I’m 11 years old when my mom walked me up one day telling me that my father’s
up one day telling me that my father’s
up one day telling me that my father’s business flourished at that particular
business flourished at that particular
business flourished at that particular time I didn’t really know what it was
time I didn’t really know what it was
time I didn’t really know what it was like to be I didn’t really know how my
like to be I didn’t really know how my
like to be I didn’t really know how my life is really change I was just
life is really change I was just
life is really change I was just standing there not like all right
standing there not like all right
standing there not like all right I never started yes but to be very
I never started yes but to be very
I never started yes but to be very honest I did need a little time because
honest I did need a little time because
honest I did need a little time because as I said I didn’t know what was
as I said I didn’t know what was
as I said I didn’t know what was happening
happening
happening I have slightest idea how my life is
I have slightest idea how my life is
I have slightest idea how my life is going to change but I know for a fact
going to change but I know for a fact
going to change but I know for a fact that my life after that one day it
that my life after that one day it
that my life after that one day it wasn’t like what in normal eleven here
wasn’t like what in normal eleven here
wasn’t like what in normal eleven here so trial is like would have been my
so trial is like would have been my
so trial is like would have been my family kinda is an offense we become or
family kinda is an offense we become or
family kinda is an offense we become or it differently every step when we showed
it differently every step when we showed
it differently every step when we showed that they didn’t warm and not all at
that they didn’t warm and not all at
that they didn’t warm and not all at once
once
once however I remember when at least because
however I remember when at least because
however I remember when at least because our home from school and the Mounties we
our home from school and the Mounties we
our home from school and the Mounties we heard of you
heard of you
heard of you I just used to look at and the
I just used to look at and the
I just used to look at and the desolation in her unsaid words which is
desolation in her unsaid words which is
desolation in her unsaid words which is not really anything but they talked to
not really anything but they talked to
not really anything but they talked to me in the game great
me in the game great
me in the game great I had a rabbi that firing where between
I had a rabbi that firing where between
I had a rabbi that firing where between my sisters because they were very
my sisters because they were very
my sisters because they were very elderly
elderly
elderly so this age when I was going through or
so this age when I was going through or
so this age when I was going through or what I was feeling at that time so in a
what I was feeling at that time so in a
what I was feeling at that time so in a way I was alone because most importantly
way I was alone because most importantly
way I was alone because most importantly because I hardly have any style so it is
because I hardly have any style so it is
because I hardly have any style so it is fun it’s my responsibility to make you
fun it’s my responsibility to make you
fun it’s my responsibility to make you learn more between little old
learn more between little old
learn more between little old I will not want to do that so you can
I will not want to do that so you can
I will not want to do that so you can get like I worked in a hole in our I
get like I worked in a hole in our I
get like I worked in a hole in our I know what to do
know what to do
know what to do I was a be a lost soul finding my
I was a be a lost soul finding my
I was a be a lost soul finding my purpose of my final parties of my
purpose of my final parties of my
purpose of my final parties of my distance so you can’t win it by a very
distance so you can’t win it by a very
distance so you can’t win it by a very clear position I was a friend then 100
clear position I was a friend then 100
clear position I was a friend then 100 after a few years I found out that in my
after a few years I found out that in my
after a few years I found out that in my to be cellphone two brothers have been
to be cellphone two brothers have been
to be cellphone two brothers have been brutally killed and the policeman
brutally killed and the policeman
brutally killed and the policeman building and the bystanders in the crowd
building and the bystanders in the crowd
building and the bystanders in the crowd they were expanding relative project
they were expanding relative project
they were expanding relative project making videos I was so shocked
making videos I was so shocked
making videos I was so shocked I mean I live up in every know what it
I mean I live up in every know what it
I mean I live up in every know what it was like to lose children yet I mean
was like to lose children yet I mean
was like to lose children yet I mean what it was like to lose a family member
what it was like to lose a family member
what it was like to lose a family member I mean how they life it will change so
I mean how they life it will change so
I mean how they life it will change so at that moment of uncalled death man and
at that moment of uncalled death man and
at that moment of uncalled death man and we really do something about me but he’s
we really do something about me but he’s
we really do something about me but he’s with no justice
with no justice
with no justice so I met my friend that I talked to them
so I met my friend that I talked to them
so I met my friend that I talked to them it is how serving it for me so they’re
it is how serving it for me so they’re
it is how serving it for me so they’re like alright that’s it I mean to protect
like alright that’s it I mean to protect
like alright that’s it I mean to protect and do whatever we can okay so we
and do whatever we can okay so we
and do whatever we can okay so we started move on arrangements and ready
started move on arrangements and ready
started move on arrangements and ready for extraction
for extraction
for extraction you know we were not in a sense guru
you know we were not in a sense guru
you know we were not in a sense guru politician and I’m not even exaggerating
politician and I’m not even exaggerating
politician and I’m not even exaggerating but all the military layers will be
but all the military layers will be
but all the military layers will be staring at all the pieces already
staring at all the pieces already
staring at all the pieces already playing off and one of the people at the
playing off and one of the people at the
playing off and one of the people at the other he come by today after his movie
other he come by today after his movie
other he come by today after his movie and a dark moment I knew either a tennis
and a dark moment I knew either a tennis
and a dark moment I knew either a tennis pro ball I do not know my updates this
pro ball I do not know my updates this
pro ball I do not know my updates this and anything to I want to do so it is
and anything to I want to do so it is
and anything to I want to do so it is the moment I was like kind of it is a 10
the moment I was like kind of it is a 10
the moment I was like kind of it is a 10 to 30 feet so that was play when I got
to 30 feet so that was play when I got
to 30 feet so that was play when I got home I will say away and he said it
home I will say away and he said it
home I will say away and he said it something but now is xxx k3z with it
something but now is xxx k3z with it
something but now is xxx k3z with it after a few months and found out the
after a few months and found out the
after a few months and found out the dose didn’t work finished or grisly I
dose didn’t work finished or grisly I
dose didn’t work finished or grisly I read too much coated in too much
read too much coated in too much
read too much coated in too much politics or which is the law that they
politics or which is the law that they
politics or which is the law that they had to punish
had to punish
had to punish however at anti-venom of myself as a
however at anti-venom of myself as a
however at anti-venom of myself as a business self in the world I was having
business self in the world I was having
business self in the world I was having his inner contentment without the hot
and this is the first time I went to the
and this is the first time I went to the field was with the with the with my
field was with the with the with my
field was with the with the with my friend’s brother and I was distributing
friend’s brother and I was distributing
friend’s brother and I was distributing food here it was a distinct feeling
food here it was a distinct feeling
food here it was a distinct feeling why because belonging saw a business
why because belonging saw a business
why because belonging saw a business man’s family I always had people serving
man’s family I always had people serving
man’s family I always had people serving me bringing me food and you know taking
me bringing me food and you know taking
me bringing me food and you know taking care of me it was the first time that I
care of me it was the first time that I
care of me it was the first time that I got out of my Happy Prince bubble and
got out of my Happy Prince bubble and
got out of my Happy Prince bubble and found out what it was like for a common
found out what it was like for a common
found out what it was like for a common man to live in Pakistan so I mean I was
man to live in Pakistan so I mean I was
man to live in Pakistan so I mean I was serving food to somebody who generally
serving food to somebody who generally
serving food to somebody who generally served me food right
served me food right
served me food right so that was one life-changing moment for
so that was one life-changing moment for
so that was one life-changing moment for me when I saw an old man and on the bed
me when I saw an old man and on the bed
me when I saw an old man and on the bed there right behind my picture he was
there right behind my picture he was
there right behind my picture he was just smiling and I was I was so happy
just smiling and I was I was so happy
just smiling and I was I was so happy when I when I went home I told it to my
when I when I went home I told it to my
when I when I went home I told it to my mom that I had been doing this whole day
mom that I had been doing this whole day
mom that I had been doing this whole day and you know the first reaction was no
and you know the first reaction was no
and you know the first reaction was no jaqen in a similar context our REO
jaqen in a similar context our REO
jaqen in a similar context our REO hospitals may provide are your two
hospitals may provide are your two
hospitals may provide are your two boundary you honey locust Angus Mary
boundary you honey locust Angus Mary
boundary you honey locust Angus Mary Babji sahaja yoga and say
Babji sahaja yoga and say
Babji sahaja yoga and say I thought c’mere tsubaki’s of this they
I thought c’mere tsubaki’s of this they
I thought c’mere tsubaki’s of this they would elevate okay fine there’s nothing
would elevate okay fine there’s nothing
would elevate okay fine there’s nothing that can stop me so I’m really glad that
that can stop me so I’m really glad that
that can stop me so I’m really glad that I’ve got into it and the very important
I’ve got into it and the very important
I’ve got into it and the very important thing was that I found that one person
thing was that I found that one person
thing was that I found that one person my friend’s brother who is just a random
my friend’s brother who is just a random
my friend’s brother who is just a random friend for me like literally a random
friend for me like literally a random
friend for me like literally a random friend for me but I don’t know how I got
friend for me but I don’t know how I got
friend for me but I don’t know how I got so close with when she made me meet her
so close with when she made me meet her
so close with when she made me meet her brother I don’t know how I got so close
brother I don’t know how I got so close
brother I don’t know how I got so close with him that he has not only become my
with him that he has not only become my
with him that he has not only become my best best best friend but also what I
best best best friend but also what I
best best best friend but also what I usually regard him as my little bro
usually regard him as my little bro
usually regard him as my little bro presenting to you golly couldn’t thank
presenting to you golly couldn’t thank
presenting to you golly couldn’t thank you okay so I was the I was 15 back in
you okay so I was the I was 15 back in
you okay so I was the I was 15 back in 2010 when I was going through a lot of
2010 when I was going through a lot of
2010 when I was going through a lot of stress and depression there was multiple
stress and depression there was multiple
stress and depression there was multiple reasons to it I lost like you know so I
reasons to it I lost like you know so I
reasons to it I lost like you know so I lost a lot of Bingen my you know I
lost a lot of Bingen my you know I
lost a lot of Bingen my you know I basically lost a lot of friends and last
basically lost a lot of friends and last
basically lost a lot of friends and last one here and there was a huge loss I
one here and there was a huge loss I
one here and there was a huge loss I didn’t lose them like we lose friend he
didn’t lose them like we lose friend he
didn’t lose them like we lose friend he says my friends passed away when I was
says my friends passed away when I was
says my friends passed away when I was 15 and that was too much for me to you
15 and that was too much for me to you
15 and that was too much for me to you know digest and after that my maternal
know digest and after that my maternal
know digest and after that my maternal grandmother passed away and that was the
grandmother passed away and that was the
grandmother passed away and that was the time I realized what is the actual you
time I realized what is the actual you
time I realized what is the actual you get home loss or something when you lose
get home loss or something when you lose
get home loss or something when you lose your loved one and that put me into a
your loved one and that put me into a
your loved one and that put me into a bubble of depression that kept on going
bubble of depression that kept on going
bubble of depression that kept on going for days and days and days they were
for days and days and days they were
for days and days and days they were sleep nest
sleep nest
sleep nest sleep this night when I used to cry I
sleep this night when I used to cry I
sleep this night when I used to cry I used to isolate myself and just not talk
used to isolate myself and just not talk
used to isolate myself and just not talk to anyone stop eating food or doing
to anyone stop eating food or doing
to anyone stop eating food or doing everything stupid like that you know we
everything stupid like that you know we
everything stupid like that you know we met her at that time 2010 was the same
met her at that time 2010 was the same
met her at that time 2010 was the same year when flood said Pakistan back in
year when flood said Pakistan back in
year when flood said Pakistan back in the up north now she religion so when
the up north now she religion so when
the up north now she religion so when the flood hit
the flood hit
the flood hit Pakistan you know we were we were I was
Pakistan you know we were we were I was
Pakistan you know we were we were I was going through the depression phase and
going through the depression phase and
going through the depression phase and you know I talked to my teacher about it
you know I talked to my teacher about it
you know I talked to my teacher about it that you know I’m so depressed and I
that you know I’m so depressed and I
that you know I’m so depressed and I want to do something about it I can’t
want to do something about it I can’t
want to do something about it I can’t see people dying like that and you know
see people dying like that and you know
see people dying like that and you know children crying on TV the impact of
children crying on TV the impact of
children crying on TV the impact of media influence was so moving and strong
media influence was so moving and strong
media influence was so moving and strong on me that I wanted to do something
on me that I wanted to do something
on me that I wanted to do something about it so what I said was you know we
about it so what I said was you know we
about it so what I said was you know we decided that we’ll go out and do
decided that we’ll go out and do
decided that we’ll go out and do door-to-door fundraising and you know
door-to-door fundraising and you know
door-to-door fundraising and you know just basically raise 25,000 rupees and
just basically raise 25,000 rupees and
just basically raise 25,000 rupees and come back and give it to Pakistan Army
come back and give it to Pakistan Army
come back and give it to Pakistan Army or Rahan foundation so not as for the
or Rahan foundation so not as for the
or Rahan foundation so not as for the big challenge for me because coming from
big challenge for me because coming from
big challenge for me because coming from a family where I was the only boy to my
a family where I was the only boy to my
a family where I was the only boy to my family my friends have been always very
family my friends have been always very
family my friends have been always very overprotective about me they’d never let
overprotective about me they’d never let
overprotective about me they’d never let me out in street because a coal company
me out in street because a coal company
me out in street because a coal company may offer cable Botanica casick Java so
may offer cable Botanica casick Java so
may offer cable Botanica casick Java so I never made friends out in the streets
I never made friends out in the streets
I never made friends out in the streets really ma la cocina
really ma la cocina
really ma la cocina so you know working I sneaked out I told
so you know working I sneaked out I told
so you know working I sneaked out I told him that I have a project to do at my
him that I have a project to do at my
him that I have a project to do at my friend’s place so I’m just going there
friend’s place so I’m just going there
friend’s place so I’m just going there so it’s a school project and the whole
so it’s a school project and the whole
so it’s a school project and the whole day we spent you know going door-to-door
day we spent you know going door-to-door
day we spent you know going door-to-door and raising funds for the flood relief
and raising funds for the flood relief
and raising funds for the flood relief the best thing about that was that we
the best thing about that was that we
the best thing about that was that we raised a hundred thousand rupees by the
raised a hundred thousand rupees by the
raised a hundred thousand rupees by the night when I got home that was like a
night when I got home that was like a
night when I got home that was like a big achievement for me and I was really
big achievement for me and I was really
big achievement for me and I was really excited okay I have no BOGO but although
excited okay I have no BOGO but although
excited okay I have no BOGO but although it’ll be like you know this is something
it’ll be like you know this is something
it’ll be like you know this is something really great but that turned off because
really great but that turned off because
really great but that turned off because my dad was like we are saw a well known
my dad was like we are saw a well known
my dad was like we are saw a well known family and you know we can’t just go
family and you know we can’t just go
family and you know we can’t just go door-to-door asking for money we don’t
door-to-door asking for money we don’t
door-to-door asking for money we don’t do that so I this you know couldn’t do
do that so I this you know couldn’t do
do that so I this you know couldn’t do anything about the idea at that time the
anything about the idea at that time the
anything about the idea at that time the how to portray what I want to do so I
how to portray what I want to do so I
how to portray what I want to do so I was like okay I’ll keep sneaking out and
was like okay I’ll keep sneaking out and
was like okay I’ll keep sneaking out and you know keep doing what I’m doing and
you know keep doing what I’m doing and
you know keep doing what I’m doing and we’ll see what happens next so we kept
we’ll see what happens next so we kept
we’ll see what happens next so we kept going for the next 45 days and after 45
going for the next 45 days and after 45
going for the next 45 days and after 45 days we there is more than 100 thousand
days we there is more than 100 thousand
days we there is more than 100 thousand rupees
rupees
rupees more than 100 thousand US dollars so
more than 100 thousand US dollars so
more than 100 thousand US dollars so that was later
that was later
that was later huge achievement and a big thing for me
huge achievement and a big thing for me
huge achievement and a big thing for me myself because he or forget him
myself because he or forget him
myself because he or forget him never believed that we’ll be able to do
never believed that we’ll be able to do
never believed that we’ll be able to do that much and that moment I realized
that much and that moment I realized
that much and that moment I realized that you know there was a lot more to
that you know there was a lot more to
that you know there was a lot more to myself than being only a lost lonely boy
myself than being only a lost lonely boy
myself than being only a lost lonely boy or be just sitting down in my room and
or be just sitting down in my room and
or be just sitting down in my room and locking myself up I had a lot more in
locking myself up I had a lot more in
locking myself up I had a lot more in myself I discovered I rediscovered
myself I discovered I rediscovered
myself I discovered I rediscovered myself but that was only when I broke my
myself but that was only when I broke my
myself but that was only when I broke my barriers when I got out of my house
barriers when I got out of my house
barriers when I got out of my house sneaked out that was what I had to do he
sneaked out that was what I had to do he
sneaked out that was what I had to do he might have to do more but that was the
might have to do more but that was the
might have to do more but that was the moment when I realized that oh my god
moment when I realized that oh my god
moment when I realized that oh my god okay this was me this is something I can
okay this was me this is something I can
okay this was me this is something I can do very good so yeah that is me breaking
do very good so yeah that is me breaking
do very good so yeah that is me breaking barriers and talking about John and she
barriers and talking about John and she
barriers and talking about John and she I remember back when we met she used to
I remember back when we met she used to
I remember back when we met she used to be like such a cool tomboy you know
be like such a cool tomboy you know
be like such a cool tomboy you know always moving around and doing things no
always moving around and doing things no
always moving around and doing things no we’ve made good friends with Brendan
we’ve made good friends with Brendan
we’ve made good friends with Brendan yeah so alright this is the picture one
yeah so alright this is the picture one
yeah so alright this is the picture one of our sorry drives these aside drives
of our sorry drives these aside drives
of our sorry drives these aside drives have always meant a lot more to us and
have always meant a lot more to us and
have always meant a lot more to us and the normal people because we don’t
the normal people because we don’t
the normal people because we don’t really really get excited because ramzan
really really get excited because ramzan
really really get excited because ramzan is coming Rose ara and etc why it’s
is coming Rose ara and etc why it’s
is coming Rose ara and etc why it’s something way more force to us we
something way more force to us we
something way more force to us we conduct these drives and this is a
conduct these drives and this is a
conduct these drives and this is a picture when the day was I was too
picture when the day was I was too
picture when the day was I was too thirsty I came back from work but I was
thirsty I came back from work but I was
thirsty I came back from work but I was like it’s the pajama I Johnny
like it’s the pajama I Johnny
like it’s the pajama I Johnny so remember when I met them when it was
so remember when I met them when it was
so remember when I met them when it was the first time I was going into the
the first time I was going into the
the first time I was going into the field and I had to carry these big boxes
field and I had to carry these big boxes
field and I had to carry these big boxes and purchase coloca otta I never really
and purchase coloca otta I never really
and purchase coloca otta I never really thought that I was capable of lifting
thought that I was capable of lifting
thought that I was capable of lifting all those boxes up but you know the only
all those boxes up but you know the only
all those boxes up but you know the only thing the only motivation I had at that
thing the only motivation I had at that
thing the only motivation I had at that time was that I was going to deliver to
time was that I was going to deliver to
time was that I was going to deliver to distribute it to somebody else it wasn’t
distribute it to somebody else it wasn’t
distribute it to somebody else it wasn’t something that I was just doing it for
something that I was just doing it for
something that I was just doing it for myself I was I was doing something for
myself I was I was doing something for
myself I was I was doing something for others so that was my motivation this is
others so that was my motivation this is
others so that was my motivation this is how I was moved
how I was moved
how I was moved not only that usually what happens is
not only that usually what happens is
not only that usually what happens is that when we go we distribute food so
that when we go we distribute food so
that when we go we distribute food so access you have a pie or just the
access you have a pie or just the
access you have a pie or just the content of the jar there under the rock
content of the jar there under the rock
content of the jar there under the rock wallaby neurosis sometimes scarlet comes
wallaby neurosis sometimes scarlet comes
wallaby neurosis sometimes scarlet comes running to me you know that aluminum
running to me you know that aluminum
running to me you know that aluminum then sometimes I’ve ran into him funny
then sometimes I’ve ran into him funny
then sometimes I’ve ran into him funny though don’t be so so but pointing it at
though don’t be so so but pointing it at
though don’t be so so but pointing it at that moment i Sol just requires what we
that moment i Sol just requires what we
that moment i Sol just requires what we are doing the fieldwork we don’t really
are doing the fieldwork we don’t really
are doing the fieldwork we don’t really need food to help keep us going because
need food to help keep us going because
need food to help keep us going because that is the point where we find the
that is the point where we find the
that is the point where we find the inner peace inside us just so this
inner peace inside us just so this
inner peace inside us just so this reminds me of historic home logo items
reminds me of historic home logo items
reminds me of historic home logo items on me every night we both cross check a
on me every night we both cross check a
on me every night we both cross check a kidney phones are in Kittanning you’re
kidney phones are in Kittanning you’re
kidney phones are in Kittanning you’re asking a person again calculate getting
asking a person again calculate getting
asking a person again calculate getting a person like or like record it for
a person like or like record it for
a person like or like record it for every single day so a cross go home
every single day so a cross go home
every single day so a cross go home medical order to arrange if others will
medical order to arrange if others will
medical order to arrange if others will take a home I was the best her Tom Hagen
take a home I was the best her Tom Hagen
take a home I was the best her Tom Hagen have- Mitchell again so we figured out a
have- Mitchell again so we figured out a
have- Mitchell again so we figured out a way a classifier years I have Nate next
way a classifier years I have Nate next
way a classifier years I have Nate next day drive offending you but now telling
day drive offending you but now telling
day drive offending you but now telling about the motivation of the team and how
about the motivation of the team and how
about the motivation of the team and how much they love to work is that home day
much they love to work is that home day
much they love to work is that home day of me team cook a turkey are from never
of me team cook a turkey are from never
of me team cook a turkey are from never die are there for home short as one
die are there for home short as one
die are there for home short as one space so called hump a key to it the
space so called hump a key to it the
space so called hump a key to it the conquering it Agora monster Isabella a
conquering it Agora monster Isabella a
conquering it Agora monster Isabella a club de política repair so we all like
club de política repair so we all like
club de política repair so we all like woke up next day so but us with a from
woke up next day so but us with a from
woke up next day so but us with a from earlier Globo gave my jaw cannot
earlier Globo gave my jaw cannot
earlier Globo gave my jaw cannot guarantee company in hand you know we’re
guarantee company in hand you know we’re
guarantee company in hand you know we’re just doing our door-to-door fundraiser
just doing our door-to-door fundraiser
just doing our door-to-door fundraiser we’re passing all of us or if knee
we’re passing all of us or if knee
we’re passing all of us or if knee should be eager me she was trying to
should be eager me she was trying to
should be eager me she was trying to sell got me and you know it was terrible
sell got me and you know it was terrible
sell got me and you know it was terrible but we managed to get back home before
but we managed to get back home before
but we managed to get back home before atari with more than one hundred
atari with more than one hundred
atari with more than one hundred thousand rupees and it was it was very
thousand rupees and it was it was very
thousand rupees and it was it was very difficult for me I remember I had a
difficult for me I remember I had a
difficult for me I remember I had a stinky bottle by my side or a column if
stinky bottle by my side or a column if
stinky bottle by my side or a column if you want me to go to Street and see go
you want me to go to Street and see go
you want me to go to Street and see go to the world I need to drink that anyway
to the world I need to drink that anyway
to the world I need to drink that anyway name Brooke Jojo I mean I remember how I
name Brooke Jojo I mean I remember how I
name Brooke Jojo I mean I remember how I controlled myself that never I’d refer
controlled myself that never I’d refer
controlled myself that never I’d refer point is that these things mean so much
point is that these things mean so much
point is that these things mean so much as to it is so much to us so when other
as to it is so much to us so when other
as to it is so much to us so when other important point is that you know like if
important point is that you know like if
important point is that you know like if you ask me right now that I have to meet
you ask me right now that I have to meet
you ask me right now that I have to meet a couple of friends and that I should go
a couple of friends and that I should go
a couple of friends and that I should go on a taxi and I was like no I don’t want
on a taxi and I was like no I don’t want
on a taxi and I was like no I don’t want to go but when it comes to the work we
to go but when it comes to the work we
to go but when it comes to the work we do we usually travel a big shot like I
do we usually travel a big shot like I
do we usually travel a big shot like I remember that whenever the lower
remember that whenever the lower
remember that whenever the lower we used to go we used to roam around the
we used to go we used to roam around the
we used to go we used to roam around the city miles and miles in the rickshaw and
city miles and miles in the rickshaw and
city miles and miles in the rickshaw and it meant so much to us it was one of the
it meant so much to us it was one of the
it meant so much to us it was one of the most memorable memories all those rides
most memorable memories all those rides
most memorable memories all those rides that I had with him
that I had with him
that I had with him why because either we were going to
why because either we were going to
why because either we were going to something very emotional and attached to
something very emotional and attached to
something very emotional and attached to us all the coming back from it and
us all the coming back from it and
us all the coming back from it and during those journeys we either used to
during those journeys we either used to
during those journeys we either used to just sit quiet and I would understand
just sit quiet and I would understand
just sit quiet and I would understand what he was going through because we had
what he was going through because we had
what he was going through because we had been coming from were going to it from a
been coming from were going to it from a
been coming from were going to it from a to a traumatic phase of traumatic
to a traumatic phase of traumatic
to a traumatic phase of traumatic incident or I just have him or he’ll
incident or I just have him or he’ll
incident or I just have him or he’ll just have me talk it I would like
just have me talk it I would like
just have me talk it I would like everything and that one point and Rose
everything and that one point and Rose
everything and that one point and Rose which arrives I develop a connection
which arrives I develop a connection
which arrives I develop a connection with him that I don’t really think I
with him that I don’t really think I
with him that I don’t really think I have anybody in this world it’s
have anybody in this world it’s
have anybody in this world it’s unparalleled talking about that like
unparalleled talking about that like
unparalleled talking about that like these are pictures like how we work I
these are pictures like how we work I
these are pictures like how we work I mean we have a connection a bond that is
mean we have a connection a bond that is
mean we have a connection a bond that is really difficult to say in word of this
really difficult to say in word of this
really difficult to say in word of this and one more thing a very very very
and one more thing a very very very
and one more thing a very very very important incident of our lives
important incident of our lives
important incident of our lives was the lohara blast that was that
was the lohara blast that was that
was the lohara blast that was that happened on 27th March 2016
happened on 27th March 2016
happened on 27th March 2016 so it was the Easter day and I’m sure
so it was the Easter day and I’m sure
so it was the Easter day and I’m sure you all must remember what the Easter
you all must remember what the Easter
you all must remember what the Easter day and the Christian children we’re
day and the Christian children we’re
day and the Christian children we’re playing in the park and the blast shook
playing in the park and the blast shook
playing in the park and the blast shook Lahore so I started getting calls from
Lahore so I started getting calls from
Lahore so I started getting calls from say Leo thunk a barrow carp enjoy every
say Leo thunk a barrow carp enjoy every
say Leo thunk a barrow carp enjoy every weight what happened so I was – no I
weight what happened so I was – no I
weight what happened so I was – no I just immediately texted him are you okay
just immediately texted him are you okay
just immediately texted him are you okay where are you and we need to go so the
where are you and we need to go so the
where are you and we need to go so the next day he said all right so the next
next day he said all right so the next
next day he said all right so the next day we were out of our universities and
day we were out of our universities and
day we were out of our universities and we went to the hospital I am not even
we went to the hospital I am not even
we went to the hospital I am not even exaggerating standing right here but it
exaggerating standing right here but it
exaggerating standing right here but it was like Gina hospital right so I step
was like Gina hospital right so I step
was like Gina hospital right so I step into that hospital and I step into the
into that hospital and I step into the
into that hospital and I step into the emergency ward and I was taken aback by
emergency ward and I was taken aback by
emergency ward and I was taken aback by the amount of bed that’s they had in
the amount of bed that’s they had in
the amount of bed that’s they had in that in the world
that in the world
that in the world Ichabod if you have a better you have a
Ichabod if you have a better you have a
Ichabod if you have a better you have a better you have a better patients all
better you have a better patients all
better you have a better patients all over the area the patients were in
over the area the patients were in
over the area the patients were in waiting room as well it was blood
waiting room as well it was blood
waiting room as well it was blood everywhere
everywhere
everywhere yeah I I remember you know I cannot
yeah I I remember you know I cannot
yeah I I remember you know I cannot stand blood I have this very big phobia
stand blood I have this very big phobia
stand blood I have this very big phobia jae-hoon based SRT I just lose it all
jae-hoon based SRT I just lose it all
jae-hoon based SRT I just lose it all and I just cannot stand it
and I just cannot stand it
and I just cannot stand it understand blood bonds or anything so I
understand blood bonds or anything so I
understand blood bonds or anything so I going to the emergency ward I have this
going to the emergency ward I have this
going to the emergency ward I have this inner excitement because I just was
inner excitement because I just was
inner excitement because I just was excited to help people and I knew
excited to help people and I knew
excited to help people and I knew someone needed me there I’m going there
someone needed me there I’m going there
someone needed me there I’m going there for them I go in there when I see all
for them I go in there when I see all
for them I go in there when I see all around me is blood blood blood
around me is blood blood blood
around me is blood blood blood everywhere hoon succumb ChiHong Kiowas
everywhere hoon succumb ChiHong Kiowas
everywhere hoon succumb ChiHong Kiowas aru or equity katika Malik John Evelyn
aru or equity katika Malik John Evelyn
aru or equity katika Malik John Evelyn Marcus ago coach Koga I just stood there
Marcus ago coach Koga I just stood there
Marcus ago coach Koga I just stood there blank I didn’t know anything
blank I didn’t know anything
blank I didn’t know anything nothing I remember that was the first
nothing I remember that was the first
nothing I remember that was the first time I saw him that way
time I saw him that way
time I saw him that way so his eyes were all red and I went up
so his eyes were all red and I went up
so his eyes were all red and I went up to him and I said are you okay he said
to him and I said are you okay he said
to him and I said are you okay he said yeah I’m fine but I could see it in on
yeah I’m fine but I could see it in on
yeah I’m fine but I could see it in on his face as like listen you need to go
his face as like listen you need to go
his face as like listen you need to go just go out take some air and and then
just go out take some air and and then
just go out take some air and and then just come back so it was one terrible
just come back so it was one terrible
just come back so it was one terrible moment for us but then we managed to it
moment for us but then we managed to it
moment for us but then we managed to it became a habit for us for the coming
became a habit for us for the coming
became a habit for us for the coming past overcoming one month we used to go
past overcoming one month we used to go
past overcoming one month we used to go out from the University every day and we
out from the University every day and we
out from the University every day and we used to conduct these activities with
used to conduct these activities with
used to conduct these activities with the children we used to sing and there
the children we used to sing and there
the children we used to sing and there you know watch movies with them it was
you know watch movies with them it was
you know watch movies with them it was one great experience overall sadly but
one great experience overall sadly but
one great experience overall sadly but I’m glad how we connected with those
I’m glad how we connected with those
I’m glad how we connected with those people so you know day one I was all
people so you know day one I was all
people so you know day one I was all crying inside the emergency ward they do
crying inside the emergency ward they do
crying inside the emergency ward they do I decided let’s go back and there and do
I decided let’s go back and there and do
I decided let’s go back and there and do something special for the kids there
something special for the kids there
something special for the kids there because they were mostly kids so I
because they were mostly kids so I
because they were mostly kids so I decided that you know we’ll bring a
decided that you know we’ll bring a
decided that you know we’ll bring a vitamin to the hospital and you know it
vitamin to the hospital and you know it
vitamin to the hospital and you know it must be excited to see him and when the
must be excited to see him and when the
must be excited to see him and when the vitamin actually entered the emergency
vitamin actually entered the emergency
vitamin actually entered the emergency ward everyone was like you know filled
ward everyone was like you know filled
ward everyone was like you know filled up the joy they’re enjoying and you know
up the joy they’re enjoying and you know
up the joy they’re enjoying and you know they’re just getting their pictures and
they’re just getting their pictures and
they’re just getting their pictures and smiling and you know just get aware see
smiling and you know just get aware see
smiling and you know just get aware see what a mask and he was like a super big
what a mask and he was like a super big
what a mask and he was like a super big fan of spider-man it was it was like his
fan of spider-man it was it was like his
fan of spider-man it was it was like his day made because he was stuffing the
day made because he was stuffing the
day made because he was stuffing the muscles was quite a man checking if it’s
muscles was quite a man checking if it’s
muscles was quite a man checking if it’s real or not so eventually the spider-man
real or not so eventually the spider-man
real or not so eventually the spider-man is hanging in front of you didn’t he so
is hanging in front of you didn’t he so
is hanging in front of you didn’t he so that was me basically I was the one who
that was me basically I was the one who
that was me basically I was the one who wanted to go back into hospital and just
wanted to go back into hospital and just
wanted to go back into hospital and just you know the day I realized basically
you know the day I realized basically
you know the day I realized basically just a that you know you don’t really
just a that you know you don’t really
just a that you know you don’t really need a mask to be a hero
need a mask to be a hero
need a mask to be a hero every next day when we used to go there
every next day when we used to go there
every next day when we used to go there it was a lot better for me this was just
it was a lot better for me this was just
it was a lot better for me this was just my cover up for day one so yeah that was
my cover up for day one so yeah that was
my cover up for day one so yeah that was a good realization so meet my friends
a good realization so meet my friends
a good realization so meet my friends tell me now tell me nah I met her like
tell me now tell me nah I met her like
tell me now tell me nah I met her like in the hospital and she was like a
in the hospital and she was like a
in the hospital and she was like a family to me every single day I went
family to me every single day I went
family to me every single day I went into the emergency and I could see she
into the emergency and I could see she
into the emergency and I could see she run to me and just jump on my lap and do
run to me and just jump on my lap and do
run to me and just jump on my lap and do nothing
nothing
nothing stick with me all day every single day
stick with me all day every single day
stick with me all day every single day so we made a family in there everyone in
so we made a family in there everyone in
so we made a family in there everyone in the world but next 45 days was like a
the world but next 45 days was like a
the world but next 45 days was like a family to us so basically it all comes
family to us so basically it all comes
family to us so basically it all comes down to one point that all the stories
down to one point that all the stories
down to one point that all the stories we share are because basically because
we share are because basically because
we share are because basically because of this one platform and it’s ideology
of this one platform and it’s ideology
of this one platform and it’s ideology that I call that we call our baby
that I call that we call our baby
that I call that we call our baby Asad Pakistan it was the night of 13th
Asad Pakistan it was the night of 13th
Asad Pakistan it was the night of 13th August 2006 13 that we we we just
August 2006 13 that we we we just
August 2006 13 that we we we just thinking what to do on 14th August so we
thinking what to do on 14th August so we
thinking what to do on 14th August so we came up with this idea that we’ll do 14
came up with this idea that we’ll do 14
came up with this idea that we’ll do 14 ask for Pakistan every year and every
ask for Pakistan every year and every
ask for Pakistan every year and every year that those eyes have been
year that those eyes have been
year that those eyes have been increasing exceptionally exceptional
increasing exceptionally exceptional
increasing exceptionally exceptional increases in the amount of work we do
increases in the amount of work we do
increases in the amount of work we do every year so I remember it was raining
every year so I remember it was raining
every year so I remember it was raining cats and dogs when we made this plan
cats and dogs when we made this plan
cats and dogs when we made this plan when I was herself upon ease in
when I was herself upon ease in
when I was herself upon ease in everywhere I told my mom that I needed
everywhere I told my mom that I needed
everywhere I told my mom that I needed to go for a meeting she was like Daddy
to go for a meeting she was like Daddy
to go for a meeting she was like Daddy xalapa daily she said wait so I called
xalapa daily she said wait so I called
xalapa daily she said wait so I called him I was like I love this you mean we
him I was like I love this you mean we
him I was like I love this you mean we need to good for the meeting and I drove
need to good for the meeting and I drove
need to good for the meeting and I drove this bull on the ball all around Salford
this bull on the ball all around Salford
this bull on the ball all around Salford and we went there why because this was
and we went there why because this was
and we went there why because this was the motivation it was the love for our
the motivation it was the love for our
the motivation it was the love for our baby azad pakistan so leaving you all
baby azad pakistan so leaving you all
baby azad pakistan so leaving you all here today with the thought of the day
here today with the thought of the day
here today with the thought of the day that you know the power of an idea is
that you know the power of an idea is
that you know the power of an idea is incredible if you didn’t work that day
incredible if you didn’t work that day
incredible if you didn’t work that day when it was raining cats and dog owners
when it was raining cats and dog owners
when it was raining cats and dog owners pakistan we wouldn’t be standing here
pakistan we wouldn’t be standing here
pakistan we wouldn’t be standing here today in front of you talking about
today in front of you talking about
today in front of you talking about whatever we have done for our life so
whatever we have done for our life so
whatever we have done for our life so yeah keep taking your barriers and you
yeah keep taking your barriers and you
yeah keep taking your barriers and you know one day you will actually
know one day you will actually
know one day you will actually eventually get there today is to just go
eventually get there today is to just go
eventually get there today is to just go for it whatever it is thank you
you
you [Applause]
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