
I think that I was a restless kid a very creative but restless kid that wanted
creative but restless kid that wanted
creative but restless kid that wanted answers so I was afflicted by the bug of
answers so I was afflicted by the bug of
answers so I was afflicted by the bug of question and questioning everything and
question and questioning everything and
question and questioning everything and that inquiry sent me to beautiful spaces
that inquiry sent me to beautiful spaces
that inquiry sent me to beautiful spaces of mind and imagination but also sent me
of mind and imagination but also sent me
of mind and imagination but also sent me to very dark space whether it was
to very dark space whether it was
to very dark space whether it was thinking about mortality or thinking
thinking about mortality or thinking
thinking about mortality or thinking about impermanence and all these
about impermanence and all these
about impermanence and all these horrible things I felt that my way of
horrible things I felt that my way of
horrible things I felt that my way of dealing with pushing away the darkness
dealing with pushing away the darkness
dealing with pushing away the darkness was by losing myself and beautiful
was by losing myself and beautiful
was by losing myself and beautiful things so in ethical transcendent
things so in ethical transcendent
things so in ethical transcendent experiences the Rhapsody of poetry or is
experiences the Rhapsody of poetry or is
experiences the Rhapsody of poetry or is it the high you get from a beautiful
it the high you get from a beautiful
it the high you get from a beautiful film when it sucks you into its
film when it sucks you into its
film when it sucks you into its wonderland or the orgasmic ecstasy of
wonderland or the orgasmic ecstasy of
wonderland or the orgasmic ecstasy of falling in love ineffability magical
falling in love ineffability magical
falling in love ineffability magical transient spaces of mind that were
transient spaces of mind that were
transient spaces of mind that were characterized by feelings of
characterized by feelings of
characterized by feelings of selflessness and timelessness so losing
selflessness and timelessness so losing
selflessness and timelessness so losing yourself it essentially became my escape
yourself it essentially became my escape
yourself it essentially became my escape from existential dread and I felt like
from existential dread and I felt like
from existential dread and I felt like it was my responsibility to find a way
it was my responsibility to find a way
it was my responsibility to find a way of closing these numinous experiences
of closing these numinous experiences
of closing these numinous experiences that’s where the verbosity you know the
that’s where the verbosity you know the
that’s where the verbosity you know the desire to bring back these experiences
desire to bring back these experiences
desire to bring back these experiences and share them with others has come from
and share them with others has come from
and share them with others has come from so in the same way that a musician might
so in the same way that a musician might
so in the same way that a musician might find inspiration and then he composes a
find inspiration and then he composes a
find inspiration and then he composes a song to describe that experience or the
song to describe that experience or the
song to describe that experience or the way that a poet might have some inspired
way that a poet might have some inspired
way that a poet might have some inspired Rhapsody with a lover and that comes
Rhapsody with a lover and that comes
Rhapsody with a lover and that comes back and write a few words that such a
back and write a few words that such a
back and write a few words that such a billion people people say some things
billion people people say some things
billion people people say some things just can’t be put into words I disagree
just can’t be put into words I disagree
just can’t be put into words I disagree I think that’s a form of laziness I
I think that’s a form of laziness I
I think that’s a form of laziness I think that what’s magical about words is
think that what’s magical about words is
think that what’s magical about words is that they can be used to describe
that they can be used to describe
that they can be used to describe everything I really do believe that and
everything I really do believe that and
everything I really do believe that and so the more complex sublime beautiful
so the more complex sublime beautiful
so the more complex sublime beautiful and ineffable and experience the more I
and ineffable and experience the more I
and ineffable and experience the more I want to try and make a piece of content
want to try and make a piece of content
want to try and make a piece of content about what that is it’s me in a way
about what that is it’s me in a way
about what that is it’s me in a way having a creative battle against
having a creative battle against
having a creative battle against ineffability so it’s like going a
ineffability so it’s like going a
ineffability so it’s like going a universe is saying you cannot explain me
universe is saying you cannot explain me
universe is saying you cannot explain me and I’m like oh yes I can
and I’m like oh yes I can
and I’m like oh yes I can so that’s kind of my thing
so that’s kind of my thing
so that’s kind of my thing control issue for sure
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