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“It’s a Career with a Lot of KNOCKBACKS but the Rewards are HUGE!” – #MakingIt


hello believe nation I started the

hello believe nation I started the making it series to try to look at

making it series to try to look at

making it series to try to look at people who’ve had a lot of success in a

people who’ve had a lot of success in a

people who’ve had a lot of success in a particular field or industry and try to

particular field or industry and try to

particular field or industry and try to learn from them so that if you have the

learn from them so that if you have the

learn from them so that if you have the same aspirations the same goals to be

same aspirations the same goals to be

same aspirations the same goals to be successful in that market you will be

successful in that market you will be

successful in that market you will be able to learn from some of the best so

able to learn from some of the best so

able to learn from some of the best so today we’re going to learn about making

today we’re going to learn about making

today we’re going to learn about making it as a writer tip number 10 is my

it as a writer tip number 10 is my

it as a writer tip number 10 is my personal favorite and make sure to stick

personal favorite and make sure to stick

personal favorite and make sure to stick around all the way to the end for some

around all the way to the end for some

around all the way to the end for some special bonus clips and as always if you

special bonus clips and as always if you

special bonus clips and as always if you hear something that is motivational

hear something that is motivational

hear something that is motivational inspirational leaves an impact on you

inspirational leaves an impact on you

inspirational leaves an impact on you please leave it in the comments below

please leave it in the comments below

please leave it in the comments below and put quotes around it so other people

and put quotes around it so other people

and put quotes around it so other people can enjoy as well I often get asked by

can enjoy as well I often get asked by

can enjoy as well I often get asked by younger readers what I would advise if

younger readers what I would advise if

younger readers what I would advise if you want to be a writer this is the way

you want to be a writer this is the way

you want to be a writer this is the way I did it so that’s the only advice I can

I did it so that’s the only advice I can

I did it so that’s the only advice I can give you’ve got to read as much as you

give you’ve got to read as much as you

give you’ve got to read as much as you possibly can because that’s the best way

possibly can because that’s the best way

possibly can because that’s the best way to recognize good writing and to learn

to recognize good writing and to learn

to recognize good writing and to learn what makes bad writing and those are

what makes bad writing and those are

what makes bad writing and those are very good things you’ll probably go

very good things you’ll probably go

very good things you’ll probably go through a phase where you imitate your

through a phase where you imitate your

through a phase where you imitate your favorite writers that’s perfectly okay

favorite writers that’s perfectly okay

favorite writers that’s perfectly okay that’s another learning process you

that’s another learning process you

that’s another learning process you resign yourself to writing lots and lots

resign yourself to writing lots and lots

resign yourself to writing lots and lots of rubbish you just got to write that

of rubbish you just got to write that

of rubbish you just got to write that out of your system and sooner or later

out of your system and sooner or later

out of your system and sooner or later you’ll hit what what you know you really

you’ll hit what what you know you really

you’ll hit what what you know you really should be doing and what is your genre

should be doing and what is your genre

should be doing and what is your genre and perseverance you’ve got to persevere

and perseverance you’ve got to persevere

and perseverance you’ve got to persevere because it is a it’s a career with a lot

because it is a it’s a career with a lot

because it is a it’s a career with a lot of knock backs but the rewards are huge

of knock backs but the rewards are huge

of knock backs but the rewards are huge I don’t mean in the sense that if that’s

I don’t mean in the sense that if that’s

I don’t mean in the sense that if that’s what you really want to do to be able to

what you really want to do to be able to

what you really want to do to be able to do it life long is the best thing in the

do it life long is the best thing in the

do it life long is the best thing in the world very rewarding but it’s not a

world very rewarding but it’s not a

world very rewarding but it’s not a career for people who are easily

career for people who are easily

career for people who are easily discouraged that’s for sure and to their

discouraged that’s for sure and to their

discouraged that’s for sure and to their parents don’t tell them it’s unrealistic

parents don’t tell them it’s unrealistic

parents don’t tell them it’s unrealistic never to never say that because even if

never to never say that because even if

never to never say that because even if they’re not published writing well

they’re not published writing well

they’re not published writing well writing is the passion of my life so

writing is the passion of my life so

writing is the passion of my life so it’s an important thing to do the best

it’s an important thing to do the best

it’s an important thing to do the best description of writing a novel that I

description of writing a novel that I

description of writing a novel that I ever heard it’s actually in Thomas

ever heard it’s actually in Thomas

ever heard it’s actually in Thomas Williams this book the hair of Harold

Williams this book the hair of Harold

Williams this book the hair of Harold drew which is about a novelist trying to

drew which is about a novelist trying to

drew which is about a novelist trying to write a novel and it just covers like

write a novel and it just covers like

write a novel and it just covers like one or two days in this process and a

one or two days in this process and a

one or two days in this process and a lot of things happen too it’s a fabulous

lot of things happen too it’s a fabulous

lot of things happen too it’s a fabulous book but he says that writing a novel is

book but he says that writing a novel is

book but he says that writing a novel is like building a little campfire

like building a little campfire

like building a little campfire an empty dark plane and one by one these

an empty dark plane and one by one these

an empty dark plane and one by one these characters come out of the dark and each

characters come out of the dark and each

characters come out of the dark and each one has a little pile of wood and they

one has a little pile of wood and they

one has a little pile of wood and they put it on the fire and if you’re very

put it on the fire and if you’re very

put it on the fire and if you’re very lucky before the fire goes out it’s this

lucky before the fire goes out it’s this

lucky before the fire goes out it’s this big bonfire and all the characters stand

big bonfire and all the characters stand

big bonfire and all the characters stand around it and warm themselves and that’s

around it and warm themselves and that’s

around it and warm themselves and that’s the way it’s always been for me I have a

the way it’s always been for me I have a

the way it’s always been for me I have a good friend over in Vermont

good friend over in Vermont

good friend over in Vermont John Irving and John says that he always

John Irving and John says that he always

John Irving and John says that he always begins a novel by writing the last line

begins a novel by writing the last line

begins a novel by writing the last line and to me that’s like eating your

and to me that’s like eating your

and to me that’s like eating your dessert before you eat the meal and I

dessert before you eat the meal and I

dessert before you eat the meal and I don’t I everybody works a different way

don’t I everybody works a different way

don’t I everybody works a different way and God bless John and he’s done some

and God bless John and he’s done some

and God bless John and he’s done some wonderful work in his lifetime and he’ll

wonderful work in his lifetime and he’ll

wonderful work in his lifetime and he’ll probably do some more but I could never

probably do some more but I could never

probably do some more but I could never write a book that way the way that I

write a book that way the way that I

write a book that way the way that I think of it you know is that fire I love

think of it you know is that fire I love

think of it you know is that fire I love that particular image but I’ve also

that particular image but I’ve also

that particular image but I’ve also always thought of it in terms of there’s

always thought of it in terms of there’s

always thought of it in terms of there’s a little thread a little red thread that

a little thread a little red thread that

a little thread a little red thread that goes into a hole in the baseboard and

goes into a hole in the baseboard and

goes into a hole in the baseboard and you just start to pull it out and you

you just start to pull it out and you

you just start to pull it out and you see what’s on the other end of it and

see what’s on the other end of it and

see what’s on the other end of it and sooner or later you get there for me the

sooner or later you get there for me the

sooner or later you get there for me the fun of writing novels isn’t in the

fun of writing novels isn’t in the

fun of writing novels isn’t in the finished product which I don’t care

finished product which I don’t care

finished product which I don’t care about that much there’s a guy who’s

about that much there’s a guy who’s

about that much there’s a guy who’s looking at my shelf over there all the

looking at my shelf over there all the

looking at my shelf over there all the books are on the shelf and to me those

books are on the shelf and to me those

books are on the shelf and to me those are like dead skin the things that are

are like dead skin the things that are

are like dead skin the things that are that are done but I love the process my

that are done but I love the process my

that are done but I love the process my my personal legend was always to be a

my personal legend was always to be a

my personal legend was always to be a writer and and finding your personal

writer and and finding your personal

writer and and finding your personal agent does not mean fulfilling your

agent does not mean fulfilling your

agent does not mean fulfilling your personal legend because being a writer

personal legend because being a writer

personal legend because being a writer means writing books I cannot just sit

means writing books I cannot just sit

means writing books I cannot just sit and say okay I’m a writer so you write a

and say okay I’m a writer so you write a

and say okay I’m a writer so you write a first book

first book

first book it makes me or not be successful then

it makes me or not be successful then

it makes me or not be successful then there’s the next one there is a third

there’s the next one there is a third

there’s the next one there is a third one and all of a sudden I realized that

one and all of a sudden I realized that

one and all of a sudden I realized that you know your book your books are doing

you know your book your books are doing

you know your book your books are doing very well and you fear success you have

very well and you fear success you have

very well and you fear success you have this moment that you think oh my god

this moment that you think oh my god

this moment that you think oh my god should I write the next book do I need

should I write the next book do I need

should I write the next book do I need to be judged again by the critics etc

to be judged again by the critics etc

to be judged again by the critics etc and then you realize that your personal

and then you realize that your personal

and then you realize that your personal legend is about moving on go if you if

legend is about moving on go if you if

legend is about moving on go if you if you give

you give

you give the dream of becoming a writer write

the dream of becoming a writer write

the dream of becoming a writer write books don’t be paralyzed by either

books don’t be paralyzed by either

books don’t be paralyzed by either success or failure so I’m in the process

success or failure so I’m in the process

success or failure so I’m in the process I’m on the journey of my personal legend

I’m on the journey of my personal legend

I’m on the journey of my personal legend not to fulfill it but to live it as full

not to fulfill it but to live it as full

not to fulfill it but to live it as full as intensely as I can my strategy has

as intensely as I can my strategy has

as intensely as I can my strategy has always been you can’t you have to very

always been you can’t you have to very

always been you can’t you have to very consciously differentiate yourself from

consciously differentiate yourself from

consciously differentiate yourself from where you think your professional peer

where you think your professional peer

where you think your professional peer group is going so the to the extent that

group is going so the to the extent that

group is going so the to the extent that people are might extend to people

people are might extend to people

people are might extend to people migrate to things that are accessible

migrate to things that are accessible

migrate to things that are accessible online I feel I should migrate to things

online I feel I should migrate to things

online I feel I should migrate to things that are inaccessible online so the

that are inaccessible online so the

that are inaccessible online so the value or to extend to people stop

value or to extend to people stop

value or to extend to people stop reading books and read I feel like I

reading books and read I feel like I

reading books and read I feel like I need to read more books

need to read more books

need to read more books so I bench what I’ve been trying to do

so I bench what I’ve been trying to do

so I bench what I’ve been trying to do is to kind of it’s why I spend a lot of

is to kind of it’s why I spend a lot of

is to kind of it’s why I spend a lot of time in actual physical libraries

time in actual physical libraries

time in actual physical libraries reading things in a hardcopy

reading things in a hardcopy

reading things in a hardcopy because there’s a kind of a serendipity

because there’s a kind of a serendipity

because there’s a kind of a serendipity that you get when you this is not anyway

that you get when you this is not anyway

that you get when you this is not anyway man does it criticism by the way of

man does it criticism by the way of

man does it criticism by the way of search engine is for example which are

search engine is for example which are

search engine is for example which are incredibly useful but they are but they

incredibly useful but they are but they

incredibly useful but they are but they you know they also have limitations they

you know they also have limitations they

you know they also have limitations they reward a certain kind of serendipity and

reward a certain kind of serendipity and

reward a certain kind of serendipity and they punish another kind of serendipity

they punish another kind of serendipity

they punish another kind of serendipity right and if you really want to if

right and if you really want to if

right and if you really want to if you’re interested in serendipitous

you’re interested in serendipitous

you’re interested in serendipitous learning as I am much of what I uncover

learning as I am much of what I uncover

learning as I am much of what I uncover is uncovered serendipitously you have to

is uncovered serendipitously you have to

is uncovered serendipitously you have to be a student of all of the different

be a student of all of the different

be a student of all of the different mechanisms of chance encounters with the

mechanisms of chance encounters with the

mechanisms of chance encounters with the unusual and the insightful and so that

unusual and the insightful and so that

unusual and the insightful and so that means that not only do I spend a lot of

means that not only do I spend a lot of

means that not only do I spend a lot of time screwing around online on databases

time screwing around online on databases

time screwing around online on databases but I also very very consciously make

but I also very very consciously make

but I also very very consciously make sure that I go to physical libraries and

sure that I go to physical libraries and

sure that I go to physical libraries and walk through the stacks and even

walk through the stacks and even

walk through the stacks and even something as simple as you’re interested

something as simple as you’re interested

something as simple as you’re interested in one book and then you go and you just

in one book and then you go and you just

in one book and then you go and you just look at all of the books that surround

look at all of the books that surround

look at all of the books that surround it right and the connections are not

it right and the connections are not

it right and the connections are not always the connections are there’s their

always the connections are there’s their

always the connections are there’s their connections between them but it’s a

connections between them but it’s a

connections between them but it’s a different kind of connection than they

different kind of connection than they

different kind of connection than they would be connected online it’s not a

would be connected online it’s not a

would be connected online it’s not a keyword connection right it’s a thematic

keyword connection right it’s a thematic

keyword connection right it’s a thematic connection or it’s a so as always sort

connection or it’s a so as always sort

connection or it’s a so as always sort of you have to be a student of these

of you have to be a student of these

of you have to be a student of these kinds of

kinds of

kinds of of the the different ways in which ideas

of the the different ways in which ideas

of the the different ways in which ideas cluster and so that and I’ve been I

cluster and so that and I’ve been I

cluster and so that and I’ve been I thought a lot about that in recent years

thought a lot about that in recent years

thought a lot about that in recent years as a way of distinguishing myself from

as a way of distinguishing myself from

as a way of distinguishing myself from other journalists I had done the

other journalists I had done the

other journalists I had done the Fantastic Four and the x-men and my

Fantastic Four and the x-men and my

Fantastic Four and the x-men and my publisher said hey they do and well do

publisher said hey they do and well do

publisher said hey they do and well do another one so I came up with spider-man

another one so I came up with spider-man

another one so I came up with spider-man and I said to him I got this great idea

and I said to him I got this great idea

and I said to him I got this great idea I want to quote spider-man and he’s a

I want to quote spider-man and he’s a

I want to quote spider-man and he’s a teenager

teenager

teenager so I gave him the idea and he said stand

so I gave him the idea and he said stand

so I gave him the idea and he said stand that is the worst idea I have ever heard

that is the worst idea I have ever heard

that is the worst idea I have ever heard he said first of all people hate spiders

he said first of all people hate spiders

he said first of all people hate spiders you can’t call it hero spider-man

you can’t call it hero spider-man

you can’t call it hero spider-man secondly he said he can’t be a teenager

secondly he said he can’t be a teenager

secondly he said he can’t be a teenager teenagers are only sidekicks and finally

teenagers are only sidekicks and finally

teenagers are only sidekicks and finally he can’t have personal problems don’t

he can’t have personal problems don’t

he can’t have personal problems don’t you know what a superhero is so he

you know what a superhero is so he

you know what a superhero is so he wouldn’t let me do it one day we had a

wouldn’t let me do it one day we had a

wouldn’t let me do it one day we had a book we were going to kill called

book we were going to kill called

book we were going to kill called amazing fantasy when you’re going to do

amazing fantasy when you’re going to do

amazing fantasy when you’re going to do the last issue nobody cares where you

the last issue nobody cares where you

the last issue nobody cares where you put in it just to get it out of my

put in it just to get it out of my

put in it just to get it out of my system I put spider-man in the book and

system I put spider-man in the book and

system I put spider-man in the book and we sold it and it was a best-seller so

we sold it and it was a best-seller so

we sold it and it was a best-seller so my publisher called me in a couple weeks

my publisher called me in a couple weeks

my publisher called me in a couple weeks later to stand you remember that

later to stand you remember that

later to stand you remember that character spider-man that you and I

character spider-man that you and I

character spider-man that you and I liked so much why don’t you do a series

liked so much why don’t you do a series

liked so much why don’t you do a series of it

of it

of it that’s how Spidey was born with

that’s how Spidey was born with

that’s how Spidey was born with creativity even my failures the stakes

creativity even my failures the stakes

creativity even my failures the stakes are so low you know I mean this is the

are so low you know I mean this is the

are so low you know I mean this is the thing that I’m always trying to tell

thing that I’m always trying to tell

thing that I’m always trying to tell people about artistic endeavor the

people about artistic endeavor the

people about artistic endeavor the stakes are so low the stakes are so low

stakes are so low the stakes are so low

stakes are so low the stakes are so low like very rarely is somebody going to

like very rarely is somebody going to

like very rarely is somebody going to die or have their heart broken or have

die or have their heart broken or have

die or have their heart broken or have their life upturned because a poem that

their life upturned because a poem that

their life upturned because a poem that you wrote didn’t work you know or an

you wrote didn’t work you know or an

you wrote didn’t work you know or an essay that you tried to write didn’t

essay that you tried to write didn’t

essay that you tried to write didn’t work if I write a book and people don’t

work if I write a book and people don’t

work if I write a book and people don’t like it they’re not going to come to my

like it they’re not going to come to my

like it they’re not going to come to my house and shoot me you know what I mean

house and shoot me you know what I mean

house and shoot me you know what I mean I mean it’s and be exaggerating but it’s

I mean it’s and be exaggerating but it’s

I mean it’s and be exaggerating but it’s I think sometimes we in the world realm

I think sometimes we in the world realm

I think sometimes we in the world realm of creativity to blow the stakes up to

of creativity to blow the stakes up to

of creativity to blow the stakes up to something so much higher than they

something so much higher than they

something so much higher than they possibly are I’ve heard a lot of comics

possibly are I’ve heard a lot of comics

possibly are I’ve heard a lot of comics say that the fantastic thing about doing

say that the fantastic thing about doing

say that the fantastic thing about doing stand-up which i think is the scariest

stand-up which i think is the scariest

stand-up which i think is the scariest of all art forms is to bomb and then to

of all art forms is to bomb and then to

of all art forms is to bomb and then to walk offstage and you’re like I

walk offstage and you’re like I

walk offstage and you’re like I oh that didn’t work and I’m still here

oh that didn’t work and I’m still here

oh that didn’t work and I’m still here that’s amazing the worst possible thing

that’s amazing the worst possible thing

that’s amazing the worst possible thing that could happen happened and nothing

that could happen happened and nothing

that could happen happened and nothing happened you know I’m still intact I’m

happened you know I’m still intact I’m

happened you know I’m still intact I’m still in one piece so so my creative

still in one piece so so my creative

still in one piece so so my creative failures have that feeling to them where

failures have that feeling to them where

failures have that feeling to them where it’s like wow that totally didn’t work

it’s like wow that totally didn’t work

it’s like wow that totally didn’t work and I’m totally fine we’re all going to

and I’m totally fine we’re all going to

and I’m totally fine we’re all going to live it’s totally fine first even though

live it’s totally fine first even though

live it’s totally fine first even though I’m not a fiction writer at this point

I’m not a fiction writer at this point

I’m not a fiction writer at this point who knows maybe I’ll try that and make a

who knows maybe I’ll try that and make a

who knows maybe I’ll try that and make a mess of things but bird by bird first

mess of things but bird by bird first

mess of things but bird by bird first for all the psychological trials and

for all the psychological trials and

for all the psychological trials and tribulations bird by bird is the book

tribulations bird by bird is the book

tribulations bird by bird is the book that I read when I feel like I’m going

that I read when I feel like I’m going

that I read when I feel like I’m going into the abyss or having a complete

into the abyss or having a complete

into the abyss or having a complete meltdown it’s a wonderful book for

meltdown it’s a wonderful book for

meltdown it’s a wonderful book for getting out of that but I also would say

getting out of that but I also would say

getting out of that but I also would say like when you’re stuck when you’re not

like when you’re stuck when you’re not

like when you’re stuck when you’re not sure what to write tell a story so you

sure what to write tell a story so you

sure what to write tell a story so you like show and don’t describe it show it

like show and don’t describe it show it

like show and don’t describe it show it so if you’re like oh how should I

so if you’re like oh how should I

so if you’re like oh how should I describe this point do this do that like

describe this point do this do that like

describe this point do this do that like bullet point this bullet point that give

bullet point this bullet point that give

bullet point this bullet point that give an example give a story and just so

an example give a story and just so

an example give a story and just so what’s an example of how you did that in

what’s an example of how you did that in

what’s an example of how you did that in the 4-hour workweek uh well anytime I I

the 4-hour workweek uh well anytime I I

the 4-hour workweek uh well anytime I I hit a sticking point which was very very

hit a sticking point which was very very

hit a sticking point which was very very very often I would there are a couple

very often I would there are a couple

very often I would there are a couple things that I would I would ask myself

things that I would I would ask myself

things that I would I would ask myself who whose story can I tell like who

who whose story can I tell like who

who whose story can I tell like who embody is this point or this principle I

embody is this point or this principle I

embody is this point or this principle I mean Jack obviously is a master of this

mean Jack obviously is a master of this

mean Jack obviously is a master of this style of storytelling and secondly Poe

style of storytelling and secondly Poe

style of storytelling and secondly Poe Bronson who’s a great writer and has

Bronson who’s a great writer and has

Bronson who’s a great writer and has written many many good books at one

written many many good books at one

written many many good books at one point I heard him on a panel and

point I heard him on a panel and

point I heard him on a panel and somebody in the crowd asked him about

somebody in the crowd asked him about

somebody in the crowd asked him about writer’s block and and you said well

writer’s block and and you said well

writer’s block and and you said well when I get writer’s block I think about

when I get writer’s block I think about

when I get writer’s block I think about what makes me really really angry and I

what makes me really really angry and I

what makes me really really angry and I read about that and it’s actually

read about that and it’s actually

read about that and it’s actually fantastic advice if you write about what

fantastic advice if you write about what

fantastic advice if you write about what most frustrates you why it frustrates

most frustrates you why it frustrates

most frustrates you why it frustrates you and then like what you did about it

you and then like what you did about it

you and then like what you did about it uh you usually come up with something

uh you usually come up with something

uh you usually come up with something good and I would also emphasize so I

good and I would also emphasize so I

good and I would also emphasize so I have a lot of thoughts on this but like

have a lot of thoughts on this but like

have a lot of thoughts on this but like the book is the most important thing you

the book is the most important thing you

the book is the most important thing you need to bake the product the market

need to bake the product the market

need to bake the product the market heading into a good book like that’s

heading into a good book like that’s

heading into a good book like that’s that for me that is almost all of it and

that for me that is almost all of it and

that for me that is almost all of it and then the rest a lot of it takes care of

then the rest a lot of it takes care of

then the rest a lot of it takes care of itself but what I would say is make your

itself but what I would say is make your

itself but what I would say is make your quota really small so

quota really small so

quota really small so two crappy pages a day that’s your quota

two crappy pages a day that’s your quota

two crappy pages a day that’s your quota for me that’s the only way I can slog

for me that’s the only way I can slog

for me that’s the only way I can slog through a bush I could not happy pages a

through a bush I could not happy pages a

through a bush I could not happy pages a day this idea of two is is I think we’re

day this idea of two is is I think we’re

day this idea of two is is I think we’re hitting the number two yeah all right

hitting the number two yeah all right

hitting the number two yeah all right yeah I cannot think of a book or I’ll

yeah I cannot think of a book or I’ll

yeah I cannot think of a book or I’ll just want to like cry into my pillow and

just want to like cry into my pillow and

just want to like cry into my pillow and go to sleep I can’t do it for many years

go to sleep I can’t do it for many years

go to sleep I can’t do it for many years before I wrote the power of now and he

before I wrote the power of now and he

before I wrote the power of now and he became successful I was basically a

became successful I was basically a

became successful I was basically a failure in the eyes of the world so he’s

failure in the eyes of the world so he’s

failure in the eyes of the world so he’s already almost 50 and what has he

already almost 50 and what has he

already almost 50 and what has he achieved my mum said you have thrown

achieved my mum said you have thrown

achieved my mum said you have thrown away your life you had so many

away your life you had so many

away your life you had so many possibilities in your life you walked

possibilities in your life you walked

possibilities in your life you walked out of graduate school in Cambridge why

out of graduate school in Cambridge why

out of graduate school in Cambridge why did you walk out of there you my mum and

did you walk out of there you my mum and

did you walk out of there you my mum and many other people said this person has

many other people said this person has

many other people said this person has failed in life he has no job he has no

failed in life he has no job he has no

failed in life he has no job he has no insurance policies nothing

insurance policies nothing

insurance policies nothing no pension plan just almost nothing in

no pension plan just almost nothing in

no pension plan just almost nothing in the bank failure and then a few years

the bank failure and then a few years

the bank failure and then a few years later people bought the path now and

later people bought the path now and

later people bought the path now and became a best-seller Oh a big success

became a best-seller Oh a big success

became a best-seller Oh a big success okay if I had arrived my identity at

okay if I had arrived my identity at

okay if I had arrived my identity at that time from what the world was

that time from what the world was

that time from what the world was telling me or my mind would have told me

telling me or my mind would have told me

telling me or my mind would have told me if I have been listening to my mind I

if I have been listening to my mind I

if I have been listening to my mind I would have been very unhappy and I

would have been very unhappy and I

would have been very unhappy and I didn’t know I was fine because my

didn’t know I was fine because my

didn’t know I was fine because my density wasn’t derived from that anymore

density wasn’t derived from that anymore

density wasn’t derived from that anymore and fortunately even when in the eyes of

and fortunately even when in the eyes of

and fortunately even when in the eyes of the world I suddenly became a success I

the world I suddenly became a success I

the world I suddenly became a success I don’t want to derive my identity from

don’t want to derive my identity from

don’t want to derive my identity from that it’s it’s a cheap substitute for

that it’s it’s a cheap substitute for

that it’s it’s a cheap substitute for who I really am so I’m not I don’t see I

who I really am so I’m not I don’t see I

who I really am so I’m not I don’t see I don’t arrive but the satisfaction it

don’t arrive but the satisfaction it

don’t arrive but the satisfaction it comes is the satisfaction that the work

comes is the satisfaction that the work

comes is the satisfaction that the work that’s happening the teaching that’s

that’s happening the teaching that’s

that’s happening the teaching that’s happening is transforming people’s lives

happening is transforming people’s lives

happening is transforming people’s lives that’s very satisfying I don’t get any

that’s very satisfying I don’t get any

that’s very satisfying I don’t get any personal satisfaction though because

personal satisfaction though because

personal satisfaction though because it’s not I don’t feel it as this

it’s not I don’t feel it as this

it’s not I don’t feel it as this separate me produced it I want you to

separate me produced it I want you to

separate me produced it I want you to get over this notion that I find so

get over this notion that I find so

get over this notion that I find so annoying that so many people have that

annoying that so many people have that

annoying that so many people have that success and power in life is dependent

success and power in life is dependent

success and power in life is dependent on something like genetics

on something like genetics

on something like genetics like some people are born with a larger

like some people are born with a larger

like some people are born with a larger brain or they have wealthy parents who

brain or they have wealthy parents who

brain or they have wealthy parents who are able to send them to the right

are able to send them to the right

are able to send them to the right school or or it’s all a matter of luck

school or or it’s all a matter of luck

school or or it’s all a matter of luck what really makes people successful and

what really makes people successful and

what really makes people successful and powerful in life and it’s not just me

powerful in life and it’s not just me

powerful in life and it’s not just me saying this I read hundreds of books on

saying this I read hundreds of books on

saying this I read hundreds of books on the subject what makes people successful

the subject what makes people successful

the subject what makes people successful is their degree of motivation ok I could

is their degree of motivation ok I could

is their degree of motivation ok I could repeat it a hundred times but it’s true

repeat it a hundred times but it’s true

repeat it a hundred times but it’s true every time I say it when you are

every time I say it when you are

every time I say it when you are motivated when you feel yourself

motivated when you feel yourself

motivated when you feel yourself emotionally engaged in the subject you

emotionally engaged in the subject you

emotionally engaged in the subject you learn faster you learn what could take

learn faster you learn what could take

learn faster you learn what could take somebody 10 years to learn you can learn

somebody 10 years to learn you can learn

somebody 10 years to learn you can learn in two years when you feel emotionally

in two years when you feel emotionally

in two years when you feel emotionally engaged with something you’re able to

engaged with something you’re able to

engaged with something you’re able to push past ops all the obstacles the

push past ops all the obstacles the

push past ops all the obstacles the sense that it’s genetics or the size of

sense that it’s genetics or the size of

sense that it’s genetics or the size of our brain or our parents money you can’t

our brain or our parents money you can’t

our brain or our parents money you can’t control any of that obviously and they

control any of that obviously and they

control any of that obviously and they could become kind of crutches for some

could become kind of crutches for some

could become kind of crutches for some people but the amount of motivation you

people but the amount of motivation you

people but the amount of motivation you feel the emotional connection you have

feel the emotional connection you have

feel the emotional connection you have to what you’re studying or doing that is

to what you’re studying or doing that is

to what you’re studying or doing that is something within your control that is

something within your control that is

something within your control that is something you can choose to take and it

something you can choose to take and it

something you can choose to take and it is you’re going to find people giving

is you’re going to find people giving

is you’re going to find people giving you all kinds of great advice about your

you all kinds of great advice about your

you all kinds of great advice about your careers about where you should go you

careers about where you should go you

careers about where you should go you know for your MBA etc but if there’s one

know for your MBA etc but if there’s one

know for your MBA etc but if there’s one piece of advice that I think is more

piece of advice that I think is more

piece of advice that I think is more important than that is that is it is

important than that is that is it is

important than that is that is it is this idea of following this these

this idea of following this these

this idea of following this these natural inclinations and creating your

natural inclinations and creating your

natural inclinations and creating your own career path and finding a way to

own career path and finding a way to

own career path and finding a way to engage the deepest motivating parts of

engage the deepest motivating parts of

engage the deepest motivating parts of your psyche if you’re feeling

your psyche if you’re feeling

your psyche if you’re feeling particularly at a creative low point

particularly at a creative low point

particularly at a creative low point where you get your inspiration from to

where you get your inspiration from to

where you get your inspiration from to come up with such amazing tales and

come up with such amazing tales and

come up with such amazing tales and amazing subject matter to write stories

amazing subject matter to write stories

amazing subject matter to write stories about um what you’ve actually done there

about um what you’ve actually done there

about um what you’ve actually done there is asked the question that must not be

is asked the question that must not be

is asked the question that must not be asked of righties you’ve rephrased ever

asked of righties you’ve rephrased ever

asked of righties you’ve rephrased ever so slightly but what you fundamentally

so slightly but what you fundamentally

so slightly but what you fundamentally does say where do you get your ideas and

does say where do you get your ideas and

does say where do you get your ideas and writers are awful to people who ask us

writers are awful to people who ask us

writers are awful to people who ask us where we get our ideas we we get mean we

where we get our ideas we we get mean we

where we get our ideas we we get mean we don’t just get mean we get mean in a

don’t just get mean we get mean in a

don’t just get mean we get mean in a right tree way which means we’ll make

right tree way which means we’ll make

right tree way which means we’ll make fun of you and and we do that not afraid

fun of you and and we do that not afraid

fun of you and and we do that not afraid and the reason we do that is because we

and the reason we do that is because we

and the reason we do that is because we don’t really know and we terrified the

don’t really know and we terrified the

don’t really know and we terrified the ideas will go away

ideas will go away

ideas will go away so every writer I know has a funny

so every writer I know has a funny

so every writer I know has a funny answer and and you know Harlan Ellison

answer and and you know Harlan Ellison

answer and and you know Harlan Ellison used to say that he got them from a

used to say that he got them from a

used to say that he got them from a little idea shop in Schenectady and your

little idea shop in Schenectady and your

little idea shop in Schenectady and your writer who when asked would say he gets

writer who when asked would say he gets

writer who when asked would say he gets them from the idea of the Month Club and

them from the idea of the Month Club and

them from the idea of the Month Club and people go really here’s all you every

people go really here’s all you every

people go really here’s all you every month they send you an idea

the truth is I think um for me

the truth is I think um for me inspiration comes through a bunch of

inspiration comes through a bunch of

inspiration comes through a bunch of places

places

places desperation deadlines a lot of times

desperation deadlines a lot of times

desperation deadlines a lot of times ideas will turn up while you’re doing

ideas will turn up while you’re doing

ideas will turn up while you’re doing something else

something else

something else and most of all I think ideas come from

and most of all I think ideas come from

and most of all I think ideas come from confluence they come from two things

confluence they come from two things

confluence they come from two things flowing together they come from

flowing together they come from

flowing together they come from essentially from daydreaming it’s that

essentially from daydreaming it’s that

essentially from daydreaming it’s that point and I suspect there’s something

point and I suspect there’s something

point and I suspect there’s something that every human being does writers aim

that every human being does writers aim

that every human being does writers aim to train themselves to notice when

to train themselves to notice when

to train themselves to notice when they’ve had an idea it’s not that they

they’ve had an idea it’s not that they

they’ve had an idea it’s not that they have any more ideas or get inspired more

have any more ideas or get inspired more

have any more ideas or get inspired more than anything else we just we just

than anything else we just we just

than anything else we just we just notice when it happens a little bit more

notice when it happens a little bit more

notice when it happens a little bit more but you’re just thinking you you go wow

but you’re just thinking you you go wow

but you’re just thinking you you go wow you know everybody knows that if you get

you know everybody knows that if you get

you know everybody knows that if you get bitten by a werewolf

bitten by a werewolf

bitten by a werewolf when the moon is full you will turn into

when the moon is full you will turn into

when the moon is full you will turn into a wolf you know that

a wolf you know that

a wolf you know that there’s that moment where you sitting

there’s that moment where you sitting

there’s that moment where you sitting thinking so what happens if a werewolf

thinking so what happens if a werewolf

thinking so what happens if a werewolf bites a goldfish

and or that moment where you start

and or that moment where you start thinking well actually what happens if a

thinking well actually what happens if a

thinking well actually what happens if a werewolf sinks its fangs into a chair

werewolf sinks its fangs into a chair

werewolf sinks its fangs into a chair and what if you’re sitting in that chair

and what if you’re sitting in that chair

and what if you’re sitting in that chair and the moonlight touches it and slowly

and the moonlight touches it and slowly

and the moonlight touches it and slowly it starts feeling more and more wolfish

it starts feeling more and more wolfish

it starts feeling more and more wolfish and then it growls and and you know and

and then it growls and and you know and

and then it growls and and you know and then what about the oh my god then then

then what about the oh my god then then

then what about the oh my god then then you’d have to set it in the winter

you’d have to set it in the winter

you’d have to set it in the winter because you’d need the snow for people

because you’d need the snow for people

because you’d need the snow for people to try and figure out why you’ve got

to try and figure out why you’ve got

to try and figure out why you’ve got chair leg marks in the snow by the body

chair leg marks in the snow by the body

chair leg marks in the snow by the body that’s that it’s throat ripped out and

that’s that it’s throat ripped out and

that’s that it’s throat ripped out and suddenly you have a story so that’s so

suddenly you have a story so that’s so

suddenly you have a story so that’s so it’s a lot of it is daydreaming I wish

it’s a lot of it is daydreaming I wish

it’s a lot of it is daydreaming I wish there was something I always feel I’m in

there was something I always feel I’m in

there was something I always feel I’m in some ways disappointing people when they

some ways disappointing people when they

some ways disappointing people when they ask where do you get your inspiration

ask where do you get your inspiration

ask where do you get your inspiration because what they really always want is

because what they really always want is

because what they really always want is the answer they want you to be able to

the answer they want you to be able to

the answer they want you to be able to say well what you do is 11:58 at night

say well what you do is 11:58 at night

say well what you do is 11:58 at night you go down to the cellar you roll the

you go down to the cellar you roll the

you go down to the cellar you roll the goat bones

there’ll be a banging on the door it

there’ll be a banging on the door it will open this thing will fly in it will

will open this thing will fly in it will

will open this thing will fly in it will explode you’ll have a something like a

explode you’ll have a something like a

explode you’ll have a something like a chocolate you eat it you have an idea

I don’t know you make him out out of

I don’t know you make him out out of your head

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thank you guys so much for watching I’d love to know what do you think of the

love to know what do you think of the

love to know what do you think of the video do you like this series is making

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video do you like this series is making it series should we continue it is there

it series should we continue it is there

it series should we continue it is there another field that we should do next

another field that we should do next

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the most what did you take from it that

the most what did you take from it that you’re going to apply to your business

you’re going to apply to your business

you’re going to apply to your business to your life somehow leave all of that

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watching I believe in you I hope you continue to believe in yourself and

continue to believe in yourself and

continue to believe in yourself and whatever your one word is much love I’ll

whatever your one word is much love I’ll

whatever your one word is much love I’ll see you soon

I’m a firm believer that everyone should

I’m a firm believer that everyone should write and self publish their own books

and there are many reasons I’ll give a

and there are many reasons I’ll give a few of the reasons first off I’ve

few of the reasons first off I’ve

few of the reasons first off I’ve written 18 books I published with

written 18 books I published with

written 18 books I published with traditional publishers on 6 or 7 of them

traditional publishers on 6 or 7 of them

traditional publishers on 6 or 7 of them and I published self-published

and I published self-published

and I published self-published through Amazon the rest about 12 of them

through Amazon the rest about 12 of them

through Amazon the rest about 12 of them 11 or 12 of them my self-published books

11 or 12 of them my self-published books

11 or 12 of them my self-published books have made me a lot more money than my

have made me a lot more money than my

have made me a lot more money than my traditionally published books why is

traditionally published books why is

traditionally published books why is that for one thing I can write and

that for one thing I can write and

that for one thing I can write and upload them much more quickly when you

upload them much more quickly when you

upload them much more quickly when you work with a traditional publisher takes

work with a traditional publisher takes

work with a traditional publisher takes a year and a half from beginning to end

a year and a half from beginning to end

a year and a half from beginning to end to write and publish your book but I can

to write and publish your book but I can

to write and publish your book but I can write a book you know over the next few

write a book you know over the next few

write a book you know over the next few months

months

months upload it to Amazon and once you upload

upload it to Amazon and once you upload

upload it to Amazon and once you upload it to Amazon its published and then you

it to Amazon its published and then you

it to Amazon its published and then you get 70% of the revenues as opposed to

get 70% of the revenues as opposed to

get 70% of the revenues as opposed to let’s say 10 to 12% of the revenues with

let’s say 10 to 12% of the revenues with

let’s say 10 to 12% of the revenues with a traditional publisher so just in

a traditional publisher so just in

a traditional publisher so just in general you make more money with a

general you make more money with a

general you make more money with a self-published book and by the way one

self-published book and by the way one

self-published book and by the way one of my books choose yourself which I

of my books choose yourself which I

of my books choose yourself which I encourage you to read I’m self promoting

encourage you to read I’m self promoting

encourage you to read I’m self promoting here but choose yourself probably has

here but choose yourself probably has

here but choose yourself probably has sold and made me more money than all of

sold and made me more money than all of

sold and made me more money than all of my other books combined and that was a

my other books combined and that was a

my other books combined and that was a self-published book the other thing is

self-published book the other thing is

self-published book the other thing is for finally in our society the

for finally in our society the

for finally in our society the gatekeepers are going away and I think

gatekeepers are going away and I think

gatekeepers are going away and I think the publishing industry is the best

the publishing industry is the best

the publishing industry is the best example of that I mean I’ve been writing

example of that I mean I’ve been writing

example of that I mean I’ve been writing and trying to publish books since

and trying to publish books since

and trying to publish books since probably the mid 90s and I wasn’t very

probably the mid 90s and I wasn’t very

probably the mid 90s and I wasn’t very good at first I published my first book

good at first I published my first book

good at first I published my first book with a traditional publisher in 2004 and

with a traditional publisher in 2004 and

with a traditional publisher in 2004 and then I started self-publishing when the

then I started self-publishing when the

then I started self-publishing when the stigma started to remove itself from

stigma started to remove itself from

stigma started to remove itself from self-publishing around let’s say 2009

self-publishing around let’s say 2009

self-publishing around let’s say 2009 and 2010 around the same time at Amazon

and 2010 around the same time at Amazon

and 2010 around the same time at Amazon launched their self-publishing program

launched their self-publishing program

launched their self-publishing program and by the way I have nothing to do with

and by the way I have nothing to do with

and by the way I have nothing to do with Amazon I’m not trying to sell any

Amazon I’m not trying to sell any

Amazon I’m not trying to sell any self-publishing services but I just love

self-publishing services but I just love

self-publishing services but I just love this so much and I love writing and I

this so much and I love writing and I

this so much and I love writing and I also think now is the first time in

also think now is the first time in

also think now is the first time in history that you can publish a book and

history that you can publish a book and

history that you can publish a book and actually uh you know not you’re not you

actually uh you know not you’re not you

actually uh you know not you’re not you don’t have to wait for some publishing

don’t have to wait for some publishing

don’t have to wait for some publishing company to say yes or no to you which

company to say yes or no to you which

company to say yes or no to you which publishing companies have many reasons

publishing companies have many reasons

publishing companies have many reasons why they say no very few of those

why they say no very few of those

why they say no very few of those reasons have anything to do with the

reasons have anything to do with the

reasons have anything to do with the quality of your writing or what you’re

quality of your writing or what you’re

quality of your writing or what you’re saying so by all means if you have

saying so by all means if you have

saying so by all means if you have something to say a story to tell

something to say a story to tell

something to say a story to tell values you want to express then write a

values you want to express then write a

values you want to express then write a book and self publish it all it takes is

book and self publish it all it takes is

book and self publish it all it takes is the book of course and hopefully you

the book of course and hopefully you

the book of course and hopefully you write a good book making the cover

write a good book making the cover

write a good book making the cover getting a book edited and then you

getting a book edited and then you

getting a book edited and then you upload to Amazon and it’s done what’s

upload to Amazon and it’s done what’s

upload to Amazon and it’s done what’s another reason what you why you might

another reason what you why you might

another reason what you why you might want to self publish well for better for

want to self publish well for better for

want to self publish well for better for worse it’s one thing if you have a

worse it’s one thing if you have a

worse it’s one thing if you have a business card to show people but if you

business card to show people but if you

business card to show people but if you hand people oh and here’s my book on the

hand people oh and here’s my book on the

hand people oh and here’s my book on the topic people are going to say oh my gosh

topic people are going to say oh my gosh

topic people are going to say oh my gosh this guy sat down and wrote an entire

this guy sat down and wrote an entire

this guy sat down and wrote an entire book on this topic that’s incredible so

book on this topic that’s incredible so

book on this topic that’s incredible so it gives you this air of more validity

it gives you this air of more validity

it gives you this air of more validity more legitimacy and that can lead to

more legitimacy and that can lead to

more legitimacy and that can lead to speaking engagements consulting other

speaking engagements consulting other

speaking engagements consulting other opportunities other career opportunities

opportunities other career opportunities

opportunities other career opportunities I can tell you it’s led to all of these

I can tell you it’s led to all of these

I can tell you it’s led to all of these things for me it can lead to other books

things for me it can lead to other books

things for me it can lead to other books that you might want to write on the

that you might want to write on the

that you might want to write on the topic once you see how readers respond

topic once you see how readers respond

topic once you see how readers respond to you I also want to add a lot of books

to you I also want to add a lot of books

to you I also want to add a lot of books and stories that went on to become so

and stories that went on to become so

and stories that went on to become so I’ve been talking about nonfiction

I’ve been talking about nonfiction

I’ve been talking about nonfiction primarily but a lot of books and stories

primarily but a lot of books and stories

primarily but a lot of books and stories that have been very successful in the

that have been very successful in the

that have been very successful in the fiction world started out as

fiction world started out as

fiction world started out as self-published books the Martian it’s an

self-published books the Martian it’s an

self-published books the Martian it’s an oscar-nominated movie and originally

oscar-nominated movie and originally

oscar-nominated movie and originally Andy weir the author who’s been on my

Andy weir the author who’s been on my

Andy weir the author who’s been on my podcast he self-published it and then I

podcast he self-published it and then I

podcast he self-published it and then I forgot which publisher picked it up but

forgot which publisher picked it up but

forgot which publisher picked it up but then it became picked up by a major

then it became picked up by a major

then it became picked up by a major publisher but only after he sold several

publisher but only after he sold several

publisher but only after he sold several hundred thousand copies of it while

hundred thousand copies of it while

hundred thousand copies of it while self-published another example whether

self-published another example whether

self-published another example whether you like the book or not was one of the

you like the book or not was one of the

you like the book or not was one of the most successful books in the past 50

most successful books in the past 50

most successful books in the past 50 years Fifty Shades of Grey was

years Fifty Shades of Grey was

years Fifty Shades of Grey was originally a self-published book after

originally a self-published book after

originally a self-published book after it sold several hundred thousand copies

it sold several hundred thousand copies

it sold several hundred thousand copies I think Random House picked it up and it

I think Random House picked it up and it

I think Random House picked it up and it became published a lot of books that you

became published a lot of books that you

became published a lot of books that you read now that are very important for

read now that are very important for

read now that are very important for entrepreneurs or personal improvement

entrepreneurs or personal improvement

entrepreneurs or personal improvement and personal development originally

and personal development originally

and personal development originally started as self-published books or still

started as self-published books or still

started as self-published books or still are self-published books many successful

are self-published books many successful

are self-published books many successful authors have moved into the

authors have moved into the

authors have moved into the self-publishing arena because they get

self-publishing arena because they get

self-publishing arena because they get to be in charge now of marketing they

to be in charge now of marketing they

to be in charge now of marketing they get to be in charge of design packaging

get to be in charge of design packaging

get to be in charge of design packaging they get to be in charge of how they

they get to be in charge of how they

they get to be in charge of how they price the book they have more control

price the book they have more control

price the book they have more control over when the books released so a lot of

over when the books released so a lot of

over when the books released so a lot of professional authors have moved from

professional authors have moved from

professional authors have moved from mainstream publishing to self-publishing

mainstream publishing to self-publishing

mainstream publishing to self-publishing just because they’re simple it’s easier

just because they’re simple it’s easier

just because they’re simple it’s easier and they’re more successful at it and

and they’re more successful at it and

and they’re more successful at it and they make more money at it

they make more money at it

they make more money at it so again if you have something to say

so again if you have something to say

so again if you have something to say and for me

and for me

and for me always wanted to write and publish a

always wanted to write and publish a

always wanted to write and publish a book a bet but many people have and

book a bet but many people have and

book a bet but many people have and sometimes it’s not always the most

sometimes it’s not always the most

sometimes it’s not always the most commercial thing so publishers are not

commercial thing so publishers are not

commercial thing so publishers are not going to agree to it but by all means

going to agree to it but by all means

going to agree to it but by all means self-published now you have it in your

self-published now you have it in your

self-published now you have it in your hand you could hand it to business

hand you could hand it to business

hand you could hand it to business associates you can hand it to friends

associates you can hand it to friends

associates you can hand it to friends you can share with your family and who

you can share with your family and who

you can share with your family and who knows it might become a huge

knows it might become a huge

knows it might become a huge best-selling book as well which we’ve

best-selling book as well which we’ve

best-selling book as well which we’ve seen in many cases so by all means

seen in many cases so by all means

seen in many cases so by all means finally the opportunity is here to self

finally the opportunity is here to self

finally the opportunity is here to self publish I read a lot about this please

publish I read a lot about this please

publish I read a lot about this please check out what I’ve written about please

check out what I’ve written about please

check out what I’ve written about please check out my podcast on the topic I have

check out my podcast on the topic I have

check out my podcast on the topic I have no I’m not trying to sell you anything

no I’m not trying to sell you anything

no I’m not trying to sell you anything with this I have no affiliation with

with this I have no affiliation with

with this I have no affiliation with Amazon or any self publisher but I know

Amazon or any self publisher but I know

Amazon or any self publisher but I know it’s worked for me and I really want to

it’s worked for me and I really want to

it’s worked for me and I really want to share this success with you guys every

share this success with you guys every

share this success with you guys every pursuit no matter how glamorous it may

pursuit no matter how glamorous it may

pursuit no matter how glamorous it may seem no matter how exciting you are it

seem no matter how exciting you are it

seem no matter how exciting you are it feels to you no matter how much you feel

feels to you no matter how much you feel

feels to you no matter how much you feel like you were born to do it

like you were born to do it

like you were born to do it comes with a sandwich and so the

comes with a sandwich and so the

comes with a sandwich and so the question is not what do I love the

question is not what do I love the

question is not what do I love the question is what do I love so much that

question is what do I love so much that

question is what do I love so much that I don’t mind eating the sandwich

I don’t mind eating the sandwich

I don’t mind eating the sandwich that comes along with that thing so for

that comes along with that thing so for

that comes along with that thing so for me in my life writing is the thing that

me in my life writing is the thing that

me in my life writing is the thing that I love and the sandwich was the 7

I love and the sandwich was the 7

I love and the sandwich was the 7 years that I was not getting published

years that I was not getting published

years that I was not getting published and that I was coming home from my job

and that I was coming home from my job

and that I was coming home from my job as a diner waitress as a bartender as an

as a diner waitress as a bartender as an

as a diner waitress as a bartender as an au pair as a somebody who worked in flea

au pair as a somebody who worked in flea

au pair as a somebody who worked in flea markets as a cook and I was coming home

markets as a cook and I was coming home

markets as a cook and I was coming home tired and smelling like other people’s

tired and smelling like other people’s

tired and smelling like other people’s french fries and sitting down and doing

french fries and sitting down and doing

french fries and sitting down and doing my real job which was to write and then

my real job which was to write and then

my real job which was to write and then to go to the mailbox the next day and

to go to the mailbox the next day and

to go to the mailbox the next day and get another rejection letter and then

get another rejection letter and then

get another rejection letter and then say do I still want to do this cuz this

say do I still want to do this cuz this

say do I still want to do this cuz this so much sucks you know and I did

so much sucks you know and I did

so much sucks you know and I did still want to do it and now even as

still want to do it and now even as

still want to do it and now even as somebody who makes their living as a

somebody who makes their living as a

somebody who makes their living as a writer there’s no end to the

writer there’s no end to the

writer there’s no end to the sandwiches it’s like um oh hello

sandwiches it’s like um oh hello

sandwiches it’s like um oh hello horrible review in prominent newspaper

horrible review in prominent newspaper

horrible review in prominent newspaper um that’s your sandwich today was

um that’s your sandwich today was

um that’s your sandwich today was you still want to do this work yeah yeah

you still want to do this work yeah yeah

you still want to do this work yeah yeah I still do still worth it

I still do still worth it

I still do still worth it like Hello um awful comment on social

like Hello um awful comment on social

like Hello um awful comment on social media from somebody who thinks you’re a

media from somebody who thinks you’re a

media from somebody who thinks you’re a pile of talk you know it just has

pile of talk you know it just has

pile of talk you know it just has like chosen every possible way that they

like chosen every possible way that they

like chosen every possible way that they can just cannot get it out of their

can just cannot get it out of their

can just cannot get it out of their system fast enough

system fast enough

system fast enough how much disregard they have for your

how much disregard they have for your

how much disregard they have for your entire life yeah still want to do this

entire life yeah still want to do this

entire life yeah still want to do this thing yeah I still want to do it you

thing yeah I still want to do it you

thing yeah I still want to do it you know so that’s the question because if

know so that’s the question because if

know so that’s the question because if the first time you encounter this

the first time you encounter this

the first time you encounter this sandwich you’re like well this

sandwich you’re like well this

sandwich you’re like well this this isn’t worth it then that’s not the

this isn’t worth it then that’s not the

this isn’t worth it then that’s not the thing you’re supposed to be doing yes um

thing you’re supposed to be doing yes um

thing you’re supposed to be doing yes um and there are plenty of things in life

and there are plenty of things in life

and there are plenty of things in life that that I have run into the ship

that that I have run into the ship

that that I have run into the ship sandwich I’ve been like so not worth it

sandwich I’ve been like so not worth it

sandwich I’ve been like so not worth it so not worth it like this is not I don’t

so not worth it like this is not I don’t

so not worth it like this is not I don’t want to do this like whatever the bed

want to do this like whatever the bed

want to do this like whatever the bed alleged benefits of this thing yes might

alleged benefits of this thing yes might

alleged benefits of this thing yes might be know what down for SoulCycle no you

be know what down for SoulCycle no you

be know what down for SoulCycle no you know like I know it’s probably really

know like I know it’s probably really

know like I know it’s probably really good for me but I feel like throwing up

good for me but I feel like throwing up

good for me but I feel like throwing up right now is too hard no um

right now is too hard no um

right now is too hard no um you’ll not be seeing me here again you

you’ll not be seeing me here again you

you’ll not be seeing me here again you know like I’m and I love my sisters at

know like I’m and I love my sisters at

know like I’m and I love my sisters at SoulCycle I just don’t like feeling like

SoulCycle I just don’t like feeling like

SoulCycle I just don’t like feeling like I’m going to throw up when I exercise so

I’m going to throw up when I exercise so

I’m going to throw up when I exercise so it’s not for me you know and and so

it’s not for me you know and and so

it’s not for me you know and and so that’s the question so if you go into

that’s the question so if you go into

that’s the question so if you go into this thing thinking if I follow my bliss

this thing thinking if I follow my bliss

this thing thinking if I follow my bliss and I live my dream and I stand in my

and I live my dream and I stand in my

and I live my dream and I stand in my truth then everything will be great it

truth then everything will be great it

truth then everything will be great it doesn’t mean everything will be great

doesn’t mean everything will be great

doesn’t mean everything will be great it just means at the end of the day when

it just means at the end of the day when

it just means at the end of the day when you check in with yourself and you go in

you check in with yourself and you go in

you check in with yourself and you go in the end on the balance is this still

the end on the balance is this still

the end on the balance is this still better than not doing it and the answer

better than not doing it and the answer

better than not doing it and the answer is still yeah this thing is still better

is still yeah this thing is still better

is still yeah this thing is still better than not doing it then you’re on the

than not doing it then you’re on the

than not doing it then you’re on the right path when you start out on a

right path when you start out on a

right path when you start out on a career in the arts you have no idea what

career in the arts you have no idea what

career in the arts you have no idea what you’re doing this is great people who

you’re doing this is great people who

you’re doing this is great people who know what they’re doing know the rules

know what they’re doing know the rules

know what they’re doing know the rules and they know what is possible and what

and they know what is possible and what

and they know what is possible and what is impossible you do not and you should

is impossible you do not and you should

is impossible you do not and you should not the rules on what is possible and

not the rules on what is possible and

not the rules on what is possible and impossible in the arts were made by

impossible in the arts were made by

impossible in the arts were made by people who had not tested the bounds of

people who had not tested the bounds of

people who had not tested the bounds of the possible by going beyond them and

the possible by going beyond them and

the possible by going beyond them and you can if you don’t know it’s

you can if you don’t know it’s

you can if you don’t know it’s impossible it’s easier to do and because

impossible it’s easier to do and because

impossible it’s easier to do and because nobody’s done it before they haven’t

nobody’s done it before they haven’t

nobody’s done it before they haven’t made up rules to stop anyone doing that

made up rules to stop anyone doing that

made up rules to stop anyone doing that particular thing again

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