mmm-hmm thanks for the introduction good afternoon today I’m here to talk
good afternoon today I’m here to talk
good afternoon today I’m here to talk about how pooping how pooping helps me
about how pooping how pooping helps me
about how pooping how pooping helps me push the envelope yes pooping before I
push the envelope yes pooping before I
push the envelope yes pooping before I get started can I have a great hands up
get started can I have a great hands up
get started can I have a great hands up how many of you poo once a time once a
how many of you poo once a time once a
how many of you poo once a time once a day twice okay who pull more than five
day twice okay who pull more than five
day twice okay who pull more than five times a day for those who doesn’t raise
times a day for those who doesn’t raise
times a day for those who doesn’t raise your hand I suggest you to catch some
your hand I suggest you to catch some
your hand I suggest you to catch some vegetable tonight so but unfortunately
vegetable tonight so but unfortunately
vegetable tonight so but unfortunately for me pooping 10 times a day is very
for me pooping 10 times a day is very
for me pooping 10 times a day is very common for me because I have been
common for me because I have been
common for me because I have been diagnosed with a disease
diagnosed with a disease
diagnosed with a disease it’s called ulcerative colitis you see
it’s called ulcerative colitis you see
it’s called ulcerative colitis you see it is a very very terrible disease it
it is a very very terrible disease it
it is a very very terrible disease it makes you want to pull from often there
makes you want to pull from often there
makes you want to pull from often there is a gas and pressures inside your body
is a gas and pressures inside your body
is a gas and pressures inside your body you and they are so desperate to comes
you and they are so desperate to comes
you and they are so desperate to comes out so you have to learn how to control
out so you have to learn how to control
out so you have to learn how to control it
it
it okay control your body and culture your
okay control your body and culture your
okay control your body and culture your mind and also make your stomach to beat
mind and also make your stomach to beat
mind and also make your stomach to beat make it extremely painful
make it extremely painful
make it extremely painful so when every time when most of the time
so when every time when most of the time
so when every time when most of the time when I finish the toilet I look back
when I finish the toilet I look back
when I finish the toilet I look back it’s all right it’s all red so ladies I
it’s all right it’s all red so ladies I
it’s all right it’s all red so ladies I understand how he feels you know being
understand how he feels you know being
understand how he feels you know being period and trust me and I can confirm to
period and trust me and I can confirm to
period and trust me and I can confirm to you that warm water doesn’t help because
you that warm water doesn’t help because
you that warm water doesn’t help because I mean every time I drink warm water my
I mean every time I drink warm water my
I mean every time I drink warm water my stomach’s start to accept the waters and
stomach’s start to accept the waters and
stomach’s start to accept the waters and it start to to hurt again and again it’s
it start to to hurt again and again it’s
it start to to hurt again and again it’s really really painful and this disease
really really painful and this disease
really really painful and this disease is no cure at this moment unless you’re
is no cure at this moment unless you’re
is no cure at this moment unless you’re going to remove your digestive systems
going to remove your digestive systems
going to remove your digestive systems and we’ll make it even worse is the
and we’ll make it even worse is the
and we’ll make it even worse is the psychological effect I was always always
psychological effect I was always always
psychological effect I was always always worrying about when I have to go to pool
worrying about when I have to go to pool
worrying about when I have to go to pool where’s the nearest toilet it’s the
where’s the nearest toilet it’s the
where’s the nearest toilet it’s the toilet cleaning up instead of stand on
toilet cleaning up instead of stand on
toilet cleaning up instead of stand on it or a sitter you know I’m very picky
it or a sitter you know I’m very picky
it or a sitter you know I’m very picky about this one so so it really cost me
about this one so so it really cost me
about this one so so it really cost me some psychological issues to me if when
some psychological issues to me if when
some psychological issues to me if when I get concentrated on my work and then
I get concentrated on my work and then
I get concentrated on my work and then started worried about it so so really
started worried about it so so really
started worried about it so so really distract me and it quickly become a
distract me and it quickly become a
distract me and it quickly become a struggle a limitation to myself so I’ve
struggle a limitation to myself so I’ve
struggle a limitation to myself so I’ve been living with this disease for more
been living with this disease for more
been living with this disease for more almost four years so today I’m going to
almost four years so today I’m going to
almost four years so today I’m going to summarize some of
summarize some of
summarize some of lessons that learn to live with this
lessons that learn to live with this
lessons that learn to live with this disease so lesson number one
disease so lesson number one
disease so lesson number one find yourself a slogan so I’ve liked the
find yourself a slogan so I’ve liked the
find yourself a slogan so I’ve liked the night kiss verses very much
night kiss verses very much
night kiss verses very much just do it but I think my version is
just do it but I think my version is
just do it but I think my version is even better I would tell you what is my
even better I would tell you what is my
even better I would tell you what is my worst day in late very soon so I
worst day in late very soon so I
worst day in late very soon so I remember there was once a time I have to
remember there was once a time I have to
remember there was once a time I have to I have to travel from Kowloon Tong to
I have to travel from Kowloon Tong to
I have to travel from Kowloon Tong to Causeway Bay normally it takes 40
Causeway Bay normally it takes 40
Causeway Bay normally it takes 40 minutes right auntie how is very
minutes right auntie how is very
minutes right auntie how is very convenient 40 minutes but then why it
convenient 40 minutes but then why it
convenient 40 minutes but then why it takes me almost two hours well to our
takes me almost two hours well to our
takes me almost two hours well to our right there because in the middle of my
right there because in the middle of my
right there because in the middle of my ride my stomach’s that assumes something
ride my stomach’s that assumes something
ride my stomach’s that assumes something again and then I get off the train find
again and then I get off the train find
again and then I get off the train find the toilet into MTR and then finish it
the toilet into MTR and then finish it
the toilet into MTR and then finish it and then get on the train again and then
and then get on the train again and then
and then get on the train again and then when the train arrives the next stations
when the train arrives the next stations
when the train arrives the next stations same she seems things happen to me I
same she seems things happen to me I
same she seems things happen to me I just had to figure something wrong with
just had to figure something wrong with
just had to figure something wrong with my stomach but but come on I just finish
my stomach but but come on I just finish
my stomach but but come on I just finish it so what was really inside my stomach
it so what was really inside my stomach
it so what was really inside my stomach I really can’t tell I just can’t
I really can’t tell I just can’t
I really can’t tell I just can’t distinguish whether it is a signal for
distinguish whether it is a signal for
distinguish whether it is a signal for me to go to the toilet or my stomach
me to go to the toilet or my stomach
me to go to the toilet or my stomach start to breathe I just can’t tell and
start to breathe I just can’t tell and
start to breathe I just can’t tell and and and I have to get off the train
and and I have to get off the train
and and I have to get off the train again and find a toilet and and to be
again and find a toilet and and to be
again and find a toilet and and to be honest I have been to almost every
honest I have been to almost every
honest I have been to almost every single stations started for the MTR okay
single stations started for the MTR okay
single stations started for the MTR okay I can tell you that the one in Cork in
I can tell you that the one in Cork in
I can tell you that the one in Cork in Kowloon Bay is the best okay yeah it’s
Kowloon Bay is the best okay yeah it’s
Kowloon Bay is the best okay yeah it’s the APUs I can say for solar but I soon
the APUs I can say for solar but I soon
the APUs I can say for solar but I soon realize this become a huge huge problem
realize this become a huge huge problem
realize this become a huge huge problem to me because if I only if I every time
to me because if I only if I every time
to me because if I only if I every time I have to spend two hours to go to
I have to spend two hours to go to
I have to spend two hours to go to somewhere else in Hong Kong how can i
somewhere else in Hong Kong how can i
somewhere else in Hong Kong how can i fulfill my dream that go travel around
fulfill my dream that go travel around
fulfill my dream that go travel around the world if I can’t go to the Hong Kong
the world if I can’t go to the Hong Kong
the world if I can’t go to the Hong Kong Islands how can I go to Europe
Islands how can I go to Europe
Islands how can I go to Europe I don’t go to Spain or even go to the
I don’t go to Spain or even go to the
I don’t go to Spain or even go to the outer space how can I do that so I had
outer space how can I do that so I had
outer space how can I do that so I had to fix it and then I start to tell
to fix it and then I start to tell
to fix it and then I start to tell myself when every time I was such
myself when every time I was such
myself when every time I was such feeling I just tell myself just it
feeling I just tell myself just it
feeling I just tell myself just it don’t be afraid
don’t be afraid
don’t be afraid so here logo and it helps every time so
so here logo and it helps every time so
so here logo and it helps every time so we know and I think that something wrong
we know and I think that something wrong
we know and I think that something wrong my stomach and then I don’t care I don’t
my stomach and then I don’t care I don’t
my stomach and then I don’t care I don’t care I have to do this I have to go to
care I have to do this I have to go to
care I have to do this I have to go to this direction I have to arrive on time
this direction I have to arrive on time
this direction I have to arrive on time I don’t care and then I have always a
I don’t care and then I have always a
I don’t care and then I have always a better pants on my back so so I just I
better pants on my back so so I just I
better pants on my back so so I just I just can’t
just can’t
just can’t tell myself the slogan that just cheated
tell myself the slogan that just cheated
tell myself the slogan that just cheated and he’s trying to train your bangs okay
and he’s trying to train your bangs okay
and he’s trying to train your bangs okay trying to train your bang try bring when
trying to train your bang try bring when
trying to train your bang try bring when next time you face this seamless
next time you face this seamless
next time you face this seamless scenario you see your slogan and your
scenario you see your slogan and your
scenario you see your slogan and your brain which tells you how to how to
brain which tells you how to how to
brain which tells you how to how to comfort your your mind and how to fix it
comfort your your mind and how to fix it
comfort your your mind and how to fix it so that’s a number one find yourself
so that’s a number one find yourself
so that’s a number one find yourself broken okay don’t copy mine okay I’m
broken okay don’t copy mine okay I’m
broken okay don’t copy mine okay I’m gonna pipe a ton so don’t copy mine so
gonna pipe a ton so don’t copy mine so
gonna pipe a ton so don’t copy mine so lesson number two you don’t you don’t
lesson number two you don’t you don’t
lesson number two you don’t you don’t have to go out of the comfort zone okay
have to go out of the comfort zone okay
have to go out of the comfort zone okay actually unique one okay but before
actually unique one okay but before
actually unique one okay but before actually before you jump cover so you
actually before you jump cover so you
actually before you jump cover so you need to have a safety net to give you a
need to have a safety net to give you a
need to have a safety net to give you a little bit more pop up my back one when
little bit more pop up my back one when
little bit more pop up my back one when I at the early days I was working in
I at the early days I was working in
I at the early days I was working in City you as research associate so my mom
City you as research associate so my mom
City you as research associate so my mom was very powerful me because working in
was very powerful me because working in
was very powerful me because working in the university right although she has no
the university right although she has no
the university right although she has no idea what I’m doing and and and working
idea what I’m doing and and and working
idea what I’m doing and and and working in a university you’ve got these and pay
in a university you’ve got these and pay
in a university you’ve got these and pay and the students here are very nice very
and the students here are very nice very
and the students here are very nice very good and the food in the candy is very
good and the food in the candy is very
good and the food in the candy is very nice as well and and the professors were
nice as well and and the professors were
nice as well and and the professors were not very nice to me so at that time I
not very nice to me so at that time I
not very nice to me so at that time I was debating inside myself
was debating inside myself
was debating inside myself where does launch a startup or staying
where does launch a startup or staying
where does launch a startup or staying in the university given that my health
in the university given that my health
in the university given that my health issues I think I but I really want to do
issues I think I but I really want to do
issues I think I but I really want to do what startups because if I person to go
what startups because if I person to go
what startups because if I person to go on that but my thing my friends always
on that but my thing my friends always
on that but my thing my friends always think about it you were in the cover
think about it you were in the cover
think about it you were in the cover song but I have different opinions in
song but I have different opinions in
song but I have different opinions in fact I’m in a danger songs I don’t know
fact I’m in a danger songs I don’t know
fact I’m in a danger songs I don’t know how my body condition next year or 10
how my body condition next year or 10
how my body condition next year or 10 years later if I don’t do it right now
years later if I don’t do it right now
years later if I don’t do it right now ten years old on this year I have no
ten years old on this year I have no
ten years old on this year I have no chance to do it so most really struggle
chance to do it so most really struggle
chance to do it so most really struggle I was battling my my heart that that
I was battling my my heart that that
I was battling my my heart that that Ora’s who found a better you know more
Ora’s who found a better you know more
Ora’s who found a better you know more bigger cumbersome for someone created
bigger cumbersome for someone created
bigger cumbersome for someone created job and I the subsidy from government or
job and I the subsidy from government or
job and I the subsidy from government or coming to danger zone creep everything
coming to danger zone creep everything
coming to danger zone creep everything launcher startup tomorrow
launcher startup tomorrow
launcher startup tomorrow I was peed at debating but then I figure
I was peed at debating but then I figure
I was peed at debating but then I figure out so why I have to pick one of those
out so why I have to pick one of those
out so why I have to pick one of those why do we hide why I don’t why don’t I
why do we hide why I don’t why don’t I
why do we hide why I don’t why don’t I just found myself a transition period so
just found myself a transition period so
just found myself a transition period so instead I stayed in a very comfort area
instead I stayed in a very comfort area
instead I stayed in a very comfort area that’s a city you in then I have to find
that’s a city you in then I have to find
that’s a city you in then I have to find I have to think about what if I quit my
I have to think about what if I quit my
I have to think about what if I quit my job and it fails what happens to be so
job and it fails what happens to be so
job and it fails what happens to be so the worst case I can’t support my own
the worst case I can’t support my own
the worst case I can’t support my own living so by my definition
living so by my definition
living so by my definition that by my definition the living of my
that by my definition the living of my
that by my definition the living of my standard is quite low and I just need
standard is quite low and I just need
standard is quite low and I just need food which is I can find in a canteen in
food which is I can find in a canteen in
food which is I can find in a canteen in a very cheap price and I need
a very cheap price and I need
a very cheap price and I need transportations and do I have to buy a
transportations and do I have to buy a
transportations and do I have to buy a house in Hong Kong forget about it I
house in Hong Kong forget about it I
house in Hong Kong forget about it I just leaving my family so my cost of
just leaving my family so my cost of
just leaving my family so my cost of living is not that high maybe a few
living is not that high maybe a few
living is not that high maybe a few thousands and then the next step is a
thousands and then the next step is a
thousands and then the next step is a thing about I have to establish safety
thing about I have to establish safety
thing about I have to establish safety net so that I can fulfill my basic form
net so that I can fulfill my basic form
net so that I can fulfill my basic form of living so because I’m a background
of living so because I’m a background
of living so because I’m a background from software engineer I roll on mobile
from software engineer I roll on mobile
from software engineer I roll on mobile apps launch it and then it started
apps launch it and then it started
apps launch it and then it started January for new and wonders weapon you
January for new and wonders weapon you
January for new and wonders weapon you become steady I just quit my job and go
become steady I just quit my job and go
become steady I just quit my job and go after what I want to do because my
after what I want to do because my
after what I want to do because my safety net is there and the Deaf safety
safety net is there and the Deaf safety
safety net is there and the Deaf safety net gives me extra confidence to do that
net gives me extra confidence to do that
net gives me extra confidence to do that because I know if I do something even
because I know if I do something even
because I know if I do something even failed I still can have pieces up of my
failed I still can have pieces up of my
failed I still can have pieces up of my life so establish establishing a safety
life so establish establishing a safety
life so establish establishing a safety that’s very important do not jump out of
that’s very important do not jump out of
that’s very important do not jump out of the comfort zone immediately I heard I
the comfort zone immediately I heard I
the comfort zone immediately I heard I know most of you people heard about a
know most of you people heard about a
know most of you people heard about a story from the Chinese story like poor
story from the Chinese story like poor
story from the Chinese story like poor food helped out like like broke the boat
food helped out like like broke the boat
food helped out like like broke the boat and took the poop the accent and I don’t
and took the poop the accent and I don’t
and took the poop the accent and I don’t know how to translate it in English but
know how to translate it in English but
know how to translate it in English but is there’s a single bow right you
is there’s a single bow right you
is there’s a single bow right you remember the Titanic events how many
remember the Titanic events how many
remember the Titanic events how many people survived after the post saying
people survived after the post saying
people survived after the post saying okay so don’t sing the bro in the boat
okay so don’t sing the bro in the boat
okay so don’t sing the bro in the boat immediately final say was safety nets
immediately final say was safety nets
immediately final say was safety nets and then jump off the boat and to do
and then jump off the boat and to do
and then jump off the boat and to do something what you really want to tell
something what you really want to tell
something what you really want to tell you this is very important even gives
you this is very important even gives
you this is very important even gives you extra comfortable to pursuit what
you extra comfortable to pursuit what
you extra comfortable to pursuit what you really want
you really want
you really want okay another another lesson that I
okay another another lesson that I
okay another another lesson that I learned is about embrace the negative
learned is about embrace the negative
learned is about embrace the negative motions
motions
motions so this one is yeah negative emotions I
so this one is yeah negative emotions I
so this one is yeah negative emotions I remember and in the early days when I
remember and in the early days when I
remember and in the early days when I have been diagnosed with the disease I
have been diagnosed with the disease I
have been diagnosed with the disease I was always asked the card you know why
was always asked the card you know why
was always asked the card you know why me why I am the one suffering for these
me why I am the one suffering for these
me why I am the one suffering for these countries
countries
countries why I’m not the one who win the mock sex
why I’m not the one who win the mock sex
why I’m not the one who win the mock sex okay well I’m not though I why I’m not
okay well I’m not though I why I’m not
okay well I’m not though I why I’m not the next Mark Zuckerberg or next Jack
the next Mark Zuckerberg or next Jack
the next Mark Zuckerberg or next Jack man why I’ve been here in the hospital
man why I’ve been here in the hospital
man why I’ve been here in the hospital on your toilet suffering all those
on your toilet suffering all those
on your toilet suffering all those paying all this stuff so why me I very
paying all this stuff so why me I very
paying all this stuff so why me I very often I wake up
often I wake up
often I wake up midnight and I start crying and I become
midnight and I start crying and I become
midnight and I start crying and I become as very depressed person and I will
as very depressed person and I will
as very depressed person and I will upset for no reasons just maybe the red
upset for no reasons just maybe the red
upset for no reasons just maybe the red is not good Oh tomorrow the road is
is not good Oh tomorrow the road is
is not good Oh tomorrow the road is going to end somewhere like that my my
going to end somewhere like that my my
going to end somewhere like that my my voice is very very bad so but when I
voice is very very bad so but when I
voice is very very bad so but when I come down I start to ask myself what’s
come down I start to ask myself what’s
come down I start to ask myself what’s the reason behind what makes you really
the reason behind what makes you really
the reason behind what makes you really really feel bad and I have a solution I
really feel bad and I have a solution I
really feel bad and I have a solution I have an answer for myself instead
have an answer for myself instead
have an answer for myself instead because I feel bad because if tomorrow
because I feel bad because if tomorrow
because I feel bad because if tomorrow if I die no one’s going to take care my
if I die no one’s going to take care my
if I die no one’s going to take care my family you invite out tomorrow I will
family you invite out tomorrow I will
family you invite out tomorrow I will regret spending not enough time with my
regret spending not enough time with my
regret spending not enough time with my friends the people that I care if I die
friends the people that I care if I die
friends the people that I care if I die tomorrow I will request there were so
tomorrow I will request there were so
tomorrow I will request there were so many lists so many items on my list I
many lists so many items on my list I
many lists so many items on my list I have never gave a try so these kind of
have never gave a try so these kind of
have never gave a try so these kind of things that really really mean feel bad
things that really really mean feel bad
things that really really mean feel bad after I know the reason why I feel bad I
after I know the reason why I feel bad I
after I know the reason why I feel bad I turn it into my motivations I’m turning
turn it into my motivations I’m turning
turn it into my motivations I’m turning into my secret weapon if I really care
into my secret weapon if I really care
into my secret weapon if I really care about my friends and families I
about my friends and families I
about my friends and families I determine sounds stronger I have to
determine sounds stronger I have to
determine sounds stronger I have to establish some new skills or to equip
establish some new skills or to equip
establish some new skills or to equip myself to show them I have the ability
myself to show them I have the ability
myself to show them I have the ability to protect them another so if I will
to protect them another so if I will
to protect them another so if I will care about the things that I I want to
care about the things that I I want to
care about the things that I I want to do so I need to get started tomorrow
do so I need to get started tomorrow
do so I need to get started tomorrow right tomorrow no matter what it takes
right tomorrow no matter what it takes
right tomorrow no matter what it takes so it is important is ok to feel bad but
so it is important is ok to feel bad but
so it is important is ok to feel bad but don’t let it overtake take your life you
don’t let it overtake take your life you
don’t let it overtake take your life you have to master it to control it to turn
have to master it to control it to turn
have to master it to control it to turn it into something your your motivations
it into something your your motivations
it into something your your motivations so this one is a very very important
so this one is a very very important
so this one is a very very important lesson to have I have ruined it is ok to
lesson to have I have ruined it is ok to
lesson to have I have ruined it is ok to feel bad ok to cry but just think about
feel bad ok to cry but just think about
feel bad ok to cry but just think about the reason behind attorney into your own
the reason behind attorney into your own
the reason behind attorney into your own motivations so this is the Animas
motivations so this is the Animas
motivations so this is the Animas sharing thank you
you
you [Applause]
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