it’d be worth giving up everything to go and I think it would be something I
and I think it would be something I
and I think it would be something I could do I think I could leave
you are technically dead here on earth
you are technically dead here on earth and
and I’m okay with that
and I’m okay with that [Music]
[Music]
[Music] I don’t have any important reasons to be
I don’t have any important reasons to be
I don’t have any important reasons to be on earth right now
on earth right now
on earth right now so I’m really not leaving knowledge
so I’m really not leaving knowledge
so I’m really not leaving knowledge behind
behind
behind [Music]
[Music]
[Music] I mean I had you know some vague goals
I mean I had you know some vague goals
I mean I had you know some vague goals in mind for my life but I don’t know not
in mind for my life but I don’t know not
in mind for my life but I don’t know not a lot of direction
right now they’re talking about a
right now they’re talking about a one-way mission you go up there you do
one-way mission you go up there you do
one-way mission you go up there you do not come back
how do you react when your husband says
how do you react when your husband says guess wet it’s one way I’m not coming
guess wet it’s one way I’m not coming
guess wet it’s one way I’m not coming back the sky’s the limit but I guess
back the sky’s the limit but I guess
back the sky’s the limit but I guess it’s actually more than the skies
um I really want to do this I I want to
um I really want to do this I I want to go to Mars I want this more than I
go to Mars I want this more than I
go to Mars I want this more than I [Music]
[Music]
[Music] we even cover shipping and handling call
we even cover shipping and handling call
we even cover shipping and handling call 800 three four to forty forty-one eight
800 three four to forty forty-one eight
800 three four to forty forty-one eight hundred three four to forty forty again
hundred three four to forty forty again
hundred three four to forty forty again that’s 103 for 240 I am really good at
that’s 103 for 240 I am really good at
that’s 103 for 240 I am really good at being in small tight spaces and confined
being in small tight spaces and confined
being in small tight spaces and confined to solitude
to solitude
to solitude [Music]
[Music]
[Music] sometimes it’s overwhelming and draining
sometimes it’s overwhelming and draining
sometimes it’s overwhelming and draining if there’s a ton of noise ton of people
if there’s a ton of noise ton of people
if there’s a ton of noise ton of people like it it can be exhausting I do
like it it can be exhausting I do
like it it can be exhausting I do remember when I was a kid laying on a
remember when I was a kid laying on a
remember when I was a kid laying on a trampoline at night looking at stars and
trampoline at night looking at stars and
trampoline at night looking at stars and imagining how far away they are going
imagining how far away they are going
imagining how far away they are going there that’s what I remember from my
there that’s what I remember from my
there that’s what I remember from my childhood I started working at the
childhood I started working at the
childhood I started working at the planetarium because I liked the solar
planetarium because I liked the solar
planetarium because I liked the solar system and astronomy and space
system and astronomy and space
system and astronomy and space exploration and I learned about Mars
exploration and I learned about Mars
exploration and I learned about Mars while I was working there they have
while I was working there they have
while I was working there they have exhibits a lot of exhibits there on Mars
exhibits a lot of exhibits there on Mars
exhibits a lot of exhibits there on Mars some of them talking about settling Mars
some of them talking about settling Mars
some of them talking about settling Mars l miss nature like the trees beaches
l miss nature like the trees beaches
l miss nature like the trees beaches oceans rain snow
oceans rain snow
oceans rain snow that’s probably the most thing because
that’s probably the most thing because
that’s probably the most thing because that’ll that will be the most absent
that’ll that will be the most absent
that’ll that will be the most absent thing if I go to Mars and I won’t miss
thing if I go to Mars and I won’t miss
thing if I go to Mars and I won’t miss people too much my name is Kitty Kane
people too much my name is Kitty Kane
people too much my name is Kitty Kane and I’m a hair stylist but I’m also an
and I’m a hair stylist but I’m also an
and I’m a hair stylist but I’m also an aspiring astronaut I want there to be
aspiring astronaut I want there to be
aspiring astronaut I want there to be like a statue of me on Mars in the
like a statue of me on Mars in the
like a statue of me on Mars in the future
my boyfriend is less than thrilled about
my boyfriend is less than thrilled about this um he’s kind of doing what what
this um he’s kind of doing what what
this um he’s kind of doing what what everyone’s doing that he’s trying to be
everyone’s doing that he’s trying to be
everyone’s doing that he’s trying to be supportive because he knows it’s my
supportive because he knows it’s my
supportive because he knows it’s my dream I’m sure it it probably probably
dream I’m sure it it probably probably
dream I’m sure it it probably probably hurts if she made it to the last four
hurts if she made it to the last four
hurts if she made it to the last four she would do it because she’s that kind
she would do it because she’s that kind
she would do it because she’s that kind of person the kind of person that would
of person the kind of person that would
of person the kind of person that would do it because she believes in it if I
do it because she believes in it if I
do it because she believes in it if I had a family I wouldn’t go like if I had
had a family I wouldn’t go like if I had
had a family I wouldn’t go like if I had kids I would not leave them to go to
kids I would not leave them to go to
kids I would not leave them to go to Mars if I didn’t have the wife and kids
Mars if I didn’t have the wife and kids
Mars if I didn’t have the wife and kids there’d be no debate heard me no issue
there’d be no debate heard me no issue
there’d be no debate heard me no issue it’d be simple who has kids and isn’t
it’d be simple who has kids and isn’t
it’d be simple who has kids and isn’t there for the rest of their lives to try
there for the rest of their lives to try
there for the rest of their lives to try to take care of them how can I do that
to take care of them how can I do that
to take care of them how can I do that if I’m on Mars part of me thinks why is
if I’m on Mars part of me thinks why is
if I’m on Mars part of me thinks why is everyone making such a big deal he
everyone making such a big deal he
everyone making such a big deal he hasn’t been chosen yet you know I’m kind
hasn’t been chosen yet you know I’m kind
hasn’t been chosen yet you know I’m kind of in the it’s not real phase right now
of in the it’s not real phase right now
of in the it’s not real phase right now so
a lot more a lot more drama into our
a lot more a lot more drama into our relationship lately you know about the
relationship lately you know about the
relationship lately you know about the reality of are you choosing family are
reality of are you choosing family are
reality of are you choosing family are you choosing Mars and how difficult that
you choosing Mars and how difficult that
you choosing Mars and how difficult that that process is
my little boy Connor if he if he came up
my little boy Connor if he if he came up to me and just said dad don’t go
that would probably change my mind
that would probably change my mind [Music]
[Music]
[Music] my life is pretty boring I’m kind of
my life is pretty boring I’m kind of
my life is pretty boring I’m kind of just a normal guy I’m like a floater I’m
just a normal guy I’m like a floater I’m
just a normal guy I’m like a floater I’m like a turd in the toilet bowl of life I
like a turd in the toilet bowl of life I
like a turd in the toilet bowl of life I just kind of float I really don’t have
just kind of float I really don’t have
just kind of float I really don’t have any necessary direction once I heard
any necessary direction once I heard
any necessary direction once I heard about this it kind of called out to me
about this it kind of called out to me
about this it kind of called out to me why not donate myself I totally see it
why not donate myself I totally see it
why not donate myself I totally see it as a voluntary donation toward something
as a voluntary donation toward something
as a voluntary donation toward something bigger than myself you know something
bigger than myself you know something
bigger than myself you know something that is historic your life is going one
that is historic your life is going one
that is historic your life is going one direction you have all these branches
direction you have all these branches
direction you have all these branches but here is something that is complete
but here is something that is complete
but here is something that is complete tea in the road that you are taking this
tea in the road that you are taking this
tea in the road that you are taking this whole different direction and making a
whole different direction and making a
whole different direction and making a difference in I’d say it would impact
difference in I’d say it would impact
difference in I’d say it would impact everybody’s life
I’m not bored I mean I I enjoy this way
I’m not bored I mean I I enjoy this way of life I have the lots of friends and
of life I have the lots of friends and
of life I have the lots of friends and that would be keeper and the thing I’d
that would be keeper and the thing I’d
that would be keeper and the thing I’d missed the most would be my bees I
missed the most would be my bees I
missed the most would be my bees I really enjoy making friends with them
really enjoy making friends with them
really enjoy making friends with them and you know watching the bees come in
and you know watching the bees come in
and you know watching the bees come in and out of the entrance school working
and out of the entrance school working
and out of the entrance school working on the flowers out in the field and have
on the flowers out in the field and have
on the flowers out in the field and have them come back with honey got a
them come back with honey got a
them come back with honey got a girlfriend maybe my girlfriend telling
girlfriend maybe my girlfriend telling
girlfriend maybe my girlfriend telling me she doesn’t want me to go and that
me she doesn’t want me to go and that
me she doesn’t want me to go and that would that would probably change my mind
but I think there’d be a lot of things
but I think there’d be a lot of things that I would love about Mars that would
that I would love about Mars that would
that I would love about Mars that would overcome everything that I’m missing
overcome everything that I’m missing
overcome everything that I’m missing about Earth
about Earth
about Earth [Music]
this is my dream as a child of always
this is my dream as a child of always doing and if you know this keeps looking
doing and if you know this keeps looking
doing and if you know this keeps looking as good as it is will that opportunity
as good as it is will that opportunity
as good as it is will that opportunity come where they say yeah you are one of
come where they say yeah you are one of
come where they say yeah you are one of the guys that we’re going to have go it
the guys that we’re going to have go it
the guys that we’re going to have go it is such a unique opportunity that I
is such a unique opportunity that I
is such a unique opportunity that I would go
my family might be able to persuade me
my family might be able to persuade me not to
not to
not to they might be able to convince me not to
they might be able to convince me not to
they might be able to convince me not to go but
you
you [Music]
I wanted to go to Mars consider it
I wanted to go to Mars consider it give me another purpose for living
give me another purpose for living
give me another purpose for living [Music]
[Music]
[Music] in a way renewing my purpose
I would have a greater use of myself for
I would have a greater use of myself for the rest of humankind
the rest of humankind
the rest of humankind [Music]
[Music]
[Music] I hope that it’s a success and I hope
I hope that it’s a success and I hope
I hope that it’s a success and I hope it’s not basically suicide but if it is
it’s not basically suicide but if it is
it’s not basically suicide but if it is and you know I’ve got 10 years to live
and you know I’ve got 10 years to live
and you know I’ve got 10 years to live it up here on earth
I know everyone thinks they’re special I
I know everyone thinks they’re special I guess
guess
guess what I really do think I’m special feel
what I really do think I’m special feel
what I really do think I’m special feel like I’m supposed to go
like I’m supposed to go
like I’m supposed to go [Music]
[Music]
[Music] some days it’s difficult for me to
some days it’s difficult for me to
some days it’s difficult for me to realize that I am always going to be the
realize that I am always going to be the
realize that I am always going to be the backup
backup
backup but then other days I realize that I’m
but then other days I realize that I’m
but then other days I realize that I’m the backup to Mars
Amy my girlfriend if we do get engaged
Amy my girlfriend if we do get engaged where it goes from there
where it goes from there
where it goes from there that’s the only thing at the change
that’s the only thing at the change
that’s the only thing at the change moment
[Music]
[Music] not even the planet Earth
not even the planet Earth
not even the planet Earth just her
just her
just her [Music]
[Music]
[Music] just the fact that we humans of trying
just the fact that we humans of trying
just the fact that we humans of trying something and that I would be remembered
something and that I would be remembered
something and that I would be remembered and
it’s a very good noble gesture to try to
it’s a very good noble gesture to try to go out and try to expand in the universe
I’m pursuing something that’s quite
I’m pursuing something that’s quite selfish
but
but if this happens if I don’t come back you
if this happens if I don’t come back you
if this happens if I don’t come back you know what there’s just one life than we
know what there’s just one life than we
know what there’s just one life than we have
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