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Finding and Living Your Personal Legend (The Color of Passion) | Tito Kuol | TEDxYouth@BeaconStreet


I’m guessing most of your wandering out

I’m guessing most of your wandering out too tall I must be well you are not

too tall I must be well you are not

too tall I must be well you are not alone not a single day in my life goes

alone not a single day in my life goes

alone not a single day in my life goes without was being asked how tall are you

without was being asked how tall are you

without was being asked how tall are you well these are not very Heights where I

well these are not very Heights where I

well these are not very Heights where I come from I was born in Sudan

come from I was born in Sudan

come from I was born in Sudan I grew up hiding my father’s cows along

I grew up hiding my father’s cows along

I grew up hiding my father’s cows along the plain of ribbon island bergüzar

the plain of ribbon island bergüzar

the plain of ribbon island bergüzar until my academic journey began it was

until my academic journey began it was

until my academic journey began it was my only life and my only wall how lucky

my only life and my only wall how lucky

my only life and my only wall how lucky I feel my personal experiences all right

I feel my personal experiences all right

I feel my personal experiences all right transition from looking for paths and

transition from looking for paths and

transition from looking for paths and water for my father’s cows to being a

water for my father’s cows to being a

water for my father’s cows to being a Harvard student and I’m so passionate

Harvard student and I’m so passionate

Harvard student and I’m so passionate about our collective effort to make

about our collective effort to make

about our collective effort to make education available for sausage and his

education available for sausage and his

education available for sausage and his kids for 21 years

kids for 21 years

kids for 21 years civil war went on in Sudan as citizen

civil war went on in Sudan as citizen

civil war went on in Sudan as citizen exp and the consequences directly or

exp and the consequences directly or

exp and the consequences directly or indirectly directly for those who lost

indirectly directly for those who lost

indirectly directly for those who lost their homes and families in some regions

their homes and families in some regions

their homes and families in some regions only kids survived recount the losses

only kids survived recount the losses

only kids survived recount the losses for those of us who were lucky there was

for those of us who were lucky there was

for those of us who were lucky there was no access to basic education health care

no access to basic education health care

no access to basic education health care and many other services that the

and many other services that the

and many other services that the government should provide but I was too

government should provide but I was too

government should provide but I was too young then to comprehend this mess

young then to comprehend this mess

young then to comprehend this mess around me so how did I get out of Sudan

around me so how did I get out of Sudan

around me so how did I get out of Sudan and why in general 2005 a cousin of mine

and why in general 2005 a cousin of mine

and why in general 2005 a cousin of mine arrived from Kappa refugee calm yet when

arrived from Kappa refugee calm yet when

arrived from Kappa refugee calm yet when asked by my brothers to bring me to the

asked by my brothers to bring me to the

asked by my brothers to bring me to the calm so that could also go to school

calm so that could also go to school

calm so that could also go to school just like them I remember that afternoon

just like them I remember that afternoon

just like them I remember that afternoon I was away from home playing with my

I was away from home playing with my

I was away from home playing with my friends when I came home that evening I

friends when I came home that evening I

friends when I came home that evening I had no clothes no shoes I was so shy to

had no clothes no shoes I was so shy to

had no clothes no shoes I was so shy to meet the visitor but that was normal in

meet the visitor but that was normal in

meet the visitor but that was normal in my wall my parent was so delighted the

my wall my parent was so delighted the

my wall my parent was so delighted the broken news to me that I would be

broken news to me that I would be

broken news to me that I would be leaving home to meet my brothers we’d

leaving home to meet my brothers we’d

leaving home to meet my brothers we’d left home in 1999 and 2003 for camera

left home in 1999 and 2003 for camera

left home in 1999 and 2003 for camera Finnick on the Left home so that you

Finnick on the Left home so that you

Finnick on the Left home so that you could also go to school it became my

could also go to school it became my

could also go to school it became my immediate motivation

immediate motivation

immediate motivation I was happy to leave one step closer

I was happy to leave one step closer

I was happy to leave one step closer meet my brothers we have been away for

meet my brothers we have been away for

meet my brothers we have been away for some time the last night before my epic

some time the last night before my epic

some time the last night before my epic journey begun relatives and neighbors

journey begun relatives and neighbors

journey begun relatives and neighbors came to wish me well speeches were made

came to wish me well speeches were made

came to wish me well speeches were made my father said the last prayer he

my father said the last prayer he

my father said the last prayer he touched my shoulder and speed in a jug

touched my shoulder and speed in a jug

touched my shoulder and speed in a jug of water and pour it on my feet as a

of water and pour it on my feet as a

of water and pour it on my feet as a sign of blessing then he said go out

sign of blessing then he said go out

sign of blessing then he said go out there and decide your destiny those who

there and decide your destiny those who

there and decide your destiny those who I didn’t mean much to me then by today

I didn’t mean much to me then by today

I didn’t mean much to me then by today that the driving force behind my

that the driving force behind my

that the driving force behind my academic journey we left the following

academic journey we left the following

academic journey we left the following morning passing through other villages

morning passing through other villages

morning passing through other villages to pick up more kids my cousin was half

to pick up more kids my cousin was half

to pick up more kids my cousin was half to bring the camera Vinnie come you must

to bring the camera Vinnie come you must

to bring the camera Vinnie come you must be wondering why were being picked up to

be wondering why were being picked up to

be wondering why were being picked up to be delivered the stable of refugees well

be delivered the stable of refugees well

be delivered the stable of refugees well leaving Sudan was our only or the best

leaving Sudan was our only or the best

leaving Sudan was our only or the best option of us ever going to school so I

option of us ever going to school so I

option of us ever going to school so I left home and we arrived in Kakuma in

left home and we arrived in Kakuma in

left home and we arrived in Kakuma in dream after 3 months and I went to

dream after 3 months and I went to

dream after 3 months and I went to school for the first time I was 9 years

school for the first time I was 9 years

school for the first time I was 9 years old

old

old training 10 what were you doing when you

training 10 what were you doing when you

training 10 what were you doing when you were 9 years old I was so disappointed

were 9 years old I was so disappointed

were 9 years old I was so disappointed when I landed my brothers were not in

when I landed my brothers were not in

when I landed my brothers were not in the come to another item with me that

the come to another item with me that

the come to another item with me that means it’s a turn was failure by the

means it’s a turn was failure by the

means it’s a turn was failure by the UNHCR hi there for dinner preciate that

UNHCR hi there for dinner preciate that

UNHCR hi there for dinner preciate that the life in the cup Madhavi come at all

the life in the cup Madhavi come at all

the life in the cup Madhavi come at all it was too hard too dusty too dirty and

it was too hard too dusty too dirty and

it was too hard too dusty too dirty and overcrowded at the same time often

overcrowded at the same time often

overcrowded at the same time often wondered why there was so many people

wondered why there was so many people

wondered why there was so many people around me until my cousin explained to

around me until my cousin explained to

around me until my cousin explained to me that we were refugees and what it

me that we were refugees and what it

me that we were refugees and what it meant being a refugee people can often

meant being a refugee people can often

meant being a refugee people can often to feel sorry for me once I landed I was

to feel sorry for me once I landed I was

to feel sorry for me once I landed I was wanted FEG

wanted FEG

wanted FEG because I know what it meant being a

because I know what it meant being a

because I know what it meant being a refugee especially in the current wall

refugee especially in the current wall

refugee especially in the current wall order being a refugee tend to rob you of

order being a refugee tend to rob you of

order being a refugee tend to rob you of your dignity as others see you a lot

your dignity as others see you a lot

your dignity as others see you a lot read one of my school met once asked me

read one of my school met once asked me

read one of my school met once asked me if my father had a gun and how many

if my father had a gun and how many

if my father had a gun and how many people I had personally killed I didn’t

people I had personally killed I didn’t

people I had personally killed I didn’t know what to tell him I had just become

know what to tell him I had just become

know what to tell him I had just become another victim of 0 times the crewel

another victim of 0 times the crewel

another victim of 0 times the crewel narrative that refugees are fighters and

narrative that refugees are fighters and

narrative that refugees are fighters and potential

potential

potential often with escape this misconception by

often with escape this misconception by

often with escape this misconception by interacting with my fellow students and

interacting with my fellow students and

interacting with my fellow students and letting them know barrier me meanwhile

letting them know barrier me meanwhile

letting them know barrier me meanwhile incident five the leaders of the rebel

incident five the leaders of the rebel

incident five the leaders of the rebel movement and the central government

movement and the central government

movement and the central government based in Khartoum settled their

based in Khartoum settled their

based in Khartoum settled their differences and we experienced relative

differences and we experienced relative

differences and we experienced relative peace for the first time in a long time

peace for the first time in a long time

peace for the first time in a long time in Sudan

in Sudan

in Sudan therefore Sudanese refugees in the calm

therefore Sudanese refugees in the calm

therefore Sudanese refugees in the calm while voluntary moving back to their

while voluntary moving back to their

while voluntary moving back to their villages or being encouraged to do so by

villages or being encouraged to do so by

villages or being encouraged to do so by the UNHCR this generated a concern in

the UNHCR this generated a concern in

the UNHCR this generated a concern in the camp that the UN might close down

the camp that the UN might close down

the camp that the UN might close down schools for children and my brothers

schools for children and my brothers

schools for children and my brothers knew if I were to go back to my village

knew if I were to go back to my village

knew if I were to go back to my village I would no longer go to school but

I would no longer go to school but

I would no longer go to school but fortunately a few of my cousin my cousin

fortunately a few of my cousin my cousin

fortunately a few of my cousin my cousin live in Nairobi in aerobic the capital

live in Nairobi in aerobic the capital

live in Nairobi in aerobic the capital city of Kenya and therefore moved on or

city of Kenya and therefore moved on or

city of Kenya and therefore moved on or some of the other and 5007 and I was

some of the other and 5007 and I was

some of the other and 5007 and I was enrolled in a boarding school where

enrolled in a boarding school where

enrolled in a boarding school where again I faced a new set of challenges

but nonetheless I get in that schooling

but nonetheless I get in that schooling in 2011 with the 4th highest grade in

in 2011 with the 4th highest grade in

in 2011 with the 4th highest grade in the whole country and the Kenya

the whole country and the Kenya

the whole country and the Kenya certificate of primary education exams

certificate of primary education exams

certificate of primary education exams it was an amazing news it change the

it was an amazing news it change the

it was an amazing news it change the trajectory of my academic journey it on

trajectory of my academic journey it on

trajectory of my academic journey it on me a place in the top school for boys

me a place in the top school for boys

me a place in the top school for boys ladies and gentlemen there’s no word for

ladies and gentlemen there’s no word for

ladies and gentlemen there’s no word for the opposite of loneliness

the opposite of loneliness

the opposite of loneliness if the Wow I would say that’s exactly

if the Wow I would say that’s exactly

if the Wow I would say that’s exactly what I missed after being away from

what I missed after being away from

what I missed after being away from family for 11 years I left the comfort

family for 11 years I left the comfort

family for 11 years I left the comfort of family love 12 years ago inside of

of family love 12 years ago inside of

of family love 12 years ago inside of knowledge I faced all odds an obstacle

knowledge I faced all odds an obstacle

knowledge I faced all odds an obstacle on the way but that life has had a way

on the way but that life has had a way

on the way but that life has had a way of growing me up testing my dedication

of growing me up testing my dedication

of growing me up testing my dedication and resilience to reach my goal more

and resilience to reach my goal more

and resilience to reach my goal more often than not I rise and embrace

often than not I rise and embrace

often than not I rise and embrace challenges often tell myself no matter

challenges often tell myself no matter

challenges often tell myself no matter what goes wrong they did not affect

what goes wrong they did not affect

what goes wrong they did not affect school if there are kids out there our

school if there are kids out there our

school if there are kids out there our day I would don’t believe in themselves

day I would don’t believe in themselves

day I would don’t believe in themselves let them know potential is inborn and

let them know potential is inborn and

let them know potential is inborn and universal only opportunities our

universal only opportunities our

universal only opportunities our resources are limited

resources are limited

resources are limited we can turn our disadvantages into

we can turn our disadvantages into

we can turn our disadvantages into advantages indeed it’s been a long young

advantages indeed it’s been a long young

advantages indeed it’s been a long young as young people in this world there are

as young people in this world there are

as young people in this world there are a lot of things around our necks

a lot of things around our necks

a lot of things around our necks what impaired our Herefords in achieving

what impaired our Herefords in achieving

what impaired our Herefords in achieving our goal

our goal

our goal it could be poverty or senseless civil

it could be poverty or senseless civil

it could be poverty or senseless civil wars in the case of South Sudan the need

wars in the case of South Sudan the need

wars in the case of South Sudan the need of education for young people in this

of education for young people in this

of education for young people in this world is real for example in South Sudan

world is real for example in South Sudan

world is real for example in South Sudan the other literacy rate is a mere 27

the other literacy rate is a mere 27

the other literacy rate is a mere 27 percent and 70% of children aged 6 to 17

percent and 70% of children aged 6 to 17

percent and 70% of children aged 6 to 17 years I’ve never set foot in a classroom

years I’ve never set foot in a classroom

years I’ve never set foot in a classroom and the completion rate from primary

and the completion rate from primary

and the completion rate from primary school level to high school is less than

school level to high school is less than

school level to high school is less than 10% and only 13% of all the school in

10% and only 13% of all the school in

10% and only 13% of all the school in the Republic can afford to provide a

the Republic can afford to provide a

the Republic can afford to provide a full cycle of primary school from grade

full cycle of primary school from grade

full cycle of primary school from grade 1 to grade age gender equality is

1 to grade age gender equality is

1 to grade age gender equality is another concern only 33 percent of girls

another concern only 33 percent of girls

another concern only 33 percent of girls are in school with the transition rate

are in school with the transition rate

are in school with the transition rate being less than 10% does mean 3 only 3.3

being less than 10% does mean 3 only 3.3

being less than 10% does mean 3 only 3.3 percent of God a past high school level

percent of God a past high school level

percent of God a past high school level or Primus flavor for that much did the

or Primus flavor for that much did the

or Primus flavor for that much did the math my generation is in in South Sudan

math my generation is in in South Sudan

math my generation is in in South Sudan in my language the word for perception

in my language the word for perception

in my language the word for perception is near we loosely translates to being

is near we loosely translates to being

is near we loosely translates to being aware of this is what education does to

aware of this is what education does to

aware of this is what education does to our people give her the new perception

our people give her the new perception

our people give her the new perception on a wider scale what Harvard and my

on a wider scale what Harvard and my

on a wider scale what Harvard and my instruction of the rest of the wall has

instruction of the rest of the wall has

instruction of the rest of the wall has given me the ability to see things in

given me the ability to see things in

given me the ability to see things in different lights education is important

different lights education is important

different lights education is important for oneself for family for community and

for oneself for family for community and

for oneself for family for community and the country therefore we need to make it

the country therefore we need to make it

the country therefore we need to make it available for children to make it to

available for children to make it to

available for children to make it to make it possible for children to go to

make it possible for children to go to

make it possible for children to go to school my parent wanted me in school and

school my parent wanted me in school and

school my parent wanted me in school and they conspired by sending me to a

they conspired by sending me to a

they conspired by sending me to a refugee camp my brothers wanted me to

refugee camp my brothers wanted me to

refugee camp my brothers wanted me to continue with education under conspired

continue with education under conspired

continue with education under conspired by sending me to

by sending me to

by sending me to boarding school I wanted to go to the

boarding school I wanted to go to the

boarding school I wanted to go to the top school for boys in the country I

top school for boys in the country I

top school for boys in the country I work hard and many people conspire to

work hard and many people conspire to

work hard and many people conspire to make it possible as I continue with my

make it possible as I continue with my

make it possible as I continue with my education I realized there are bigger

education I realized there are bigger

education I realized there are bigger goals out there I wanted to go to

goals out there I wanted to go to

goals out there I wanted to go to Harvard University and many people

Harvard University and many people

Harvard University and many people conspired to make it possible indeed

conspired to make it possible indeed

conspired to make it possible indeed there are a lot of things that we have

there are a lot of things that we have

there are a lot of things that we have to assemble to succeed and not everyone

to assemble to succeed and not everyone

to assemble to succeed and not everyone is able to do so I went back to my

is able to do so I went back to my

is able to do so I went back to my village after being away for 11 years I

village after being away for 11 years I

village after being away for 11 years I was so happy to meet my parents

was so happy to meet my parents

was so happy to meet my parents but it disappointed at the same time my

but it disappointed at the same time my

but it disappointed at the same time my eight mates are not going to school the

eight mates are not going to school the

eight mates are not going to school the younger people are not going to school

younger people are not going to school

younger people are not going to school we need we can change the narrative of

we need we can change the narrative of

we need we can change the narrative of south sudan by educating its young

south sudan by educating its young

south sudan by educating its young people making education available

people making education available

people making education available especially in the villages to give an

especially in the villages to give an

especially in the villages to give an incentive to parents and everyone else

incentive to parents and everyone else

incentive to parents and everyone else to work hard and send children to school

to work hard and send children to school

to work hard and send children to school my mother used to tell me how she always

my mother used to tell me how she always

my mother used to tell me how she always wanted to go to school but her dreams

wanted to go to school but her dreams

wanted to go to school but her dreams and aspirations were arrested by the

and aspirations were arrested by the

and aspirations were arrested by the consequences of civil wars he therefore

consequences of civil wars he therefore

consequences of civil wars he therefore made sure my brother and I wouldn’t

made sure my brother and I wouldn’t

made sure my brother and I wouldn’t follow the same path created by the past

follow the same path created by the past

follow the same path created by the past about a lot generation in Sudan I am

about a lot generation in Sudan I am

about a lot generation in Sudan I am currently working on a project with a

currently working on a project with a

currently working on a project with a couple of friends planning to go back to

couple of friends planning to go back to

couple of friends planning to go back to my village this summer to build a few

my village this summer to build a few

my village this summer to build a few classes for the local school so that

classes for the local school so that

classes for the local school so that kids wouldn’t have to go to refugee

kids wouldn’t have to go to refugee

kids wouldn’t have to go to refugee camps for basic education it’s an

camps for basic education it’s an

camps for basic education it’s an ambitious goal in which I seek our

ambitious goal in which I seek our

ambitious goal in which I seek our collective effort that’s my personal

collective effort that’s my personal

collective effort that’s my personal legend an ambitious goal would I believe

legend an ambitious goal would I believe

legend an ambitious goal would I believe when you purchase passionately want

when you purchase passionately want

when you purchase passionately want something the universe conspires to have

something the universe conspires to have

something the universe conspires to have you achieve it my successful academic

you achieve it my successful academic

you achieve it my successful academic life thus far is as a result of

life thus far is as a result of

life thus far is as a result of collective consideration conspiracies

collective consideration conspiracies

collective consideration conspiracies let’s conspire and make education

let’s conspire and make education

let’s conspire and make education available for kids in South Sudan thank

available for kids in South Sudan thank

available for kids in South Sudan thank you so much and I am only sick for

you so much and I am only sick for

you so much and I am only sick for [Applause]

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