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Coulda Woulda Shoulda | Robert Fuller | TEDxUNG


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[Applause] shut up we’ve all said it right I could

shut up we’ve all said it right I could

shut up we’ve all said it right I could have done that I could I don’t know I

have done that I could I don’t know I

have done that I could I don’t know I could have done something and I would

could have done something and I would

could have done something and I would have too if only I’d done something else

have too if only I’d done something else

have too if only I’d done something else or headings on something else I don’t

or headings on something else I don’t

or headings on something else I don’t know but I shoulda I should have we’ve

know but I shoulda I should have we’ve

know but I shoulda I should have we’ve all had that thought and I had that

all had that thought and I had that

all had that thought and I had that thought when I was a kid I had a dream

thought when I was a kid I had a dream

thought when I was a kid I had a dream of paddling around Tampa Bay I used to

of paddling around Tampa Bay I used to

of paddling around Tampa Bay I used to carry a canoe paddle around

carry a canoe paddle around

carry a canoe paddle around I still do actually as you see my dream

I still do actually as you see my dream

I still do actually as you see my dream really was to paddle canoe more than any

really was to paddle canoe more than any

really was to paddle canoe more than any reason because I could afford a canoe

reason because I could afford a canoe

reason because I could afford a canoe and I couldn’t afford anything else

and I couldn’t afford anything else

and I couldn’t afford anything else so I dreamed of the canoe when I found

so I dreamed of the canoe when I found

so I dreamed of the canoe when I found out I could get one for 50 bucks and I

out I could get one for 50 bucks and I

out I could get one for 50 bucks and I dreamed that I dreamed and in my

dreamed that I dreamed and in my

dreamed that I dreamed and in my imagination there was a beautiful young

imagination there was a beautiful young

imagination there was a beautiful young girl waiting on a dock and she was going

girl waiting on a dock and she was going

girl waiting on a dock and she was going to fall in love with me when I pulled up

to fall in love with me when I pulled up

to fall in love with me when I pulled up but you know I just never did it it

but you know I just never did it it

but you know I just never did it it never happened life happened war

never happened life happened war

never happened life happened war happened College happened I fell in love

happened College happened I fell in love

happened College happened I fell in love I got married I had children and I never

I got married I had children and I never

I got married I had children and I never got around to following that dream but

got around to following that dream but

got around to following that dream but years later 50 years later in fact I had

years later 50 years later in fact I had

years later 50 years later in fact I had another dream and that dream occurred

another dream and that dream occurred

another dream and that dream occurred right here at the University of North

right here at the University of North

right here at the University of North Georgia and I was doing research and

Georgia and I was doing research and

Georgia and I was doing research and teaching my research involved the rivers

teaching my research involved the rivers

teaching my research involved the rivers of North Georgia’s Chattahoochee River

of North Georgia’s Chattahoochee River

of North Georgia’s Chattahoochee River primarily but also the Etowah it was one

primarily but also the Etowah it was one

primarily but also the Etowah it was one of my favorite rivers and it just so

of my favorite rivers and it just so

of my favorite rivers and it just so happens that the water divided for these

happens that the water divided for these

happens that the water divided for these two rivers occurs here at the ung campus

two rivers occurs here at the ung campus

two rivers occurs here at the ung campus or part of it does so I was intrigued by

or part of it does so I was intrigued by

or part of it does so I was intrigued by that and I began to imagine I could

that and I began to imagine I could

that and I began to imagine I could connect those rivers if I could paddle

connect those rivers if I could paddle

connect those rivers if I could paddle down one and somehow get across the Gulf

down one and somehow get across the Gulf

down one and somehow get across the Gulf that wasn’t clear in my mind but somehow

that wasn’t clear in my mind but somehow

that wasn’t clear in my mind but somehow get down the Gulf and get to the other I

get down the Gulf and get to the other I

get down the Gulf and get to the other I could come back up it and I would have

could come back up it and I would have

could come back up it and I would have connected them that was my dream but

connected them that was my dream but

connected them that was my dream but somehow

somehow

somehow things just got in the way and mundane

things just got in the way and mundane

things just got in the way and mundane things of life happened until one night

things of life happened until one night

things of life happened until one night I got a phone call from I got a phone

I got a phone call from I got a phone

I got a phone call from I got a phone call from the Veterans Administration

call from the Veterans Administration

call from the Veterans Administration and the Veterans Administration doctor

and the Veterans Administration doctor

and the Veterans Administration doctor had a lot of things to say I didn’t

had a lot of things to say I didn’t

had a lot of things to say I didn’t quite get all the words but I heard

quite get all the words but I heard

quite get all the words but I heard words like unusual blood numbers and

words like unusual blood numbers and

words like unusual blood numbers and Agent Orange exposure from Vietnam and

Agent Orange exposure from Vietnam and

Agent Orange exposure from Vietnam and further tests and I sort of quit

further tests and I sort of quit

further tests and I sort of quit listening about their and so as soon as

listening about their and so as soon as

listening about their and so as soon as I got off the phone with this man I got

I got off the phone with this man I got

I got off the phone with this man I got on the internet and I began to research

on the internet and I began to research

on the internet and I began to research some of these terms that researched

some of these terms that researched

some of these terms that researched blood numbers Agent Orange and I kept

blood numbers Agent Orange and I kept

blood numbers Agent Orange and I kept coming up with the same thing exactly

coming up with the same thing exactly

coming up with the same thing exactly the same thing and that was chronic

the same thing and that was chronic

the same thing and that was chronic lymphocytic leukemia and that was kind

lymphocytic leukemia and that was kind

lymphocytic leukemia and that was kind of upsetting I I went through a day or

of upsetting I I went through a day or

of upsetting I I went through a day or so of being kind of scared and kind of

so of being kind of scared and kind of

so of being kind of scared and kind of upset but then I turned those lemons

upset but then I turned those lemons

upset but then I turned those lemons into lemonade and I began to plan this

into lemonade and I began to plan this

into lemonade and I began to plan this trip I wrecked the the dream I had was

trip I wrecked the the dream I had was

trip I wrecked the the dream I had was of gently coasting down the river not

of gently coasting down the river not

of gently coasting down the river not working too much maybe not even picking

working too much maybe not even picking

working too much maybe not even picking up the paddle I was just gonna glide

up the paddle I was just gonna glide

up the paddle I was just gonna glide okay and by the time I got in for the

okay and by the time I got in for the

okay and by the time I got in for the additional tests I already had pretty

additional tests I already had pretty

additional tests I already had pretty well processed all this I was no longer

well processed all this I was no longer

well processed all this I was no longer frightened and the doctor told me what

frightened and the doctor told me what

frightened and the doctor told me what was going on told me I’d be okay for a

was going on told me I’d be okay for a

was going on told me I’d be okay for a while chemo was out there in the future

while chemo was out there in the future

while chemo was out there in the future so I took that information and I began

so I took that information and I began

so I took that information and I began to plan this trip and the trip really

to plan this trip and the trip really

to plan this trip and the trip really when I began to map it I realized it

when I began to map it I realized it

when I began to map it I realized it wasn’t quite what I thought it was it

wasn’t quite what I thought it was it

wasn’t quite what I thought it was it involved 550 miles going down one river

involved 550 miles going down one river

involved 550 miles going down one river system 200 miles along the Gulf still

system 200 miles along the Gulf still

system 200 miles along the Gulf still wouldn’t sure how that was gonna work

wouldn’t sure how that was gonna work

wouldn’t sure how that was gonna work but I figured I’d deal with that other

but I figured I’d deal with that other

but I figured I’d deal with that other people of paddled along the Gulf so

people of paddled along the Gulf so

people of paddled along the Gulf so surely I could and then come up River

surely I could and then come up River

surely I could and then come up River how hard could that be

how hard could that be

how hard could that be it’s only 760 miles as it turned out and

it’s only 760 miles as it turned out and

it’s only 760 miles as it turned out and yeah other people have done it people

yeah other people have done it people

yeah other people have done it people almost my age so that was the plan

almost my age so that was the plan

almost my age so that was the plan and like any academic I thought I could

and like any academic I thought I could

and like any academic I thought I could turn this

turn this

turn this to a sabbatical you know yeah you know

to a sabbatical you know yeah you know

to a sabbatical you know yeah you know that’s one of those uniquely academic

that’s one of those uniquely academic

that’s one of those uniquely academic institutions where we get a year off or

institutions where we get a year off or

institutions where we get a year off or a semester off sometimes with the pay

a semester off sometimes with the pay

a semester off sometimes with the pay sometimes with not I parlayed it into a

sometimes with not I parlayed it into a

sometimes with not I parlayed it into a year with pay it just took a little

year with pay it just took a little

year with pay it just took a little doing and I took my plan to the

doing and I took my plan to the

doing and I took my plan to the University and talked to the

University and talked to the

University and talked to the administration put my case told them how

administration put my case told them how

administration put my case told them how wonderful this would be for the

wonderful this would be for the

wonderful this would be for the university and I probably didn’t mention

university and I probably didn’t mention

university and I probably didn’t mention the fun I was gonna have but I made it

the fun I was gonna have but I made it

the fun I was gonna have but I made it sound to them like this was going to be

sound to them like this was going to be

sound to them like this was going to be the greatest thing that ever happened to

the greatest thing that ever happened to

the greatest thing that ever happened to the university I would write papers that

the university I would write papers that

the university I would write papers that would give talks I would bring praise

would give talks I would bring praise

would give talks I would bring praise upon the university and if I wasn’t here

upon the university and if I wasn’t here

upon the university and if I wasn’t here I wouldn’t be embarrassing them like I

I wouldn’t be embarrassing them like I

I wouldn’t be embarrassing them like I occasionally do so they actually thought

occasionally do so they actually thought

occasionally do so they actually thought is a pretty good idea I did beg a little

is a pretty good idea I did beg a little

is a pretty good idea I did beg a little perhaps but they gave me approval and I

perhaps but they gave me approval and I

perhaps but they gave me approval and I began to really plan the trip an artist

began to really plan the trip an artist

began to really plan the trip an artist the scientific part of the trip the part

the scientific part of the trip the part

the scientific part of the trip the part that I sold the administration on was a

that I sold the administration on was a

that I sold the administration on was a lagrangian sampling scheme that is I was

lagrangian sampling scheme that is I was

lagrangian sampling scheme that is I was going to follow a slug of water from the

going to follow a slug of water from the

going to follow a slug of water from the headwaters all the way down to the Gulf

headwaters all the way down to the Gulf

headwaters all the way down to the Gulf down the Chattahoochee River to the

down the Chattahoochee River to the

down the Chattahoochee River to the Florida line and then on into the

Florida line and then on into the

Florida line and then on into the Apalachicola River to Apalachicola Bay

Apalachicola River to Apalachicola Bay

Apalachicola River to Apalachicola Bay and it was it was really something that

and it was it was really something that

and it was it was really something that could only be done out of a canoe the

could only be done out of a canoe the

could only be done out of a canoe the state of that of course I planned it

state of that of course I planned it

state of that of course I planned it that way so I’d have to paddle my canoe

that way so I’d have to paddle my canoe

that way so I’d have to paddle my canoe after all it was really about having a

after all it was really about having a

after all it was really about having a good time right and convinced the boss

good time right and convinced the boss

good time right and convinced the boss that I was working so I planned this

that I was working so I planned this

that I was working so I planned this part out I got some instruments from the

part out I got some instruments from the

part out I got some instruments from the state of Georgia a lot of equipment

state of Georgia a lot of equipment

state of Georgia a lot of equipment bought a lot of freeze-dried food I

bought a lot of freeze-dried food I

bought a lot of freeze-dried food I still wouldn’t sure how I was gonna get

still wouldn’t sure how I was gonna get

still wouldn’t sure how I was gonna get along the coast but I figured I deal

along the coast but I figured I deal

along the coast but I figured I deal with that when I got there I did buy a

with that when I got there I did buy a

with that when I got there I did buy a sail rig for the canoe and I practiced

sail rig for the canoe and I practiced

sail rig for the canoe and I practiced with it a little bit turns out that’s

with it a little bit turns out that’s

with it a little bit turns out that’s kind of neat as long as you have

kind of neat as long as you have

kind of neat as long as you have outriggers and then once I got the

outriggers and then once I got the

outriggers and then once I got the mobile bay a turn upriver and come back

mobile bay a turn upriver and come back

mobile bay a turn upriver and come back up the Mobile Alabama fukusa and Etowah

up the Mobile Alabama fukusa and Etowah

up the Mobile Alabama fukusa and Etowah rivers back to Dahlonega back to the

rivers back to Dahlonega back to the

rivers back to Dahlonega back to the North Georgia campus

North Georgia campus

North Georgia campus so that was the plan on September 22nd

so that was the plan on September 22nd

so that was the plan on September 22nd 2012 I put the plan into action my wife

2012 I put the plan into action my wife

2012 I put the plan into action my wife Kathy and several friends went with me

Kathy and several friends went with me

Kathy and several friends went with me we went up to the base of Brasstown Bald

we went up to the base of Brasstown Bald

we went up to the base of Brasstown Bald walked over the divide where the

walked over the divide where the

walked over the divide where the Appalachian Trail runs and then down the

Appalachian Trail runs and then down the

Appalachian Trail runs and then down the hill to the spring that is the source of

hill to the spring that is the source of

hill to the spring that is the source of the Chattahoochee River and Here I am at

the Chattahoochee River and Here I am at

the Chattahoochee River and Here I am at that spring there’s a common watering

that spring there’s a common watering

that spring there’s a common watering source for through hikers on the

source for through hikers on the

source for through hikers on the Appalachian Trail

Appalachian Trail

Appalachian Trail it’s very careful to take my water

it’s very careful to take my water

it’s very careful to take my water samples and then put a small amount of

samples and then put a small amount of

samples and then put a small amount of dye that’s approved by federal and state

dye that’s approved by federal and state

dye that’s approved by federal and state governments for this very purpose it’s

governments for this very purpose it’s

governments for this very purpose it’s non-toxic in the quantities I used and

non-toxic in the quantities I used and

non-toxic in the quantities I used and it disappears very quickly you have to

it disappears very quickly you have to

it disappears very quickly you have to detect it with instruments and I had

detect it with instruments and I had

detect it with instruments and I had that instrument from the state of

that instrument from the state of

that instrument from the state of Georgia the other folks went back by car

Georgia the other folks went back by car

Georgia the other folks went back by car and I went on foot down through the

and I went on foot down through the

and I went on foot down through the woods and down the Helen Cathy supported

woods and down the Helen Cathy supported

woods and down the Helen Cathy supported me met me with equipment and we got

me met me with equipment and we got

me met me with equipment and we got through Helen and then I put my canoe in

through Helen and then I put my canoe in

through Helen and then I put my canoe in the water the canoe was loaded with

the water the canoe was loaded with

the water the canoe was loaded with about 350 pounds of gear and you see

about 350 pounds of gear and you see

about 350 pounds of gear and you see some of it out here on the on the rock I

some of it out here on the on the rock I

some of it out here on the on the rock I very quickly fell into this routine of

very quickly fell into this routine of

very quickly fell into this routine of testing the water and a pedal and down

testing the water and a pedal and down

testing the water and a pedal and down river and then I’d stop and I’d wait on

river and then I’d stop and I’d wait on

river and then I’d stop and I’d wait on the die to come and when the die arrived

the die to come and when the die arrived

the die to come and when the die arrived cording to the instruments I test the

cording to the instruments I test the

cording to the instruments I test the water again jump in the boat paddle

water again jump in the boat paddle

water again jump in the boat paddle paddle paddle head on down the river

paddle paddle head on down the river

paddle paddle head on down the river catch the die again it worked pretty

catch the die again it worked pretty

catch the die again it worked pretty well at night it turned out I had to

well at night it turned out I had to

well at night it turned out I had to stay up pretty much all night I’d sleep

stay up pretty much all night I’d sleep

stay up pretty much all night I’d sleep for 30 minutes my internal alarm would

for 30 minutes my internal alarm would

for 30 minutes my internal alarm would go off I’d get up and go test for died

go off I’d get up and go test for died

go off I’d get up and go test for died down at the river when it arrived which

down at the river when it arrived which

down at the river when it arrived which I don’t know why I didn’t plan better

I don’t know why I didn’t plan better

I don’t know why I didn’t plan better but it almost always seemed to be at

but it almost always seemed to be at

but it almost always seemed to be at 2:00 or 3:00 in the morning and then

2:00 or 3:00 in the morning and then

2:00 or 3:00 in the morning and then that sample and now to get a couple more

that sample and now to get a couple more

that sample and now to get a couple more hours sleep blowed it all up head on

hours sleep blowed it all up head on

hours sleep blowed it all up head on down the river came a good routine I did

down the river came a good routine I did

down the river came a good routine I did catch up on sleep when I get to a

catch up on sleep when I get to a

catch up on sleep when I get to a reservoir because I couldn’t really test

reservoir because I couldn’t really test

reservoir because I couldn’t really test there I’d reintroduce the dye below the

there I’d reintroduce the dye below the

there I’d reintroduce the dye below the reservoir eventually we got some good

reservoir eventually we got some good

reservoir eventually we got some good results I presented these results at

results I presented these results at

results I presented these results at conferences I’ve written the papers that

conferences I’ve written the papers that

conferences I’ve written the papers that I promised University I would write that

I promised University I would write that

I promised University I would write that made them happy and it was okay with me

made them happy and it was okay with me

made them happy and it was okay with me the data are out there it’s done a

the data are out there it’s done a

the data are out there it’s done a little good for some people it really

little good for some people it really

little good for some people it really could

could

could firmed what we thought we knew but

firmed what we thought we knew but

firmed what we thought we knew but science is like that you don’t just

science is like that you don’t just

science is like that you don’t just assume that you know what you think you

assume that you know what you think you

assume that you know what you think you know you go test you gather data that’s

know you go test you gather data that’s

know you go test you gather data that’s what science is all about for me the

what science is all about for me the

what science is all about for me the trip was more about the beauty about

trip was more about the beauty about

trip was more about the beauty about enjoying what I was going to see along

enjoying what I was going to see along

enjoying what I was going to see along the way meeting interesting people this

the way meeting interesting people this

the way meeting interesting people this is Neptune I swear to you I came around

is Neptune I swear to you I came around

is Neptune I swear to you I came around a bend in the river and here’s this

a bend in the river and here’s this

a bend in the river and here’s this stump and it looked just to me like

stump and it looked just to me like

stump and it looked just to me like Neptune saying go this way so I went

Neptune saying go this way so I went

Neptune saying go this way so I went that way

that way

that way he was pointing the right way I did

he was pointing the right way I did

he was pointing the right way I did paddle a little bit at night I was

paddle a little bit at night I was

paddle a little bit at night I was frightening the first time but it’s

frightening the first time but it’s

frightening the first time but it’s certainly beautiful little sliver of a

certainly beautiful little sliver of a

certainly beautiful little sliver of a moon there quite peaceful not many

moon there quite peaceful not many

moon there quite peaceful not many people out there I went through a lock I

people out there I went through a lock I

people out there I went through a lock I went through several locks corps of

went through several locks corps of

went through several locks corps of engineers was still operating them

engineers was still operating them

engineers was still operating them nothing quite as intimidating as being

nothing quite as intimidating as being

nothing quite as intimidating as being in this cavern intended for barges and

in this cavern intended for barges and

in this cavern intended for barges and tugboats he needed BD canoe and and

tugboats he needed BD canoe and and

tugboats he needed BD canoe and and feeling kind of out of place and the

feeling kind of out of place and the

feeling kind of out of place and the lock operator was standing up there

lock operator was standing up there

lock operator was standing up there saying you okay down there it was kind

saying you okay down there it was kind

saying you okay down there it was kind of fun actually and it beat walking

of fun actually and it beat walking

of fun actually and it beat walking eventually I made it to Apple ice-cold

eventually I made it to Apple ice-cold

eventually I made it to Apple ice-cold Bay Cathy met me there we had a

Bay Cathy met me there we had a

Bay Cathy met me there we had a three-day respite and then she took all

three-day respite and then she took all

three-day respite and then she took all the scientific gear and I just sort of

the scientific gear and I just sort of

the scientific gear and I just sort of checked in with the administration from

checked in with the administration from

checked in with the administration from time to time and said yep it’s still

time to time and said yep it’s still

time to time and said yep it’s still working out here and I started trying to

working out here and I started trying to

working out here and I started trying to figure out how to get down the Gulf

figure out how to get down the Gulf

figure out how to get down the Gulf Coast

Coast

Coast I had the sail rig so I wanted to be

I had the sail rig so I wanted to be

I had the sail rig so I wanted to be outside where I’d get some good wind but

outside where I’d get some good wind but

outside where I’d get some good wind but I really didn’t know where I’d sleep I

I really didn’t know where I’d sleep I

I really didn’t know where I’d sleep I thought hey it’s all developed right and

thought hey it’s all developed right and

thought hey it’s all developed right and where am I gonna sleep it turned out

where am I gonna sleep it turned out

where am I gonna sleep it turned out there were lots of camp sites I wouldn’t

there were lots of camp sites I wouldn’t

there were lots of camp sites I wouldn’t have imagined these are places you just

have imagined these are places you just

have imagined these are places you just don’t see in a car little islands here

don’t see in a car little islands here

don’t see in a car little islands here an Air Force Base there whoops did I say

an Air Force Base there whoops did I say

an Air Force Base there whoops did I say I kept on an Air Force Base state parks

I kept on an Air Force Base state parks

I kept on an Air Force Base state parks I did get permits to stay in the state

I did get permits to stay in the state

I did get permits to stay in the state parks and eventually I got on down where

parks and eventually I got on down where

parks and eventually I got on down where I was off shore one day and a pod of

I was off shore one day and a pod of

I was off shore one day and a pod of dolphins came along and this is quite a

dolphins came along and this is quite a

dolphins came along and this is quite a pod of dolphins it was like a bunch of

pod of dolphins it was like a bunch of

pod of dolphins it was like a bunch of teenage boys they were rolling closer

teenage boys they were rolling closer

teenage boys they were rolling closer and closer to the boat you know and they

and closer to the boat you know and they

and closer to the boat you know and they were like daring each other and finally

were like daring each other and finally

were like daring each other and finally this one dolphin he comes up and he

this one dolphin he comes up and he

this one dolphin he comes up and he slaps the bow

slaps the bow

slaps the bow my canoe with his tail and now I don’t

my canoe with his tail and now I don’t

my canoe with his tail and now I don’t speak too often but I know what went on

speak too often but I know what went on

speak too often but I know what went on is that guy just before he did it he

is that guy just before he did it he

is that guy just before he did it he said hey y’all watch this and then boom

said hey y’all watch this and then boom

said hey y’all watch this and then boom they took off okay

they took off okay

they took off okay it was a magical moment eventually I did

it was a magical moment eventually I did

it was a magical moment eventually I did reach booby land turn north heading

reach booby land turn north heading

reach booby land turn north heading upriver and they got into the Mobile

upriver and they got into the Mobile

upriver and they got into the Mobile River

River

River I began to realize hey this is actually

I began to realize hey this is actually

I began to realize hey this is actually hard the currents go in the other way

hard the currents go in the other way

hard the currents go in the other way who knew and I developed some technique

who knew and I developed some technique

who knew and I developed some technique you stayed the inside of the bends you

you stayed the inside of the bends you

you stayed the inside of the bends you stay behind rocks and stumps call those

stay behind rocks and stumps call those

stay behind rocks and stumps call those Eddie’s and then there were dams I would

Eddie’s and then there were dams I would

Eddie’s and then there were dams I would come to these dams and now I’m going

come to these dams and now I’m going

come to these dams and now I’m going upstream so the dam important Jews were

upstream so the dam important Jews were

upstream so the dam important Jews were uphill rather than downhill most of them

uphill rather than downhill most of them

uphill rather than downhill most of them were mercifully short maybe a quarter of

were mercifully short maybe a quarter of

were mercifully short maybe a quarter of a mile or so a few like this one were in

a mile or so a few like this one were in

a mile or so a few like this one were in the woods this was two and a half miles

the woods this was two and a half miles

the woods this was two and a half miles as I recall on sandy trails and over

as I recall on sandy trails and over

as I recall on sandy trails and over rough terrain but I turned it into

rough terrain but I turned it into

rough terrain but I turned it into lemonade again I would take a break lay

lemonade again I would take a break lay

lemonade again I would take a break lay out in the in the leaves in the sunshine

out in the in the leaves in the sunshine

out in the in the leaves in the sunshine I think it was November or December by

I think it was November or December by

I think it was November or December by the time I was here so that sunshine was

the time I was here so that sunshine was

the time I was here so that sunshine was nice I did have to carry from time to

nice I did have to carry from time to

nice I did have to carry from time to time I would normally take me six

time I would normally take me six

time I would normally take me six carries occasionally seven depending on

carries occasionally seven depending on

carries occasionally seven depending on how much stuff I had with me I carry the

how much stuff I had with me I carry the

how much stuff I had with me I carry the boat and a little bit of stuff on my

boat and a little bit of stuff on my

boat and a little bit of stuff on my back and then come back for another load

back and then come back for another load

back and then come back for another load but I don’t think I ever carried more

but I don’t think I ever carried more

but I don’t think I ever carried more than a quarter of miles that wasn’t too

than a quarter of miles that wasn’t too

than a quarter of miles that wasn’t too bad good exercise I had great campsites

bad good exercise I had great campsites

bad good exercise I had great campsites the campsites were as much as I could on

the campsites were as much as I could on

the campsites were as much as I could on public property I didn’t want to intrude

public property I didn’t want to intrude

public property I didn’t want to intrude on people when I did have to camp on

on people when I did have to camp on

on people when I did have to camp on private property I either got permission

private property I either got permission

private property I either got permission or if I couldn’t find an owner I just

or if I couldn’t find an owner I just

or if I couldn’t find an owner I just made sure I wasn’t around any no

made sure I wasn’t around any no

made sure I wasn’t around any no trespassing signs and not around

trespassing signs and not around

trespassing signs and not around anyone’s house I didn’t want someone

anyone’s house I didn’t want someone

anyone’s house I didn’t want someone looking out the window saying hey what’s

looking out the window saying hey what’s

looking out the window saying hey what’s that old man doing out there you know

that old man doing out there you know

that old man doing out there you know and I always cleaned up I practiced No

and I always cleaned up I practiced No

and I always cleaned up I practiced No Trace camping and I look for any trash

Trace camping and I look for any trash

Trace camping and I look for any trash that was already there and I pick it up

that was already there and I pick it up

that was already there and I pick it up that makes me feel good it’s very

that makes me feel good it’s very

that makes me feel good it’s very selfish act picking up trash eventually

selfish act picking up trash eventually

selfish act picking up trash eventually I got on up near the headwaters I’ve

I got on up near the headwaters I’ve

I got on up near the headwaters I’ve been told I couldn’t do this my friends

been told I couldn’t do this my friends

been told I couldn’t do this my friends who were paddlers said you know the last

who were paddlers said you know the last

who were paddlers said you know the last 3040 miles you’re not making that it’s

3040 miles you’re not making that it’s

3040 miles you’re not making that it’s too steep the car

too steep the car

too steep the car is too fast too many Rapids waterfalls

is too fast too many Rapids waterfalls

is too fast too many Rapids waterfalls settle wah Falls is a feet high you just

settle wah Falls is a feet high you just

settle wah Falls is a feet high you just can’t do it they didn’t know I bought

can’t do it they didn’t know I bought

can’t do it they didn’t know I bought these boots okay

these boots okay

these boots okay and my plan was get out of the boat and

and my plan was get out of the boat and

and my plan was get out of the boat and wait and drag it how hard could it be

wait and drag it how hard could it be

wait and drag it how hard could it be you know it’s only be out of the boat 15

you know it’s only be out of the boat 15

you know it’s only be out of the boat 15 20 minutes they don’t get back in paddle

20 minutes they don’t get back in paddle

20 minutes they don’t get back in paddle paddle paddle and sighs out of the boat

paddle paddle and sighs out of the boat

paddle paddle and sighs out of the boat more than half the day the last two days

more than half the day the last two days

more than half the day the last two days my feet would go numb

my feet would go numb

my feet would go numb then my legs would go numb let’s start

then my legs would go numb let’s start

then my legs would go numb let’s start watching my feet to make sure I didn’t

watching my feet to make sure I didn’t

watching my feet to make sure I didn’t stick them in a hole and break my leg

stick them in a hole and break my leg

stick them in a hole and break my leg because I figured I’d never feel that

because I figured I’d never feel that

because I figured I’d never feel that coming but I did I was careful

coming but I did I was careful

coming but I did I was careful I look for Eska one good friend of mine

I look for Eska one good friend of mine

I look for Eska one good friend of mine Richard Grove came along and he would

Richard Grove came along and he would

Richard Grove came along and he would get upriver of where I was gonna be that

get upriver of where I was gonna be that

get upriver of where I was gonna be that day and he’d cut trees out of the river

day and he’d cut trees out of the river

day and he’d cut trees out of the river great friend good guy so I made it I was

great friend good guy so I made it I was

great friend good guy so I made it I was so close to my goal

so close to my goal

so close to my goal I was focused on my goal I just kept

I was focused on my goal I just kept

I was focused on my goal I just kept going kept plugging away

going kept plugging away

going kept plugging away despite of the discomfort and the pain

despite of the discomfort and the pain

despite of the discomfort and the pain and then on February 14 2013 I swear to

and then on February 14 2013 I swear to

and then on February 14 2013 I swear to you I got a Valentine’s kiss I came

you I got a Valentine’s kiss I came

you I got a Valentine’s kiss I came around a bend and there were my friends

around a bend and there were my friends

around a bend and there were my friends my wife my daughter and her wife had

my wife my daughter and her wife had

my wife my daughter and her wife had come over from Alabama a lot of friends

come over from Alabama a lot of friends

come over from Alabama a lot of friends had gathered and it was an incredibly

had gathered and it was an incredibly

had gathered and it was an incredibly emotional finish to the trip I still

emotional finish to the trip I still

emotional finish to the trip I still remember it I still get goose bumps

remember it I still get goose bumps

remember it I still get goose bumps thinking about it like I do thinking

thinking about it like I do thinking

thinking about it like I do thinking about walking across the Edmund Pettus

about walking across the Edmund Pettus

about walking across the Edmund Pettus Bridge into Selma Alabama Selma Alabama

Bridge into Selma Alabama Selma Alabama

Bridge into Selma Alabama Selma Alabama a lot of good memories from the trip so

a lot of good memories from the trip so

a lot of good memories from the trip so I guess I would kind of wrap it up here

I guess I would kind of wrap it up here

I guess I would kind of wrap it up here by by addressing what what does it all

by by addressing what what does it all

by by addressing what what does it all mean what did this trip mean to me I did

mean what did this trip mean to me I did

mean what did this trip mean to me I did a lot of thinking I thought about how I

a lot of thinking I thought about how I

a lot of thinking I thought about how I lived my life up to this point I thought

lived my life up to this point I thought

lived my life up to this point I thought about what I was gonna do with the rest

about what I was gonna do with the rest

about what I was gonna do with the rest of my life and I will say one of my

of my life and I will say one of my

of my life and I will say one of my great successes in the trip is I’m

great successes in the trip is I’m

great successes in the trip is I’m living my life that way now and I

living my life that way now and I

living my life that way now and I thought some of the big thoughts Who am

thought some of the big thoughts Who am

thought some of the big thoughts Who am I why am I here yeah I never figured

I why am I here yeah I never figured

I why am I here yeah I never figured that out but at least I thought about it

that out but at least I thought about it

that out but at least I thought about it I have some ideas but how do you really

I have some ideas but how do you really

I have some ideas but how do you really answer that question so those are the

answer that question so those are the

answer that question so those are the questions that I faced and and I

questions that I faced and and I

questions that I faced and and I actually looked back to that Kudo

actually looked back to that Kudo

actually looked back to that Kudo idea that had disappointed me so much

idea that had disappointed me so much

idea that had disappointed me so much you know hon you know what I coulda and

you know hon you know what I coulda and

you know hon you know what I coulda and I woulda and I actually did so my

I woulda and I actually did so my

I woulda and I actually did so my question to you is what dream do you

question to you is what dream do you

question to you is what dream do you have what’s been back there what’s your

have what’s been back there what’s your

have what’s been back there what’s your canoe trip

canoe trip

canoe trip what’s your Appalachian Trail hike you

what’s your Appalachian Trail hike you

what’s your Appalachian Trail hike you dream of writing a book how about

dream of writing a book how about

dream of writing a book how about keeping a set of Diaries and then giving

keeping a set of Diaries and then giving

keeping a set of Diaries and then giving them to your children or not maybe

them to your children or not maybe

them to your children or not maybe you’ll just burn them I don’t know you

you’ll just burn them I don’t know you

you’ll just burn them I don’t know you know maybe go get another college degree

know maybe go get another college degree

know maybe go get another college degree or get that first college degree you

or get that first college degree you

or get that first college degree you have a dream you know you do that’s the

have a dream you know you do that’s the

have a dream you know you do that’s the thing that comes up when you’re stuck in

thing that comes up when you’re stuck in

thing that comes up when you’re stuck in traffic or you’re stuck in a boring

traffic or you’re stuck in a boring

traffic or you’re stuck in a boring meeting we all have those so what would

meeting we all have those so what would

meeting we all have those so what would it take for you to do that is it really

it take for you to do that is it really

it take for you to do that is it really important is that dream important this

important is that dream important this

important is that dream important this dream was tremendously important to me

dream was tremendously important to me

dream was tremendously important to me Martin Seligman said that one of the

Martin Seligman said that one of the

Martin Seligman said that one of the great satisfactions of life is being

great satisfactions of life is being

great satisfactions of life is being involved in a big project something

involved in a big project something

involved in a big project something bigger than yourself being in flow as he

bigger than yourself being in flow as he

bigger than yourself being in flow as he called it and then achieving something

called it and then achieving something

called it and then achieving something apart from what the something is that

apart from what the something is that

apart from what the something is that achievement itself is tremendously

achievement itself is tremendously

achievement itself is tremendously rewarding to the psyche and you know

rewarding to the psyche and you know

rewarding to the psyche and you know that you’ve had those achievements so

that you’ve had those achievements so

that you’ve had those achievements so this dream you have what would it take

this dream you have what would it take

this dream you have what would it take is it gonna take a midnight call from

is it gonna take a midnight call from

is it gonna take a midnight call from your doctor is that what it’s gonna take

your doctor is that what it’s gonna take

your doctor is that what it’s gonna take or maybe she just do it what do you

or maybe she just do it what do you

or maybe she just do it what do you think should you you know the answer you

think should you you know the answer you

think should you you know the answer you know thank you

know thank you

know thank you [Applause]

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