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Breaking Boundaries | Jarrett Martin | TEDxIMTDubai


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[Music] hello thanks for having me guys my name

hello thanks for having me guys my name

hello thanks for having me guys my name is Jerry an IM n SC it3 Asia a complete

is Jerry an IM n SC it3 Asia a complete

is Jerry an IM n SC it3 Asia a complete paraplegic now what does that mean that

paraplegic now what does that mean that

paraplegic now what does that mean that means that I am paralyzed at the

means that I am paralyzed at the

means that I am paralyzed at the mid-back level my spinal cord is severed

mid-back level my spinal cord is severed

mid-back level my spinal cord is severed and I’m completely paralyzed from the

and I’m completely paralyzed from the

and I’m completely paralyzed from the chest down it’s crazy how did that come

chest down it’s crazy how did that come

chest down it’s crazy how did that come to happen well how did it come to happen

to happen well how did it come to happen

to happen well how did it come to happen that I’m here I am here today because I

that I’m here I am here today because I

that I’m here I am here today because I can do things I can do anything and I’m

can do things I can do anything and I’m

can do things I can do anything and I’m here to tell you how I can do anything

here to tell you how I can do anything

here to tell you how I can do anything but first it starts with the story

but first it starts with the story

but first it starts with the story starts with a story on how I got in the

starts with a story on how I got in the

starts with a story on how I got in the wheelchair let me tell you pretty much

wheelchair let me tell you pretty much

wheelchair let me tell you pretty much just jumped and landed into it but how

just jumped and landed into it but how

just jumped and landed into it but how it really started was I was on the top

it really started was I was on the top

it really started was I was on the top of a 2,000 foot mountain ridge in Hawaii

of a 2,000 foot mountain ridge in Hawaii

of a 2,000 foot mountain ridge in Hawaii just an island change in the Pacific

just an island change in the Pacific

just an island change in the Pacific Ocean and I was preparing for a pretty

Ocean and I was preparing for a pretty

Ocean and I was preparing for a pretty big stunt growing up I wasn’t super

big stunt growing up I wasn’t super

big stunt growing up I wasn’t super unfamiliar with stunts like most of you

unfamiliar with stunts like most of you

unfamiliar with stunts like most of you I grew up in a pretty loving family my

I grew up in a pretty loving family my

I grew up in a pretty loving family my father and mother taught me a lot of

father and mother taught me a lot of

father and mother taught me a lot of things a lot of what I had to do with

things a lot of what I had to do with

things a lot of what I had to do with was risk management risk versus reward

was risk management risk versus reward

was risk management risk versus reward and they taught me how to differentiate

and they taught me how to differentiate

and they taught me how to differentiate the two but also how risk and reward can

the two but also how risk and reward can

the two but also how risk and reward can make a fulfilling life and that’s all

make a fulfilling life and that’s all

make a fulfilling life and that’s all they wanted was for me to be happy and

they wanted was for me to be happy and

they wanted was for me to be happy and to lead a fulfilling life and early on i

to lead a fulfilling life and early on i

to lead a fulfilling life and early on i discovered that when faced with danger I

discovered that when faced with danger I

discovered that when faced with danger I got this certain adrenaline rush that

got this certain adrenaline rush that

got this certain adrenaline rush that was something like I’ve never imagined

was something like I’ve never imagined

was something like I’ve never imagined before and it just kept on getting

before and it just kept on getting

before and it just kept on getting bigger and bigger and it kept me wanting

bigger and bigger and it kept me wanting

bigger and bigger and it kept me wanting more and more and so

more and more and so

more and more and so oh that was what was going to be my

oh that was what was going to be my

oh that was what was going to be my passion was this adrenaline and my

passion was this adrenaline and my

passion was this adrenaline and my parents really helped me find that

parents really helped me find that

parents really helped me find that adrenaline rush and that passion that I

adrenaline rush and that passion that I

adrenaline rush and that passion that I was looking for because my family was

was looking for because my family was

was looking for because my family was into skydiving just like my grandfather

into skydiving just like my grandfather

into skydiving just like my grandfather who started a drop zone in the 70s which

who started a drop zone in the 70s which

who started a drop zone in the 70s which taught people out of skydive one of them

taught people out of skydive one of them

taught people out of skydive one of them me and my father and then eventually

me and my father and then eventually

me and my father and then eventually myself it was easy to see where my life

myself it was easy to see where my life

myself it was easy to see where my life wouldn’t be going it was that of the

wouldn’t be going it was that of the

wouldn’t be going it was that of the extreme growing up at a young age to via

extreme growing up at a young age to via

extreme growing up at a young age to via skydiver I encountered many obstacles

skydiver I encountered many obstacles

skydiver I encountered many obstacles and many challenges most of which i

and many challenges most of which i

and many challenges most of which i concurred with persistence and the idea

concurred with persistence and the idea

concurred with persistence and the idea that I was invincible when you’re young

that I was invincible when you’re young

that I was invincible when you’re young you know how it is when you’re on your

you know how it is when you’re on your

you know how it is when you’re on your bicycle you’re doing the jumps like like

bicycle you’re doing the jumps like like

bicycle you’re doing the jumps like like as if there were no such thing as broken

as if there were no such thing as broken

as if there were no such thing as broken bones or Falls or crashes and it wasn’t

bones or Falls or crashes and it wasn’t

bones or Falls or crashes and it wasn’t until that this moment when I was on top

until that this moment when I was on top

until that this moment when I was on top of the ridge that I was about to

of the ridge that I was about to

of the ridge that I was about to experience what was going to be the

experience what was going to be the

experience what was going to be the biggest crash of all

it was August 25th 2009 I was 18 years

it was August 25th 2009 I was 18 years old but this wasn’t my big first stunt

old but this wasn’t my big first stunt

old but this wasn’t my big first stunt growing up and having met along those

growing up and having met along those

growing up and having met along those challenges and that a disability I had

challenges and that a disability I had

challenges and that a disability I had thousands of skydives I was an

thousands of skydives I was an

thousands of skydives I was an accomplished skydiving instructor I was

accomplished skydiving instructor I was

accomplished skydiving instructor I was an accomplished skydiving athlete and

an accomplished skydiving athlete and

an accomplished skydiving athlete and competitor and this was something that

competitor and this was something that

competitor and this was something that was not even the most dangerous thing

was not even the most dangerous thing

was not even the most dangerous thing that I’ve ever done today’s stunt was a

that I’ve ever done today’s stunt was a

that I’ve ever done today’s stunt was a ground launch cut away to base jump

ground launch cut away to base jump

ground launch cut away to base jump that’s what the title with the YouTube

that’s what the title with the YouTube

that’s what the title with the YouTube video that I had in my mind that I was

video that I had in my mind that I was

video that I had in my mind that I was going to post later about this now what

going to post later about this now what

going to post later about this now what is this ground launch cutaway debate

is this ground launch cutaway debate

is this ground launch cutaway debate soon well essentially the stuff called

soon well essentially the stuff called

soon well essentially the stuff called for two parachutes called for some

for two parachutes called for some

for two parachutes called for some special ingenuity in which what I was

special ingenuity in which what I was

special ingenuity in which what I was going to do was lay out one parachute

going to do was lay out one parachute

going to do was lay out one parachute behind me and start running down the

behind me and start running down the

behind me and start running down the mountain this parachute is going to

mountain this parachute is going to

mountain this parachute is going to inflate and glide me away from the

inflate and glide me away from the

inflate and glide me away from the mountain when I reached an appropriate

mountain when I reached an appropriate

mountain when I reached an appropriate altitude I was going to release that

altitude I was going to release that

altitude I was going to release that parachute in the sky diving turn we call

parachute in the sky diving turn we call

parachute in the sky diving turn we call it cutting away I’m going to release

it cutting away I’m going to release

it cutting away I’m going to release that hair should go back in a free fall

that hair should go back in a free fall

that hair should go back in a free fall for a momentary second and they opened

for a momentary second and they opened

for a momentary second and they opened up a secondary parachute before you back

up a secondary parachute before you back

up a secondary parachute before you back the ground super exciting and when I was

the ground super exciting and when I was

the ground super exciting and when I was up there thinking am I really going to

up there thinking am I really going to

up there thinking am I really going to do this absolutely and there was I was

do this absolutely and there was I was

do this absolutely and there was I was up there with my friends and the

up there with my friends and the

up there with my friends and the conditions were just about right my

conditions were just about right my

conditions were just about right my friends doing a more simple less scary

friends doing a more simple less scary

friends doing a more simple less scary simply flying away from mountain and

simply flying away from mountain and

simply flying away from mountain and landing the parachute without the

landing the parachute without the

landing the parachute without the cutaway we’re all were eager to see my

cutaway we’re all were eager to see my

cutaway we’re all were eager to see my stuff and how this is going to play out

stuff and how this is going to play out

stuff and how this is going to play out so here we go the parachutes laid out

so here we go the parachutes laid out

so here we go the parachutes laid out behind me I take a couple steps and I’m

behind me I take a couple steps and I’m

behind me I take a couple steps and I’m flying

flying

flying the hardest part please what i thought

the hardest part please what i thought

the hardest part please what i thought was out of the way and this is what it’s

was out of the way and this is what it’s

was out of the way and this is what it’s all about when you’re up in the air and

all about when you’re up in the air and

all about when you’re up in the air and it’s hawaii and it’s flying and it’s

it’s hawaii and it’s flying and it’s

it’s hawaii and it’s flying and it’s sunset it’s beautiful and it’s

sunset it’s beautiful and it’s

sunset it’s beautiful and it’s everything that I’ve ever wanted in life

everything that I’ve ever wanted in life

everything that I’ve ever wanted in life so I wanted to be I was doing this

so I wanted to be I was doing this

so I wanted to be I was doing this amazing thing this adrenaline rush of

amazing thing this adrenaline rush of

amazing thing this adrenaline rush of skydiving really feeling alive I’m doing

skydiving really feeling alive I’m doing

skydiving really feeling alive I’m doing this extra stuff to gain this kind of

this extra stuff to gain this kind of

this extra stuff to gain this kind of maybe notoriety and maybe some kind of

maybe notoriety and maybe some kind of

maybe notoriety and maybe some kind of viral video and come of it and I’m

viral video and come of it and I’m

viral video and come of it and I’m starting to focus i’m starting to relax

starting to focus i’m starting to relax

starting to focus i’m starting to relax and i’m starting to get into the mindset

and i’m starting to get into the mindset

and i’m starting to get into the mindset of what’s about to happen in which i’m

of what’s about to happen in which i’m

of what’s about to happen in which i’m going to do this cutaway and i’m going

going to do this cutaway and i’m going

going to do this cutaway and i’m going to go back and free fall and pull my

to go back and free fall and pull my

to go back and free fall and pull my parachute well as i get ready and as i

parachute well as i get ready and as i

parachute well as i get ready and as i get set something happens a sudden jerk

get set something happens a sudden jerk

get set something happens a sudden jerk a pop I’m Spain violently this is

a pop I’m Spain violently this is

a pop I’m Spain violently this is something that’s not good not enough

something that’s not good not enough

something that’s not good not enough altitude to really do much of anything

altitude to really do much of anything

altitude to really do much of anything panic starts to set in pretty quickly

panic starts to set in pretty quickly

panic starts to set in pretty quickly and if you were to ask me what were to

and if you were to ask me what were to

and if you were to ask me what were to happen to myself if I had been in the

happen to myself if I had been in the

happen to myself if I had been in the situation I’d have responded with ok so

situation I’d have responded with ok so

situation I’d have responded with ok so ground-launched cut away to base jump he

ground-launched cut away to base jump he

ground-launched cut away to base jump he feels the pop of the staff snap and

feels the pop of the staff snap and

feels the pop of the staff snap and start spinning that’s going to lead to a

start spinning that’s going to lead to a

start spinning that’s going to lead to a fatality it’s going to lead to death

fatality it’s going to lead to death

fatality it’s going to lead to death it’s got to and this is where it starts

it’s got to and this is where it starts

it’s got to and this is where it starts to separate some people when I’m in that

to separate some people when I’m in that

to separate some people when I’m in that moment I’m thinking two things well some

moment I’m thinking two things well some

moment I’m thinking two things well some people are going to stop and women asst

people are going to stop and women asst

people are going to stop and women asst maybe recollect some life memory or

maybe recollect some life memory or

maybe recollect some life memory or think about the right things they’ve

think about the right things they’ve

think about the right things they’ve done or something long things they’ve

done or something long things they’ve

done or something long things they’ve done maybe kind of go over there some of

done maybe kind of go over there some of

done maybe kind of go over there some of their demons for myself it was all about

their demons for myself it was all about

their demons for myself it was all about life saving mode let’s not make this the

life saving mode let’s not make this the

life saving mode let’s not make this the last thing you ever do so quick analysis

last thing you ever do so quick analysis

last thing you ever do so quick analysis of what’s going on I grab the controls

of what’s going on I grab the controls

of what’s going on I grab the controls try to stabilize the parachute as best

try to stabilize the parachute as best

try to stabilize the parachute as best as possible I pure over the ground

as possible I pure over the ground

as possible I pure over the ground coming up extremely fast the descent

coming up extremely fast the descent

coming up extremely fast the descent rate is high get ready for it and bam

rate is high get ready for it and bam

rate is high get ready for it and bam impact I can still imagine that moment

impact I can still imagine that moment

impact I can still imagine that moment where you feel so helpless but the same

where you feel so helpless but the same

where you feel so helpless but the same time you doing everything you can to

time you doing everything you can to

time you doing everything you can to save your life regardless of what your

save your life regardless of what your

save your life regardless of what your feelings are the impacts still the same

feelings are the impacts still the same

feelings are the impacts still the same still harsh immediately knocked

still harsh immediately knocked

still harsh immediately knocked unconscious my lifeless body or called

unconscious my lifeless body or called

unconscious my lifeless body or called tomahawking down the mountainside

tomahawking down the mountainside

tomahawking down the mountainside eventually I come to rest upon a treat

eventually I come to rest upon a treat

eventually I come to rest upon a treat it keeps me from tumbling down the rest

it keeps me from tumbling down the rest

it keeps me from tumbling down the rest of the way 20 seconds was all that it

of the way 20 seconds was all that it

of the way 20 seconds was all that it was from the time that I launched off

was from the time that I launched off

was from the time that I launched off the mountain and to the time I was back

the mountain and to the time I was back

the mountain and to the time I was back on top of it half that time spent under

on top of it half that time spent under

on top of it half that time spent under a fly in parachute and half the time

a fly in parachute and half the time

a fly in parachute and half the time spent under a malfunctioned spin out of

spent under a malfunctioned spin out of

spent under a malfunctioned spin out of control parachute the cause was my

control parachute the cause was my

control parachute the cause was my ingenuity that I needed to accomplish to

ingenuity that I needed to accomplish to

ingenuity that I needed to accomplish to make the stunt work left some gaps some

make the stunt work left some gaps some

make the stunt work left some gaps some mundane details that I missed some

mundane details that I missed some

mundane details that I missed some simple safety devices within the harness

simple safety devices within the harness

simple safety devices within the harness that kept it from malfunction because

that kept it from malfunction because

that kept it from malfunction because that’s what happened while the parachute

that’s what happened while the parachute

that’s what happened while the parachute was supposed to release when I commanded

was supposed to release when I commanded

was supposed to release when I commanded it via point and handle the attachment

it via point and handle the attachment

it via point and handle the attachment point for the parachute on one side

point for the parachute on one side

point for the parachute on one side released prematurely causing the

released prematurely causing the

released prematurely causing the parachute didn’t collapse and spin it

parachute didn’t collapse and spin it

parachute didn’t collapse and spin it really was the smallest mundane detail

really was the smallest mundane detail

really was the smallest mundane detail that got me in this situation next

that got me in this situation next

that got me in this situation next fast-forward to me starting to regain

fast-forward to me starting to regain

fast-forward to me starting to regain consciousness the immense amount of pain

consciousness the immense amount of pain

consciousness the immense amount of pain and fear of what had happened just

and fear of what had happened just

and fear of what had happened just becomes instilled in me some nearby

becomes instilled in me some nearby

becomes instilled in me some nearby hikers walk over and I never had been

hikers walk over and I never had been

hikers walk over and I never had been hurt before I’ve never broken any bones

hurt before I’ve never broken any bones

hurt before I’ve never broken any bones I’ve never you know experienced anything

I’ve never you know experienced anything

I’ve never you know experienced anything so dramatic and I didn’t really know

so dramatic and I didn’t really know

so dramatic and I didn’t really know what to think or what to say what to do

what to think or what to say what to do

what to think or what to say what to do it’s pretty funny we have it on video of

it’s pretty funny we have it on video of

it’s pretty funny we have it on video of this whole this whole thing on video and

this whole this whole thing on video and

this whole this whole thing on video and the first thing that I say when these

the first thing that I say when these

the first thing that I say when these hikers come by as they’re curious as to

hikers come by as they’re curious as to

hikers come by as they’re curious as to what they’re going to come up on dead

what they’re going to come up on dead

what they’re going to come up on dead body or unconscious body or myself which

body or unconscious body or myself which

body or unconscious body or myself which is regaining consciousness I think you

is regaining consciousness I think you

is regaining consciousness I think you guys shouldn’t help me on my feet I

guys shouldn’t help me on my feet I

guys shouldn’t help me on my feet I don’t know if you saw me land but it

don’t know if you saw me land but it

don’t know if you saw me land but it didn’t look at I betcha my friends down

didn’t look at I betcha my friends down

didn’t look at I betcha my friends down there are worried about me and they’re

there are worried about me and they’re

there are worried about me and they’re like no the whole experience was

like no the whole experience was

like no the whole experience was traumatic and I had no idea what had

traumatic and I had no idea what had

traumatic and I had no idea what had happened a whole way of medical problems

happened a whole way of medical problems

happened a whole way of medical problems were to follow I slipped into a coma for

were to follow I slipped into a coma for

were to follow I slipped into a coma for seven days before that helicopter

seven days before that helicopter

seven days before that helicopter eventually picked me off the mountain

eventually picked me off the mountain

eventually picked me off the mountain and some insane rescue mission and after

and some insane rescue mission and after

and some insane rescue mission and after that what’s the coma my family and

that what’s the coma my family and

that what’s the coma my family and friends flew in from the mainland of

friends flew in from the mainland of

friends flew in from the mainland of Hawaii to see me because they had no

Hawaii to see me because they had no

Hawaii to see me because they had no idea the long effect of a long-term

idea the long effect of a long-term

idea the long effect of a long-term outcome of what was to happen it didn’t

outcome of what was to happen it didn’t

outcome of what was to happen it didn’t know if I was going to come out of this

know if I was going to come out of this

know if I was going to come out of this thing and on so they were all nervous as

thing and on so they were all nervous as

thing and on so they were all nervous as to what might be the result the good

to what might be the result the good

to what might be the result the good news was that I did come out of it I

news was that I did come out of it I

news was that I did come out of it I spent seven days in a coma and my first

spent seven days in a coma and my first

spent seven days in a coma and my first recollecting thought was that of the

recollecting thought was that of the

recollecting thought was that of the doctor and the doctor is there and he’s

doctor and the doctor is there and he’s

doctor and the doctor is there and he’s he’s telling me let me put two

he’s telling me let me put two

he’s telling me let me put two perspective the medical phenomenon that

perspective the medical phenomenon that

perspective the medical phenomenon that has happened I would have bet this is

has happened I would have bet this is

has happened I would have bet this is him talking out of bed a year salary

him talking out of bed a year salary

him talking out of bed a year salary that you would have been dead by the

that you would have been dead by the

that you would have been dead by the time you got here you see broken your or

time you got here you see broken your or

time you got here you see broken your or you’ve ruptured your aorta you’ve broken

you’ve ruptured your aorta you’ve broken

you’ve ruptured your aorta you’ve broken your aorta which is the main vessel in

your aorta which is the main vessel in

your aorta which is the main vessel in your heart system trying to explain some

your heart system trying to explain some

your heart system trying to explain some medical term to me as I’m kind of trying

medical term to me as I’m kind of trying

medical term to me as I’m kind of trying to process everything and he’s like

to process everything and he’s like

to process everything and he’s like you’ve you’ve broken your yo-yo to your

you’ve you’ve broken your yo-yo to your

you’ve you’ve broken your yo-yo to your main vessel yard and out of your salary

main vessel yard and out of your salary

main vessel yard and out of your salary that you depend

that you depend

that you depend by the time you got here you can’t live

by the time you got here you can’t live

by the time you got here you can’t live with your aorta just bleeding out into

with your aorta just bleeding out into

with your aorta just bleeding out into your body like that he’s like that’s

your body like that he’s like that’s

your body like that he’s like that’s insane and even in the best-case

insane and even in the best-case

insane and even in the best-case scenario to repair your aorta we call it

scenario to repair your aorta we call it

scenario to repair your aorta we call it a coin toss to 5050 so let’s perspective

a coin toss to 5050 so let’s perspective

a coin toss to 5050 so let’s perspective how lucky you are to be alive and it was

how lucky you are to be alive and it was

how lucky you are to be alive and it was the happiest the happiest you can

the happiest the happiest you can

the happiest the happiest you can imagine oh my god i’m here i’m alive

imagine oh my god i’m here i’m alive

imagine oh my god i’m here i’m alive after all that crazy stunts that i just

after all that crazy stunts that i just

after all that crazy stunts that i just did and all the crazy things that I’ve

did and all the crazy things that I’ve

did and all the crazy things that I’ve done in my life I’m never going to do

done in my life I’m never going to do

done in my life I’m never going to do anything like that again I’m never going

anything like that again I’m never going

anything like that again I’m never going to skydive I’m never going to do

to skydive I’m never going to do

to skydive I’m never going to do anything I’m so grateful to be alive

anything I’m so grateful to be alive

anything I’m so grateful to be alive that I have the opportunity to be able

that I have the opportunity to be able

that I have the opportunity to be able to see my friends and family again into

to see my friends and family again into

to see my friends and family again into you know do things and it’s going to be

you know do things and it’s going to be

you know do things and it’s going to be amazing like I can’t believe I escaped

amazing like I can’t believe I escaped

amazing like I can’t believe I escaped away with that I’m so stupid that was

away with that I’m so stupid that was

away with that I’m so stupid that was insane and then he says oh by the way

insane and then he says oh by the way

insane and then he says oh by the way you also broke your back in seventh your

you also broke your back in seventh your

you also broke your back in seventh your spinal cord and you’ll probably never

spinal cord and you’ll probably never

spinal cord and you’ll probably never walk again how crazy so 18 years young

walk again how crazy so 18 years young

walk again how crazy so 18 years young my whole life and I mean lost in an

my whole life and I mean lost in an

my whole life and I mean lost in an instant it’s not like a deal

instant it’s not like a deal

instant it’s not like a deal debilitating thing where it’s over time

debilitating thing where it’s over time

debilitating thing where it’s over time it’s slowly it was one moment I was

it’s slowly it was one moment I was

it’s slowly it was one moment I was normal and the next I was crippled so I

normal and the next I was crippled so I

normal and the next I was crippled so I went from being extremely grateful to be

went from being extremely grateful to be

went from being extremely grateful to be alive to beam not as much

alive to beam not as much

alive to beam not as much I have a big problem now my whole life

I have a big problem now my whole life

I have a big problem now my whole life has been flipped upside down depression

has been flipped upside down depression

has been flipped upside down depression obviously was immense I mean immediately

obviously was immense I mean immediately

obviously was immense I mean immediately I just kind of fell for being not

I just kind of fell for being not

I just kind of fell for being not productive if you can imagine I was at

productive if you can imagine I was at

productive if you can imagine I was at first I was active and the lifestyle was

first I was active and the lifestyle was

first I was active and the lifestyle was rapid and quick and I was independent

rapid and quick and I was independent

rapid and quick and I was independent and now it’s slow and mundane and not

and now it’s slow and mundane and not

and now it’s slow and mundane and not independent I needed help for everything

independent I needed help for everything

independent I needed help for everything simple things what was I gonna do and

simple things what was I gonna do and

simple things what was I gonna do and every day that went on it just got worse

every day that went on it just got worse

every day that went on it just got worse and worse I mean nothing was set up for

and worse I mean nothing was set up for

and worse I mean nothing was set up for me like the world is not set up for me

me like the world is not set up for me

me like the world is not set up for me every little step and curb toilet that’s

every little step and curb toilet that’s

every little step and curb toilet that’s not accessible you know street that’s

not accessible you know street that’s

not accessible you know street that’s not paved right you know it’s just like

not paved right you know it’s just like

not paved right you know it’s just like what kind of useful life am I going to

what kind of useful life am I going to

what kind of useful life am I going to have and then you’ll know if you’ve

have and then you’ll know if you’ve

have and then you’ll know if you’ve gotten there and I know because I got

gotten there and I know because I got

gotten there and I know because I got there and it’s it’s crazy it’s the most

there and it’s it’s crazy it’s the most

there and it’s it’s crazy it’s the most depressant you can get and the analogy

depressant you can get and the analogy

depressant you can get and the analogy is like you’re standing on a bridge and

is like you’re standing on a bridge and

is like you’re standing on a bridge and it’s figuratively and it’s literally in

it’s figuratively and it’s literally in

it’s figuratively and it’s literally in a sense where you could be standing on a

a sense where you could be standing on a

a sense where you could be standing on a bridge and like so many times before

bridge and like so many times before

bridge and like so many times before you’re thinking am I going to do this am

you’re thinking am I going to do this am

you’re thinking am I going to do this am I going to do this what’s the problem

I going to do this what’s the problem

I going to do this what’s the problem here well my life’s the problem how do i

here well my life’s the problem how do i

here well my life’s the problem how do i fix this problem of life be the problem

fix this problem of life be the problem

fix this problem of life be the problem how do I make it go away and it’s the

how do I make it go away and it’s the

how do I make it go away and it’s the most craziest decision when you’re on

most craziest decision when you’re on

most craziest decision when you’re on the edge and you’re looking over and you

the edge and you’re looking over and you

the edge and you’re looking over and you think am I going to jump and then you

think am I going to jump and then you

think am I going to jump and then you think to yourself at least I thought to

think to yourself at least I thought to

think to yourself at least I thought to myself in this crazy world how will I

myself in this crazy world how will I

myself in this crazy world how will I jump this done well eventually you kind

jump this done well eventually you kind

jump this done well eventually you kind of start playing this situation around

of start playing this situation around

of start playing this situation around and it just happens it as quickly as it

and it just happens it as quickly as it

and it just happens it as quickly as it kind of comes and you think least I

kind of comes and you think least I

kind of comes and you think least I thought I are going to jump

thought I are going to jump

thought I are going to jump but i’m probably going to need a

but i’m probably going to need a

but i’m probably going to need a parachute because i’m not going to let

parachute because i’m not going to let

parachute because i’m not going to let it go down like this so now some more

it go down like this so now some more

it go down like this so now some more ingenuity comes in if my ingenuity

ingenuity comes in if my ingenuity

ingenuity comes in if my ingenuity coming into this that my ingenuity is

coming into this that my ingenuity is

coming into this that my ingenuity is going to get me out I want to continue

going to get me out I want to continue

going to get me out I want to continue doing the things that I want to do the

doing the things that I want to do the

doing the things that I want to do the things that I’ve always wanted to do and

things that I’ve always wanted to do and

things that I’ve always wanted to do and what makes my life worthwhile what’s

what makes my life worthwhile what’s

what makes my life worthwhile what’s this adrenaline rush it’s this thing

this adrenaline rush it’s this thing

this adrenaline rush it’s this thing that really makes me feel alive and what

that really makes me feel alive and what

that really makes me feel alive and what am I worried about now I’ve just gotten

am I worried about now I’ve just gotten

am I worried about now I’ve just gotten the deepest depths of my of my mind and

the deepest depths of my of my mind and

the deepest depths of my of my mind and maybe the worst thing that could ever

maybe the worst thing that could ever

maybe the worst thing that could ever happen what’s the worst that could

happen what’s the worst that could

happen what’s the worst that could happen like you know say I want to

happen like you know say I want to

happen like you know say I want to skydive again my parachute doesn’t open

skydive again my parachute doesn’t open

skydive again my parachute doesn’t open and I die well I was just at the lowest

and I die well I was just at the lowest

and I die well I was just at the lowest point my life anyways let’s just let’s

point my life anyways let’s just let’s

point my life anyways let’s just let’s see what happens maybe I can make some

see what happens maybe I can make some

see what happens maybe I can make some positive out of this negative let’s get

positive out of this negative let’s get

positive out of this negative let’s get back up on the horse let’s get back up

back up on the horse let’s get back up

back up on the horse let’s get back up in the airplane to this trying to figure

in the airplane to this trying to figure

in the airplane to this trying to figure this out but how this is crazy no one

this out but how this is crazy no one

this out but how this is crazy no one has really sky dived in a wheelchair at

has really sky dived in a wheelchair at

has really sky dived in a wheelchair at least successfully this is the landing

least successfully this is the landing

least successfully this is the landing gear that doesn’t work and I’m paralyzed

gear that doesn’t work and I’m paralyzed

gear that doesn’t work and I’m paralyzed from the chest down so long story short

from the chest down so long story short

from the chest down so long story short you know I’m here talking you guys and

you know I’m here talking you guys and

you know I’m here talking you guys and it’s totally amazing that I can be here

it’s totally amazing that I can be here

it’s totally amazing that I can be here talking with you guys and I’m looking at

talking with you guys and I’m looking at

talking with you guys and I’m looking at a whirl you guys miss you to ask me what

a whirl you guys miss you to ask me what

a whirl you guys miss you to ask me what my dream was before I did that’s done it

my dream was before I did that’s done it

my dream was before I did that’s done it would be I would tell you wants to

would be I would tell you wants to

would be I would tell you wants to travel the world and skydive and I’m

travel the world and skydive and I’m

travel the world and skydive and I’m going to show you a video here in a

going to show you a video here in a

going to show you a video here in a little bit it’s going to show you what

little bit it’s going to show you what

little bit it’s going to show you what I’ve accomplished in what came of that

I’ve accomplished in what came of that

I’ve accomplished in what came of that dark point in my life where it’s totally

dark point in my life where it’s totally

dark point in my life where it’s totally flipped around to make it seem like I

flipped around to make it seem like I

flipped around to make it seem like I can push through anything or now here I

can push through anything or now here I

can push through anything or now here I am doing exactly what I’ve always wanted

am doing exactly what I’ve always wanted

am doing exactly what I’ve always wanted to do I’m in Dubai I’m from America I’m

to do I’m in Dubai I’m from America I’m

to do I’m in Dubai I’m from America I’m far away from home on travel the world

far away from home on travel the world

far away from home on travel the world skydiving and talking you guys I’m super

skydiving and talking you guys I’m super

skydiving and talking you guys I’m super thankful to be able to be here today

thankful to be able to be here today

thankful to be able to be here today talking to you guys i hope you guys have

talking to you guys i hope you guys have

talking to you guys i hope you guys have enjoyed this crazy story of my life and

enjoyed this crazy story of my life and

enjoyed this crazy story of my life and how I’ve gotten there and we got a

how I’ve gotten there and we got a

how I’ve gotten there and we got a little video showing you what I’ve

little video showing you what I’ve

little video showing you what I’ve accomplished over the years so thank you

accomplished over the years so thank you

accomplished over the years so thank you so much guys

oh the murder even oh so you know I love

oh the murder even oh so you know I love you know I

you know I

you know I [Music]

I’ll let you go on sir and is the author

I’ll let you go on sir and is the author all day and I believe in the society

all day and I believe in the society

all day and I believe in the society [Music]

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