the letters
loneliness sometimes kills does not go as I eat
squeezing life this is doing it and I
I mean fundamentally the loneliness that
fruit of the exclusion fruit of
abandonment but also because not the
loneliness that is the result of ostracism
that self-inflicted loneliness is not only
the fruit of the every man for himself
I’m not interested in anyone
I do not need anything from anyone or want
need nothing and that others need
my
in front of this because I think that if
we had a minimal notion of power
immense and vivifying that each
gesture of love every gesture of closeness
every gesture of solidarity captures
we would go around generating meetings
and why is not it also resurrecting
dead
I say it because I feel myself a
dead resurrected when I was little
dad was kidnapped by the triple a and
to the tragic and profound absence that
that generated in my family that by
moments he gets in suspense when at night
we felt through the window that
they were approaching some steps down the street
thinking that maybe it was he who was going back to
merge in the embrace of reunion and
that I’m going to turn into sadness and
loneliness when that happens already long to
This tragedy was compounded by the fear of
abandonment and loneliness with respect to
neighbors and friends
maybe for fear of getting stuck with
us in that moment of us
we have been practically like
lepers
but thank God the story was another
these neighbors these friends not only
they did not leave but they all had
some gesture of closeness of simply
approaching to say if you are not alone
Here we are until we leave
rice package out there do not go to
scene on a day that we did not have nor
For that
some friendly people who had a fifth
in a twig that every year
brings us a barbour drawer and sometimes
that
savior week and cure of my parish
the Basque priest out there has been known
for many that a worker priest and when
charged the fortnight carries a basket
full of goodies hits the door
he ran out so nobody knows
who was
everyone knew but good was his
gesture was his way of appeasing a
little bit with that sweetness the bitterness that
we felt at that time and
even a family friend very friend of
my family that did not start to help with
the rent until it takes more or less
could be accommodated with work and with
economy
Then one day he told him that
it needed more the silver of the rent
and at the time they came and told us
We were gathering the staff of the
rent and some more pesos
we want to give you the house the house in
which my family lived to the day
today and that made me discover that the
loneliness kills but that solidarity
saves and can even resuscitate
Then I had to see my own life
is to do the same with others
in my house there is never a doctor missing
went to dinner or lunch that he received
some help of some kind never
missing guys too many spend
guys between the works of everything and
mom or was not the nurse arrive
many undernourished children malnourished at
dispensary and not for them received a
little time gives them food until
they could leave nutrition as you will see
In my house there was never any lack of food or desire
to eat
this one and so spend a lot of time up
that one day a mother arrived when
little one the most depressed the boys
malnourished and they stayed to live
for two years in my house and although
that at times I did not understand it and until
end of May a little bit of anger
because it was not so comfortable was a little house
chicanas and brothers my daughter or 7 the
family and three more
it was not the most comfortable thing for that too
that made me discover that solidarity
Let it be known that we are not alone
it gives us life until finally I
touched me eight years ago in a
parish east of the city of
córdoba barrio miguel maldonado with the
San Vicente cemetery area where
there is a need for shortages and
problems between the problems maybe one
of the most visible of drug trafficking and
the consumption of drugs
I barely arrived in less than a month
first after the expulsion he touched
responsible to know that the
prayer that we do the cures death not
the first three points that I got
to do were 25 17 and 19 years old that
they had committed suicide after a
episode of consumption and a girl of 4
years that had hanged her in that
At the moment there is talk that it could be a
account adjustment
we never really knew well after
what it was about but well that was the
first impression coming to the
parish and the first sensation was
say that málaga to make it and not
there was absolutely nothing to do
in front of that but a group of people from
the parish and of and neighbors of the neighborhood
they said yes but if we got together something
surely we will be able to do and another
once this appeared that solidarity
the meeting
sometimes dawn we started thinking that
we had not see what we had
among other things a glass of milk
we saw that the boys came from the
street they drink milk and they went back to the
jail
We said if we try to challenge a little bit
more and offer them something that makes them
get reacquainted with the cute part of the
life in those days had not given away
a skateboard then tango young man
carpenters do to play he made a
quick we put him in the atrium of the
parish the boys begin to jump
with the skateboard
then they stayed a while longer than
it was a little less on the street until
the carpentry teacher was saving
the speed with the skateboard in a
I boudoir which closed padlock next
outside ends up saving things
close love says from inside and one
of babes he was a 17 year old
he says there has not been a process has two
clavito
opened the padlock faster than it takes
the teacher then tildan me profe
worried I do not know where it comes out that I did
not because my dad takes me all the
days different place and it taught me how
you go to us we think there if you do not
we offer a different alternative this
boy
Hardly the end of the story
be different from what has been seen in
this moment not
at seven years old he is not choosing
that but in turn your dad is a
effective reference is that all
days brings the food the house in which
probably the night of the kiss of
good night and if we simply
we just say milk that does
it’s fine not enough if we do not
We link affectively if we do not offer
a real everyday concrete alternative
it was hard to think of another
lifestyle and there arose the idea of
that instead of us doing the
games for boys
we said and why do not we do
the games with the boys and not the
guys also learn a trade
learn to do something different
we started the toy wooden toy
some little things that start to come out
pretty the kids start to get excited
to those present also about the
young teens until came the
carpentry teacher that really
excellent interim mayor of batista
the first class puts everything together they say
well what do they want us to do between
they were all debating say they ‘re going to
make each a table the teacher says
‘Well let’s make a table but it’s not going
to be any table is going to be the best
table we can do
already with that I’m sure he captivated me
because usually the roof that you
we put excluded too low no
opaque ranchito movement with four
paritorians inhabitants work so no
pretend more than that
this prefix let’s do something better
what is the best they can do
arrangements has gone hand in hand with the props
of a work that we had done so much the
mayor cement and we miss nothing
because I am if we start to imagine
how it ends table made him cut the
sticks in equal parts laughter all
put an environment that we did not have until
now I had never used it until that
moment he turned the wood and
we went out for tournaments prices and this
must find a relationship with life
as well as this way that it seems that
he was in ruins and he does not need to be
you add nothing more simply than you
Take out the most beautiful thing you have inside
and leave heart in this way happens
also with life, life is not
it seems this ruin by the drug trying
in situations but if you let them help
you learn is not a tool and they put
see in this well the most beautiful thing
He has a good heart and everything in
regarding the relationship of Spain
make them duckling the perfect legs
Romans and still in castes and does not know
he had never retired again
because as well as spending months
you have to also life that in
how much to the wineries to find all this
be a whole relationship to the
issue that end up coming out in those
precious both where the guys who
says good exposure cremation
we made exposure is not the end of
week when the exhibition of
one of the boys were medicated
I went over and asked him what’s wrong
because now it tells me why receive my
mom and when months come the long
now you are asked why hours and
she told me look at your dad electors
have your brother bigger actors
close and I thought I was going to be bull
I was going to end up in first things
beautiful houses and this teacher with a little
of money and help manage a
tool pulled from the heart
discarding all the times I had
inside that until that moment and for a
lots of limitations not even your
own mom had managed to discover and
broke a social mandate that was to be
actor oo will be nothing but after
we were seeing that with this dimension of
teaching work school no
one day a boy was entering
the craft workshop
I was coming out of unemployment and I feel that
some guys who go down the street you
scream the priest’s weight but says
nothing in the neighborhood to which they are servile
to the narco clarified that I am not a narco
but deep down he was homo of bulimia
but I do not know how to tell laxe
faldero transit last night the mnr let’s say
the stupid of block tenth 7 the
conception that these guys have
they are doing here what they can do
well because when you go out to the street nothing
bullying and go 24 hours
day
if we can not change this
this image is being done is
to be difficult I had just given a
beach at that time and we will give
a video projector cannon we
we started to change the law in
giant screen activates the workshop
win in elche event to welcome all
the giant legends and put metegol
we start every kid that goes by the river
and this then the same as before the
they started to approach and when
they came which the church stays
with that workshop and amounted to
the size and was discovering that this
dimension of the game pleasure e
essential also to return to
fall in love with life’s happened once
that we have got a bed
elastic we put it together for the first time in a
camp was the novelty we would touch
in jumps together with ivana he threw himself
there was a case of people to make it happen but
clear there happen now well jumped 5
because jump they wanted to get us down and one of
the first one who jumps wanted to charge
give a return of mail and you had with
one know this moment is for
trombone 12 against and I tell you if what
what’s wrong with you is so desperate for
missing and tells me is that it’s the first time
that he could fly without drugging me in many
situations the problem if that drug
three situations that the problem is that
we have cut off our wings and many children
they do not know how to fly to rediscover
with pleasure with the cute part of the
lifetime
with this flight that life allows us
it is imperative and is that the dimension
Patio said that we put together a space
who tries to do school and this we
we realized that we also need a
patio where to recreate
but then we saw that there was
a boy that they did not even have
where to live
Sometimes the problem of drug
or because they had been orphaned
little boy live on the street and one of
they began to urgently go
house to live and we put together a lot
effort sacrifice a little house
precarious
We still have people team
armed at that time then I have
lived with him at the beginning and these
monsters that we sometimes have in the
head fruit of the taboo made you think
that this guy is going to blame me for nights
he slept the first last night with an eye
open there’s not much myth around
this and sometimes it is not so like that sometimes
just enter the heart of the other
and one discovers lots of
two of them did not pass the good days
the first two weeks was like the
honeymoon tovar until he started the
first conflict as a family I
says that a party the party was going to be
the house to the house narco ya beto navas no
yes yes no no yes no no yes no
it was night you go but it’s back
if you do not come back to eleven, it does not fly anymore
I was thinking about how they go out
search because we do not want to win but
it was good I thought it not right to me
I went to bed at eleven o’clock strike
the door spoke to him so he made a
fury that has us adapt to a party
the next day we got up
we found out that they had taken the
Feast of all kinds of passions without
reason but he did not know what happens
wrong to think that it was not happening because
goals ended and he tells me that the
first time I have someone to ask
permission because sometimes I had to
ask her permission to know that she is not
alone in the world knows that there is someone
that looks for box that already there in which you
you care that there is someone to whom
it belongs is that you belong
importance of knowing that we are not
alone have not always gone well
things are progressing lousy but
even so with time we have seen
fruits
maybe where we wait but from
Somehow he has said he does not understand
every gesture of love closeness
I meet even if it is not as one wants
sooner or later somehow flowers
I was very embarrassed here
It’s scary because I’m a disaster
for me I like the pick and shovel more
that the episode but but I come here
because here I also feel that I’m not
just because we see with the heart
loaded with names loaded faces of a
bunch of guys who are invisible
for a large part of society and that
They want to tell and remember also
ourselves that we are not alone
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