I don’t seek out pain or want to feel pain it’s more that I’ve learned really
pain it’s more that I’ve learned really
pain it’s more that I’ve learned really sticking with something and putting your
sticking with something and putting your
sticking with something and putting your time and your energy in on the other
time and your energy in on the other
time and your energy in on the other side of that you’re a bigger person
side of that you’re a bigger person
side of that you’re a bigger person I do seek out those kind of experiences
I do seek out those kind of experiences
I do seek out those kind of experiences where I am gonna be stripped raw and
where I am gonna be stripped raw and
where I am gonna be stripped raw and it’s not going to be comfortable not
it’s not going to be comfortable not
it’s not going to be comfortable not taking any risk in your life or ever
taking any risk in your life or ever
taking any risk in your life or ever venturing outside your backyard or out
venturing outside your backyard or out
venturing outside your backyard or out of your comfort zone it’s boring and
of your comfort zone it’s boring and
of your comfort zone it’s boring and really limiting my dad was shot down in
really limiting my dad was shot down in
really limiting my dad was shot down in the Vietnam War when I was just three
the Vietnam War when I was just three
the Vietnam War when I was just three years old and so was a house full of
years old and so was a house full of
years old and so was a house full of girls and my mom was on her own my
girls and my mom was on her own my
girls and my mom was on her own my sister and I were home alone a lot when
sister and I were home alone a lot when
sister and I were home alone a lot when we were young growing up that way taught
we were young growing up that way taught
we were young growing up that way taught us to take care of ourselves to be
us to take care of ourselves to be
us to take care of ourselves to be independent to be self-sufficient there
independent to be self-sufficient there
independent to be self-sufficient there was never the sentiment that girls don’t
was never the sentiment that girls don’t
was never the sentiment that girls don’t do certain things are backed that way
do certain things are backed that way
do certain things are backed that way even when I was living out of my car
even when I was living out of my car
even when I was living out of my car with no health insurance my mom never
with no health insurance my mom never
with no health insurance my mom never said well you’re not making the right
said well you’re not making the right
said well you’re not making the right choice
choice
choice she really empowered us and supported
she really empowered us and supported
she really empowered us and supported our decisions
I’ve been an athlete all my life
I’ve been an athlete all my life starting in high school and I’ve done
starting in high school and I’ve done
starting in high school and I’ve done rock climbing running adventure racing
rock climbing running adventure racing
rock climbing running adventure racing kayaking and most recently ultra
kayaking and most recently ultra
kayaking and most recently ultra endurance mountain biking people ask me
endurance mountain biking people ask me
endurance mountain biking people ask me why so many different sports what
why so many different sports what
why so many different sports what motivates me the most is the opportunity
motivates me the most is the opportunity
motivates me the most is the opportunity for exploration and personal growth most
for exploration and personal growth most
for exploration and personal growth most people when they look at a professional
people when they look at a professional
people when they look at a professional athlete they only see the wins but for
athlete they only see the wins but for
athlete they only see the wins but for as many times as you stand on the podium
as many times as you stand on the podium
as many times as you stand on the podium there are twice as many where you fell
there are twice as many where you fell
there are twice as many where you fell down
[Music]
[Music] as a professional athlete I have built
as a professional athlete I have built
as a professional athlete I have built up a strong exterior to not show
up a strong exterior to not show
up a strong exterior to not show weakness and be confident all the time
weakness and be confident all the time
weakness and be confident all the time in this ride down the Ho Chi Minh Trail
in this ride down the Ho Chi Minh Trail
in this ride down the Ho Chi Minh Trail to find my father’s crash site I really
to find my father’s crash site I really
to find my father’s crash site I really had to let go of all of that
[Music]
[Music] this journey became the focus of my
this journey became the focus of my
this journey became the focus of my documentary blood road this ride was
documentary blood road this ride was
documentary blood road this ride was hands down the hardest thing I’ve done
hands down the hardest thing I’ve done
hands down the hardest thing I’ve done in my life physically but really the
in my life physically but really the
in my life physically but really the physical part of the journey didn’t end
physical part of the journey didn’t end
physical part of the journey didn’t end up being the biggest challenge I don’t
up being the biggest challenge I don’t
up being the biggest challenge I don’t remember my dad but I really do believe
remember my dad but I really do believe
remember my dad but I really do believe that he brought me there to teach me a
that he brought me there to teach me a
that he brought me there to teach me a lesson that he was bothering me at this
lesson that he was bothering me at this
lesson that he was bothering me at this point in my life he brought me down the
point in my life he brought me down the
point in my life he brought me down the Ho Chi Minh Trail to teach me I’ve
Ho Chi Minh Trail to teach me I’ve
Ho Chi Minh Trail to teach me I’ve learned that I can use my bike as a
learned that I can use my bike as a
learned that I can use my bike as a vehicle for change whether it’s raising
vehicle for change whether it’s raising
vehicle for change whether it’s raising awareness and funds to clean up bombs
awareness and funds to clean up bombs
awareness and funds to clean up bombs and Laos or simply riding and mentoring
and Laos or simply riding and mentoring
and Laos or simply riding and mentoring women in my own community fear and pain
women in my own community fear and pain
women in my own community fear and pain are incredible teachers whether that’s
are incredible teachers whether that’s
are incredible teachers whether that’s learning to mountain bike and aged 38 or
learning to mountain bike and aged 38 or
learning to mountain bike and aged 38 or taking the biggest most intense most
taking the biggest most intense most
taking the biggest most intense most important ride in my life when we really
important ride in my life when we really
important ride in my life when we really educate ourselves the fear will
educate ourselves the fear will
educate ourselves the fear will dissipate or at least get pushed further
dissipate or at least get pushed further
dissipate or at least get pushed further down the road
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