take up the university romands ser and
singer I’m going to talk to you a little bit about
my experience
so I started my life as a
cactus I started my school life
by a failure I had a lot of
badly cashed and that I had a lot
of evil therefore to digest has exceeded and
that I lived as a real
drama
I was not taken to the competition of
6th grade primary
this famous this famous contest that pass
children so around the age of 11
and to go from primary school
in high school I was the first
not only of my class but of my
school I think I just forgot
to write down my ID on each of
copies of the exams which would explain
this may be this result completely
unexpected so I always hated
the figures concerning the identifier
I have always been a little impulsive and
pressed fortunately it makes a difference
little with age I speak of
eagerness and impulsivity
as for the numbers that’s
not at all so I’m
suffering from chronic dyscalculia
rare for a siena stack and so at
because of a teacher who gives us
beatings because we are
was cheating in the tables of
multiplication by saying proudly with
boulemane yourte it’s jade oil valp
so costs for those who are
found in the tables of
downstream multiplication
as you know it being both
therefore the action of multiplying and that of
unfortunate typing polysemy so a
other bad memories especially that
I often had frostbite
fingers that were getting to these at
bleed the math continues to
symbolize for me this suffering
childish face punishments so
always bad calculator at
turning to this failure so to the contest
from high school to high school
imagine how could the
little girl of 11 12 years old first of
his class
obliged to redo his year in the
same school on the same benches
the same teacher while his
friends had a level they had a
level less good for most
had already gone to the other side
in the great feelings of shame of
frustration anger of injustice a
heavy burden that I would drag from
long years later
the year after I was admitted with
a 17 of average
so a nice revenge at the time or
1,17 was really worth something that is
not in our time in high school I
found my old friends
kim was one year ahead of jeans
would catch up with a good part
you know what I was doing when I
crossed them in the yard I was hiding
behind the new ones or so I
pretended not to
recognize and I make them up to the
uni
you imagine not knowing each other
recognize my old friends
so to tell you how it is
traumatic in that same high school I
is part of a pilot classes and a
second revenge I had to
get out before in spite of the
failure in mathematics and
physical sciences and you know to
because of whom and what was needed
that I stay in this same class
pilot up to the orientation that
only arrived in cannon before the ferry
those who did not have level was
excludes illico so my level in languages
luckily basically saved me
luck had started to smile at me
putting on my way a woman is
extraordinary teacher projection dati
that’s how I called it and it’s
as I still call it
today since I keep it in my
life and I would keep it until the last
until the last day
so as extraordinary konami too
as a spiritual mother thanks to her I
fell in love with the language
Arab
but although I do not speak Arabic
today especially the
literature and and literature I
wanted to say more broadly she told us
makes known and loved dresses the
novels gip years
finally the tool taimuraz roots etc and
urge us to maintain a newspaper
respondent
a writing that may inspire
unconsciously but two novels in
French language recently published
but these two novels do not represent
my first fictional writings since
around the age of 15 16 years old I wrote my
first novel a novel in Arabic language
inspired by my father’s life
who himself wrote fiction
never published and which continues
today to maintain his diary
respondent
for decades well before
my arrival in the world is from him that
I had to inherit the genes
responsible for the imagination and
writing
so I managed to stay in this
class up to orientation
I was one of four students at
to move towards a letter tray
usually reserved for the less
gifted
while in my pilot class I
always been ranked between 20th and 40th
you know because of what from
the literary orientation I am
became the first to the worst the
second one was arguing even for
sit next to me on the day of
math tests while I
knew that I’m bad so in my case
to be first is not one is not
exceptional in my case it was
really very important since
was still a revenge I
pass my baccalaureate
the second contest of my life imagine
the blue fear of failing a second
times it was with my dignity
I win it with a nice mention
for a literary it’s great comes
the second orientation a choice
crucial the Arabic language was my
first love but I wanted to
I leave France fascinates me and I
were part of the generation
antenna 2 that note capture them
alongside romances and arabic
I started to discover
french writers
some teachers and are for
something that’s how I opted
for a master’s degree in languages and letters
French to go to France for a
3rd cycle had become my ultimate goal
however my parents did not have the
afford to pay for studies
abroad I absolutely needed a
state purse a purse that i swear i
managed to land the year of my
still master a revenge
at 24 I landed in France
dreams full of suitcases
four years later I am a doctor
letters I support my thesis in a
record time always fear in the stomach
I succeed with the best of
still mentions a revenge
parallel to this course
academic music has always been
there to help me overcome my fears
to say the unspeakable to live simply
to breathe a balance are music
is impossible in high school I was
active within the club
music and then as part of the
regional music group
high school student then year
my baccalaureate I was taking my lessons
of history and geography in
singing the musical memory being
at my home the strongest
so I do them later also with
the courses of civilization and history
literary
imagine what that gives a course on
the French Revolution
sing on the air of sylt europe by
example so kalfon in France I have
first sung with a band
of Tunisian students of the
schools
I’m here it’s after a
moment and then meetings and
shows allowed me to open on
other musical genres essentially
jazz while waiting to find a real
job at the height of my degree a
job that will never come I design
my first musical project I meet
a Lebanese French pianist to
the occasion of a show to which he
participle
I propose a collaboration and the
adventure starts soon after
covers of fairuz rhapsody or
turquoise was the title of my first
duet show on the stage of
the institute of the arab world of paris
is not it a revenge more than
sing on this stage
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the group
and to help
and there
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for
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alone
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in the United States finally cracked
lavaud
you
with shackle
fuction
or
fuction
according to you
torigni hulu
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you can read
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but as life is not made that of
successes its proven to change the
voice like life is not made that of
success will come a period too
difficult as decisive with this doctorate
freshly obtained
I thought that finding a job in
my specialty was going to be simple in
good day a job in France I was
made that reality the same day
of my defense that it was wrong
to be so simple
my research director asked me
just after the defense miss
now what are you going to do
I responded on two months I would
teach at the college he did look with
an expression that I put a long time to
understand here you have to apply to
wait on average 8 to 10 years have
before the job came that had
the effect of a bucket of ice water on the
bubbling head
I had two options to pass a contest
in order to access a position
university in tunisia or stay
in France now 100 scholarships
search and look for work that does not
probably will not come true
tearing apart Tunisia I miss but
he returned and returned to
old haunt find the weight
of society give up certain
freedoms
when I was on vacation I
say I felt exile in exile
in my own country
only those who have lived this
experience could understand me the
France was also an exile that
I had deliberately chosen I had
still managed to find a
certain balance a balance
precarious but a balance anyway
the next three and a half years
will be my bohemian years
after a while I get tired of
animation in the leisure centers
because you had to live well
I still resign no answer
positive of octo rectorates forgiveness
I start a new adventure
musical with a new pianist a
French jazzman this time I
pushes further the experience of
crossbreeding already undertaken with my
first show my new duo
present a project that I call
Eastern jazz standard is articulated
around American jazz standards
but also standards of the song
French
interpreted in Arabic I
translate written or wrote myself the
sung texts
just go to my channel
youtube to listen to me sing
interpret nardis karvan my funny
valentine or with time never leave me
not
to check out the rally gigogne betray ribéry
it seems that yes the riches
o’leary dory saliba zilina the hen
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after
the act and their families
you see it
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but reid it makes more sense
eight months and it is suitable to sink the
dignity
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he
Tuesday bush
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from Tuesday
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put it to him
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are then linked in different
Parisian jazz clubs but also
in festivals recognized as the
rhino jazz festival the jazz vocal crest
the summer boittin shows another festival
of the medina also parallel I
begins writing my first
novel the black jasmine that will not be completed
than in 2008 and will only be published in
2016 all this still not being
enough to live I hear
materially I start in a year
and in another adventure in the
cinematographic domain this time
I sing I vocalize for the
of a French Tunisian film
accompanied by a great jazzman
French I am also entrusted with
task of transcription and
subtitle translation of this same
movie and other movies will come by the
more and more importantly I provide coaching
of a franco Kabyle actor
peace to his soul because he left
helping him to learn his text in
Tunisian dialect 8 who had never
pronounced a word of Arabic and sacred
experience still not recruited I
decides to pass a contest for
get a job within
higher education in tunisia a
hollows bigger in my cv would have
been fatal and then the bohemian life
can not agree
all life from a certain age
we want a certain stability
I succeed my competition again one
revenge certainly always the same
scared belly I do not know if it was
the fear of succeeding fall not succeed
end of the adventurous Parisian return have
initiated back a depression is
inevitable the country has changed I
changed nothing is the same
the writing is there to save me I
finish the last part of the jasmine
black whose in the urgency of dir and then
I put it in a drawer too intimate
to be published by in tunisia in
anyway I take the parallel
adventures of the field to declining
most recognized jazzmen in tunisia
almost two years later preparing us
a dozen titles these melodies his
arrangements and my words and my voice
the project does not end up disappointed I leave
drop the music and focus on
other aspects of my life my career
university
my family and my life as a citizen after
the outbreak of the revolution
Tunisian we can not hold
long without creation I start the
writing my second novel a
sequel independent of the first tango
from the goddess of the dunes until then I
written for me and some relatives
resume writing has made me want
to have a wider readership
I decide to unearth my first
novel to publish it in tunisia he
would serve more here tackled topics
which i’m talking about in black jasmine here
is a form of resistance to
dangers contest our changing country
the book is published right out
is awarded with a prestigious award
he is greeted by readers and
critics the space of a revenge of
the more his success motivates me to
finish writing its sequel released
exactly one year after his eldest and the
music
I almost never stopped in
do it since I’ve always written in
singing and singing while writing the
Music is the essence of the
literary creation
also having suspended
musical activities
a meeting restart the machine I’m doing
the knowledge of my third
musical partner a classical pianist
Tunisian this time we design the
miscegenation show but further
weaving we are we are only
products on the stage of nedjma star
hala and on the sidelines of the carthage festival
last year soon the franc
the opening of the first session of
francophone festival of sousse and
there is also the musical October at sfax
for sale I was lucky enough to have dared
experienced what they were lovers
power to experiment singing write
and even teach and are not
different caps
it is for me the same
performance motivated by the same rage
the same tenacity the same passion
only passion and fury are
able to open the doors of
the impossible far from any calculation
reasoned
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souhila year to do you sul where all
the future or the cheeks provided
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damman onions
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denis
God
reduced
and you
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all
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