[Applause] hi I’m a student I’m sorry if I struggle
hi I’m a student I’m sorry if I struggle
hi I’m a student I’m sorry if I struggle to communicate dictators who have sealed
to communicate dictators who have sealed
to communicate dictators who have sealed my fate forced me only to dissect and
my fate forced me only to dissect and
my fate forced me only to dissect and disintegrate until only the bones and
disintegrate until only the bones and
disintegrate until only the bones and broken skin of what once was poetry is
broken skin of what once was poetry is
broken skin of what once was poetry is left in my wake my lungs infused with
left in my wake my lungs infused with
left in my wake my lungs infused with ink and my veins riddled with graphite
ink and my veins riddled with graphite
ink and my veins riddled with graphite the entirety of my life decided before
the entirety of my life decided before
the entirety of my life decided before I’ve even been allowed to try hi I’m a
I’ve even been allowed to try hi I’m a
I’ve even been allowed to try hi I’m a student depression and anxiety root
student depression and anxiety root
student depression and anxiety root themselves into my mind like a cancer
themselves into my mind like a cancer
themselves into my mind like a cancer forcing me to believe that suicide is
forcing me to believe that suicide is
forcing me to believe that suicide is the only answer encompassing my brain
the only answer encompassing my brain
the only answer encompassing my brain like barbed wire are not designed to
like barbed wire are not designed to
like barbed wire are not designed to keep the world out but designs keep me
keep the world out but designs keep me
keep the world out but designs keep me in deemed a burden by those who wish for
in deemed a burden by those who wish for
in deemed a burden by those who wish for me to be artificially intelligent hi I’m
me to be artificially intelligent hi I’m
me to be artificially intelligent hi I’m a student encased in a narrow-minded
a student encased in a narrow-minded
a student encased in a narrow-minded dome set a light and left to burn as
dome set a light and left to burn as
dome set a light and left to burn as they hope I’ll be reborn into something
they hope I’ll be reborn into something
they hope I’ll be reborn into something more pure living like the uphills and
more pure living like the uphills and
more pure living like the uphills and mountains of the down hills of trenches
mountains of the down hills of trenches
mountains of the down hills of trenches my brain treated like a toy battered and
my brain treated like a toy battered and
my brain treated like a toy battered and bruised puppet masters who know exactly
bruised puppet masters who know exactly
bruised puppet masters who know exactly which threads to pull make me dance for
which threads to pull make me dance for
which threads to pull make me dance for the sole purpose of moving as my
the sole purpose of moving as my
the sole purpose of moving as my individuality is erased
individuality is erased
individuality is erased much like the mistakes which I’m told I
much like the mistakes which I’m told I
much like the mistakes which I’m told I constantly make my mind meant to be a
constantly make my mind meant to be a
constantly make my mind meant to be a bottomless abyss in which the system can
bottomless abyss in which the system can
bottomless abyss in which the system can continue to shovel it’s never-ending
continue to shovel it’s never-ending
continue to shovel it’s never-ending supply of in stuck living in a
supply of in stuck living in a
supply of in stuck living in a world that’s terrified of the word
world that’s terrified of the word
world that’s terrified of the word different I wait to join the slowly
different I wait to join the slowly
different I wait to join the slowly flowing ocean of mindless Wanderers
flowing ocean of mindless Wanderers
flowing ocean of mindless Wanderers desperate to fall off the edge of the
desperate to fall off the edge of the
desperate to fall off the edge of the earth who gravitate away from concepts
earth who gravitate away from concepts
earth who gravitate away from concepts like love and happiness believing that
like love and happiness believing that
like love and happiness believing that they show no worthiness instead seeing
they show no worthiness instead seeing
they show no worthiness instead seeing everything as an invitation for their
everything as an invitation for their
everything as an invitation for their condemnation I sit waiting for their
condemnation I sit waiting for their
condemnation I sit waiting for their verification those who can find me
verification those who can find me
verification those who can find me behind metal bars made of criteria who
behind metal bars made of criteria who
behind metal bars made of criteria who tell me the mass and signs simply aren’t
tell me the mass and signs simply aren’t
tell me the mass and signs simply aren’t my areas I try to go off myself into a
my areas I try to go off myself into a
my areas I try to go off myself into a place where society will never hear me
place where society will never hear me
place where society will never hear me because it’s far simpler for the world
because it’s far simpler for the world
because it’s far simpler for the world to ignore problem than it cannot see as
to ignore problem than it cannot see as
to ignore problem than it cannot see as they vomit their apathy onto me and my
they vomit their apathy onto me and my
they vomit their apathy onto me and my life I attempt to mop it up with empty
life I attempt to mop it up with empty
life I attempt to mop it up with empty promises and endless sacrifice exchange
promises and endless sacrifice exchange
promises and endless sacrifice exchange they’re cruel criticism for a chance at
they’re cruel criticism for a chance at
they’re cruel criticism for a chance at redemption hi I’m a student and no that
redemption hi I’m a student and no that
redemption hi I’m a student and no that does not mean that I am plasticine which
does not mean that I am plasticine which
does not mean that I am plasticine which you can mold into whoever society needs
you can mold into whoever society needs
you can mold into whoever society needs me to be
me to be
me to be you cannot pollute my mind the same way
you cannot pollute my mind the same way
you cannot pollute my mind the same way you polluted my earth hi I’m a student
you polluted my earth hi I’m a student
you polluted my earth hi I’m a student but also a human not an ATM machine
but also a human not an ATM machine
but also a human not an ATM machine I refuse to attempt to live off the
I refuse to attempt to live off the
I refuse to attempt to live off the debris which you leave from me you
debris which you leave from me you
debris which you leave from me you cannot expect me to stay silent and make
cannot expect me to stay silent and make
cannot expect me to stay silent and make way for your animosity hi I’m a student
way for your animosity hi I’m a student
way for your animosity hi I’m a student not simply another senseless consumer so
not simply another senseless consumer so
not simply another senseless consumer so political power brokers screw your raise
political power brokers screw your raise
political power brokers screw your raise of 7.5% and keep your hands off of my
of 7.5% and keep your hands off of my
of 7.5% and keep your hands off of my future
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