dear Oh could I see the hands of people who would say I have never been in
who would say I have never been in
who would say I have never been in struggle with my lover my father or
struggle with my lover my father or
struggle with my lover my father or mother my neighbor or my boss right I
mother my neighbor or my boss right I
mother my neighbor or my boss right I would say that’s a North Korean result
would say that’s a North Korean result
would say that’s a North Korean result we have consensus that the question how
we have consensus that the question how
we have consensus that the question how we can solve our struggles our fights
we can solve our struggles our fights
we can solve our struggles our fights maybe even our wars with other people is
maybe even our wars with other people is
maybe even our wars with other people is probably one of the most difficult in
probably one of the most difficult in
probably one of the most difficult in life how do we do this and I know how
life how do we do this and I know how
life how do we do this and I know how hard it is I know it by experience
hard it is I know it by experience
hard it is I know it by experience unfortunately I was 13 years old when my
unfortunately I was 13 years old when my
unfortunately I was 13 years old when my parents divorced and when they started
parents divorced and when they started
parents divorced and when they started for the senior 40 years of
for the senior 40 years of
for the senior 40 years of non-communication
non-communication
non-communication they didn’t exchange one word and that
they didn’t exchange one word and that
they didn’t exchange one word and that was hard and that was really painful and
was hard and that was really painful and
was hard and that was really painful and to be honest this is the first time in
to be honest this is the first time in
to be honest this is the first time in my life that I tell this story in front
my life that I tell this story in front
my life that I tell this story in front of an audience live you know I’m a
of an audience live you know I’m a
of an audience live you know I’m a journalist I know that autocue I know
journalist I know that autocue I know
journalist I know that autocue I know how it is to write an article at home
how it is to write an article at home
how it is to write an article at home and to see the computer screen but I
and to see the computer screen but I
and to see the computer screen but I have 1200 people alive and kicking in
have 1200 people alive and kicking in
have 1200 people alive and kicking in front of me so this is not an easy task
front of me so this is not an easy task
front of me so this is not an easy task and if I make a mistake please laughs so
and if I make a mistake please laughs so
and if I make a mistake please laughs so now I can take a look at this paper I
now I can take a look at this paper I
now I can take a look at this paper I can see what my next sentence might be
can see what my next sentence might be
can see what my next sentence might be my father is 89 now and he sits on his
my father is 89 now and he sits on his
my father is 89 now and he sits on his rural rowing machine two or three times
rural rowing machine two or three times
rural rowing machine two or three times per day and he’s a funny guy he’s a
per day and he’s a funny guy he’s a
per day and he’s a funny guy he’s a passionated guy he always says I’m
passionated guy he always says I’m
passionated guy he always says I’m against women Frank I’m against women as
against women Frank I’m against women as
against women Frank I’m against women as close as possible that kind of guy and
close as possible that kind of guy and
close as possible that kind of guy and my mother who died about three years ago
my mother who died about three years ago
my mother who died about three years ago was was a really warm and wise woman
was was a really warm and wise woman
was was a really warm and wise woman and she was more more emotionally
and she was more more emotionally
and she was more more emotionally introvert and she would say things like
introvert and she would say things like
introvert and she would say things like we’re on the beach here Frank you see
we’re on the beach here Frank you see
we’re on the beach here Frank you see this sand you know you can pick it up
this sand you know you can pick it up
this sand you know you can pick it up you can try and take it home like this
you can try and take it home like this
you can try and take it home like this you know if you want to have it you want
you know if you want to have it you want
you know if you want to have it you want to hold it then you see the sand runs
to hold it then you see the sand runs
to hold it then you see the sand runs away from your hand and that’s the same
away from your hand and that’s the same
away from your hand and that’s the same with people you can also pick them up
with people you can also pick them up
with people you can also pick them up and put it in your hand like that try
and put it in your hand like that try
and put it in your hand like that try and take it home and the wind will blow
and take it home and the wind will blow
and take it home and the wind will blow something out of it that you’ll come
something out of it that you’ll come
something out of it that you’ll come home with much more don’t do this to
home with much more don’t do this to
home with much more don’t do this to people because then you’ll do it to
people because then you’ll do it to
people because then you’ll do it to yourself
yourself
yourself she was that kind of a woman she would
she was that kind of a woman she would
she was that kind of a woman she would also always say can you explain you you
also always say can you explain you you
also always say can you explain you you know all Frank you know or you think you
know all Frank you know or you think you
know all Frank you know or you think you know okay you explain to me why is a
know okay you explain to me why is a
know okay you explain to me why is a woman allowed to love two three eight
woman allowed to love two three eight
woman allowed to love two three eight twelve children but only one man why is
twelve children but only one man why is
twelve children but only one man why is it why is it so in our culture in our
it why is it so in our culture in our
it why is it so in our culture in our religion isn’t that strange
religion isn’t that strange
religion isn’t that strange let me introduce you to my father and
let me introduce you to my father and
let me introduce you to my father and mother this is the start of the
mother this is the start of the
mother this is the start of the documentary I made about them and about
documentary I made about them and about
documentary I made about them and about their divorce and there’s a decision
their divorce and there’s a decision
their divorce and there’s a decision whether or not to see each other again
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mama – yeah so now if start Anita now it
mama – yeah so now if start Anita now it feels better about in vacant equipment
feels better about in vacant equipment
feels better about in vacant equipment also helpful so if you are oh all that
also helpful so if you are oh all that
also helpful so if you are oh all that honey of the hospital name he kept her
honey of the hospital name he kept her
honey of the hospital name he kept her behind after reality and faith service
behind after reality and faith service
behind after reality and faith service yeah and now the FinTech the envelope
yeah and now the FinTech the envelope
yeah and now the FinTech the envelope exceeds the KY k and there who will tell
exceeds the KY k and there who will tell
exceeds the KY k and there who will tell you about
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just yeah then more thing sure thing fun
just yeah then more thing sure thing fun fun
fun
fun my hot mommy that the single bridge of
my hot mommy that the single bridge of
my hot mommy that the single bridge of sugar needles who could let all the air
sugar needles who could let all the air
sugar needles who could let all the air around on a bet let the foundation for
around on a bet let the foundation for
around on a bet let the foundation for over I know dr. Brennan more balcony i
over I know dr. Brennan more balcony i
over I know dr. Brennan more balcony i man just push the doctor shooter yeah
man just push the doctor shooter yeah
man just push the doctor shooter yeah belches Ohio Nukem 3d was here I also
belches Ohio Nukem 3d was here I also
belches Ohio Nukem 3d was here I also picked out attendant guillotine evil
picked out attendant guillotine evil
picked out attendant guillotine evil fulfill design this well you understand
fulfill design this well you understand
fulfill design this well you understand that that blue stuff you know that was
that that blue stuff you know that was
that that blue stuff you know that was my first article she left as I said when
my first article she left as I said when
my first article she left as I said when I was 13 and she left because of her
I was 13 and she left because of her
I was 13 and she left because of her love for another man my father was
love for another man my father was
love for another man my father was called young and he was called John my
called young and he was called John my
called young and he was called John my father was a truck driver who drove
father was a truck driver who drove
father was a truck driver who drove inside Holland and she got another
inside Holland and she got another
inside Holland and she got another enough attention from in him she she was
enough attention from in him she she was
enough attention from in him she she was cold next to him and John it was an
cold next to him and John it was an
cold next to him and John it was an international trucker who never came
international trucker who never came
international trucker who never came home
home
home that’s also quite a difference but but
that’s also quite a difference but but
that’s also quite a difference but but it wasn’t easy for her to leave us I see
it wasn’t easy for her to leave us I see
it wasn’t easy for her to leave us I see that you know since the years have
that you know since the years have
that you know since the years have developed in-into de señor I see that
developed in-into de señor I see that
developed in-into de señor I see that that must have been really a tough
that must have been really a tough
that must have been really a tough decision for her to leave me my sister
decision for her to leave me my sister
decision for her to leave me my sister Desiree and my father because she
Desiree and my father because she
Desiree and my father because she honestly loved us and and she she fought
honestly loved us and and she she fought
honestly loved us and and she she fought to to make a decision she ended up in a
to to make a decision she ended up in a
to to make a decision she ended up in a mental hospital
mental hospital
mental hospital using valium coming back home leaving
using valium coming back home leaving
using valium coming back home leaving again using more of a liam and then in
again using more of a liam and then in
again using more of a liam and then in the end she left and she divorced my
the end she left and she divorced my
the end she left and she divorced my father divorced – of course and it was
father divorced – of course and it was
father divorced – of course and it was then that I wrote my
then that I wrote my
then that I wrote my first official article as a reporter I
first official article as a reporter I
first official article as a reporter I was 14 I wrote a letter to the judge
was 14 I wrote a letter to the judge
was 14 I wrote a letter to the judge together with my sister Desiree and we
together with my sister Desiree and we
together with my sister Desiree and we said we never wanted to see my mother
said we never wanted to see my mother
said we never wanted to see my mother again
again
again never and the judge asked us to come to
never and the judge asked us to come to
never and the judge asked us to come to him personally not in court and he gave
him personally not in court and he gave
him personally not in court and he gave us a bottle of shoku Mel Shoko soft
us a bottle of shoku Mel Shoko soft
us a bottle of shoku Mel Shoko soft drink and he was a it was a smart guy
drink and he was a it was a smart guy
drink and he was a it was a smart guy and he sort of checked if we had written
and he sort of checked if we had written
and he sort of checked if we had written that letter or my father had written
that letter or my father had written
that letter or my father had written that letter and when he found out that
that letter and when he found out that
that letter and when he found out that we had written the letter he he said
we had written the letter he he said
we had written the letter he he said that we could stay with my father and I
that we could stay with my father and I
that we could stay with my father and I didn’t see my mother for 10 long years
didn’t see my mother for 10 long years
didn’t see my mother for 10 long years then really tough years my father
then really tough years my father
then really tough years my father remarried she remarried she got two
remarried she remarried she got two
remarried she remarried she got two beautiful daughters
beautiful daughters
beautiful daughters Francois Z and Polina and my father
Francois Z and Polina and my father
Francois Z and Polina and my father remarried remarried with a woman and she
remarried remarried with a woman and she
remarried remarried with a woman and she gave him a son a half brother of mine
gave him a son a half brother of mine
gave him a son a half brother of mine and of mine and his name was Ben oh and
and of mine and his name was Ben oh and
and of mine and his name was Ben oh and the tragic thing was that Ben now was
the tragic thing was that Ben now was
the tragic thing was that Ben now was killed in a car accident behind our home
killed in a car accident behind our home
killed in a car accident behind our home by one of the cars of my father’s truck
by one of the cars of my father’s truck
by one of the cars of my father’s truck company and his father brother was
company and his father brother was
company and his father brother was driving that car so that gave my
driving that car so that gave my
driving that car so that gave my father’s hate towards my mother and an
father’s hate towards my mother and an
father’s hate towards my mother and an extra shot she had two bright young
extra shot she had two bright young
extra shot she had two bright young daughters and and he had had an extra
daughters and and he had had an extra
daughters and and he had had an extra son but that son got killed and so did
son but that son got killed and so did
son but that son got killed and so did the years developed further Amin and
the years developed further Amin and
the years developed further Amin and further on upon and them and my father’s
further on upon and them and my father’s
further on upon and them and my father’s hate grew and and grew and grew and all
hate grew and and grew and grew and all
hate grew and and grew and grew and all those years I was wondering how do we
those years I was wondering how do we
those years I was wondering how do we end a fight how do we end a struggle how
end a fight how do we end a struggle how
end a fight how do we end a struggle how do we end a war a family war you know I
do we end a war a family war you know I
do we end a war a family war you know I was I was developing as an interviewer
was I was developing as an interviewer
was I was developing as an interviewer as a reporter and and I saw parties had
as a reporter and and I saw parties had
as a reporter and and I saw parties had struggles countries had struggles people
struggles countries had struggles people
struggles countries had struggles people had struggles so how do you cope with it
had struggles so how do you cope with it
had struggles so how do you cope with it how do you do that and how do you start
how do you do that and how do you start
how do you do that and how do you start with it in your personal life and I
with it in your personal life and I
with it in your personal life and I simply couldn’t couldn’t find a way out
simply couldn’t couldn’t find a way out
simply couldn’t couldn’t find a way out and then I got married and that that’s
and then I got married and that that’s
and then I got married and that that’s the best way to find out how struggle
the best way to find out how struggle
the best way to find out how struggle works
works
works yeah yeah it’s really a good way to find
yeah yeah it’s really a good way to find
yeah yeah it’s really a good way to find out because I I noticed that when I
out because I I noticed that when I
out because I I noticed that when I quarreled with linacre them maybe six
quarreled with linacre them maybe six
quarreled with linacre them maybe six out of ten times I thought I was right
out of ten times I thought I was right
out of ten times I thought I was right but she was so that gave me only four of
but she was so that gave me only four of
but she was so that gave me only four of the ten times yeah do that do that women
the ten times yeah do that do that women
the ten times yeah do that do that women are always more right than men because
are always more right than men because
are always more right than men because they have more empathy in them isn’t it
they have more empathy in them isn’t it
they have more empathy in them isn’t it true it is yeah
true it is yeah
true it is yeah so I came to the conclusion if it’s like
so I came to the conclusion if it’s like
so I came to the conclusion if it’s like that in my own marriage if it’s really
that in my own marriage if it’s really
that in my own marriage if it’s really like that in my own marriage how was it
like that in my own marriage how was it
like that in my own marriage how was it in my my fathers and mothers I mean can
in my my fathers and mothers I mean can
in my my fathers and mothers I mean can I keep up this black-and-white picture I
I keep up this black-and-white picture I
I keep up this black-and-white picture I have of them no I can’t
have of them no I can’t
have of them no I can’t I can’t then what should I do and then
I can’t then what should I do and then
I can’t then what should I do and then they say my sister said we have to meet
they say my sister said we have to meet
they say my sister said we have to meet her again we have to ask mom to to come
her again we have to ask mom to to come
her again we have to ask mom to to come to our home and and to see how she is
to our home and and to see how she is
to our home and and to see how she is who she is and I will never forget that
who she is and I will never forget that
who she is and I will never forget that moment she came up the stairs in Hill
moment she came up the stairs in Hill
moment she came up the stairs in Hill home where the flowers grow tulips and
home where the flowers grow tulips and
home where the flowers grow tulips and all that stuff and she entered the room
all that stuff and she entered the room
all that stuff and she entered the room and we put our arms around her and I can
and we put our arms around her and I can
and we put our arms around her and I can tell you one thing there’s nobody nobody
tell you one thing there’s nobody nobody
tell you one thing there’s nobody nobody in the whole wide world who smells like
in the whole wide world who smells like
in the whole wide world who smells like your mother that only takes 1000 of a
your mother that only takes 1000 of a
your mother that only takes 1000 of a second to sense this is the person whom
second to sense this is the person whom
second to sense this is the person whom I have grown out of in the world that’s
I have grown out of in the world that’s
I have grown out of in the world that’s my mother and no matter how how much
my mother and no matter how how much
my mother and no matter how how much hate you you you’ll have in yourself or
hate you you you’ll have in yourself or
hate you you you’ll have in yourself or you have had in yourself that sense that
you have had in yourself that sense that
you have had in yourself that sense that sensation makes you one love it makes
sensation makes you one love it makes
sensation makes you one love it makes you want to be together again
for my father it didn’t change too much
for my father it didn’t change too much it was angry that that we saw my mother
it was angry that that we saw my mother
it was angry that that we saw my mother again and then all of a sudden about 30
again and then all of a sudden about 30
again and then all of a sudden about 30 years later my mother cat got the
years later my mother cat got the
years later my mother cat got the diagnosis Alzheimer there was six or
diagnosis Alzheimer there was six or
diagnosis Alzheimer there was six or seven years back
seven years back
seven years back so I realized that we only had maybe a
so I realized that we only had maybe a
so I realized that we only had maybe a half year of clearness in my mother’s
half year of clearness in my mother’s
half year of clearness in my mother’s head left to see if we could end that
head left to see if we could end that
head left to see if we could end that struggle between my father and mother
struggle between my father and mother
struggle between my father and mother and since I’m a reporter I thought I’m
and since I’m a reporter I thought I’m
and since I’m a reporter I thought I’m gonna interview them I’m gonna ask them
gonna interview them I’m gonna ask them
gonna interview them I’m gonna ask them do you really want to die like this one
do you really want to die like this one
do you really want to die like this one of them of you two will be in a cemetery
of them of you two will be in a cemetery
of them of you two will be in a cemetery and the other one will be at the
and the other one will be at the
and the other one will be at the entrance of the cemetery thinking
entrance of the cemetery thinking
entrance of the cemetery thinking we should have met we should have talked
we should have met we should have talked
we should have met we should have talked do you really want to die like that
do you really want to die like that
do you really want to die like that you know and of course Shakespeare was
you know and of course Shakespeare was
you know and of course Shakespeare was right when he said all is vanity you
right when he said all is vanity you
right when he said all is vanity you know I’m the personification of that I
know I’m the personification of that I
know I’m the personification of that I know it but they are worse so they
know it but they are worse so they
know it but they are worse so they wanted to be interviewed on television
wanted to be interviewed on television
wanted to be interviewed on television and they said yes and there I came with
and they said yes and there I came with
and they said yes and there I came with director he’s Helen Mullins and I
director he’s Helen Mullins and I
director he’s Helen Mullins and I interviewed him for hours and hours my
interviewed him for hours and hours my
interviewed him for hours and hours my father told about the way he tried to
father told about the way he tried to
father told about the way he tried to kill himself my sister and me by putting
kill himself my sister and me by putting
kill himself my sister and me by putting the gas oven open in our house and then
the gas oven open in our house and then
the gas oven open in our house and then one of the neighbors came and said Abe
one of the neighbors came and said Abe
one of the neighbors came and said Abe young you want to drink a beer he put it
young you want to drink a beer he put it
young you want to drink a beer he put it out again he says Frank that’s why
out again he says Frank that’s why
out again he says Frank that’s why you’re sitting here making this
you’re sitting here making this
you’re sitting here making this television documentary normally you
television documentary normally you
television documentary normally you wouldn’t have been here anymore
wouldn’t have been here anymore
wouldn’t have been here anymore me too and then the film ended with his
me too and then the film ended with his
me too and then the film ended with his word I never want to see your mother
word I never want to see your mother
word I never want to see your mother again
again
again I’d rather die and that’s the end of the
I’d rather die and that’s the end of the
I’d rather die and that’s the end of the movie that’s to say all of a sudden you
movie that’s to say all of a sudden you
movie that’s to say all of a sudden you see one short sentence saying just a
see one short sentence saying just a
see one short sentence saying just a week before this documentary was
week before this documentary was
week before this documentary was broadcasted my father a mother met and
broadcasted my father a mother met and
broadcasted my father a mother met and embraced each other because eight days
embraced each other because eight days
embraced each other because eight days before it was broadcasted I thought my
before it was broadcasted I thought my
before it was broadcasted I thought my father I said dad it’s the last time the
father I said dad it’s the last time the
father I said dad it’s the last time the very last time in my life I asked you
very last time in my life I asked you
very last time in my life I asked you are you sure you never want to see mom
are you sure you never want to see mom
are you sure you never want to see mom again
again
again and any side like his side at the
and any side like his side at the
and any side like his side at the beginning of the movie and he said okay
beginning of the movie and he said okay
beginning of the movie and he said okay just one time so we took her to Leigh
just one time so we took her to Leigh
just one time so we took her to Leigh Leigh start you know lately start never
Leigh start you know lately start never
Leigh start you know lately start never go there stay in my strict step it’s
go there stay in my strict step it’s
go there stay in my strict step it’s gray
gray
gray it will stay gray but that one evening a
it will stay gray but that one evening a
it will stay gray but that one evening a Leigh Leigh stud everything was joyous
Leigh Leigh stud everything was joyous
Leigh Leigh stud everything was joyous and shining because my mother came in my
and shining because my mother came in my
and shining because my mother came in my father was standing in the center of the
father was standing in the center of the
father was standing in the center of the room and he said before you say one word
room and he said before you say one word
room and he said before you say one word I want to tell you something
I want to tell you something
I want to tell you something I’ve never been so sad as when you left
I’ve never been so sad as when you left
I’ve never been so sad as when you left and I’m probably never gonna be happy
and I’m probably never gonna be happy
and I’m probably never gonna be happy again
again
again since you’re here and they said in his
since you’re here and they said in his
since you’re here and they said in his room hand-in-hand and they talked about
room hand-in-hand and they talked about
room hand-in-hand and they talked about the 12 magnificent years they had had a
the 12 magnificent years they had had a
the 12 magnificent years they had had a beautiful daughter that guy Frank is
beautiful daughter that guy Frank is
beautiful daughter that guy Frank is also not too bad well pity about those
also not too bad well pity about those
also not too bad well pity about those forty years of course in some little
forty years of course in some little
forty years of course in some little dirt that should be removed and they
dirt that should be removed and they
dirt that should be removed and they continued having a good relation the
continued having a good relation the
continued having a good relation the last two years of my mother’s life okay
last two years of my mother’s life okay
last two years of my mother’s life okay there were some struggles every now and
there were some struggles every now and
there were some struggles every now and then I remember sitting on a table with
then I remember sitting on a table with
then I remember sitting on a table with the four of us and then he made a
the four of us and then he made a
the four of us and then he made a revolver of his hand and he took that to
revolver of his hand and he took that to
revolver of his hand and he took that to my mother’s head and he said you know if
my mother’s head and he said you know if
my mother’s head and he said you know if I had had the money in those days to buy
I had had the money in those days to buy
I had had the money in those days to buy a gun I would have blown the brains out
a gun I would have blown the brains out
a gun I would have blown the brains out of your head and my mother who was
of your head and my mother who was
of your head and my mother who was really very far in this whole Alzheimer
really very far in this whole Alzheimer
really very far in this whole Alzheimer thing she took his his finger very
thing she took his his finger very
thing she took his his finger very softly and she said I understand young I
softly and she said I understand young I
softly and she said I understand young I understand it must have been hard makes
understand it must have been hard makes
understand it must have been hard makes it even nicer that we sit here
so she died two and a half years ago and
so she died two and a half years ago and he was there with the red rose and I
he was there with the red rose and I
he was there with the red rose and I think I have come to the understanding
think I have come to the understanding
think I have come to the understanding that if you want to end a struggle with
that if you want to end a struggle with
that if you want to end a struggle with any person in your life you have to ask
any person in your life you have to ask
any person in your life you have to ask yourself what is my responsibility what
yourself what is my responsibility what
yourself what is my responsibility what I’ve hired what have I done in this
I’ve hired what have I done in this
I’ve hired what have I done in this conflict conflict well what is my part
conflict conflict well what is my part
conflict conflict well what is my part and ever when you try to look at
and ever when you try to look at
and ever when you try to look at yourself and you show it to the other
yourself and you show it to the other
yourself and you show it to the other person the beautiful thing is that the
person the beautiful thing is that the
person the beautiful thing is that the other person will be able to look at him
other person will be able to look at him
other person will be able to look at him or herself too and he’ll she give it
or herself too and he’ll she give it
or herself too and he’ll she give it back to you and maybe there’s a one and
back to you and maybe there’s a one and
back to you and maybe there’s a one and only way out that that that you said
only way out that that that you said
only way out that that that you said this dance that we have danced together
this dance that we have danced together
this dance that we have danced together went in one or another direction also
went in one or another direction also
went in one or another direction also because of me and I wrote down because
because of me and I wrote down because
because of me and I wrote down because I’m a journalist and then sometimes you
I’m a journalist and then sometimes you
I’m a journalist and then sometimes you have to write down being curious
have to write down being curious
have to write down being curious reporters has to be curious being
reporters has to be curious being
reporters has to be curious being curious makes you courageous when you
curious makes you courageous when you
curious makes you courageous when you want to understand the other when you
want to understand the other when you
want to understand the other when you one understand yourself you you can be
one understand yourself you you can be
one understand yourself you you can be more courageous than Trump far more
more courageous than Trump far more
more courageous than Trump far more courageous I don’t know if he’s a good
courageous I don’t know if he’s a good
courageous I don’t know if he’s a good example of somebody who’s looking for
example of somebody who’s looking for
example of somebody who’s looking for his own role in conflicts you know the
his own role in conflicts you know the
his own role in conflicts you know the organization asked me to write down who
organization asked me to write down who
organization asked me to write down who are you how do you want to change the
are you how do you want to change the
are you how do you want to change the world I wrote on that I would like to
world I wrote on that I would like to
world I wrote on that I would like to try and understand far harder how I
try and understand far harder how I
try and understand far harder how I could treat somebody else the way I
could treat somebody else the way I
could treat somebody else the way I would like to be treated myself and that
would like to be treated myself and that
would like to be treated myself and that maybe it could be that I take my own
maybe it could be that I take my own
maybe it could be that I take my own responsibility I wrote
responsibility I wrote
responsibility I wrote the book and the title of the book is
the book and the title of the book is
the book and the title of the book is among Dutch heroes all those famous e
among Dutch heroes all those famous e
among Dutch heroes all those famous e interviewees I met you know politicians
interviewees I met you know politicians
interviewees I met you know politicians authors architects whoever but the real
authors architects whoever but the real
authors architects whoever but the real dutch horror heroes are my father and
dutch horror heroes are my father and
dutch horror heroes are my father and mother because they freed themselves
mother because they freed themselves
mother because they freed themselves from their head and from their
from their head and from their
from their head and from their bitterness in which you marinate your
bitterness in which you marinate your
bitterness in which you marinate your whole life and you become bitter you
whole life and you become bitter you
whole life and you become bitter you become hateful by death and the other
become hateful by death and the other
become hateful by death and the other whom you hate doesn’t feel that you feel
whom you hate doesn’t feel that you feel
whom you hate doesn’t feel that you feel it and they freed themselves from it and
it and they freed themselves from it and
it and they freed themselves from it and I hope that I will find that the same
I hope that I will find that the same
I hope that I will find that the same courage to do that when I’m conflict
courage to do that when I’m conflict
courage to do that when I’m conflict with any other person and of course I
with any other person and of course I
with any other person and of course I sometimes mm and I hope you’ll find it
sometimes mm and I hope you’ll find it
sometimes mm and I hope you’ll find it to be courageous be curious and for
to be courageous be curious and for
to be courageous be curious and for yourself thank you very much
yourself thank you very much
yourself thank you very much [Applause]
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