hi can you hear me am i audible I am seriously technologically challenged
seriously technologically challenged
seriously technologically challenged there likely to be more than likely to
there likely to be more than likely to
there likely to be more than likely to be glitches then not so bear with me on
be glitches then not so bear with me on
be glitches then not so bear with me on that to me this is homecoming of various
that to me this is homecoming of various
that to me this is homecoming of various sorts so apart from addressing an
sorts so apart from addressing an
sorts so apart from addressing an audience which I do more often but
audience which I do more often but
audience which I do more often but coming back to Delhi University coming
coming back to Delhi University coming
coming back to Delhi University coming back to FMS it’s actually a huge sense
back to FMS it’s actually a huge sense
back to FMS it’s actually a huge sense of nostalgia and a huge sense of emotion
of nostalgia and a huge sense of emotion
of nostalgia and a huge sense of emotion that I am experiencing right now likely
that I am experiencing right now likely
that I am experiencing right now likely that you will end up experiencing that
that you will end up experiencing that
that you will end up experiencing that in the course of this conversation with
in the course of this conversation with
in the course of this conversation with me too
me too
me too I’ve always been fascinated with the
I’ve always been fascinated with the
I’ve always been fascinated with the number three right so there is the
number three right so there is the
number three right so there is the Father the Son and the Holy Ghost the
Father the Son and the Holy Ghost the
Father the Son and the Holy Ghost the Holy Trinity of Christianity there is
Holy Trinity of Christianity there is
Holy Trinity of Christianity there is height length and breadth the three
height length and breadth the three
height length and breadth the three dimensions of physical matter there is
dimensions of physical matter there is
dimensions of physical matter there is vini vidi vici by Julius Caesar
vini vidi vici by Julius Caesar
vini vidi vici by Julius Caesar there is Baba Vishnu Mahesh the Trinity
there is Baba Vishnu Mahesh the Trinity
there is Baba Vishnu Mahesh the Trinity the holy Hindu Trinity there is location
the holy Hindu Trinity there is location
the holy Hindu Trinity there is location location location by Sam Walton there is
location location by Sam Walton there is
location location by Sam Walton there is friends Romans and countrymen by
friends Romans and countrymen by
friends Romans and countrymen by Shakespeare so there must be a magic to
Shakespeare so there must be a magic to
Shakespeare so there must be a magic to the number three and it is with this
the number three and it is with this
the number three and it is with this that I now invite you to take a journey
that I now invite you to take a journey
that I now invite you to take a journey with me which was the journey of my life
with me which was the journey of my life
with me which was the journey of my life it’s a journey that wasn’t always of
it’s a journey that wasn’t always of
it’s a journey that wasn’t always of happiness and victory and triumph but
happiness and victory and triumph but
happiness and victory and triumph but it’s a journey where I learned and
it’s a journey where I learned and
it’s a journey where I learned and before we finished this I hope to share
before we finished this I hope to share
before we finished this I hope to share my secrets with you their secrets that I
my secrets with you their secrets that I
my secrets with you their secrets that I have discovered the hard way I’m hoping
have discovered the hard way I’m hoping
have discovered the hard way I’m hoping you don’t have to bear secrets that have
you don’t have to bear secrets that have
you don’t have to bear secrets that have helped me that have helped my family
helped me that have helped my family
helped me that have helped my family that have helped a lot of people that I
that have helped a lot of people that I
that have helped a lot of people that I come in touch with should you allow me
come in touch with should you allow me
come in touch with should you allow me to start off when I was 13 and and had
to start off when I was 13 and and had
to start off when I was 13 and and had just turned teenager I discovered I was
just turned teenager I discovered I was
just turned teenager I discovered I was a helo
a helo
a helo I discovered that when I touched people
I discovered that when I touched people
I discovered that when I touched people they instantly felt better and then on
they instantly felt better and then on
they instantly felt better and then on discovering that I was a healer I
discovering that I was a healer I
discovering that I was a healer I promptly did what teenagers are expected
promptly did what teenagers are expected
promptly did what teenagers are expected to do which is that I went into denial I
to do which is that I went into denial I
to do which is that I went into denial I blocked that part of my life out I was
blocked that part of my life out I was
blocked that part of my life out I was angry I was rebellious I made it a point
angry I was rebellious I made it a point
angry I was rebellious I made it a point that nobody on the planet should find
that nobody on the planet should find
that nobody on the planet should find out about this at all because after all
out about this at all because after all
out about this at all because after all when you’re a teenager and you’re
when you’re a teenager and you’re
when you’re a teenager and you’re dealing with a variety of angst any
dealing with a variety of angst any
dealing with a variety of angst any which ways identity issues hormonal
which ways identity issues hormonal
which ways identity issues hormonal issues boy and crush issues career
issues boy and crush issues career
issues boy and crush issues career issues parent issues you don’t want to
issues parent issues you don’t want to
issues parent issues you don’t want to end up also feeling like a freak because
end up also feeling like a freak because
end up also feeling like a freak because you can see things people can’t see and
you can see things people can’t see and
you can see things people can’t see and you can hear things people can’t hear so
you can hear things people can’t hear so
you can hear things people can’t hear so the simplest way was to go into denial
the simplest way was to go into denial
the simplest way was to go into denial and that denial lasted a very very long
and that denial lasted a very very long
and that denial lasted a very very long time so the next 20 years I stayed in
time so the next 20 years I stayed in
time so the next 20 years I stayed in denial in anger in rebellion trying to
denial in anger in rebellion trying to
denial in anger in rebellion trying to be one of the boys wearing DMS boots
be one of the boys wearing DMS boots
be one of the boys wearing DMS boots sighs to come here to Delhi University
sighs to come here to Delhi University
sighs to come here to Delhi University wearing those so my father’s in the Army
wearing those so my father’s in the Army
wearing those so my father’s in the Army so I had access to those thick military
so I had access to those thick military
so I had access to those thick military black boots so wear those boots were a
black boots so wear those boots were a
black boots so wear those boots were a big rugged shirts and gonna roam around
big rugged shirts and gonna roam around
big rugged shirts and gonna roam around with the scowl around a university
with the scowl around a university
with the scowl around a university campus just so that nobody crossed the
campus just so that nobody crossed the
campus just so that nobody crossed the barriers they needed to cross just so
barriers they needed to cross just so
barriers they needed to cross just so that nobody on the planet knew how
that nobody on the planet knew how
that nobody on the planet knew how insecure how afraid I was less people
insecure how afraid I was less people
insecure how afraid I was less people find out the truth 20 years is a long
find out the truth 20 years is a long
find out the truth 20 years is a long time this was the time in which I went
time this was the time in which I went
time this was the time in which I went ahead did my college did my MBA did a
ahead did my college did my MBA did a
ahead did my college did my MBA did a job became a banker was a banker for 20
job became a banker was a banker for 20
job became a banker was a banker for 20 years for about a decade and a half
years for about a decade and a half
years for about a decade and a half there this was thankfully of course
there this was thankfully of course
there this was thankfully of course there were some moments of sanity in
there were some moments of sanity in
there were some moments of sanity in that in those moments of sanity one got
that in those moments of sanity one got
that in those moments of sanity one got married in those moments of sanity one
married in those moments of sanity one
married in those moments of sanity one had two daughters but in all of this
had two daughters but in all of this
had two daughters but in all of this there was just so much of anger so much
there was just so much of anger so much
there was just so much of anger so much of rebellion and so much of fear so much
of rebellion and so much of fear so much
of rebellion and so much of fear so much of noise you didn’t want to talk to
of noise you didn’t want to talk to
of noise you didn’t want to talk to yourself at all they weren’t happy times
yourself at all they weren’t happy times
yourself at all they weren’t happy times you fought with the world you created
you fought with the world you created
you fought with the world you created noise around yourself because if that
noise around yourself because if that
noise around yourself because if that noise vanished then they’d be
noise vanished then they’d be
noise vanished then they’d be and then they’d be you talking to
and then they’d be you talking to
and then they’d be you talking to yourself not nice not pleasant not happy
yourself not nice not pleasant not happy
yourself not nice not pleasant not happy at all I’d wake up in the morning and
at all I’d wake up in the morning and
at all I’d wake up in the morning and I’d spoiled for a fight
I’d spoiled for a fight
I’d spoiled for a fight I’d wake up and I’d tell my husband let
I’d wake up and I’d tell my husband let
I’d wake up and I’d tell my husband let me go to office today
me go to office today
me go to office today and that somebody say one word to me and
and that somebody say one word to me and
and that somebody say one word to me and I’m going to walk out there were days
I’m going to walk out there were days
I’m going to walk out there were days where I’d scream and shout and rant and
where I’d scream and shout and rant and
where I’d scream and shout and rant and rave and he was very cool it was also
rave and he was very cool it was also
rave and he was very cool it was also very fashionable and very cool to be you
very fashionable and very cool to be you
very fashionable and very cool to be you know this angry young woman on a mission
know this angry young woman on a mission
know this angry young woman on a mission trying to be a man crack the code alpha
trying to be a man crack the code alpha
trying to be a man crack the code alpha left brain aggressive all of that went
left brain aggressive all of that went
left brain aggressive all of that went on for a long time of course I was
on for a long time of course I was
on for a long time of course I was eating away at myself I didn’t know that
eating away at myself I didn’t know that
eating away at myself I didn’t know that of course I wasn’t being my best as far
of course I wasn’t being my best as far
of course I wasn’t being my best as far as my family my children were concerned
as my family my children were concerned
as my family my children were concerned but I didn’t know that of course I was
but I didn’t know that of course I was
but I didn’t know that of course I was spending my time blaming the corporate
spending my time blaming the corporate
spending my time blaming the corporate world the husband world the in-laws
world the husband world the in-laws
world the husband world the in-laws world the parental world and everybody
world the parental world and everybody
world the parental world and everybody and their cousins because I wasn’t happy
and their cousins because I wasn’t happy
and their cousins because I wasn’t happy with it and then of course life has a
with it and then of course life has a
with it and then of course life has a way of getting back at you so then when
way of getting back at you so then when
way of getting back at you so then when my second daughter was born and and we
my second daughter was born and and we
my second daughter was born and and we had kids very early so 22 we finished
had kids very early so 22 we finished
had kids very early so 22 we finished our graduation here from FMS itself
our graduation here from FMS itself
our graduation here from FMS itself 23 we got married at 24 Siddarth and I
23 we got married at 24 Siddarth and I
23 we got married at 24 Siddarth and I were parents of her lovely daughter too
were parents of her lovely daughter too
were parents of her lovely daughter too young to handle Parenthood so I think
young to handle Parenthood so I think
young to handle Parenthood so I think the child bore the brunt of it of course
the child bore the brunt of it of course
the child bore the brunt of it of course we’ve redeemed ourselves I’ll come to
we’ve redeemed ourselves I’ll come to
we’ve redeemed ourselves I’ll come to that but when the second daughter was
that but when the second daughter was
that but when the second daughter was born and I was all of 27 and a half-ish
born and I was all of 27 and a half-ish
born and I was all of 27 and a half-ish years of age that’s when the first bolt
years of age that’s when the first bolt
years of age that’s when the first bolt struck so when Bianca one was born for
struck so when Bianca one was born for
struck so when Bianca one was born for the first six months we didn’t know
the first six months we didn’t know
the first six months we didn’t know whether she would live or die and there
whether she would live or die and there
whether she would live or die and there was a life complexity around it she had
was a life complexity around it she had
was a life complexity around it she had some bone marrow issues etc every day
some bone marrow issues etc every day
some bone marrow issues etc every day that little child would have that that
that little child would have that that
that little child would have that that thick needle going into her spine to
thick needle going into her spine to
thick needle going into her spine to extract marrow fluid she would go
extract marrow fluid she would go
extract marrow fluid she would go through her MRIs and x-rays
through her MRIs and x-rays
through her MRIs and x-rays month-on-month
month-on-month
month-on-month we would wait for her to come out from
we would wait for her to come out from
we would wait for her to come out from her general anaesthesia and wobble it it
her general anaesthesia and wobble it it
her general anaesthesia and wobble it it wasn’t a happy time at all and and it
wasn’t a happy time at all and and it
wasn’t a happy time at all and and it really took its toll on us so come back
really took its toll on us so come back
really took its toll on us so come back because I was on my own and because I
because I was on my own and because I
because I was on my own and because I had stepped off the corporate ladder for
had stepped off the corporate ladder for
had stepped off the corporate ladder for the first time and because I was really
the first time and because I was really
the first time and because I was really engaged for the girls I didn’t have
engaged for the girls I didn’t have
engaged for the girls I didn’t have noise to go back to you know when we are
noise to go back to you know when we are
noise to go back to you know when we are working it’s very easy to create noise
working it’s very easy to create noise
working it’s very easy to create noise when you’re working you go out then you
when you’re working you go out then you
when you’re working you go out then you pick up a fight with your Ops guys your
pick up a fight with your Ops guys your
pick up a fight with your Ops guys your client guys your product guys with your
client guys your product guys with your
client guys your product guys with your bosses with your subordinates with your
bosses with your subordinates with your
bosses with your subordinates with your office peon and you can generate noise
office peon and you can generate noise
office peon and you can generate noise but when you’re at home and your
but when you’re at home and your
but when you’re at home and your husband’s happy and your child is happy
husband’s happy and your child is happy
husband’s happy and your child is happy and your other child is happy you
and your other child is happy you
and your other child is happy you suddenly don’t want to create noise
suddenly don’t want to create noise
suddenly don’t want to create noise there is nobody who’s giving you the
there is nobody who’s giving you the
there is nobody who’s giving you the fight you’re spoiling for so that
fight you’re spoiling for so that
fight you’re spoiling for so that suddenly released these eight to nine
suddenly released these eight to nine
suddenly released these eight to nine hours of serious energy time and that’s
hours of serious energy time and that’s
hours of serious energy time and that’s when I think the questioning myself
when I think the questioning myself
when I think the questioning myself started I still hadn’t walked down that
started I still hadn’t walked down that
started I still hadn’t walked down that path completely I don’t think I was
path completely I don’t think I was
path completely I don’t think I was still ready to face my demons or my
still ready to face my demons or my
still ready to face my demons or my strengths or myself at all and then one
strengths or myself at all and then one
strengths or myself at all and then one of those things happens right where
of those things happens right where
of those things happens right where where God turns around and whatever the
where God turns around and whatever the
where God turns around and whatever the higher the higher mightier powers that
higher the higher mightier powers that
higher the higher mightier powers that we turn around and say dude don’t you
we turn around and say dude don’t you
we turn around and say dude don’t you get it so when that happened I actually
get it so when that happened I actually
get it so when that happened I actually had an accident so in Singapore I had a
had an accident so in Singapore I had a
had an accident so in Singapore I had a very very nasty road accident my husband
very very nasty road accident my husband
very very nasty road accident my husband of course makes fun of it in hindsight
of course makes fun of it in hindsight
of course makes fun of it in hindsight then who has an accident in Singapore
then who has an accident in Singapore
then who has an accident in Singapore air you’ve gone and spoiled the safety
air you’ve gone and spoiled the safety
air you’ve gone and spoiled the safety record of an entire nation but well so I
record of an entire nation but well so I
record of an entire nation but well so I did this – took me about three months to
did this – took me about three months to
did this – took me about three months to just stand up again and took me about
just stand up again and took me about
just stand up again and took me about six months to start thinking straight
six months to start thinking straight
six months to start thinking straight again again the husband jokes that I
again again the husband jokes that I
again again the husband jokes that I haven’t yet got my brains back
haven’t yet got my brains back
haven’t yet got my brains back completely I’d like to believe I did but
completely I’d like to believe I did but
completely I’d like to believe I did but you know that accident finally pushed me
you know that accident finally pushed me
you know that accident finally pushed me over the edge
over the edge
over the edge and began the next phase of my life why
and began the next phase of my life why
and began the next phase of my life why it was important was because suddenly it
it was important was because suddenly it
it was important was because suddenly it wasn’t somebody else you needed to heal
wasn’t somebody else you needed to heal
wasn’t somebody else you needed to heal suddenly it wasn’t about anybody else
suddenly it wasn’t about anybody else
suddenly it wasn’t about anybody else not
not
not when your own child suddenly this was
when your own child suddenly this was
when your own child suddenly this was about you to wake up everyday in the
about you to wake up everyday in the
about you to wake up everyday in the morning and have three people sitting on
morning and have three people sitting on
morning and have three people sitting on the bed just waiting for you to open
the bed just waiting for you to open
the bed just waiting for you to open their you open your eyes to wake up in
their you open your eyes to wake up in
their you open your eyes to wake up in the middle of the night to have a
the middle of the night to have a
the middle of the night to have a because you can’t read because the
because you can’t read because the
because you can’t read because the husband has this finger stuck up your
husband has this finger stuck up your
husband has this finger stuck up your nose to check if you’re alive to wake up
nose to check if you’re alive to wake up
nose to check if you’re alive to wake up because you have a feeling somebody’s
because you have a feeling somebody’s
because you have a feeling somebody’s staring at you and you turn around and
staring at you and you turn around and
staring at you and you turn around and there are two people sitting on the bed
there are two people sitting on the bed
there are two people sitting on the bed just looking at you or staring at the
just looking at you or staring at the
just looking at you or staring at the ceiling and that broke me because this
ceiling and that broke me because this
ceiling and that broke me because this wasn’t about someone else I didn’t need
wasn’t about someone else I didn’t need
wasn’t about someone else I didn’t need to heal anyone else this was about
to heal anyone else this was about
to heal anyone else this was about myself and I had become so busy in the
myself and I had become so busy in the
myself and I had become so busy in the last twenty years being nasty being
last twenty years being nasty being
last twenty years being nasty being victim indicative being the victim being
victim indicative being the victim being
victim indicative being the victim being a martyr blaming everybody else that
a martyr blaming everybody else that
a martyr blaming everybody else that that was my default reaction when I had
that was my default reaction when I had
that was my default reaction when I had my accident
my accident
my accident the default reaction was feeling
the default reaction was feeling
the default reaction was feeling miserable suicidal victimized let people
miserable suicidal victimized let people
miserable suicidal victimized let people come and take care of me oh why does God
come and take care of me oh why does God
come and take care of me oh why does God do this to me etcetera etcetera was the
do this to me etcetera etcetera was the
do this to me etcetera etcetera was the first reaction but when this happened
first reaction but when this happened
first reaction but when this happened and you realized that you weren’t doing
and you realized that you weren’t doing
and you realized that you weren’t doing it for myself for yourself
it for myself for yourself
it for myself for yourself but for those around you I think that is
but for those around you I think that is
but for those around you I think that is when I tipped over right six months
when I tipped over right six months
when I tipped over right six months later I moved my family was in Sri Lanka
later I moved my family was in Sri Lanka
later I moved my family was in Sri Lanka the girls and the husband were in Sri
the girls and the husband were in Sri
the girls and the husband were in Sri Lanka I moved to Bombay back to India
Lanka I moved to Bombay back to India
Lanka I moved to Bombay back to India with a job with this job with future
with a job with this job with future
with a job with this job with future group and six months later they followed
group and six months later they followed
group and six months later they followed there were girls
there were girls
there were girls they were almost teenagers they were
they were almost teenagers they were
they were almost teenagers they were with their father and they managed
with their father and they managed
with their father and they managed really well I found that when they moved
really well I found that when they moved
really well I found that when they moved back the girls in us became a better
back the girls in us became a better
back the girls in us became a better community because I was respecting
community because I was respecting
community because I was respecting myself and because I was doing what I
myself and because I was doing what I
myself and because I was doing what I wanted to do everybody else was
wanted to do everybody else was
wanted to do everybody else was respecting those choices they were also
respecting those choices they were also
respecting those choices they were also embracing their own selves and the whole
embracing their own selves and the whole
embracing their own selves and the whole the whole conversation has now changed
the whole conversation has now changed
the whole conversation has now changed so before I finished with this of course
so before I finished with this of course
so before I finished with this of course today I live in this brilliantly
today I live in this brilliantly
today I live in this brilliantly liberated space and because I allowed me
liberated space and because I allowed me
liberated space and because I allowed me to embrace myself I also allowed myself
to embrace myself I also allowed myself
to embrace myself I also allowed myself to pursue my dreams my learnings
to pursue my dreams my learnings
to pursue my dreams my learnings remember I told you that I was all empty
remember I told you that I was all empty
remember I told you that I was all empty about six years ago and then I
about six years ago and then I
about six years ago and then I we built myself when I rebuilt myself in
we built myself when I rebuilt myself in
we built myself when I rebuilt myself in search of answers we went all over there
search of answers we went all over there
search of answers we went all over there is a conversation that I had with I I am
is a conversation that I had with I I am
is a conversation that I had with I I am a certified mythologist so there’s a
a certified mythologist so there’s a
a certified mythologist so there’s a conversation with with with mythologists
conversation with with with mythologists
conversation with with with mythologists at one end which explores the deeper
at one end which explores the deeper
at one end which explores the deeper dimensions of ancient wisdom insights
dimensions of ancient wisdom insights
dimensions of ancient wisdom insights from Sciences ancient Sciences there’s a
from Sciences ancient Sciences there’s a
from Sciences ancient Sciences there’s a conversation that happens with the
conversation that happens with the
conversation that happens with the Oxford University and a Center for Hindu
Oxford University and a Center for Hindu
Oxford University and a Center for Hindu study is there there’s a conversation on
study is there there’s a conversation on
study is there there’s a conversation on ethics and morality happening with Yale
ethics and morality happening with Yale
ethics and morality happening with Yale there is a conversation that’s happening
there is a conversation that’s happening
there is a conversation that’s happening with a string theoretical physicist on
with a string theoretical physicist on
with a string theoretical physicist on the dimensions of string theory and it’s
the dimensions of string theory and it’s
the dimensions of string theory and it’s a space one is just brilliantly stepping
a space one is just brilliantly stepping
a space one is just brilliantly stepping into and resonating in so let me come
into and resonating in so let me come
into and resonating in so let me come back to the three is the rule of trees
back to the three is the rule of trees
back to the three is the rule of trees always in this journey the three
always in this journey the three
always in this journey the three learnings that I have had and the three
learnings that I have had and the three
learnings that I have had and the three learnings I always always always shared
learnings I always always always shared
learnings I always always always shared one is embrace yourself till you embrace
one is embrace yourself till you embrace
one is embrace yourself till you embrace who you are what you are
who you are what you are
who you are what you are who you want to be why you are you will
who you want to be why you are you will
who you want to be why you are you will never be your best self ever basic
never be your best self ever basic
never be your best self ever basic science yeah the moment you are negating
science yeah the moment you are negating
science yeah the moment you are negating something the moment you are
something the moment you are
something the moment you are contradicting something you’re losing
contradicting something you’re losing
contradicting something you’re losing your efficiency the moment you’re losing
your efficiency the moment you’re losing
your efficiency the moment you’re losing efficiency you will not be at resonance
efficiency you will not be at resonance
efficiency you will not be at resonance you will not be your best most brilliant
you will not be your best most brilliant
you will not be your best most brilliant test itself so embrace yourself it makes
test itself so embrace yourself it makes
test itself so embrace yourself it makes you fearless it makes you who you are
you fearless it makes you who you are
you fearless it makes you who you are the second one focus on your strengths
the second one focus on your strengths
the second one focus on your strengths not your weaknesses I know this and I
not your weaknesses I know this and I
not your weaknesses I know this and I know this sounds contradictory because
know this sounds contradictory because
know this sounds contradictory because all our lives especially as children
all our lives especially as children
all our lives especially as children we’ve always been taught by Englishmen
we’ve always been taught by Englishmen
we’ve always been taught by Englishmen that you’ve got good marks very good you
that you’ve got good marks very good you
that you’ve got good marks very good you know your English focus on your match
know your English focus on your match
know your English focus on your match where you’re not getting those marks but
where you’re not getting those marks but
where you’re not getting those marks but the fact is that when I’m focusing on
the fact is that when I’m focusing on
the fact is that when I’m focusing on what I am not good at I am doing to
what I am not good at I am doing to
what I am not good at I am doing to damages one I am not focusing on what’s
damages one I am not focusing on what’s
damages one I am not focusing on what’s my I am good at and which I will excel
my I am good at and which I will excel
my I am good at and which I will excel at and two for the same amount of energy
at and two for the same amount of energy
at and two for the same amount of energy applied you remember your energy and
applied you remember your energy and
applied you remember your energy and copies class ten so for the same amount
copies class ten so for the same amount
copies class ten so for the same amount of energy applied it takes more energy
of energy applied it takes more energy
of energy applied it takes more energy to convert ice to water and then water
to convert ice to water and then water
to convert ice to water and then water to steam than it takes for water to
to steam than it takes for water to
to steam than it takes for water to start
start
start boiling so for the same amount of energy
boiling so for the same amount of energy
boiling so for the same amount of energy applied towards your strengths your
applied towards your strengths your
applied towards your strengths your output should be far greater far bigger
output should be far greater far bigger
output should be far greater far bigger far more magnificent than they will be
far more magnificent than they will be
far more magnificent than they will be in working on your areas of weakness and
in working on your areas of weakness and
in working on your areas of weakness and the third one this is actually the
the third one this is actually the
the third one this is actually the toughest one to give up which is that
toughest one to give up which is that
toughest one to give up which is that all of us spend so much of our lives
all of us spend so much of our lives
all of us spend so much of our lives controlling planning doing thinking this
controlling planning doing thinking this
controlling planning doing thinking this that right wrong shall I shot I went to
that right wrong shall I shot I went to
that right wrong shall I shot I went to go out to go that we forget that there
go out to go that we forget that there
go out to go that we forget that there is a larger universal consciousness at
is a larger universal consciousness at
is a larger universal consciousness at play that we forget we need to surrender
play that we forget we need to surrender
play that we forget we need to surrender and you know I have this conversation
and you know I have this conversation
and you know I have this conversation very often specially because most of my
very often specially because most of my
very often specially because most of my peer group is the MBA the plan the
peer group is the MBA the plan the
peer group is the MBA the plan the corporate ladder variety and I find that
corporate ladder variety and I find that
corporate ladder variety and I find that till you learn to surrender you will not
till you learn to surrender you will not
till you learn to surrender you will not know what’s in store for you so I was a
know what’s in store for you so I was a
know what’s in store for you so I was a banker I was a very good banker and my
banker I was a very good banker and my
banker I was a very good banker and my clients tell me that I don’t say this my
clients tell me that I don’t say this my
clients tell me that I don’t say this my clients tell me that and I had a decent
clients tell me that and I had a decent
clients tell me that and I had a decent trajectory so I must have been a good
trajectory so I must have been a good
trajectory so I must have been a good banker but that wasn’t my full potential
banker but that wasn’t my full potential
banker but that wasn’t my full potential because I was so busy saying okay next
because I was so busy saying okay next
because I was so busy saying okay next move next job next role next promotion
move next job next role next promotion
move next job next role next promotion next band bigger team that I forgot that
next band bigger team that I forgot that
next band bigger team that I forgot that that was not my critical strength I
that was not my critical strength I
that was not my critical strength I would have been a good banker no doubt
would have been a good banker no doubt
would have been a good banker no doubt but I wouldn’t have given it my full
but I wouldn’t have given it my full
but I wouldn’t have given it my full potential and because I won’t have done
potential and because I won’t have done
potential and because I won’t have done that I would have better than to damages
that I would have better than to damages
that I would have better than to damages one not being the best means that I
one not being the best means that I
one not being the best means that I could be do not done justice to that
could be do not done justice to that
could be do not done justice to that role either the moment I surrendered and
role either the moment I surrendered and
role either the moment I surrendered and embrace the consciousness and did only
embrace the consciousness and did only
embrace the consciousness and did only what I wanted to do life’s just come in
what I wanted to do life’s just come in
what I wanted to do life’s just come in my way including the job that I want to
my way including the job that I want to
my way including the job that I want to do so much so that for for an MBA batch
do so much so that for for an MBA batch
do so much so that for for an MBA batch that I started out with and for a career
that I started out with and for a career
that I started out with and for a career where I was doing average in my banking
where I was doing average in my banking
where I was doing average in my banking career I actually ended up being the
career I actually ended up being the
career I actually ended up being the first CEO in my batch so the
first CEO in my batch so the
first CEO in my batch so the consciousness Alliance
consciousness Alliance
consciousness Alliance and that’s the toughest rule to embrace
and that’s the toughest rule to embrace
and that’s the toughest rule to embrace so here once more I shall just recap it
so here once more I shall just recap it
so here once more I shall just recap it embrace yourself be your most fearless
embrace yourself be your most fearless
embrace yourself be your most fearless self that you can be
self that you can be
self that you can be Ksenia strengths not your weaknesses and
Ksenia strengths not your weaknesses and
Ksenia strengths not your weaknesses and control and plan a bit but by-and-large
control and plan a bit but by-and-large
control and plan a bit but by-and-large surrender to the larger universal
surrender to the larger universal
surrender to the larger universal consciousness doing what you want to do
consciousness doing what you want to do
consciousness doing what you want to do what’s your most passionate about and
what’s your most passionate about and
what’s your most passionate about and then rise rise in resonance and rise in
then rise rise in resonance and rise in
then rise rise in resonance and rise in brilliance thank you
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