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A brain injury is like a fingerprint, no two are alike | Kevin Pearce | TEDxLincolnSquare


I love to win and I hate to lose even

I love to win and I hate to lose even more

more

more in late 2009 I was entirely focused on

in late 2009 I was entirely focused on

in late 2009 I was entirely focused on the Vancouver Winter Olympics and

the Vancouver Winter Olympics and

the Vancouver Winter Olympics and learning a new trick

learning a new trick

learning a new trick called a double cork double corks are

called a double cork double corks are

called a double cork double corks are pretty crazy I don’t know how many you

pretty crazy I don’t know how many you

pretty crazy I don’t know how many you guys know about snowboarding but like I

guys know about snowboarding but like I

guys know about snowboarding but like I was trying to learn this trick called a

was trying to learn this trick called a

was trying to learn this trick called a double cork and I was entirely focused

double cork and I was entirely focused

double cork and I was entirely focused everything I had was going in to going

everything I had was going in to going

everything I had was going in to going to Vancouver and winning the gold medal

to Vancouver and winning the gold medal

to Vancouver and winning the gold medal and I was set up to do it right I was

and I was set up to do it right I was

and I was set up to do it right I was there I was winning I was travelling

there I was winning I was travelling

there I was winning I was travelling around the world and I was like the man

around the world and I was like the man

around the world and I was like the man at that time back in 2009 I was like

at that time back in 2009 I was like

at that time back in 2009 I was like doing it like it was on what’s crazy is

doing it like it was on what’s crazy is

doing it like it was on what’s crazy is I was having these thoughts from my

I was having these thoughts from my

I was having these thoughts from my hospital bed on December 31st 2009 while

hospital bed on December 31st 2009 while

hospital bed on December 31st 2009 while training in Park City Utah I suffered a

training in Park City Utah I suffered a

training in Park City Utah I suffered a traumatic brain injury a TBI

traumatic brain injury a TBI

traumatic brain injury a TBI I was medically airlifted from the

I was medically airlifted from the

I was medically airlifted from the bottom of the halfpipe to the University

bottom of the halfpipe to the University

bottom of the halfpipe to the University of Utah where I spent the next 36 days

of Utah where I spent the next 36 days

of Utah where I spent the next 36 days in critical care which I have no memory

in critical care which I have no memory

in critical care which I have no memory of no memory of it all about being in

of no memory of it all about being in

of no memory of it all about being in Utah I was then medically airlifted to

Utah I was then medically airlifted to

Utah I was then medically airlifted to Craig Hospital in Denver Colorado where

Craig Hospital in Denver Colorado where

Craig Hospital in Denver Colorado where I spent the next three and a half months

I spent the next three and a half months

I spent the next three and a half months in all I could think about was getting

in all I could think about was getting

in all I could think about was getting back in the halfpipe

back in the halfpipe

back in the halfpipe [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Kevin Pierce raised a maple sort of

Kevin Pierce raised a maple sort of

Kevin Pierce raised a maple sort of sharp chatter leaned on the hills over

sharp chatter leaned on the hills over

sharp chatter leaned on the hills over my this guy right here is slaying it

what school do you have people saying a

what school do you have people saying a girl in Olimpico for super excited –

girl in Olimpico for super excited –

girl in Olimpico for super excited – don’t work this way Kevin Pierce

don’t work this way Kevin Pierce

don’t work this way Kevin Pierce yes given Shaun White to run

yes given Shaun White to run

yes given Shaun White to run money for Sean

money for Sean

money for Sean we share the same talent was such an

we share the same talent was such an

we share the same talent was such an exciting time for us going into the

exciting time for us going into the

exciting time for us going into the Olympics

Olympics

Olympics Kevin was the guy to beat Sean Whyte

anything we’re going to be blown away

anything we’re going to be blown away what they get to see

American snowboarder Kevin Pierce

American snowboarder Kevin Pierce remains in critical condition tonight

remains in critical condition tonight

remains in critical condition tonight after a training accident in Utah you

after a training accident in Utah you

after a training accident in Utah you know and then he would pinch with his

know and then he would pinch with his

know and then he would pinch with his right hand but his left hand wouldn’t

right hand but his left hand wouldn’t

right hand but his left hand wouldn’t work so then we were like you know is he

work so then we were like you know is he

work so then we were like you know is he paralyzed there’s very little change and

paralyzed there’s very little change and

paralyzed there’s very little change and then after that it felt like there was

then after that it felt like there was

then after that it felt like there was like this amazing ladder of progression

I just like to toast how much better and

I just like to toast how much better and I have got

I have got

I have got that’s it baby three months and Craig

that’s it baby three months and Craig

that’s it baby three months and Craig and I’m out later it’s just so exciting

and I’m out later it’s just so exciting

and I’m out later it’s just so exciting that I’m gonna get back to it I still

that I’m gonna get back to it I still

that I’m gonna get back to it I still want to snow work I want that feeling

want to snow work I want that feeling

want to snow work I want that feeling back badly

back badly

back badly you cannot afford because of the way

you cannot afford because of the way

you cannot afford because of the way that the I was injured it’s not

that the I was injured it’s not

that the I was injured it’s not realistic to expect a single vision and

realistic to expect a single vision and

realistic to expect a single vision and every direction what a day

every direction what a day

every direction what a day which was

which was

which was he’ll 100% confident

he’ll 100% confident

he’ll 100% confident nah I just don’t get it boys

nah I just don’t get it boys

nah I just don’t get it boys [Music]

it’s a whole new life-form you know I

it’s a whole new life-form you know I used to be waking up every morning in a

used to be waking up every morning in a

used to be waking up every morning in a new country going to a big snowboard

new country going to a big snowboard

new country going to a big snowboard contest and now it’s waking up every

contest and now it’s waking up every

contest and now it’s waking up every morning and just being so happy to be

morning and just being so happy to be

morning and just being so happy to be here when I was a younger kid I remember

here when I was a younger kid I remember

here when I was a younger kid I remember thinking that if something bad happens

thinking that if something bad happens

thinking that if something bad happens to me I’m gonna be able to come back and

to me I’m gonna be able to come back and

to me I’m gonna be able to come back and I’m real come back really strong and

I’m real come back really strong and

I’m real come back really strong and then it’s like it happened to me it’s

then it’s like it happened to me it’s

then it’s like it happened to me it’s it’s geared to a thought that fear I

it’s geared to a thought that fear I

it’s geared to a thought that fear I feel like I’ve come back pretty good

feel like I’ve come back pretty good

feel like I’ve come back pretty good personal crimes small knowledge thank

personal crimes small knowledge thank

personal crimes small knowledge thank you for passengers

thank you

thank you a lot of contest maybe some won a lot of

a lot of contest maybe some won a lot of

a lot of contest maybe some won a lot of trophies and since this I haven’t won

trophies and since this I haven’t won

trophies and since this I haven’t won any trophy so

I’ve broken bones before lots of broken

I’ve broken bones before lots of broken bones all sorts of different broken

bones all sorts of different broken

bones all sorts of different broken bones I broke my ankle training for

bones I broke my ankle training for

bones I broke my ankle training for these same Olympics and with that injury

these same Olympics and with that injury

these same Olympics and with that injury my brain told me your ankles broken

my brain told me your ankles broken

my brain told me your ankles broken right like you know when you break a

right like you know when you break a

right like you know when you break a bone it was like I was very easy to tell

bone it was like I was very easy to tell

bone it was like I was very easy to tell I couldn’t get back up there and start

I couldn’t get back up there and start

I couldn’t get back up there and start snowboarding again until my ankle had

snowboarding again until my ankle had

snowboarding again until my ankle had healed but when the 6-pound organ inside

healed but when the 6-pound organ inside

healed but when the 6-pound organ inside my skull became injured it was unable to

my skull became injured it was unable to

my skull became injured it was unable to tell me it was hurt I couldn’t even walk

tell me it was hurt I couldn’t even walk

tell me it was hurt I couldn’t even walk I was be just beginning to learn how to

I was be just beginning to learn how to

I was be just beginning to learn how to talk again and my brain was telling me

talk again and my brain was telling me

talk again and my brain was telling me that I needed to get back up there I was

that I needed to get back up there I was

that I needed to get back up there I was in the hospital thinking why am I not

in the hospital thinking why am I not

in the hospital thinking why am I not riding why am I not up there practicing

riding why am I not up there practicing

riding why am I not up there practicing like no mom I’m not going to go to Craig

like no mom I’m not going to go to Craig

like no mom I’m not going to go to Craig Hospital I need to get back to the

Hospital I need to get back to the

Hospital I need to get back to the halfpipe that’s dead honest my brain was

halfpipe that’s dead honest my brain was

halfpipe that’s dead honest my brain was lying to me in a brain injury is like a

lying to me in a brain injury is like a

lying to me in a brain injury is like a fingerprint it is so different every

fingerprint it is so different every

fingerprint it is so different every brain injury is so different in a brain

brain injury is so different in a brain

brain injury is so different in a brain injury is to the doctors like the ocean

injury is to the doctors like the ocean

injury is to the doctors like the ocean floor is the oceanographers the

floor is the oceanographers the

floor is the oceanographers the mysteries of both they remain so vast

mysteries of both they remain so vast

mysteries of both they remain so vast and so unknown and that’s that’s they we

and so unknown and that’s that’s they we

and so unknown and that’s that’s they we don’t know about brain injuries and how

don’t know about brain injuries and how

don’t know about brain injuries and how lucky am i versus how hard I have worked

lucky am i versus how hard I have worked

lucky am i versus how hard I have worked to get back to where I am right now in

to get back to where I am right now in

to get back to where I am right now in front of you guys we don’t know we don’t

front of you guys we don’t know we don’t

front of you guys we don’t know we don’t know enough about the brain to know the

know enough about the brain to know the

know enough about the brain to know the answer to that question but what I do

answer to that question but what I do

answer to that question but what I do know is that a lot of things about me

know is that a lot of things about me

know is that a lot of things about me haven’t changed

haven’t changed

haven’t changed I’ve always been this determined and

I’ve always been this determined and

I’ve always been this determined and focused I’ve always given it everything

focused I’ve always given it everything

focused I’ve always given it everything I’ve got and I’ve never settled for

I’ve got and I’ve never settled for

I’ve got and I’ve never settled for average in those things they have not

average in those things they have not

average in those things they have not changed in my family they can vouch for

changed in my family they can vouch for

changed in my family they can vouch for me

me

me now two years after this injury I had to

now two years after this injury I had to

now two years after this injury I had to go into the hospital because my eyes

go into the hospital because my eyes

go into the hospital because my eyes needed to be surgically realigned like

needed to be surgically realigned like

needed to be surgically realigned like dad to go do surgery surgery and like

dad to go do surgery surgery and like

dad to go do surgery surgery and like move the muscles in my eyes like and

move the muscles in my eyes like and

move the muscles in my eyes like and died surgeon told me that it was not

died surgeon told me that it was not

died surgeon told me that it was not realistic to ever expect single vision

realistic to ever expect single vision

realistic to ever expect single vision in every direction of gaze she told me I

in every direction of gaze she told me I

in every direction of gaze she told me I would have to live with double vision in

would have to live with double vision in

would have to live with double vision in different gazes for the rest of my life

different gazes for the rest of my life

different gazes for the rest of my life this was a diagnosis I was not willing

this was a diagnosis I was not willing

this was a diagnosis I was not willing to accept and I believe it’s because the

to accept and I believe it’s because the

to accept and I believe it’s because the doctors in the vast unknown they

doctors in the vast unknown they

doctors in the vast unknown they unintentionally put limitations on to us

unintentionally put limitations on to us

unintentionally put limitations on to us into our brains but why my brain hears

into our brains but why my brain hears

into our brains but why my brain hears these limitations but I choose not to

these limitations but I choose not to

these limitations but I choose not to listen I look up I see – the whole world

listen I look up I see – the whole world

listen I look up I see – the whole world goes double and I’ve been told that it’s

goes double and I’ve been told that it’s

goes double and I’ve been told that it’s never going to be fixed and then I’ve

never going to be fixed and then I’ve

never going to be fixed and then I’ve been told by doctors that they guarantee

been told by doctors that they guarantee

been told by doctors that they guarantee that they can heal this so there’s so

that they can heal this so there’s so

that they can heal this so there’s so much unknown now that I’m not

much unknown now that I’m not

much unknown now that I’m not snowboarding competitively anymore

snowboarding competitively anymore

snowboarding competitively anymore I’m doing everything I can to get back

I’m doing everything I can to get back

I’m doing everything I can to get back to the best place I can possibly be

to the best place I can possibly be

to the best place I can possibly be and the first thing I did was realize

and the first thing I did was realize

and the first thing I did was realize that these risk I was taking was not

that these risk I was taking was not

that these risk I was taking was not only going to affect me but it was going

only going to affect me but it was going

only going to affect me but it was going to affect my family and all the people

to affect my family and all the people

to affect my family and all the people around me and so I did one of the

around me and so I did one of the

around me and so I did one of the hardest things I decided to listen to my

hardest things I decided to listen to my

hardest things I decided to listen to my mom because I

I knew she knew better than me I mean

I knew she knew better than me I mean like damn that was a hard to listen to

like damn that was a hard to listen to

like damn that was a hard to listen to her like telling me like you got to go

her like telling me like you got to go

her like telling me like you got to go go take if you got to go to bed or like

go take if you got to go to bed or like

go take if you got to go to bed or like no you can’t drive or you need to take

no you can’t drive or you need to take

no you can’t drive or you need to take drivers at again because they take your

drivers at again because they take your

drivers at again because they take your license away when you get a brain injury

license away when you get a brain injury

license away when you get a brain injury so you have to do drivers will add all

so you have to do drivers will add all

so you have to do drivers will add all over again like I listen to my mom and

over again like I listen to my mom and

over again like I listen to my mom and that is the main reason that I am up

that is the main reason that I am up

that is the main reason that I am up here in the condition in the shape that

here in the condition in the shape that

here in the condition in the shape that I am is because I have done all the

I am is because I have done all the

I am is because I have done all the things that are so important and it has

things that are so important and it has

things that are so important and it has been so hard it has been so much harder

been so hard it has been so much harder

been so hard it has been so much harder than anything that I ever trained for

than anything that I ever trained for

than anything that I ever trained for before including those Olympics trying

before including those Olympics trying

before including those Olympics trying to heal this brain has been the toughest

to heal this brain has been the toughest

to heal this brain has been the toughest most difficult challenge that I have

most difficult challenge that I have

most difficult challenge that I have ever been put in front of into this day

ever been put in front of into this day

ever been put in front of into this day over seven years later do I spend every

over seven years later do I spend every

over seven years later do I spend every single day working on healing these

single day working on healing these

single day working on healing these issues that I deal with this double

issues that I deal with this double

issues that I deal with this double vision because I will fix it I will this

vision because I will fix it I will this

vision because I will fix it I will this double vision will be healed but we

double vision will be healed but we

double vision will be healed but we don’t know when because it’s so unknown

don’t know when because it’s so unknown

don’t know when because it’s so unknown and that is damn hard not to know but

and that is damn hard not to know but

and that is damn hard not to know but today I’m here my focus is no longer on

today I’m here my focus is no longer on

today I’m here my focus is no longer on that unbecoming the best snowboarder in

that unbecoming the best snowboarder in

that unbecoming the best snowboarder in the world my focus has changed in my

the world my focus has changed in my

the world my focus has changed in my main focus is on living the most mindful

main focus is on living the most mindful

main focus is on living the most mindful present life possible because I’m here

present life possible because I’m here

present life possible because I’m here with each and every one of you right now

with each and every one of you right now

with each and every one of you right now in this moment because this moment is

in this moment because this moment is

in this moment because this moment is the only moment that we will ever have

the only moment that we will ever have

the only moment that we will ever have thank you

thank you

thank you [Applause]

[Music]

[Music] you

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