feel this need to unleash things within me so that maybe just maybe I reaches
me so that maybe just maybe I reaches
me so that maybe just maybe I reaches state of inner peace and clarity or I
state of inner peace and clarity or I
state of inner peace and clarity or I could just stay in the comfort of
could just stay in the comfort of
could just stay in the comfort of security with all of its familiarity but
security with all of its familiarity but
security with all of its familiarity but really I’m sick and tired of all the
really I’m sick and tired of all the
really I’m sick and tired of all the doubts and fears that have plagued me
doubts and fears that have plagued me
doubts and fears that have plagued me here’s a question for you do we have any
here’s a question for you do we have any
here’s a question for you do we have any predators in a house tonight I speak not
predators in a house tonight I speak not
predators in a house tonight I speak not of the sexual type but rather the
of the sexual type but rather the
of the sexual type but rather the emotional and mental species you know
emotional and mental species you know
emotional and mental species you know that breed Alexis strip away your
that breed Alexis strip away your
that breed Alexis strip away your spiritual sanity in your emotional zip
spiritual sanity in your emotional zip
spiritual sanity in your emotional zip ties ready before you start to bleed out
ties ready before you start to bleed out
ties ready before you start to bleed out that they are waiting watching and ready
that they are waiting watching and ready
that they are waiting watching and ready to strike now you can close your eyes or
to strike now you can close your eyes or
to strike now you can close your eyes or whistle at darkness Rolla you wish it
whistle at darkness Rolla you wish it
whistle at darkness Rolla you wish it will make no difference for they can
will make no difference for they can
will make no difference for they can smell your fuse licking their lips
smell your fuse licking their lips
smell your fuse licking their lips they’ve been waiting very long for this
they’ve been waiting very long for this
they’ve been waiting very long for this feast and surely I’m not the only one
feast and surely I’m not the only one
feast and surely I’m not the only one who has ever been this hungry to be hard
who has ever been this hungry to be hard
who has ever been this hungry to be hard to pinpoint exactly who I am and most
to pinpoint exactly who I am and most
to pinpoint exactly who I am and most times I really do not know where I’m
times I really do not know where I’m
times I really do not know where I’m going I’m trying very hard to wake up as
going I’m trying very hard to wake up as
going I’m trying very hard to wake up as I travel through this land of
I travel through this land of
I travel through this land of sleepwalkers crashing through and into
sleepwalkers crashing through and into
sleepwalkers crashing through and into each other with their faces buried into
each other with their faces buried into
each other with their faces buried into a screen seems like the only form of
a screen seems like the only form of
a screen seems like the only form of communication that we have not with
communication that we have not with
communication that we have not with another sheltered in the cloak of fear
another sheltered in the cloak of fear
another sheltered in the cloak of fear we pretend that what we have is real and
we pretend that what we have is real and
we pretend that what we have is real and our own sense of reality it seems as
our own sense of reality it seems as
our own sense of reality it seems as their only real truth so I’d much rather
their only real truth so I’d much rather
their only real truth so I’d much rather listen to the voices in my head more
listen to the voices in my head more
listen to the voices in my head more than the things that you just said now
than the things that you just said now
than the things that you just said now you can hold that against me contempt if
you can hold that against me contempt if
you can hold that against me contempt if it helps distract you from look at all
it helps distract you from look at all
it helps distract you from look at all those things that you keep in deep
those things that you keep in deep
those things that you keep in deep within yourself you can go right on
within yourself you can go right on
within yourself you can go right on ahead and that’s okay you can hold me in
ahead and that’s okay you can hold me in
ahead and that’s okay you can hold me in contempt maybe then we could find a
contempt maybe then we could find a
contempt maybe then we could find a common burial ground for which you could
common burial ground for which you could
common burial ground for which you could place all our judgments in and their
place all our judgments in and their
place all our judgments in and their waste the rest of our lives
waste the rest of our lives
waste the rest of our lives bonded in hatred is waiting for the
bonded in hatred is waiting for the
bonded in hatred is waiting for the resurrections it’s this dream that
resurrections it’s this dream that
resurrections it’s this dream that reminds me of a time when I lived in a
reminds me of a time when I lived in a
reminds me of a time when I lived in a box its walls were made of Qaid mirrored
box its walls were made of Qaid mirrored
box its walls were made of Qaid mirrored glass and I dwell to miss a dress so um
glass and I dwell to miss a dress so um
glass and I dwell to miss a dress so um in my reflection throughout the ages a
in my reflection throughout the ages a
in my reflection throughout the ages a suffering trying to make up my mind of
suffering trying to make up my mind of
suffering trying to make up my mind of who I was supposed to be and I looked at
who I was supposed to be and I looked at
who I was supposed to be and I looked at the sickening fear and a failing hope
the sickening fear and a failing hope
the sickening fear and a failing hope that you would one day accept me
that you would one day accept me
that you would one day accept me I never should have gone to that box but
I never should have gone to that box but
I never should have gone to that box but therein lies the paradox it was by
therein lies the paradox it was by
therein lies the paradox it was by defenestration that I found myself or at
defenestration that I found myself or at
defenestration that I found myself or at least the part of now you may be
least the part of now you may be
least the part of now you may be wondering where does the social
wondering where does the social
wondering where does the social commentary fit in well I am NOT separate
commentary fit in well I am NOT separate
commentary fit in well I am NOT separate I’m part of everything and there’s an
I’m part of everything and there’s an
I’m part of everything and there’s an energy all around us if I allow it in
energy all around us if I allow it in
energy all around us if I allow it in it’ll help me keep close to you I feel
it’ll help me keep close to you I feel
it’ll help me keep close to you I feel the need to release the side of me so I
the need to release the side of me so I
the need to release the side of me so I could take good look at who I really am
could take good look at who I really am
could take good look at who I really am and I want to trust the process allowing
and I want to trust the process allowing
and I want to trust the process allowing it to infiltrate my entire being
it to infiltrate my entire being
it to infiltrate my entire being because somewhere inside of you there
because somewhere inside of you there
because somewhere inside of you there was a place just like me
was a place just like me
was a place just like me we share the same common fears our true
we share the same common fears our true
we share the same common fears our true disabilities behind the masks and
disabilities behind the masks and
disabilities behind the masks and illusions there are such sights to
illusions there are such sights to
illusions there are such sights to behold if you’re allow me to look in
behold if you’re allow me to look in
behold if you’re allow me to look in windows of your soul I may very well
windows of your soul I may very well
windows of your soul I may very well find a fire that combats is cold
find a fire that combats is cold
find a fire that combats is cold inviting it shines so very bright
inviting it shines so very bright
inviting it shines so very bright is it a silence that you find shelter
is it a silence that you find shelter
is it a silence that you find shelter from the storms and is where we learn
from the storms and is where we learn
from the storms and is where we learn how to live and let just by pulse but
how to live and let just by pulse but
how to live and let just by pulse but with all heart and pure love is that
with all heart and pure love is that
with all heart and pure love is that which inspires me to enhance and modify
which inspires me to enhance and modify
which inspires me to enhance and modify this experience soap in my heart to
this experience soap in my heart to
this experience soap in my heart to trust other human beings is the illusion
trust other human beings is the illusion
trust other human beings is the illusion that kept me locked in myself has not
that kept me locked in myself has not
that kept me locked in myself has not been shattered I’m becoming free of all
been shattered I’m becoming free of all
been shattered I’m becoming free of all things I thought kept me safe and
things I thought kept me safe and
things I thought kept me safe and protected and I’ve been liberated from
protected and I’ve been liberated from
protected and I’ve been liberated from all the things I thought I needed can
all the things I thought I needed can
all the things I thought I needed can you hard to pinpoint exactly who I am
you hard to pinpoint exactly who I am
you hard to pinpoint exactly who I am for I’m ever-changing
for I’m ever-changing
for I’m ever-changing even when I get hung up on the things
even when I get hung up on the things
even when I get hung up on the things within me I will move forward and get
within me I will move forward and get
within me I will move forward and get closer to the truth my truth for why I
closer to the truth my truth for why I
closer to the truth my truth for why I share these words to see see
share these words to see see
share these words to see see I’m just looking for connection I’m
I’m just looking for connection I’m
I’m just looking for connection I’m seeking out the message
seeking out the message
seeking out the message you
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