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Bury My Heart | Scott Clark | TEDxYouth@RVA


hello so from an early age I was always

hello so from an early age I was always curious about my family’s ancestry the

curious about my family’s ancestry the

curious about my family’s ancestry the natural world was always created a sense

natural world was always created a sense

natural world was always created a sense of all to me the sunsets the trees

of all to me the sunsets the trees

of all to me the sunsets the trees nature in general always kind of seemed

nature in general always kind of seemed

nature in general always kind of seemed to be a very grounding piece of my soul

to be a very grounding piece of my soul

to be a very grounding piece of my soul and as I talked with my parents more I

and as I talked with my parents more I

and as I talked with my parents more I realized that we had some Native

realized that we had some Native

realized that we had some Native American ancestry and once I learned

American ancestry and once I learned

American ancestry and once I learned this it made me want to research that

this it made me want to research that

this it made me want to research that side of my heritage a little bit more so

side of my heritage a little bit more so

side of my heritage a little bit more so I’m a drummer in a composer and while I

I’m a drummer in a composer and while I

I’m a drummer in a composer and while I was a student at VCU in the Jazz Studies

was a student at VCU in the Jazz Studies

was a student at VCU in the Jazz Studies program some of my teachers encouraged

program some of my teachers encouraged

program some of my teachers encouraged me to explore this side of my ancestry

me to explore this side of my ancestry

me to explore this side of my ancestry to see how it might inform not just my

to see how it might inform not just my

to see how it might inform not just my plane but also my approach to music so

plane but also my approach to music so

plane but also my approach to music so as I started reading some books and

as I started reading some books and

as I started reading some books and listening to native american music and

listening to native american music and

listening to native american music and attending pow wows I started to see how

attending pow wows I started to see how

attending pow wows I started to see how I might be able to use this knowledge to

I might be able to use this knowledge to

I might be able to use this knowledge to inform my own plane in my own art and as

inform my own plane in my own art and as

inform my own plane in my own art and as I was reading the book bury my heart at

I was reading the book bury my heart at

I was reading the book bury my heart at wounded knee by Dee Brown I found myself

wounded knee by Dee Brown I found myself

wounded knee by Dee Brown I found myself finishing a chapter and then I would go

finishing a chapter and then I would go

finishing a chapter and then I would go and sit at the piano and just kind of

and sit at the piano and just kind of

and sit at the piano and just kind of play a little bit to make sense of what

play a little bit to make sense of what

play a little bit to make sense of what I just read and try to process it a

I just read and try to process it a

I just read and try to process it a little bit and with no real intention

little bit and with no real intention

little bit and with no real intention you know I would write down a melody

you know I would write down a melody

you know I would write down a melody that might come and just kind of let it

that might come and just kind of let it

that might come and just kind of let it be and then the next day would be the

be and then the next day would be the

be and then the next day would be the same I’d read some I’d write some I’d

same I’d read some I’d write some I’d

same I’d read some I’d write some I’d read someone to write some and what

read someone to write some and what

read someone to write some and what started to happen is that this piece of

started to happen is that this piece of

started to happen is that this piece of music started to unfold and I found

music started to unfold and I found

music started to unfold and I found myself really kind of overwhelmed by the

myself really kind of overwhelmed by the

myself really kind of overwhelmed by the material that i was reading i was

material that i was reading i was

material that i was reading i was writing painting composing improvising

writing painting composing improvising

writing painting composing improvising on the drums and talking to anybody that

on the drums and talking to anybody that

on the drums and talking to anybody that would listen to me about what it was i

would listen to me about what it was i

would listen to me about what it was i was studying and one thing I started to

was studying and one thing I started to

was studying and one thing I started to realize is that as you study history

realize is that as you study history

realize is that as you study history it’s not just a series of events and

it’s not just a series of events and

it’s not just a series of events and dates on a timeline there’s a linear

dates on a timeline there’s a linear

dates on a timeline there’s a linear quality to the history that we study so

quality to the history that we study so

quality to the history that we study so for example events such as the Sand

for example events such as the Sand

for example events such as the Sand Creek Massacre our wounded knee are the

Creek Massacre our wounded knee are the

Creek Massacre our wounded knee are the Battle Little Bighorn even though they

Battle Little Bighorn even though they

Battle Little Bighorn even though they had taken place in the 1800s we’re still

had taken place in the 1800s we’re still

had taken place in the 1800s we’re still being felt today by many people for

being felt today by many people for

being felt today by many people for example the sand creek massacre that I

example the sand creek massacre that I

example the sand creek massacre that I just

just

just mentioned just had one hundred and

mentioned just had one hundred and

mentioned just had one hundred and fiftieth anniversary on November 29th of

fiftieth anniversary on November 29th of

fiftieth anniversary on November 29th of 2014 and this event happened when around

2014 and this event happened when around

2014 and this event happened when around 700 us volunteer soldiers attacked a

700 us volunteer soldiers attacked a

700 us volunteer soldiers attacked a peaceful village of Cheyenne and Arapaho

peaceful village of Cheyenne and Arapaho

peaceful village of Cheyenne and Arapaho Indians killing and mutilating the

Indians killing and mutilating the

Indians killing and mutilating the bodies of nearly 200 villagers

bodies of nearly 200 villagers

bodies of nearly 200 villagers two-thirds of whom were women and

two-thirds of whom were women and

two-thirds of whom were women and children and I was falling along with

children and I was falling along with

children and I was falling along with the protest as this event started this

the protest as this event started this

the protest as this event started this anniversary was coming and there was a

anniversary was coming and there was a

anniversary was coming and there was a lot of anger inside of the Native

lot of anger inside of the Native

lot of anger inside of the Native community about how this was being

community about how this was being

community about how this was being depicted by the Colorado history museum

depicted by the Colorado history museum

depicted by the Colorado history museum which is where the state that this

which is where the state that this

which is where the state that this massacre had taken place and also there

massacre had taken place and also there

massacre had taken place and also there was a petition to have the town of

was a petition to have the town of

was a petition to have the town of Chivington Colorado renamed because it

Chivington Colorado renamed because it

Chivington Colorado renamed because it was named after the the colonel who led

was named after the the colonel who led

was named after the the colonel who led the massacre on these villagers and so

the massacre on these villagers and so

the massacre on these villagers and so these were and are very real events and

these were and are very real events and

these were and are very real events and parts of people’s lives that sadly not a

parts of people’s lives that sadly not a

parts of people’s lives that sadly not a lot of us are aware of so it was then

lot of us are aware of so it was then

lot of us are aware of so it was then that I started to see a purpose for this

that I started to see a purpose for this

that I started to see a purpose for this music that I was writing is to try to do

music that I was writing is to try to do

music that I was writing is to try to do my part to shine a light not just on the

my part to shine a light not just on the

my part to shine a light not just on the history but also on the reality that

history but also on the reality that

history but also on the reality that these events have had on people’s lives

these events have had on people’s lives

these events have had on people’s lives today and to try to do that with music

today and to try to do that with music

today and to try to do that with music so as I would be thinking about an event

so as I would be thinking about an event

so as I would be thinking about an event such as the Sand Creek Massacre I would

such as the Sand Creek Massacre I would

such as the Sand Creek Massacre I would sit and try to write a piece of music

sit and try to write a piece of music

sit and try to write a piece of music that could convey the image or the story

that could convey the image or the story

that could convey the image or the story inside of someone’s mind even though

inside of someone’s mind even though

inside of someone’s mind even though they might not know the actual back

they might not know the actual back

they might not know the actual back story of what happened and as I would

story of what happened and as I would

story of what happened and as I would write these pieces I wanted to call them

write these pieces I wanted to call them

write these pieces I wanted to call them by the names of the events that inspired

by the names of the events that inspired

by the names of the events that inspired them so that is my hope that a listener

them so that is my hope that a listener

them so that is my hope that a listener would hear a song and then look to see

would hear a song and then look to see

would hear a song and then look to see what it was called and take a few

what it was called and take a few

what it was called and take a few minutes to do a little bit of research

minutes to do a little bit of research

minutes to do a little bit of research on their own to find out some more

on their own to find out some more

on their own to find out some more information so for example if you look

information so for example if you look

information so for example if you look up Wounded Knee let’s say and you read a

up Wounded Knee let’s say and you read a

up Wounded Knee let’s say and you read a little bit about it you can follow a

little bit about it you can follow a

little bit about it you can follow a direct path that leads you to the

direct path that leads you to the

direct path that leads you to the current protest at the Standing Rock

current protest at the Standing Rock

current protest at the Standing Rock reservation that’s happening today in

reservation that’s happening today in

reservation that’s happening today in North Dakota ultimately there was six

North Dakota ultimately there was six

North Dakota ultimately there was six songs that ended up being part of this

songs that ended up being part of this

songs that ended up being part of this suite that became known as bury my heart

suite that became known as bury my heart

suite that became known as bury my heart they’re broken treaties Wounded Knee

they’re broken treaties Wounded Knee

they’re broken treaties Wounded Knee little crows war Big Horn sancreek and

little crows war Big Horn sancreek and

little crows war Big Horn sancreek and remembrance

remembrance

remembrance and as we were playing some of this

and as we were playing some of this

and as we were playing some of this music with my band one of the guys in

music with my band one of the guys in

music with my band one of the guys in the band suggested that I might write

the band suggested that I might write

the band suggested that I might write something that was not so dark he said

something that was not so dark he said

something that was not so dark he said the music was a little too intense and

the music was a little too intense and

the music was a little too intense and that everything is not that bad and I

that everything is not that bad and I

that everything is not that bad and I have to admit it was a little bit hard

have to admit it was a little bit hard

have to admit it was a little bit hard at first because most of the stuff i was

at first because most of the stuff i was

at first because most of the stuff i was reading didn’t make me feel very happy

reading didn’t make me feel very happy

reading didn’t make me feel very happy so but I continued to read more and i

so but I continued to read more and i

so but I continued to read more and i would go to powwows and i would hear the

would go to powwows and i would hear the

would go to powwows and i would hear the drums and I would see little kids

drums and I would see little kids

drums and I would see little kids dressed in traditional clothing and it

dressed in traditional clothing and it

dressed in traditional clothing and it made me want to write the last tune of

made me want to write the last tune of

made me want to write the last tune of the suite which is called remembrance

the suite which is called remembrance

the suite which is called remembrance and at first it might seem like a song

and at first it might seem like a song

and at first it might seem like a song that’s about remembering all the bad

that’s about remembering all the bad

that’s about remembering all the bad that happened and all the history which

that happened and all the history which

that happened and all the history which it kind of is but truthfully and more

it kind of is but truthfully and more

it kind of is but truthfully and more importantly it’s also about remembering

importantly it’s also about remembering

importantly it’s also about remembering the beauty that exists today with mid

the beauty that exists today with mid

the beauty that exists today with mid the native culture and the resurgence of

the native culture and the resurgence of

the native culture and the resurgence of tribal identity throughout the country

tribal identity throughout the country

tribal identity throughout the country and also to remember those things such

and also to remember those things such

and also to remember those things such as the Sun set the stars the trees water

as the Sun set the stars the trees water

as the Sun set the stars the trees water and everything that makes us part of

and everything that makes us part of

and everything that makes us part of this natural world so I thought that it

this natural world so I thought that it

this natural world so I thought that it would be fitting today to close this

would be fitting today to close this

would be fitting today to close this talk with a performance of that song

talk with a performance of that song

talk with a performance of that song remembrance and I’d like to invite some

remembrance and I’d like to invite some

remembrance and I’d like to invite some of my bandmates out on stage to join me

of my bandmates out on stage to join me

of my bandmates out on stage to join me to play this song Jason Scott on

to play this song Jason Scott on

to play this song Jason Scott on saxophone Tom Shay on bass and Toby

saxophone Tom Shay on bass and Toby

saxophone Tom Shay on bass and Toby Whitaker on trombone and this is

Whitaker on trombone and this is

Whitaker on trombone and this is remembrance

Oh

Oh [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Oh

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