when you’re uncomfortable that’s the only way you’re going to grow you don’t
only way you’re going to grow you don’t
only way you’re going to grow you don’t have to come back and do what you did
have to come back and do what you did
have to come back and do what you did before and do it exponentially better
before and do it exponentially better
before and do it exponentially better you have to come back better as a person
you don’t believe in yourself and who’s
you don’t believe in yourself and who’s going to be leaving you for younger kids
going to be leaving you for younger kids
going to be leaving you for younger kids out there for older people out there if
out there for older people out there if
out there for older people out there if I impact people the rest will happen
have you had a bad dream and you wake up
have you had a bad dream and you wake up and you’re Mary right yes and you see
and you’re Mary right yes and you see
and you’re Mary right yes and you see your wife and you’re like okay that was
your wife and you’re like okay that was
your wife and you’re like okay that was a dream right all right I think for a
a dream right all right I think for a
a dream right all right I think for a long time for two or three years I
long time for two or three years I
long time for two or three years I thought I was living a fucked-up dream
thought I was living a fucked-up dream
thought I was living a fucked-up dream hmm and I kept waiting to wake up I kept
hmm and I kept waiting to wake up I kept
hmm and I kept waiting to wake up I kept waiting to wake up tim was the first
waiting to wake up tim was the first
waiting to wake up tim was the first person that forced me to talk to talk
person that forced me to talk to talk
person that forced me to talk to talk just to talk and it’s amazing when you
just to talk and it’s amazing when you
just to talk and it’s amazing when you just open your mouth and you start
just open your mouth and you start
just open your mouth and you start saying how you really feel about stuff I
saying how you really feel about stuff I
saying how you really feel about stuff I mean think about how many people really
mean think about how many people really
mean think about how many people really say how they feel virtually nobody
say how they feel virtually nobody
say how they feel virtually nobody exactly and I think Tim was the first
exactly and I think Tim was the first
exactly and I think Tim was the first person I actually started have like full
person I actually started have like full
person I actually started have like full transparent transparent conversations
transparent transparent conversations
transparent transparent conversations with right I was like I don’t like the
with right I was like I don’t like the
with right I was like I don’t like the person I was he said what do you mean I
person I was he said what do you mean I
person I was he said what do you mean I was like I cheated a lot my girlfriend I
was like I cheated a lot my girlfriend I
was like I cheated a lot my girlfriend I lied a ton I was consumed by money
lied a ton I was consumed by money
lied a ton I was consumed by money I said gamble I never gambled you know I
I said gamble I never gambled you know I
I said gamble I never gambled you know I always say things just because it was
always say things just because it was
always say things just because it was the right thing to say not that I was
the right thing to say not that I was
the right thing to say not that I was maliciously a bad person right I just
maliciously a bad person right I just
maliciously a bad person right I just never even thought about what my actions
never even thought about what my actions
never even thought about what my actions were it was too busy moving and Tim
were it was too busy moving and Tim
were it was too busy moving and Tim forced me to stop and I still stopped
forced me to stop and I still stopped
forced me to stop and I still stopped myself to this day and you stop yourself
myself to this day and you stop yourself
myself to this day and you stop yourself from what focusing on who you don’t want
from what focusing on who you don’t want
from what focusing on who you don’t want to be and focus on who you do want to be
to be and focus on who you do want to be
to be and focus on who you do want to be here I I just I press pause in life
here I I just I press pause in life
here I I just I press pause in life sometimes and I think it helps I
sometimes and I think it helps I
sometimes and I think it helps I recalibrate to try to get out of an
recalibrate to try to get out of an
recalibrate to try to get out of an obsessive thought yes or just say you
obsessive thought yes or just say you
obsessive thought yes or just say you know even the get out funks whatever
know even the get out funks whatever
know even the get out funks whatever whatever maybe you know I’m a firm
whatever maybe you know I’m a firm
whatever maybe you know I’m a firm believer or net you have to find balance
believer or net you have to find balance
believer or net you have to find balance in life right so they’re gonna be times
in life right so they’re gonna be times
in life right so they’re gonna be times where you’re your journeys gonna be down
where you’re your journeys gonna be down
where you’re your journeys gonna be down here and it’s gonna be tough and the
here and it’s gonna be tough and the
here and it’s gonna be tough and the same when things get high you know you
same when things get high you know you
same when things get high you know you sign a new deal or you have you know you
sign a new deal or you have you know you
sign a new deal or you have you know you have to be able to keep things in
have to be able to keep things in
have to be able to keep things in perspective and I think sometimes when I
perspective and I think sometimes when I
perspective and I think sometimes when I stopped I forced myself to assess okay
stopped I forced myself to assess okay
stopped I forced myself to assess okay what are that where are the benefits you
what are that where are the benefits you
what are that where are the benefits you know where are the negatives how can i
know where are the negatives how can i
know where are the negatives how can i how can I turn this negative into a
how can I turn this negative into a
how can I turn this negative into a positive
positive
positive all right let me make sure that I don’t
all right let me make sure that I don’t
all right let me make sure that I don’t get too high and I continue to keep my
get too high and I continue to keep my
get too high and I continue to keep my head down and work harder because I I
head down and work harder because I I
head down and work harder because I I want to achieve more if it’s not for me
want to achieve more if it’s not for me
want to achieve more if it’s not for me for the people that work for me or for
for the people that work for me or for
for the people that work for me or for my girlfriend or my mom deserves better
my girlfriend or my mom deserves better
my girlfriend or my mom deserves better so I try to find that one thing because
so I try to find that one thing because
so I try to find that one thing because I’m very goal-oriented
I’m very goal-oriented
I’m very goal-oriented that I need to work towards and once I
that I need to work towards and once I
that I need to work towards and once I achieve that it’s another goal and I
achieve that it’s another goal and I
achieve that it’s another goal and I don’t want it to ever stop because
don’t want it to ever stop because
don’t want it to ever stop because that’s what life should be agreed do you
that’s what life should be agreed do you
that’s what life should be agreed do you think of yourself is young or old um old
think of yourself is young or old um old
think of yourself is young or old um old interests um
interests um
interests um I lived a life that has been different
I lived a life that has been different
I lived a life that has been different not for better or for worse it’s just I
not for better or for worse it’s just I
not for better or for worse it’s just I feel like I’m old soul it’s interesting
feel like I’m old soul it’s interesting
feel like I’m old soul it’s interesting I ask because I’m intrigued
I ask because I’m intrigued
I ask because I’m intrigued – I think what your story is and I’m
– I think what your story is and I’m
– I think what your story is and I’m gonna reveal myself in my worldview in
gonna reveal myself in my worldview in
gonna reveal myself in my worldview in this so I’m reading your story you want
this so I’m reading your story you want
this so I’m reading your story you want to make the comeback and because the way
to make the comeback and because the way
to make the comeback and because the way the book is told I didn’t know if you
the book is told I didn’t know if you
the book is told I didn’t know if you make the comeback or not right so I
make the comeback or not right so I
make the comeback or not right so I don’t follow sports so I didn’t know
don’t follow sports so I didn’t know
don’t follow sports so I didn’t know like does this guy like go back to the
like does this guy like go back to the
like does this guy like go back to the NBA and crush it like he’s like super
NBA and crush it like he’s like super
NBA and crush it like he’s like super famous now or or do you not and there’s
famous now or or do you not and there’s
famous now or or do you not and there’s no hints of it in the beginning of the
no hints of it in the beginning of the
no hints of it in the beginning of the book so it’s like unfolding for me in
book so it’s like unfolding for me in
book so it’s like unfolding for me in real time and and then when you don’t
real time and and then when you don’t
real time and and then when you don’t make it and there’s the second attempted
make it and there’s the second attempted
make it and there’s the second attempted suicide but I know that like you’re I
suicide but I know that like you’re I
suicide but I know that like you’re I have the framework of what you do post
have the framework of what you do post
have the framework of what you do post basketball so I didn’t know if it was
basketball so I didn’t know if it was
basketball so I didn’t know if it was basketball injury basketball and then
basketball injury basketball and then
basketball injury basketball and then post or just basketball injury and then
post or just basketball injury and then
post or just basketball injury and then post but I know what you do post so I’m
post but I know what you do post so I’m
post but I know what you do post so I’m like okay this works out somewhere like
like okay this works out somewhere like
like okay this works out somewhere like at some point he gets back on track and
at some point he gets back on track and
at some point he gets back on track and I am utterly convinced that and I don’t
I am utterly convinced that and I don’t
I am utterly convinced that and I don’t believe things happen for a reason by
believe things happen for a reason by
believe things happen for a reason by the way which I know you and I are
the way which I know you and I are
the way which I know you and I are diametrically opposed on that so yeah I
diametrically opposed on that so yeah I
diametrically opposed on that so yeah I don’t believe but I believe that there’s
don’t believe but I believe that there’s
don’t believe but I believe that there’s so much meaning and power to be taken
so much meaning and power to be taken
so much meaning and power to be taken from anything that happens so to me
from anything that happens so to me
from anything that happens so to me looking at like okay I watched this kid
looking at like okay I watched this kid
looking at like okay I watched this kid nobody gives him enough accolades for
nobody gives him enough accolades for
nobody gives him enough accolades for how good he’s getting and he actually
how good he’s getting and he actually
how good he’s getting and he actually understands the nature of getting good
understands the nature of getting good
understands the nature of getting good it’s about practicing it’s about showing
it’s about practicing it’s about showing
it’s about practicing it’s about showing up it’s about putting in the works about
up it’s about putting in the works about
up it’s about putting in the works about doing more than other people are willing
doing more than other people are willing
doing more than other people are willing to do he goes to college at Duke not
to do he goes to college at Duke not
to do he goes to college at Duke not impressed with himself in his first
impressed with himself in his first
impressed with himself in his first season but oh dear God kills himself
season but oh dear God kills himself
season but oh dear God kills himself over the summer to really get
over the summer to really get
over the summer to really get spectacular comes back crushes it could
spectacular comes back crushes it could
spectacular comes back crushes it could have gone direct to the NBA feels a
have gone direct to the NBA feels a
have gone direct to the NBA feels a sense of obligation which i think is
sense of obligation which i think is
sense of obligation which i think is beautiful and even though there’s no
beautiful and even though there’s no
beautiful and even though there’s no question you could have made more money
question you could have made more money
question you could have made more money by going into the NBA financially maybe
by going into the NBA financially maybe
by going into the NBA financially maybe that was a better decision but I’m
that was a better decision but I’m
that was a better decision but I’m imagine
imagine
imagine with the podium and everyone’s like
with the podium and everyone’s like
with the podium and everyone’s like begging you for another year and you
begging you for another year and you
begging you for another year and you give it to him yeah and I think this
give it to him yeah and I think this
give it to him yeah and I think this beautiful man I think that was a
beautiful man I think that was a
beautiful man I think that was a gift to that town it’s why your jersey
gift to that town it’s why your jersey
gift to that town it’s why your jersey now hangs in the rafters like you did
now hangs in the rafters like you did
now hangs in the rafters like you did something beautiful for that
something beautiful for that
something beautiful for that organization I think it’s incredible
organization I think it’s incredible
organization I think it’s incredible you do that you go into the NBA it’s all
you do that you go into the NBA it’s all
you do that you go into the NBA it’s all turning to people are smoking weed
turning to people are smoking weed
turning to people are smoking weed like before games there it’s like a
like before games there it’s like a
like before games there it’s like a total mess you’re becoming somebody you
total mess you’re becoming somebody you
total mess you’re becoming somebody you don’t want to be but by the end of the
don’t want to be but by the end of the
don’t want to be but by the end of the season you figure it out and crush the
season you figure it out and crush the
season you figure it out and crush the last 19 games if I’m not mistaken and
last 19 games if I’m not mistaken and
last 19 games if I’m not mistaken and everybody’s like whoa the person you’re
everybody’s like whoa the person you’re
everybody’s like whoa the person you’re becoming you’re about to become an
becoming you’re about to become an
becoming you’re about to become an all-star and then like it’s a
all-star and then like it’s a
all-star and then like it’s a movie that’s the moment that you have
movie that’s the moment that you have
movie that’s the moment that you have the accident you have to rebuild we’ve
the accident you have to rebuild we’ve
the accident you have to rebuild we’ve already talked about that but your mind
already talked about that but your mind
already talked about that but your mind has been consistent through everything
has been consistent through everything
has been consistent through everything okay the vast majority of humanity if I
okay the vast majority of humanity if I
okay the vast majority of humanity if I take your life and I just take a million
take your life and I just take a million
take your life and I just take a million people and I crush them through that
people and I crush them through that
people and I crush them through that like the percentage of people that come
like the percentage of people that come
like the percentage of people that come out the other side is virtually none so
out the other side is virtually none so
out the other side is virtually none so for you like it’s the way that I think
for you like it’s the way that I think
for you like it’s the way that I think of the inner cities the inner cities
of the inner cities the inner cities
of the inner cities the inner cities consume most of the people that it
consume most of the people that it
consume most of the people that it touches and they either literally die
touches and they either literally die
touches and they either literally die young or they just go on to do nothing
young or they just go on to do nothing
young or they just go on to do nothing but every now and then you get jay-z and
but every now and then you get jay-z and
but every now and then you get jay-z and you go God for the right person like
you go God for the right person like
you go God for the right person like this pressure cooker is it it’s the
this pressure cooker is it it’s the
this pressure cooker is it it’s the pressure that makes the diamond right so
pressure that makes the diamond right so
pressure that makes the diamond right so because AI think that I’m gonna live
because AI think that I’m gonna live
because AI think that I’m gonna live forever truly and I understand a lot of
forever truly and I understand a lot of
forever truly and I understand a lot of things have to happen for that to be
things have to happen for that to be
things have to happen for that to be true but I extend that to you you’re
true but I extend that to you you’re
true but I extend that to you you’re even younger than I am so you’re gonna
even younger than I am so you’re gonna
even younger than I am so you’re gonna live forever it’s gonna be amazing
live forever it’s gonna be amazing
live forever it’s gonna be amazing so now I want to see okay I know what
so now I want to see okay I know what
so now I want to see okay I know what this guy’s been through I know the
this guy’s been through I know the
this guy’s been through I know the diamond that his mind has become like
diamond that his mind has become like
diamond that his mind has become like what awaits all of us on the other side
what awaits all of us on the other side
what awaits all of us on the other side of that so that’s why I was freaking out
of that so that’s why I was freaking out
of that so that’s why I was freaking out reading the book when you’re when you
reading the book when you’re when you
reading the book when you’re when you literally try to cut through the word
literally try to cut through the word
literally try to cut through the word believe and can’t by the way what do you
believe and can’t by the way what do you
believe and can’t by the way what do you set huge goals for yourself now yes
set huge goals for yourself now yes
set huge goals for yourself now yes every day and let me let me address one
every day and let me let me address one
every day and let me let me address one other thing that you said that I find
other thing that you said that I find
other thing that you said that I find fascinating because I think it’s it’s a
fascinating because I think it’s it’s a
fascinating because I think it’s it’s a epidemic within our culture you know in
epidemic within our culture you know in
epidemic within our culture you know in the American culture so it’s so funny
the American culture so it’s so funny
the American culture so it’s so funny like the comeback right when I was when
like the comeback right when I was when
like the comeback right when I was when I wanted to write my book I got turned
I wanted to write my book I got turned
I wanted to write my book I got turned down by multiple publishing agencies if
down by multiple publishing agencies if
down by multiple publishing agencies if you’re like well like you didn’t come
you’re like well like you didn’t come
you’re like well like you didn’t come back right you know
back right you know
back right you know and I think that’s like the American
and I think that’s like the American
and I think that’s like the American like due to American
like due to American
like due to American xscape of how we look at things like why
xscape of how we look at things like why
xscape of how we look at things like why did it come back and crush it and and
did it come back and crush it and and
did it come back and crush it and and and that’s a comeback story and like
and that’s a comeback story and like
no like I came back mentally right like
no like I came back mentally right like that’s a story like that’s it that’s a
that’s a story like that’s it that’s a
that’s a story like that’s it that’s a story that should be cherished for
story that should be cherished for
story that should be cherished for younger kids out there for older people
younger kids out there for older people
younger kids out there for older people out there doesn’t matter you don’t have
out there doesn’t matter you don’t have
out there doesn’t matter you don’t have to come back and do what you did before
to come back and do what you did before
to come back and do what you did before and do it exponentially better you have
and do it exponentially better you have
and do it exponentially better you have to come back better as a person and and
to come back better as a person and and
to come back better as a person and and and really value that process that’s a
and really value that process that’s a
and really value that process that’s a comeback like that’s that that should be
comeback like that’s that that should be
comeback like that’s that that should be an American story so yeah I think my my
an American story so yeah I think my my
an American story so yeah I think my my goals are a little bit outlandish for
goals are a little bit outlandish for
goals are a little bit outlandish for myself I want to own my own media
myself I want to own my own media
myself I want to own my own media network one day man that’s where I so
network one day man that’s where I so
network one day man that’s where I so that’s what they know I came I was like
that’s what they know I came I was like
that’s what they know I came I was like hey this is like God saying right like I
hey this is like God saying right like I
hey this is like God saying right like I you know I have a two-bedroom apartment
you know I have a two-bedroom apartment
you know I have a two-bedroom apartment in New York I you know my mom comes and
in New York I you know my mom comes and
in New York I you know my mom comes and unfortunately there’s a there’s a big
unfortunately there’s a there’s a big
unfortunately there’s a there’s a big camera in a room and there’s lights and
camera in a room and there’s lights and
camera in a room and there’s lights and she’s like she’s like are you filming me
she’s like she’s like are you filming me
she’s like she’s like are you filming me while I sleep and I was like no but now
while I sleep and I was like no but now
while I sleep and I was like no but now I made cuz it made the interesting
I made cuz it made the interesting
I made cuz it made the interesting content yeah but like III think about
content yeah but like III think about
content yeah but like III think about hey how can i how can I be bigger and
hey how can i how can I be bigger and
hey how can i how can I be bigger and better and I think about now how can I
better and I think about now how can I
better and I think about now how can I break outside this mold of just being a
break outside this mold of just being a
break outside this mold of just being a college basketball analyst that’s how I
college basketball analyst that’s how I
college basketball analyst that’s how I got my foot in the door our TV right but
got my foot in the door our TV right but
got my foot in the door our TV right but I meant back to it with the process of
I meant back to it with the process of
I meant back to it with the process of TV because as you know it’s amazing when
TV because as you know it’s amazing when
TV because as you know it’s amazing when you have to be vulnerable to talk about
you have to be vulnerable to talk about
you have to be vulnerable to talk about issues that a lot of people aren’t
issues that a lot of people aren’t
issues that a lot of people aren’t willing to talk about on TV like there’s
willing to talk about on TV like there’s
willing to talk about on TV like there’s a there’s something special about that
a there’s something special about that
a there’s something special about that so if that’s me having conversations
so if that’s me having conversations
so if that’s me having conversations with you know somebody I’m interviewing
with you know somebody I’m interviewing
with you know somebody I’m interviewing or me being lost in you know telling
or me being lost in you know telling
or me being lost in you know telling dialogue I love it
dialogue I love it
dialogue I love it I got it’s my passion it’s my new
I got it’s my passion it’s my new
I got it’s my passion it’s my new basketball court yes I love that man so
basketball court yes I love that man so
basketball court yes I love that man so much so my thing is you you said
much so my thing is you you said
much so my thing is you you said something I it was in the book you said
something I it was in the book you said
something I it was in the book you said the reason that this has become like the
the reason that this has become like the
the reason that this has become like the American like narrative for the comeback
American like narrative for the comeback
American like narrative for the comeback story is because it erases the mistake
story is because it erases the mistake
story is because it erases the mistake and I thought that is such a powerful
and I thought that is such a powerful
and I thought that is such a powerful insight that is exactly why one you
insight that is exactly why one you
insight that is exactly why one you would want to come back for yourself
would want to come back for yourself
would want to come back for yourself right so then you know you can stop
right so then you know you can stop
right so then you know you can stop feeling bad out of it right because
feeling bad out of it right because
feeling bad out of it right because you’re playing it in your head for some
you’re playing it in your head for some
you’re playing it in your head for some right so and then the other is it would
right so and then the other is it would
right so and then the other is it would give hope to the people watch
give hope to the people watch
give hope to the people watch you that I could erase my own mistakes
you that I could erase my own mistakes
you that I could erase my own mistakes like there is a way to erase it now I’ve
like there is a way to erase it now I’ve
like there is a way to erase it now I’ve never thought of it like that I think
never thought of it like that I think
never thought of it like that I think it’s a really powerful insight but the
it’s a really powerful insight but the
it’s a really powerful insight but the way that I do think about it I read one
way that I do think about it I read one
way that I do think about it I read one time never let your past be bigger than
time never let your past be bigger than
time never let your past be bigger than your future you know it’s funny too for
your future you know it’s funny too for
your future you know it’s funny too for a while and not you’re dead-on with that
a while and not you’re dead-on with that
a while and not you’re dead-on with that I associated bigger with monetary value
I associated bigger with monetary value
I associated bigger with monetary value so for me it was like hey I could have
so for me it was like hey I could have
so for me it was like hey I could have made 250 million in my MBA career how do
made 250 million in my MBA career how do
made 250 million in my MBA career how do i how do I achieve that like that’s
i how do I achieve that like that’s
i how do I achieve that like that’s that’s the goal that’s what bigger means
that’s the goal that’s what bigger means
that’s the goal that’s what bigger means and bigger has changed for me too now
and bigger has changed for me too now
and bigger has changed for me too now meaning impact right so yes I do want to
meaning impact right so yes I do want to
meaning impact right so yes I do want to have my own media network one day I do
have my own media network one day I do
have my own media network one day I do want to help other people film content I
want to help other people film content I
want to help other people film content I love content but I rather I rather it be
love content but I rather I rather it be
love content but I rather I rather it be I don’t worry about the money now the
I don’t worry about the money now the
I don’t worry about the money now the money’s gonna take care of itself if I
money’s gonna take care of itself if I
money’s gonna take care of itself if I impact people the rest will happen me
impact people the rest will happen me
impact people the rest will happen me telling my story was selfish at first
telling my story was selfish at first
telling my story was selfish at first because I wanted to write a book for me
because I wanted to write a book for me
because I wanted to write a book for me I need it to write a book for me I
I need it to write a book for me I
I need it to write a book for me I needed to sit down and really go through
needed to sit down and really go through
needed to sit down and really go through the the good the bad and and really
the the good the bad and and really
the the good the bad and and really write it out and I’d even know if I
write it out and I’d even know if I
write it out and I’d even know if I wanted to share it at first because a
wanted to share it at first because a
wanted to share it at first because a lot of you want to write a book they’re
lot of you want to write a book they’re
lot of you want to write a book they’re not gonna be fully transparent like me
not gonna be fully transparent like me
not gonna be fully transparent like me worried about what is my image what is
worried about what is my image what is
worried about what is my image what is my image I’m portraying to everybody
my image I’m portraying to everybody
my image I’m portraying to everybody else is this gonna hinder me from
else is this gonna hinder me from
else is this gonna hinder me from getting other deals can I lose deals
getting other deals can I lose deals
getting other deals can I lose deals that I currently have and riding it
that I currently have and riding it
that I currently have and riding it after I got done it’s like wow that
after I got done it’s like wow that
after I got done it’s like wow that feels good it feels good and it didn’t
feels good it feels good and it didn’t
feels good it feels good and it didn’t matter what people said good or bad
matter what people said good or bad
matter what people said good or bad some reviews killed my book other
some reviews killed my book other
some reviews killed my book other reviews loved it it wasn’t I didn’t
reviews loved it it wasn’t I didn’t
reviews loved it it wasn’t I didn’t write it
write it
write it for them at first and then after I
for them at first and then after I
for them at first and then after I started hearing people tell me their
started hearing people tell me their
started hearing people tell me their stories oh like this is this is
stories oh like this is this is
stories oh like this is this is what it’s all about you know and I used
what it’s all about you know and I used
what it’s all about you know and I used to say all the time why me why me why me
to say all the time why me why me why me
to say all the time why me why me why me and also in that conversation changed it
and also in that conversation changed it
and also in that conversation changed it yeah okay like why not me why not me and
yeah okay like why not me why not me and
yeah okay like why not me why not me and I think the more you can start looking
I think the more you can start looking
I think the more you can start looking at facing adversity by saying why not me
at facing adversity by saying why not me
at facing adversity by saying why not me you approach things with a completely
you approach things with a completely
you approach things with a completely different mentality than the person who
different mentality than the person who
different mentality than the person who feels like they’re going to be a victim
feels like they’re going to be a victim
feels like they’re going to be a victim you start becoming the hunter again and
you start becoming the hunter again and
you start becoming the hunter again and the more you can stay with that hunter
the more you can stay with that hunter
the more you can stay with that hunter mentality it will pay dividends
mentality it will pay dividends
mentality it will pay dividends down the con dude I love that that isn’t
down the con dude I love that that isn’t
down the con dude I love that that isn’t thank you for that one I will remit
thank you for that one I will remit
thank you for that one I will remit thank you are you kidding me I wish I
thank you are you kidding me I wish I
thank you are you kidding me I wish I had my notebook I’m writing down
had my notebook I’m writing down
had my notebook I’m writing down mentally right now so walk me through do
mentally right now so walk me through do
mentally right now so walk me through do you know who Stephen Hawking is I do
you know who Stephen Hawking is I do
you know who Stephen Hawking is I do okay so you want to talk about losing
okay so you want to talk about losing
okay so you want to talk about losing your body and he’s got an amazing quote
your body and he’s got an amazing quote
your body and he’s got an amazing quote that really empowered me and he said
that really empowered me and he said
that really empowered me and he said when you complain nobody wants to help
when you complain nobody wants to help
when you complain nobody wants to help you hmm
you hmm
you hmm which I just thought okay if he’s
which I just thought okay if he’s
which I just thought okay if he’s talking about that if he’s talking about
talking about that if he’s talking about
talking about that if he’s talking about like not to be a victim and and he in
like not to be a victim and and he in
like not to be a victim and and he in very similar ways to what you’re talking
very similar ways to what you’re talking
very similar ways to what you’re talking about is now you found this new purpose
about is now you found this new purpose
about is now you found this new purpose you gonna be able to help people
you gonna be able to help people
you gonna be able to help people specifically because you were in the
specifically because you were in the
specifically because you were in the accident he said look I’ve made these
accident he said look I’ve made these
accident he said look I’ve made these contributions to physics because I lost
contributions to physics because I lost
contributions to physics because I lost my body and you know up until that point
my body and you know up until that point
my body and you know up until that point I was sort of a lad you know went out
I was sort of a lad you know went out
I was sort of a lad you know went out drinking and partying with the boys and
drinking and partying with the boys and
drinking and partying with the boys and never really took school seriously and
never really took school seriously and
never really took school seriously and it was only in these moments that I
it was only in these moments that I
it was only in these moments that I really as I lost my body it forced me to
really as I lost my body it forced me to
really as I lost my body it forced me to really focus on my mind and build
really focus on my mind and build
really focus on my mind and build something incredible and that concept to
something incredible and that concept to
something incredible and that concept to me is is pretty breathtaking so while I
me is is pretty breathtaking so while I
me is is pretty breathtaking so while I don’t think things happen for a reason
don’t think things happen for a reason
don’t think things happen for a reason it’s incredibly powerful to see the
it’s incredibly powerful to see the
it’s incredibly powerful to see the wisdom that people can mine from
wisdom that people can mine from
wisdom that people can mine from whatever’s happened to them if they
whatever’s happened to them if they
whatever’s happened to them if they choose if they choose for sure I think
choose if they choose for sure I think
choose if they choose for sure I think choose is a really imperative word
choose is a really imperative word
choose is a really imperative word because a lot of people choose not
because a lot of people choose not
because a lot of people choose not choose not to you know follow up on
choose not to you know follow up on
choose not to you know follow up on things that happened in their past or
things that happened in their past or
things that happened in their past or said time to reflect and that’s why the
said time to reflect and that’s why the
said time to reflect and that’s why the guy looted too earlier it’s amazing it’s
guy looted too earlier it’s amazing it’s
guy looted too earlier it’s amazing it’s like this hamster will that people just
like this hamster will that people just
like this hamster will that people just like a you know I see it all the time I
like a you know I see it all the time I
like a you know I see it all the time I think New York City is a prime target
think New York City is a prime target
think New York City is a prime target for it because I can walk down the
for it because I can walk down the
for it because I can walk down the street and it’s no look there’s a
street and it’s no look there’s a
street and it’s no look there’s a epidemic with homeless people in New
epidemic with homeless people in New
epidemic with homeless people in New York right I think it’s throughout our
York right I think it’s throughout our
York right I think it’s throughout our country too and there was a guy who
country too and there was a guy who
country too and there was a guy who lived outside my apartment and I have a
lived outside my apartment and I have a
lived outside my apartment and I have a place in Tribeca I’ve worked really hard
place in Tribeca I’ve worked really hard
place in Tribeca I’ve worked really hard for it and it would shatter my soul
for it and it would shatter my soul
for it and it would shatter my soul every morning when I would get up in my
every morning when I would get up in my
every morning when I would get up in my apartment and I have these these big
apartment and I have these these big
apartment and I have these these big windows and I look out and I see this
windows and I look out and I see this
windows and I look out and I see this guy who’s homeless right and I was
guy who’s homeless right and I was
guy who’s homeless right and I was sitting there one day and I saw so many
sitting there one day and I saw so many
sitting there one day and I saw so many people just go by him just on their
people just go by him just on their
people just go by him just on their phone not paying attention to him not
phone not paying attention to him not
phone not paying attention to him not that he was looking for attention at all
that he was looking for attention at all
that he was looking for attention at all and I got on my apartment I went down
and I got on my apartment I went down
and I got on my apartment I went down I started talking to him you start
I started talking to him you start
I started talking to him you start finding out this guy and his story and
finding out this guy and his story and
finding out this guy and his story and where he’s from and in fact that he lost
where he’s from and in fact that he lost
where he’s from and in fact that he lost his daughter and a really bad accident
his daughter and a really bad accident
his daughter and a really bad accident he used to work on Wall Street and his
he used to work on Wall Street and his
he used to work on Wall Street and his wife divorced him and you know he can’t
wife divorced him and you know he can’t
wife divorced him and you know he can’t he can’t pick up the pieces and look I
he can’t pick up the pieces and look I
he can’t pick up the pieces and look I wanted to help the guy and you try to
wanted to help the guy and you try to
wanted to help the guy and you try to talk the guy down think he was all there
talk the guy down think he was all there
talk the guy down think he was all there anymore I think he had he had so come to
anymore I think he had he had so come to
anymore I think he had he had so come to the just the resentment and the the
the just the resentment and the the
the just the resentment and the the contention he had for the world in
contention he had for the world in
contention he had for the world in general okay but he said something I’m
general okay but he said something I’m
general okay but he said something I’m so powerful to me because in the in a
so powerful to me because in the in a
so powerful to me because in the in a moment when he was talking about all his
moment when he was talking about all his
moment when he was talking about all his frustrations he said you know what
frustrations he said you know what
frustrations he said you know what though I am where I am and only I can
though I am where I am and only I can
though I am where I am and only I can change it
change it
change it and I remember Wow
and I remember Wow
and I remember Wow you know as much as we’re talking it you
you know as much as we’re talking it you
you know as much as we’re talking it you are the only person that could change it
are the only person that could change it
are the only person that could change it at the end of day people can want to
at the end of day people can want to
at the end of day people can want to help you as much as they want to help
help you as much as they want to help
help you as much as they want to help you and I don’t think complainings
you and I don’t think complainings
you and I don’t think complainings answer either
answer either
answer either I think vulnerability and and and
I think vulnerability and and and
I think vulnerability and and and talking to people out what’s actually
talking to people out what’s actually
talking to people out what’s actually going on in your life get some invested
going on in your life get some invested
going on in your life get some invested in you and the more you listen to them
in you and the more you listen to them
in you and the more you listen to them get some invest invested back in them
get some invest invested back in them
get some invest invested back in them and that’s when a bond is formed but
and that’s when a bond is formed but
and that’s when a bond is formed but that person can only take you so far you
that person can only take you so far you
that person can only take you so far you have to want to take yourself to a
have to want to take yourself to a
have to want to take yourself to a different place and if you don’t have
different place and if you don’t have
different place and if you don’t have that then you’re gonna stay stuck and a
that then you’re gonna stay stuck and a
that then you’re gonna stay stuck and a lot of people choose to stay stuck and
lot of people choose to stay stuck and
lot of people choose to stay stuck and we see it every single day so that
we see it every single day so that
we see it every single day so that always scares me
always scares me
always scares me he’s self-aware enough to know that he
he’s self-aware enough to know that he
he’s self-aware enough to know that he is the problem and the solution do you
is the problem and the solution do you
is the problem and the solution do you have like a piece of advice that you get
have like a piece of advice that you get
have like a piece of advice that you get or did you tell him anything
or did you tell him anything
or did you tell him anything like what do you I didn’t really know
like what do you I didn’t really know
like what do you I didn’t really know what to say as I give a moment and you
what to say as I give a moment and you
what to say as I give a moment and you know I it scared I mean a lot of people
know I it scared I mean a lot of people
know I it scared I mean a lot of people they may not properly articulate that
they may not properly articulate that
they may not properly articulate that but they lived their lives that way I
but they lived their lives that way I
but they lived their lives that way I mean I just I think the more you’re
mean I just I think the more you’re
mean I just I think the more you’re willing to confront it the more you’re
willing to confront it the more you’re
willing to confront it the more you’re willing to talk about I think it’s
willing to talk about I think it’s
willing to talk about I think it’s Hawking helps man you know I know this
Hawking helps man you know I know this
Hawking helps man you know I know this sounds cheesy not at all
sounds cheesy not at all
sounds cheesy not at all but I talked to myself okay people have
but I talked to myself okay people have
but I talked to myself okay people have seen me and think I’m a little bit crazy
seen me and think I’m a little bit crazy
seen me and think I’m a little bit crazy but um you know I remind myself of what
but um you know I remind myself of what
but um you know I remind myself of what happened you know I I wake up in the
happened you know I I wake up in the
happened you know I I wake up in the morning and I
morning and I
morning and I always make sure that I look at my leg I
always make sure that I look at my leg I
always make sure that I look at my leg I had to I can’t pick up my big toe right
had to I can’t pick up my big toe right
had to I can’t pick up my big toe right so I have to crack my toe my curl always
so I have to crack my toe my curl always
so I have to crack my toe my curl always cracks and it hurts in the morning when
cracks and it hurts in the morning when
cracks and it hurts in the morning when i crack it cuz it gets stiff and it just
i crack it cuz it gets stiff and it just
i crack it cuz it gets stiff and it just alright my accident happened like June
alright my accident happened like June
alright my accident happened like June 19 2003 right it happened it sucked
19 2003 right it happened it sucked
19 2003 right it happened it sucked it was painful but it happened it’s it’s
it was painful but it happened it’s it’s
it was painful but it happened it’s it’s a part of my blueprint it doesn’t define
a part of my blueprint it doesn’t define
a part of my blueprint it doesn’t define me but it’s a part of my story but a lot
me but it’s a part of my story but a lot
me but it’s a part of my story but a lot of people allow that one moment to
of people allow that one moment to
of people allow that one moment to define the rest of the story you can’t
define the rest of the story you can’t
define the rest of the story you can’t allow that to happen and you have to be
allow that to happen and you have to be
allow that to happen and you have to be vulnerable enough with yourself to
vulnerable enough with yourself to
vulnerable enough with yourself to accept the fact that happened bad
accept the fact that happened bad
accept the fact that happened bad stuff happens to everybody you have to
stuff happens to everybody you have to
stuff happens to everybody you have to drive your own car and if you don’t
drive your own car and if you don’t
drive your own car and if you don’t drive it somebody else gonna drive it
drive it somebody else gonna drive it
drive it somebody else gonna drive it for you and that that other person is
for you and that that other person is
for you and that that other person is driving it may not be a person it may be
driving it may not be a person it may be
driving it may not be a person it may be a darkness that entity that we talked
a darkness that entity that we talked
a darkness that entity that we talked about that is easy to get lost and
about that is easy to get lost and
about that is easy to get lost and consumed in if you ever thought about
consumed in if you ever thought about
consumed in if you ever thought about waking up looking at your leg cracking
waking up looking at your leg cracking
waking up looking at your leg cracking your painful big toe and saying the
your painful big toe and saying the
your painful big toe and saying the accident happened thank God and I am a
accident happened thank God and I am a
accident happened thank God and I am a fundamentally different human being and
fundamentally different human being and
fundamentally different human being and I’m going to impact the lives of
I’m going to impact the lives of
I’m going to impact the lives of countless people because I have a mind
countless people because I have a mind
countless people because I have a mind that is capable of suffering at a level
that is capable of suffering at a level
that is capable of suffering at a level other people or not and because I went
other people or not and because I went
other people or not and because I went through the darkest of periods and
through the darkest of periods and
through the darkest of periods and clawed my way out not that it was easy
clawed my way out not that it was easy
clawed my way out not that it was easy that I clawed my way out and I know how
that I clawed my way out and I know how
that I clawed my way out and I know how to help people now in a way that I never
to help people now in a way that I never
to help people now in a way that I never could have understood if I didn’t go
could have understood if I didn’t go
could have understood if I didn’t go through it I I did say thank you
through it I I did say thank you
through it I I did say thank you probably when I was thirty years old
probably when I was thirty years old
probably when I was thirty years old five years ago I said thank you for
five years ago I said thank you for
five years ago I said thank you for happening to me I’m still clawing now I
happening to me I’m still clawing now I
happening to me I’m still clawing now I don’t think you ever call your way out I
don’t think you ever call your way out I
don’t think you ever call your way out I think it’s a process it’s easy to go
think it’s a process it’s easy to go
think it’s a process it’s easy to go back into that that’s why I talk about
back into that that’s why I talk about
back into that that’s why I talk about you know reaffirming what happened and
you know reaffirming what happened and
you know reaffirming what happened and reaffirming where you want to go to
reaffirming where you want to go to
reaffirming where you want to go to yourself you know we spent so much time
yourself you know we spent so much time
yourself you know we spent so much time talking to other people and giving other
talking to other people and giving other
talking to other people and giving other people Hasaan what they need to do in
people Hasaan what they need to do in
people Hasaan what they need to do in their life and sometimes you need sit
their life and sometimes you need sit
their life and sometimes you need sit down give yourself advice on what’s
down give yourself advice on what’s
down give yourself advice on what’s what’s best for you what’s some of the
what’s best for you what’s some of the
what’s best for you what’s some of the best advice you’ve given yourself Wow I
can’t live in the past
can’t live in the past I have to be present I thought I think
I have to be present I thought I think
I have to be present I thought I think there a lot of times that you would see
there a lot of times that you would see
there a lot of times that you would see me in moments where I wouldn’t be there
me in moments where I wouldn’t be there
me in moments where I wouldn’t be there because I was too busy recounting what
because I was too busy recounting what
because I was too busy recounting what was instead of what’s happening Carlene
was instead of what’s happening Carlene
was instead of what’s happening Carlene I even what’s going to happen like it
I even what’s going to happen like it
I even what’s going to happen like it just wasn’t even present I was just
just wasn’t even present I was just
just wasn’t even present I was just there some other advice I think that uh
there some other advice I think that uh
there some other advice I think that uh I have to continue to be better I know I
I have to continue to be better I know I
I have to continue to be better I know I know it’s simple but I still I still
know it’s simple but I still I still
know it’s simple but I still I still have faults man I still make mistakes
have faults man I still make mistakes
have faults man I still make mistakes I’m not perfect I’m not perfect in
I’m not perfect I’m not perfect in
I’m not perfect I’m not perfect in relationships I’ve hurt people and I’ve
relationships I’ve hurt people and I’ve
relationships I’ve hurt people and I’ve been hurt it’s a challenge for me to
been hurt it’s a challenge for me to
been hurt it’s a challenge for me to really let somebody in – you know my own
really let somebody in – you know my own
really let somebody in – you know my own demons that I suffer from it’s a
demons that I suffer from it’s a
demons that I suffer from it’s a challenge for me
challenge for me
challenge for me in my relationship my father I love my
in my relationship my father I love my
in my relationship my father I love my dad
dad
dad wholeheartedly me writing the book hurt
wholeheartedly me writing the book hurt
wholeheartedly me writing the book hurt our relationship to a degree I try to
our relationship to a degree I try to
our relationship to a degree I try to talk to him about it it’s a work in
talk to him about it it’s a work in
talk to him about it it’s a work in progress
progress
progress it’s amazing how some of the people that
it’s amazing how some of the people that
it’s amazing how some of the people that you love more than anything you have a
you love more than anything you have a
you love more than anything you have a difficult time connecting to but you
difficult time connecting to but you
difficult time connecting to but you feel the love you recognize it so I
feel the love you recognize it so I
feel the love you recognize it so I think there’s so many aspects of me
think there’s so many aspects of me
think there’s so many aspects of me where there is room for improvement and
where there is room for improvement and
where there is room for improvement and there’s room for growth and like you
there’s room for growth and like you
there’s room for growth and like you know people say I can’t believe you got
know people say I can’t believe you got
know people say I can’t believe you got yourself out like I’m still getting
yourself out like I’m still getting
yourself out like I’m still getting myself out of it and it’s never going to
myself out of it and it’s never going to
myself out of it and it’s never going to stop and that’s a good thing because it
stop and that’s a good thing because it
stop and that’s a good thing because it could have stopped on June 19th and if
could have stopped on June 19th and if
could have stopped on June 19th and if it has stopped on June 19 2003 how sad
it has stopped on June 19 2003 how sad
it has stopped on June 19 2003 how sad would that have been that I would even
would that have been that I would even
would that have been that I would even have been able to spend time reflecting
have been able to spend time reflecting
have been able to spend time reflecting on the that I was doing mm-hmm
on the that I was doing mm-hmm
on the that I was doing mm-hmm so now it’s like I have it I have a
so now it’s like I have it I have a
so now it’s like I have it I have a second chance I’m not gonna say that I
second chance I’m not gonna say that I
second chance I’m not gonna say that I sometimes don’t get carried away or get
sometimes don’t get carried away or get
sometimes don’t get carried away or get lost in what I’m doing I’m extremely
lost in what I’m doing I’m extremely
lost in what I’m doing I’m extremely ambitious right just like you right so
ambitious right just like you right so
ambitious right just like you right so you know that’s work I look some my
you know that’s work I look some my
you know that’s work I look some my girlfriend needs to check me my mom
girlfriend needs to check me my mom
girlfriend needs to check me my mom needs to check me I have these people
needs to check me I have these people
needs to check me I have these people who are sounding boards in my life right
who are sounding boards in my life right
who are sounding boards in my life right now who are willing to say difficult
now who are willing to say difficult
now who are willing to say difficult things to me and I ask how many people
things to me and I ask how many people
things to me and I ask how many people do you have that you allow it to be in
do you have that you allow it to be in
do you have that you allow it to be in your circle that can say painful things
your circle that can say painful things
your circle that can say painful things to you that you may not like to hear and
to you that you may not like to hear and
to you that you may not like to hear and then once you hear them are you willing
then once you hear them are you willing
then once you hear them are you willing to accept it I’ve been lucky enough to
to accept it I’ve been lucky enough to
to accept it I’ve been lucky enough to have people in my life like that and I
have people in my life like that and I
have people in my life like that and I make sure I try to stay surrounded with
make sure I try to stay surrounded with
make sure I try to stay surrounded with those
those
those that is wise yeah your whole concept of
that is wise yeah your whole concept of
that is wise yeah your whole concept of having a board of people that really
having a board of people that really
having a board of people that really have your best interests at heart and
have your best interests at heart and
have your best interests at heart and and I think that’s my wife and I talk a
and I think that’s my wife and I talk a
and I think that’s my wife and I talk a lot about that that notion of okay I’m
lot about that that notion of okay I’m
lot about that that notion of okay I’m hearing something I don’t want to hear
hearing something I don’t want to hear
hearing something I don’t want to hear this really hurts and from a random
this really hurts and from a random
this really hurts and from a random person this may even lead to like me
person this may even lead to like me
person this may even lead to like me shutting down not wanting to hear it but
shutting down not wanting to hear it but
shutting down not wanting to hear it but because I can ask the question does this
because I can ask the question does this
because I can ask the question does this person love me with yes an answer with
person love me with yes an answer with
person love me with yes an answer with yes then you’ve got a shot to really
yes then you’ve got a shot to really
yes then you’ve got a shot to really lower your defenses and hear it and
lower your defenses and hear it and
lower your defenses and hear it and adopt it and that’s really really
adopt it and that’s really really
adopt it and that’s really really important and this week it’s rewarding
important and this week it’s rewarding
important and this week it’s rewarding is fulfilling it’s fulfilling to
is fulfilling it’s fulfilling to
is fulfilling it’s fulfilling to recognize that nobody is the perfect end
recognize that nobody is the perfect end
recognize that nobody is the perfect end product and everybody has stuff to work
product and everybody has stuff to work
product and everybody has stuff to work on but once you’re able to say wow that
on but once you’re able to say wow that
on but once you’re able to say wow that that is something I need to work on and
that is something I need to work on and
that is something I need to work on and you feel yourself taking the steps
you feel yourself taking the steps
you feel yourself taking the steps necessary to be better at it what advice
necessary to be better at it what advice
necessary to be better at it what advice do you have for people that are going
do you have for people that are going
do you have for people that are going through like real anguish like real pain
through like real anguish like real pain
through like real anguish like real pain I guess either emotional physical and
I guess either emotional physical and
I guess either emotional physical and what makes me ask this is I’m so curious
what makes me ask this is I’m so curious
what makes me ask this is I’m so curious to know what your internal talk was like
to know what your internal talk was like
to know what your internal talk was like during the early days of physical
during the early days of physical
during the early days of physical therapy when it was just grueling hmm I
therapy when it was just grueling hmm I
therapy when it was just grueling hmm I think the first thing is to and I would
think the first thing is to and I would
think the first thing is to and I would I do this when I do talks and it’s
I do this when I do talks and it’s
I do this when I do talks and it’s amazing to see how squirmish and
amazing to see how squirmish and
amazing to see how squirmish and uncomfortable people get you hear that
uncomfortable people get you hear that
uncomfortable people get you hear that that’s the only person you’re dealing
that’s the only person you’re dealing
that’s the only person you’re dealing with is you hmm
with is you hmm
with is you hmm when you’re quiet it’s fascinating it’s
when you’re quiet it’s fascinating it’s
when you’re quiet it’s fascinating it’s fascinating to look inside yourself or
fascinating to look inside yourself or
fascinating to look inside yourself or to spend time with yourself and whenever
to spend time with yourself and whenever
to spend time with yourself and whenever I do a talk or when I talk to people oh
I do a talk or when I talk to people oh
I do a talk or when I talk to people oh I think you’re going through a lot of
I think you’re going through a lot of
I think you’re going through a lot of pain I first tell them okay I understand
pain I first tell them okay I understand
pain I first tell them okay I understand what you’re going through but you just
what you’re going through but you just
what you’re going through but you just need to stop for one second because what
need to stop for one second because what
need to stop for one second because what we have a tendency to do is we over
we have a tendency to do is we over
we have a tendency to do is we over inner date ourselves with other things
inner date ourselves with other things
inner date ourselves with other things that really don’t matter they keep
that really don’t matter they keep
that really don’t matter they keep ourselves busy to keep mouthing about
ourselves busy to keep mouthing about
ourselves busy to keep mouthing about the things that do matter so once you’re
the things that do matter so once you’re
the things that do matter so once you’re finally able to stop yourself and you’re
finally able to stop yourself and you’re
finally able to stop yourself and you’re present with yourself you have to go
present with yourself you have to go
present with yourself you have to go back and you have to address it I’m not
back and you have to address it I’m not
back and you have to address it I’m not saying that you’re gonna find a
saying that you’re gonna find a
saying that you’re gonna find a conclusion right then and there but you
conclusion right then and there but you
conclusion right then and there but you have to recognize that whatever happened
have to recognize that whatever happened
have to recognize that whatever happened did happen and I try to push people to
did happen and I try to push people to
did happen and I try to push people to find silver linings I think there’s
find silver linings I think there’s
find silver linings I think there’s truly a silver lining and everything and
truly a silver lining and everything and
truly a silver lining and everything and once again it’s
once again it’s
once again it’s what you choose to focus your energy on
what you choose to focus your energy on
what you choose to focus your energy on if you choose to focus your energy on
if you choose to focus your energy on
if you choose to focus your energy on all the things that God took away from
all the things that God took away from
all the things that God took away from you or whatever entity that is that you
you or whatever entity that is that you
you or whatever entity that is that you believe in took away from you then you
believe in took away from you then you
believe in took away from you then you will be consumed with that energy if you
will be consumed with that energy if you
will be consumed with that energy if you try to force yourself to be consumed
try to force yourself to be consumed
try to force yourself to be consumed with the silver lining even if you
with the silver lining even if you
with the silver lining even if you revert back you have to remind yourself
revert back you have to remind yourself
revert back you have to remind yourself of the silver lining because it gives
of the silver lining because it gives
of the silver lining because it gives you a target goal like you know it’s
you a target goal like you know it’s
you a target goal like you know it’s mental targeting are you able to focus
mental targeting are you able to focus
mental targeting are you able to focus on something that allows you to get out
on something that allows you to get out
on something that allows you to get out of your own way
of your own way
of your own way if you don’t have a goal to help you get
if you don’t have a goal to help you get
if you don’t have a goal to help you get out of your own way you will be stuck so
out of your own way you will be stuck so
out of your own way you will be stuck so what is that is that your wife is that
what is that is that your wife is that
what is that is that your wife is that your parents whatever you need to use to
your parents whatever you need to use to
your parents whatever you need to use to be better for you have to do that and
be better for you have to do that and
be better for you have to do that and you have to find that this only had to
you have to find that this only had to
you have to find that this only had to come from listening to yourself and
come from listening to yourself and
come from listening to yourself and spending time with yourself
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