I don’t know who you’ll be after this that you will not be whistling in
that you will not be whistling in
that you will not be whistling in January 19th
January 19th
January 19th we went are flea stars with five red
we went are flea stars with five red
we went are flea stars with five red knives and thought I’d realize my dream
knives and thought I’d realize my dream
knives and thought I’d realize my dream all those years later and that dream I
all those years later and that dream I
all those years later and that dream I had when I was seventeen years old I was
had when I was seventeen years old I was
had when I was seventeen years old I was now 37 years old so for 20 years I’d
now 37 years old so for 20 years I’d
now 37 years old so for 20 years I’d worked to realize my dream things don’t
worked to realize my dream things don’t
worked to realize my dream things don’t happen overnight you have to make the
happen overnight you have to make the
happen overnight you have to make the emotion of personal investment to make
emotion of personal investment to make
emotion of personal investment to make your dreams come true
your dreams come true
your dreams come true has acting turned out to be all that you
has acting turned out to be all that you
has acting turned out to be all that you wanted it to be it’s incredible it’s
wanted it to be it’s incredible it’s
wanted it to be it’s incredible it’s incredible I never knew that I could do
incredible I never knew that I could do
incredible I never knew that I could do it as a career I never knew it was the
it as a career I never knew it was the
it as a career I never knew it was the first memory that I had the first thing
first memory that I had the first thing
first memory that I had the first thing I can think of is saying I want to be an
I can think of is saying I want to be an
I can think of is saying I want to be an actor too my parents felt like an elite
actor too my parents felt like an elite
actor too my parents felt like an elite group of people and it felt like I would
group of people and it felt like I would
group of people and it felt like I would never belong to them so once I got the
never belong to them so once I got the
never belong to them so once I got the opportunity to to for example get to
opportunity to to for example get to
opportunity to to for example get to movie this boy’s life with Robert De
movie this boy’s life with Robert De
movie this boy’s life with Robert De Niro I said Wow
Niro I said Wow
Niro I said Wow now I’m able to not be able to do the
now I’m able to not be able to do the
now I’m able to not be able to do the course of my career I might be able to
course of my career I might be able to
course of my career I might be able to have a career similar to these guys that
have a career similar to these guys that
have a career similar to these guys that I’m you know I so admire
that I knew at 15 years old was the
that I knew at 15 years old was the biggest gift in the world and that lets
biggest gift in the world and that lets
biggest gift in the world and that lets that’s never left me my father sent me
that’s never left me my father sent me
that’s never left me my father sent me to Harrogate which was a spar town and
to Harrogate which was a spar town and
to Harrogate which was a spar town and told me to find a job the most daunting
told me to find a job the most daunting
told me to find a job the most daunting task in my life I went to Harrogate and
task in my life I went to Harrogate and
task in my life I went to Harrogate and I found a job at the hotel King George
I found a job at the hotel King George
I found a job at the hotel King George in Canada I started there and the 20th
in Canada I started there and the 20th
in Canada I started there and the 20th March 1978 it wasn’t great truth but
March 1978 it wasn’t great truth but
March 1978 it wasn’t great truth but what they taught me was how to push how
what they taught me was how to push how
what they taught me was how to push how to run how to be consistent because
to run how to be consistent because
to run how to be consistent because consistency is born out of discipline
consistency is born out of discipline
consistency is born out of discipline how never to be late how to go to work
how never to be late how to go to work
how never to be late how to go to work when you’re not feeling well and let the
when you’re not feeling well and let the
when you’re not feeling well and let the chef send you home
didn’t have come in as a top-rated
didn’t have come in as a top-rated recruit
I didn’t come in with the opportunity to
I didn’t come in with the opportunity to play right away I had to earn it I’ve
play right away I had to earn it I’ve
play right away I had to earn it I’ve never met that thirst or that hunger for
never met that thirst or that hunger for
never met that thirst or that hunger for wanting to give one great performance
wanting to give one great performance
wanting to give one great performance that I’m truly satisfied with or be in
that I’m truly satisfied with or be in
that I’m truly satisfied with or be in one movie that I said I love this film
one movie that I said I love this film
one movie that I said I love this film is something that I don’t know it will
is something that I don’t know it will
is something that I don’t know it will ever be
ever be
ever be Quine keeps pushing you you know you can
Quine keeps pushing you you know you can
Quine keeps pushing you you know you can never perfect what we do there there’s
never perfect what we do there there’s
never perfect what we do there there’s no way I’ve never met anyone who goes
no way I’ve never met anyone who goes
no way I’ve never met anyone who goes that perfection I mean to an audience
that perfection I mean to an audience
that perfection I mean to an audience outside of your work people can think
outside of your work people can think
outside of your work people can think that that’s the only way they’ll ever
that that’s the only way they’ll ever
that that’s the only way they’ll ever want to see that part played all that
want to see that part played all that
want to see that part played all that alone and done whatever but as an actor
alone and done whatever but as an actor
alone and done whatever but as an actor and this is not humility I think it just
and this is not humility I think it just
and this is not humility I think it just goes for all art forms really the whole
goes for all art forms really the whole
goes for all art forms really the whole point is perfection is unachievable so
point is perfection is unachievable so
point is perfection is unachievable so it’s a constant pursuit of the
it’s a constant pursuit of the
it’s a constant pursuit of the unobtainable which is kind of magic
unobtainable which is kind of magic
unobtainable which is kind of magic written and
written and
written and and she keep us kind of motivated to try
and she keep us kind of motivated to try
and she keep us kind of motivated to try better success is born out of luck it’s
better success is born out of luck it’s
better success is born out of luck it’s awareness of mind that takes advantage
awareness of mind that takes advantage
awareness of mind that takes advantage of that opportunity when I said to him
of that opportunity when I said to him
of that opportunity when I said to him when I was a young boy mr. Reed used to
when I was a young boy mr. Reed used to
when I was a young boy mr. Reed used to tell me about a restaurant in Paris
tell me about a restaurant in Paris
tell me about a restaurant in Paris called laughter which was the ultimate
called laughter which was the ultimate
called laughter which was the ultimate is that how police towers in mission the
is that how police towers in mission the
is that how police towers in mission the five red knives and thoughts
I said we’ve got three stars with four
I said we’ve got three stars with four black knives and forks
let’s go for flight read my thoughts
let’s go for flight read my thoughts the next three years we push the leaf
the next three years we push the leaf
the next three years we push the leaf push through first we did everything new
push through first we did everything new
push through first we did everything new and will be confronted with opportunity
and will be confronted with opportunity
and will be confronted with opportunity we must take advantage of it if you
we must take advantage of it if you
we must take advantage of it if you don’t take advantage of your opportunity
don’t take advantage of your opportunity
don’t take advantage of your opportunity you will never realize your dreams
you will never realize your dreams
you will never realize your dreams whether you want them or not is be
whether you want them or not is be
whether you want them or not is be relevant you don’t know that until you
relevant you don’t know that until you
relevant you don’t know that until you achieve it I have come to learn that if
achieve it I have come to learn that if
achieve it I have come to learn that if you don’t take it by force you won’t
you don’t take it by force you won’t
you don’t take it by force you won’t take it at all in the cut and wait for
take it at all in the cut and wait for
take it at all in the cut and wait for good things to happen spring years and
good things to happen spring years and
good things to happen spring years and life passes them by because they are not
life passes them by because they are not
life passes them by because they are not aggressive enough I’m not talking about
aggressive enough I’m not talking about
aggressive enough I’m not talking about physical fighting but I’m talking about
physical fighting but I’m talking about
physical fighting but I’m talking about that aggressive nature that causes you
that aggressive nature that causes you
that aggressive nature that causes you to not allow the enemy to take over your
to not allow the enemy to take over your
to not allow the enemy to take over your stuff
ask yourself what if no one ever bought
ask yourself what if no one ever bought any of my work what if I’m never going
any of my work what if I’m never going
any of my work what if I’m never going to sell a book or publish a book or a
to sell a book or publish a book or a
to sell a book or publish a book or a short story are you going to continue to
short story are you going to continue to
short story are you going to continue to write and if the answer is yes because I
write and if the answer is yes because I
write and if the answer is yes because I have to do then yeah then you are a
have to do then yeah then you are a
have to do then yeah then you are a writer I think what gave me the drive to
writer I think what gave me the drive to
writer I think what gave me the drive to succeed was my insecurities reading
succeed was my insecurities reading
succeed was my insecurities reading writing struggling it gave me that
writing struggling it gave me that
writing struggling it gave me that individual drive to prove myself because
individual drive to prove myself because
individual drive to prove myself because I’d been belittled at school had never
I’d been belittled at school had never
I’d been belittled at school had never been taken seriously as always looked
been taken seriously as always looked
been taken seriously as always looked upon as being a fool it’s being stupid
upon as being a fool it’s being stupid
upon as being a fool it’s being stupid so it was the fuel behind me that’s what
so it was the fuel behind me that’s what
so it was the fuel behind me that’s what made me work far harder is to prove to
made me work far harder is to prove to
made me work far harder is to prove to my father and other individuals I have
my father and other individuals I have
my father and other individuals I have possessed other great qualities
so had I been dealt with as a child I
so had I been dealt with as a child I may never had the energy or the fuel to
may never had the energy or the fuel to
may never had the energy or the fuel to drive me to get to where I got
so you consider yourself lucky very
so you consider yourself lucky very lucky which have got talent to meet the
lucky which have got talent to meet the
lucky which have got talent to meet the luck right somebody hands you the ball
luck right somebody hands you the ball
luck right somebody hands you the ball and you’re wrong
and you’re wrong
and you’re wrong you know I mean and if you get hit you
you know I mean and if you get hit you
you know I mean and if you get hit you get hit or maybe you make it through you
get hit or maybe you make it through you
get hit or maybe you make it through you never know but I mean I I just know that
never know but I mean I I just know that
never know but I mean I I just know that somebody handed me the ball at a certain
somebody handed me the ball at a certain
somebody handed me the ball at a certain point and I was hungry enough to keep
point and I was hungry enough to keep
point and I was hungry enough to keep running and I’m still running and
running and I’m still running and
running and I’m still running and maintain a hunger but not an ambition
all of you will discover you can do
all of you will discover you can do things you never fuck you you can
things you never fuck you you can
things you never fuck you you can advance farther than you ever thought
advance farther than you ever thought
advance farther than you ever thought you could advance
you could advance
you could advance [Music]
once you put your heart into believing
once you put your heart into believing that you can do that back there is a
that you can do that back there is a
that you can do that back there is a little bit of fear about whether you can
little bit of fear about whether you can
little bit of fear about whether you can do it or what somebody will say about
how much further can you go that’s a
how much further can you go that’s a really good question and I don’t know
really good question and I don’t know
really good question and I don’t know the answer to that I don’t have those
the answer to that I don’t have those
the answer to that I don’t have those types of goals if I want this number you
types of goals if I want this number you
types of goals if I want this number you know I just have the goal of I want to
know I just have the goal of I want to
know I just have the goal of I want to play well at this term and I want to win
play well at this term and I want to win
play well at this term and I want to win this tournament you know and then I want
this tournament you know and then I want
this tournament you know and then I want to win this tournament and when I wake
to win this tournament and when I wake
to win this tournament and when I wake up one morning and I just absolutely do
up one morning and I just absolutely do
up one morning and I just absolutely do not want to go on the court or have no
not want to go on the court or have no
not want to go on the court or have no motivation of going to court then that’s
motivation of going to court then that’s
motivation of going to court then that’s one of you good for me
[Music]
[Music] you are a part of something that
you are a part of something that
you are a part of something that transcends all the details of your
transcends all the details of your
transcends all the details of your business you prove it every day that it
business you prove it every day that it
business you prove it every day that it works and you prove it by overcoming the
works and you prove it by overcoming the
works and you prove it by overcoming the obstacles that you have to deal with
there are all sorts of people who want
there are all sorts of people who want to break your face sometime during your
to break your face sometime during your
to break your face sometime during your own family and sometime they’re just
own family and sometime they’re just
own family and sometime they’re just so-called good friends who think you’re
so-called good friends who think you’re
so-called good friends who think you’re crazy for doing what you’re doing but
crazy for doing what you’re doing but
crazy for doing what you’re doing but you see you have decided to take charge
you see you have decided to take charge
you see you have decided to take charge of your life you have decided that you
of your life you have decided that you
of your life you have decided that you are going to change you’re not going to
are going to change you’re not going to
are going to change you’re not going to wait for the government you’re not going
wait for the government you’re not going
wait for the government you’re not going to wait for some school or something
to wait for some school or something
to wait for some school or something else to happen you are going to change
else to happen you are going to change
else to happen you are going to change your situation
pretty good
pretty good but it wasn’t always easy this assistant
but it wasn’t always easy this assistant
but it wasn’t always easy this assistant life isn’t but to those who can overcome
life isn’t but to those who can overcome
life isn’t but to those who can overcome the obstacles rise up when difficulties
the obstacles rise up when difficulties
the obstacles rise up when difficulties arise are the ones who win the prize
and there is no advantage to starting
and there is no advantage to starting ten years ago as a bloke starting today
ten years ago as a bloke starting today
ten years ago as a bloke starting today in fact it’s better today than it was
so stick with it
so stick with it find our way through it just find out an
find our way through it just find out an
find our way through it just find out an answer
[Music]
[Music] when you start something new it Snuggies
when you start something new it Snuggies
when you start something new it Snuggies I I’ve never made it I’ve never finished
I I’ve never made it I’ve never finished
I I’ve never made it I’ve never finished my painting until the day that my eyes
my painting until the day that my eyes
my painting until the day that my eyes closed and I don’t wake up I feel like
closed and I don’t wake up I feel like
closed and I don’t wake up I feel like I’m still putting towards my masterpiece
I’m still putting towards my masterpiece
I’m still putting towards my masterpiece and they’re all building on something
and they’re all building on something
and they’re all building on something that we hope can leave a standing of the
that we hope can leave a standing of the
that we hope can leave a standing of the test of time
[Music]
[Music] the darkness as your ally you merely
the darkness as your ally you merely
the darkness as your ally you merely adopted the dark I was born in it molded
adopted the dark I was born in it molded
adopted the dark I was born in it molded by it I found myself sitting alone in my
by it I found myself sitting alone in my
by it I found myself sitting alone in my bedroom and asking myself the question
bedroom and asking myself the question
bedroom and asking myself the question that sometimes we all ask each other
that sometimes we all ask each other
that sometimes we all ask each other what are you going to do now what are
what are you going to do now what are
what are you going to do now what are you going to try two choices either I
was going to sit in that cell
was going to sit in that cell give up while I was going to make a
give up while I was going to make a
give up while I was going to make a decision to step out of the darkness
decision to step out of the darkness
decision to step out of the darkness [Music]
see when you in that darkness you want
see when you in that darkness you want to sit there and wait for the light to
to sit there and wait for the light to
to sit there and wait for the light to come
we when that dog feels uncomfortable but
we when that dog feels uncomfortable but you can’t wait
you can’t wait
you can’t wait getting that dog
only way out is to step forward to face
only way out is to step forward to face your fear become your own life I had to
your fear become your own life I had to
your fear become your own life I had to make a decision
make a decision
make a decision I had to decide I had to believe in
I had to decide I had to believe in
I had to decide I had to believe in myself my never before had to find my
myself my never before had to find my
myself my never before had to find my inner power
[Music]
[Music] now I’m not going to lie to you it’s
now I’m not going to lie to you it’s
now I’m not going to lie to you it’s going to be a lot of times all about the
going to be a lot of times all about the
going to be a lot of times all about the sale I’m still feeling everyday we are
sale I’m still feeling everyday we are
sale I’m still feeling everyday we are all working properties
[Music]
[Music] and one day you’ll be sitting and dark
and one day you’ll be sitting and dark
and one day you’ll be sitting and dark like I was and you’re going to be asking
like I was and you’re going to be asking
like I was and you’re going to be asking yourself what am I going to do now what
yourself what am I going to do now what
yourself what am I going to do now what I don’t do now
I don’t do now
I don’t do now [Music]
within that moment I want you to
within that moment I want you to remember the power of you your life is
remember the power of you your life is
remember the power of you your life is your life don’t let it be clubbed into
your life don’t let it be clubbed into
your life don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission beyond the watch they’re
dank submission beyond the watch they’re
dank submission beyond the watch they’re always out there is a light somewhere it
always out there is a light somewhere it
always out there is a light somewhere it may not be much lighter but it beats the
may not be much lighter but it beats the
may not be much lighter but it beats the darkness beyond the watch the gods will
darkness beyond the watch the gods will
darkness beyond the watch the gods will offer you chances no then click on he
offer you chances no then click on he
offer you chances no then click on he can’t beat tests but he can beat death
can’t beat tests but he can beat death
can’t beat tests but he can beat death in life sometimes more often you learn
in life sometimes more often you learn
in life sometimes more often you learn to do it the more lights there will be
[Music]
[Music] your life is your life know it while you
your life is your life know it while you
your life is your life know it while you have it you are marvelous the gods wait
have it you are marvelous the gods wait
have it you are marvelous the gods wait to delight you
I didn’t come to such a great home one
I didn’t come to such a great home one day I started running and that seemed to
day I started running and that seemed to
day I started running and that seemed to make sense so and I just kept running
when you get sad you run straight ahead
when you get sad you run straight ahead and and you keep running forward no
and and you keep running forward no
and and you keep running forward no matter what there are people in your
matter what there are people in your
matter what there are people in your life or country hold you back slow you
life or country hold you back slow you
life or country hold you back slow you down with you don’t let you stop running
down with you don’t let you stop running
down with you don’t let you stop running and don’t you ever look behind you
and don’t you ever look behind you
and don’t you ever look behind you there’s nothing for you behind you all
there’s nothing for you behind you all
there’s nothing for you behind you all that it is what’s ahead
that it is what’s ahead
that it is what’s ahead [Music]
you spent your career working to get
you spent your career working to get here now we have to start all over you
here now we have to start all over you
here now we have to start all over you almost feel like an outsider coaches are
almost feel like an outsider coaches are
almost feel like an outsider coaches are sympathetic but they still have to coach
sympathetic but they still have to coach
sympathetic but they still have to coach and you’re not there it’s a dark place
and you’re not there it’s a dark place
and you’re not there it’s a dark place probably the darkest it’s ever been
probably the darkest it’s ever been
probably the darkest it’s ever been you’re sad and down and out and you ask
you’re sad and down and out and you ask
you’re sad and down and out and you ask yourself why did this have to happen
yourself why did this have to happen
yourself why did this have to happen [Music]
[Music]
[Music] it’s in this moment that you find out
it’s in this moment that you find out
it’s in this moment that you find out who you really are and what you’re
who you really are and what you’re
who you really are and what you’re really about
you aren’t handed in you earn everything
you aren’t handed in you earn everything every single day over and over again you
every single day over and over again you
every single day over and over again you have to prove it
have to prove it
have to prove it [Music]
I feel like we all had two battles or
I feel like we all had two battles or two enemies going on one with the man
two enemies going on one with the man
two enemies going on one with the man across Korea the second is with the man
across Korea the second is with the man
across Korea the second is with the man inside of it I think once you control
inside of it I think once you control
inside of it I think once you control the one inside of you the one across
the one inside of you the one across
the one inside of you the one across from you really doesn’t matter
your life is your life don’t let it be
your life is your life don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission beyond the
clubbed into dank submission beyond the
clubbed into dank submission beyond the watch they’re always out there is a
watch they’re always out there is a
watch they’re always out there is a light somewhere it may not be much
light somewhere it may not be much
light somewhere it may not be much lighter but it beats the darkness
do not go gentle into that good night
do not go gentle into that good night old age should burn and rave at close of
old age should burn and rave at close of
old age should burn and rave at close of day rage rage against the dying of the
day rage rage against the dying of the
day rage rage against the dying of the light though wise men at their end know
light though wise men at their end know
light though wise men at their end know dark is right because their words had
dark is right because their words had
dark is right because their words had forked no lightning they do not go
forked no lightning they do not go
forked no lightning they do not go gentle into that good night good men the
gentle into that good night good men the
gentle into that good night good men the last wave by crying how bright their
last wave by crying how bright their
last wave by crying how bright their frail deeds might have danced in a Green
frail deeds might have danced in a Green
frail deeds might have danced in a Green Bay rage rage against the dying of the
Bay rage rage against the dying of the
Bay rage rage against the dying of the light
light
light [Music]
do not go gentle into that good night
do not go gentle into that good night grave men near death who see with
grave men near death who see with
grave men near death who see with blinding sight range rage against the
blinding sight range rage against the
blinding sight range rage against the dying of the light
[Music]
[Music] and you my father there on the sad
and you my father there on the sad
and you my father there on the sad height curse bless me now with your
height curse bless me now with your
height curse bless me now with your fierce tears I pray do not go gentle
fierce tears I pray do not go gentle
fierce tears I pray do not go gentle into that good night rage rage against
into that good night rage rage against
into that good night rage rage against the dying of the light
now assault commitment is staying true
now assault commitment is staying true to what you said you would do long after
to what you said you would do long after
to what you said you would do long after the move that you set it in her blood
because we say things when the mood is
because we say things when the mood is right right but when the environment in
right right but when the environment in
right right but when the environment in the mood changes we back off you get
the mood changes we back off you get
the mood changes we back off you get yourself together
transcend your suffering see if you can
transcend your suffering see if you can be some kind of hero makes the suffering
be some kind of hero makes the suffering
be some kind of hero makes the suffering in the world left well that’s the way
in the world left well that’s the way
in the world left well that’s the way forward
forward
forward I may be crazy I don’t know but I just
I may be crazy I don’t know but I just
I may be crazy I don’t know but I just believe my five year old son of my
believe my five year old son of my
believe my five year old son of my six-year-old daughter he deserves the
six-year-old daughter he deserves the
six-year-old daughter he deserves the best version I may be crazy I don’t know
best version I may be crazy I don’t know
best version I may be crazy I don’t know but I just believe my wife and I’ve done
but I just believe my wife and I’ve done
but I just believe my wife and I’ve done with everything communicate brave she
with everything communicate brave she
with everything communicate brave she deserves it that’s virtually I may be
deserves it that’s virtually I may be
deserves it that’s virtually I may be crazy I don’t know but my three little
crazy I don’t know but my three little
crazy I don’t know but my three little sisters
sisters
sisters I just believe they deserve the best
I just believe they deserve the best
I just believe they deserve the best version of that big government I may be
version of that big government I may be
version of that big government I may be crazy
crazy
crazy I don’t know but the people I’m a
I don’t know but the people I’m a
I don’t know but the people I’m a servicing on your face of their clinic
servicing on your face of their clinic
servicing on your face of their clinic they deserve because for me they’re not
they deserve because for me they’re not
they deserve because for me they’re not going to give them any less
going to give them any less
going to give them any less [Music]
[Music]
[Music] you did
see you didn’t fucking die when the
see you didn’t fucking die when the dogsled team so including last night
dogsled team so including last night
dogsled team so including last night that’s three fucking damage incidents
that’s three fucking damage incidents
that’s three fucking damage incidents that didn’t kill you pain the damage
that didn’t kill you pain the damage
that didn’t kill you pain the damage donor new world or despair or fucking
donor new world or despair or fucking
donor new world or despair or fucking cretins
cretins
the world ends when you’re dead until
the world ends when you’re dead until then you got more punishment in school
then you got more punishment in school
then you got more punishment in school stand like a man I’d give some bad
stand like a man I’d give some bad
stand like a man I’d give some bad [Music]
you’re going to try go all the way this
you’re going to try go all the way this could mean losing girlfriends wise
could mean losing girlfriends wise
could mean losing girlfriends wise relatives jobs maybe your mind go all
relatives jobs maybe your mind go all
relatives jobs maybe your mind go all the way
pick up your damn suffering and bear it
pick up your damn suffering and bear it and try to be a good person so you don’t
and try to be a good person so you don’t
and try to be a good person so you don’t make it worse well that’s a truth you
make it worse well that’s a truth you
make it worse well that’s a truth you know I read a lot about the terrible
know I read a lot about the terrible
know I read a lot about the terrible things that people have done to each
things that people have done to each
things that people have done to each other you just cannot even imagine it so
other you just cannot even imagine it so
other you just cannot even imagine it so awful so you don’t want to be someone
awful so you don’t want to be someone
awful so you don’t want to be someone like that now do you have a reason to be
like that now do you have a reason to be
like that now do you have a reason to be yes you have a lots of reasons to be god
yes you have a lots of reasons to be god
yes you have a lots of reasons to be god there’s reasons to be resentful about
there’s reasons to be resentful about
there’s reasons to be resentful about your existence everyone you know is
your existence everyone you know is
your existence everyone you know is going to die you know you too
going to die you know you too
going to die you know you too there’s going to be a fair bit of pain
there’s going to be a fair bit of pain
there’s going to be a fair bit of pain along the way and lots of it’s going to
along the way and lots of it’s going to
along the way and lots of it’s going to be unfair it’s like yeah no wonder
be unfair it’s like yeah no wonder
be unfair it’s like yeah no wonder you’re resentful
you’re resentful
you’re resentful it’s like act it out and see what
it’s like act it out and see what
it’s like act it out and see what happens you make everything you’re
happens you make everything you’re
happens you make everything you’re complaining about infinitely worse
complaining about infinitely worse
complaining about infinitely worse [Music]
[Music]
[Music] there’s this idea that hell is a
there’s this idea that hell is a
there’s this idea that hell is a bottomless pit and that’s because no
bottomless pit and that’s because no
bottomless pit and that’s because no matter how bad is some stupid son of a
matter how bad is some stupid son of a
matter how bad is some stupid son of a bitch like you could figure out a way to
bitch like you could figure out a way to
bitch like you could figure out a way to make it a lot worse
make it a lot worse
make it a lot worse [Music]
[Music]
[Music] life is suffering yes
life is suffering yes
life is suffering yes well who wants to admit that well just
well who wants to admit that well just
well who wants to admit that well just think about it so what do you do in the
think about it so what do you do in the
think about it so what do you do in the face of that suffering try to reduce it
face of that suffering try to reduce it
face of that suffering try to reduce it start with yourself what good are you
start with yourself what good are you
start with yourself what good are you get yourself together for Christ’s sake
get yourself together for Christ’s sake
get yourself together for Christ’s sake so that when your father dies you’re not
so that when your father dies you’re not
so that when your father dies you’re not winding away in a corner and you can
winding away in a corner and you can
winding away in a corner and you can help plan the funeral and you can stand
help plan the funeral and you can stand
help plan the funeral and you can stand up solidly so that people can rely on
up solidly so that people can rely on
up solidly so that people can rely on you that’s better
you that’s better
you that’s better you’ll be a damn victim course you’re a
you’ll be a damn victim course you’re a
you’ll be a damn victim course you’re a victim Jesus obviously put yourself
victim Jesus obviously put yourself
victim Jesus obviously put yourself together and then maybe if you put
together and then maybe if you put
together and then maybe if you put yourself together you know how to do
yourself together you know how to do
yourself together you know how to do that you know what’s wrong with you if
that you know what’s wrong with you if
that you know what’s wrong with you if you’ll admit it you know there’s a few
you’ll admit it you know there’s a few
you’ll admit it you know there’s a few things you could like polish up a little
things you could like polish up a little
things you could like polish up a little bit that you might even be able to
bit that you might even be able to
bit that you might even be able to manage in your insufficient present
manage in your insufficient present
manage in your insufficient present condition and so you might shine
condition and so you might shine
condition and so you might shine yourself up a little bit and then your
yourself up a little bit and then your
yourself up a little bit and then your eyes will be a little more open then you
eyes will be a little more open then you
eyes will be a little more open then you can shine yourself up a little bit more
can shine yourself up a little bit more
can shine yourself up a little bit more and then maybe you could bring your
and then maybe you could bring your
and then maybe you could bring your family together instead of having to be
family together instead of having to be
family together instead of having to be the hateful spiteful neurotic infighting
the hateful spiteful neurotic infighting
the hateful spiteful neurotic infighting batch that you’re like doomed to spend
batch that you’re like doomed to spend
batch that you’re like doomed to spend Christmas with so then you fix yourself
Christmas with so then you fix yourself
Christmas with so then you fix yourself up a little bit kind of humbly because
up a little bit kind of humbly because
up a little bit kind of humbly because you took god you’re a fixer-upper if
you took god you’re a fixer-upper if
you took god you’re a fixer-upper if there ever was one and then you got it
there ever was one and then you got it
there ever was one and then you got it figure out well can you figure out how
figure out well can you figure out how
figure out well can you figure out how to make peace with your idiot brother
to make peace with your idiot brother
to make peace with your idiot brother and probably not because we just dubbed
and probably not because we just dubbed
and probably not because we just dubbed in you so how the hell are you going to
in you so how the hell are you going to
in you so how the hell are you going to manage that
[Music]
[Music] your little clued in then at least a bit
your little clued in then at least a bit
your little clued in then at least a bit because you’ve done something difficult
because you’ve done something difficult
because you’ve done something difficult that’s actually difficult you’re a wiser
that’s actually difficult you’re a wiser
that’s actually difficult you’re a wiser and so then maybe you could put a
and so then maybe you could put a
and so then maybe you could put a tentative finger out beyond the family
tentative finger out beyond the family
tentative finger out beyond the family and try to change some little thing
and try to change some little thing
and try to change some little thing without wrecking it the things are
without wrecking it the things are
without wrecking it the things are complicated and to fix things is really
complicated and to fix things is really
complicated and to fix things is really hard
it’s like how do you overcome the
it’s like how do you overcome the suffering of the of life how do you
suffering of the of life how do you
suffering of the of life how do you overcome the suffering of life be a
overcome the suffering of life be a
overcome the suffering of life be a better person
better person
better person that’s how you do it well that’s hard it
that’s how you do it well that’s hard it
that’s how you do it well that’s hard it takes responsibilities you want to have
takes responsibilities you want to have
takes responsibilities you want to have meaningful life
meaningful life
meaningful life everything you do matters that’s the
everything you do matters that’s the
everything you do matters that’s the definition of a meaningful life but
definition of a meaningful life but
definition of a meaningful life but everything you do matters you have to
everything you do matters you have to
everything you do matters you have to carry that with you you’re stuck in
carry that with you you’re stuck in
carry that with you you’re stuck in meaninglessness but you don’t have any
meaninglessness but you don’t have any
meaninglessness but you don’t have any responsibilities which one do you want
responsibilities which one do you want
responsibilities which one do you want [Music]
[Music]
[Music] ask yourself which one are you pursuing
ask yourself which one are you pursuing
ask yourself which one are you pursuing and you’ll find very rapidly that it
and you’ll find very rapidly that it
and you’ll find very rapidly that it isn’t the majority of your soul that’s
isn’t the majority of your soul that’s
isn’t the majority of your soul that’s pursuing the whole meaning thing because
pursuing the whole meaning thing because
pursuing the whole meaning thing because well look what you have to do to do that
well look what you have to do to do that
well look what you have to do to do that [Music]
you have to put yourself together in the
you have to put yourself together in the face of that well that’s hard Christ
face of that well that’s hard Christ
face of that well that’s hard Christ it’s amazing people can even do it I’m
it’s amazing people can even do it I’m
it’s amazing people can even do it I’m stunned
stunned
stunned every day when I go outside and it isn’t
every day when I go outside and it isn’t
every day when I go outside and it isn’t a reliant I knew this guy he’d been in a
a reliant I knew this guy he’d been in a
a reliant I knew this guy he’d been in a motorcycle accident and it really ruined
motorcycle accident and it really ruined
motorcycle accident and it really ruined him and he was like a linesman you know
him and he was like a linesman you know
him and he was like a linesman you know working on the power and he was working
working on the power and he was working
working on the power and he was working with someone who had Parkinson’s disease
with someone who had Parkinson’s disease
with someone who had Parkinson’s disease and they had complementary inadequacies
and they had complementary inadequacies
and they had complementary inadequacies and so two of them could do the job of
and so two of them could do the job of
and so two of them could do the job of one person and so they’re out there
one person and so they’re out there
one person and so they’re out there fixing power lines in the freezing cold
fixing power lines in the freezing cold
fixing power lines in the freezing cold despite the fact that one was 3/4
despite the fact that one was 3/4
despite the fact that one was 3/4 wrecked but the motorcycle accident the
wrecked but the motorcycle accident the
wrecked but the motorcycle accident the other one has Parkinson’s like that’s
other one has Parkinson’s like that’s
other one has Parkinson’s like that’s how our civilization works it’s like
how our civilization works it’s like
how our civilization works it’s like there’s all these ruined people out
there’s all these ruined people out
there’s all these ruined people out there they’ve got problems like you
there they’ve got problems like you
there they’ve got problems like you can’t believe off they go to work and do
can’t believe off they go to work and do
can’t believe off they go to work and do things they don’t even like it’s a
things they don’t even like it’s a
things they don’t even like it’s a miracle
miracle
miracle it’s a miracle and we’re so ungrateful
[Music]
[Music] you know they don’t know that they’re
you know they don’t know that they’re
you know they don’t know that they’re surrounded by it just a flooding miracle
surrounded by it just a flooding miracle
surrounded by it just a flooding miracle to miracle in all this stuff work
to miracle in all this stuff work
to miracle in all this stuff work [Music]
[Music]
[Music] you
it’s an old old old old idea far older
it’s an old old old old idea far older than Christianity it’s old it’s the
than Christianity it’s old it’s the
than Christianity it’s old it’s the oldest story of mankind get yourself
oldest story of mankind get yourself
oldest story of mankind get yourself together
together
together transcend your suffering see if you can
transcend your suffering see if you can
transcend your suffering see if you can be some kind of hero make the suffering
be some kind of hero make the suffering
be some kind of hero make the suffering in the world less well that’s the way
in the world less well that’s the way
in the world less well that’s the way forward as far as I can tell if there is
forward as far as I can tell if there is
forward as far as I can tell if there is any way forward if people that come
any way forward if people that come
any way forward if people that come across our path whether we doing
across our path whether we doing
across our path whether we doing business with them whether we’re talking
business with them whether we’re talking
business with them whether we’re talking to them about any aspect of life I know
to them about any aspect of life I know
to them about any aspect of life I know they’re coming across our path for
they’re coming across our path for
they’re coming across our path for reason and I’m gonna try my best to
reason and I’m gonna try my best to
reason and I’m gonna try my best to leave them a little bit different the
leave them a little bit different the
leave them a little bit different the only reason I kept pressing forward the
only reason I kept pressing forward the
only reason I kept pressing forward the only reason I didn’t stop was because
only reason I didn’t stop was because
only reason I didn’t stop was because everybody that I met and everybody I
everybody that I met and everybody I
everybody that I met and everybody I came across I knew they were looking at
came across I knew they were looking at
came across I knew they were looking at my perspective about life and if I can
my perspective about life and if I can
my perspective about life and if I can keep pressing forward they may encounter
keep pressing forward they may encounter
keep pressing forward they may encounter something that they may face maybe you
something that they may face maybe you
something that they may face maybe you want to stop and the first person that
want to stop and the first person that
want to stop and the first person that will pop up in their mind man and think
will pop up in their mind man and think
will pop up in their mind man and think press hold and it kept going surely I
press hold and it kept going surely I
press hold and it kept going surely I can do
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