Press "Enter" to skip to content

Sur la route de nos identités | Esra Tat | TEDxLaRochelle


child there was at home a book

precious pocket atlas

it was an old design edition

sobre ma the back cover

very very promising more than ten

thousand place names 80 cartons

colors of which a large number on

Folding

I do not count the hours I have

spent there face down to scrutinize the

curves the names of the colors to try

to find my place I was born and I

grown up in the French Alps

Turkish parents and I always had this

indescribable feeling of being a beautiful

from Asia a piece of europe tips from

thing that I feel not touch since

my childhood I feel deeply

then fragmented fragmented beyond

double culture is rather this

difficulty making sense of everything

I am or wish to be a bit like

if in my game I had too many cards

adult value it was not at all

arranged

because at every meeting you have to

present in a few words

I never managed to answer

simply to these questions or at least

in a way that seems to me

authentic complete true

we could say that when you

feel part of your identity

from whom you are a part of your

cultural ethnic gender identity

social worship short a land that a

part of who you are and memorize

misunderstood judged even rejected well

you have a little tendency to

to wear a badly cut suit because

I need to tell you when

part of your identity created

debates at the national level

very handy especially at the beginning of my

professional life I had a little

tendency to don a suit

this is not very suitable because he

must have met during my life

professional

other women in his costumes

stuck between injunctions often

tacit very very often

contradictory

the iaws vases and ambition can not and

order i often think isabelle a

recognized expert in his field who a

day told me that before every meeting

she was repeating herself a kind of mantra

very very creepy

isabelle from now on you are

a man but I also think about

jean-philippe this business leader who

kept telling me

no but will be me this tip of the leader

authoritarian it does not suit me I have not my

banged his fist on the table because it

we expect from a good manager it’s not

my style our professional lives

can be particularly violent

in this respect especially that it defines

a great part of who we are and I know of

what am I talking about

to calm the worries of the

little girl I had found a

infallible parade

what I was doing said everything about who

L was

it’s super convenient to hide

behind a title a role

until the father ends in 2013

I experienced the cessation of activity in

which I had invested myself or

which I sacrificed with passion

my evenings and weekends the moments

between friends

family celebrations while we

get along well it was not much

but that was all for me you have

maybe you too lived this say

that sure of the social identity

I do not know by a period of

unemployment and the and what are you doing what

now who is becoming very

embarrassing it can be also the

departures of children from home

family it is necessary to reinvent life

two or all alone

or then retirement

very strange expression

as if we were withdrawing from the world

in short all those occasions where

the identity of the iron has no more of

sense I understood

for my part that this bulimia of

projects of activities in which I

complaisait is extremely easy

you are a beautiful facade but that in

waiting for the little girl she had

still not answers to his questions

about the same period

camille my companion was getting ready for

leave for the great pilgrimage a little

idle I confess I followed them and

it was an electroshock

one of those rare eureka moments that

is offered to you in a life a species

parenthesis of communion with

some 2.5 million pilgrims came

from around the globe around the world

world in one look

a hymn to singularity all

different all connected there to the heart

of a living atlas between Indonesian

Yemeni Canadian I felt

light and kneaded but

in fact we are different

wealth and have everyone

a place then I conceive

it seems very banal but me it’s

the first time I felt

this truth in my guts

the pilgrimage had also succeeded in

do something

he had managed to dream the little

girl you can imagine that a childhood

to look at cards especially when

you grew up between four valleys

at some point you want to

to leave it’s like that with my

camille’s companion we decided to

leave for common sense route without

project without date back with for

only goal to surrender to the

road in the manner of dervishes

wandering in the manner of the first

travelers say as much as for the hyper

active I’m already it was a

exercise in itself we wanted to

to experiment with this counting and

little by little the mechanics of the road

gets ready

you put to accept what otherwise

would be unthinkable

especially when one is a little neurotic of

Planning

so do not plan to trust

very often we did not know where we

was going to sleep where to eat the same day

we have lightened materially

easily

butting or gem pleasure of a

minimalism and a chosen frugality

we wanted to restore value

at the time and take the distance

by our travel mode we have

shared the daily life of more than one

fifty families across

all eurasia live under their roof at

their rhythm almost in their

shoes here with them the Kalach people

on the Afghan pakistan border

we were literally adopted

by Kyrgyz families families

russian families from Pakistan

I can not thank enough our

hosts with the naive astonishment of a

child finally I saw the world to

through the eyes of other people from

people in the everyday seemed

radically different from mine

seemed I often think irtysh souls

gets lost in the south of the Punjab

Pakistani with whom we spent a lot

of time that has an evening offers us a

motorcycle ride

but he insists that I drive me

I’m still going for this kind

stuff even if I do not know very well

driving a motorcycle I have fast enough

understood that what was asking me the

go beyond a small trip

when to start under the gaze

of a group of men and girls

I hesitate

I’m afraid of Calais and that charm

get closer to me he says no no no

it’s now showing that it’s

possible

so I managed to start and

camille who photographer to us was

behind taking pictures

I let you imagine the heads of

villagers another passing moments

like that I lived a few

during our two years of homelessness

whether in the infinite steppes of

Central Asia

rocked by the legends of nomads

especially when you have origins

Turkish that it speaks to you

aboard the transsiberian eyes

plunged into the taiga and the waters of the

baikal or at the foot of food my

mountains of pakistan remove several

months in a row of some form of

say modernity whether it’s rhythm

cargo

of the train of the march I had all the

time to think of questioning me

all these experiences led me to

erase small boundaries that

I had myself drawn on my map

personal to 116 ask me what is this

which is similar what is

different

what will I do in their

context

what can I do in my

context I entered this year

with a much more readable map of

who I am and I wish to be then

less obvious that me it’s

to continue to invest myself in the art of

collaboration

the collective intelligence at the service

of ecology make good use and

preserve our natural resources and

personal what actually tell me what

worries goes well beyond my

personal experience

see that all singularities

desperately trying to erase his

wealth we agree are

tools of understanding keys but

what do we do with it

frankly we lock ourselves into our

circles in our circles we trace

pretty invisible borders around

where and where our world is

limit we are impoverished we are drying up and

then all this energy frankly

all this energy spent not to

assume to be defined by the

others to fantasize to give up

all this lost energy is wasted

our resources

we waste and I waste

it’s a thing that revolts me

and I see

really an urgency to change all that

the challenges that are on our doorstep

today we talked a little bit more

early in the day the crisis

ecological the social crisis the

reinventing our models of

company frankly all this will be

much less easy if we waste our

talents our energy

and if we close the door to those and

those who do not have the jaws of

employment

what is certain is that there is a

deposit of creativity potential

huge

imagine if each of us here

individually you get yourself there yourself

bottom bottom me

imagine if individually each

took his place

what we would be able to

collectively

I think it’s pretty promising but

so how does it make me

close but 70 I ask myself this question

so what does it look like in two years of

peregrinations three months in a row

under a tent

eat noodles all that

all that I think you can in

save money

I think there is much more

to nurture and affirm plurality

of our identities that for me pass

by the relationship to each other it’s like a

kind of muscles trained that

maybe to make that first step of

side

it can be to create connections

outside of our circles or any

simply register for this course

of art you’ve been dreaming of forever

go talk to his neighbor you cross

from time to time launched this project that

you have in mind to realize this dream

childhood

the trips the meetings even the

readings are wonderful opportunities

to be others to be either

multiplied them in your own way

maybe right now right out

of the room does this first step to

to change your world map

you understood it me I’m fascinated

by geography and something that

fascinates with the cards

a map is a representation of

the reality is a projection that

often only needs to evolve

get rich then I invite us all

reach out to others

get out of our circles explore 9 to 7

find all his ways to bring

from depth to our relief maps

and constantly I think I wonder

what world do we want to navigate with

thank you

[Applause]

”

Be First to Comment

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *