I was trained as a scientist my backgrounds in the hard sciences
backgrounds in the hard sciences
backgrounds in the hard sciences physical sciences the Earth Sciences in
physical sciences the Earth Sciences in
physical sciences the Earth Sciences in the 60s and 70s when I received that
the 60s and 70s when I received that
the 60s and 70s when I received that training there was no no room for the
training there was no no room for the
training there was no no room for the possibility of the kind of things that
possibility of the kind of things that
possibility of the kind of things that we’re talking about now the kinds of
we’re talking about now the kinds of
we’re talking about now the kinds of things that suggest that our inner world
things that suggest that our inner world
things that suggest that our inner world and our inner thoughts feelings emotions
and our inner thoughts feelings emotions
and our inner thoughts feelings emotions beliefs in any way affect the world
beliefs in any way affect the world
beliefs in any way affect the world around us and it was through direct
around us and it was through direct
around us and it was through direct experience what I began to understand
experience what I began to understand
experience what I began to understand was that this is the great secret that
was that this is the great secret that
was that this is the great secret that everyone knows except us in the West
everyone knows except us in the West
everyone knows except us in the West almost any other culture that we go to
almost any other culture that we go to
almost any other culture that we go to from the monasteries in Egypt and in
from the monasteries in Egypt and in
from the monasteries in Egypt and in Tibet and India in the Bolivia and Peru
Tibet and India in the Bolivia and Peru
Tibet and India in the Bolivia and Peru the indigenous traditions little
the indigenous traditions little
the indigenous traditions little villages in the Andes Mountains they all
villages in the Andes Mountains they all
villages in the Andes Mountains they all know that there is this experience that
know that there is this experience that
know that there is this experience that we can have inside of our bodies that
we can have inside of our bodies that
we can have inside of our bodies that affects our world in some way and our
affects our world in some way and our
affects our world in some way and our science simply has not allowed for that
science simply has not allowed for that
science simply has not allowed for that historically well I was trained as a
historically well I was trained as a
historically well I was trained as a scientist and I was trained to look in
scientist and I was trained to look in
scientist and I was trained to look in the world around me for my answer so I
the world around me for my answer so I
the world around me for my answer so I began to go to these places I began to
began to go to these places I began to
began to go to these places I began to go into the monasteries all the places
go into the monasteries all the places
go into the monasteries all the places that I mentioned and it was through the
that I mentioned and it was through the
that I mentioned and it was through the direct experience of sitting in the
direct experience of sitting in the
direct experience of sitting in the presence of people who have lived and
presence of people who have lived and
presence of people who have lived and practiced
practiced
practiced the kinds of traditions Louise Hay and
the kinds of traditions Louise Hay and
the kinds of traditions Louise Hay and the the other authors I’m so blessed to
the the other authors I’m so blessed to
the the other authors I’m so blessed to be sharing this the stage in this
be sharing this the stage in this
be sharing this the stage in this information with but they they teach
information with but they they teach
information with but they they teach about and what we begin to understand is
about and what we begin to understand is
about and what we begin to understand is that this is the place where science got
that this is the place where science got
that this is the place where science got it wrong two places two assumptions but
it wrong two places two assumptions but
it wrong two places two assumptions but science is made modern science and
science is made modern science and
science is made modern science and they’re they’re coming full circle and
they’re they’re coming full circle and
they’re they’re coming full circle and correcting that now but the first one is
correcting that now but the first one is
correcting that now but the first one is that the space that we believe is empty
that the space that we believe is empty
that the space that we believe is empty is not really so empty it’s full of a
is not really so empty it’s full of a
is not really so empty it’s full of a living essence of a living material that
living essence of a living material that
living essence of a living material that we’re only beginning to understand
we’re only beginning to understand
we’re only beginning to understand number one and number two the fact and
number one and number two the fact and
number one and number two the fact and there’s a fact now that we may have
there’s a fact now that we may have
there’s a fact now that we may have experiences inside of our bodies that
experiences inside of our bodies that
experiences inside of our bodies that influence the world beyond our bodies
influence the world beyond our bodies
influence the world beyond our bodies through the conduit of what’s in this
through the conduit of what’s in this
through the conduit of what’s in this space so it was in going into the
space so it was in going into the
space so it was in going into the monasteries and the nunneries and
monasteries and the nunneries and
monasteries and the nunneries and speaking with the indigenous people
speaking with the indigenous people
speaking with the indigenous people looking at them I the I heart to heart
looking at them I the I heart to heart
looking at them I the I heart to heart God the God
God the God
God the God then I could say to these people when
then I could say to these people when
then I could say to these people when you just perform that miracle when you
you just perform that miracle when you
you just perform that miracle when you just perform that miraculous healing
just perform that miraculous healing
just perform that miraculous healing what is it that we did inside of your
what is it that we did inside of your
what is it that we did inside of your body to make that happen
body to make that happen
body to make that happen and if I didn’t understand what they
and if I didn’t understand what they
and if I didn’t understand what they told me I’ve asked them again and again
told me I’ve asked them again and again
told me I’ve asked them again and again and again through the translators until
and again through the translators until
and again through the translators until I understood that they were creating an
I understood that they were creating an
I understood that they were creating an experience producing an effect inside of
experience producing an effect inside of
experience producing an effect inside of their bodies that my science never told
their bodies that my science never told
their bodies that my science never told me it was possible or existed and that
me it was possible or existed and that
me it was possible or existed and that was the path that led me and I just want
was the path that led me and I just want
was the path that led me and I just want to emphasize science is good and I
to emphasize science is good and I
to emphasize science is good and I believe our science is good and served
believe our science is good and served
believe our science is good and served us well it simply is incomplete and so
us well it simply is incomplete and so
us well it simply is incomplete and so it was that path that allowed me to
it was that path that allowed me to
it was that path that allowed me to flesh out the missing pieces that we’re
flesh out the missing pieces that we’re
flesh out the missing pieces that we’re only beginning to understand the day
only beginning to understand the day
only beginning to understand the day marrying the best science of our time
marrying the best science of our time
marrying the best science of our time with the wisdom 5,000 years of wisdom of
with the wisdom 5,000 years of wisdom of
with the wisdom 5,000 years of wisdom of our past into a greater understanding
our past into a greater understanding
our past into a greater understanding and that understanding brings us right
and that understanding brings us right
and that understanding brings us right back to the question that’s a long
back to the question that’s a long
back to the question that’s a long answer to a short question but it’s it’s
answer to a short question but it’s it’s
answer to a short question but it’s it’s it brings us back to where we were only
it brings us back to where we were only
it brings us back to where we were only now beginning understand that there is
now beginning understand that there is
now beginning understand that there is something that we can do in our lives
something that we can do in our lives
something that we can do in our lives the influence not only the physical body
the influence not only the physical body
the influence not only the physical body ours and those other people around us
ours and those other people around us
ours and those other people around us but but literally influence the physical
but but literally influence the physical
but but literally influence the physical reality of our world and that changes
reality of our world and that changes
reality of our world and that changes everything it changes everything that we
everything it changes everything that we
everything it changes everything that we in the West believe about ourselves so
in the West believe about ourselves so
in the West believe about ourselves so as a scientist I’ve also come to
as a scientist I’ve also come to
as a scientist I’ve also come to understand this is a very different way
understand this is a very different way
understand this is a very different way for many people to think about
for many people to think about
for many people to think about themselves in their world
themselves in their world
themselves in their world and and I found that there is a there’s
and and I found that there is a there’s
and and I found that there is a there’s a learning curve that our audiences and
a learning curve that our audiences and
a learning curve that our audiences and our friends and families and co-workers
our friends and families and co-workers
our friends and families and co-workers in my career at the water found this is
in my career at the water found this is
in my career at the water found this is not something that people typically talk
not something that people typically talk
not something that people typically talk about in a technical organization they
about in a technical organization they
about in a technical organization they don’t wake up in the morning and say
don’t wake up in the morning and say
don’t wake up in the morning and say what kinds of feelings what kinds of
what kinds of feelings what kinds of
what kinds of feelings what kinds of dreams what kinds of healings did you
dreams what kinds of healings did you
dreams what kinds of healings did you have over the weekend and they’re
have over the weekend and they’re
have over the weekend and they’re talking about who won the football game
talking about who won the football game
talking about who won the football game and who won the lotteries but this is
and who won the lotteries but this is
and who won the lotteries but this is this is where it brings us the relevance
this is where it brings us the relevance
this is where it brings us the relevance in our lives because we all are having
in our lives because we all are having
in our lives because we all are having experiences every day whether we are
experiences every day whether we are
experiences every day whether we are consciously aware of it or not those
consciously aware of it or not those
consciously aware of it or not those experiences are physically affecting our
experiences are physically affecting our
experiences are physically affecting our bodies
but Western science now is beginning to
but Western science now is beginning to understand only in the last years of the
understand only in the last years of the
understand only in the last years of the 20th and now the first years of the 21st
20th and now the first years of the 21st
20th and now the first years of the 21st century it is now a scientific fact that
century it is now a scientific fact that
century it is now a scientific fact that the the space between things is anything
the the space between things is anything
the the space between things is anything but empty it is full of a living
but empty it is full of a living
but empty it is full of a living pulsating essence that is so new
pulsating essence that is so new
pulsating essence that is so new scientists have yet to agree on a single
scientists have yet to agree on a single
scientists have yet to agree on a single term some are calling it a quantum
term some are calling it a quantum
term some are calling it a quantum hologram very technical sounding name
hologram very technical sounding name
hologram very technical sounding name dr. Edgar Mitchell the form of Apollo
dr. Edgar Mitchell the form of Apollo
dr. Edgar Mitchell the form of Apollo astronaut I’ve had the honor of sharing
astronaut I’ve had the honor of sharing
astronaut I’ve had the honor of sharing the stage with him a number of times he
the stage with him a number of times he
the stage with him a number of times he calls it nature’s mind Stephen Hawking
calls it nature’s mind Stephen Hawking
calls it nature’s mind Stephen Hawking calls it the mind of God others simply
calls it the mind of God others simply
calls it the mind of God others simply call it the field in 1944 the father of
call it the field in 1944 the father of
call it the field in 1944 the father of quantum physics Max Planck identified
quantum physics Max Planck identified
quantum physics Max Planck identified the existence of this field and he
the existence of this field and he
the existence of this field and he called it the matrix
called it the matrix
called it the matrix he said underlying everything that we
he said underlying everything that we
he said underlying everything that we see our bodies included everything we
see our bodies included everything we
see our bodies included everything we see in the world around us in our bodies
see in the world around us in our bodies
see in the world around us in our bodies he said there is the existence of what
he said there is the existence of what
he said there is the existence of what must be a conscious and intelligent mind
must be a conscious and intelligent mind
must be a conscious and intelligent mind this is his language in 1944 he said
this is his language in 1944 he said
this is his language in 1944 he said that this mind is the matrix of all
that this mind is the matrix of all
that this mind is the matrix of all matter and it’s from his work that the
matter and it’s from his work that the
matter and it’s from his work that the movie series began and and many of the
movie series began and and many of the
movie series began and and many of the ideas that we have today so what we know
ideas that we have today so what we know
ideas that we have today so what we know is this is that we have the opportunity
is this is that we have the opportunity
is this is that we have the opportunity to influence that field in ways now that
to influence that field in ways now that
to influence that field in ways now that we’re only beginning understand it’s
we’re only beginning understand it’s
we’re only beginning understand it’s done through the human heart it’s not a
done through the human heart it’s not a
done through the human heart it’s not a thinking process thoughts are important
thinking process thoughts are important
thinking process thoughts are important the ancients made a distinction between
the ancients made a distinction between
the ancients made a distinction between thoughts and feelings and emotions and
thoughts and feelings and emotions and
thoughts and feelings and emotions and it’s the feelings that are centered in
it’s the feelings that are centered in
it’s the feelings that are centered in our heart what are called coherent heart
our heart what are called coherent heart
our heart what are called coherent heart based emotions we know that when we feel
based emotions we know that when we feel
based emotions we know that when we feel a feeling of love compassion
a feeling of love compassion
a feeling of love compassion understanding forgiveness we change the
understanding forgiveness we change the
understanding forgiveness we change the self esteem that there is an effect from
self esteem that there is an effect from
self esteem that there is an effect from that that change is the electrical in
that that change is the electrical in
that that change is the electrical in the magnetic fields in our heart and
the magnetic fields in our heart and
the magnetic fields in our heart and that those fields literally change the
that those fields literally change the
that those fields literally change the stuff that our world is made of around
stuff that our world is made of around
stuff that our world is made of around our bodies our hearts are the strongest
our bodies our hearts are the strongest
our bodies our hearts are the strongest magnetic field in our bodies and our
magnetic field in our bodies and our
magnetic field in our bodies and our hearts are the strongest electrical
hearts are the strongest electrical
hearts are the strongest electrical field in our bodies much more so than
field in our bodies much more so than
field in our bodies much more so than the brain while the brain does create
the brain while the brain does create
the brain while the brain does create those kinds of fields the heart is many
those kinds of fields the heart is many
those kinds of fields the heart is many times stronger and what the science now
times stronger and what the science now
times stronger and what the science now is showing is that when you can change
is showing is that when you can change
is showing is that when you can change the
the
the filled that the atom is in you change
filled that the atom is in you change
filled that the atom is in you change the atom and we’re made of those atoms
the atom and we’re made of those atoms
the atom and we’re made of those atoms so we have feelings in our hearts we’re
so we have feelings in our hearts we’re
so we have feelings in our hearts we’re changing the field that connects the
changing the field that connects the
changing the field that connects the stuff everything is made of and we
stuff everything is made of and we
stuff everything is made of and we literally are altering our physical
literally are altering our physical
literally are altering our physical reality in ways that sound miraculous in
reality in ways that sound miraculous in
reality in ways that sound miraculous in Western science but again this is the
Western science but again this is the
Western science but again this is the great secret everyone knows except us
great secret everyone knows except us
great secret everyone knows except us because Western science has only arrived
because Western science has only arrived
because Western science has only arrived at this understanding you go to these
at this understanding you go to these
at this understanding you go to these ancient and indigenous traditions of
ancient and indigenous traditions of
ancient and indigenous traditions of cultures it’s where they begin they
cultures it’s where they begin they
cultures it’s where they begin they begin with the understanding sure
begin with the understanding sure
begin with the understanding sure everything’s connected and sure we’re
everything’s connected and sure we’re
everything’s connected and sure we’re part of it and then they take a swing
part of it and then they take a swing
part of it and then they take a swing step further and they say here I’ll show
step further and they say here I’ll show
step further and they say here I’ll show you I’ll show you how to create the
you I’ll show you how to create the
you I’ll show you how to create the effects in your body so that you can
effects in your body so that you can
effects in your body so that you can that you can heal your body and you can
that you can heal your body and you can
that you can heal your body and you can heal the bodies of others you can change
heal the bodies of others you can change
heal the bodies of others you can change your self-esteem and your body will
your self-esteem and your body will
your self-esteem and your body will mirror that change it doesn’t have to be
mirror that change it doesn’t have to be
mirror that change it doesn’t have to be a long slow drawn-out process it can
a long slow drawn-out process it can
a long slow drawn-out process it can happen very very quickly it can happen
happen very very quickly it can happen
happen very very quickly it can happen in a matter of minutes we have we have
in a matter of minutes we have we have
in a matter of minutes we have we have video documentation from medicine less
video documentation from medicine less
video documentation from medicine less hospitals in Beijing China for example
hospitals in Beijing China for example
hospitals in Beijing China for example where they understand these practices
where they understand these practices
where they understand these practices and they’ve employed them for for
and they’ve employed them for for
and they’ve employed them for for several thousand years and we can look
several thousand years and we can look
several thousand years and we can look into the body of a living woman with a
into the body of a living woman with a
into the body of a living woman with a cancerous tumor that Western science
cancerous tumor that Western science
cancerous tumor that Western science says is inoperable and then we can watch
says is inoperable and then we can watch
says is inoperable and then we can watch is three practitioners that understand
is three practitioners that understand
is three practitioners that understand the language of human emotion they
the language of human emotion they
the language of human emotion they create the feeling in their bodies
create the feeling in their bodies
create the feeling in their bodies they’re not looking at that tumor is an
they’re not looking at that tumor is an
they’re not looking at that tumor is an illness they see that woman is whole
illness they see that woman is whole
illness they see that woman is whole healthy vital completely enabled fully
healthy vital completely enabled fully
healthy vital completely enabled fully capacitated and as they feel that
capacitated and as they feel that
capacitated and as they feel that feeling strongly among themselves her
feeling strongly among themselves her
feeling strongly among themselves her physical body mirrors that and we can
physical body mirrors that and we can
physical body mirrors that and we can see it through sonograms we can see that
see it through sonograms we can see that
see it through sonograms we can see that tumor disappear in less than three
tumor disappear in less than three
tumor disappear in less than three minutes and that’s how quickly reality
minutes and that’s how quickly reality
minutes and that’s how quickly reality can change and this is where the
can change and this is where the
can change and this is where the disconnect comes in with Western science
disconnect comes in with Western science
disconnect comes in with Western science as I’ve shared this information with
as I’ve shared this information with
as I’ve shared this information with scientists and medical doctors all over
scientists and medical doctors all over
scientists and medical doctors all over the world and they say wow that’s a
the world and they say wow that’s a
the world and they say wow that’s a miracle we’re gonna have to come back
miracle we’re gonna have to come back
miracle we’re gonna have to come back and study this and we will as soon as we
and study this and we will as soon as we
and study this and we will as soon as we find a cure for cancer or as soon as we
find a cure for cancer or as soon as we
find a cure for cancer or as soon as we we find the cure to cure on the
we find the cure to cure on the
we find the cure to cure on the mechanical level what they see as a
mechanical level what they see as a
mechanical level what they see as a mechanical process and what we now know
mechanical process and what we now know
mechanical process and what we now know is is our physical body is the out
is is our physical body is the out
is is our physical body is the out picturing
picturing
picturing is is the mirror of something that is
is is the mirror of something that is
is is the mirror of something that is not so physical and this is this is
not so physical and this is this is
not so physical and this is this is where science now is is only arriving
where science now is is only arriving
where science now is is only arriving the three practitioners in the medicine
the three practitioners in the medicine
the three practitioners in the medicine list hospital in Beijing did not judge
list hospital in Beijing did not judge
list hospital in Beijing did not judge that cancerous tumour they didn’t judge
that cancerous tumour they didn’t judge
that cancerous tumour they didn’t judge it right wrong good or bad they said
it right wrong good or bad they said
it right wrong good or bad they said it’s a quantum possibility and there are
it’s a quantum possibility and there are
it’s a quantum possibility and there are many possibilities of course this is
many possibilities of course this is
many possibilities of course this is just one they said now we’re going to
just one they said now we’re going to
just one they said now we’re going to choose another one it’s subtle and very
choose another one it’s subtle and very
choose another one it’s subtle and very very different way of looking at things
very different way of looking at things
very different way of looking at things because they acknowledge what is and
because they acknowledge what is and
because they acknowledge what is and invite a new possibility
invite a new possibility
invite a new possibility rather than having a charge on what is
rather than having a charge on what is
rather than having a charge on what is there and feeling that somehow we have
there and feeling that somehow we have
there and feeling that somehow we have to manipulate or cut out in the case of
to manipulate or cut out in the case of
to manipulate or cut out in the case of a tumour or change the hammer the
a tumour or change the hammer the
a tumour or change the hammer the physical reality in the submission what
physical reality in the submission what
physical reality in the submission what they’re doing is acknowledging that that
they’re doing is acknowledging that that
they’re doing is acknowledging that that moment that example and they’re changing
moment that example and they’re changing
moment that example and they’re changing it on the level of what we call the
it on the level of what we call the
it on the level of what we call the quantum blueprint they’re feeling the
quantum blueprint they’re feeling the
quantum blueprint they’re feeling the feeling as if another possibility has
feeling as if another possibility has
feeling as if another possibility has has occurred and in doing so allowing
has occurred and in doing so allowing
has occurred and in doing so allowing that possibility to replace the one that
that possibility to replace the one that
that possibility to replace the one that exists without judging the one that
exists without judging the one that
exists without judging the one that exists I worked I was an aerospace
exists I worked I was an aerospace
exists I worked I was an aerospace engineer in Denver Colorado during the
engineer in Denver Colorado during the
engineer in Denver Colorado during the last years of the Cold War the 1980s and
last years of the Cold War the 1980s and
last years of the Cold War the 1980s and it was when the famous brown cloud was
it was when the famous brown cloud was
it was when the famous brown cloud was inundated Denver and we couldn’t all
inundated Denver and we couldn’t all
inundated Denver and we couldn’t all drive on the same days we had to carpool
drive on the same days we had to carpool
drive on the same days we had to carpool on different days and one day I went to
on different days and one day I went to
on different days and one day I went to an engineer friend’s house to do my
an engineer friend’s house to do my
an engineer friend’s house to do my carpool for that week and I got there a
carpool for that week and I got there a
carpool for that week and I got there a little early and I never been to his
little early and I never been to his
little early and I never been to his house before and I said can I use your
house before and I said can I use your
house before and I said can I use your bathroom and I went in there and he had
bathroom and I went in there and he had
bathroom and I went in there and he had a little post-it notes of affirmations
a little post-it notes of affirmations
a little post-it notes of affirmations all over the bathroom they said my
all over the bathroom they said my
all over the bathroom they said my perfect mate is manifesting for me now
perfect mate is manifesting for me now
perfect mate is manifesting for me now my perfect mate is manifesting for me
my perfect mate is manifesting for me
my perfect mate is manifesting for me now we got in his car and he had little
now we got in his car and he had little
now we got in his car and he had little post-it notes all over the dashboard the
post-it notes all over the dashboard the
post-it notes all over the dashboard the rearview mirror my perfect mate is
rearview mirror my perfect mate is
rearview mirror my perfect mate is manifesting for me now and of course I
manifesting for me now and of course I
manifesting for me now and of course I knew what his office looked like and it
knew what his office looked like and it
knew what his office looked like and it was the same way had them all over the
was the same way had them all over the
was the same way had them all over the walls in the CRT I said this affirmation
walls in the CRT I said this affirmation
walls in the CRT I said this affirmation work for you he said nah he said he said
work for you he said nah he said he said
work for you he said nah he said he said never does and I said why do you think
never does and I said why do you think
never does and I said why do you think that is he said well well look at me
that is he said well well look at me
that is he said well well look at me who’d want to be with somebody like me
who’d want to be with somebody like me
who’d want to be with somebody like me I’m just an engineer you know he had a
I’m just an engineer you know he had a
I’m just an engineer you know he had a very low self esteem about himself and I
very low self esteem about himself and I
very low self esteem about himself and I began to think about the way that he was
began to think about the way that he was
began to think about the way that he was applying he was after me
applying he was after me
applying he was after me and other people have applied them very
and other people have applied them very
and other people have applied them very successfully and what I found the
successfully and what I found the
successfully and what I found the difference was for him it was it was a
difference was for him it was it was a
difference was for him it was it was a thought process that never went beyond
thought process that never went beyond
thought process that never went beyond what was happening in his mind in his
what was happening in his mind in his
what was happening in his mind in his own picturing his own self-esteem in the
own picturing his own self-esteem in the
own picturing his own self-esteem in the thought is important the ancients are
thought is important the ancients are
thought is important the ancients are very clear about this in the Sanskrit
very clear about this in the Sanskrit
very clear about this in the Sanskrit text they tell us that the thought is
text they tell us that the thought is
text they tell us that the thought is the image of the quantum possibility so
the image of the quantum possibility so
the image of the quantum possibility so in other words in in the realm of all
in other words in in the realm of all
in other words in in the realm of all possibilities everything already exists
possibilities everything already exists
possibilities everything already exists my friends perfect relationship and the
my friends perfect relationship and the
my friends perfect relationship and the worst one he’ll ever have the lightest
worst one he’ll ever have the lightest
worst one he’ll ever have the lightest of the light the darkest of the dark are
of the light the darkest of the dark are
of the light the darkest of the dark are our greatest healing and our greatest
our greatest healing and our greatest
our greatest healing and our greatest suffering they’re already there and what
suffering they’re already there and what
suffering they’re already there and what they invite us to do in these ancient
they invite us to do in these ancient
they invite us to do in these ancient traditions is to reach into those
traditions is to reach into those
traditions is to reach into those possibilities with our mind this is the
possibilities with our mind this is the
possibilities with our mind this is the power of the mind in isolate we lock in
power of the mind in isolate we lock in
power of the mind in isolate we lock in one of those possibilities so now we
one of those possibilities so now we
one of those possibilities so now we have taken it and identified it however
have taken it and identified it however
have taken it and identified it however to bring it into this world to breathe
to bring it into this world to breathe
to bring it into this world to breathe life into that possibility is the power
life into that possibility is the power
life into that possibility is the power of human emotion our love for that
of human emotion our love for that
of human emotion our love for that possibility or our fear of that
possibility or our fear of that
possibility or our fear of that possibility either one will work to
possibility either one will work to
possibility either one will work to bring about quantum possibility into the
bring about quantum possibility into the
bring about quantum possibility into the particle reality of our everyday lives
particle reality of our everyday lives
particle reality of our everyday lives we don’t have to know that sounds very
we don’t have to know that sounds very
we don’t have to know that sounds very technical we just have a feeling but
technical we just have a feeling but
technical we just have a feeling but this is the science of appears to be the
this is the science of appears to be the
this is the science of appears to be the science of how these things are working
science of how these things are working
science of how these things are working so this is why our self-esteem is so
so this is why our self-esteem is so
so this is why our self-esteem is so important when we feel my engineer
important when we feel my engineer
important when we feel my engineer friend felt that why would anybody want
friend felt that why would anybody want
friend felt that why would anybody want to be with me as was what he said to me
to be with me as was what he said to me
to be with me as was what he said to me the affirmation for him was an empty
the affirmation for him was an empty
the affirmation for him was an empty affirmation it was a thought that had no
affirmation it was a thought that had no
affirmation it was a thought that had no energy took two invited into this world
energy took two invited into this world
energy took two invited into this world and and an example of just the opposite
and and an example of just the opposite
and and an example of just the opposite of that is I know of other people who
of that is I know of other people who
of that is I know of other people who have simply made a list of all of the
have simply made a list of all of the
have simply made a list of all of the attributes of a perfect partner in life
attributes of a perfect partner in life
attributes of a perfect partner in life because this is what many people I’m
because this is what many people I’m
because this is what many people I’m using as an example it works in healing
using as an example it works in healing
using as an example it works in healing it works in peace but we’re talking
it works in peace but we’re talking
it works in peace but we’re talking about relationships and making a list of
about relationships and making a list of
about relationships and making a list of all those attributes and then then they
all those attributes and then then they
all those attributes and then then they come from the place that that
come from the place that that
come from the place that that relationship is already
relationship is already
relationship is already but what what is their life like how is
but what what is their life like how is
but what what is their life like how is their life different now that that
their life different now that that
their life different now that that perfect partner is there how is their
perfect partner is there how is their
perfect partner is there how is their evening different how do they spend
evening different how do they spend
evening different how do they spend their time differently how they feel
their time differently how they feel
their time differently how they feel when they wake up in the morning and
when they wake up in the morning and
when they wake up in the morning and share their lives with someone and it’s
share their lives with someone and it’s
share their lives with someone and it’s those feelings that they live throughout
those feelings that they live throughout
those feelings that they live throughout the day it’s not something you sit down
the day it’s not something you sit down
the day it’s not something you sit down and do for a minute then you get up and
and do for a minute then you get up and
and do for a minute then you get up and walk away
walk away
walk away rather it’s something that we become we
rather it’s something that we become we
rather it’s something that we become we live our lives as if these experiences
live our lives as if these experiences
live our lives as if these experiences have already happened in that way we
have already happened in that way we
have already happened in that way we invite them into our lives and they
invite them into our lives and they
invite them into our lives and they happen frightening ly quickly for some
happen frightening ly quickly for some
happen frightening ly quickly for some people it’s amazing I know people that
people it’s amazing I know people that
people it’s amazing I know people that haven’t finished their list and they go
haven’t finished their list and they go
haven’t finished their list and they go out for lunch or a cup of coffee while
out for lunch or a cup of coffee while
out for lunch or a cup of coffee while they’re making the list and the person
they’re making the list and the person
they’re making the list and the person that just brought in their lunch is the
that just brought in their lunch is the
that just brought in their lunch is the person that’s on that list and they fall
person that’s on that list and they fall
person that’s on that list and they fall in love and they’re married and they’re
in love and they’re married and they’re
in love and they’re married and they’re married 20 years later I know people
married 20 years later I know people
married 20 years later I know people that’s happened to so it’s about clarity
that’s happened to so it’s about clarity
that’s happened to so it’s about clarity it’s about specificity it’s about being
it’s about specificity it’s about being
it’s about specificity it’s about being personal being very clear that these are
personal being very clear that these are
personal being very clear that these are personal desires scientifically it
personal desires scientifically it
personal desires scientifically it appears that this field the divine
appears that this field the divine
appears that this field the divine matrix it is a mirror and a bridge
matrix it is a mirror and a bridge
matrix it is a mirror and a bridge between our inner and our outer worlds
between our inner and our outer worlds
between our inner and our outer worlds and it can only give us what we give it
and it can only give us what we give it
and it can only give us what we give it to work with and the interesting thing
to work with and the interesting thing
to work with and the interesting thing is that we have been conditioned to feel
is that we have been conditioned to feel
is that we have been conditioned to feel the feelings of the things that we don’t
the feelings of the things that we don’t
the feelings of the things that we don’t want in life and that we’re afraid of we
want in life and that we’re afraid of we
want in life and that we’re afraid of we wake up in the morning and we see the
wake up in the morning and we see the
wake up in the morning and we see the six o’clock news and all the things to
six o’clock news and all the things to
six o’clock news and all the things to be afraid of and then we go through our
be afraid of and then we go through our
be afraid of and then we go through our day saying oh I hope I’m not going to
day saying oh I hope I’m not going to
day saying oh I hope I’m not going to see that today or I hope it’s not around
see that today or I hope it’s not around
see that today or I hope it’s not around the corner and in my question so fast me
the corner and in my question so fast me
the corner and in my question so fast me where do we learn to feel the things
where do we learn to feel the things
where do we learn to feel the things that we don’t want rather than things
that we don’t want rather than things
that we don’t want rather than things that we choose to have and how would our
that we choose to have and how would our
that we choose to have and how would our lives be different if we if we can cut
lives be different if we if we can cut
lives be different if we if we can cut through all of all of the of the static
through all of all of the of the static
through all of all of the of the static and simply choose in our lives what we
and simply choose in our lives what we
and simply choose in our lives what we would like each moment of each day or
would like each moment of each day or
would like each moment of each day or our relationships or our abundance or
our relationships or our abundance or
our relationships or our abundance or our careers or the peace in our families
our careers or the peace in our families
our careers or the peace in our families to look like what would our what would
to look like what would our what would
to look like what would our what would our lives look like if we can do that
our lives look like if we can do that
our lives look like if we can do that and there’s very good very good
and there’s very good very good
and there’s very good very good scientific evidence showing precisely
scientific evidence showing precisely
scientific evidence showing precisely what our lives would look like because
what our lives would look like because
what our lives would look like because because we would very quickly experience
because we would very quickly experience
because we would very quickly experience everything we’ve created
as a scientist one of the first things I
as a scientist one of the first things I had to understand and again my training
had to understand and again my training
had to understand and again my training I was trained in the hard sciences and
I was trained in the hard sciences and
I was trained in the hard sciences and there was no allowance for any inner
there was no allowance for any inner
there was no allowance for any inner experience to have have an effect on or
experience to have have an effect on or
experience to have have an effect on or out of the world to begin with number
out of the world to begin with number
out of the world to begin with number two I was raised in a relatively
two I was raised in a relatively
two I was raised in a relatively conservative community in the Midwest I
conservative community in the Midwest I
conservative community in the Midwest I was born in Missouri Kansas City
was born in Missouri Kansas City
was born in Missouri Kansas City Missouri excuse me in that part of the
Missouri excuse me in that part of the
Missouri excuse me in that part of the world when you talk about emotions they
world when you talk about emotions they
world when you talk about emotions they kind of get lumped into this nebulous
kind of get lumped into this nebulous
kind of get lumped into this nebulous experience all your thoughts feelings
experience all your thoughts feelings
experience all your thoughts feelings emotions are all the same thing we
emotions are all the same thing we
emotions are all the same thing we really don’t talk about them much and by
really don’t talk about them much and by
really don’t talk about them much and by the way as a male we don’t want to see
the way as a male we don’t want to see
the way as a male we don’t want to see much of yours so that was that was my
much of yours so that was that was my
much of yours so that was that was my upbringing so I began to understand when
upbringing so I began to understand when
upbringing so I began to understand when we go into the other cultures and I am
we go into the other cultures and I am
we go into the other cultures and I am referring again and again to this wisdom
referring again and again to this wisdom
referring again and again to this wisdom we had this wisdom in Western cultures
we had this wisdom in Western cultures
we had this wisdom in Western cultures it was lost in the fourth century about
it was lost in the fourth century about
it was lost in the fourth century about 1700 years ago was edited right out of
1700 years ago was edited right out of
1700 years ago was edited right out of our most cherished spiritual religious
our most cherished spiritual religious
our most cherished spiritual religious traditions the biblical edits of the
traditions the biblical edits of the
traditions the biblical edits of the fourth century it was not edited from
fourth century it was not edited from
fourth century it was not edited from the other cultures that we have visited
the other cultures that we have visited
the other cultures that we have visited and that’s the value of going into these
and that’s the value of going into these
and that’s the value of going into these cultures and they identify three
cultures and they identify three
cultures and they identify three separate yet related experiences that we
separate yet related experiences that we
separate yet related experiences that we all have in our bodies and they
all have in our bodies and they
all have in our bodies and they literally call them thought feeling and
literally call them thought feeling and
literally call them thought feeling and emotion and here’s the difference the
emotion and here’s the difference the
emotion and here’s the difference the thinking they identify with the three
thinking they identify with the three
thinking they identify with the three upper energy centers of the body the
upper energy centers of the body the
upper energy centers of the body the Sanskrit traditions have a seven energy
Sanskrit traditions have a seven energy
Sanskrit traditions have a seven energy center seven chakra system that they
center seven chakra system that they
center seven chakra system that they work with and they say the upper three
work with and they say the upper three
work with and they say the upper three are related what we call thought or
are related what we call thought or
are related what we call thought or logic processes so when we think about
logic processes so when we think about
logic processes so when we think about something we picture it in our mind that
something we picture it in our mind that
something we picture it in our mind that perfect relationship or peace between
perfect relationship or peace between
perfect relationship or peace between nations but we can only invite it into
nations but we can only invite it into
nations but we can only invite it into our lives when we breathe the power of
our lives when we breathe the power of
our lives when we breathe the power of emotion into that thought the emotion
emotion into that thought the emotion
emotion into that thought the emotion comes from the lower three or those
comes from the lower three or those
comes from the lower three or those creative centers in our bodies so when
creative centers in our bodies so when
creative centers in our bodies so when we breathe the power of emotion nor I
we breathe the power of emotion nor I
we breathe the power of emotion nor I thought we imbue that five with life and
thought we imbue that five with life and
thought we imbue that five with life and those two energies meet in the one
those two energies meet in the one
those two energies meet in the one center that is not accounted for you and
center that is not accounted for you and
center that is not accounted for you and our model it’s in our heart or what’s
our model it’s in our heart or what’s
our model it’s in our heart or what’s signed is called the seven layered
signed is called the seven layered
signed is called the seven layered liquid crystal oscillator in the center
liquid crystal oscillator in the center
liquid crystal oscillator in the center of our chest but we’ll just call it our
of our chest but we’ll just call it our
of our chest but we’ll just call it our heart because that’s what it does our
heart because that’s what it does our
heart because that’s what it does our heart is creating electrical and
heart is creating electrical and
heart is creating electrical and magnetic
magnetic
magnetic waves that are influencing the world
waves that are influencing the world
waves that are influencing the world around us based on what we think and the
around us based on what we think and the
around us based on what we think and the emotion that we breathe into those
emotion that we breathe into those
emotion that we breathe into those thoughts to create the feeling so now
thoughts to create the feeling so now
thoughts to create the feeling so now we’ve just defined feeling feeling by
we’ve just defined feeling feeling by
we’ve just defined feeling feeling by definition from the Sanskrit tradition
definition from the Sanskrit tradition
definition from the Sanskrit tradition is the union of thought and emotion it
is the union of thought and emotion it
is the union of thought and emotion it creates the feeling and what makes us
creates the feeling and what makes us
creates the feeling and what makes us really interesting is that those
really interesting is that those
really interesting is that those traditions say we are capable of only
traditions say we are capable of only
traditions say we are capable of only two primary emotions love and whatever
two primary emotions love and whatever
two primary emotions love and whatever we feel the opposite of love is and when
we feel the opposite of love is and when
we feel the opposite of love is and when you get really deep into the teachings
you get really deep into the teachings
you get really deep into the teachings there are two aspects of the same thing
there are two aspects of the same thing
there are two aspects of the same thing but what they say is we have our thought
but what they say is we have our thought
but what they say is we have our thought we are either breathing the love of that
we are either breathing the love of that
we are either breathing the love of that thought or our fear of that thought to
thought or our fear of that thought to
thought or our fear of that thought to create the feeling in the feeling then
create the feeling in the feeling then
create the feeling in the feeling then becomes sadness or joy or compassion or
becomes sadness or joy or compassion or
becomes sadness or joy or compassion or anger those are not emotions those are
anger those are not emotions those are
anger those are not emotions those are feelings now for some people they say
feelings now for some people they say
feelings now for some people they say well you know it’s it’s an you’re
well you know it’s it’s an you’re
well you know it’s it’s an you’re nitpicking what difference could it make
nitpicking what difference could it make
nitpicking what difference could it make and these are the subtle differences
and these are the subtle differences
and these are the subtle differences between these these ancient ways of
between these these ancient ways of
between these these ancient ways of viewing this inner technology it’s
viewing this inner technology it’s
viewing this inner technology it’s literally a technology because we could
literally a technology because we could
literally a technology because we could have the same thought or the same
have the same thought or the same
have the same thought or the same affirmation and imbue it with a
affirmation and imbue it with a
affirmation and imbue it with a different emotion and have completely
different emotion and have completely
different emotion and have completely different feelings include the different
different feelings include the different
different feelings include the different a different outcome and this is the
a different outcome and this is the
a different outcome and this is the great secret that was edited out of our
great secret that was edited out of our
great secret that was edited out of our Christian and pre-christian
Christian and pre-christian
Christian and pre-christian judeo-christian traditions when 45 books
judeo-christian traditions when 45 books
judeo-christian traditions when 45 books removed in the 4th century 20 were taken
removed in the 4th century 20 were taken
removed in the 4th century 20 were taken out completely another 25 were condensed
out completely another 25 were condensed
out completely another 25 were condensed and rearranged and we know this because
and rearranged and we know this because
and rearranged and we know this because we found the information now in the Dead
we found the information now in the Dead
we found the information now in the Dead Sea Scrolls the naga hamadi library the
Sea Scrolls the naga hamadi library the
Sea Scrolls the naga hamadi library the Coptic the Gnostic texts so we know what
Coptic the Gnostic texts so we know what
Coptic the Gnostic texts so we know what those texts would have said if if we had
those texts would have said if if we had
those texts would have said if if we had had them but the interesting thing is
had them but the interesting thing is
had them but the interesting thing is without those texts we we tend to rely
without those texts we we tend to rely
without those texts we we tend to rely upon the written word the validation to
upon the written word the validation to
upon the written word the validation to feel that power in our bodies I think
feel that power in our bodies I think
feel that power in our bodies I think everyone senses or suspects there’s an
everyone senses or suspects there’s an
everyone senses or suspects there’s an untapped potential in the human body
untapped potential in the human body
untapped potential in the human body I’ve been on every continent of the
I’ve been on every continent of the
I’ve been on every continent of the earth and I’ve asked every every
earth and I’ve asked every every
earth and I’ve asked every every audience I’ve ever been in do you feel
audience I’ve ever been in do you feel
audience I’ve ever been in do you feel that that’s there and they say yes we
that that’s there and they say yes we
that that’s there and they say yes we feel there’s something there but but we
feel there’s something there but but we
feel there’s something there but but we just can’t quite get it
just can’t quite get it
just can’t quite get it is that so we have a feeling that
is that so we have a feeling that
is that so we have a feeling that there’s more to us but we rely on a
there’s more to us but we rely on a
there’s more to us but we rely on a written validation in a 5,000 year old
written validation in a 5,000 year old
written validation in a 5,000 year old text or a scientific study to tell us
text or a scientific study to tell us
text or a scientific study to tell us that it’s true and this is I think that
that it’s true and this is I think that
that it’s true and this is I think that the value of going into those texts as
the value of going into those texts as
the value of going into those texts as we get to see the words that literally
we get to see the words that literally
we get to see the words that literally say in the Gospel of Thomas the Lost
say in the Gospel of Thomas the Lost
say in the Gospel of Thomas the Lost Gospel of Thomas it literally says when
Gospel of Thomas it literally says when
Gospel of Thomas it literally says when these two become one when thought any
these two become one when thought any
these two become one when thought any motion become one then you’ll say to the
motion become one then you’ll say to the
motion become one then you’ll say to the mountain move in the mountain will move
mountain move in the mountain will move
mountain move in the mountain will move and I used to think that that was a
and I used to think that that was a
and I used to think that that was a metaphor and I now have seen enough to
metaphor and I now have seen enough to
metaphor and I now have seen enough to know that moving a cancerous tumor
know that moving a cancerous tumor
know that moving a cancerous tumor inside the body of a living woman that’s
inside the body of a living woman that’s
inside the body of a living woman that’s moving a mountain to me and and it’s all
moving a mountain to me and and it’s all
moving a mountain to me and and it’s all done from marrying thought and emotion
done from marrying thought and emotion
done from marrying thought and emotion together 1998 I had my my first journey
together 1998 I had my my first journey
together 1998 I had my my first journey into the highlands of central China and
into the highlands of central China and
into the highlands of central China and Tibet and it was during that time we
Tibet and it was during that time we
Tibet and it was during that time we were given a personal audience with an
were given a personal audience with an
were given a personal audience with an abbot who was an elderly leader of a
abbot who was an elderly leader of a
abbot who was an elderly leader of a particular sect in the monastery in this
particular sect in the monastery in this
particular sect in the monastery in this Abbot passed just a couple of years ago
Abbot passed just a couple of years ago
Abbot passed just a couple of years ago so I’m glad that we spoke with him when
so I’m glad that we spoke with him when
so I’m glad that we spoke with him when we did and it was this man I asked the
we did and it was this man I asked the
we did and it was this man I asked the question that I asked every monk every
question that I asked every monk every
question that I asked every monk every nun I asked the shaman in Peru and
nun I asked the shaman in Peru and
nun I asked the shaman in Peru and Bolivia but I had the clearest response
Bolivia but I had the clearest response
Bolivia but I had the clearest response from this man and I asked me a question
from this man and I asked me a question
from this man and I asked me a question I said when we see her prayers on the
I said when we see her prayers on the
I said when we see her prayers on the outside and we see you in the in the
outside and we see you in the in the
outside and we see you in the in the chanting hall for 12 16 18 hours a day
chanting hall for 12 16 18 hours a day
chanting hall for 12 16 18 hours a day and we see the bells and the bowls and
and we see the bells and the bowls and
and we see the bells and the bowls and the moochers and the mantras and the
the moochers and the mantras and the
the moochers and the mantras and the gongs and the chimes in the incense when
gongs and the chimes in the incense when
gongs and the chimes in the incense when we see her prayers on the outside I said
we see her prayers on the outside I said
we see her prayers on the outside I said what are you doing on the inside and
what are you doing on the inside and
what are you doing on the inside and this was the man who looked at me he
this was the man who looked at me he
this was the man who looked at me he said you’ve never seen our prayers
said you’ve never seen our prayers
said you’ve never seen our prayers because a prayer cannot be seen he said
because a prayer cannot be seen he said
because a prayer cannot be seen he said what you see are the things we do to
what you see are the things we do to
what you see are the things we do to create the feeling in our body and the
create the feeling in our body and the
create the feeling in our body and the feeling is the prayer and then he turned
feeling is the prayer and then he turned
feeling is the prayer and then he turned the question on me and he said how do
the question on me and he said how do
the question on me and he said how do you do this in your culture through a
you do this in your culture through a
you do this in your culture through a translator and I began to think about
translator and I began to think about
translator and I began to think about this and realize that when we lost the
this and realize that when we lost the
this and realize that when we lost the words in our most cherished spiritual
words in our most cherished spiritual
words in our most cherished spiritual traditions that tell us that feeling is
traditions that tell us that feeling is
traditions that tell us that feeling is a language it speaks to our bodies in
a language it speaks to our bodies in
a language it speaks to our bodies in this world and we lost the words
this world and we lost the words
this world and we lost the words that validated that we began to think
that validated that we began to think
that validated that we began to think that the words themselves were the
that the words themselves were the
that the words themselves were the prayers and if we say or the
prayers and if we say or the
prayers and if we say or the affirmations and if we say those words
affirmations and if we say those words
affirmations and if we say those words the right number of times the right time
the right number of times the right time
the right number of times the right time of day or the right time of year that
of day or the right time of year that
of day or the right time of year that we’ve set our prayer or our affirmation
we’ve set our prayer or our affirmation
we’ve set our prayer or our affirmation and then if it doesn’t work we get
and then if it doesn’t work we get
and then if it doesn’t work we get frustrated and we say well my prayer
frustrated and we say well my prayer
frustrated and we say well my prayer didn’t work or my affirmations not
didn’t work or my affirmations not
didn’t work or my affirmations not working for me
working for me
working for me because we lost the link with feeling
because we lost the link with feeling
because we lost the link with feeling and emotion when I was in the
and emotion when I was in the
and emotion when I was in the monasteries in Tibet and the abbot had
monasteries in Tibet and the abbot had
monasteries in Tibet and the abbot had passed a new Abbot took his place who
passed a new Abbot took his place who
passed a new Abbot took his place who was already in his mid-80s he’s the new
was already in his mid-80s he’s the new
was already in his mid-80s he’s the new young Abbot he’s already has mid-80s and
young Abbot he’s already has mid-80s and
young Abbot he’s already has mid-80s and I asked him the question this was in
I asked him the question this was in
I asked him the question this was in 2005 we just went back and I asked him a
2005 we just went back and I asked him a
2005 we just went back and I asked him a question and I said I said what is the
question and I said I said what is the
question and I said I said what is the force in your tradition in your belief
force in your tradition in your belief
force in your tradition in your belief system what is the force that connects
system what is the force that connects
system what is the force that connects the universe what’s the force that holds
the universe what’s the force that holds
the universe what’s the force that holds everything together and through the
everything together and through the
everything together and through the translator he answered me was one word
translator he answered me was one word
translator he answered me was one word and I thought I heard it incorrectly I
and I thought I heard it incorrectly I
and I thought I heard it incorrectly I said would you do that again and he came
said would you do that again and he came
said would you do that again and he came back and he answered me with one word
back and he answered me with one word
back and he answered me with one word and he said compassion and I said well
and he said compassion and I said well
and he said compassion and I said well wait a minute I says compassion a force
wait a minute I says compassion a force
wait a minute I says compassion a force that holds everything together or is it
that holds everything together or is it
that holds everything together or is it the feeling that we experience in our
the feeling that we experience in our
the feeling that we experience in our bodies and he said yes and that was very
bodies and he said yes and that was very
bodies and he said yes and that was very powerful for me to understand that
powerful for me to understand that
powerful for me to understand that because it says that we have the ability
because it says that we have the ability
because it says that we have the ability to feel in our bodies the stuff that
to feel in our bodies the stuff that
to feel in our bodies the stuff that holds this universe together and we’re
holds this universe together and we’re
holds this universe together and we’re really not so different from those
really not so different from those
really not so different from those quantum particles in the Stars beyond us
quantum particles in the Stars beyond us
quantum particles in the Stars beyond us or in the tumor that’s in front of us in
or in the tumor that’s in front of us in
or in the tumor that’s in front of us in the suffering of our loved ones or in
the suffering of our loved ones or in
the suffering of our loved ones or in the peace between the nations it’s all
the peace between the nations it’s all
the peace between the nations it’s all part of the same thing the challenge is
part of the same thing the challenge is
part of the same thing the challenge is to make it more than an intellectual
to make it more than an intellectual
to make it more than an intellectual exercise how do we know were part of all
exercise how do we know were part of all
exercise how do we know were part of all that is one of the ways that helped me
that is one of the ways that helped me
that is one of the ways that helped me come to that realization there was an
come to that realization there was an
come to that realization there was an experiment that was done in 1997 in
experiment that was done in 1997 in
experiment that was done in 1997 in Geneva Switzerland made world headlines
Geneva Switzerland made world headlines
Geneva Switzerland made world headlines 3,500 reporters from the science
3,500 reporters from the science
3,500 reporters from the science journals were there they they documented
journals were there they they documented
journals were there they they documented this experiment and it didn’t didn’t
this experiment and it didn’t didn’t
this experiment and it didn’t didn’t make the cover of Time magazine or USA
make the cover of Time magazine or USA
make the cover of Time magazine or USA Today although I think it should have
Today although I think it should have
Today although I think it should have and what the experiment showed the
and what the experiment showed the
and what the experiment showed the bottom line was that when you take the
bottom line was that when you take the
bottom line was that when you take the stuff our world is made of a particle of
stuff our world is made of a particle of
stuff our world is made of a particle of matter
matter
matter one particle and even if you split that
one particle and even if you split that
one particle and even if you split that particle and send each portion to
particle and send each portion to
particle and send each portion to different locations which is what this
different locations which is what this
different locations which is what this experiment did they have a split one
experiment did they have a split one
experiment did they have a split one particle of matter and sent one particle
particle of matter and sent one particle
particle of matter and sent one particle seven miles this direction the other
seven miles this direction the other
seven miles this direction the other seven miles that direction there were
seven miles that direction there were
seven miles that direction there were fourteen miles apart and even though
fourteen miles apart and even though
fourteen miles apart and even though they were separated physically they were
they were separated physically they were
they were separated physically they were still connected energetically so that
still connected energetically so that
still connected energetically so that one one particle had an experience they
one one particle had an experience they
one one particle had an experience they would disturb one particle the other one
would disturb one particle the other one
would disturb one particle the other one acted like it was having the experience
acted like it was having the experience
acted like it was having the experience sometimes the other one would act like
sometimes the other one would act like
sometimes the other one would act like it was having the experience before the
it was having the experience before the
it was having the experience before the scientists even disturbed the first
scientists even disturbed the first
scientists even disturbed the first particle and it’s mind-boggling said
particle and it’s mind-boggling said
particle and it’s mind-boggling said well well how can this be but what this
well well how can this be but what this
well well how can this be but what this tells us is that once matter is
tells us is that once matter is
tells us is that once matter is physically joined even when it becomes
physically joined even when it becomes
physically joined even when it becomes separated the energy is still there
separated the energy is still there
separated the energy is still there that’s connecting it and this is why
that’s connecting it and this is why
that’s connecting it and this is why it’s important to me because we go back
it’s important to me because we go back
it’s important to me because we go back far enough in time all the particles of
far enough in time all the particles of
far enough in time all the particles of matter of this entire universe that are
matter of this entire universe that are
matter of this entire universe that are expanding were all meshed together in a
expanding were all meshed together in a
expanding were all meshed together in a single particle about the size of a
single particle about the size of a
single particle about the size of a green pea that’s what scientists tell us
green pea that’s what scientists tell us
green pea that’s what scientists tell us today is what the computer model
today is what the computer model
today is what the computer model suggests if you could go into the
suggests if you could go into the
suggests if you could go into the universe today and take all the
universe today and take all the
universe today and take all the particles of matter and take out all the
particles of matter and take out all the
particles of matter and take out all the space in between and bring it together
space in between and bring it together
space in between and bring it together and compress it into the size of a
and compress it into the size of a
and compress it into the size of a single green pea it means that you and
single green pea it means that you and
single green pea it means that you and me and every one of our listeners we
me and every one of our listeners we
me and every one of our listeners we were all once part of that same particle
were all once part of that same particle
were all once part of that same particle that creates this whole universe today
that creates this whole universe today
that creates this whole universe today and even though those particles are now
and even though those particles are now
and even though those particles are now separate and expanding and studies show
separate and expanding and studies show
separate and expanding and studies show that they are energetically we’re all
that they are energetically we’re all
that they are energetically we’re all still linked when we lost the
still linked when we lost the
still linked when we lost the information telling us we’re a part of
information telling us we’re a part of
information telling us we’re a part of all that we see we found ourselves in a
all that we see we found ourselves in a
all that we see we found ourselves in a very technological path without the
very technological path without the
very technological path without the wisdom of us being in the equation so we
wisdom of us being in the equation so we
wisdom of us being in the equation so we thought that’s the world out there and
thought that’s the world out there and
thought that’s the world out there and that we’re separate from that world now
that we’re separate from that world now
that we’re separate from that world now what’s happened is our technology has
what’s happened is our technology has
what’s happened is our technology has come so far that our very existence is
come so far that our very existence is
come so far that our very existence is threatened by the technology that we’ve
threatened by the technology that we’ve
threatened by the technology that we’ve developed whether it’s the wars or the
developed whether it’s the wars or the
developed whether it’s the wars or the viruses or the climate change so so I
viruses or the climate change so so I
viruses or the climate change so so I believe we’ve come full circle now to
believe we’ve come full circle now to
believe we’ve come full circle now to survive our time in history we’ve got to
survive our time in history we’ve got to
survive our time in history we’ve got to write ourselves back into the equation
write ourselves back into the equation
write ourselves back into the equation our prayers our affirmations
our prayers our affirmations
our prayers our affirmations beliefs are a language and when they’re
beliefs are a language and when they’re
beliefs are a language and when they’re spoken through the language of the heart
spoken through the language of the heart
spoken through the language of the heart they have a direct powerful and
they have a direct powerful and
they have a direct powerful and immediate impact on our bodies in the
immediate impact on our bodies in the
immediate impact on our bodies in the world around us and it invites us to be
world around us and it invites us to be
world around us and it invites us to be very very aware of what it is that we
very very aware of what it is that we
very very aware of what it is that we truly hold in our hearts as is the truth
truly hold in our hearts as is the truth
truly hold in our hearts as is the truth of our world because we live that in our
of our world because we live that in our
of our world because we live that in our lives from the lightest of the light to
lives from the lightest of the light to
lives from the lightest of the light to the darkest of the dark the greatest
the darkest of the dark the greatest
the darkest of the dark the greatest fears and the greatest joys
what we’re beginning understand is that
what we’re beginning understand is that human emotion and feeling and belief is
human emotion and feeling and belief is
human emotion and feeling and belief is literally a language it’s a nonverbal
literally a language it’s a nonverbal
literally a language it’s a nonverbal language that this field recognizes and
language that this field recognizes and
language that this field recognizes and understands and the field works in what
understands and the field works in what
understands and the field works in what we call real time it doesn’t know about
we call real time it doesn’t know about
we call real time it doesn’t know about a few minutes from now so if you say if
a few minutes from now so if you say if
a few minutes from now so if you say if you say in your affirmation 20 minutes
you say in your affirmation 20 minutes
you say in your affirmation 20 minutes from now I’d like for my perfect mate to
from now I’d like for my perfect mate to
from now I’d like for my perfect mate to manifest for me now it doesn’t know
manifest for me now it doesn’t know
manifest for me now it doesn’t know about 20 minutes from now it is a
about 20 minutes from now it is a
about 20 minutes from now it is a real-time application and this is why
real-time application and this is why
real-time application and this is why the big key this is what the ancients
the big key this is what the ancients
the big key this is what the ancients say and this is what the monks and the
say and this is what the monks and the
say and this is what the monks and the nuns tell us real time today they say to
nuns tell us real time today they say to
nuns tell us real time today they say to be very specific about what it is that
be very specific about what it is that
be very specific about what it is that we’re choosing to have in our lives
we’re choosing to have in our lives
we’re choosing to have in our lives because what we’re doing it helps if we
because what we’re doing it helps if we
because what we’re doing it helps if we understand this what we’re doing is in
understand this what we’re doing is in
understand this what we’re doing is in the world of quantum possibility the
the world of quantum possibility the
the world of quantum possibility the soup the nebulous soup of all
soup the nebulous soup of all
soup the nebulous soup of all possibilities what we’re doing is we’re
possibilities what we’re doing is we’re
possibilities what we’re doing is we’re isolating we’re locking one in the place
isolating we’re locking one in the place
isolating we’re locking one in the place that we’re not specific about what that
that we’re not specific about what that
that we’re not specific about what that possibility is then how can the field be
possibility is then how can the field be
possibility is then how can the field be specific about what it is that it gives
specific about what it is that it gives
specific about what it is that it gives to us whatever it takes to get us to the
to us whatever it takes to get us to the
to us whatever it takes to get us to the point where we can transcend the limits
point where we can transcend the limits
point where we can transcend the limits the laws of physics and biology as we’ve
the laws of physics and biology as we’ve
the laws of physics and biology as we’ve known them in the past we have a power
known them in the past we have a power
known them in the past we have a power within us that transcends those laws
within us that transcends those laws
within us that transcends those laws that were more than our mistakes that
that were more than our mistakes that
that were more than our mistakes that were more than the suffering were more
were more than the suffering were more
were more than the suffering were more than the limits of
than the limits of
than the limits of in the past and that is where I said wow
in the past and that is where I said wow
in the past and that is where I said wow that really inspires me seems like the
that really inspires me seems like the
that really inspires me seems like the intentions that we have even when we’re
intentions that we have even when we’re
intentions that we have even when we’re one year two years three and four years
one year two years three and four years
one year two years three and four years old all get played out in the end as our
old all get played out in the end as our
old all get played out in the end as our life evolves and they get played out in
life evolves and they get played out in
life evolves and they get played out in ways that we often don’t understand it
ways that we often don’t understand it
ways that we often don’t understand it lets you have a good memory of what you
lets you have a good memory of what you
lets you have a good memory of what you wanted when you were three or four you
wanted when you were three or four you
wanted when you were three or four you often don’t remember that those what you
often don’t remember that those what you
often don’t remember that those what you were asking for then you now have and
were asking for then you now have and
were asking for then you now have and I’ve watched my life evolved to
I’ve watched my life evolved to
I’ve watched my life evolved to everything I’ve ever wanted has it’s
everything I’ve ever wanted has it’s
everything I’ve ever wanted has it’s happening you know it has happened along
happening you know it has happened along
happening you know it has happened along the way in it and it is happening and I
the way in it and it is happening and I
the way in it and it is happening and I I guess the reason I think it’s
I guess the reason I think it’s
I guess the reason I think it’s important for people to know that I like
important for people to know that I like
important for people to know that I like people that I really want people to know
people that I really want people to know
people that I really want people to know that there’s nothing that they can’t be
that there’s nothing that they can’t be
that there’s nothing that they can’t be a do or have and and that there’s
a do or have and and that there’s
a do or have and and that there’s nothing that can’t change to or from if
nothing that can’t change to or from if
nothing that can’t change to or from if they want to know once no one’s locked
they want to know once no one’s locked
they want to know once no one’s locked in anywhere and also those so-called
in anywhere and also those so-called
in anywhere and also those so-called dreams or daydreams you had when you
dreams or daydreams you had when you
dreams or daydreams you had when you were really little of the beautiful
were really little of the beautiful
were really little of the beautiful wonderful things you wanted to be or do
wonderful things you wanted to be or do
wonderful things you wanted to be or do or or do for the world and so on and so
or or do for the world and so on and so
or or do for the world and so on and so forth they all come true and but they
forth they all come true and but they
forth they all come true and but they don’t know it necessarily come true in
don’t know it necessarily come true in
don’t know it necessarily come true in the way you may have envisioned them but
the way you may have envisioned them but
the way you may have envisioned them but if you look back you’ll say well that’s
if you look back you’ll say well that’s
if you look back you’ll say well that’s the essence of everything I ever wanted
the essence of everything I ever wanted
the essence of everything I ever wanted it’s here or everything I was ever
it’s here or everything I was ever
it’s here or everything I was ever afraid of it’s also here Esther how
afraid of it’s also here Esther how
afraid of it’s also here Esther how about you bringing Abraham in and let
about you bringing Abraham in and let
about you bringing Abraham in and let Abraham visit for a few minutes here it
Abraham visit for a few minutes here it
Abraham visit for a few minutes here it just takes her a moment Esther just kind
just takes her a moment Esther just kind
just takes her a moment Esther just kind of relaxes her mind and actually you’re
of relaxes her mind and actually you’re
of relaxes her mind and actually you’re gonna see it she just kind of relaxes
gonna see it she just kind of relaxes
gonna see it she just kind of relaxes and nothing major happens it’s just she
and nothing major happens it’s just she
and nothing major happens it’s just she she just allows this other energy more
she just allows this other energy more
she just allows this other energy more or less to move through her
it is nice to have an opportunity to
it is nice to have an opportunity to visit well it is the single most
visit well it is the single most
visit well it is the single most important thing that you consciously do
important thing that you consciously do
important thing that you consciously do because the thought that you are
because the thought that you are
because the thought that you are thinking a belief is just a thought you
thinking a belief is just a thought you
thinking a belief is just a thought you keep thinking isn’t it
keep thinking isn’t it
keep thinking isn’t it so the thought that you are thinking is
so the thought that you are thinking is
so the thought that you are thinking is vibrational in nature and therefore
vibrational in nature and therefore
vibrational in nature and therefore attractive in nature so if you have a
attractive in nature so if you have a
attractive in nature so if you have a habit of thought a belief which is
habit of thought a belief which is
habit of thought a belief which is therefore a dominant thought which is
therefore a dominant thought which is
therefore a dominant thought which is therefore a big part of your vibrational
therefore a big part of your vibrational
therefore a big part of your vibrational offering therefore it is a big part of
offering therefore it is a big part of
offering therefore it is a big part of your point of Attraction so when you
your point of Attraction so when you
your point of Attraction so when you care enough to take the time to change
care enough to take the time to change
care enough to take the time to change it from what you are terming negative to
it from what you are terming negative to
it from what you are terming negative to positive
positive
positive you have shifted your point of
you have shifted your point of
you have shifted your point of Attraction nothing is more important
Attraction nothing is more important
Attraction nothing is more important than understanding that we would like to
than understanding that we would like to
than understanding that we would like to help you to remember that you are more
help you to remember that you are more
help you to remember that you are more than you see here in this physical body
than you see here in this physical body
than you see here in this physical body and that that larger part of you is
and that that larger part of you is
and that that larger part of you is always eternally offering a powerful
always eternally offering a powerful
always eternally offering a powerful vantage point and vibration when you
vantage point and vibration when you
vantage point and vibration when you come forth into your physical body a
come forth into your physical body a
come forth into your physical body a part of that consciousness flows into
part of that consciousness flows into
part of that consciousness flows into this personality that you know as you so
this personality that you know as you so
this personality that you know as you so at all times when you are in your
at all times when you are in your
at all times when you are in your physical form you have the potential of
physical form you have the potential of
physical form you have the potential of offering a thought that causes alignment
offering a thought that causes alignment
offering a thought that causes alignment with that broader part of you or not and
with that broader part of you or not and
with that broader part of you or not and we would say the thoughts that you offer
we would say the thoughts that you offer
we would say the thoughts that you offer that are in vibrational harmony or
that are in vibrational harmony or
that are in vibrational harmony or alignment with that larger part of you
alignment with that larger part of you
alignment with that larger part of you would be that state of integrity that
would be that state of integrity that
would be that state of integrity that you are looking for coming together with
you are looking for coming together with
you are looking for coming together with that broader part of me it’s also
that broader part of me it’s also
that broader part of me it’s also important to remember that that larger
important to remember that that larger
important to remember that that larger part of you that eternal part of you
part of you that eternal part of you
part of you that eternal part of you exists even while you are in your
exists even while you are in your
exists even while you are in your physical form in other words often
physical form in other words often
physical form in other words often people think well you are dead or alive
people think well you are dead or alive
people think well you are dead or alive you are physical or non-physical but you
you are physical or non-physical but you
you are physical or non-physical but you are eternally that non-physical source
are eternally that non-physical source
are eternally that non-physical source energy and then you are sometimes this
energy and then you are sometimes this
energy and then you are sometimes this physical human energy
physical human energy
physical human energy and those two points of vibrations that
and those two points of vibrations that
and those two points of vibrations that eternal part that is pure positive
eternal part that is pure positive
eternal part that is pure positive energy and that physical part that could
energy and that physical part that could
energy and that physical part that could be as you say negative or could be as
be as you say negative or could be as
be as you say negative or could be as you say positive in any moment
you say positive in any moment
you say positive in any moment those vibrational vantage points are
those vibrational vantage points are
those vibrational vantage points are always playing off of one another the
always playing off of one another the
always playing off of one another the better you feel the more you are
better you feel the more you are
better you feel the more you are vibrationally in integrity to that which
vibrationally in integrity to that which
vibrationally in integrity to that which you are vibrational integrity is
you are vibrational integrity is
you are vibrational integrity is alignment with that which I am so
alignment with that which I am so
alignment with that which I am so reaching for good feeling false is
reaching for good feeling false is
reaching for good feeling false is really the key to coming into alignment
really the key to coming into alignment
really the key to coming into alignment with that which you are and we think
with that which you are and we think
with that which you are and we think that’s the best description of integrity
that’s the best description of integrity
that’s the best description of integrity that could be your feelings are the way
that could be your feelings are the way
that could be your feelings are the way you quantify your journey from sickness
you quantify your journey from sickness
you quantify your journey from sickness to wellness the way you feel is the way
to wellness the way you feel is the way
to wellness the way you feel is the way you quantify your journey from not
you quantify your journey from not
you quantify your journey from not enough money to enough money you must
enough money to enough money you must
enough money to enough money you must have a way of understanding where you
have a way of understanding where you
have a way of understanding where you are in relationship to what you want and
are in relationship to what you want and
are in relationship to what you want and because more than 99% of every creation
because more than 99% of every creation
because more than 99% of every creation is completed vibrationally before you
is completed vibrationally before you
is completed vibrationally before you see any physical evidence you can’t use
see any physical evidence you can’t use
see any physical evidence you can’t use the physical evidence to know if you
the physical evidence to know if you
the physical evidence to know if you have an illness and you want to be well
have an illness and you want to be well
have an illness and you want to be well you may have found many thoughts that
you may have found many thoughts that
you may have found many thoughts that have improved your point of Attraction
have improved your point of Attraction
have improved your point of Attraction and you may be vibrationally well along
and you may be vibrationally well along
and you may be vibrationally well along the way to your recovery but because the
the way to your recovery but because the
the way to your recovery but because the physical manifestation has not yet shown
physical manifestation has not yet shown
physical manifestation has not yet shown itself if you stop and take score of
itself if you stop and take score of
itself if you stop and take score of where you are physically you may very
where you are physically you may very
where you are physically you may very well become upset because the tests do
well become upset because the tests do
well become upset because the tests do not give you the affirming confirmation
not give you the affirming confirmation
not give you the affirming confirmation that you are on your way to wellness
that you are on your way to wellness
that you are on your way to wellness where if you understand that your
where if you understand that your
where if you understand that your emotions are giving you that feedback
emotions are giving you that feedback
emotions are giving you that feedback then even though the manifestation has
then even though the manifestation has
then even though the manifestation has not shown you your recovery the fact
not shown you your recovery the fact
not shown you your recovery the fact that you feel so much better is your
that you feel so much better is your
that you feel so much better is your indication that you are moving in the
indication that you are moving in the
indication that you are moving in the writer
writer
writer affection and if you continue to move in
affection and if you continue to move in
affection and if you continue to move in the right direction your recovery must
the right direction your recovery must
the right direction your recovery must be as Jerry and Esther travel from
be as Jerry and Esther travel from
be as Jerry and Esther travel from Phoenix to San Diego they never get out
Phoenix to San Diego they never get out
Phoenix to San Diego they never get out there in the desert halfway and become
there in the desert halfway and become
there in the desert halfway and become so frustrated that they are not yet in
so frustrated that they are not yet in
so frustrated that they are not yet in San Diego that they become disoriented
San Diego that they become disoriented
San Diego that they become disoriented and turn around and go back to Phoenix
and turn around and go back to Phoenix
and turn around and go back to Phoenix it would be very long journey wouldn’t
it would be very long journey wouldn’t
it would be very long journey wouldn’t it Phoenix Yuma Phoenix you’ll in
it Phoenix Yuma Phoenix you’ll in
it Phoenix Yuma Phoenix you’ll in Phoenix Yuma and the reason that doesn’t
Phoenix Yuma and the reason that doesn’t
Phoenix Yuma and the reason that doesn’t happen is because they understand where
happen is because they understand where
happen is because they understand where they are in relationship to where they
they are in relationship to where they
they are in relationship to where they want to be your emotions are the only
want to be your emotions are the only
want to be your emotions are the only way you can accurately understand where
way you can accurately understand where
way you can accurately understand where you are in relationship to where you
you are in relationship to where you
you are in relationship to where you want to be once you get that down and
want to be once you get that down and
want to be once you get that down and you do as Joseph Campbell said you learn
you do as Joseph Campbell said you learn
you do as Joseph Campbell said you learn to follow your bliss now you always have
to follow your bliss now you always have
to follow your bliss now you always have guidance you are eternal beings and your
guidance you are eternal beings and your
guidance you are eternal beings and your journey never ends and you’ve
journey never ends and you’ve
journey never ends and you’ve deliberately come forth into this
deliberately come forth into this
deliberately come forth into this physical time-space reality because you
physical time-space reality because you
physical time-space reality because you understood that the contrast would
understood that the contrast would
understood that the contrast would inspire you to new ideas and you knew
inspire you to new ideas and you knew
inspire you to new ideas and you knew that the new ideas would cause an
that the new ideas would cause an
that the new ideas would cause an eternal journey to unfold you didn’t say
eternal journey to unfold you didn’t say
eternal journey to unfold you didn’t say I will find an idea and I will go to it
I will find an idea and I will go to it
I will find an idea and I will go to it and complete it and be done you said I
and complete it and be done you said I
and complete it and be done you said I will put myself in a position where my
will put myself in a position where my
will put myself in a position where my life inspires continuing new ideas so
life inspires continuing new ideas so
life inspires continuing new ideas so that my journey eternally continues so
that my journey eternally continues so
that my journey eternally continues so your journey really is of your creation
your journey really is of your creation
your journey really is of your creation but of course you had clear intentions
but of course you had clear intentions
but of course you had clear intentions when you came forth into this physical
when you came forth into this physical
when you came forth into this physical body you intended for this journey to be
body you intended for this journey to be
body you intended for this journey to be satisfying and exhilarating and fun you
satisfying and exhilarating and fun you
satisfying and exhilarating and fun you intended for it to be uplifting for you
intended for it to be uplifting for you
intended for it to be uplifting for you and for others but you never planned to
and for others but you never planned to
and for others but you never planned to get it done we like to say to our
get it done we like to say to our
get it done we like to say to our physical friends when you plan a
physical friends when you plan a
physical friends when you plan a vacation you know that you are at home
vacation you know that you are at home
vacation you know that you are at home you begin and you will go to this city
you begin and you will go to this city
you begin and you will go to this city and this city and the city and the city
and this city and the city and the city
and this city and the city and the city and eventually you come back round to
and eventually you come back round to
and eventually you come back round to home again and you never say Oh
home again and you never say Oh
home again and you never say Oh my final destination is home and I’m
my final destination is home and I’m
my final destination is home and I’m already there so why call I’ve already
already there so why call I’ve already
already there so why call I’ve already completed this vacation I will check it
completed this vacation I will check it
completed this vacation I will check it off my list and the reason you don’t say
off my list and the reason you don’t say
off my list and the reason you don’t say that is because you don’t take your
that is because you don’t take your
that is because you don’t take your vacation to get it done you take it for
vacation to get it done you take it for
vacation to get it done you take it for the fun along the way for the uplifting
the fun along the way for the uplifting
the fun along the way for the uplifting things that occur for the people that
things that occur for the people that
things that occur for the people that you interact with for the stimulation of
you interact with for the stimulation of
you interact with for the stimulation of thought you take your vacation for the
thought you take your vacation for the
thought you take your vacation for the joy of the journey and that really is
joy of the journey and that really is
joy of the journey and that really is what you intended as you came forth into
what you intended as you came forth into
what you intended as you came forth into this experience to be stimulated by
this experience to be stimulated by
this experience to be stimulated by variety to ideas of the kind of things
variety to ideas of the kind of things
variety to ideas of the kind of things you would like but it isn’t the
you would like but it isn’t the
you would like but it isn’t the destination that is what it is all about
destination that is what it is all about
destination that is what it is all about the destination is just the reason for
the destination is just the reason for
the destination is just the reason for the journey the journey is what like the
the journey the journey is what like the
the journey the journey is what like the answers affirmations and visualizations
answers affirmations and visualizations
answers affirmations and visualizations are a wonderful part of the creative
are a wonderful part of the creative
are a wonderful part of the creative process we like to describe the creative
process we like to describe the creative
process we like to describe the creative process as a three-step process and most
process as a three-step process and most
process as a three-step process and most people don’t initially see it quite this
people don’t initially see it quite this
people don’t initially see it quite this way but once you get a sense of this
way but once you get a sense of this
way but once you get a sense of this your creations come into place often
your creations come into place often
your creations come into place often much more quickly step 1 is where you
much more quickly step 1 is where you
much more quickly step 1 is where you ask for what you want
ask for what you want
ask for what you want it’s where the contrast helps you to
it’s where the contrast helps you to
it’s where the contrast helps you to define what it is you want and of course
define what it is you want and of course
define what it is you want and of course you always know more clearly what you do
you always know more clearly what you do
you always know more clearly what you do want when you are aware of what you
want when you are aware of what you
want when you are aware of what you don’t want so the variety is very
don’t want so the variety is very
don’t want so the variety is very helpful in that contrasting experience
helpful in that contrasting experience
helpful in that contrasting experience these Rockets of desires literally shoot
these Rockets of desires literally shoot
these Rockets of desires literally shoot forth from you step 2 is source answers
forth from you step 2 is source answers
forth from you step 2 is source answers your request so step one happens without
your request so step one happens without
your request so step one happens without you needing to worry about it or work on
you needing to worry about it or work on
you needing to worry about it or work on it because life just provides enough
it because life just provides enough
it because life just provides enough variety that desires are naturally born
variety that desires are naturally born
variety that desires are naturally born from you and source follows that rocket
from you and source follows that rocket
from you and source follows that rocket of desire and literally becomes its in
of desire and literally becomes its in
of desire and literally becomes its in other words we’ve written a book called
other words we’ve written a book called
other words we’ve written a book called askin it is given and we think it is the
askin it is given and we think it is the
askin it is given and we think it is the best title that ever could be given to a
best title that ever could be given to a
best title that ever could be given to a book because it speaks of the whole
book because it speaks of the whole
book because it speaks of the whole process within the title when life
process within the title when life
process within the title when life causes you to ask
causes you to ask
causes you to ask it is given but what happens is you’re
it is given but what happens is you’re
it is given but what happens is you’re asking often from your place of knowing
asking often from your place of knowing
asking often from your place of knowing more clearly what you don’t want so even
more clearly what you don’t want so even
more clearly what you don’t want so even though source knows what you want and
though source knows what you want and
though source knows what you want and becomes a vibrational match to it and
becomes a vibrational match to it and
becomes a vibrational match to it and calls you incessantly toward it if you
calls you incessantly toward it if you
calls you incessantly toward it if you are not a vibrational match to what you
are not a vibrational match to what you
are not a vibrational match to what you are asking for you can’t let it in you
are asking for you can’t let it in you
are asking for you can’t let it in you don’t allow it you see so step three of
don’t allow it you see so step three of
don’t allow it you see so step three of the process is you must be a vibrational
the process is you must be a vibrational
the process is you must be a vibrational match to your desire in simpler terms
match to your desire in simpler terms
match to your desire in simpler terms you can’t feel the need for money and
you can’t feel the need for money and
you can’t feel the need for money and the discomfort of lack of money and let
the discomfort of lack of money and let
the discomfort of lack of money and let the money in it’s a different vibration
the money in it’s a different vibration
the money in it’s a different vibration if you feel poor you can’t become
if you feel poor you can’t become
if you feel poor you can’t become prosperous even though you’re asking for
prosperous even though you’re asking for
prosperous even though you’re asking for prosperity and even though source has
prosperity and even though source has
prosperity and even though source has lined it up for you you have to be a
lined it up for you you have to be a
lined it up for you you have to be a vibrational match to what you’re asking
vibrational match to what you’re asking
vibrational match to what you’re asking for and that’s why it is so important
for and that’s why it is so important
for and that’s why it is so important that you pay attention to the way you
that you pay attention to the way you
that you pay attention to the way you feel and you keep reaching for improved
feel and you keep reaching for improved
feel and you keep reaching for improved feelings of relief so that you can by
feelings of relief so that you can by
feelings of relief so that you can by reaching for better feelings coach
reaching for better feelings coach
reaching for better feelings coach yourself into vibrational alignment with
yourself into vibrational alignment with
yourself into vibrational alignment with the very things that you are asking for
the very things that you are asking for
the very things that you are asking for so affirmations or visualizations are
so affirmations or visualizations are
so affirmations or visualizations are really the way that you apply step 3
really the way that you apply step 3
really the way that you apply step 3 most people think that they are step one
most people think that they are step one
most people think that they are step one they think that the affirmation or the
they think that the affirmation or the
they think that the affirmation or the visualization is how I ask the universe
visualization is how I ask the universe
visualization is how I ask the universe for what I what I want but you have
for what I what I want but you have
for what I what I want but you have already asked the universe for what you
already asked the universe for what you
already asked the universe for what you want through the living of life through
want through the living of life through
want through the living of life through the feeling of contrast through the
the feeling of contrast through the
the feeling of contrast through the launching of the Rockets and desires and
launching of the Rockets and desires and
launching of the Rockets and desires and source is already answered but you want
source is already answered but you want
source is already answered but you want the solutions to your problems have
the solutions to your problems have
the solutions to your problems have already been given the answers to your
already been given the answers to your
already been given the answers to your questions
questions
questions have already been given but you must
have already been given but you must
have already been given but you must find a way to make yourself to them and
find a way to make yourself to them and
find a way to make yourself to them and so when you speak an affirmation when
so when you speak an affirmation when
so when you speak an affirmation when you say it is my desire to achieve this
you say it is my desire to achieve this
you say it is my desire to achieve this and I see myself already having achieved
and I see myself already having achieved
and I see myself already having achieved it even though at first when you speak
it even though at first when you speak
it even though at first when you speak the affirmation you may not believe it
the affirmation you may not believe it
the affirmation you may not believe it in time as you speak it you come into
in time as you speak it you come into
in time as you speak it you come into the allowing
the allowing
the allowing and of course there are many people
and of course there are many people
and of course there are many people speaking affirmations who are not
speaking affirmations who are not
speaking affirmations who are not receiving what they are speaking because
receiving what they are speaking because
receiving what they are speaking because they’re using words and wanting the
they’re using words and wanting the
they’re using words and wanting the words to make itself but the universe
words to make itself but the universe
words to make itself but the universe does not respond to your words the
does not respond to your words the
does not respond to your words the universe responds to your vibration and
universe responds to your vibration and
universe responds to your vibration and your emotions indicate what your
your emotions indicate what your
your emotions indicate what your vibration is so if we were standing in
vibration is so if we were standing in
vibration is so if we were standing in your physical shoes we would use
your physical shoes we would use
your physical shoes we would use affirmations to talk ourselves in to
affirmations to talk ourselves in to
affirmations to talk ourselves in to better and better and better feeling
better and better and better feeling
better and better and better feeling places so you are using your
places so you are using your
places so you are using your affirmations just to call you a little
affirmations just to call you a little
affirmations just to call you a little bit further from where you are to where
bit further from where you are to where
bit further from where you are to where you want to be building your own bridges
you want to be building your own bridges
you want to be building your own bridges so to speak creation is such a wonderful
so to speak creation is such a wonderful
so to speak creation is such a wonderful thing and being a deliberate creator is
thing and being a deliberate creator is
thing and being a deliberate creator is just as good as it gets
just as good as it gets
just as good as it gets of course everyone is thinking and
of course everyone is thinking and
of course everyone is thinking and therefore offering vibration and
therefore offering vibration and
therefore offering vibration and therefore attracting but many people are
therefore attracting but many people are
therefore attracting but many people are offering most of their vibration in
offering most of their vibration in
offering most of their vibration in response to what they’re observing so as
response to what they’re observing so as
response to what they’re observing so as they observe what is they get more of it
they observe what is they get more of it
they observe what is they get more of it as you decide that you want to be a
as you decide that you want to be a
as you decide that you want to be a deliberate creator you begin to more
deliberate creator you begin to more
deliberate creator you begin to more deliberately think about what you want
deliberately think about what you want
deliberately think about what you want and why you want it and it’s interesting
and why you want it and it’s interesting
and why you want it and it’s interesting that you can only think about what you
that you can only think about what you
that you can only think about what you want from where you currently stand
want from where you currently stand
want from where you currently stand that’s why you are an eternal creator so
that’s why you are an eternal creator so
that’s why you are an eternal creator so from where you stand
from where you stand
from where you stand the contrast provides clarity about what
the contrast provides clarity about what
the contrast provides clarity about what you think you want from where you now
you think you want from where you now
you think you want from where you now stand so you set forth your intentions
stand so you set forth your intentions
stand so you set forth your intentions from where you stand it’s all you can do
from where you stand it’s all you can do
from where you stand it’s all you can do but then you stand in a new place the
but then you stand in a new place the
but then you stand in a new place the most wonderful thing about this journey
most wonderful thing about this journey
most wonderful thing about this journey of creation is that as you want
of creation is that as you want
of creation is that as you want something that you don’t have and then
something that you don’t have and then
something that you don’t have and then you think about it and you speak about
you think about it and you speak about
you think about it and you speak about it and you visualize around it and you
it and you visualize around it and you
it and you visualize around it and you find the feeling place of it until you
find the feeling place of it until you
find the feeling place of it until you become a vibrational match to it then
become a vibrational match to it then
become a vibrational match to it then you receive it and along with that
you receive it and along with that
you receive it and along with that manifestation comes a whole nother set
manifestation comes a whole nother set
manifestation comes a whole nother set of ryut
of ryut
of ryut that of course causes you to now know
that of course causes you to now know
that of course causes you to now know more clearly from where you stand what
more clearly from where you stand what
more clearly from where you stand what you now want and so no one can ever
you now want and so no one can ever
you now want and so no one can ever stand in one place and figure out what
stand in one place and figure out what
stand in one place and figure out what they’re going to want forevermore it is
they’re going to want forevermore it is
they’re going to want forevermore it is a constant amending process so what you
a constant amending process so what you
a constant amending process so what you do is you appreciate what is right now
do is you appreciate what is right now
do is you appreciate what is right now while from your now perspective you
while from your now perspective you
while from your now perspective you continue to amend your decisions about
continue to amend your decisions about
continue to amend your decisions about what you now want and this prolific
what you now want and this prolific
what you now want and this prolific universe this abundant universe you have
universe this abundant universe you have
universe this abundant universe you have at your fingertips the energy that
at your fingertips the energy that
at your fingertips the energy that creates worlds there is nothing that you
creates worlds there is nothing that you
creates worlds there is nothing that you cannot be or do or have but you can
cannot be or do or have but you can
cannot be or do or have but you can never figure out what you will always be
never figure out what you will always be
never figure out what you will always be or always have or always do from any one
or always have or always do from any one
or always have or always do from any one place it will constantly evolve that’s
place it will constantly evolve that’s
place it will constantly evolve that’s why this journey is so delicious as you
why this journey is so delicious as you
why this journey is so delicious as you are living life which inspires within
are living life which inspires within
are living life which inspires within you a desire and then you take the time
you a desire and then you take the time
you a desire and then you take the time to feel your way into vibrational
to feel your way into vibrational
to feel your way into vibrational alignment with your desires only then
alignment with your desires only then
alignment with your desires only then will that desire be allowed by you into
will that desire be allowed by you into
will that desire be allowed by you into your experience
your experience
your experience so once you’ve allowed it then if you’ll
so once you’ve allowed it then if you’ll
so once you’ve allowed it then if you’ll see others who have not yet figured out
see others who have not yet figured out
see others who have not yet figured out how to allow it you may realize that you
how to allow it you may realize that you
how to allow it you may realize that you can help them by teaching through the
can help them by teaching through the
can help them by teaching through the clarity of your example that
clarity of your example that
clarity of your example that appreciation and feeling good is what
appreciation and feeling good is what
appreciation and feeling good is what puts you in the place of allowing good
puts you in the place of allowing good
puts you in the place of allowing good things to come to you but if you should
things to come to you but if you should
things to come to you but if you should see them and then feel bad that they
see them and then feel bad that they
see them and then feel bad that they have not yet allowed it now you have
have not yet allowed it now you have
have not yet allowed it now you have changed your energy and now you are no
changed your energy and now you are no
changed your energy and now you are no longer a vibrational match to what you
longer a vibrational match to what you
longer a vibrational match to what you had allowed either so feeling bad for
had allowed either so feeling bad for
had allowed either so feeling bad for others who have not figured it out only
others who have not figured it out only
others who have not figured it out only causes you to release it from your
causes you to release it from your
causes you to release it from your experience also it also is a shortage
experience also it also is a shortage
experience also it also is a shortage orientation to say that person does not
orientation to say that person does not
orientation to say that person does not have something because I have in other
have something because I have in other
have something because I have in other words there is not a finite amount of
words there is not a finite amount of
words there is not a finite amount of abundance and if you receive it you are
abundance and if you receive it you are
abundance and if you receive it you are depriving someone else of it in fact the
depriving someone else of it in fact the
depriving someone else of it in fact the opposite is true when you let the
opposite is true when you let the
opposite is true when you let the contrast
contrast
contrast everyone has surrounding them provide
everyone has surrounding them provide
everyone has surrounding them provide you with an idea of what you want and
you with an idea of what you want and
you with an idea of what you want and then you line up with the idea so that
then you line up with the idea so that
then you line up with the idea so that you are in vibrational integrity with
you are in vibrational integrity with
you are in vibrational integrity with this idea or desire now it must be
this idea or desire now it must be
this idea or desire now it must be realized by you and that is such a
realized by you and that is such a
realized by you and that is such a wonderful example to offer for others
wonderful example to offer for others
wonderful example to offer for others but if you believe that there is only so
but if you believe that there is only so
but if you believe that there is only so much to go around and you are getting it
much to go around and you are getting it
much to go around and you are getting it first of all you could not let yourself
first of all you could not let yourself
first of all you could not let yourself receive it under those conditions you
receive it under those conditions you
receive it under those conditions you say you must know that there is enough
say you must know that there is enough
say you must know that there is enough for everyone and those who are not
for everyone and those who are not
for everyone and those who are not allowing it into their experience are
allowing it into their experience are
allowing it into their experience are not being deprived of it because someone
not being deprived of it because someone
not being deprived of it because someone else did allow it into their experience
else did allow it into their experience
else did allow it into their experience you would never say I have been well for
you would never say I have been well for
you would never say I have been well for the last 20 or 30 or 40 or 50 or 60 or
the last 20 or 30 or 40 or 50 or 60 or
the last 20 or 30 or 40 or 50 or 60 or 70 years and I am so well and those
70 years and I am so well and those
70 years and I am so well and those people over there are sick I think I
people over there are sick I think I
people over there are sick I think I will be sick for a few years to allow
will be sick for a few years to allow
will be sick for a few years to allow some of those sick people to be well you
some of those sick people to be well you
some of those sick people to be well you don’t look at it that way because you
don’t look at it that way because you
don’t look at it that way because you know you’re not using up the wellness
know you’re not using up the wellness
know you’re not using up the wellness and depriving them of it and you are not
and depriving them of it and you are not
and depriving them of it and you are not using up the abundance and depriving
using up the abundance and depriving
using up the abundance and depriving them of that either a car that’s going a
them of that either a car that’s going a
them of that either a car that’s going a hundred miles an hour and hits a tree
hundred miles an hour and hits a tree
hundred miles an hour and hits a tree it’s a bigger problem than a car that’s
it’s a bigger problem than a car that’s
it’s a bigger problem than a car that’s going five miles an hour and hits a tree
going five miles an hour and hits a tree
going five miles an hour and hits a tree so what happens in this analogy what we
so what happens in this analogy what we
so what happens in this analogy what we are saying to you is your desires are
are saying to you is your desires are
are saying to you is your desires are what equal the speed or the momentum of
what equal the speed or the momentum of
what equal the speed or the momentum of this journey and the tree in this
this journey and the tree in this
this journey and the tree in this analogy is like the resistance that
analogy is like the resistance that
analogy is like the resistance that shows up many people believe that when
shows up many people believe that when
shows up many people believe that when they start bumping up against those
they start bumping up against those
they start bumping up against those obstacles that they should pull back on
obstacles that they should pull back on
obstacles that they should pull back on their desire but we want you to
their desire but we want you to
their desire but we want you to understand that you cannot pull back on
understand that you cannot pull back on
understand that you cannot pull back on your desire you can’t slow that down you
your desire you can’t slow that down you
your desire you can’t slow that down you can’t become less than life has caused
can’t become less than life has caused
can’t become less than life has caused you to become so the work must be
you to become so the work must be
you to become so the work must be releasing the resistance so it’s a
releasing the resistance so it’s a
releasing the resistance so it’s a wonderful thing when you bump up against
wonderful thing when you bump up against
wonderful thing when you bump up against something that feels uncomfortable
something that feels uncomfortable
something that feels uncomfortable because it’s this opportunity to now
because it’s this opportunity to now
because it’s this opportunity to now feel the discomfort of it and work it
feel the discomfort of it and work it
feel the discomfort of it and work it into a place of greater comfort that’s
into a place of greater comfort that’s
into a place of greater comfort that’s how you get rid of those obstacles
how you get rid of those obstacles
how you get rid of those obstacles that’s how you let yourself flow in the
that’s how you let yourself flow in the
that’s how you let yourself flow in the way that you want you suggest pushing
way that you want you suggest pushing
way that you want you suggest pushing through obstacles
through obstacles
through obstacles we suggest relaxing when you bump up
we suggest relaxing when you bump up
we suggest relaxing when you bump up against an obstacle and reaching for a
against an obstacle and reaching for a
against an obstacle and reaching for a feeling of relief and reaching for a
feeling of relief and reaching for a
feeling of relief and reaching for a feeling of relief is not exactly pushing
feeling of relief is not exactly pushing
feeling of relief is not exactly pushing through the obstacle it’s causing the
through the obstacle it’s causing the
through the obstacle it’s causing the obstacle to morph it it causes the
obstacle to morph it it causes the
obstacle to morph it it causes the obstacle to reduce the source energy
obstacle to reduce the source energy
obstacle to reduce the source energy within you the being that you truly are
within you the being that you truly are
within you the being that you truly are this expanding evolving being adores you
this expanding evolving being adores you
this expanding evolving being adores you and when you find fault with yourself
and when you find fault with yourself
and when you find fault with yourself you create resistance the source within
you create resistance the source within
you create resistance the source within you who you really are loves others when
you who you really are loves others when
you who you really are loves others when you find something within them that
you find something within them that
you find something within them that causes you to hate them or to not love
causes you to hate them or to not love
causes you to hate them or to not love them you create resistance so when you
them you create resistance so when you
them you create resistance so when you are looking for reasons to appreciate or
are looking for reasons to appreciate or
are looking for reasons to appreciate or looking for reasons to love you’re
looking for reasons to love you’re
looking for reasons to love you’re actually coming into alignment with who
actually coming into alignment with who
actually coming into alignment with who you really are and you will never be
you really are and you will never be
you really are and you will never be joyful in any moment you will never feel
joyful in any moment you will never feel
joyful in any moment you will never feel good in any moment you will never
good in any moment you will never
good in any moment you will never fulfill your reason for being in any
fulfill your reason for being in any
fulfill your reason for being in any moment you will never be who you really
moment you will never be who you really
moment you will never be who you really are unless you are in that state of love
are unless you are in that state of love
are unless you are in that state of love loving is who you are you say anything
loving is who you are you say anything
loving is who you are you say anything less is resistance to who you are
less is resistance to who you are
less is resistance to who you are sometimes especially when you are little
sometimes especially when you are little
sometimes especially when you are little someone who appreciates you holds you as
someone who appreciates you holds you as
someone who appreciates you holds you as their object of attention and when they
their object of attention and when they
their object of attention and when they do it feels so good because they’re
do it feels so good because they’re
do it feels so good because they’re tapped into Source Energy they’re
tapped into Source Energy they’re
tapped into Source Energy they’re holding you as their object of attention
holding you as their object of attention
holding you as their object of attention and they’re flooding that wonderful
and they’re flooding that wonderful
and they’re flooding that wonderful feeling all over you so then you say oh
feeling all over you so then you say oh
feeling all over you so then you say oh this feels so good and then you say I
this feels so good and then you say I
this feels so good and then you say I would like you to hold me as your object
would like you to hold me as your object
would like you to hold me as your object of attention a lot and I will do
of attention a lot and I will do
of attention a lot and I will do whatever it takes so that you will feel
whatever it takes so that you will feel
whatever it takes so that you will feel this way about me but of course as that
this way about me but of course as that
this way about me but of course as that little person you didn’t realize that
little person you didn’t realize that
little person you didn’t realize that first of all they cannot hold you as
first of all they cannot hold you as
first of all they cannot hold you as their constant object of attention
their constant object of attention
their constant object of attention it’s asking a lot to ask them to always
it’s asking a lot to ask them to always
it’s asking a lot to ask them to always be connected to source when they do it
be connected to source when they do it
be connected to source when they do it they might be having a bad moment and
they might be having a bad moment and
they might be having a bad moment and when they hold you as their object of
when they hold you as their object of
when they hold you as their object of attention when they’re having a bad
attention when they’re having a bad
attention when they’re having a bad moment you don’t feel their love
moment you don’t feel their love
moment you don’t feel their love flooding all over you because they’re
flooding all over you because they’re
flooding all over you because they’re not connected to it and they’re not
not connected to it and they’re not
not connected to it and they’re not flooding it all over you so over this
flooding it all over you so over this
flooding it all over you so over this process of looking to other people to
process of looking to other people to
process of looking to other people to find out how you feel about yourself
find out how you feel about yourself
find out how you feel about yourself many times you come around and not
many times you come around and not
many times you come around and not feeling very good about yourself because
feeling very good about yourself because
feeling very good about yourself because you’ve been looking for love in all the
you’ve been looking for love in all the
you’ve been looking for love in all the wrong places you’ve been looking to them
wrong places you’ve been looking to them
wrong places you’ve been looking to them to love you when sometimes they don’t
to love you when sometimes they don’t
to love you when sometimes they don’t have it to give they want to love you
have it to give they want to love you
have it to give they want to love you but they’re having a hard day you can’t
but they’re having a hard day you can’t
but they’re having a hard day you can’t jump from the vibration of not liking
jump from the vibration of not liking
jump from the vibration of not liking yourself to the vibration of loving
yourself to the vibration of loving
yourself to the vibration of loving yourself all at once any more than you
yourself all at once any more than you
yourself all at once any more than you can set your radio dial on 6:30 a.m. and
can set your radio dial on 6:30 a.m. and
can set your radio dial on 6:30 a.m. and hear what’s being broadcast from 98.7 fm
hear what’s being broadcast from 98.7 fm
hear what’s being broadcast from 98.7 fm the frequencies don’t map jump so we
the frequencies don’t map jump so we
the frequencies don’t map jump so we would say that the best way to come from
would say that the best way to come from
would say that the best way to come from loving oneself we’re going to take an
loving oneself we’re going to take an
loving oneself we’re going to take an extreme to loving oneself is to find
extreme to loving oneself is to find
extreme to loving oneself is to find relief from the lolly because loving is
relief from the lolly because loving is
relief from the lolly because loving is too big of a jump so we would begin
too big of a jump so we would begin
too big of a jump so we would begin looking for things that aren’t so bad
looking for things that aren’t so bad
looking for things that aren’t so bad about ourselves I don’t love this about
about ourselves I don’t love this about
about ourselves I don’t love this about myself I don’t love that I don’t
myself I don’t love that I don’t
myself I don’t love that I don’t actually hate that about me I do pretty
actually hate that about me I do pretty
actually hate that about me I do pretty good about that in other words we would
good about that in other words we would
good about that in other words we would reach for the best feeling that we could
reach for the best feeling that we could
reach for the best feeling that we could find until we found the feeling of I’m
find until we found the feeling of I’m
find until we found the feeling of I’m hoping one day to really like myself I’m
hoping one day to really like myself I’m
hoping one day to really like myself I’m hoping one day to know myself as others
hoping one day to know myself as others
hoping one day to know myself as others seem to say that I am I’m hoping one day
seem to say that I am I’m hoping one day
seem to say that I am I’m hoping one day to come into vibrational alignment with
to come into vibrational alignment with
to come into vibrational alignment with who I really am
who I really am
who I really am once you reach the place and hoping to
once you reach the place and hoping to
once you reach the place and hoping to like yourself it’s pretty easy to get
like yourself it’s pretty easy to get
like yourself it’s pretty easy to get over there by looking for things to
over there by looking for things to
over there by looking for things to appreciate so we’ve noticed that most
appreciate so we’ve noticed that most
appreciate so we’ve noticed that most people who have practiced not liking
people who have practiced not liking
people who have practiced not liking themselves very much for a long time can
themselves very much for a long time can
themselves very much for a long time can find an easier way of loving themselves
find an easier way of loving themselves
find an easier way of loving themselves as they just begin practicing loving and
as they just begin practicing loving and
as they just begin practicing loving and appreciating things that are easy for
appreciating things that are easy for
appreciating things that are easy for them to love and appreciate and once
them to love and appreciate and once
them to love and appreciate and once they get in the habit of
they get in the habit of
they get in the habit of doing that then it’s easier to turn that
doing that then it’s easier to turn that
doing that then it’s easier to turn that lens on themselves and sometimes it’s a
lens on themselves and sometimes it’s a
lens on themselves and sometimes it’s a little shocking when you’ve practiced
little shocking when you’ve practiced
little shocking when you’ve practiced not loving yourself for a while but when
not loving yourself for a while but when
not loving yourself for a while but when you’ve practiced loving a whole lot of
you’ve practiced loving a whole lot of
you’ve practiced loving a whole lot of other things and then you try to love
other things and then you try to love
other things and then you try to love yourself a little bit you can the
yourself a little bit you can the
yourself a little bit you can the contrast that you so often think you
contrast that you so often think you
contrast that you so often think you would like to do without is so necessary
would like to do without is so necessary
would like to do without is so necessary for the expansion of the idea and for
for the expansion of the idea and for
for the expansion of the idea and for the further becoming of that which is
the further becoming of that which is
the further becoming of that which is you and what makes human experience
you and what makes human experience
you and what makes human experience uncomfortable is that the contrast
uncomfortable is that the contrast
uncomfortable is that the contrast causes you to expand the larger part of
causes you to expand the larger part of
causes you to expand the larger part of you takes the expansion but you don’t
you takes the expansion but you don’t
you takes the expansion but you don’t keep up with it because you keep beating
keep up with it because you keep beating
keep up with it because you keep beating the drum of the contrast in other words
the drum of the contrast in other words
the drum of the contrast in other words let’s say life causes you to know that
let’s say life causes you to know that
let’s say life causes you to know that you don’t want to be sick in other words
you don’t want to be sick in other words
you don’t want to be sick in other words something happens and you are sick in
something happens and you are sick in
something happens and you are sick in your sickness you radiate Rockets of
your sickness you radiate Rockets of
your sickness you radiate Rockets of desires for more wellness and the
desires for more wellness and the
desires for more wellness and the non-physical part of you now becomes
non-physical part of you now becomes
non-physical part of you now becomes more well than you have ever been but if
more well than you have ever been but if
more well than you have ever been but if you keep feeding the drama I don’t feel
you keep feeding the drama I don’t feel
you keep feeding the drama I don’t feel good or I am declining then even though
good or I am declining then even though
good or I am declining then even though your potential for wellness is now
your potential for wellness is now
your potential for wellness is now greater than it has ever been as you
greater than it has ever been as you
greater than it has ever been as you keep focusing upon the illness and using
keep focusing upon the illness and using
keep focusing upon the illness and using it as your justification for why you
it as your justification for why you
it as your justification for why you want to be well you hold yourself apart
want to be well you hold yourself apart
want to be well you hold yourself apart from the very thing that life has caused
from the very thing that life has caused
from the very thing that life has caused you to expand toward you say let’s say
you to expand toward you say let’s say
you to expand toward you say let’s say that you don’t have enough money and in
that you don’t have enough money and in
that you don’t have enough money and in the discomfort of not having enough
the discomfort of not having enough
the discomfort of not having enough money you ask for more money even if you
money you ask for more money even if you
money you ask for more money even if you do not offer words about it you are
do not offer words about it you are
do not offer words about it you are vibrationally asking you cannot know
vibrationally asking you cannot know
vibrationally asking you cannot know what you do not want without knowing
what you do not want without knowing
what you do not want without knowing what you do want the source energy part
what you do want the source energy part
what you do want the source energy part of you embraces that knowing of what you
of you embraces that knowing of what you
of you embraces that knowing of what you do want and becomes it completely but if
do want and becomes it completely but if
do want and becomes it completely but if you keep beating the drum of not having
you keep beating the drum of not having
you keep beating the drum of not having enough money complaining about not
enough money complaining about not
enough money complaining about not having enough money irritated with those
having enough money irritated with those
having enough money irritated with those who seem to have plenty of money then
who seem to have plenty of money then
who seem to have plenty of money then you hold yourself in vibrational discord
you hold yourself in vibrational discord
you hold yourself in vibrational discord not only with the money you hold
not only with the money you hold
not only with the money you hold yourself in vibrational discord to the
yourself in vibrational discord to the
yourself in vibrational discord to the expanded part of you who is living that
expanded part of you who is living that
expanded part of you who is living that greater prosperity you see
greater prosperity you see
greater prosperity you see it’s the separation between you and you
it’s the separation between you and you
it’s the separation between you and you that causes your discord not what anyone
that causes your discord not what anyone
that causes your discord not what anyone else is doing words really don’t teach
else is doing words really don’t teach
else is doing words really don’t teach life experience is the true teacher and
life experience is the true teacher and
life experience is the true teacher and so you teach through the clarity of your
so you teach through the clarity of your
so you teach through the clarity of your own example offer your evidence of joy
own example offer your evidence of joy
own example offer your evidence of joy look for reasons to feel good and then
look for reasons to feel good and then
look for reasons to feel good and then feel good don’t pretend that you feel
feel good don’t pretend that you feel
feel good don’t pretend that you feel good when you don’t look for reasons to
good when you don’t look for reasons to
good when you don’t look for reasons to feel good and feel good and when you
feel good and feel good and when you
feel good and feel good and when you don’t feel good don’t pretend that you
don’t feel good don’t pretend that you
don’t feel good don’t pretend that you do instead make it clear to anyone who’s
do instead make it clear to anyone who’s
do instead make it clear to anyone who’s asking I’m not feeling very good and I
asking I’m not feeling very good and I
asking I’m not feeling very good and I know what to do about it I’m going to
know what to do about it I’m going to
know what to do about it I’m going to reach for better feeling thoughts and to
reach for better feeling thoughts and to
reach for better feeling thoughts and to our until I do feel good in other words
our until I do feel good in other words
our until I do feel good in other words be real being real is the best way to
be real being real is the best way to
be real being real is the best way to teach being real and being in earnest
teach being real and being in earnest
teach being real and being in earnest about feeling good being determined to
about feeling good being determined to
about feeling good being determined to come into alignment with who you are
come into alignment with who you are
come into alignment with who you are make a decision that you want to express
make a decision that you want to express
make a decision that you want to express as often as you can
as often as you can
as often as you can the wholeness of who you are to whoever
the wholeness of who you are to whoever
the wholeness of who you are to whoever you’re interacting with which means get
you’re interacting with which means get
you’re interacting with which means get tuned in tapped in turned on bring
tuned in tapped in turned on bring
tuned in tapped in turned on bring yourself into alignment and then play
yourself into alignment and then play
yourself into alignment and then play with people don’t move into a meeting if
with people don’t move into a meeting if
with people don’t move into a meeting if you’re not in alignment get into
you’re not in alignment get into
you’re not in alignment get into alignment and then move into a meeting
alignment and then move into a meeting
alignment and then move into a meeting don’t have an argument and then try to
don’t have an argument and then try to
don’t have an argument and then try to make it better within the argument get
make it better within the argument get
make it better within the argument get off to yourself and get feeling better
off to yourself and get feeling better
off to yourself and get feeling better tune into who you are and then in your
tune into who you are and then in your
tune into who you are and then in your state of alignment co-create with others
if you are looking for a way to tune in
if you are looking for a way to tune in to the vibration of who you really are
meditation is a wonderful way of going
meditation is a wonderful way of going about it because when you quiet your
about it because when you quiet your
about it because when you quiet your mind you release thoughts and when you
mind you release thoughts and when you
mind you release thoughts and when you release thoughts you release resistance
appreciation is a wonderful way to come
appreciation is a wonderful way to come into alignment because when you are
into alignment because when you are
into alignment because when you are looking for something to appreciate you
looking for something to appreciate you
looking for something to appreciate you are deliberately trying to see it
are deliberately trying to see it
are deliberately trying to see it through the eyes of that which you truly
through the eyes of that which you truly
through the eyes of that which you truly are when you get out into nature
are when you get out into nature
are when you get out into nature it serves you in a similar way because
it serves you in a similar way because
it serves you in a similar way because in nature there is no resistance in
in nature there is no resistance in
in nature there is no resistance in other words that plant that you are
other words that plant that you are
other words that plant that you are beholding is in alignment with the
beholding is in alignment with the
beholding is in alignment with the vibrational nature of its being it’s not
vibrational nature of its being it’s not
vibrational nature of its being it’s not thinking thoughts that have it out of
thinking thoughts that have it out of
thinking thoughts that have it out of alignment the beasts of the wild are for
alignment the beasts of the wild are for
alignment the beasts of the wild are for the most part in alignment with who they
the most part in alignment with who they
the most part in alignment with who they are your domesticated beasts in time to
are your domesticated beasts in time to
are your domesticated beasts in time to begin to act a little bit like you do
begin to act a little bit like you do
begin to act a little bit like you do but when you get out into nature in your
but when you get out into nature in your
but when you get out into nature in your observation of it you’re observing
observation of it you’re observing
observation of it you’re observing alignment that’s why it feels good I was
alignment that’s why it feels good I was
alignment that’s why it feels good I was in a motel in Montana I was doing
in a motel in Montana I was doing
in a motel in Montana I was doing concerts out there and there on a coffee
concerts out there and there on a coffee
concerts out there and there on a coffee table in the motel the motel was a a
table in the motel the motel was a a
table in the motel the motel was a a book is that they can grow rich it
book is that they can grow rich it
book is that they can grow rich it wouldn’t apollyon Hill it was Napoleon
wouldn’t apollyon Hill it was Napoleon
wouldn’t apollyon Hill it was Napoleon Hills book Think and Grow Rich and I
Hills book Think and Grow Rich and I
Hills book Think and Grow Rich and I looked at that I picked it up and I was
looked at that I picked it up and I was
looked at that I picked it up and I was just I was like hair stood up all over
just I was like hair stood up all over
just I was like hair stood up all over my body I just I’ve never read anything
my body I just I’ve never read anything
my body I just I’ve never read anything like a few pages in and I asked the
like a few pages in and I asked the
like a few pages in and I asked the motel owner I said can I take this back
motel owner I said can I take this back
motel owner I said can I take this back to my room and read he said you can have
to my room and read he said you can have
to my room and read he said you can have it he says I’m not interested in it and
it he says I’m not interested in it and
it he says I’m not interested in it and so and then after I read that book I
so and then after I read that book I
so and then after I read that book I thought these wonderful principles of
thought these wonderful principles of
thought these wonderful principles of success and I asked a for him later I’ve
success and I asked a for him later I’ve
success and I asked a for him later I’ve just you know a flake of I said what was
just you know a flake of I said what was
just you know a flake of I said what was it about that book that that turned my
it about that book that that turned my
it about that book that that turned my life around I thought I thought was the
life around I thought I thought was the
life around I thought I thought was the principles of what he was teaching of
principles of what he was teaching of
principles of what he was teaching of how to become successful and Abraham
how to become successful and Abraham
how to become successful and Abraham says what it was is his principles made
says what it was is his principles made
says what it was is his principles made you believe you could do it and all it
you believe you could do it and all it
you believe you could do it and all it changed in you wasn’t the processes that
changed in you wasn’t the processes that
changed in you wasn’t the processes that you learned from the book but the fact
you learned from the book but the fact
you learned from the book but the fact that you believe now that you could
that you believe now that you could
that you believe now that you could succeed at making money I was 24 years
succeed at making money I was 24 years
succeed at making money I was 24 years old and I would say that everything that
old and I would say that everything that
old and I would say that everything that could possibly be wrong with my life was
could possibly be wrong with my life was
could possibly be wrong with my life was wrong I was
wrong I was
wrong I was I weighed 120 pounds
I weighed 120 pounds
I weighed 120 pounds now and I smoked two or three packs of
now and I smoked two or three packs of
now and I smoked two or three packs of cigarettes a day and I was in a terrible
cigarettes a day and I was in a terrible
cigarettes a day and I was in a terrible relationship and I had a job I hated and
relationship and I had a job I hated and
relationship and I had a job I hated and so there I couldn’t think of much oh I
so there I couldn’t think of much oh I
so there I couldn’t think of much oh I didn’t like my car either so I think
didn’t like my car either so I think
didn’t like my car either so I think just about everything was wrong I always
just about everything was wrong I always
just about everything was wrong I always struggled with obesity I was born I mean
struggled with obesity I was born I mean
struggled with obesity I was born I mean like even by the end of my first year of
like even by the end of my first year of
like even by the end of my first year of life I was very fat as a child and I was
life I was very fat as a child and I was
life I was very fat as a child and I was taken around a different specialists and
taken around a different specialists and
taken around a different specialists and thing because I was my mother and my
thing because I was my mother and my
thing because I was my mother and my brother were skinny and so there was
brother were skinny and so there was
brother were skinny and so there was something going on there and I so by the
something going on there and I so by the
something going on there and I so by the time I was 24 years old I weighed over a
time I was 24 years old I weighed over a
time I was 24 years old I weighed over a hundred pounds more than I weigh now so
hundred pounds more than I weigh now so
hundred pounds more than I weigh now so I weighed 300 some pounds and so and in
I weighed 300 some pounds and so and in
I weighed 300 some pounds and so and in addition all this other stuff was going
addition all this other stuff was going
addition all this other stuff was going on too and so I went out for a walk one
on too and so I went out for a walk one
on too and so I went out for a walk one afternoon it was a winter in New England
afternoon it was a winter in New England
afternoon it was a winter in New England and I was walking just kind of thinking
and I was walking just kind of thinking
and I was walking just kind of thinking about how am I gonna get out of all of
about how am I gonna get out of all of
about how am I gonna get out of all of this you know how am I gonna get out of
this you know how am I gonna get out of
this you know how am I gonna get out of my life and I stepped on a patch of ice
my life and I stepped on a patch of ice
my life and I stepped on a patch of ice that had some snow over it and I didn’t
that had some snow over it and I didn’t
that had some snow over it and I didn’t see the patch of ice and I stepped on
see the patch of ice and I stepped on
see the patch of ice and I stepped on the patch of ice and my feet shot out
the patch of ice and my feet shot out
the patch of ice and my feet shot out from under me and I went boom down on
from under me and I went boom down on
from under me and I went boom down on the back of my head on the frozen road
the back of my head on the frozen road
the back of my head on the frozen road and it was I hit myself just hard enough
and it was I hit myself just hard enough
and it was I hit myself just hard enough that didn’t knock me out what it did was
that didn’t knock me out what it did was
that didn’t knock me out what it did was it kind of knocked me into a state of
it kind of knocked me into a state of
it kind of knocked me into a state of consciousness that was like nothing else
consciousness that was like nothing else
consciousness that was like nothing else I’ve ever experienced before I was I was
I’ve ever experienced before I was I was
I’ve ever experienced before I was I was present but I was also something else
present but I was also something else
present but I was also something else was going on I was kind of like could
was going on I was kind of like could
was going on I was kind of like could see more than I could normally see
see more than I could normally see
see more than I could normally see inside myself and I think I was laying
inside myself and I think I was laying
inside myself and I think I was laying on the ground for maybe two minutes or
on the ground for maybe two minutes or
on the ground for maybe two minutes or so in this two minute I could see down
so in this two minute I could see down
so in this two minute I could see down through all the levels of myself and I’d
through all the levels of myself and I’d
through all the levels of myself and I’d never been able to see this before it
never been able to see this before it
never been able to see this before it was like I saw why my muscles were tense
was like I saw why my muscles were tense
was like I saw why my muscles were tense I saw that I had all of this fat around
I saw that I had all of this fat around
I saw that I had all of this fat around my body
my body
my body my muscles were tense and that all of
my muscles were tense and that all of
my muscles were tense and that all of the fat and the muscles tenseness was
the fat and the muscles tenseness was
the fat and the muscles tenseness was there because I had all of these
there because I had all of these
there because I had all of these feelings inside me that I had never
feelings inside me that I had never
feelings inside me that I had never opened up to like all these things I was
opened up to like all these things I was
opened up to like all these things I was angry about that I’d never told anybody
angry about that I’d never told anybody
angry about that I’d never told anybody about and all these things I was sad
about and all these things I was sad
about and all these things I was sad about that I’d never told anybody about
about that I’d never told anybody about
about that I’d never told anybody about and things I was scared about and it was
and things I was scared about and it was
and things I was scared about and it was like I could see the level of the meat
like I could see the level of the meat
like I could see the level of the meat and then I could see down in the level
and then I could see down in the level
and then I could see down in the level of the emotion and then I could see down
of the emotion and then I could see down
of the emotion and then I could see down underneath everything that there was
underneath everything that there was
underneath everything that there was this clear space that was that there was
this clear space that was that there was
this clear space that was that there was nothing kind of written on it there was
nothing kind of written on it there was
nothing kind of written on it there was nothing there it was kind of like a
nothing there it was kind of like a
nothing there it was kind of like a spiritual space or an open space with
spiritual space or an open space with
spiritual space or an open space with pure potential and I saw that all of
pure potential and I saw that all of
pure potential and I saw that all of those feelings and all of that tension
those feelings and all of that tension
those feelings and all of that tension and all of that fat was there because I
and all of that fat was there because I
and all of that fat was there because I I was living somebody else’s life
I was living somebody else’s life
I was living somebody else’s life basically and that I wouldn’t have that
basically and that I wouldn’t have that
basically and that I wouldn’t have that stuff if I had a different life and what
stuff if I had a different life and what
stuff if I had a different life and what I mean by that is my father had died
I mean by that is my father had died
I mean by that is my father had died before I was born he died while my
before I was born he died while my
before I was born he died while my mother was pregnant with me and he was
mother was pregnant with me and he was
mother was pregnant with me and he was very obese just like I was he smoked
very obese just like I was he smoked
very obese just like I was he smoked heavily had probably not a very good
heavily had probably not a very good
heavily had probably not a very good relationship with my mother and I know
relationship with my mother and I know
relationship with my mother and I know they had a lot of struggles and so he
they had a lot of struggles and so he
they had a lot of struggles and so he died in the midst of while I was just
died in the midst of while I was just
died in the midst of while I was just dating and so I never actually knew him
dating and so I never actually knew him
dating and so I never actually knew him in in the world but I sort of taken on
in in the world but I sort of taken on
in in the world but I sort of taken on his life that’s what I could see down
his life that’s what I could see down
his life that’s what I could see down inside myself that it wasn’t even my
inside myself that it wasn’t even my
inside myself that it wasn’t even my life and so it was a it was an
life and so it was a it was an
life and so it was a it was an incredible moment I think I never had
incredible moment I think I never had
incredible moment I think I never had anything like that because I always
anything like that because I always
anything like that because I always thought this was the reality this was
thought this was the reality this was
thought this was the reality this was all there was you know and I’d never had
all there was you know and I’d never had
all there was you know and I’d never had a moment of awakening to spirit and I
a moment of awakening to spirit and I
a moment of awakening to spirit and I think that you know I always said is
think that you know I always said is
think that you know I always said is that if you’re open the universe will
that if you’re open the universe will
that if you’re open the universe will teach you by tickling you with a feather
teach you by tickling you with a feather
teach you by tickling you with a feather but if you’re not open it has to hit you
but if you’re not open it has to hit you
but if you’re not open it has to hit you with a sledgehammer well I was so closed
with a sledgehammer well I was so closed
with a sledgehammer well I was so closed that this was like getting hit by a
that this was like getting hit by a
that this was like getting hit by a sledgehammer that was
sledgehammer that was
sledgehammer that was only way I could learn what I needed to
only way I could learn what I needed to
only way I could learn what I needed to learn I guess and so I was in that
learn I guess and so I was in that
learn I guess and so I was in that altered state of consciousness for about
altered state of consciousness for about
altered state of consciousness for about two minutes I think and I began to come
two minutes I think and I began to come
two minutes I think and I began to come back to regular consciousness I could
back to regular consciousness I could
back to regular consciousness I could feel my muscles kind of assembling their
feel my muscles kind of assembling their
feel my muscles kind of assembling their tension and I can feel my awareness of
tension and I can feel my awareness of
tension and I can feel my awareness of all of this obesity around me and I
all of this obesity around me and I
all of this obesity around me and I could still feel though that very sweet
could still feel though that very sweet
could still feel though that very sweet open space down in there that’s sweet
open space down in there that’s sweet
open space down in there that’s sweet open spiritual space that didn’t have
open spiritual space that didn’t have
open spiritual space that didn’t have anything on it and as I was coming back
anything on it and as I was coming back
anything on it and as I was coming back to regular consciousness I had these
to regular consciousness I had these
to regular consciousness I had these several thoughts that were very
several thoughts that were very
several thoughts that were very different from anything I’d ever thought
different from anything I’d ever thought
different from anything I’d ever thought one thought was I’m going to find out
one thought was I’m going to find out
one thought was I’m going to find out what I can do to feel that clear space
what I can do to feel that clear space
what I can do to feel that clear space all the time and I thought I’m gonna do
all the time and I thought I’m gonna do
all the time and I thought I’m gonna do what I can to find out how to live that
what I can to find out how to live that
what I can to find out how to live that way how to feel that all the time in my
way how to feel that all the time in my
way how to feel that all the time in my life and the other thought I had was I’m
life and the other thought I had was I’m
life and the other thought I had was I’m gonna live my own life I don’t have to
gonna live my own life I don’t have to
gonna live my own life I don’t have to live my father’s life or anybody’s life
live my father’s life or anybody’s life
live my father’s life or anybody’s life I can invent my own life and if if
I can invent my own life and if if
I can invent my own life and if if that’s possible
that’s possible
that’s possible how do I want it to be and so as I was
how do I want it to be and so as I was
how do I want it to be and so as I was coming back to regular consciousness I
coming back to regular consciousness I
coming back to regular consciousness I made a commitment to feeling that
made a commitment to feeling that
made a commitment to feeling that spiritual space all the time and then to
spiritual space all the time and then to
spiritual space all the time and then to invent a healthy body basically and in
invent a healthy body basically and in
invent a healthy body basically and in invent a great life so I make this new
invent a great life so I make this new
invent a great life so I make this new commitment to I really want to learn how
commitment to I really want to learn how
commitment to I really want to learn how to feel spirit all the time just in
to feel spirit all the time just in
to feel spirit all the time just in ordinary life and a friend of mine came
ordinary life and a friend of mine came
ordinary life and a friend of mine came over to my house one afternoon and said
over to my house one afternoon and said
over to my house one afternoon and said that one of his old Harvard professors
that one of his old Harvard professors
that one of his old Harvard professors had just come back from India and was
had just come back from India and was
had just come back from India and was giving a talk down at down the road
giving a talk down at down the road
giving a talk down at down the road about 30 miles at his father’s house and
about 30 miles at his father’s house and
about 30 miles at his father’s house and did I did I want to come and hear him
did I did I want to come and hear him
did I did I want to come and hear him and I said well what’s he talking about
and I said well what’s he talking about
and I said well what’s he talking about and he said well he’s been day he’d gone
and he said well he’s been day he’d gone
and he said well he’s been day he’d gone to India and he’d kind of got
to India and he’d kind of got
to India and he’d kind of got enlightened and he was talking about
enlightened and he was talking about
enlightened and he was talking about yoga and meditate
yoga and meditate
yoga and meditate and I thought well it sounds kind of
and I thought well it sounds kind of
and I thought well it sounds kind of interesting you know maybe I go and so
interesting you know maybe I go and so
interesting you know maybe I go and so we go down there and there is this guy
we go down there and there is this guy
we go down there and there is this guy in a robe a white robe and there’s all
in a robe a white robe and there’s all
in a robe a white robe and there’s all these devotees around I remember a girl
these devotees around I remember a girl
these devotees around I remember a girl came up and offered us fruit from a
came up and offered us fruit from a
came up and offered us fruit from a fruit oh you know and I was thinking
fruit oh you know and I was thinking
fruit oh you know and I was thinking what is this you know this is is this
what is this you know this is is this
what is this you know this is is this some cult or something well it turned
some cult or something well it turned
some cult or something well it turned him up to be ROM das who was Neils
him up to be ROM das who was Neils
him up to be ROM das who was Neils Harvard professor under those days he
Harvard professor under those days he
Harvard professor under those days he was named Richard Alpert and when Neil
was named Richard Alpert and when Neil
was named Richard Alpert and when Neil had taken his course at Harvard and now
had taken his course at Harvard and now
had taken his course at Harvard and now he’s named ramadasa and so ramadasa just
he’s named ramadasa and so ramadasa just
he’s named ramadasa and so ramadasa just come back from India and he was just
come back from India and he was just
come back from India and he was just totally you know he’s so blissed-out and
totally you know he’s so blissed-out and
totally you know he’s so blissed-out and everything and then part of me related
everything and then part of me related
everything and then part of me related to it but another part of me thought
to it but another part of me thought
to it but another part of me thought what are these people selling you know I
what are these people selling you know I
what are these people selling you know I very cynical about that kind of thing at
very cynical about that kind of thing at
very cynical about that kind of thing at the time and so I went up after the talk
the time and so I went up after the talk
the time and so I went up after the talk and asked ROM das I said look I got to
and asked ROM das I said look I got to
and asked ROM das I said look I got to tell you I’m very skeptical about this
tell you I’m very skeptical about this
tell you I’m very skeptical about this kind of stuff this looks sort of insane
kind of stuff this looks sort of insane
kind of stuff this looks sort of insane to me but since I’m here I just had this
to me but since I’m here I just had this
to me but since I’m here I just had this experience where I fell on the ice and I
experience where I fell on the ice and I
experience where I fell on the ice and I told him the experience and I said so
told him the experience and I said so
told him the experience and I said so I’m gonna learn how to feel that clear
I’m gonna learn how to feel that clear
I’m gonna learn how to feel that clear feeling in me all the time just an
feeling in me all the time just an
feeling in me all the time just an ordinary life I felt it for a minute
ordinary life I felt it for a minute
ordinary life I felt it for a minute while I was sort of knocked out but I’d
while I was sort of knocked out but I’d
while I was sort of knocked out but I’d like to feel it all the time without
like to feel it all the time without
like to feel it all the time without bashing my head on the ice and he I
bashing my head on the ice and he I
bashing my head on the ice and he I remember he looked up at me for a long
remember he looked up at me for a long
remember he looked up at me for a long time just sort of looked at me up and
time just sort of looked at me up and
time just sort of looked at me up and down and he said you should do some
down and he said you should do some
down and he said you should do some breathing exercises and I said breathing
breathing exercises and I said breathing
breathing exercises and I said breathing exercises and he said yeah and I said
exercises and he said yeah and I said
exercises and he said yeah and I said well what do you mean by that I never
well what do you mean by that I never
well what do you mean by that I never heard of anything like that and he said
heard of anything like that and he said
heard of anything like that and he said well in India if you have a problem you
well in India if you have a problem you
well in India if you have a problem you might do some yoga around it or
might do some yoga around it or
might do some yoga around it or breathing around it and it says valid
breathing around it and it says valid
breathing around it and it says valid away is talking to a therapist about it
away is talking to a therapist about it
away is talking to a therapist about it and so I said well where do you get
and so I said well where do you get
and so I said well where do you get something like this and he said well
something like this and he said well
something like this and he said well just be open to it it’ll come to you and
just be open to it it’ll come to you and
just be open to it it’ll come to you and I said all right and so the next day I
I said all right and so the next day I
I said all right and so the next day I was down at the grocery store and in the
was down at the grocery store and in the
was down at the grocery store and in the checkout line so I you know pushing my
checkout line so I you know pushing my
checkout line so I you know pushing my cart up through the checkout line and
cart up through the checkout line and
cart up through the checkout line and they had a little kiosk of paperback
they had a little kiosk of paperback
they had a little kiosk of paperback books a little round kiosk of paperback
books a little round kiosk of paperback
books a little round kiosk of paperback books and I glanced down and there is a
books and I glanced down and there is a
books and I glanced down and there is a book called yoga youth and reincarnation
book called yoga youth and reincarnation
book called yoga youth and reincarnation I’ll never forget this by Jess Stern and
I’ll never forget this by Jess Stern and
I’ll never forget this by Jess Stern and I can see the cover just like it’s
I can see the cover just like it’s
I can see the cover just like it’s sitting right here now and I remember
sitting right here now and I remember
sitting right here now and I remember look at this okay yoga youth and
look at this okay yoga youth and
look at this okay yoga youth and reincarnation
reincarnation
reincarnation all right that’s interesting and so I
all right that’s interesting and so I
all right that’s interesting and so I picked it up and I open it up and
picked it up and I open it up and
picked it up and I open it up and there’s an entire chapter on breathing
there’s an entire chapter on breathing
there’s an entire chapter on breathing exercises pranayama so here I go in one
exercises pranayama so here I go in one
exercises pranayama so here I go in one day from never having heard of something
day from never having heard of something
day from never having heard of something to rhom das telling me be open to it –
to rhom das telling me be open to it –
to rhom das telling me be open to it – there it is in my hand and and so I
there it is in my hand and and so I
there it is in my hand and and so I bought it and so I took it home and I
bought it and so I took it home and I
bought it and so I took it home and I just started doing the exercises all the
just started doing the exercises all the
just started doing the exercises all the way through I remember it was a Saturday
way through I remember it was a Saturday
way through I remember it was a Saturday afternoon and my wife and baby were gone
afternoon and my wife and baby were gone
afternoon and my wife and baby were gone to visit her mother who lived about
to visit her mother who lived about
to visit her mother who lived about maybe 40 miles away and so I had to
maybe 40 miles away and so I had to
maybe 40 miles away and so I had to place to myself and I just started doing
place to myself and I just started doing
place to myself and I just started doing these exercises right out of the book I
these exercises right out of the book I
these exercises right out of the book I would do one and then flip the page and
would do one and then flip the page and
would do one and then flip the page and do another one so I started about three
do another one so I started about three
do another one so I started about three o’clock in the afternoon by about
o’clock in the afternoon by about
o’clock in the afternoon by about midnight you know and after doing all of
midnight you know and after doing all of
midnight you know and after doing all of these breathing and yoga exercises and
these breathing and yoga exercises and
these breathing and yoga exercises and chanting and everything like that I was
chanting and everything like that I was
chanting and everything like that I was in touch with that same space that I
in touch with that same space that I
in touch with that same space that I felt when I bashed myself on the ice
felt when I bashed myself on the ice
felt when I bashed myself on the ice falling down and so there it was you
falling down and so there it was you
falling down and so there it was you know there was a whole different way to
know there was a whole different way to
know there was a whole different way to get there
get there
get there I had lost about 75 pounds so I was sort
I had lost about 75 pounds so I was sort
I had lost about 75 pounds so I was sort of you know I could feel what could
of you know I could feel what could
of you know I could feel what could happen you know if this actually came
happen you know if this actually came
happen you know if this actually came true if the dream really came true and
true if the dream really came true and
true if the dream really came true and this friend of mine that I had known
this friend of mine that I had known
this friend of mine that I had known years before showed up for a visit and
years before showed up for a visit and
years before showed up for a visit and he was still he and I were both sort of
he was still he and I were both sort of
he was still he and I were both sort of eating buddies you know in those days we
eating buddies you know in those days we
eating buddies you know in those days we would go out for an ice-cream sundae or
would go out for an ice-cream sundae or
would go out for an ice-cream sundae or something we worked at the same place
something we worked at the same place
something we worked at the same place and we were both obese and he was still
and we were both obese and he was still
and we were both obese and he was still you know a 300 pounder and I’d gotten
you know a 300 pounder and I’d gotten
you know a 300 pounder and I’d gotten down to a real slim 225 or something
down to a real slim 225 or something
down to a real slim 225 or something like that you know and so he looked at
like that you know and so he looked at
like that you know and so he looked at me I remember eating I opened the door
me I remember eating I opened the door
me I remember eating I opened the door and he looked at me and he said God what
and he looked at me and he said God what
and he looked at me and he said God what are you doing you know and and what
are you doing you know and and what
are you doing you know and and what happened to you and I tried to explain
happened to you and I tried to explain
happened to you and I tried to explain this thing that I was going through and
this thing that I was going through and
this thing that I was going through and I remember the way he looked at me it’s
I remember the way he looked at me it’s
I remember the way he looked at me it’s probably a lot you know it’s probably
probably a lot you know it’s probably
probably a lot you know it’s probably like a lot of people when they start
like a lot of people when they start
like a lot of people when they start some kind of a change process the people
some kind of a change process the people
some kind of a change process the people that are in their lives sort of don’t
that are in their lives sort of don’t
that are in their lives sort of don’t know how to relate to it and so what he
know how to relate to it and so what he
know how to relate to it and so what he did this is so bizarre he went into town
did this is so bizarre he went into town
did this is so bizarre he went into town and he brought back a five-pound box of
and he brought back a five-pound box of
and he brought back a five-pound box of chocolate caramels which was like the
chocolate caramels which was like the
chocolate caramels which was like the ultimate bad food for me you know during
ultimate bad food for me you know during
ultimate bad food for me you know during that time you know and but it was like
that time you know and but it was like
that time you know and but it was like he walked in the door and he was a
he walked in the door and he was a
he walked in the door and he was a practical joker I mean this was partly a
practical joker I mean this was partly a
practical joker I mean this was partly a practical joke but I could see the sort
practical joke but I could see the sort
practical joke but I could see the sort of mean
of mean
of mean edge to it you know of kind of wanting
edge to it you know of kind of wanting
edge to it you know of kind of wanting to sabotage and wanting to kind of get
to sabotage and wanting to kind of get
to sabotage and wanting to kind of get me to be the way I was and and I
me to be the way I was and and I
me to be the way I was and and I realized if I was gonna have to and then
realized if I was gonna have to and then
realized if I was gonna have to and then I I didn’t have any way to relate to him
I I didn’t have any way to relate to him
I I didn’t have any way to relate to him and so I basically had to throw him out
and so I basically had to throw him out
and so I basically had to throw him out of my house you know leave please leave
of my house you know leave please leave
of my house you know leave please leave and and he did and what an amazing six
and and he did and what an amazing six
and and he did and what an amazing six months later I got a call from a friend
months later I got a call from a friend
months later I got a call from a friend of mine and said are you sitting down I
of mine and said are you sitting down I
of mine and said are you sitting down I said yeah he said can die he had a heart
said yeah he said can die he had a heart
said yeah he said can die he had a heart attack and died he was 26 years old I
mean and I saw in that moment how that
mean and I saw in that moment how that would mean so that was a wake-up moment
would mean so that was a wake-up moment
would mean so that was a wake-up moment for me and the way of saying life has
for me and the way of saying life has
for me and the way of saying life has very serious consequences you know
very serious consequences you know
very serious consequences you know choices have very serious consequences
after that year I have moved to
after that year I have moved to California for a few years and went to
California for a few years and went to
California for a few years and went to graduate school and so over the next few
graduate school and so over the next few
graduate school and so over the next few years I got so I pretty much felt good
years I got so I pretty much felt good
years I got so I pretty much felt good all the time and I could see well and
all the time and I could see well and
all the time and I could see well and you know my weight stabilized and all of
you know my weight stabilized and all of
you know my weight stabilized and all of that and I hadn’t ever worked out the
that and I hadn’t ever worked out the
that and I hadn’t ever worked out the whole relationship aspect of life and I
whole relationship aspect of life and I
whole relationship aspect of life and I continued to have kind of one
continued to have kind of one
continued to have kind of one relationship after the other of you know
relationship after the other of you know
relationship after the other of you know they get to a certain point and then
they get to a certain point and then
they get to a certain point and then they would fall apart I would usually
they would fall apart I would usually
they would fall apart I would usually start finding fault with the person or
start finding fault with the person or
start finding fault with the person or the other person would find fault with
the other person would find fault with
the other person would find fault with me and we’d never be able to work beyond
me and we’d never be able to work beyond
me and we’d never be able to work beyond a certain point with with our
a certain point with with our
a certain point with with our relationship and so one magic day I
relationship and so one magic day I
relationship and so one magic day I remember setting the intention of oh I
remember setting the intention of oh I
remember setting the intention of oh I learned how to see I learned how to be
learned how to see I learned how to be
learned how to see I learned how to be an okay wait I learned how to live
an okay wait I learned how to live
an okay wait I learned how to live healthy free of addictions I learned how
healthy free of addictions I learned how
healthy free of addictions I learned how to eat well how come it didn’t occur to
to eat well how come it didn’t occur to
to eat well how come it didn’t occur to me that I could do that with
me that I could do that with
me that I could do that with loving you know it had never occurred to
loving you know it had never occurred to
loving you know it had never occurred to me that I could actually design my own
me that I could actually design my own
me that I could actually design my own life around love and relationships and
life around love and relationships and
life around love and relationships and so that was a big revelation to me the
so that was a big revelation to me the
so that was a big revelation to me the idea that the same process could work
idea that the same process could work
idea that the same process could work and so I began to work with this idea of
and so I began to work with this idea of
and so I began to work with this idea of enjoying a flow of love in my life and
enjoying a flow of love in my life and
enjoying a flow of love in my life and that that love comes to me I don’t have
that that love comes to me I don’t have
that that love comes to me I don’t have to pursue it and as I began to work with
to pursue it and as I began to work with
to pursue it and as I began to work with that I had this other amazing insight in
that I had this other amazing insight in
that I had this other amazing insight in fact I was walking down the street in
fact I was walking down the street in
fact I was walking down the street in San Francisco
San Francisco
San Francisco I remember in downtown San Francisco
I remember in downtown San Francisco
I remember in downtown San Francisco with a woman that I’d been with for a
with a woman that I’d been with for a
with a woman that I’d been with for a year or so and we always had the same
year or so and we always had the same
year or so and we always had the same complaint with each other her complaint
complaint with each other her complaint
complaint with each other her complaint about me was that I was not in touch
about me was that I was not in touch
about me was that I was not in touch with my feelings and that I never
with my feelings and that I never
with my feelings and that I never communicated about anything important
communicated about anything important
communicated about anything important that I never would talk about the real
that I never would talk about the real
that I never would talk about the real stuff you know and I of course had my
stuff you know and I of course had my
stuff you know and I of course had my defenses against that you know that I
defenses against that you know that I
defenses against that you know that I forget what they were but I had my good
forget what they were but I had my good
forget what they were but I had my good justification for why I didn’t talk
justification for why I didn’t talk
justification for why I didn’t talk about my feelings and didn’t talk about
about my feelings and didn’t talk about
about my feelings and didn’t talk about things that were important my complaint
things that were important my complaint
things that were important my complaint about her was that she was super
about her was that she was super
about her was that she was super critical and so whenever she would get
critical and so whenever she would get
critical and so whenever she would get going with me about we never talked
going with me about we never talked
going with me about we never talked about anything important or you never in
about anything important or you never in
about anything important or you never in touch with your feelings I would say
touch with your feelings I would say
touch with your feelings I would say well I would be if he weren’t so darn
well I would be if he weren’t so darn
well I would be if he weren’t so darn critical and now and it would get us
critical and now and it would get us
critical and now and it would get us into this loop then and I was walking
into this loop then and I was walking
into this loop then and I was walking down the street with her in San
down the street with her in San
down the street with her in San Francisco and I realized I don’t know
Francisco and I realized I don’t know
Francisco and I realized I don’t know where this insight came from but I
where this insight came from but I
where this insight came from but I suddenly realized that oh I create that
suddenly realized that oh I create that
suddenly realized that oh I create that I’m the one that creates and and has
I’m the one that creates and and has
I’m the one that creates and and has created my life so that I’m in
created my life so that I’m in
created my life so that I’m in relationship with a very critical person
relationship with a very critical person
relationship with a very critical person and up until that moment I thought it
and up until that moment I thought it
and up until that moment I thought it was their problem that
was their problem that
was their problem that I just happened to have the bad luck of
I just happened to have the bad luck of
I just happened to have the bad luck of always ending up with a critical woman
always ending up with a critical woman
always ending up with a critical woman and so I remember her stopping on the
and so I remember her stopping on the
and so I remember her stopping on the street kind of to think about this and
street kind of to think about this and
street kind of to think about this and she said what’s going on and I was kind
she said what’s going on and I was kind
she said what’s going on and I was kind of trying to share this insight with her
of trying to share this insight with her
of trying to share this insight with her and she wasn’t having it’s not buying my
and she wasn’t having it’s not buying my
and she wasn’t having it’s not buying my little insight and the other awareness
little insight and the other awareness
little insight and the other awareness that I had in that moment was that the
that I had in that moment was that the
that I had in that moment was that the very thing that I complained about all
very thing that I complained about all
very thing that I complained about all the time and then and this is true for
the time and then and this is true for
the time and then and this is true for everybody I think that the very thing we
everybody I think that the very thing we
everybody I think that the very thing we complain about over and over is the very
complain about over and over is the very
complain about over and over is the very thing that we’re creating happening in
thing that we’re creating happening in
thing that we’re creating happening in other words we have this loop going of
other words we have this loop going of
other words we have this loop going of not realizing that we draw certain
not realizing that we draw certain
not realizing that we draw certain experiences into our life and then going
experiences into our life and then going
experiences into our life and then going around complaining about that all the
around complaining about that all the
around complaining about that all the time so anything you complain about
time so anything you complain about
time so anything you complain about repetitively is something that you have
repetitively is something that you have
repetitively is something that you have an unconscious intention to produce and
an unconscious intention to produce and
an unconscious intention to produce and so that was that hit me like a ton of
so that was that hit me like a ton of
so that was that hit me like a ton of bricks I suddenly realized oh I require
bricks I suddenly realized oh I require
bricks I suddenly realized oh I require a critical woman in my life
a critical woman in my life
a critical woman in my life that’s me dreaming up that dream and my
that’s me dreaming up that dream and my
that’s me dreaming up that dream and my next thought was well I think I’ll dream
next thought was well I think I’ll dream
next thought was well I think I’ll dream up a better dream you know how dream up
up a better dream you know how dream up
up a better dream you know how dream up a dream of fun of being surrounded by
a dream of fun of being surrounded by
a dream of fun of being surrounded by loving and supporting supportive people
loving and supporting supportive people
loving and supporting supportive people and that was really a big moment for me
and that was really a big moment for me
and that was really a big moment for me because nobody in the history of my
because nobody in the history of my
because nobody in the history of my family that I know of has ever had a
family that I know of has ever had a
family that I know of has ever had a successful relationship besides me and
successful relationship besides me and
successful relationship besides me and Katie
Katie
Katie in other words up until that moment my
in other words up until that moment my
in other words up until that moment my parents had a disastrous relationship my
parents had a disastrous relationship my
parents had a disastrous relationship my grandparents just about everybody
grandparents just about everybody
grandparents just about everybody everywhere I looked in the family was
everywhere I looked in the family was
everywhere I looked in the family was full of people who either they had a
full of people who either they had a
full of people who either they had a very kind of like a routine relationship
very kind of like a routine relationship
very kind of like a routine relationship they went through the role certain roles
they went through the role certain roles
they went through the role certain roles or they managed
or they managed
or they managed stay in a long-term relationship through
stay in a long-term relationship through
stay in a long-term relationship through the regular application of vodka and
the regular application of vodka and
the regular application of vodka and other kinds of things that allowed them
other kinds of things that allowed them
other kinds of things that allowed them to stay put you know so I realized that
to stay put you know so I realized that
to stay put you know so I realized that it would be breaking absolutely radical
it would be breaking absolutely radical
it would be breaking absolutely radical new ground if I was able to create a
new ground if I was able to create a
new ground if I was able to create a relationship that worked that that would
relationship that worked that that would
relationship that worked that that would be an unthinkable thing to do and what
be an unthinkable thing to do and what
be an unthinkable thing to do and what better thing to to make happen you know
better thing to to make happen you know
better thing to to make happen you know than something completely unthinkable
than something completely unthinkable
than something completely unthinkable and so I sat down on the floor of my
and so I sat down on the floor of my
and so I sat down on the floor of my apartment at the time and designed what
apartment at the time and designed what
apartment at the time and designed what I wanted in a close relationship in my
I wanted in a close relationship in my
I wanted in a close relationship in my mind and honesty a relationship where
mind and honesty a relationship where
mind and honesty a relationship where both of us were free to pursue our
both of us were free to pursue our
both of us were free to pursue our creativity our creative callings and
creativity our creative callings and
creativity our creative callings and that each of us took full responsibility
that each of us took full responsibility
that each of us took full responsibility for our lives so that we didn’t get into
for our lives so that we didn’t get into
for our lives so that we didn’t get into blaming each other so if something came
blaming each other so if something came
blaming each other so if something came up we would just say hmmm why did I
up we would just say hmmm why did I
up we would just say hmmm why did I create that you know and so I remember
create that you know and so I remember
create that you know and so I remember saying to the universe at the time
saying to the universe at the time
saying to the universe at the time that’s what I want and if it’s not in
that’s what I want and if it’s not in
that’s what I want and if it’s not in the cards for me to have that I’ll be
the cards for me to have that I’ll be
the cards for me to have that I’ll be alone I’m fine with being alone but I
alone I’m fine with being alone but I
alone I’m fine with being alone but I promise I will never settle for less and
promise I will never settle for less and
promise I will never settle for less and I think that little thing I said at the
I think that little thing I said at the
I think that little thing I said at the end kind of kind of crack the whip you
end kind of kind of crack the whip you
end kind of kind of crack the whip you know I said that’s what I’m about here
know I said that’s what I’m about here
know I said that’s what I’m about here and so from that moment it only took a
and so from that moment it only took a
and so from that moment it only took a month until Katy came into my life and
month until Katy came into my life and
month until Katy came into my life and one of the great moments of my life was
one of the great moments of my life was
one of the great moments of my life was my first meeting with her because she
my first meeting with her because she
my first meeting with her because she came up to me to ask me a question I was
came up to me to ask me a question I was
came up to me to ask me a question I was actually giving a seminar at the
actually giving a seminar at the
actually giving a seminar at the Graduate School where she was getting
Graduate School where she was getting
Graduate School where she was getting her PhD and she was also one of the
her PhD and she was also one of the
her PhD and she was also one of the instructors there at the school she was
instructors there at the school she was
instructors there at the school she was the movement therapy instructor and
the movement therapy instructor and
the movement therapy instructor and taught some of the classes there and she
taught some of the classes there and she
taught some of the classes there and she was also getting her PhD and so she came
was also getting her PhD and so she came
was also getting her PhD and so she came up to ask me a question during this
up to ask me a question during this
up to ask me a question during this seminar I was you mean I don’t remember
seminar I was you mean I don’t remember
seminar I was you mean I don’t remember what the question is to this day but I
said to her I’m very attracted to you
said to her I’m very attracted to you I just want to let you know that and I
I just want to let you know that and I
I just want to let you know that and I said but I also want to let you know
said but I also want to let you know
said but I also want to let you know that I’m only interested in
that I’m only interested in
that I’m only interested in relationships where both people speak
relationships where both people speak
relationships where both people speak honestly to each other and both people
honestly to each other and both people
honestly to each other and both people take responsibility for their lives and
take responsibility for their lives and
take responsibility for their lives and both people are committed to their
both people are committed to their
both people are committed to their creativity and on those terms would you
creativity and on those terms would you
creativity and on those terms would you like to have a cup of coffee with me and
like to have a cup of coffee with me and
like to have a cup of coffee with me and it was kind of odd I mean I’ve never
it was kind of odd I mean I’ve never
it was kind of odd I mean I’ve never seen anything like that in my life you
seen anything like that in my life you
seen anything like that in my life you know it was a totally outrageous thing
know it was a totally outrageous thing
know it was a totally outrageous thing to say especially given the context of
to say especially given the context of
to say especially given the context of what was going on and so I remember the
what was going on and so I remember the
what was going on and so I remember the look on her face she got a wit like this
how’d you take cogitate compute compute
how’d you take cogitate compute compute does not compute and suddenly she said
does not compute and suddenly she said
does not compute and suddenly she said okay and I can do that and so you know
okay and I can do that and so you know
okay and I can do that and so you know that was our first meeting and basically
that was our first meeting and basically
that was our first meeting and basically set the tone for our whole last 27 years
set the tone for our whole last 27 years
set the tone for our whole last 27 years together
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