I am born in Japan
Because of my father’s work
I grew up in 4 countries on 3 continents from 9 years old to 22 years old
The country I first lived in is Athens, Greece
Because my father was a resident
It was a car that does not require an engine well in a ponkosu
I was on the Silver BMW
My family often drove to the city center with that car
Always there at the intersection where you go
There was a place where there were children with dark-skinned colors
When the signal turns red at the intersection
The children come to the car and knock the window with concon
I will see mine as “buy flowers”
I am in exactly the same space at that time –
Just being inside and outside the door
I remembered the world that I am in and the world with that child are completely different worlds
It seems like sorry for something sorry
I feel sorry that I can not do anything
I want to apologize I want to hide
Very difficult to say with words – I had a very complex feeling
Perhaps I felt first in this world
It may have been like “helplessness”
I went back to Japan afterwards –
That junior high school in Japan is famous for management education
The opening ceremony of the school that I went for the first time
There was a hair examination when leaving the gymnasium
I like such rules –
I do not understand myself
I do not know exactly what communities are already done –
I feel that only myself is always lonely
Then I will taste it many times over and over
Afterwards to Singapore my father was relocated again
I studied English with a feeling of death
Even though I sit in class, I do not know what homework is going on
Among them, desperately “I have to melt into it”
“I have to go in and get out of these people as soon as possible”
I worked hard and lived
Since I came back to Japan
I started working in the consulting industry
Basically solving customer’s problem –
To identify something and there
“If you do something like that, that problem will go away”
I will draw a prescription
The reality should change if you propose it to customers and take action
I worked with all sorts of logical thinking
From that point I found that personnel affairs –
When it turned into a career that “people and organizations will get better”
“Why are you acting so hard and trying out something so hard
Reality will not change very much? I started thinking about that
It certainly looks as if things are getting better for a moment if you act something hard
However, the next problem will also occur
My interest shifted from people and organizations to social issues
Many in this world – trying to improve this world
People who use activities and exercise and life
Even though there are so many
Why is not it quite reality?
At that time I was really helpless and I was really quite sure what I was doing
I could not do anything to the children who came to sell the flowers –
I began to despair with that feeling of helplessness
In such a case I encounter a certain idea
Our inner world is creating the outside –
I came to want to know what this inner world is
There are lots of tasks with no technique to do outside
If the world inside the human being changes something –
If outside reality could be changed
I started wanting to know how to change the inner world
At that time I was planning to do a personnel job
A lot of people came to consult every day.
“Your employees do not work as you want”
“I am worrying about my family”
“There is no performance”
All the troubles were various
Everyone had a reality I wanted to change something
I will be with each of them
“What kind of things are inside yourselves so that reality is born?”
I started looking for them together
The number had been over several hundreds after several years
I have found one truth from it
There is pain in any person
Emotions keep that pain
Kill everyone else with sorrow and anger
And I do not want to taste that pain again I try hard in my life to live
But the more I act like I do not want to taste that pain again
We can work hard as well –
I feel a sense of efficacy –
But the reality we create is still unwilling to do
I named this as “deficient model”
Bigly, “There is no love in the world”
Or “I can not be loved”
And “I am worthless”
Or “I am missing something”
Or ‘I am alone alone’
All these beliefs are in the back of my mind
My model is ‘lonelychi’
When my sister is born when I am 2 years old
My mother came to be a miscarriage and I was deposited with my grandparents’ house
I seemed to be talking a little bit then at that time
I think that my parents thought that the fact was probably well understood
But I was holding it at that time
My mother came suddenly out of sight –
To contain that sorrow by yourself
It seems that he created a belief that “I am all alone
When I noticed it I tried back over all my life
When I went to high school I went to a high school in the USA and a senior in high school
Everyone is already nearing graduation and everyone gets along
I studied alone at the library
I was afraid to go to the cafeteria at lunch time
I was alone
But my experience of that ‘lonelychi’
Speaking to everyone, “It worked hard”
Though it may be said that “it is due to the environment”
I created my own experience that it is that alone
I worked in my 20’s to avoid this loneliness
“I have to become stronger”
“No matter who I am abandoned I have to live by myself”
I noticed what I thought like that
I did not trust people
Anyway I will be abandoned Someday everyone will leave from myself –
If you try to do that and you are likely to be cut
I was leaving that place from myself
That’s my life
When you really crawled in yourself like a running lamp
I clearly understood
I have created my life
And the belief that became the origin that creates was not what I wanted
So what is the world that I really want?
To create a new world from the world here I wonder what I really want to remember?
And I got over
Even if the body seems disgusted in the world I want
It is the world that we are connected to one as life
An elder of an American a few years ago –
I met a tribal elder who is said to be a native American
He told me this
“People forget when they really are born an important thing
But everyone keeps on this life and remembers that. “
I want to bring the world that life is connected to this world –
I began trial and error about what I should do to live it
There is no real thing in this world
If you think that “There is no love in this world” now
Love inside you
Please express it like “This is in the world”
Please give that world the love
If you are thinking like “I am not worth”
“Humans are valuable as being as life –
Whatever you do you can not do anything is worth it “
Please show it to the world
If you are compared with other people
If you feel something inferior or missing
All humans are bumpy
There is something that every person can and can not do
That’s why the world can support it –
That’s why the world is that each person is unique and irreplaceable
Please express it to the world
If you think you are alone
Remember that you are never alone
We have not had anything so far So I need to do more
So I have to grow more
That’s why I have to get more and more –
It may be that our outer world has become enriched like that
But our inner world is useless and something is missing –
If it were made in such a world
The outside world we can create from there
I think that it will not be a really filled world
But we can remember
I think it is time for everyone to remember what I have forgotten now
Remembering that everything is truly all that every one really is inside of you
Create reality from it –
No matter how hard it seems in the world that it is like “not”
What you think is “not”
I think that it is from “there” inside of you
It is said that our society is entering a very big turning point now
While the number of refugees is increasing, there are also nuclear and radioactivity issues
It seems like a lot of people are said to be outrageously truly alone
There are lots of problems
Still I think that each and every one of us is really
To remember what you want to cherish
The reality of the world –
What will happen to our outer world
I think that everything is happening
From that we remember what we are inside
From there I can create a world that I truly want to produce
I think that the world will surely become a place where hope can be held
I am trying to do something amazing
I’m trying to do something big
I have to change the world.
Every one of you can now have your own radius of 5 meters
This everyday connection that this person is connected to
From among the connections of people who want to take care of themselves
I can express what I really want to take care of –
I believe that such a world can create hope for this next world
Our outer world is only to remember it
Because we feel happiness inside, we are happy
Because I have something outside, I am happy because there is something
We can feel
When feeling what we are and expressing it from something
I think that we can surely create hope together
This life is really adventurous
Life really goes through experiences through this body
From that experience we will tell you who you truly are
It may be a trip to remember
We are sure to support each and every one of us
Whatever happens outside
Things that we really want to cherish –
I want to create reality that leads to the forces arising from it
I believe that “human beings are made perfect to create reality”
Children to grandchildren to the next generation
Indeed this beautiful environment with this rich nature
I want to leave it.
I think that I have enjoyed that nature more than anyone else
I really enjoyed this richness in my life
So I want to continue to give it forward
And I think you guys are sure to be here as well
And it can surely be done from the 5 meter radius of each of us
I believe so
thank you for your attention
(applause)
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