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From Health Professional to Patient & Back Again | Sam Davies | TEDxHolyhead


I am a big pink elephant bit like the

I am a big pink elephant bit like the one here I like to make myself really

one here I like to make myself really

one here I like to make myself really really big and get into the faces of

really big and get into the faces of

really big and get into the faces of everybody who is around me and I like to

everybody who is around me and I like to

everybody who is around me and I like to talk about things that makes people

talk about things that makes people

talk about things that makes people really uncomfortable so mental health

really uncomfortable so mental health

really uncomfortable so mental health issues homelessness drug and alcohol

issues homelessness drug and alcohol

issues homelessness drug and alcohol addiction helping the poor helping the

addiction helping the poor helping the

addiction helping the poor helping the needy I like to get right in there and a

needy I like to get right in there and a

needy I like to get right in there and a lot of my work is around limiting the

lot of my work is around limiting the

lot of my work is around limiting the stigma attached to lots of these

stigma attached to lots of these

stigma attached to lots of these different issues so I’m going to start

different issues so I’m going to start

different issues so I’m going to start with a story of when I was a little girl

with a story of when I was a little girl

with a story of when I was a little girl my stepfather was an alcoholic and he

my stepfather was an alcoholic and he

my stepfather was an alcoholic and he suffered with paranoid schizophrenia and

suffered with paranoid schizophrenia and

suffered with paranoid schizophrenia and he was he was a nice guy he was okay and

he was he was a nice guy he was okay and

he was he was a nice guy he was okay and but everybody in the area thought he was

but everybody in the area thought he was

but everybody in the area thought he was crazy everyone thought he was a little

crazy everyone thought he was a little

crazy everyone thought he was a little bit mad he used to walk down the streets

bit mad he used to walk down the streets

bit mad he used to walk down the streets saying that he was God and that he could

saying that he was God and that he could

saying that he was God and that he could talk to the angels and he could fly and

talk to the angels and he could fly and

talk to the angels and he could fly and he could walk through walls things like

he could walk through walls things like

he could walk through walls things like that so growing up I was kind of made to

that so growing up I was kind of made to

that so growing up I was kind of made to be a bit of an outsider and you know I

be a bit of an outsider and you know I

be a bit of an outsider and you know I was the one with the crazy dad and my

was the one with the crazy dad and my

was the one with the crazy dad and my crazy dad wasn’t always a nice guy you

crazy dad wasn’t always a nice guy you

crazy dad wasn’t always a nice guy you know he’s he am self medicated with

know he’s he am self medicated with

know he’s he am self medicated with alcohol and he was very abusive and very

alcohol and he was very abusive and very

alcohol and he was very abusive and very violent so I kind of grew up thinking

violent so I kind of grew up thinking

violent so I kind of grew up thinking that people who drank alcohol were

that people who drank alcohol were

that people who drank alcohol were really dangerous

really dangerous

really dangerous and people who suffered with mental

and people who suffered with mental

and people who suffered with mental health issues were very very dangerous

health issues were very very dangerous

health issues were very very dangerous and it scared me people scared me

and it scared me people scared me

and it scared me people scared me I was quite an anxious child actually

I was quite an anxious child actually

I was quite an anxious child actually and I was well aware of this fear that I

and I was well aware of this fear that I

and I was well aware of this fear that I had I was very aware that people who

had I was very aware that people who

had I was very aware that people who smelt of alcohol people who weren’t

smelt of alcohol people who weren’t

smelt of alcohol people who weren’t walking in straight lines and people who

walking in straight lines and people who

walking in straight lines and people who would be in and out of mental institute

would be in and out of mental institute

would be in and out of mental institute and I saw a lot of them visiting my

and I saw a lot of them visiting my

and I saw a lot of them visiting my stepfather they all terrified me and

stepfather they all terrified me and

stepfather they all terrified me and from a very young age I knew that I

from a very young age I knew that I

from a very young age I knew that I wanted to kind of look that fear in the

wanted to kind of look that fear in the

wanted to kind of look that fear in the eye and do something about it I didn’t

eye and do something about it I didn’t

eye and do something about it I didn’t want to be scared of anything

want to be scared of anything

want to be scared of anything so I educated myself and I went to

so I educated myself and I went to

so I educated myself and I went to university studied in psychology and got

university studied in psychology and got

university studied in psychology and got to a place in my life where mental

to a place in my life where mental

to a place in my life where mental health issues and alcoholism drug

health issues and alcoholism drug

health issues and alcoholism drug addictions didn’t scare me anymore

addictions didn’t scare me anymore

addictions didn’t scare me anymore I could work with people who had

I could work with people who had

I could work with people who had problems and I could try and make their

problems and I could try and make their

problems and I could try and make their lives better

lives better

lives better and I suppose a part of doing that was

and I suppose a part of doing that was

and I suppose a part of doing that was allowing me to overcome never being able

allowing me to overcome never being able

allowing me to overcome never being able to help my stepfather never being able

to help my stepfather never being able

to help my stepfather never being able to help myself as a child get out of

to help myself as a child get out of

to help myself as a child get out of that situation so I was doing really

that situation so I was doing really

that situation so I was doing really well for myself you know my CV looked

well for myself you know my CV looked

well for myself you know my CV looked amazing people looked up to me they came

amazing people looked up to me they came

amazing people looked up to me they came to me for help and I helped them I made

to me for help and I helped them I made

to me for help and I helped them I made people better

people better

people better I took people out of hospital out of

I took people out of hospital out of

I took people out of hospital out of Prisons I trained them got the

Prisons I trained them got the

Prisons I trained them got the medication got them hobbies help them

medication got them hobbies help them

medication got them hobbies help them make friends put them into accommodation

make friends put them into accommodation

make friends put them into accommodation some even managed to get jobs so life

some even managed to get jobs so life

some even managed to get jobs so life was going really well for me but I

was going really well for me but I

was going really well for me but I wasn’t happy something was still missing

wasn’t happy something was still missing

wasn’t happy something was still missing I was constantly chasing those areas

I was constantly chasing those areas

I was constantly chasing those areas that I needed to work on develop I was

that I needed to work on develop I was

that I needed to work on develop I was always setting new goals too far away

always setting new goals too far away

always setting new goals too far away never never achieving them I’m becoming

never never achieving them I’m becoming

never never achieving them I’m becoming more and more unhappy in who I was and

more and more unhappy in who I was and

more and more unhappy in who I was and what I was supposed to be doing with my

what I was supposed to be doing with my

what I was supposed to be doing with my life

life

life constant questioning is this it is this

constant questioning is this it is this

constant questioning is this it is this all I’m going to be doing forever and

all I’m going to be doing forever and

all I’m going to be doing forever and and I was really proud of what I was

and I was really proud of what I was

and I was really proud of what I was achieving I was the mental health

achieving I was the mental health

achieving I was the mental health advocate I was fighting for the weak

advocate I was fighting for the weak

advocate I was fighting for the weak standing up for what I thought was right

standing up for what I thought was right

standing up for what I thought was right and whilst battling with my own

and whilst battling with my own

and whilst battling with my own insecurities I kind of did it I did it

insecurities I kind of did it I did it

insecurities I kind of did it I did it quite well and but then something

quite well and but then something

quite well and but then something changed and it completely out of my life

changed and it completely out of my life

changed and it completely out of my life and I was made redundant because we

and I was made redundant because we

and I was made redundant because we couldn’t find funding anymore for my job

couldn’t find funding anymore for my job

couldn’t find funding anymore for my job and ironically we were told that there

and ironically we were told that there

and ironically we were told that there wasn’t in need for my work in the area

wasn’t in need for my work in the area

wasn’t in need for my work in the area anymore it was like I’d saved everybody

anymore it was like I’d saved everybody

anymore it was like I’d saved everybody already they were all fixed didn’t need

already they were all fixed didn’t need

already they were all fixed didn’t need me anymore

me anymore

me anymore and so within the space of a week I was

and so within the space of a week I was

and so within the space of a week I was having to make my staff redundant

having to make my staff redundant

having to make my staff redundant support them through that process whilst

support them through that process whilst

support them through that process whilst knowing that I would be left without a

knowing that I would be left without a

knowing that I would be left without a job myself and when that day came I

job myself and when that day came I

job myself and when that day came I completely lost all sense of who I was I

completely lost all sense of who I was I

completely lost all sense of who I was I wasn’t Sam the advocate anymore I wasn’t

wasn’t Sam the advocate anymore I wasn’t

wasn’t Sam the advocate anymore I wasn’t Sam the mental health worker

Sam the mental health worker

Sam the mental health worker I wasn’t Sam the miracle worker or Sam

I wasn’t Sam the miracle worker or Sam

I wasn’t Sam the miracle worker or Sam the person that can help anybody who

the person that can help anybody who

the person that can help anybody who needs it I was just Sam and my days were

needs it I was just Sam and my days were

needs it I was just Sam and my days were tidying the house cooking for my other

tidying the house cooking for my other

tidying the house cooking for my other half playing with a cat looking for work

half playing with a cat looking for work

half playing with a cat looking for work becoming more and more depressed with

becoming more and more depressed with

becoming more and more depressed with the situation I found myself in

the situation I found myself in

the situation I found myself in and really not knowing how to get out

and really not knowing how to get out

and really not knowing how to get out going to job interviews and being told

going to job interviews and being told

going to job interviews and being told that I wasn’t good enough

that I wasn’t good enough

that I wasn’t good enough I wasn’t experienced enough I wasn’t

I wasn’t experienced enough I wasn’t

I wasn’t experienced enough I wasn’t qualified enough I wasn’t educated

qualified enough I wasn’t educated

qualified enough I wasn’t educated enough I wasn’t smart enough I wasn’t

enough I wasn’t smart enough I wasn’t

enough I wasn’t smart enough I wasn’t serious enough constantly feeling like I

serious enough constantly feeling like I

serious enough constantly feeling like I was worthless

was worthless

was worthless and he was never going to end

and he was never going to end

and he was never going to end I couldn’t provide for myself I ended up

I couldn’t provide for myself I ended up

I couldn’t provide for myself I ended up having to receive pocket money from my

having to receive pocket money from my

having to receive pocket money from my other half so that I could pay my bills

other half so that I could pay my bills

other half so that I could pay my bills and it all accumulated into me feeling

and it all accumulated into me feeling

and it all accumulated into me feeling very very sorry for myself and I turned

very very sorry for myself and I turned

very very sorry for myself and I turned to wine bottle of wine every now and

to wine bottle of wine every now and

to wine bottle of wine every now and again solves the trick but the problem

again solves the trick but the problem

again solves the trick but the problem is when I drank wine I became so abusive

is when I drank wine I became so abusive

is when I drank wine I became so abusive I became incapable of letting anybody

I became incapable of letting anybody

I became incapable of letting anybody close to me my other half lived with it

close to me my other half lived with it

close to me my other half lived with it and you know he’ll tell you I was a

and you know he’ll tell you I was a

and you know he’ll tell you I was a bitch I was a complete nightmare and I

bitch I was a complete nightmare and I

bitch I was a complete nightmare and I completely pushed that self-destruct

completely pushed that self-destruct

completely pushed that self-destruct button I wasn’t worthy of working

button I wasn’t worthy of working

button I wasn’t worthy of working therefore I wasn’t worthy of having love

therefore I wasn’t worthy of having love

therefore I wasn’t worthy of having love or living and it spiraled so quickly

or living and it spiraled so quickly

or living and it spiraled so quickly spiraled to the point where I just

spiraled to the point where I just

spiraled to the point where I just became a monster

became a monster

became a monster I remember my other half one one night

I remember my other half one one night

I remember my other half one one night standing next to me and he told me to

standing next to me and he told me to

standing next to me and he told me to look in the mirror and he said what do

look in the mirror and he said what do

look in the mirror and he said what do you see what do you see right now and I

you see what do you see right now and I

you see what do you see right now and I looked

and I didn’t recognize myself I didn’t

and I didn’t recognize myself I didn’t know who I was the very next day I took

know who I was the very next day I took

know who I was the very next day I took myself to the doctor and I explained

myself to the doctor and I explained

myself to the doctor and I explained that you know I used to be very busy and

that you know I used to be very busy and

that you know I used to be very busy and now I’m not I used to have a really good

now I’m not I used to have a really good

now I’m not I used to have a really good job and now I don’t

job and now I don’t

job and now I don’t and you know it’s stressing me out and

and you know it’s stressing me out and

and you know it’s stressing me out and then I broke down and that appointment

then I broke down and that appointment

then I broke down and that appointment probably lasted about 45 minutes of just

probably lasted about 45 minutes of just

probably lasted about 45 minutes of just me pouring everything out and I’d been

me pouring everything out and I’d been

me pouring everything out and I’d been told that I had suffered a nervous

told that I had suffered a nervous

told that I had suffered a nervous breakdown and that she needed to

breakdown and that she needed to

breakdown and that she needed to diagnose me as somebody suffering a

diagnose me as somebody suffering a

diagnose me as somebody suffering a clinical depression of course that was

clinical depression of course that was

clinical depression of course that was like was a huge relief for me you know I

like was a huge relief for me you know I

like was a huge relief for me you know I know what’s wrong with me now it all

know what’s wrong with me now it all

know what’s wrong with me now it all makes sense but I was so angry because I

makes sense but I was so angry because I

makes sense but I was so angry because I thought I’m the bloody professional how

thought I’m the bloody professional how

thought I’m the bloody professional how could I not have seen that coming how

could I not have seen that coming how

could I not have seen that coming how could I not diagnose myself with

could I not diagnose myself with

could I not diagnose myself with depression you know it seemed so obvious

depression you know it seemed so obvious

depression you know it seemed so obvious and so basically that was a two-year

and so basically that was a two-year

and so basically that was a two-year battle then from that point to where I

battle then from that point to where I

battle then from that point to where I am now it was two years of trying

am now it was two years of trying

am now it was two years of trying different medications going through all

different medications going through all

different medications going through all of the side-effects and you know having

of the side-effects and you know having

of the side-effects and you know having to deal with the changes in my body

to deal with the changes in my body

to deal with the changes in my body because of every single medication that

because of every single medication that

because of every single medication that they put into my mouth and you know I

they put into my mouth and you know I

they put into my mouth and you know I tried it all some work some didn’t some

tried it all some work some didn’t some

tried it all some work some didn’t some made me far worse and one or two made me

made me far worse and one or two made me

made me far worse and one or two made me a bit better and but one of the biggest

a bit better and but one of the biggest

a bit better and but one of the biggest aspects of my recovery really came from

aspects of my recovery really came from

aspects of my recovery really came from sitting down one evening looking at

sitting down one evening looking at

sitting down one evening looking at myself and finally accepting that I was

myself and finally accepting that I was

myself and finally accepting that I was okay I was depressed I could barely get

okay I was depressed I could barely get

okay I was depressed I could barely get out of bed the idea of having a shower

out of bed the idea of having a shower

out of bed the idea of having a shower was overwhelming but I was all right

was overwhelming but I was all right

was overwhelming but I was all right there in that moment my partner loved me

there in that moment my partner loved me

there in that moment my partner loved me and I could start to love myself as

and I could start to love myself as

and I could start to love myself as was broken in that moment and that was

was broken in that moment and that was

was broken in that moment and that was really hard to fall back in love with

really hard to fall back in love with

really hard to fall back in love with yourself to take yourself as you are in

yourself to take yourself as you are in

yourself to take yourself as you are in that moment with all of your flaws and

that moment with all of your flaws and

that moment with all of your flaws and all of your difficulties and actually

all of your difficulties and actually

all of your difficulties and actually say I love me now not I’ll love me

say I love me now not I’ll love me

say I love me now not I’ll love me tomorrow once I’ve brushed my hair or I

tomorrow once I’ve brushed my hair or I

tomorrow once I’ve brushed my hair or I love me in six months time when I’m no

love me in six months time when I’m no

love me in six months time when I’m no longer on medication I’m going to start

longer on medication I’m going to start

longer on medication I’m going to start loving me right now

loving me right now

loving me right now that was a huge wake-up call for me and

that was a huge wake-up call for me and

that was a huge wake-up call for me and that really motivated me into getting

that really motivated me into getting

that really motivated me into getting myself better and it wasn’t easy I had

myself better and it wasn’t easy I had

myself better and it wasn’t easy I had huge slip-ups

huge slip-ups

huge slip-ups I remember once them taken an overdose

I remember once them taken an overdose

I remember once them taken an overdose of zopiclone and attempting to drive my

of zopiclone and attempting to drive my

of zopiclone and attempting to drive my car so I’m told I don’t remember it and

car so I’m told I don’t remember it and

car so I’m told I don’t remember it and but the very next day I’d convinced

but the very next day I’d convinced

but the very next day I’d convinced myself that none of that happened that

myself that none of that happened that

myself that none of that happened that was all a big game that my loved ones

was all a big game that my loved ones

was all a big game that my loved ones were playing to make me feel like I was

were playing to make me feel like I was

were playing to make me feel like I was crazy so I think there were some

crazy so I think there were some

crazy so I think there were some episodes of paranoia in there as well

episodes of paranoia in there as well

episodes of paranoia in there as well now that I look back but yeah the the

now that I look back but yeah the the

now that I look back but yeah the the journey to recovery started with looking

journey to recovery started with looking

journey to recovery started with looking at myself and realizing that it didn’t

at myself and realizing that it didn’t

at myself and realizing that it didn’t really matter where I was didn’t matter

really matter where I was didn’t matter

really matter where I was didn’t matter how I was feeling I just needed to start

how I was feeling I just needed to start

how I was feeling I just needed to start loving myself and after two years very

loving myself and after two years very

loving myself and after two years very long two years I got better and a big

long two years I got better and a big

long two years I got better and a big part of that journey was accepting how I

part of that journey was accepting how I

part of that journey was accepting how I felt or how I didn’t feel on a daily

felt or how I didn’t feel on a daily

felt or how I didn’t feel on a daily basis going for walks beautiful North

basis going for walks beautiful North

basis going for walks beautiful North Wales and not feeling joy was okay

Wales and not feeling joy was okay

Wales and not feeling joy was okay paddling in the lakes and the streams

paddling in the lakes and the streams

paddling in the lakes and the streams and being around animals but not

and being around animals but not

and being around animals but not necessarily feeling any great

necessarily feeling any great

necessarily feeling any great overwhelming happiness was okay I was

overwhelming happiness was okay I was

overwhelming happiness was okay I was still doing it I was still trying

still doing it I was still trying

still doing it I was still trying walking the walk they say and eventually

walking the walk they say and eventually

walking the walk they say and eventually one day I found

one day I found

one day I found was smiling cat ran past me and I smiled

was smiling cat ran past me and I smiled

was smiling cat ran past me and I smiled and it was okay and I realized that I

and it was okay and I realized that I

and it was okay and I realized that I was capable of being happy I slowly came

was capable of being happy I slowly came

was capable of being happy I slowly came off my medication and started to feel

off my medication and started to feel

off my medication and started to feel properly anyone that’s been on

properly anyone that’s been on

properly anyone that’s been on antidepressant medication will tell you

antidepressant medication will tell you

antidepressant medication will tell you that everything feels very very blurry

that everything feels very very blurry

that everything feels very very blurry you kind of feel like a ghost in your

you kind of feel like a ghost in your

you kind of feel like a ghost in your own world for a while so I started to

own world for a while so I started to

own world for a while so I started to feel again

feel again

feel again and I made the choice to never set

and I made the choice to never set

and I made the choice to never set myself up for failure again never expect

myself up for failure again never expect

myself up for failure again never expect too much of myself in the future so I’d

too much of myself in the future so I’d

too much of myself in the future so I’d always been in the habit of setting

always been in the habit of setting

always been in the habit of setting goals and making plans and making sure

goals and making plans and making sure

goals and making plans and making sure that I aimed for them and I was going to

that I aimed for them and I was going to

that I aimed for them and I was going to do well I was going to be a success

do well I was going to be a success

do well I was going to be a success scrapped it scrapped it all came off the

scrapped it scrapped it all came off the

scrapped it scrapped it all came off the medication I thought you know what I’m

medication I thought you know what I’m

medication I thought you know what I’m going to get through today and I’m going

going to get through today and I’m going

going to get through today and I’m going to look to maybe next week let’s see

to look to maybe next week let’s see

to look to maybe next week let’s see what I can do here and now and it made

what I can do here and now and it made

what I can do here and now and it made me better it made me be very realistic

me better it made me be very realistic

me better it made me be very realistic about what I can do I can’t do it

about what I can do I can’t do it

about what I can do I can’t do it allowed me to live in the moment and

allowed me to live in the moment and

allowed me to live in the moment and feel happiness that was real that was

feel happiness that was real that was

feel happiness that was real that was based on those immediate almost heart

based on those immediate almost heart

based on those immediate almost heart wrenching feelings to be kissed by the

wrenching feelings to be kissed by the

wrenching feelings to be kissed by the person I love and feel joy rather than

person I love and feel joy rather than

person I love and feel joy rather than to be kissed by the person I love and

to be kissed by the person I love and

to be kissed by the person I love and worry

worry

worry why don’t I love you back is there

why don’t I love you back is there

why don’t I love you back is there something wrong with me is this what

something wrong with me is this what

something wrong with me is this what love is and we meant to feel this way I

love is and we meant to feel this way I

love is and we meant to feel this way I feel really bad now because I don’t feel

feel really bad now because I don’t feel

feel really bad now because I don’t feel the same does that mean it’s going to be

the same does that mean it’s going to be

the same does that mean it’s going to be over does that mean that everything is

over does that mean that everything is

over does that mean that everything is just going to fall away at some point

just going to fall away at some point

just going to fall away at some point this obviously isn’t meant to be what

this obviously isn’t meant to be what

this obviously isn’t meant to be what should i do should I give up now or

should i do should I give up now or

should i do should I give up now or shall I wait am I going to break his

shall I wait am I going to break his

shall I wait am I going to break his heart

heart

heart should I just carry on for a bit longer

should I just carry on for a bit longer

should I just carry on for a bit longer and see if I change my mind constant

and see if I change my mind constant

and see if I change my mind constant constant constant battle of negative

constant constant battle of negative

constant constant battle of negative thoughts went out the window as soon as

thoughts went out the window as soon as

thoughts went out the window as soon as I realized I just needed to focus on now

I realized I just needed to focus on now

I realized I just needed to focus on now not ten minutes not in an hour now how

not ten minutes not in an hour now how

not ten minutes not in an hour now how do I feel now

what I do now is I teach people about

what I do now is I teach people about the stigma of mental health in a whole

the stigma of mental health in a whole

the stigma of mental health in a whole new way I don’t look at the labels I try

new way I don’t look at the labels I try

new way I don’t look at the labels I try and get rid of all of that and I teach

and get rid of all of that and I teach

and get rid of all of that and I teach people about the person that suffering I

people about the person that suffering I

people about the person that suffering I don’t care what they have I don’t care

don’t care what they have I don’t care

don’t care what they have I don’t care what medication they’re on let’s focus

what medication they’re on let’s focus

what medication they’re on let’s focus on what that person is right now today

on what that person is right now today

on what that person is right now today how are they feeling what’s happened to

how are they feeling what’s happened to

how are they feeling what’s happened to you today

you today

you today and that helps break down barriers

and that helps break down barriers

and that helps break down barriers because it means that each individual

because it means that each individual

because it means that each individual who is suffering feels more confident

who is suffering feels more confident

who is suffering feels more confident sharing their story and I urge people to

sharing their story and I urge people to

sharing their story and I urge people to share their story because I was the

share their story because I was the

share their story because I was the mental health professional who became

mental health professional who became

mental health professional who became very poorly who was segregated by other

very poorly who was segregated by other

very poorly who was segregated by other mental health professionals who stood up

mental health professionals who stood up

mental health professionals who stood up and fought for what she believed in and

and fought for what she believed in and

and fought for what she believed in and if every single person with a mental

if every single person with a mental

if every single person with a mental health issue or an addiction or a big

health issue or an addiction or a big

health issue or an addiction or a big elephant in the room if every single

elephant in the room if every single

elephant in the room if every single person can feel that it’s okay for them

person can feel that it’s okay for them

person can feel that it’s okay for them to stand up and tell people who they are

to stand up and tell people who they are

to stand up and tell people who they are and what they feel they’re not going to

and what they feel they’re not going to

and what they feel they’re not going to push stigma out of the way it’s going to

push stigma out of the way it’s going to

push stigma out of the way it’s going to push people’s preconceptions into an

push people’s preconceptions into an

push people’s preconceptions into an area of awareness that is actually scary

area of awareness that is actually scary

area of awareness that is actually scary but it will teach people to love one

but it will teach people to love one

but it will teach people to love one another based on the person they see in

another based on the person they see in

another based on the person they see in front of them rather than the label that

front of them rather than the label that

front of them rather than the label that a person’s been told to carry and that’s

a person’s been told to carry and that’s

a person’s been told to carry and that’s what I do now I blog very openly and

what I do now I blog very openly and

what I do now I blog very openly and honestly about my journey it’s hard to

honestly about my journey it’s hard to

honestly about my journey it’s hard to get it all into 15 minutes and but I

get it all into 15 minutes and but I

get it all into 15 minutes and but I teach people to share their journeys so

teach people to share their journeys so

teach people to share their journeys so write your story read it back to

write your story read it back to

write your story read it back to yourself see how far you’ve actually

yourself see how far you’ve actually

yourself see how far you’ve actually come because sometimes when we’re too

come because sometimes when we’re too

come because sometimes when we’re too focused on the future we lose track of

focused on the future we lose track of

focused on the future we lose track of not only where we are but where we’ve

not only where we are but where we’ve

not only where we are but where we’ve come from so be your own blogger

come from so be your own blogger

come from so be your own blogger start writing your life story and share

start writing your life story and share

start writing your life story and share it with people thank you

it with people thank you

it with people thank you you

you

you [Applause]

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