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Con cada brazada derribando muros | Mariel Hawley | TEDxUniversidadPanamericana


the days to go out to train I was

bathing I finished bathing in the place

in which I train every day and I left

my bathing suit hanging on the hook

the shower just to start me

approach and dress and do my

activities every day and in a

given moment he heard a scream out there

who says who is this swimsuit

and someone answers mariel and before

it can be said is mine here I am

that same person screams and who is that and

they answer him that nothing much

effectively the swimsuit was my

blue swimsuit

my favorite is that he knows me he knows

Storms have lived with me that

nothing much is I say nothing much has

an origin has a deep history

my name is Maria today I share with

you what my life has meant in

the water because at that time

reflecting on zoila who swam

a lot

that’s how he has only won a lot and I remember

that instant in which he had nine

hours and a half

swimming in the channel of the spot had

started mined at 8 45 in the morning

I was only two minutes away from

I will hear a whistle from the

vessel that indicated that it should

stop and float drink

moisturizer that I took every half hour and

however, every stroke hurt me and I

Weighed more than the previous one had a lot

cold the water was at 16 degrees

centigrade the last three or four

hours the wind had increased every

once I turned my head to breathe

I swallowed water every time it turned to me

head to breathe swallow water

it hurts the mouth of my stomach hurt me

the throat the tongue had so

swollen by the salt that I did not fit in

mouth and in that he heard the whistle of

the ship

which indicates that I must stop and in my

mind is that phrase by phrase that is not

hold it and shouted it and I can not anymore

I can not anymore I can not be here I have

very cold I can not continue

when I realize that from my mouth

came out this sentence resolved crying full

of courage and impotence york of pain or

of frustration

I cry because I’m realizing that

I’m giving up and throwing the

I drink a bottle that contained

warm drink that had to be taken

floating in the water and I take it like that with

Both hands as if to hold me

that bottle doing a double effort

I take the content of that of that

bottle that content that supposedly

would give me the gas to continue

ahead

I have nausea, I can not, I can not pass

liquid at the same time is warm is

warming up

I drink the drink that contains the

bottle and decided that I’m going to swim

half an hour more I do not know what happens after

that half hour because from the moment

from the point where I am

I do not see land I’ve been nine and a half hours

swimming and I do not know how much time I’m missing

to come but at least I will try

half an hour more in that half hour

I remember the first time I heard

over the channel of the spot

that story that my grandfather told me

my grandfather’s life or without him he told me

ariel I crossed the channel of the spot

many years ago and when I was in the

vessel that was taking me from

england to france

my eyes did not stop seeing the coast

english

my grandfather osteen was a soldier in

First World War

he knew the meaning that the

land that was in front of him in front of

his eyes

he knew that if he saw the coast again

english

because he returned victorious because

I survived that war is the war that

he had four years in the trench that

probably celebrated this Christmas

four years every day he promised that

every hour was a blessing that every hour

I was alive to move on and then

I decide at that moment that I do not know how much

time but I do not know how much time I’m missing

to come but I’m going to keep swimming the

number of half hours that are

necessary to leave the other to

walk out and so I do after

14 hours 33 minutes and save from water

walking in a short time

a year later I’m trying to make a

crossing in the catalina canal and

three in the morning again that

ask in my mind what are you doing here what

meaning has what you’re doing

I’m swimming in the darkest night that

I saw that it has touched me in all my life

where all I see is a lighthouse

green that is put on the test the

guide boat that is accompanying me

and again I wonder what are you doing here

and I remember the moment he does not

many years in which I had a baby

newborn and a one-year-old baby and

medium and life drowned me

I felt that life was

escaping with two babies crying where

that professional woman was left

where my preparation had been where

Everything that I fought for had remained

to make a woman free to do

a determined woman who could take

the decisions I wanted to make in the

life and what happened if he’s going to give every day

I was drowning and then I remembered in

that instant

mariel you’re finding here in the middle

at night on the catalina channel that

space is for you so that you enjoy it

that space that a few years ago with

two babies

you decided that you had to strengthen yourself and

I had to find yourself again

not to strengthen yourself more

but to be able to strengthen these two beings

and give them all the love and all the love and

if there is a preparation and a path

very long after it but you decided

this life being a mother

give is love to these people and that

I do the same in the catalina channel

enjoying that space that I

I found 11 hours 27 minutes

I take a swim from the island catalina to the

coast of california and when I left the

Water

Midmorning reflection around this

moment and I realized that the essential

of life is not seen with the eyes with the

heart and today I would give anything for

recover five minutes of that space

in that time when I felt that I

drowned with two babies so today

hold on as hard as you can the

moment that you are living because no

come back , life goes by fast and

still today feels a chill very

deep chill when remembering the phrase

that the doctor told my husband

you have a cancer tumor in the brain

when I heard this phrase it was for me

an order as if the doctor told me and

you

get ready for a war and just like my

Grandpa prepared to spend four years

in the trench

so I prepared myself to contribute to my

dad to strengthen my family for

be a shoulder with husband to hold

to my children in that war in which

we won many battles but that at

final we lost her holding hands

we accompanied my husband in his last

breathe so that he could today have

a star

up there that bears his name but

here we lost the war and in that

sadness in that desolation in that in that

moment of terrible suffering

a road appears in front of me

that was called the Strait of Gibraltar and

Lalo told me and I

we swam the gibraltar strait together

with my daughter Andrea from the boat

guide taking care of his brother and his mother

to honor the memory of my husband

because with every stroke we were giving

in the Gibraltar Strait and we’re going

demolishing that sadness the pain that we

had left the departure of a very

dear husband and his father after

four hours with 23 minutes we left the

water in a fathom in an infinite hug

together with two friends who spoke with

us and that hug meant in my

life that life goes on and that life

follow and what is relevant about this trip

what is called life is with whom

you share and nevertheless life follow the

Life goes on in some way after

a war comes that process the power

to know what will happen

that the world somehow

it fell on top of us that we’re not

sure if we can move forward or not

because you have to work the things of a

way different from what one knew

it seems like you’re swimming against

current it seems that you are swimming with

wind against all the time

it seems like the mud wave rolling

every day

Believe me the worst waves that has

wallowed in life have been out of the

Water

and yet there I am with this idea of

that life goes on

I’m in the middle of the subaru channel in

Japan trying to keep going

trying that path that is called life

that we must keep taking steps forward

and that in my case and from my trench

you have to keep doing arm strokes and when

he has done me the dive to start

swim in the subaru strait there is a

storm touches me one day with storm and

in the middle of this storm today swimming

at the same time I say it’s not the first

Once I have a storm

this is one more in my life and at 4

hours with 46 minutes

the authority of the boat tells me

until here you came out of the water

and I answer here I do not leave and

I’m not going to leave this channel

until the other side arrives

walking and tell me this time your

security is not the first thing is the

security of all

do not isolate yourself and get on the boat and

do not isolate yourself like I’m isolating myself

and I realize that in this period of

Postwar as it insulates me and

been swimming against the current alone and

been trying to support my children I’ve

been trying to get ahead against

current isolated and alone before

get on the boat immerse my

head in the sea and I realize that

up here is the storm

the wind the waves but the heart of

sea in peace

and reflected and today I can say that I

make is able to take away the peace of your

mind and your heart independently

what storm is going through your

mind and your heart in peace and when I get on

the ship

so he breathed deeply and I say mariel

in peace I fall because it is difficult not

it means that peace

automatically give it to work

you have to breathe you have to live it

have the will to decide

I want to live in peace regardless of the type

storm that you are going through

but also give you this opportunity to

lift after the fall because

it hurts but you have to get up and I

I get up with the idea of ​​moving forward

to go ahead with all this that has

meant my life in the water and

so

this year I am part of a group of

swimmers who swam the first swim

cross-border from San Diego to Tijuana

when I’m swimming

hiromi head breathe in and away from

a wall that enters the waters and reflection

today I say there should be no walls that

divide countries that put borders like this

nor should there be walls

to divide us human beings because

just as in the ocean there are no borders

so we humans would have to

have that freedom

that communication that channel to know how

it happens at sea that in the background all

we are equal and I celebrate because that

that it seems impossible to swim from a country to

another is achieved is achieved then I am

ready to move on in this

path and it comes in my life

the strait of molokai in July this

year

swim from the island of molokai to the island

wahoo in Hawaii and has a meaning

very special to me because the island

molokai was the island they were carrying

to all those people who were

sick women who have some disease

contagious leprosy plague or any other

that would put at risk the lives of

other inhabitants of the islands of Hawaii

you know what molokai meant

illness sadness deterioration death

left suffering and there I am ready

to swim from the island of molokai and leave

back there all that has meant in

my life and swim towards the southern tip of the

Guajo Island which means plenty of life

and blessing and swam all night

with a guide in front of me that is the lighthouse

under that they leave me that marks me

the way and out of the middle of the

night the first bad water and hit me

the bad water I have a deep pain and

I have to remove the bad one because it

is stuck to the body and as soon as my

hand touches the uam to the burning my hand and I

I have to remove it if this deep

pain starts to be the effect on me

effect of saying what are you doing here but at

another time arrives and it stings me and a

cement in the face because in the face

because in the face and I realize that

there are many situations that look like

what we live out here because not

we know where they come from many times

the blows but that does not distract you and

that you go ahead and finally when

dawn

when it finally dawns in a appears

the spectacular

We ‘ve been swimming for twelve hours

Of course there is not much left but I also

it is clear that what that means

molokai has been far and far behind

The worst is over

the best is yet to come and he heard a

shout Mary lund and buron as shark not

It can be if we already have the worst for him

a shark and at that moment I want

to walk on the waters to get on the

boat and say up here I came and

I’m scared and I have an attack of

say that I’m doing here and listened

a phrase that the kayaker tells me

it comes with me, it continues to swim and it does not

you distract yourself how I’m going to continue giving

a shark

how am I going to do anything else there is a shark

under me it keeps swimming and you do not

distract and continue swimming without

distract me and finally after 14

28 minutes

I walk out of the water and then yes

I have many kilometers in the water and

Misná dos have meant a lot of life

nothing but a life that strengthens me

but he reflected on which

nothing much and today I share with you

that each of my nothing has

meaning surgeries for children with

Cleft lip and palate

as well as oncological treatments for

children with cancer and just like that warrior

like that soldier who was in the war

knows what I read fear iza knows what

It makes suffer what hurts what it

puts in doubt what questions it if it is

able to move forward or not

so I also had to swim by

these seas of emotions for these seas

of strength giving arm strokes to go

knocking down each day each with each

stroke those walls that appear in front of

me to be able to say I too have

I walked the path of the little warrior

hurt that I know today that gives me that gives me

fear

today I know what it means to suffer today I know

also that each of my strokes me

has been strengthening and today I can

share with said that that path has

taken to leave the water walking

to finally be able to get to the other side

and after having crossed that sea of

kilometers not only with strokes

but with all the emotions that have

gone through here and around here I can go out

of the water

walking thank you very much

[Applause]

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