have you ever made all the perfect plans to do all the perfect things at all the
to do all the perfect things at all the
to do all the perfect things at all the right time only to be met with Murphy’s
right time only to be met with Murphy’s
right time only to be met with Murphy’s Law and have everything that could go
Law and have everything that could go
Law and have everything that could go wrong go wrong well that’s my story of
wrong go wrong well that’s my story of
wrong go wrong well that’s my story of my journey to get here today yes you see
my journey to get here today yes you see
my journey to get here today yes you see four weeks ago I was 89 pounds and
four weeks ago I was 89 pounds and
four weeks ago I was 89 pounds and fighting for my life
fighting for my life
fighting for my life but my story started a year ago when I
but my story started a year ago when I
but my story started a year ago when I was first asked to come here I was so
was first asked to come here I was so
was first asked to come here I was so excited but at the same time I started
excited but at the same time I started
excited but at the same time I started my battle with cancer I had done a day
my battle with cancer I had done a day
my battle with cancer I had done a day of chemotherapy and knew that it wasn’t
of chemotherapy and knew that it wasn’t
of chemotherapy and knew that it wasn’t for me so I started looking into every
for me so I started looking into every
for me so I started looking into every alternative method that there was
alternative method that there was
alternative method that there was anything that anyone had ever done to
anything that anyone had ever done to
anything that anyone had ever done to cure cancer you see I was already beyond
cure cancer you see I was already beyond
cure cancer you see I was already beyond Stage three so I knew it was critical I
Stage three so I knew it was critical I
Stage three so I knew it was critical I found out right away that cancer is a
found out right away that cancer is a
found out right away that cancer is a type of parasite it reproduces itself so
type of parasite it reproduces itself so
type of parasite it reproduces itself so I immediately adopted a plant-based diet
I immediately adopted a plant-based diet
I immediately adopted a plant-based diet and began a very hefty de perak sighting
and began a very hefty de perak sighting
and began a very hefty de perak sighting process I then oxygenated my body doing
process I then oxygenated my body doing
process I then oxygenated my body doing 80 hours of hyperbaric chamber and five
80 hours of hyperbaric chamber and five
80 hours of hyperbaric chamber and five months of Rick Simpsons oil if you know
months of Rick Simpsons oil if you know
months of Rick Simpsons oil if you know what Rick Simpson oil is here in
what Rick Simpson oil is here in
what Rick Simpson oil is here in Colorado I was high as a four five
Colorado I was high as a four five
Colorado I was high as a four five months
months
months every single month I was supposed to be
every single month I was supposed to be
every single month I was supposed to be on a call to prepare for this talk but I
on a call to prepare for this talk but I
on a call to prepare for this talk but I was so high I could barely even sit up
was so high I could barely even sit up
was so high I could barely even sit up or even get myself to the bathroom so it
or even get myself to the bathroom so it
or even get myself to the bathroom so it all became extremely challenging for me
all became extremely challenging for me
all became extremely challenging for me however at the end of my five months
however at the end of my five months
however at the end of my five months I got a 100% clean bill of health
zero cancer they found absolutely
zero cancer they found absolutely nothing I was perfect so I gathered my
nothing I was perfect so I gathered my
nothing I was perfect so I gathered my closest girlfriends and we took off for
closest girlfriends and we took off for
closest girlfriends and we took off for Mexico to celebrate and after five
Mexico to celebrate and after five
Mexico to celebrate and after five months of just laying around doing
months of just laying around doing
months of just laying around doing nothing it seemed like it would be a
nothing it seemed like it would be a
nothing it seemed like it would be a good time to party
good time to party
good time to party however on my third day there I was
however on my third day there I was
however on my third day there I was bitten 26 times by a flesh melting
bitten 26 times by a flesh melting
bitten 26 times by a flesh melting spider and there began my journey with
spider and there began my journey with
spider and there began my journey with physical pain I was supposed to only be
physical pain I was supposed to only be
physical pain I was supposed to only be there for a week however I stayed an
there for a week however I stayed an
there for a week however I stayed an extra two weeks and the Mayan people who
extra two weeks and the Mayan people who
extra two weeks and the Mayan people who are well-acquainted with this particular
are well-acquainted with this particular
are well-acquainted with this particular spider were taking care of me to them
spider were taking care of me to them
spider were taking care of me to them this spider is medicine and it’s sacred
this spider is medicine and it’s sacred
this spider is medicine and it’s sacred and so they were helping me work through
and so they were helping me work through
and so they were helping me work through the journey of what this meant for me I
the journey of what this meant for me I
the journey of what this meant for me I had just recently before going to Mexico
had just recently before going to Mexico
had just recently before going to Mexico spent a little one-on-one time with
spent a little one-on-one time with
spent a little one-on-one time with chief black fox so he is actually a
chief black fox so he is actually a
chief black fox so he is actually a First Nation indigenous person from the
First Nation indigenous person from the
First Nation indigenous person from the United States he told me that the lakota
United States he told me that the lakota
United States he told me that the lakota do not have a word for know in their
do not have a word for know in their
do not have a word for know in their language they don’t use the word no
language they don’t use the word no
language they don’t use the word no because the plants and animals don’t
because the plants and animals don’t
because the plants and animals don’t understand this word the trees and
understand this word the trees and
understand this word the trees and rivers don’t understand this word spirit
rivers don’t understand this word spirit
rivers don’t understand this word spirit doesn’t understand this word and creator
doesn’t understand this word and creator
doesn’t understand this word and creator doesn’t understand this word only the
doesn’t understand this word only the
doesn’t understand this word only the human mind tries to understand this word
human mind tries to understand this word
human mind tries to understand this word it has no place in the natural law of
it has no place in the natural law of
it has no place in the natural law of the world we live in this word No so
the world we live in this word No so
the world we live in this word No so when I was bitten by the spider I said
when I was bitten by the spider I said
when I was bitten by the spider I said yes
yes
yes I said yes to the medicine and I started
I said yes to the medicine and I started
I said yes to the medicine and I started to look at my life and see why was I
to look at my life and see why was I
to look at my life and see why was I bitten by this spider so when I finally
bitten by this spider so when I finally
bitten by this spider so when I finally returned from Mexico to the United
returned from Mexico to the United
returned from Mexico to the United States it was Thanksgiving and my
States it was Thanksgiving and my
States it was Thanksgiving and my friends came over to see me and they
friends came over to see me and they
friends came over to see me and they took a look at my arm as Lesch was
took a look at my arm as Lesch was
took a look at my arm as Lesch was melting off of it and they said we’re
melting off of it and they said we’re
melting off of it and they said we’re gonna take you to the emergency room you
gonna take you to the emergency room you
gonna take you to the emergency room you need to get that looked at and I was
need to get that looked at and I was
need to get that looked at and I was like no no I I know exactly what it is
like no no I I know exactly what it is
like no no I I know exactly what it is I’m got it handled but the truth is I
I’m got it handled but the truth is I
I’m got it handled but the truth is I was in so much
was in so much
was in so much Payne because each one of those 26 bytes
Payne because each one of those 26 bytes
Payne because each one of those 26 bytes had grown a route through to my bone not
had grown a route through to my bone not
had grown a route through to my bone not to mention my flesh melting off of my my
to mention my flesh melting off of my my
to mention my flesh melting off of my my bones there was just so much intense
bones there was just so much intense
bones there was just so much intense pain that I could barely even breathe so
pain that I could barely even breathe so
pain that I could barely even breathe so I said yes and I went to the emergency
I said yes and I went to the emergency
I said yes and I went to the emergency room they gave me what was for me an
room they gave me what was for me an
room they gave me what was for me an almost lethal dose of antibiotics
almost lethal dose of antibiotics
almost lethal dose of antibiotics steroids and anti-inflammatories
steroids and anti-inflammatories
steroids and anti-inflammatories it was almost lethal to me because I was
it was almost lethal to me because I was
it was almost lethal to me because I was allergic to the antibiotic and the
allergic to the antibiotic and the
allergic to the antibiotic and the steroid bumped it up in the
steroid bumped it up in the
steroid bumped it up in the anti-inflammatory killed my own immune
anti-inflammatory killed my own immune
anti-inflammatory killed my own immune system to fight against it and because
system to fight against it and because
system to fight against it and because this whole thing was given to me
this whole thing was given to me
this whole thing was given to me intravenously I really had the defense
intravenously I really had the defense
intravenously I really had the defense against it so this particular antibiotic
against it so this particular antibiotic
against it so this particular antibiotic is designed to damage the membrane of
is designed to damage the membrane of
is designed to damage the membrane of the infection so that it can’t reproduce
the infection so that it can’t reproduce
the infection so that it can’t reproduce itself so let’s say you had MRSA it
itself so let’s say you had MRSA it
itself so let’s say you had MRSA it would save your life but in a person
would save your life but in a person
would save your life but in a person like me that couldn’t methylate it out
like me that couldn’t methylate it out
like me that couldn’t methylate it out or couldn’t get it out of my system it
or couldn’t get it out of my system it
or couldn’t get it out of my system it stayed inside me damaging the membranes
stayed inside me damaging the membranes
stayed inside me damaging the membranes of my cells so that my cells couldn’t
of my cells so that my cells couldn’t
of my cells so that my cells couldn’t reproduce so within a short period of
reproduce so within a short period of
reproduce so within a short period of time I found myself living in a dying
time I found myself living in a dying
time I found myself living in a dying body and each day I would have a new
body and each day I would have a new
body and each day I would have a new problem something new would break down
problem something new would break down
problem something new would break down and wouldn’t function and I could see
and wouldn’t function and I could see
and wouldn’t function and I could see slowly that I was just going to
slowly that I was just going to
slowly that I was just going to disintegrate to nothing but I was told
disintegrate to nothing but I was told
disintegrate to nothing but I was told that I could take handfuls of
that I could take handfuls of
that I could take handfuls of nutraceuticals every day that would help
nutraceuticals every day that would help
nutraceuticals every day that would help my cells reproduce themselves and so I
my cells reproduce themselves and so I
my cells reproduce themselves and so I did but some of them were
did but some of them were
did but some of them were counterindicated to each other so I had
counterindicated to each other so I had
counterindicated to each other so I had to separate them out and time them out
to separate them out and time them out
to separate them out and time them out and it became just like a full-time job
and it became just like a full-time job
and it became just like a full-time job trying to get all these things in my
trying to get all these things in my
trying to get all these things in my system so that my body would keep
system so that my body would keep
system so that my body would keep reproducing cells and I could keep
reproducing cells and I could keep
reproducing cells and I could keep living it was at that time that a woman
living it was at that time that a woman
living it was at that time that a woman was delivered to me she introduced
was delivered to me she introduced
was delivered to me she introduced herself as an empty and medical
herself as an empty and medical
herself as an empty and medical intuitive and she said that I was
intuitive and she said that I was
intuitive and she said that I was overcooked and that I needed to water
overcooked and that I needed to water
overcooked and that I needed to water fast myself that I needed to stop doing
fast myself that I needed to stop doing
fast myself that I needed to stop doing everything that my body had an
everything that my body had an
everything that my body had an intelligence and that it could come back
intelligence and that it could come back
intelligence and that it could come back to homeostasis if I would just stop
to homeostasis if I would just stop
to homeostasis if I would just stop putting things inside of it anything
putting things inside of it anything
putting things inside of it anything inside of it so I got a water distiller
inside of it so I got a water distiller
inside of it so I got a water distiller and I started water fasting I water
and I started water fasting I water
and I started water fasting I water fasted for 10 days
fasted for 10 days
fasted for 10 days it was one of the most difficult things
it was one of the most difficult things
it was one of the most difficult things I’ve ever done because I already had no
I’ve ever done because I already had no
I’ve ever done because I already had no energy and so I just laid there really
energy and so I just laid there really
energy and so I just laid there really near death and in the first couple of
near death and in the first couple of
near death and in the first couple of days I actually sank deep inside my body
days I actually sank deep inside my body
days I actually sank deep inside my body and found myself floating down that
and found myself floating down that
and found myself floating down that infamous white hallway and believe me it
infamous white hallway and believe me it
infamous white hallway and believe me it is the most mystical magical hallway and
is the most mystical magical hallway and
is the most mystical magical hallway and I didn’t want to leave I was floating
I didn’t want to leave I was floating
I didn’t want to leave I was floating down it feeling absolutely in bliss all
down it feeling absolutely in bliss all
down it feeling absolutely in bliss all of my pain behind me and just seeing
of my pain behind me and just seeing
of my pain behind me and just seeing white lights in front of me and then all
white lights in front of me and then all
white lights in front of me and then all of a sudden my young son’s face came in
of a sudden my young son’s face came in
of a sudden my young son’s face came in front of me in total shock and despair
front of me in total shock and despair
front of me in total shock and despair his eyes popped out of his head and his
his eyes popped out of his head and his
his eyes popped out of his head and his little face saying mommy don’t go now
little face saying mommy don’t go now
little face saying mommy don’t go now I’ve adopted him so in his short little
I’ve adopted him so in his short little
I’ve adopted him so in his short little life he’s already known more pain and
life he’s already known more pain and
life he’s already known more pain and lost than most people know in an entire
lost than most people know in an entire
lost than most people know in an entire lifetime so for him I came back I came
lifetime so for him I came back I came
lifetime so for him I came back I came back into my dying body I fought my way
back into my dying body I fought my way
back into my dying body I fought my way back and I laid there thinking okay now
back and I laid there thinking okay now
back and I laid there thinking okay now what and as I laid there everything I
what and as I laid there everything I
what and as I laid there everything I knew about Mother Earth came to me
knew about Mother Earth came to me
knew about Mother Earth came to me suddenly I was like her I was toxic like
suddenly I was like her I was toxic like
suddenly I was like her I was toxic like her I remembered that as a young girl I
her I remembered that as a young girl I
her I remembered that as a young girl I was a scuba diver and I I lived in the
was a scuba diver and I I lived in the
was a scuba diver and I I lived in the Caribbean and I used to scuba dive and
Caribbean and I used to scuba dive and
Caribbean and I used to scuba dive and the coral there was epic and beautiful
the coral there was epic and beautiful
the coral there was epic and beautiful and the fish were magnificent but
and the fish were magnificent but
and the fish were magnificent but several years ago I had returned there
several years ago I had returned there
several years ago I had returned there and all I saw beneath the sunlit surface
and all I saw beneath the sunlit surface
and all I saw beneath the sunlit surface was death and decay and plastic and
was death and decay and plastic and
was death and decay and plastic and trash so when I heard that the Great
trash so when I heard that the Great
trash so when I heard that the Great Barrier Reef of Australia had been
Barrier Reef of Australia had been
Barrier Reef of Australia had been declared nearly 90% dead I knew it was
declared nearly 90% dead I knew it was
declared nearly 90% dead I knew it was true and when I heard that an
true and when I heard that an
true and when I heard that an oceanographer had revealed that the
oceanographer had revealed that the
oceanographer had revealed that the oceans will be suffocated without oxygen
oceans will be suffocated without oxygen
oceans will be suffocated without oxygen by 2030 I knew it was true and then I
by 2030 I knew it was true and then I
by 2030 I knew it was true and then I started thinking about my own life I
started thinking about my own life I
started thinking about my own life I started thinking about how I was
started thinking about how I was
started thinking about how I was impacting
impacting
impacting mother earth I remembered hearing that
mother earth I remembered hearing that
mother earth I remembered hearing that the microfibers from our clothing were
the microfibers from our clothing were
the microfibers from our clothing were ending up in the ocean and killing the
ending up in the ocean and killing the
ending up in the ocean and killing the plankton that the great whales live off
plankton that the great whales live off
plankton that the great whales live off of I remembered seeing that fracking was
of I remembered seeing that fracking was
of I remembered seeing that fracking was was making all our water toxic and that
was making all our water toxic and that
was making all our water toxic and that when oil spills happened they actually
when oil spills happened they actually
when oil spills happened they actually used toxic chemicals to sink the oil to
used toxic chemicals to sink the oil to
used toxic chemicals to sink the oil to the bottom so that we can’t see it
the bottom so that we can’t see it
the bottom so that we can’t see it anymore all of the things that I had
anymore all of the things that I had
anymore all of the things that I had heard and known came back into my sphere
heard and known came back into my sphere
heard and known came back into my sphere and I could see it all and then I had to
and I could see it all and then I had to
and I could see it all and then I had to take a good look at myself and as I lay
take a good look at myself and as I lay
take a good look at myself and as I lay there dying I realized that my toxic
there dying I realized that my toxic
there dying I realized that my toxic body that I was blaming somebody else
body that I was blaming somebody else
body that I was blaming somebody else for I was doing the same thing to Mother
for I was doing the same thing to Mother
for I was doing the same thing to Mother Earth by the chemicals that I used by by
Earth by the chemicals that I used by by
Earth by the chemicals that I used by by just everything that I was doing in my
just everything that I was doing in my
just everything that I was doing in my life even the glitter that I was using
life even the glitter that I was using
life even the glitter that I was using in my company I have an avant-garde Sirk
in my company I have an avant-garde Sirk
in my company I have an avant-garde Sirk company and we perform all over the
company and we perform all over the
company and we perform all over the world maybe the most magnificent thing
world maybe the most magnificent thing
world maybe the most magnificent thing that we’ve done is performed the Dalai
that we’ve done is performed the Dalai
that we’ve done is performed the Dalai Lama’s 80th birthday while he sat on
Lama’s 80th birthday while he sat on
Lama’s 80th birthday while he sat on stage with us I was so proud of that day
stage with us I was so proud of that day
stage with us I was so proud of that day but that day we had glitter on her face
but that day we had glitter on her face
but that day we had glitter on her face and that glitter ends up in the water
and that glitter ends up in the water
and that glitter ends up in the water that ends up in the ocean and those
that ends up in the ocean and those
that ends up in the ocean and those chemicals and those those little
chemicals and those those little
chemicals and those those little particles are killing life on Earth
particles are killing life on Earth
particles are killing life on Earth it was a really hard hard vision for me
it was a really hard hard vision for me
it was a really hard hard vision for me to have that I was the problem that I
to have that I was the problem that I
to have that I was the problem that I was the actual problem I could point my
was the actual problem I could point my
was the actual problem I could point my finger at Monsanto I could get enraged
finger at Monsanto I could get enraged
finger at Monsanto I could get enraged about cloud seeding and cloud bursting
about cloud seeding and cloud bursting
about cloud seeding and cloud bursting where they spray chemicals on every city
where they spray chemicals on every city
where they spray chemicals on every city around the world to alter the the
around the world to alter the the
around the world to alter the the climate make it rain or snow or shine or
climate make it rain or snow or shine or
climate make it rain or snow or shine or whatever they’re trying to do I could
whatever they’re trying to do I could
whatever they’re trying to do I could blame all of these people but the real
blame all of these people but the real
blame all of these people but the real villain the real culprit was me myself
villain the real culprit was me myself
villain the real culprit was me myself what I was doing I needed to clean up my
what I was doing I needed to clean up my
what I was doing I needed to clean up my own act to take a good hard look at how
own act to take a good hard look at how
own act to take a good hard look at how I could change how I was living
then I was told about the caterpillar
then I was told about the caterpillar the metamorphosis of the caterpillar to
the metamorphosis of the caterpillar to
the metamorphosis of the caterpillar to the butterfly have you heard about this
the butterfly have you heard about this
the butterfly have you heard about this I’ve I grew up in northern Canada where
I’ve I grew up in northern Canada where
I’ve I grew up in northern Canada where the monarch butterflies come to win
the monarch butterflies come to win
the monarch butterflies come to win their caterpillars and I’ve seen them
their caterpillars and I’ve seen them
their caterpillars and I’ve seen them ravage and desecrate everything around
ravage and desecrate everything around
ravage and desecrate everything around them the caterpillar can eat up to 27
them the caterpillar can eat up to 27
them the caterpillar can eat up to 27 thousand times its body weight in its
thousand times its body weight in its
thousand times its body weight in its lifetime before it decides to hang
lifetime before it decides to hang
lifetime before it decides to hang upside down spin a cocoon around itself
upside down spin a cocoon around itself
upside down spin a cocoon around itself and then start what I can only imagine
and then start what I can only imagine
and then start what I can only imagine is a very painful liquification process
is a very painful liquification process
is a very painful liquification process during this liquification process though
during this liquification process though
during this liquification process though something magical happens the very aptly
something magical happens the very aptly
something magical happens the very aptly named imaginal cells start to appear now
named imaginal cells start to appear now
named imaginal cells start to appear now these cells vibrate at a different
these cells vibrate at a different
these cells vibrate at a different frequency than the caterpillar so the
frequency than the caterpillar so the
frequency than the caterpillar so the caterpillars old and dying immune system
caterpillars old and dying immune system
caterpillars old and dying immune system recognizes these cells as the enemy and
recognizes these cells as the enemy and
recognizes these cells as the enemy and they start to attack but the imaginal
they start to attack but the imaginal
they start to attack but the imaginal cells keep coming and they start to
cells keep coming and they start to
cells keep coming and they start to collaborate and start partnerships they
collaborate and start partnerships they
collaborate and start partnerships they communicate with each other they join in
communicate with each other they join in
communicate with each other they join in groups and then the group’s in clusters
groups and then the group’s in clusters
groups and then the group’s in clusters and soon together they create the
and soon together they create the
and soon together they create the butterfly and the butterfly is a
butterfly and the butterfly is a
butterfly and the butterfly is a generator of life it pollinates flowers
generator of life it pollinates flowers
generator of life it pollinates flowers I started to see that we could no longer
I started to see that we could no longer
I started to see that we could no longer be the caterpillars here on earth that
be the caterpillars here on earth that
be the caterpillars here on earth that the liquification process had become and
the liquification process had become and
the liquification process had become and that we must start our own personal
that we must start our own personal
that we must start our own personal inner metamorphosis from the
inner metamorphosis from the
inner metamorphosis from the all-encompassing ravaging caterpillars
all-encompassing ravaging caterpillars
all-encompassing ravaging caterpillars that we have been consuming consuming
that we have been consuming consuming
that we have been consuming consuming consuming to the epic butterfly flying
consuming to the epic butterfly flying
consuming to the epic butterfly flying spreading our wings working in
spreading our wings working in
spreading our wings working in collaboration working together
collaboration working together
collaboration working together pollinating flowers yes the time for
pollinating flowers yes the time for
pollinating flowers yes the time for metamorphosis is now and there is truly
metamorphosis is now and there is truly
metamorphosis is now and there is truly only one person that can save this world
only one person that can save this world
only one person that can save this world and that person is us
and that person is us
and that person is us thank you
thank you
thank you [Applause]
[Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
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