
this story I also want to tell you very very briefly I was actually sitting next
very briefly I was actually sitting next
very briefly I was actually sitting next to a stream
to a stream
to a stream you know camouflaged by the sound of the
you know camouflaged by the sound of the
you know camouflaged by the sound of the stream the water and sitting amongst the
stream the water and sitting amongst the
stream the water and sitting amongst the rocks and waiting for something to come
rocks and waiting for something to come
rocks and waiting for something to come down and drink and and this female came
down and drink and and this female came
down and drink and and this female came down and I was sitting there taking
down and I was sitting there taking
down and I was sitting there taking pictures of her with a big lens and I
pictures of her with a big lens and I
pictures of her with a big lens and I like the perspective it’s like in her
like the perspective it’s like in her
like the perspective it’s like in her realm I’m not in a platform or not in a
realm I’m not in a platform or not in a
realm I’m not in a platform or not in a Jeep I’m like I’m there with her and
Jeep I’m like I’m there with her and
Jeep I’m like I’m there with her and felt really good until she started
felt really good until she started
felt really good until she started walking towards me because you know when
walking towards me because you know when
walking towards me because you know when they see you and they can they can
they see you and they can they can
they see you and they can they can evaluate your presence they can think
evaluate your presence they can think
evaluate your presence they can think okay what’s that okay not not good this
okay what’s that okay not not good this
okay what’s that okay not not good this is interesting then you know how to deal
is interesting then you know how to deal
is interesting then you know how to deal with it but she was just walking towards
with it but she was just walking towards
with it but she was just walking towards me like closer and closer and closer and
me like closer and closer and closer and
me like closer and closer and closer and then all of a sudden you feel very small
then all of a sudden you feel very small
then all of a sudden you feel very small it’s it’s a unique unique experience in
it’s it’s a unique unique experience in
it’s it’s a unique unique experience in that way because all of a sudden I never
that way because all of a sudden I never
that way because all of a sudden I never wear guns when I work or otherwise it I
wear guns when I work or otherwise it I
wear guns when I work or otherwise it I never wear guns so I was I was sitting
never wear guns so I was I was sitting
never wear guns so I was I was sitting there with my lens and actually I was
there with my lens and actually I was
there with my lens and actually I was actually half lying down with my lens
actually half lying down with my lens
actually half lying down with my lens and she came closer and closer and all
and she came closer and closer and all
and she came closer and closer and all of a sudden I realized I need to make
of a sudden I realized I need to make
of a sudden I realized I need to make her aware that I’m that I’m in front of
her aware that I’m that I’m in front of
her aware that I’m that I’m in front of her so I moved the lens ever so slightly
her so I moved the lens ever so slightly
her so I moved the lens ever so slightly just panned the lens she stopped and she
just panned the lens she stopped and she
just panned the lens she stopped and she was like scrutinized you could see that
was like scrutinized you could see that
was like scrutinized you could see that her radar was like scanning me up and
her radar was like scanning me up and
her radar was like scanning me up and down you know it’s like and it’s not is
down you know it’s like and it’s not is
down you know it’s like and it’s not is it amazing sensation that goes through
it amazing sensation that goes through
it amazing sensation that goes through your body because all of a sudden you
your body because all of a sudden you
your body because all of a sudden you are prey it’s fantastic it’s really
are prey it’s fantastic it’s really
are prey it’s fantastic it’s really interesting but what what what happened
interesting but what what what happened
interesting but what what what happened then was that I you know you then you
then was that I you know you then you
then was that I you know you then you start to think what can I do about this
start to think what can I do about this
start to think what can I do about this can I run no even if I’m Usain Bolt I’m
can I run no even if I’m Usain Bolt I’m
can I run no even if I’m Usain Bolt I’m like a snail but
like a snail but
like a snail but the same time Syd started crawling
the same time Syd started crawling
the same time Syd started crawling towards me in a sort of a attack slash
towards me in a sort of a attack slash
towards me in a sort of a attack slash interest mode with you know just the
interest mode with you know just the
interest mode with you know just the shoulder blade sticking up you know like
shoulder blade sticking up you know like
shoulder blade sticking up you know like cats so I just determined to be
cats so I just determined to be
cats so I just determined to be completely still I was like this with my
completely still I was like this with my
completely still I was like this with my camera and she came closer and closer
camera and she came closer and closer
camera and she came closer and closer and when she was about 15 feet away she
and when she was about 15 feet away she
and when she was about 15 feet away she stopped and then she was like puzzled
stopped and then she was like puzzled
stopped and then she was like puzzled who is this guy what is this I’m full he
who is this guy what is this I’m full he
who is this guy what is this I’m full he has probably eaten a lot because he was
has probably eaten a lot because he was
has probably eaten a lot because he was not apparently interesting in me so she
not apparently interesting in me so she
not apparently interesting in me so she just rolled over like this ah I was nice
just rolled over like this ah I was nice
just rolled over like this ah I was nice and then she’s like off with her legs
and then she’s like off with her legs
and then she’s like off with her legs and and I did I didn’t do anything
and and I did I didn’t do anything
and and I did I didn’t do anything because I was completely I felt that
because I was completely I felt that
because I was completely I felt that this this is a balance that’s so
this this is a balance that’s so
this this is a balance that’s so delicate so if I move if I do anything
delicate so if I move if I do anything
delicate so if I move if I do anything she must just go for me and I’m toast
she must just go for me and I’m toast
she must just go for me and I’m toast so I was lying there like this but then
so I was lying there like this but then
so I was lying there like this but then all of a sudden when she rolled over and
all of a sudden when she rolled over and
all of a sudden when she rolled over and started to look at me upside down then
started to look at me upside down then
started to look at me upside down then then I backed up a little bit so I could
then I backed up a little bit so I could
then I backed up a little bit so I could focus because she was too close for the
focus because she was too close for the
focus because she was too close for the focus so I can take this photograph and
focus so I can take this photograph and
focus so I can take this photograph and to me this was a very it was a special
to me this was a very it was a special
to me this was a very it was a special moment
but but in many ways I mean it was
but but in many ways I mean it was honestly I’m I’m sort of a emotional
honestly I’m I’m sort of a emotional
honestly I’m I’m sort of a emotional person I’m a sort of vulnerable person
person I’m a sort of vulnerable person
person I’m a sort of vulnerable person in many ways I don’t for example think
in many ways I don’t for example think
in many ways I don’t for example think that to do what I do you need to be sort
that to do what I do you need to be sort
that to do what I do you need to be sort of a Tarzan jungle jmo because you have
of a Tarzan jungle jmo because you have
of a Tarzan jungle jmo because you have to be the contrary you have to be soft
to be the contrary you have to be soft
to be the contrary you have to be soft hopefully intelligent you have to read
hopefully intelligent you have to read
hopefully intelligent you have to read the environment and you have to be
the environment and you have to be
the environment and you have to be modest otherwise I would have been eaten
modest otherwise I would have been eaten
modest otherwise I would have been eaten I think long time ago but anyway so I
I think long time ago but anyway so I
I think long time ago but anyway so I was there and I felt emotional I felt
was there and I felt emotional I felt
was there and I felt emotional I felt that this this animal gives me this this
that this this animal gives me this this
that this this animal gives me this this experience that’s both damn scary
experience that’s both damn scary
experience that’s both damn scary honestly but at the same time truly
honestly but at the same time truly
honestly but at the same time truly truly beautiful and she’s like calling
truly beautiful and she’s like calling
truly beautiful and she’s like calling for this is obviously some kind of an
for this is obviously some kind of an
for this is obviously some kind of an anthropocentric twist to it that has
anthropocentric twist to it that has
anthropocentric twist to it that has nothing with reality but you know your
nothing with reality but you know your
nothing with reality but you know your mind play games and I felt she’s calling
mind play games and I felt she’s calling
mind play games and I felt she’s calling for my help take a picture and save our
for my help take a picture and save our
for my help take a picture and save our species we’re 300 left and it was like
species we’re 300 left and it was like
species we’re 300 left and it was like aha
aha
aha and then she flipped up she stood and
and then she flipped up she stood and
and then she flipped up she stood and she walked into the to the into the
she walked into the to the into the
she walked into the to the into the forest and I was like him I felt blessed
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