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Double, Not Half. Reevaluating Cultural Identity | Nina Udagawa | TEDxYouth@Tokyo


I am a Hoffa a Hoffa is someone who is

I am a Hoffa a Hoffa is someone who is ethnically half-japanese

ethnically half-japanese

ethnically half-japanese in other words they’re biracial living

in other words they’re biracial living

in other words they’re biracial living in Japan I’ve gotten used to some pretty

in Japan I’ve gotten used to some pretty

in Japan I’ve gotten used to some pretty weird things for example people of all

weird things for example people of all

weird things for example people of all economic backgrounds lining up and

economic backgrounds lining up and

economic backgrounds lining up and pre-ordering Kentucky Fried Chicken

pre-ordering Kentucky Fried Chicken

pre-ordering Kentucky Fried Chicken weeks in advance for their perfect

weeks in advance for their perfect

weeks in advance for their perfect Christmas night dinner it’s not just

Christmas night dinner it’s not just

Christmas night dinner it’s not just that but a Valentine’s Day that seemed

that but a Valentine’s Day that seemed

that but a Valentine’s Day that seemed to kind of pop out of nowhere

to kind of pop out of nowhere

to kind of pop out of nowhere white day of course I’m not complaining

white day of course I’m not complaining

white day of course I’m not complaining because you know more chocolate is never

because you know more chocolate is never

because you know more chocolate is never a problem if I casually mentioned any of

a problem if I casually mentioned any of

a problem if I casually mentioned any of these things to my american family

these things to my american family

these things to my american family members they would just think that japan

members they would just think that japan

members they would just think that japan was the weirdest country ever but for us

was the weirdest country ever but for us

was the weirdest country ever but for us it’s all pretty normal

it’s all pretty normal

it’s all pretty normal being half American half Japanese I of

being half American half Japanese I of

being half American half Japanese I of course have really gotten to live the

course have really gotten to live the

course have really gotten to live the best of both worlds but I’ve had a

best of both worlds but I’ve had a

best of both worlds but I’ve had a number of cultural identity crises along

number of cultural identity crises along

number of cultural identity crises along the way there were for example times

the way there were for example times

the way there were for example times when I wanted to be full Japanese like

when I wanted to be full Japanese like

when I wanted to be full Japanese like those kids in my Japanese town so I

those kids in my Japanese town so I

those kids in my Japanese town so I would as dedicated as it sounds wake up

would as dedicated as it sounds wake up

would as dedicated as it sounds wake up at 7:00 a.m. every Sunday morning and

at 7:00 a.m. every Sunday morning and

at 7:00 a.m. every Sunday morning and watch Pokemon so I could fit in I also

watch Pokemon so I could fit in I also

watch Pokemon so I could fit in I also refused to speak English there are also

refused to speak English there are also

refused to speak English there are also times when I wanted to be like those

times when I wanted to be like those

times when I wanted to be like those American kids on Disney Channel so I

American kids on Disney Channel so I

American kids on Disney Channel so I really wanted to have my own lemonade

really wanted to have my own lemonade

really wanted to have my own lemonade stand unfortunately that’s illegal in

stand unfortunately that’s illegal in

stand unfortunately that’s illegal in Japan so you know didn’t really work out

Japan so you know didn’t really work out

Japan so you know didn’t really work out but I want to ask you all a few

but I want to ask you all a few

but I want to ask you all a few questions now who here identifies as

questions now who here identifies as

questions now who here identifies as biracial

biracial

biracial okay keep your hand up who here has

okay keep your hand up who here has

okay keep your hand up who here has lived in more than one country keep your

lived in more than one country keep your

lived in more than one country keep your hand up and who here speaks more than

hand up and who here speaks more than

hand up and who here speaks more than one language fluently okay I’d say we

one language fluently okay I’d say we

one language fluently okay I’d say we have quite a multicultural crowd here

have quite a multicultural crowd here

have quite a multicultural crowd here and that’s really surprising because if

and that’s really surprising because if

and that’s really surprising because if you look at this orange graph which

you look at this orange graph which

you look at this orange graph which looks at the whole Japanese population

looks at the whole Japanese population

looks at the whole Japanese population only that little blue slit that 2%

only that little blue slit that 2%

only that little blue slit that 2% self-identify as multicultural if we all

self-identify as multicultural if we all

self-identify as multicultural if we all here accurately represented the Japanese

here accurately represented the Japanese

here accurately represented the Japanese population only like five to six of us

population only like five to six of us

population only like five to six of us would actually have

would actually have

would actually have our hands up so it’s kind of clear that

our hands up so it’s kind of clear that

our hands up so it’s kind of clear that Japan has not yet opened its doors to

Japan has not yet opened its doors to

Japan has not yet opened its doors to the multicultural community let’s look

the multicultural community let’s look

the multicultural community let’s look at Ariana Miyamoto the victor of 2015

at Ariana Miyamoto the victor of 2015

at Ariana Miyamoto the victor of 2015 Miss Universe Japan she has ever since

Miss Universe Japan she has ever since

Miss Universe Japan she has ever since her victory been heavily criticized for

her victory been heavily criticized for

her victory been heavily criticized for being half african-american half

being half african-american half

being half african-american half Japanese and winning a competition that

Japanese and winning a competition that

Japanese and winning a competition that seems to be for only Japanese looking

seems to be for only Japanese looking

seems to be for only Japanese looking people even though she identifies as

people even though she identifies as

people even though she identifies as Japanese it’s not just people in beauty

Japanese it’s not just people in beauty

Japanese it’s not just people in beauty pageants but people in politics in

pageants but people in politics in

pageants but people in politics in representation Nang WA the leader of the

representation Nang WA the leader of the

representation Nang WA the leader of the Democratic Party in Japan was also

Democratic Party in Japan was also

Democratic Party in Japan was also criticized for being a dual citizenship

criticized for being a dual citizenship

criticized for being a dual citizenship she therefore had to get her Taiwanese

she therefore had to get her Taiwanese

she therefore had to get her Taiwanese citizen of her Taiwanese citizenship in

citizen of her Taiwanese citizenship in

citizen of her Taiwanese citizenship in order for her to continue on with her

order for her to continue on with her

order for her to continue on with her position so this whole idea of

position so this whole idea of

position so this whole idea of representation and multiculturalism

representation and multiculturalism

representation and multiculturalism let’s put it into perspective let’s all

let’s put it into perspective let’s all

let’s put it into perspective let’s all fly over to country X where we will now

fly over to country X where we will now

fly over to country X where we will now be going through an election now we

be going through an election now we

be going through an election now we first of all have candidate a candidate

first of all have candidate a candidate

first of all have candidate a candidate a is racially from country X Y land and

a is racially from country X Y land and

a is racially from country X Y land and Z world they have been raised in Z

Z world they have been raised in Z

Z world they have been raised in Z worlds their entire childhood on the

worlds their entire childhood on the

worlds their entire childhood on the other hand we have candidate B candidate

other hand we have candidate B candidate

other hand we have candidate B candidate B is raised and is racially from country

B is raised and is racially from country

B is raised and is racially from country X let’s say both were pretty much equal

X let’s say both were pretty much equal

X let’s say both were pretty much equal in terms of the validity of their

in terms of the validity of their

in terms of the validity of their arguments and the experience that

arguments and the experience that

arguments and the experience that they’ve had o who votes for candidate a

they’ve had o who votes for candidate a

they’ve had o who votes for candidate a who votes for candidate B it’s pretty

who votes for candidate B it’s pretty

who votes for candidate B it’s pretty clear that a lot of people vote for

clear that a lot of people vote for

clear that a lot of people vote for candidate B the reason being being from

candidate B the reason being being from

candidate B the reason being being from somewhere racially and being raised

somewhere racially and being raised

somewhere racially and being raised somewhere gives a deeper idea that

somewhere gives a deeper idea that

somewhere gives a deeper idea that someone is more devoted to the country

someone is more devoted to the country

someone is more devoted to the country or that they have a better understanding

or that they have a better understanding

or that they have a better understanding of the primary beliefs the country holds

of the primary beliefs the country holds

of the primary beliefs the country holds so candidate a for their race and

so candidate a for their race and

so candidate a for their race and childhood experience was rejected now

childhood experience was rejected now

childhood experience was rejected now this whole idea of representation and

this whole idea of representation and

this whole idea of representation and multiculturalism is still at its start

multiculturalism is still at its start

multiculturalism is still at its start that’s because multiculturalism is

that’s because multiculturalism is

that’s because multiculturalism is really growing whilst there is a steady

really growing whilst there is a steady

really growing whilst there is a steady need for representation in fact if we

need for representation in fact if we

need for representation in fact if we look at multi

look at multi

look at multi culturalism as a marathon we are still

culturalism as a marathon we are still

culturalism as a marathon we are still at that very first step so let me ask

at that very first step so let me ask

at that very first step so let me ask you all a question that’s gonna seem

you all a question that’s gonna seem

you all a question that’s gonna seem really obvious and all of you are

really obvious and all of you are

really obvious and all of you are probably gonna really judge me for

probably gonna really judge me for

probably gonna really judge me for asking this who here has had a friend

asking this who here has had a friend

asking this who here has had a friend that is of another race in many

that is of another race in many

that is of another race in many multicultural communities that’s very

multicultural communities that’s very

multicultural communities that’s very normal we now view people as people

normal we now view people as people

normal we now view people as people where someone’s from or where they were

where someone’s from or where they were

where someone’s from or where they were raised does not really come into deep

raised does not really come into deep

raised does not really come into deep consideration when befriending someone

consideration when befriending someone

consideration when befriending someone and that’s seen in many countries or

and that’s seen in many countries or

and that’s seen in many countries or cities that are known to be melting pots

cities that are known to be melting pots

cities that are known to be melting pots melting pots are really great because

melting pots are really great because

melting pots are really great because you have people that are able to express

you have people that are able to express

you have people that are able to express themselves and their cultural identity

themselves and their cultural identity

themselves and their cultural identity whilst being immersed in the amazing

whilst being immersed in the amazing

whilst being immersed in the amazing opportunities that they are given given

opportunities that they are given given

opportunities that they are given given in that melting pot country but still in

in that melting pot country but still in

in that melting pot country but still in those melting pots we see an issue we

those melting pots we see an issue we

those melting pots we see an issue we see representation politics being

see representation politics being

see representation politics being dominated by usually one race the reason

dominated by usually one race the reason

dominated by usually one race the reason why is because we have mold engraved in

why is because we have mold engraved in

why is because we have mold engraved in our heads when we think of someone from

our heads when we think of someone from

our heads when we think of someone from a country you usually think what they

a country you usually think what they

a country you usually think what they look like what they sound like and even

look like what they sound like and even

look like what they sound like and even maybe how they think if you believe that

maybe how they think if you believe that

maybe how they think if you believe that you don’t have any kind of mold and

you don’t have any kind of mold and

you don’t have any kind of mold and grieved into your head

grieved into your head

grieved into your head try to picture a Japanese person you

try to picture a Japanese person you

try to picture a Japanese person you probably wouldn’t picture someone like

probably wouldn’t picture someone like

probably wouldn’t picture someone like me maybe as a multicultural person you

me maybe as a multicultural person you

me maybe as a multicultural person you feel as though you don’t fit into a mold

feel as though you don’t fit into a mold

feel as though you don’t fit into a mold either maybe you feel like bits and

either maybe you feel like bits and

either maybe you feel like bits and pieces of you belong in other kinds of

pieces of you belong in other kinds of

pieces of you belong in other kinds of molds because of experiences or other

molds because of experiences or other

molds because of experiences or other kinds of you know life experiences that

kinds of you know life experiences that

kinds of you know life experiences that you’ve had so being a Hoffa which

you’ve had so being a Hoffa which

you’ve had so being a Hoffa which literally means half I always thought

literally means half I always thought

literally means half I always thought that I was half of a whole American

that I was half of a whole American

that I was half of a whole American person and half of a whole Japanese

person and half of a whole Japanese

person and half of a whole Japanese person I really wanted to pursue a job

person I really wanted to pursue a job

person I really wanted to pursue a job in politics or international relations

in politics or international relations

in politics or international relations but I for a while thought that that

but I for a while thought that that

but I for a while thought that that wouldn’t be possible because I’m too

wouldn’t be possible because I’m too

wouldn’t be possible because I’m too American to be Japanese and too Japanese

American to be Japanese and too Japanese

American to be Japanese and too Japanese to be American but what I realized and

to be American but what I realized and

to be American but what I realized and have been told by so many more people

have been told by so many more people

have been told by so many more people that are multicultural is that we need

that are multicultural is that we need

that are multicultural is that we need to stop looking at it like half we need

to stop looking at it like half we need

to stop looking at it like half we need to stop looking at multicultural people

to stop looking at multicultural people

to stop looking at multicultural people like their fractions or percentages

like their fractions or percentages

like their fractions or percentages rather they are doubles

rather they are doubles

rather they are doubles triples quadruples you name it by doing

triples quadruples you name it by doing

triples quadruples you name it by doing this we allow the multicultural the

this we allow the multicultural the

this we allow the multicultural the growing multicultural community to be

growing multicultural community to be

growing multicultural community to be able to express themselves without

able to express themselves without

able to express themselves without having to deal with cultural identity

having to deal with cultural identity

having to deal with cultural identity crises or being bashed for trying to

crises or being bashed for trying to

crises or being bashed for trying to represent people that they may not

represent people that they may not

represent people that they may not represent racially wholly with

represent racially wholly with

represent racially wholly with multiculturalism increasing I am very

multiculturalism increasing I am very

multiculturalism increasing I am very sure that this will definitely that this

sure that this will definitely that this

sure that this will definitely that this ideology will definitely bloom and

ideology will definitely bloom and

ideology will definitely bloom and blossom like a beautiful flower and I

blossom like a beautiful flower and I

blossom like a beautiful flower and I look very forward to the day that I can

look very forward to the day that I can

look very forward to the day that I can one day call myself whole of this

one day call myself whole of this

one day call myself whole of this Kentucky Fried Chicken in Christmas

Kentucky Fried Chicken in Christmas

Kentucky Fried Chicken in Christmas loving culture and whole of this

loving culture and whole of this

loving culture and whole of this lemonade stand loving culture

lemonade stand loving culture

lemonade stand loving culture unapologetically and boldly not a Hoffa

unapologetically and boldly not a Hoffa

unapologetically and boldly not a Hoffa thank you so much

thank you so much

thank you so much [Applause]

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