it’s scooted to cover the spoon and I reached up and crack my knuckles just
reached up and crack my knuckles just
reached up and crack my knuckles just praying that that answer would come to
praying that that answer would come to
praying that that answer would come to the guard the noise he heard was me
the guard the noise he heard was me
the guard the noise he heard was me cracking my nose in my mind it sounded
cracking my nose in my mind it sounded
cracking my nose in my mind it sounded close enough he walked over and looked
close enough he walked over and looked
close enough he walked over and looked down at me he looked around again
down at me he looked around again
down at me he looked around again and I looked up and I could see him turn
and I looked up and I could see him turn
and I looked up and I could see him turn around boy I just dodged a bullet there
around boy I just dodged a bullet there
around boy I just dodged a bullet there was a temptation to just make a run for
was a temptation to just make a run for
was a temptation to just make a run for it and I just decided don’t push your
it and I just decided don’t push your
it and I just decided don’t push your luck do nothing right now
luck do nothing right now
luck do nothing right now and wait for the best opportunity in the
and wait for the best opportunity in the
and wait for the best opportunity in the next few hours I knew that if I waited
next few hours I knew that if I waited
next few hours I knew that if I waited at the hour of dawn all those people
at the hour of dawn all those people
at the hour of dawn all those people were gonna be sleeping off an alcohol
were gonna be sleeping off an alcohol
were gonna be sleeping off an alcohol drunken stupor
drunken stupor
drunken stupor it was difficult holding myself back
as I lay there I imagine slipping that
as I lay there I imagine slipping that link off
link off
link off I imagine where I was going to head I
imagine I was gonna find a way
imagine I was gonna find a way I’m feeling very good for feeling like
I’m feeling very good for feeling like
I’m feeling very good for feeling like I’m gonna be able to do this
it’s still night time he’s kicking me in
it’s still night time he’s kicking me in the side kicking me awake why are they
the side kicking me awake why are they
the side kicking me awake why are they getting me up in the middle of the night
getting me up in the middle of the night
getting me up in the middle of the night they unshackled me ready take me there’s
they unshackled me ready take me there’s
they unshackled me ready take me there’s no way they could know I’m trying to
no way they could know I’m trying to
no way they could know I’m trying to escape my heart is like sinking with
escape my heart is like sinking with
escape my heart is like sinking with every step because I’ve missed my
every step because I’ve missed my
every step because I’ve missed my opportunity to escape by hours I’m
opportunity to escape by hours I’m
opportunity to escape by hours I’m thinking you really should have went
thinking you really should have went
thinking you really should have went when you had the chance
when you had the chance
when you had the chance why did you wait my thoughts are racing
why did you wait my thoughts are racing
why did you wait my thoughts are racing there had to be a reason why they were
there had to be a reason why they were
there had to be a reason why they were doing this maybe they’ve got the ransom
doing this maybe they’ve got the ransom
doing this maybe they’ve got the ransom and they’re going to release Remy and
and they’re going to release Remy and
and they’re going to release Remy and I’m both that hope disintegrated quickly
I’m both that hope disintegrated quickly
I’m both that hope disintegrated quickly I found myself being pushed from the
I found myself being pushed from the
I found myself being pushed from the back by a sub aya into this this hole I
back by a sub aya into this this hole I
back by a sub aya into this this hole I started to resist am i entering the
started to resist am i entering the
started to resist am i entering the gates of hell
it turned out that my instincts were
it turned out that my instincts were right
right
right I had that the distinct feeling that
I had that the distinct feeling that
I had that the distinct feeling that this could be the last place on earth
this could be the last place on earth
this could be the last place on earth that I saw I felt hands on my shoulder
that I saw I felt hands on my shoulder
that I saw I felt hands on my shoulder sort of steadying me as if they were
sort of steadying me as if they were
sort of steadying me as if they were preparing to to brace me for something
this was gonna be different I recognized
this was gonna be different I recognized it right away it was a livestock needle
it right away it was a livestock needle
it right away it was a livestock needle and I’m thinking what in the world is he
and I’m thinking what in the world is he
and I’m thinking what in the world is he gonna do with that Joseph looked at me
gonna do with that Joseph looked at me
gonna do with that Joseph looked at me and said no money you die
and said no money you die
and said no money you die I had created my own monster by telling
I had created my own monster by telling
I had created my own monster by telling them and giving them information about
them and giving them information about
them and giving them information about the super cat they now believed that I
the super cat they now believed that I
the super cat they now believed that I knew more and they were intent on
knew more and they were intent on
knew more and they were intent on getting it out of me I would have peed
getting it out of me I would have peed
getting it out of me I would have peed my pants if I hadn’t been so dehydrated
my pants if I hadn’t been so dehydrated
my pants if I hadn’t been so dehydrated I just buzzed with shock not wanting to
I just buzzed with shock not wanting to
I just buzzed with shock not wanting to believe that it was happening because I
believe that it was happening because I
believe that it was happening because I knew it was gonna end badly
damn he drove a needle right through one
damn he drove a needle right through one of my knuckles he impaled it against the
of my knuckles he impaled it against the
of my knuckles he impaled it against the table I felt like I was in the middle of
table I felt like I was in the middle of
table I felt like I was in the middle of a tornado of anger and violence
suddenly there was no sound I was above
suddenly there was no sound I was above myself looking down feeling no pain it
myself looking down feeling no pain it
myself looking down feeling no pain it was an incredible feeling of redemption
was an incredible feeling of redemption
was an incredible feeling of redemption and peace and they just suddenly stopped
and peace and they just suddenly stopped
and peace and they just suddenly stopped stood up and walked away
stood up and walked away
stood up and walked away [Music]
and at that point I actually felt sorry
and at that point I actually felt sorry for them
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