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my name is Viet anh and you may have

my name is Viet anh and you may have heard during the introduction earlier I

heard during the introduction earlier I

heard during the introduction earlier I used to teach at the public school and

used to teach at the public school and

used to teach at the public school and maybe to quickly run you through the

maybe to quickly run you through the

maybe to quickly run you through the story as to how I ended up with this

story as to how I ended up with this

story as to how I ended up with this career let’s get back to the time when I

career let’s get back to the time when I

career let’s get back to the time when I was still a student parents at Catholic

was still a student parents at Catholic

was still a student parents at Catholic school so in grade 6 I met an

school so in grade 6 I met an

school so in grade 6 I met an exceptional teacher I had a Chinese

exceptional teacher I had a Chinese

exceptional teacher I had a Chinese teacher who during that time had several

teacher who during that time had several

teacher who during that time had several opportunities to work abroad she has

opportunities to work abroad she has

opportunities to work abroad she has both a mathematical agree and she was

both a mathematical agree and she was

both a mathematical agree and she was very good but instead of leaving she

very good but instead of leaving she

very good but instead of leaving she opted to stay and teach and so I asked

opted to stay and teach and so I asked

opted to stay and teach and so I asked her why and this is what he told me we

her why and this is what he told me we

her why and this is what he told me we live in the Philippines and therefore it

live in the Philippines and therefore it

live in the Philippines and therefore it is a Filipino children we must teach for

is a Filipino children we must teach for

is a Filipino children we must teach for the record that’s the first time I ever

the record that’s the first time I ever

the record that’s the first time I ever heard someone speak about giving back

heard someone speak about giving back

heard someone speak about giving back but what really struck me during the

but what really struck me during the

but what really struck me during the conversation was realizing that her

conversation was realizing that her

conversation was realizing that her refusal to leave was deeply hurt on her

refusal to leave was deeply hurt on her

refusal to leave was deeply hurt on her belief that since she is a foreigner

belief that since she is a foreigner

belief that since she is a foreigner leave the Philippines then her loyalty

leave the Philippines then her loyalty

leave the Philippines then her loyalty must belong to the Filipino people and

must belong to the Filipino people and

must belong to the Filipino people and therefore get upon herself to do

therefore get upon herself to do

therefore get upon herself to do everything that she can her own capacity

everything that she can her own capacity

everything that she can her own capacity just to give back to no less than the

just to give back to no less than the

just to give back to no less than the Filipino people of course I grew so much

Filipino people of course I grew so much

Filipino people of course I grew so much hadn’t I got inspired with what the

hadn’t I got inspired with what the

hadn’t I got inspired with what the teacher said ok told myself that I

teacher said ok told myself that I

teacher said ok told myself that I wanted to do something that she was able

wanted to do something that she was able

wanted to do something that she was able to first I wanted to give back to the

to first I wanted to give back to the

to first I wanted to give back to the Philippines and second I wanted to be

Philippines and second I wanted to be

Philippines and second I wanted to be relevant but it wasn’t until I graduated

relevant but it wasn’t until I graduated

relevant but it wasn’t until I graduated from college when I started giving my

from college when I started giving my

from college when I started giving my career options at first thought I didn’t

career options at first thought I didn’t

career options at first thought I didn’t know if I would want to get into law

know if I would want to get into law

know if I would want to get into law school get it take an MBA perhaps help

school get it take an MBA perhaps help

school get it take an MBA perhaps help out with the family business maybe do a

out with the family business maybe do a

out with the family business maybe do a corporate job I didn’t know so I was so

corporate job I didn’t know so I was so

corporate job I didn’t know so I was so confused I went up to a friend and asked

confused I went up to a friend and asked

confused I went up to a friend and asked her how did you know which job you would

her how did you know which job you would

her how did you know which job you would choose and this is what she told me

choose and this is what she told me

choose and this is what she told me go where you think you’re needed more

go where you think you’re needed more

go where you think you’re needed more and go where you think you could do more

and go where you think you could do more

and go where you think you could do more don’t assume San Pellegrino mesma

don’t assume San Pellegrino mesma

don’t assume San Pellegrino mesma ramekin Maga Goa at sonken-san Thomas

ramekin Maga Goa at sonken-san Thomas

ramekin Maga Goa at sonken-san Thomas Callahan but the problem now is this of

Callahan but the problem now is this of

Callahan but the problem now is this of all the options I mentioned earlier none

all the options I mentioned earlier none

all the options I mentioned earlier none of those things seem to fit in this

of those things seem to fit in this

of those things seem to fit in this equation and I told my friend I wanted

equation and I told my friend I wanted

equation and I told my friend I wanted to do something more meaningful and so

to do something more meaningful and so

to do something more meaningful and so she made the follow-up question and told

she made the follow-up question and told

she made the follow-up question and told me this why don’t you try working for

me this why don’t you try working for

me this why don’t you try working for the government and I totally blanked

the government and I totally blanked

the government and I totally blanked just because I never thought about it

just because I never thought about it

just because I never thought about it but then my friend went on to tell me

but then my friend went on to tell me

but then my friend went on to tell me that working for the government would be

that working for the government would be

that working for the government would be a win-win situation and this is what she

a win-win situation and this is what she

a win-win situation and this is what she told me if you work for the government

told me if you work for the government

told me if you work for the government umigoggles muharram Daman the hell’s

umigoggles muharram Daman the hell’s

umigoggles muharram Daman the hell’s afine aunty continental Mineta trabajo

afine aunty continental Mineta trabajo

afine aunty continental Mineta trabajo para saber PR no at sadena me dominic

para saber PR no at sadena me dominic

para saber PR no at sadena me dominic mama cows are penis tapa de moto lumen

mama cows are penis tapa de moto lumen

mama cows are penis tapa de moto lumen chances are what you do will make a

chances are what you do will make a

chances are what you do will make a difference if my friend were a meme I

difference if my friend were a meme I

difference if my friend were a meme I imagined her to look this way because

imagined her to look this way because

imagined her to look this way because she was really passionate about that and

she was really passionate about that and

she was really passionate about that and she was pushing for it meanwhile I was

she was pushing for it meanwhile I was

she was pushing for it meanwhile I was starting to consider it and I wanted to

starting to consider it and I wanted to

starting to consider it and I wanted to get a good sense of how the people

get a good sense of how the people

get a good sense of how the people around me would react should I push

around me would react should I push

around me would react should I push through with this decision and this is

through with this decision and this is

through with this decision and this is what I got and then I told my parents

what I got and then I told my parents

what I got and then I told my parents about this but then it quickly escalated

about this but then it quickly escalated

about this but then it quickly escalated to this okay so this is me trying to

to this okay so this is me trying to

to this okay so this is me trying to explain okay – the tears this is me

explain okay – the tears this is me

explain okay – the tears this is me trying to explain to my parents why I

trying to explain to my parents why I

trying to explain to my parents why I wanted to do it I told them that it’s my

wanted to do it I told them that it’s my

wanted to do it I told them that it’s my passion project

passion project

passion project meaning that if I don’t do this now I’d

meaning that if I don’t do this now I’d

meaning that if I don’t do this now I’d still want to do it later on in my life

still want to do it later on in my life

still want to do it later on in my life but best if they will let me do it now

but best if they will let me do it now

but best if they will let me do it now because I’m still young I still have the

because I’m still young I still have the

because I’m still young I still have the energy all the time and that idealism me

energy all the time and that idealism me

energy all the time and that idealism me so I have to do it now and so of course

so I have to do it now and so of course

so I have to do it now and so of course they conceded and after that I accepted

they conceded and after that I accepted

they conceded and after that I accepted the challenge

the challenge

the challenge around that time I encounter obesity

around that time I encounter obesity

around that time I encounter obesity from this organization called teacher

from this organization called teacher

from this organization called teacher the Philippines or TFP so very quickly

the Philippines or TFP so very quickly

the Philippines or TFP so very quickly what the speech are the Philippines it’s

what the speech are the Philippines it’s

what the speech are the Philippines it’s a nonprofit organization that believes

a nonprofit organization that believes

a nonprofit organization that believes that education is everybody’s

that education is everybody’s

that education is everybody’s responsibility

responsibility

responsibility so TFP works closely with the government

so TFP works closely with the government

so TFP works closely with the government agencies

agencies

agencies step add and contract certain

step add and contract certain

step add and contract certain individuals to teach full-time in the

individuals to teach full-time in the

individuals to teach full-time in the public school for two years so the

public school for two years so the

public school for two years so the commitment is just her two years I

commitment is just her two years I

commitment is just her two years I signed up and when I got in I really

signed up and when I got in I really

signed up and when I got in I really felt that it was the right thing for me

felt that it was the right thing for me

felt that it was the right thing for me because this seems to be the type of

because this seems to be the type of

because this seems to be the type of giving back my Chinese teacher was

giving back my Chinese teacher was

giving back my Chinese teacher was telling me about first it papers to the

telling me about first it papers to the

telling me about first it papers to the Filipino people and second it’s

Filipino people and second it’s

Filipino people and second it’s something relevant and I heard from the

something relevant and I heard from the

something relevant and I heard from the friend Congress Amado

friend Congress Amado

friend Congress Amado mallamma and Quentin Angley Boonen

mallamma and Quentin Angley Boonen

mallamma and Quentin Angley Boonen Kalyan Anupama socks of public school

Kalyan Anupama socks of public school

Kalyan Anupama socks of public school because they are a good representation

because they are a good representation

because they are a good representation of the masses so he went in and I was

of the masses so he went in and I was

of the masses so he went in and I was assigned to teach in apolonio Sampson

assigned to teach in apolonio Sampson

assigned to teach in apolonio Sampson elementary school it’s a small

elementary school it’s a small

elementary school it’s a small elementary school in Belinda wah and I

elementary school in Belinda wah and I

elementary school in Belinda wah and I was tasked to teach grade three section

was tasked to teach grade three section

was tasked to teach grade three section was Magana these are my students during

was Magana these are my students during

was Magana these are my students during the first few days of class they

the first few days of class they

the first few days of class they probably know I’m taking a picture

probably know I’m taking a picture

probably know I’m taking a picture that’s why they sat down but under

that’s why they sat down but under

that’s why they sat down but under normal circumstance Magoo Louanne okay

normal circumstance Magoo Louanne okay

normal circumstance Magoo Louanne okay during that time a few weeks into school

during that time a few weeks into school

during that time a few weeks into school I felt that I needed to get to know my

I felt that I needed to get to know my

I felt that I needed to get to know my students more and then I discovered

students more and then I discovered

students more and then I discovered later on that much can be revealed about

later on that much can be revealed about

later on that much can be revealed about the personal lives of my students

the personal lives of my students

the personal lives of my students through the homeworks and assignments

through the homeworks and assignments

through the homeworks and assignments that they turn into me so what I did was

that they turn into me so what I did was

that they turn into me so what I did was that I religiously checked all of the

that I religiously checked all of the

that I religiously checked all of the homeworks and came up with the

homeworks and came up with the

homeworks and came up with the conclusion and that is the giant echo my

conclusion and that is the giant echo my

conclusion and that is the giant echo my pod Kapila suppor may pack Opilio

pod Kapila suppor may pack Opilio

pod Kapila suppor may pack Opilio Parramatta tulino Scylla I’ll walk you

Parramatta tulino Scylla I’ll walk you

Parramatta tulino Scylla I’ll walk you through some of their works to make you

through some of their works to make you

through some of their works to make you understand what type of students I teach

understand what type of students I teach

understand what type of students I teach okay so look at this question the

okay so look at this question the

okay so look at this question the question is tomorrow male top assumes a

question is tomorrow male top assumes a

question is tomorrow male top assumes a good Newman about that family as if

good Newman about that family as if

good Newman about that family as if they’re gonna get a half point for doing

they’re gonna get a half point for doing

they’re gonna get a half point for doing that right and then I asked this

that right and then I asked this

that right and then I asked this question to see Raymond is on high up

question to see Raymond is on high up

question to see Raymond is on high up inertia the answer expecting would be

inertia the answer expecting would be

inertia the answer expecting would be remedies a dog is a man’s best friend

remedies a dog is a man’s best friend

remedies a dog is a man’s best friend but you know instead the kid said

but you know instead the kid said

but you know instead the kid said comes to Pomona is somehow your chassis

comes to Pomona is somehow your chassis

comes to Pomona is somehow your chassis Doraemon and of course Raymond cried and

Doraemon and of course Raymond cried and

Doraemon and of course Raymond cried and I felt really bad about it and then I

I felt really bad about it and then I

I felt really bad about it and then I asked the class began more on island on

asked the class began more on island on

asked the class began more on island on begin and accessible as there s and

begin and accessible as there s and

begin and accessible as there s and there was this kid who enthusiastically

there was this kid who enthusiastically

there was this kid who enthusiastically raised her hand and said mom sunshine

raised her hand and said mom sunshine

raised her hand and said mom sunshine sunshine your pal

sunshine your pal

sunshine your pal yeah and I fell off on the Apple and the

yeah and I fell off on the Apple and the

yeah and I fell off on the Apple and the third one’s got to be my favorite good

third one’s got to be my favorite good

third one’s got to be my favorite good black and best could you give me the

black and best could you give me the

black and best could you give me the response it’s better okay if you ask

response it’s better okay if you ask

response it’s better okay if you ask that to the top tier section they’d be

that to the top tier section they’d be

that to the top tier section they’d be able to give you the correct answer but

able to give you the correct answer but

able to give you the correct answer but then I was teaching a developing section

then I was teaching a developing section

then I was teaching a developing section so all 50 students were just staring at

so all 50 students were just staring at

so all 50 students were just staring at me blankly and they didn’t know the

me blankly and they didn’t know the

me blankly and they didn’t know the answer I’m killed racist and then told

answer I’m killed racist and then told

answer I’m killed racist and then told me mum so brung here up Clun along four

me mum so brung here up Clun along four

me mum so brung here up Clun along four please and I said sig a good bear bear

please and I said sig a good bear bear

please and I said sig a good bear bear bear and all fifty shout that very good

sabic oh my gosh what did I do wrong

sabic oh my gosh what did I do wrong vinegar onion good very good best so I

vinegar onion good very good best so I

vinegar onion good very good best so I asked the kid

asked the kid

asked the kid okay so yes again back at good very good

okay so yes again back at good very good

okay so yes again back at good very good best Kasim aam aadmi Tata Tata when you

best Kasim aam aadmi Tata Tata when you

best Kasim aam aadmi Tata Tata when you give us stamps it’s always good very

give us stamps it’s always good very

give us stamps it’s always good very good and excellent and it’s never good

good and excellent and it’s never good

good and excellent and it’s never good very good and best so note that Malaika

very good and best so note that Malaika

very good and best so note that Malaika run okay moving on sandy at buna the

run okay moving on sandy at buna the

run okay moving on sandy at buna the question is laggy Nexus honest I forgot

question is laggy Nexus honest I forgot

question is laggy Nexus honest I forgot it so what would happen to her the

it so what would happen to her the

it so what would happen to her the politically correct answer would be for

politically correct answer would be for

politically correct answer would be for her to win the competition right but

her to win the competition right but

her to win the competition right but then after the car said Natasha which is

then after the car said Natasha which is

then after the car said Natasha which is also true so check I asked them to

also true so check I asked them to

also true so check I asked them to illustrate dr. casseras on I gave this

illustrate dr. casseras on I gave this

illustrate dr. casseras on I gave this kid and eight out of ten because he

kid and eight out of ten because he

kid and eight out of ten because he admitted to asking the mother to doing

admitted to asking the mother to doing

admitted to asking the mother to doing the assignment this kid a nine for

the assignment this kid a nine for

the assignment this kid a nine for effort but out of the 250 students that

effort but out of the 250 students that

effort but out of the 250 students that I teach that time I only gave one kid a

I teach that time I only gave one kid a

I teach that time I only gave one kid a ten over ten and it’s the skin because

ten over ten and it’s the skin because

ten over ten and it’s the skin because he’s so smart put a piece of paper on

he’s so smart put a piece of paper on

he’s so smart put a piece of paper on top of the one peso point and shaded it

top of the one peso point and shaded it

top of the one peso point and shaded it and told me that it’s a Saracen

and told me that it’s a Saracen

and told me that it’s a Saracen so he’s very smart the back okay moving

so he’s very smart the back okay moving

so he’s very smart the back okay moving on metaphors I’m Nana co-op I rang I was

on metaphors I’m Nana co-op I rang I was

on metaphors I’m Nana co-op I rang I was expecting answers like alone and AHA

expecting answers like alone and AHA

expecting answers like alone and AHA none but you know one kid told me and

none but you know one kid told me and

none but you know one kid told me and Nana co-op I rang chin Ellis and I asked

Nana co-op I rang chin Ellis and I asked

Nana co-op I rang chin Ellis and I asked why Synod no poo no sanity

enter something so personal about their

enter something so personal about their lives and I knew that I was up for

lives and I knew that I was up for

lives and I knew that I was up for something I asked them I’m behind entire

something I asked them I’m behind entire

something I asked them I’m behind entire iPad on Byron Barack ma’am I mean send

iPad on Byron Barack ma’am I mean send

iPad on Byron Barack ma’am I mean send muhabba mean son makes it and at that

muhabba mean son makes it and at that

muhabba mean son makes it and at that point I could not believe that I was

point I could not believe that I was

point I could not believe that I was just talking to nine yards

just talking to nine yards

just talking to nine yards I’ll make you feel even more emotional I

I’ll make you feel even more emotional I

I’ll make you feel even more emotional I asked a question a new partner Sabu hi I

asked a question a new partner Sabu hi I

asked a question a new partner Sabu hi I had to look at the drawing closely be

had to look at the drawing closely be

had to look at the drawing closely be because it seems like I saw the mom dead

because it seems like I saw the mom dead

because it seems like I saw the mom dead no did he want the mom dead and then I

no did he want the mom dead and then I

no did he want the mom dead and then I read at the text closely yes I’m panara

read at the text closely yes I’m panara

read at the text closely yes I’m panara possible hi I’m a big in London – Nellie

possible hi I’m a big in London – Nellie

possible hi I’m a big in London – Nellie being and imma go Lanka so I realized

being and imma go Lanka so I realized

being and imma go Lanka so I realized that my students were doing very

that my students were doing very

that my students were doing very ordinary things but then somehow they

ordinary things but then somehow they

ordinary things but then somehow they always put an extra extra effort extra

always put an extra extra effort extra

always put an extra extra effort extra web and those ordinary things

web and those ordinary things

web and those ordinary things no longer becomes ordinary it becomes

no longer becomes ordinary it becomes

no longer becomes ordinary it becomes extraordinary because of all these

extraordinary because of all these

extraordinary because of all these things I thought I was off to a good

things I thought I was off to a good

things I thought I was off to a good start but then things escalated quickly

start but then things escalated quickly

start but then things escalated quickly and from having a harmonious

and from having a harmonious

and from having a harmonious relationship things turned sour

relationship things turned sour

relationship things turned sour okay they started to become rowdy and

okay they started to become rowdy and

okay they started to become rowdy and there came a point where Ian I no longer

there came a point where Ian I no longer

there came a point where Ian I no longer knew how to quiet down a class so one

knew how to quiet down a class so one

knew how to quiet down a class so one day I went inside the classroom and got

day I went inside the classroom and got

day I went inside the classroom and got school a student apparently drew this on

school a student apparently drew this on

school a student apparently drew this on the board and this is my picture angered

the board and this is my picture angered

the board and this is my picture angered this is what’s written C Mon Bayer I got

this is what’s written C Mon Bayer I got

this is what’s written C Mon Bayer I got my belly belly up calm Adamas is a young

my belly belly up calm Adamas is a young

my belly belly up calm Adamas is a young Messiah so I ask the kid what am I going

Messiah so I ask the kid what am I going

Messiah so I ask the kid what am I going to do with it and then he gave me a

to do with it and then he gave me a

to do with it and then he gave me a piece of I told me mom cuckoo lion

piece of I told me mom cuckoo lion

piece of I told me mom cuckoo lion Melanie and ganito political economy on

Melanie and ganito political economy on

Melanie and ganito political economy on tapas kappa a rich man named toto papa

tapas kappa a rich man named toto papa

tapas kappa a rich man named toto papa noona whoa ah Tina

noona whoa ah Tina

noona whoa ah Tina so apparently that’s how it works and so

so apparently that’s how it works and so

so apparently that’s how it works and so I ask the kid but the tapas kuma walk

I ask the kid but the tapas kuma walk

I ask the kid but the tapas kuma walk out an entire and then he told me focus

out an entire and then he told me focus

out an entire and then he told me focus on it mom

on it mom

on it mom and in my mind a bussiness Aisha and so

and in my mind a bussiness Aisha and so

and in my mind a bussiness Aisha and so I asked mother biglan my extra life and

I asked mother biglan my extra life and

I asked mother biglan my extra life and the kid told me Cosima Capuchin Deacon

the kid told me Cosima Capuchin Deacon

the kid told me Cosima Capuchin Deacon aggressed are indeed income Imahara

aggressed are indeed income Imahara

aggressed are indeed income Imahara story meaning but Papa super young

story meaning but Papa super young

story meaning but Papa super young billet bubas parent Pina Panguna Hannah

billet bubas parent Pina Panguna Hannah

billet bubas parent Pina Panguna Hannah a will happen a man male no Maggie no

a will happen a man male no Maggie no

a will happen a man male no Maggie no finiman paula pero de hill gali ganna

finiman paula pero de hill gali ganna

finiman paula pero de hill gali ganna diamond a Makita yan

diamond a Makita yan

diamond a Makita yan so at that point I tried to understand

so at that point I tried to understand

so at that point I tried to understand what he was saying I took note of it but

what he was saying I took note of it but

what he was saying I took note of it but I didn’t really understand because

I didn’t really understand because

I didn’t really understand because sometimes when things get really tough

sometimes when things get really tough

sometimes when things get really tough it’s hard for you to reconcile right I

it’s hard for you to reconcile right I

it’s hard for you to reconcile right I would never forget the time I filled up

would never forget the time I filled up

would never forget the time I filled up that Peter tank and it was because of

that Peter tank and it was because of

that Peter tank and it was because of this kid here’s my first ultimate test

this kid here’s my first ultimate test

this kid here’s my first ultimate test of patience

of patience

of patience normally true greatly would be 18 years

normally true greatly would be 18 years

normally true greatly would be 18 years old he’s likely maybe 11 or 12

old he’s likely maybe 11 or 12

old he’s likely maybe 11 or 12 he’s a non-reader he cannot write he

he’s a non-reader he cannot write he

he’s a non-reader he cannot write he cannot count

cannot count

cannot count he was very rowdy he was very

he was very rowdy he was very

he was very rowdy he was very disrespectful he despite and he was very

disrespectful he despite and he was very

disrespectful he despite and he was very disruptive in class I tried to know why

disruptive in class I tried to know why

disruptive in class I tried to know why and sometimes when I walked the students

and sometimes when I walked the students

and sometimes when I walked the students home I asked them about things regarding

home I asked them about things regarding

home I asked them about things regarding their personal lives no no you need some

their personal lives no no you need some

their personal lives no no you need some bad that laugh at my below and he told

bad that laugh at my below and he told

bad that laugh at my below and he told me ma’am

me ma’am

me ma’am he doesn’t understand anything okay I’m

he doesn’t understand anything okay I’m

he doesn’t understand anything okay I’m on Google in a long shot he doesn’t know

on Google in a long shot he doesn’t know

on Google in a long shot he doesn’t know how to read doesn’t know how to write

how to read doesn’t know how to write

how to read doesn’t know how to write doesn’t know how to count some uncle

doesn’t know how to count some uncle

doesn’t know how to count some uncle good in a long shot

good in a long shot

good in a long shot sure okay I’ll teach this kid how to

sure okay I’ll teach this kid how to

sure okay I’ll teach this kid how to read I offered him my time Sam because

read I offered him my time Sam because

read I offered him my time Sam because you get Totoro and Geeta and he often

you get Totoro and Geeta and he often

you get Totoro and Geeta and he often told me that he would come but he never

told me that he would come but he never

told me that he would come but he never showed up during my first year of

showed up during my first year of

showed up during my first year of teaching I went to live in that

teaching I went to live in that

teaching I went to live in that community and so I only have maybe week

community and so I only have maybe week

community and so I only have maybe week weekends off I’d go home every weekend

weekends off I’d go home every weekend

weekends off I’d go home every weekend and just because I’m offering this

and just because I’m offering this

and just because I’m offering this special class to Bernard I could no luck

special class to Bernard I could no luck

special class to Bernard I could no luck and normally when he would tell me that

and normally when he would tell me that

and normally when he would tell me that he would come but doesn’t show up I

he would come but doesn’t show up I

he would come but doesn’t show up I confront him and I asked him top

confront him and I asked him top

confront him and I asked him top accessibility no Matta and oh my uncle

accessibility no Matta and oh my uncle

accessibility no Matta and oh my uncle Johanna capito so one day I got fed up I

Johanna capito so one day I got fed up I

Johanna capito so one day I got fed up I went up to him became confrontational

went up to him became confrontational

went up to him became confrontational and told him Alamos must swear take a

and told him Alamos must swear take a

and told him Alamos must swear take a pass a pin because you get to see your

pass a pin because you get to see your

pass a pin because you get to see your family every day I sacrifice my

family every day I sacrifice my

family every day I sacrifice my Saturday’s for you but it doesn’t seem

Saturday’s for you but it doesn’t seem

Saturday’s for you but it doesn’t seem like you care

like you care

like you care and I’m not even sure if you’re worth it

and I’m not even sure if you’re worth it

and I’m not even sure if you’re worth it that person might have made or break the

that person might have made or break the

that person might have made or break the kid the teachers told me that Bernard

kid the teachers told me that Bernard

kid the teachers told me that Bernard has been in grade 3 for 3 times and he

has been in grade 3 for 3 times and he

has been in grade 3 for 3 times and he never gets past the second week so I’m

never gets past the second week so I’m

never gets past the second week so I’m quite nervous because behind the Cameo

quite nervous because behind the Cameo

quite nervous because behind the Cameo my board so I prayed that he’d showed up

my board so I prayed that he’d showed up

my board so I prayed that he’d showed up and I was lucky because he did and the

and I was lucky because he did and the

and I was lucky because he did and the following day he told me ma’am but

following day he told me ma’am but

following day he told me ma’am but beside nepata Amamiya many teachers

beside nepata Amamiya many teachers

beside nepata Amamiya many teachers rallied behind me to help me put Bernard

rallied behind me to help me put Bernard

rallied behind me to help me put Bernard at grade level and I was so proud to see

at grade level and I was so proud to see

at grade level and I was so proud to see him write letter his first word the

him write letter his first word the

him write letter his first word the first sentence up until he became a

first sentence up until he became a

first sentence up until he became a proficient reader but that something was

proficient reader but that something was

proficient reader but that something was missing if you’ve read the book wonder

missing if you’ve read the book wonder

missing if you’ve read the book wonder by RJ Palacio there’s a code there that

by RJ Palacio there’s a code there that

by RJ Palacio there’s a code there that says I think there should be a rule that

says I think there should be a rule that

says I think there should be a rule that we one in the world should get a

we one in the world should get a

we one in the world should get a standing ovation at least once in their

standing ovation at least once in their

standing ovation at least once in their lives I knew that I wanted that so much

lives I knew that I wanted that so much

lives I knew that I wanted that so much for Bernard I knew that I was going to

for Bernard I knew that I was going to

for Bernard I knew that I was going to leave the public school and I want him

leave the public school and I want him

leave the public school and I want him to be self-sufficient he needed to get

to be self-sufficient he needed to get

to be self-sufficient he needed to get hold of something he can work on even if

hold of something he can work on even if

hold of something he can work on even if I’m no longer around so one day I asked

I’m no longer around so one day I asked

I’m no longer around so one day I asked him to come to school and the

him to come to school and the

him to come to school and the instruction was merely for him to write

instruction was merely for him to write

instruction was merely for him to write everything that I’ve been dictating I

everything that I’ve been dictating I

everything that I’ve been dictating I asked a couple of kids to come along

asked a couple of kids to come along

asked a couple of kids to come along that was too long and so let’s see

that was too long and so let’s see

that was too long and so let’s see Bernard from one o’clock until 4 o’clock

Bernard from one o’clock until 4 o’clock

Bernard from one o’clock until 4 o’clock soon at nonchalance Ulla and finally he

soon at nonchalance Ulla and finally he

soon at nonchalance Ulla and finally he asked me ma’am who know Nabu Brian

asked me ma’am who know Nabu Brian

asked me ma’am who know Nabu Brian Conybeare I asked him not to

Conybeare I asked him not to

Conybeare I asked him not to instead I asked him to get to the back

instead I asked him to get to the back

instead I asked him to get to the back most part of the room stand there just

most part of the room stand there just

most part of the room stand there just look at everything he has repent from

look at everything he has repent from

look at everything he has repent from left to right from top to bottom sabi ko

left to right from top to bottom sabi ko

left to right from top to bottom sabi ko miss Bernard but Mustang mama bootay

miss Bernard but Mustang mama bootay

miss Bernard but Mustang mama bootay Tegan more and then I threw in a

Tegan more and then I threw in a

Tegan more and then I threw in a question NACA postulate can abandon

question NACA postulate can abandon

question NACA postulate can abandon ganyan Karim is a balm Bahama and he

ganyan Karim is a balm Bahama and he

ganyan Karim is a balm Bahama and he told me he deep a man named Balaam so

told me he deep a man named Balaam so

told me he deep a man named Balaam so that was a very emotional moment for the

that was a very emotional moment for the

that was a very emotional moment for the two of us because at that time I knew

two of us because at that time I knew

two of us because at that time I knew that I was able to give Bernard his

that I was able to give Bernard his

that I was able to give Bernard his standing ovation sometimes it takes an

standing ovation sometimes it takes an

standing ovation sometimes it takes an emotional affair so I’ll bring it back

emotional affair so I’ll bring it back

emotional affair so I’ll bring it back to the teacher meter and why it’s

to the teacher meter and why it’s

to the teacher meter and why it’s important early on into the school year

important early on into the school year

important early on into the school year the kid told me that I have to keep on

the kid told me that I have to keep on

the kid told me that I have to keep on pushing the restart button

pushing the restart button

pushing the restart button apparently this is what he meant when

apparently this is what he meant when

apparently this is what he meant when things are already at their worst

things are already at their worst

things are already at their worst there’s apparently no way to go but

there’s apparently no way to go but

there’s apparently no way to go but better better I’d be very good okay and

better better I’d be very good okay and

better better I’d be very good okay and finally I was able to see this come to

finally I was able to see this come to

finally I was able to see this come to life through Bernard story we started

life through Bernard story we started

life through Bernard story we started off really bad right

off really bad right

off really bad right got it Magali up until Messiah Messiah I

got it Magali up until Messiah Messiah I

got it Magali up until Messiah Messiah I realized that had I not pushed the

realized that had I not pushed the

realized that had I not pushed the restart button over and over again I

restart button over and over again I

restart button over and over again I would not have seen this happen these

would not have seen this happen these

would not have seen this happen these are my first batch of kids in 2013 and I

are my first batch of kids in 2013 and I

are my first batch of kids in 2013 and I was there in April 2017 to see every

was there in April 2017 to see every

was there in April 2017 to see every graduate from good things but the most

graduate from good things but the most

graduate from good things but the most important part was seeing Bernard

important part was seeing Bernard

important part was seeing Bernard graduate finally after a long time that

graduate finally after a long time that

graduate finally after a long time that was the reason why I went to the public

was the reason why I went to the public

was the reason why I went to the public school I finally understood and maybe

school I finally understood and maybe

school I finally understood and maybe three things for you to remember not

three things for you to remember not

three things for you to remember not before we part ways to all the teachers

before we part ways to all the teachers

before we part ways to all the teachers out there I think you have to remember

out there I think you have to remember

out there I think you have to remember these three things first if you have to

these three things first if you have to

these three things first if you have to keep on taking risks because the only

keep on taking risks because the only

keep on taking risks because the only way to save our dreams is by being

way to save our dreams is by being

way to save our dreams is by being generous with ourselves second is each

generous with ourselves second is each

generous with ourselves second is each day one anxiety at the time because I

day one anxiety at the time because I

day one anxiety at the time because I realized too while teaching that when

realized too while teaching that when

realized too while teaching that when you overwork your strengths they too can

you overwork your strengths they too can

you overwork your strengths they too can become your weaknesses and finally the

become your weaknesses and finally the

become your weaknesses and finally the most important thing is take heart okay

most important thing is take heart okay

most important thing is take heart okay do not be discouraged by situations

do not be discouraged by situations

do not be discouraged by situations really you don’t get things you don’t

really you don’t get things you don’t

really you don’t get things you don’t get to do things right the first time

get to do things right the first time

get to do things right the first time because after all experience is what you

because after all experience is what you

because after all experience is what you get when you do not get what you want so

get when you do not get what you want so

get when you do not get what you want so that ends it thank you very much

that ends it thank you very much

that ends it thank you very much [Applause]

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