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A spoken word poet declares her place in the world | Anisa Nanduala | TEDxBrisbane


the world’s children have put me on

the world’s children have put me on trial today is Judgment Day so tell me

trial today is Judgment Day so tell me

trial today is Judgment Day so tell me what did I say to the boy who lays

what did I say to the boy who lays

what did I say to the boy who lays weight in a refugee camp scared and

weight in a refugee camp scared and

weight in a refugee camp scared and scarred barred by visions of war waiting

scarred barred by visions of war waiting

scarred barred by visions of war waiting for someone to tell him that his future

for someone to tell him that his future

for someone to tell him that his future is worth fighting for but my silence is

is worth fighting for but my silence is

is worth fighting for but my silence is the machete he will use to slit his own

the machete he will use to slit his own

the machete he will use to slit his own throat before the rebel soldiers get to

throat before the rebel soldiers get to

throat before the rebel soldiers get to him so tell me what do I say after I

him so tell me what do I say after I

him so tell me what do I say after I have spent my whole life saying nothing

have spent my whole life saying nothing

have spent my whole life saying nothing to the girl who clenches her bedsheets

to the girl who clenches her bedsheets

to the girl who clenches her bedsheets like she is trying to hold on to her

like she is trying to hold on to her

like she is trying to hold on to her innocence trying to fight off an uncle

innocence trying to fight off an uncle

innocence trying to fight off an uncle who was four times her age from breaking

who was four times her age from breaking

who was four times her age from breaking every window in the house of her six

every window in the house of her six

every window in the house of her six year old buddy my silence is red my

year old buddy my silence is red my

year old buddy my silence is red my silence is the blood between her legs

silence is the blood between her legs

silence is the blood between her legs and I didn’t know if I should say that

and I didn’t know if I should say that

and I didn’t know if I should say that line on stage but I had to because when

line on stage but I had to because when

line on stage but I had to because when my friend got raped she was the exact

my friend got raped she was the exact

my friend got raped she was the exact same age today tears and trauma tangled

same age today tears and trauma tangled

same age today tears and trauma tangled themselves into a rope and wrapped

themselves into a rope and wrapped

themselves into a rope and wrapped themselves around the pupils of the

themselves around the pupils of the

themselves around the pupils of the abuse children forming this courtroom so

abuse children forming this courtroom so

abuse children forming this courtroom so tell me what I say after I have spent in

tell me what I say after I have spent in

tell me what I say after I have spent in my whole life saying nothing to the girl

my whole life saying nothing to the girl

my whole life saying nothing to the girl giving birth to a child when she’s still

giving birth to a child when she’s still

giving birth to a child when she’s still a child herself instead of playing on a

a child herself instead of playing on a

a child herself instead of playing on a seesaw she saw her buddy being turned

seesaw she saw her buddy being turned

seesaw she saw her buddy being turned into a prison incarcerated behind the

into a prison incarcerated behind the

into a prison incarcerated behind the medal of her wedding ring she’s only

medal of her wedding ring she’s only

medal of her wedding ring she’s only lived through 12 years of her life now

lived through 12 years of her life now

lived through 12 years of her life now she has to spend the rest as somebody

she has to spend the rest as somebody

she has to spend the rest as somebody else’s wife today the world’s children

else’s wife today the world’s children

else’s wife today the world’s children have put me on trial

judge has a face just like my future

judge has a face just like my future daughter so tell me how am I supposed to

daughter so tell me how am I supposed to

daughter so tell me how am I supposed to look at her and tell her that today

look at her and tell her that today

look at her and tell her that today mommy pleads guilty

[Applause]

[Applause] I’m standing on Adelaide Street getting

I’m standing on Adelaide Street getting

I’m standing on Adelaide Street getting ready to go head-to-head with my inner

ready to go head-to-head with my inner

ready to go head-to-head with my inner self I tell my soul look I’ve never been

self I tell my soul look I’ve never been

self I tell my soul look I’ve never been in a fight before my soul says girl

in a fight before my soul says girl

in a fight before my soul says girl you’re gonna learn today ding round 1

you’re gonna learn today ding round 1

you’re gonna learn today ding round 1 BAM my soul says this is for the day you

BAM my soul says this is for the day you

BAM my soul says this is for the day you raised your hands in the air like a

raised your hands in the air like a

raised your hands in the air like a sacrifice dipped your fingers in

sacrifice dipped your fingers in

sacrifice dipped your fingers in bleaching cream and tried to set fire to

bleaching cream and tried to set fire to

bleaching cream and tried to set fire to the midnight on your skin but getting

the midnight on your skin but getting

the midnight on your skin but getting that you can’t run from the Nile River

that you can’t run from the Nile River

that you can’t run from the Nile River flowing through your veins my soul

flowing through your veins my soul

flowing through your veins my soul pulled out a cane and boom hit me across

pulled out a cane and boom hit me across

pulled out a cane and boom hit me across my face the pain took me back to my

my face the pain took me back to my

my face the pain took me back to my place

place

place Uganda Kampala my Wanda Road 2004 black

Uganda Kampala my Wanda Road 2004 black

Uganda Kampala my Wanda Road 2004 black girl on the bedroom blow I was full and

girl on the bedroom blow I was full and

girl on the bedroom blow I was full and I looked in the mirror and saw this

I looked in the mirror and saw this

I looked in the mirror and saw this beautiful black rose that only grows in

beautiful black rose that only grows in

beautiful black rose that only grows in the motherland before Europe made me

the motherland before Europe made me

the motherland before Europe made me understand that flowers as dark as me

understand that flowers as dark as me

understand that flowers as dark as me find it hard to love our petals and even

find it hard to love our petals and even

find it hard to love our petals and even harder to love our roots ding round 2 my

harder to love our roots ding round 2 my

harder to love our roots ding round 2 my soul hits me with an uppercut and my

soul hits me with an uppercut and my

soul hits me with an uppercut and my lips bleed all the words I never had the

lips bleed all the words I never had the

lips bleed all the words I never had the courage to say like daddy please stay

courage to say like daddy please stay

courage to say like daddy please stay because now I hate your hands for not

because now I hate your hands for not

because now I hate your hands for not being there to hold me I hate your voice

being there to hold me I hate your voice

being there to hold me I hate your voice for not being there to console me and

for not being there to console me and

for not being there to console me and most of all I hate the fact that I don’t

most of all I hate the fact that I don’t

most of all I hate the fact that I don’t hate you at all and when tis begins to

hate you at all and when tis begins to

hate you at all and when tis begins to fall down my cheeks my soul says I’ve

fall down my cheeks my soul says I’ve

fall down my cheeks my soul says I’ve been trying to fight you for weeks

been trying to fight you for weeks

been trying to fight you for weeks I’m not trying to hit you hard enough so

I’m not trying to hit you hard enough so

I’m not trying to hit you hard enough so a dead body remains I’m trying to take

a dead body remains I’m trying to take

a dead body remains I’m trying to take you on a trip back to memory lane then

you on a trip back to memory lane then

you on a trip back to memory lane then my soul punches me in the face and the

my soul punches me in the face and the

my soul punches me in the face and the pain takes me back to 2007 when my

pain takes me back to 2007 when my

pain takes me back to 2007 when my family and I got on a plane like we

family and I got on a plane like we

family and I got on a plane like we could fly to freedom and needs to hear

could fly to freedom and needs to hear

could fly to freedom and needs to hear you

you

you I’m acting dumb for free forgetting that

I’m acting dumb for free forgetting that

I’m acting dumb for free forgetting that millions of girls would die for your

millions of girls would die for your

millions of girls would die for your Lord degree my soul hits me with a combo

Lord degree my soul hits me with a combo

Lord degree my soul hits me with a combo left-right left-right and I start seeing

left-right left-right and I start seeing

left-right left-right and I start seeing stars over my head the same stars I’ve

stars over my head the same stars I’ve

stars over my head the same stars I’ve looked up to in 2017 when I got my heart

looked up to in 2017 when I got my heart

looked up to in 2017 when I got my heart broken for a second time when I set my

broken for a second time when I set my

broken for a second time when I set my intelligence on fire just to make the

intelligence on fire just to make the

intelligence on fire just to make the wrong man stay my soul said look this

wrong man stay my soul said look this

wrong man stay my soul said look this way I’m not done with you today you will

way I’m not done with you today you will

way I’m not done with you today you will understand humanity I will kill you then

understand humanity I will kill you then

understand humanity I will kill you then bring you back to life this time with

bring you back to life this time with

bring you back to life this time with bigger goals and a smaller ego and he

bigger goals and a smaller ego and he

bigger goals and a smaller ego and he said don’t you understand they’re

said don’t you understand they’re

said don’t you understand they’re children dying in Palestine Boko Haram

children dying in Palestine Boko Haram

children dying in Palestine Boko Haram has been terrorizing Nigeria since 2009

has been terrorizing Nigeria since 2009

has been terrorizing Nigeria since 2009 a mother in South Sudan has two bullet

a mother in South Sudan has two bullet

a mother in South Sudan has two bullet wounds in her back and she is lying to

wounds in her back and she is lying to

wounds in her back and she is lying to her son saying she will be fine

her son saying she will be fine

her son saying she will be fine and Nisa don’t you understand you are

and Nisa don’t you understand you are

and Nisa don’t you understand you are lucky to be alive

lucky to be alive

lucky to be alive so today I will knock you to the ground

so today I will knock you to the ground

so today I will knock you to the ground and when you stand up you need to stand

and when you stand up you need to stand

and when you stand up you need to stand up for the truth stand up for something

up for the truth stand up for something

up for the truth stand up for something more than you stand up because there’s

more than you stand up because there’s

more than you stand up because there’s seven point four billion people on this

seven point four billion people on this

seven point four billion people on this earth but there is no one like you

earth but there is no one like you

earth but there is no one like you Aneesa you need to stand up

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