Clair’s Journey | American Transgender

I was born biologically male my name was

I was born biologically male my name was Alex and at that time I never imagined

Alex and at that time I never imagined

Alex and at that time I never imagined I’d get married

I’d get married

I’d get married even people look at me all the time and

even people look at me all the time and

even people look at me all the time and you know I present in the world as

you know I present in the world as

you know I present in the world as female but people just expect that

female but people just expect that

female but people just expect that because I’m wanting to express the

because I’m wanting to express the

because I’m wanting to express the gender that I feel that I am that

gender that I feel that I am that

gender that I feel that I am that somehow you know some kind of monster

you know I would say that I’m just like

you know I would say that I’m just like you just like anyone else I love that

you just like anyone else I love that

you just like anyone else I love that book the black one

what do you think of your dress I think

what do you think of your dress I think he’d be pretty speechless

he’d be pretty speechless

he’d be pretty speechless I think he would think that he’s

I think he would think that he’s

I think he would think that he’s marrying the most beautiful woman in the

marrying the most beautiful woman in the

marrying the most beautiful woman in the world like in the process of allowing

world like in the process of allowing

world like in the process of allowing myself this gift to be myself I’ve

myself this gift to be myself I’ve

myself this gift to be myself I’ve recognized that I don’t have to let go

recognized that I don’t have to let go

recognized that I don’t have to let go of all of my self in the past I grew up

of all of my self in the past I grew up

of all of my self in the past I grew up in Missoula Montana I have a twin

in Missoula Montana I have a twin

in Missoula Montana I have a twin brother tentacle twin brother named Mark

brother tentacle twin brother named Mark

brother tentacle twin brother named Mark we were always together they really were

we were always together they really were

we were always together they really were mirror images of each other

say good morning Alex and you say good

say good morning Alex and you say good morning mark

morning mark

morning mark they were so intrinsically part of each

they were so intrinsically part of each

they were so intrinsically part of each other they really didn’t need anyone

other they really didn’t need anyone

other they really didn’t need anyone else did I ever they were very active

else did I ever they were very active

else did I ever they were very active they had the twin speak at the twin talk

they had the twin speak at the twin talk

they had the twin speak at the twin talk they were a lot of fun

and I just remember just the way people

and I just remember just the way people are reacting to me and I was watching

are reacting to me and I was watching

are reacting to me and I was watching them like I want to look like that there

them like I want to look like that there

them like I want to look like that there wasn’t really any kind of structure

wasn’t really any kind of structure

wasn’t really any kind of structure around you it was more just a a feeling

around you it was more just a a feeling

around you it was more just a a feeling of completeness like imagining this

of completeness like imagining this

of completeness like imagining this possibility of another me