of my life it was the moment I

minutes of my life it was the moment I began to rethink and reconstruct my

began to rethink and reconstruct my

began to rethink and reconstruct my pathway in life and the pathway I

pathway in life and the pathway I

pathway in life and the pathway I thought I was going to take it was the

thought I was going to take it was the

thought I was going to take it was the moment I decided that this feeling of

moment I decided that this feeling of

moment I decided that this feeling of anxiety and restlessness didn’t have to

anxiety and restlessness didn’t have to

anxiety and restlessness didn’t have to be perceived by me any longer as a

be perceived by me any longer as a

be perceived by me any longer as a negative personality trait that I had to

negative personality trait that I had to

negative personality trait that I had to suppress within me yeah my friends and

suppress within me yeah my friends and

suppress within me yeah my friends and my family and most people in the culture

my family and most people in the culture

my family and most people in the culture that we are a part of have opted to live

that we are a part of have opted to live

that we are a part of have opted to live and work and reside in one place but I

and work and reside in one place but I

and work and reside in one place but I figured then and I still do now that

figured then and I still do now that

figured then and I still do now that until I do

until I do

until I do or perhaps don’t find that same feeling

or perhaps don’t find that same feeling

or perhaps don’t find that same feeling then I should channel this feeling this

then I should channel this feeling this

then I should channel this feeling this natural feeling of restlessness into

natural feeling of restlessness into

natural feeling of restlessness into something that can ultimately be

something that can ultimately be

something that can ultimately be positive in my life I’ve gone on to

positive in my life I’ve gone on to

positive in my life I’ve gone on to report from over 60 countries on six

report from over 60 countries on six

report from over 60 countries on six continents and I’ve now been to over

continents and I’ve now been to over

continents and I’ve now been to over half the countries on the planet and at

half the countries on the planet and at

half the countries on the planet and at times it’s been quite honestly

times it’s been quite honestly

times it’s been quite honestly incredible and exciting and exhilarating

incredible and exciting and exhilarating

incredible and exciting and exhilarating at others it’s been really rather

at others it’s been really rather

at others it’s been really rather ludicrous this is this is me describing

ludicrous this is this is me describing

ludicrous this is this is me describing to a BBC World Service audience of about

to a BBC World Service audience of about

to a BBC World Service audience of about 300 million people about the joys of ice

300 million people about the joys of ice

300 million people about the joys of ice fishing in the very high reaches of the

fishing in the very high reaches of the

fishing in the very high reaches of the Arctic Circle in temperatures of about

Arctic Circle in temperatures of about

Arctic Circle in temperatures of about minus 30 degrees and what I really love

minus 30 degrees and what I really love

minus 30 degrees and what I really love about going out into the world and being

about going out into the world and being

about going out into the world and being able to report on places like this is

able to report on places like this is

able to report on places like this is just how creative you have to be with

just how creative you have to be with

just how creative you have to be with your with your words in your adjectives

your with your words in your adjectives

your with your words in your adjectives because you’ve got to remember the

because you’ve got to remember the

because you’ve got to remember the people that you potentially broadcasting

people that you potentially broadcasting

people that you potentially broadcasting to 300 million people around the world

to 300 million people around the world

to 300 million people around the world people in Mumbai and Nairobi and San

people in Mumbai and Nairobi and San

people in Mumbai and Nairobi and San Paulo and Lima I’m having to try and

Paulo and Lima I’m having to try and

Paulo and Lima I’m having to try and describe to them this this place which

describe to them this this place which

describe to them this this place which from most people is very hard for them

from most people is very hard for them

from most people is very hard for them to fathom in their imaginations for some

to fathom in their imaginations for some

to fathom in their imaginations for some weird reason I am just naturally drawn

weird reason I am just naturally drawn

weird reason I am just naturally drawn to places that are really rather

to places that are really rather

to places that are really rather inhospitable this is me in the Atacama

inhospitable this is me in the Atacama

inhospitable this is me in the Atacama Desert on a story I was working on a few

Desert on a story I was working on a few

Desert on a story I was working on a few years ago and this is the highest and

years ago and this is the highest and

years ago and this is the highest and driest desert on the planet and this

driest desert on the planet and this

driest desert on the planet and this place plays absolute havoc with the

place plays absolute havoc with the

place plays absolute havoc with the human body my skin was dry my throat was

human body my skin was dry my throat was

human body my skin was dry my throat was parched my eyes had lost all the

parched my eyes had lost all the

parched my eyes had lost all the moisture in their eyelids it was really

moisture in their eyelids it was really

moisture in their eyelids it was really disgusting horrible place and I remember

disgusting horrible place and I remember

disgusting horrible place and I remember how the mucus in my face would coagulate

how the mucus in my face would coagulate

how the mucus in my face would coagulate and become all sticky and horrible but I

and become all sticky and horrible but I

and become all sticky and horrible but I am an absolute sadist for these places

am an absolute sadist for these places

am an absolute sadist for these places because I keep going back for more

because I keep going back for more

because I keep going back for more people who work in this industry and the

people who work in this industry and the

people who work in this industry and the colleagues who are my peers in this

colleagues who are my peers in this

colleagues who are my peers in this industry we discuss it and we really are

industry we discuss it and we really are

industry we discuss it and we really are absolute gluttons for punishment I’ve

absolute gluttons for punishment I’ve

absolute gluttons for punishment I’ve cycled across the United States so low

cycled across the United States so low

cycled across the United States so low and unsupported and I’ve driven a tiny

and unsupported and I’ve driven a tiny

and unsupported and I’ve driven a tiny rickshaw three-wheeled rickshaw with

rickshaw three-wheeled rickshaw with

rickshaw three-wheeled rickshaw with just their seven horsepower from the

just their seven horsepower from the

just their seven horsepower from the Himalayas all the way to the southern

Himalayas all the way to the southern

Himalayas all the way to the southern point of India on both of those

point of India on both of those

point of India on both of those occasions I was always totally amazed at

occasions I was always totally amazed at

occasions I was always totally amazed at how interested everyone was in the

how interested everyone was in the

how interested everyone was in the journeys that I was undertaking and what

journeys that I was undertaking and what

journeys that I was undertaking and what I’ve learnt by taking on this nomadic

I’ve learnt by taking on this nomadic

I’ve learnt by taking on this nomadic lifestyle is that there seems to be

lifestyle is that there seems to be

lifestyle is that there seems to be something very human about someone who

something very human about someone who

something very human about someone who is living nomadically with all their

is living nomadically with all their

is living nomadically with all their possessions in a bag or on bags on the

possessions in a bag or on bags on the

possessions in a bag or on bags on the back of a back of a bike which

back of a back of a bike which

back of a back of a bike which immediately people just want to warm to

immediately people just want to warm to

immediately people just want to warm to you and be nice to you and wherever I am

you and be nice to you and wherever I am

you and be nice to you and wherever I am around the world I’m always surprised at

around the world I’m always surprised at

around the world I’m always surprised at how human beings will always open their

how human beings will always open their

how human beings will always open their doors or open their arms and try and be

doors or open their arms and try and be

doors or open their arms and try and be nice to me wherever I am

that’s footage of me at the time rather

that’s footage of me at the time rather unsuccessfully learning how to become a

unsuccessfully learning how to become a

unsuccessfully learning how to become a paragliding pilot in the in the

paragliding pilot in the in the

paragliding pilot in the in the Colombian Andes and this existence has

Colombian Andes and this existence has

Colombian Andes and this existence has not come without its its near-death

not come without its its near-death

not come without its its near-death experiences and there was a moment as I

experiences and there was a moment as I

experiences and there was a moment as I was barreling through the air I was

was barreling through the air I was

was barreling through the air I was thinking to myself you know I’m falling

thinking to myself you know I’m falling

thinking to myself you know I’m falling down this cliff I’m back onto gravity

down this cliff I’m back onto gravity

down this cliff I’m back onto gravity and I’m about to break my back

and I’m about to break my back

and I’m about to break my back thankfully after two or three seconds I

thankfully after two or three seconds I

thankfully after two or three seconds I did realize that I had all my faculties

did realize that I had all my faculties

did realize that I had all my faculties and I could I could touch my toes and

and I could I could touch my toes and

and I could I could touch my toes and everything and and then I had to go

everything and and then I had to go

everything and and then I had to go through three hours of embarrassment as

through three hours of embarrassment as

through three hours of embarrassment as a group of local farmers had to then

a group of local farmers had to then

a group of local farmers had to then come in hack me out of the jungle with

come in hack me out of the jungle with

come in hack me out of the jungle with machetes as all manner of tropical

machetes as all manner of tropical

machetes as all manner of tropical creepy-crawly was trying to invite

creepy-crawly was trying to invite

creepy-crawly was trying to invite itself into every possible orifice and

itself into every possible orifice and

itself into every possible orifice and and I was thinking to myself as I was

and I was thinking to myself as I was

and I was thinking to myself as I was suspended there hanging upside down

suspended there hanging upside down

suspended there hanging upside down tangled up in all sorts of horrible

tangled up in all sorts of horrible

tangled up in all sorts of horrible things

things

things thinking’s myself what on earth have you

thinking’s myself what on earth have you

thinking’s myself what on earth have you got yourself into

got yourself into

got yourself into surely maybe going back to the newsroom

surely maybe going back to the newsroom

surely maybe going back to the newsroom he’s got to be a little bit more

he’s got to be a little bit more

he’s got to be a little bit more preferable for this I’ve asked myself

preferable for this I’ve asked myself

preferable for this I’ve asked myself that same question

that same question

that same question on dozens and dozens of occasions and

on dozens and dozens of occasions and

on dozens and dozens of occasions and not least when I followed a group of

not least when I followed a group of

not least when I followed a group of sailors as they erase 7,000 miles across

sailors as they erase 7,000 miles across

sailors as they erase 7,000 miles across the Pacific Ocean at the end of the

the Pacific Ocean at the end of the

the Pacific Ocean at the end of the winter in 2016

now believe it or not that is a good day

now believe it or not that is a good day in the Pacific and yeah for 28 days I

in the Pacific and yeah for 28 days I

in the Pacific and yeah for 28 days I lived on board with a group of sailors

lived on board with a group of sailors

lived on board with a group of sailors as they were racing across the Pacific

as they were racing across the Pacific

as they were racing across the Pacific in the clip around the world yacht race

in the clip around the world yacht race

in the clip around the world yacht race and it really does rank as the worst

and it really does rank as the worst

and it really does rank as the worst month of my life however at the same

month of my life however at the same

month of my life however at the same time as that being the worst month of my

time as that being the worst month of my

time as that being the worst month of my life personally professionally it ranks

life personally professionally it ranks

life personally professionally it ranks as a real great privilege to get to see

as a real great privilege to get to see

as a real great privilege to get to see and experience places like that with my

and experience places like that with my

and experience places like that with my own with my own body with my own eyes

own with my own body with my own eyes

own with my own body with my own eyes and my own brain because that was what I

and my own brain because that was what I

and my own brain because that was what I was really jealous of when I was dealing

was really jealous of when I was dealing

was really jealous of when I was dealing with all these reports sort of foreign

with all these reports sort of foreign

with all these reports sort of foreign correspondents back in the newsrooms of

correspondents back in the newsrooms of

correspondents back in the newsrooms of central London and when I when I reached

central London and when I when I reached

central London and when I when I reached the US coast after 7,000 nautical miles

the US coast after 7,000 nautical miles

the US coast after 7,000 nautical miles of sailing I was emaciated I’d lost 10

of sailing I was emaciated I’d lost 10

of sailing I was emaciated I’d lost 10 kilos in weight through incapacitating

kilos in weight through incapacitating

kilos in weight through incapacitating bouts of seasickness every single day

bouts of seasickness every single day

bouts of seasickness every single day however when I got there there was this

however when I got there there was this

however when I got there there was this sense of pride that I’d been able to

sense of pride that I’d been able to

sense of pride that I’d been able to witness and feel what the center of the

witness and feel what the center of the

witness and feel what the center of the Pacific Ocean feels and looked like

Pacific Ocean feels and looked like

Pacific Ocean feels and looked like looks like and sounds like the roar of

looks like and sounds like the roar of

looks like and sounds like the roar of the the waves is just so undescribable

the the waves is just so undescribable

the the waves is just so undescribable but that is what I was always longing

but that is what I was always longing

but that is what I was always longing for what I’ve realized though is that

for what I’ve realized though is that

for what I’ve realized though is that when I’m in a mad rush and I’m chasing a

when I’m in a mad rush and I’m chasing a

when I’m in a mad rush and I’m chasing a story and I’m full of adrenaline or I’m

story and I’m full of adrenaline or I’m

story and I’m full of adrenaline or I’m frantically trying to get my tent up at

frantically trying to get my tent up at

frantically trying to get my tent up at the end of the day I’ve realized that

the end of the day I’ve realized that

the end of the day I’ve realized that this is my normality and this was the

this is my normality and this was the

this is my normality and this was the normal that I was deep down always

normal that I was deep down always

normal that I was deep down always longing to create for myself and while

longing to create for myself and while

longing to create for myself and while the majority of people get that feeling

the majority of people get that feeling

the majority of people get that feeling of happiness and contentment and being

of happiness and contentment and being

of happiness and contentment and being grounded and feeling feeling at home

grounded and feeling feeling at home

grounded and feeling feeling at home from bricks and mortar and a

from bricks and mortar and a

from bricks and mortar and a geographical geographical location where

geographical geographical location where

geographical geographical location where we can all have our friends and family

we can all have our friends and family

we can all have our friends and family around us well I still do get that same

around us well I still do get that same

around us well I still do get that same feeling but I get it from when my tent

feeling but I get it from when my tent

feeling but I get it from when my tent is up when my bags are in some sort of

is up when my bags are in some sort of

is up when my bags are in some sort of order

order

order when my passport is in a zipped up

when my passport is in a zipped up

when my passport is in a zipped up pocket and it’s dry because it’s not

pocket and it’s dry because it’s not

pocket and it’s dry because it’s not usually dry when my clothes are packed

usually dry when my clothes are packed

usually dry when my clothes are packed in some sort of order and my laptop and

in some sort of order and my laptop and

in some sort of order and my laptop and my camera are fully charged and ready to

my camera are fully charged and ready to

my camera are fully charged and ready to go that’s when I’m at my happiest that’s

go that’s when I’m at my happiest that’s

go that’s when I’m at my happiest that’s when I feel most content so what am I

when I feel most content so what am I

when I feel most content so what am I getting out with all of this rather than

getting out with all of this rather than

getting out with all of this rather than just standing up here and showing off

just standing up here and showing off

just standing up here and showing off about all these places I’ve been and all

about all these places I’ve been and all

about all these places I’ve been and all these things have done well I do get it

these things have done well I do get it

these things have done well I do get it I do understand that life gets in the

I do understand that life gets in the

I do understand that life gets in the way for a lot of people and it’s not

way for a lot of people and it’s not

way for a lot of people and it’s not practical for almost all of us to be

practical for almost all of us to be

practical for almost all of us to be just gallivanting around the world in

just gallivanting around the world in

just gallivanting around the world in this fashion

this fashion

this fashion I do feel immensely privileged and lucky

I do feel immensely privileged and lucky

I do feel immensely privileged and lucky to get to live my life in this way what

to get to live my life in this way what

to get to live my life in this way what I hope my Universal message is which

I hope my Universal message is which

I hope my Universal message is which hopefully all of us can adopt in our

hopefully all of us can adopt in our

hopefully all of us can adopt in our lives is one of changing perspectives

lives is one of changing perspectives

lives is one of changing perspectives changing perspectives on anything in our

changing perspectives on anything in our

changing perspectives on anything in our lives that just doesn’t quite sit right

lives that just doesn’t quite sit right

lives that just doesn’t quite sit right with us anything that gives us that

with us anything that gives us that

with us anything that gives us that feeling of restlessness and anxiousness

feeling of restlessness and anxiousness

feeling of restlessness and anxiousness and anxiety and makes us just keep

and anxiety and makes us just keep

and anxiety and makes us just keep asking those age-old burning questions

asking those age-old burning questions

asking those age-old burning questions of of what if what if I went to the

of of what if what if I went to the

of of what if what if I went to the other side of the world and tried a

other side of the world and tried a

other side of the world and tried a different career what if I invested more

different career what if I invested more

different career what if I invested more time and energy into that friendship or

time and energy into that friendship or

time and energy into that friendship or relationship what if I just tried

relationship what if I just tried

relationship what if I just tried reading a different type of newspaper

reading a different type of newspaper

reading a different type of newspaper because all I can tell you is that when

because all I can tell you is that when

because all I can tell you is that when I reconstructed my viewpoint on the

I reconstructed my viewpoint on the

I reconstructed my viewpoint on the thing that I previously perceived as a

thing that I previously perceived as a

thing that I previously perceived as a negative personality trait this constant

negative personality trait this constant

negative personality trait this constant desire to always be something else and

desire to always be something else and

desire to always be something else and instead of trying to fight it decided to

instead of trying to fight it decided to

instead of trying to fight it decided to embrace it well all I can tell you is

embrace it well all I can tell you is

embrace it well all I can tell you is that I haven’t looked back since and

that I haven’t looked back since and

that I haven’t looked back since and I’ve had a long long time to sit and

I’ve had a long long time to sit and

I’ve had a long long time to sit and ponder this career choice while staring

ponder this career choice while staring

ponder this career choice while staring out of plain windows I hope and I don’t

out of plain windows I hope and I don’t

out of plain windows I hope and I don’t think I ever will thank you very much

think I ever will thank you very much

think I ever will thank you very much [Applause]

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