Kyle S. More on Playing Hinckley | Killing Reagan

John was who’s lonely and he was

John was who’s lonely and he was depressed he wasn’t a monster by any me

depressed he wasn’t a monster by any me

depressed he wasn’t a monster by any me you know he was a normal young man who

you know he was a normal young man who

you know he was a normal young man who started getting sick and doesn’t get the

started getting sick and doesn’t get the

started getting sick and doesn’t get the right help in time wasn’t medicated

right help in time wasn’t medicated

right help in time wasn’t medicated mental health was different back then

mental health was different back then

mental health was different back then they didn’t understand it as much as we

they didn’t understand it as much as we

they didn’t understand it as much as we do now we still don’t understand it to

do now we still don’t understand it to

do now we still don’t understand it to the point where he would want to you

the point where he would want to you

the point where he would want to you know he suffered primarily from

know he suffered primarily from

know he suffered primarily from schizotypal disorder schizotypal

schizotypal disorder schizotypal

schizotypal disorder schizotypal personality disorder can be anything

personality disorder can be anything

personality disorder can be anything from a void of emotion or too much

from a void of emotion or too much

from a void of emotion or too much emotion so then it’s just kind of

emotion so then it’s just kind of

emotion so then it’s just kind of day-to-day you know he suffered from

day-to-day you know he suffered from

day-to-day you know he suffered from depression and borderline personality

depression and borderline personality

depression and borderline personality disorders during that time of struggle

disorders during that time of struggle

disorders during that time of struggle he taxi driver came out and I think he

he taxi driver came out and I think he

he taxi driver came out and I think he saw the movie for something 17 to 30

saw the movie for something 17 to 30

saw the movie for something 17 to 30 times and you know he had obsessions he

times and you know he had obsessions he

times and you know he had obsessions he had mental illness so he he began to

had mental illness so he he began to

had mental illness so he he began to really relate with the Travis Bickle

really relate with the Travis Bickle

really relate with the Travis Bickle character and he was obsessed with the

character and he was obsessed with the

character and he was obsessed with the Beatles and Bowie and in poetry I mean

Beatles and Bowie and in poetry I mean

Beatles and Bowie and in poetry I mean he was a hopeless romantic

he was a hopeless romantic

he was a hopeless romantic so I think when he saw that Jodie was

so I think when he saw that Jodie was

so I think when he saw that Jodie was going to Yale you know he he saw her as

going to Yale you know he he saw her as

going to Yale you know he he saw her as a real person that maybe one day he

a real person that maybe one day he

a real person that maybe one day he would meet and then maybe she would fall

would meet and then maybe she would fall

would meet and then maybe she would fall for him

for him

for him and then it just kind of spirals from

and then it just kind of spirals from

and then it just kind of spirals from there you know the the odds aren’t as uh

there you know the the odds aren’t as uh

there you know the the odds aren’t as uh as big as before you know she’s going to

as big as before you know she’s going to

as big as before you know she’s going to college she’s she’s normal there’s a

college she’s she’s normal there’s a

college she’s she’s normal there’s a chance that if I run into her she could

chance that if I run into her she could

chance that if I run into her she could fall in love with me and then it becomes

fall in love with me and then it becomes

fall in love with me and then it becomes it goes from there to I think she

it goes from there to I think she

it goes from there to I think she already is in love with me you know so

already is in love with me you know so

already is in love with me you know so and that’s when the reality and fantasy

and that’s when the reality and fantasy

and that’s when the reality and fantasy start to unravel