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The Value of Wasting Time | Luan Ee | TEDxNUS


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[Applause] hi everyone

hi everyone

hi everyone did you enjoy my parkour video hi flan

did you enjoy my parkour video hi flan

did you enjoy my parkour video hi flan to be the oldest practicing parkour

to be the oldest practicing parkour

to be the oldest practicing parkour woman in Singapore okay the purpose of

woman in Singapore okay the purpose of

woman in Singapore okay the purpose of showing that you the video besides

showing that you the video besides

showing that you the video besides feeding my ego release to let you know

feeding my ego release to let you know

feeding my ego release to let you know you know you always want to find a place

you know you always want to find a place

you know you always want to find a place to grow where you’re least expected and

to grow where you’re least expected and

to grow where you’re least expected and it really reads rich rewards for you I

it really reads rich rewards for you I

it really reads rich rewards for you I left the good corporate life for 20

left the good corporate life for 20

left the good corporate life for 20 years

years

years enjoying good money clients who became

enjoying good money clients who became

enjoying good money clients who became friends white stewardesses who addressed

friends white stewardesses who addressed

friends white stewardesses who addressed me by name

me by name

me by name I stayed in fancy hotels I couldn’t

I stayed in fancy hotels I couldn’t

I stayed in fancy hotels I couldn’t afford on my own and I climbed to you

afford on my own and I climbed to you

afford on my own and I climbed to you know they they took notes when I talked

know they they took notes when I talked

know they they took notes when I talked to them like you know just that sort of

to them like you know just that sort of

to them like you know just that sort of life was really interesting but the

life was really interesting but the

life was really interesting but the problem was when I woke up one morning

problem was when I woke up one morning

problem was when I woke up one morning and the disruption came through the mind

and the disruption came through the mind

and the disruption came through the mind first and this

first and this

first and this was the question that popped up like do

was the question that popped up like do

was the question that popped up like do you want to do the same darn thing for

you want to do the same darn thing for

you want to do the same darn thing for the next 20 years of your life and at

the next 20 years of your life and at

the next 20 years of your life and at that point I was 46 so I was thinking if

that point I was 46 so I was thinking if

that point I was 46 so I was thinking if I continue doing that I would be 66

I continue doing that I would be 66

I continue doing that I would be 66 before I realized it and was looking

before I realized it and was looking

before I realized it and was looking back and saying you know not much change

back and saying you know not much change

back and saying you know not much change in my life so no matter how good that

in my life so no matter how good that

in my life so no matter how good that right was it’s um you know the thought

right was it’s um you know the thought

right was it’s um you know the thought that the learning would be marginal just

that the learning would be marginal just

that the learning would be marginal just incremental at the very most did not

incremental at the very most did not

incremental at the very most did not sound attractive to me the vision looked

sound attractive to me the vision looked

sound attractive to me the vision looked very narrow and I thought I need to stop

very narrow and I thought I need to stop

very narrow and I thought I need to stop it then then even though it was a good

it then then even though it was a good

it then then even though it was a good run um and so then it was you know the

run um and so then it was you know the

run um and so then it was you know the discovery that I had a higher propensity

discovery that I had a higher propensity

discovery that I had a higher propensity for change and even at that age that

for change and even at that age that

for change and even at that age that sense of adventure came in and the

sense of adventure came in and the

sense of adventure came in and the willingness to be seduced into an

willingness to be seduced into an

willingness to be seduced into an unknown world became very irresistible

unknown world became very irresistible

unknown world became very irresistible so this is a picture of the food truck

so this is a picture of the food truck

so this is a picture of the food truck that we built we affectionately named it

that we built we affectionately named it

that we built we affectionately named it Kirby and I came here to share with you

Kirby and I came here to share with you

Kirby and I came here to share with you two key encounters in this journey

two key encounters in this journey

two key encounters in this journey towards building the food truck uh that

towards building the food truck uh that

towards building the food truck uh that launched me into a journey of learning

launched me into a journey of learning

launched me into a journey of learning which you know I I which I I never

which you know I I which I I never

which you know I I which I I never learned in the classroom and I never

learned in the classroom and I never

learned in the classroom and I never learned even talking to a lot of

learned even talking to a lot of

learned even talking to a lot of knowledgeable people you just really

knowledgeable people you just really

knowledgeable people you just really have to put yourself out there and and

have to put yourself out there and and

have to put yourself out there and and experience it firsthand so then the next

experience it firsthand so then the next

experience it firsthand so then the next question was of course you know if I

question was of course you know if I

question was of course you know if I didn’t want to do the corporate job then

didn’t want to do the corporate job then

didn’t want to do the corporate job then what was I going to do and just the

what was I going to do and just the

what was I going to do and just the process of getting to that answer was

process of getting to that answer was

process of getting to that answer was really interesting in itself

really interesting in itself

really interesting in itself um just sitting down and saying okay

um just sitting down and saying okay

um just sitting down and saying okay just for a moment I have no financial

just for a moment I have no financial

just for a moment I have no financial obligations that free children I’ll put

obligations that free children I’ll put

obligations that free children I’ll put aside for a while

aside for a while

aside for a while elderly parents are just put aside just

elderly parents are just put aside just

elderly parents are just put aside just for a while

for a while

for a while the mortgage the bills everything like

the mortgage the bills everything like

the mortgage the bills everything like just give yourself a clean sheet of

just give yourself a clean sheet of

just give yourself a clean sheet of paper and say you know what what do I

paper and say you know what what do I

paper and say you know what what do I really really want to do and so that

really really want to do and so that

really really want to do and so that that question and that the thing that to

that question and that the thing that to

that question and that the thing that to allow yourself to just be still keep

allow yourself to just be still keep

allow yourself to just be still keep quiet like shut out all the noise and

quiet like shut out all the noise and

quiet like shut out all the noise and clutter from society and the pressures

clutter from society and the pressures

clutter from society and the pressures that are on you always and and just

that are on you always and and just

that are on you always and and just think so actually for nine months I I

think so actually for nine months I I

think so actually for nine months I I basically just said then kept thinking

basically just said then kept thinking

basically just said then kept thinking like I never did things with my hands I

like I never did things with my hands I

like I never did things with my hands I had no output to show I had no tangible

had no output to show I had no tangible

had no output to show I had no tangible results to show um I mean we live in a

results to show um I mean we live in a

results to show um I mean we live in a world where we have even a wonderful

world where we have even a wonderful

world where we have even a wonderful tool called KPI key performance

tool called KPI key performance

tool called KPI key performance indicators Tata Tata you know show show

indicators Tata Tata you know show show

indicators Tata Tata you know show show this show that and the hands always have

this show that and the hands always have

this show that and the hands always have to be busy doing something so for me the

to be busy doing something so for me the

to be busy doing something so for me the nine months was the hands were still

nine months was the hands were still

nine months was the hands were still hence we’re not moving literally did

hence we’re not moving literally did

hence we’re not moving literally did nothing other than lift up a cup of

nothing other than lift up a cup of

nothing other than lift up a cup of coffee but just the mind was racing like

coffee but just the mind was racing like

coffee but just the mind was racing like at lightning speed and everyday ideas

at lightning speed and everyday ideas

at lightning speed and everyday ideas were bubbling the creativity was coming

were bubbling the creativity was coming

were bubbling the creativity was coming in and you know I had ideas that got

in and you know I had ideas that got

in and you know I had ideas that got myself so excited in a way my heart was

myself so excited in a way my heart was

myself so excited in a way my heart was just jumping out of my chest

just jumping out of my chest

just jumping out of my chest so lots of things happening here but

so lots of things happening here but

so lots of things happening here but just nothing here and and this is really

just nothing here and and this is really

just nothing here and and this is really against the norm in society of always

against the norm in society of always

against the norm in society of always having to show something and even a

having to show something and even a

having to show something and even a casual question from a concerned mom who

casual question from a concerned mom who

casual question from a concerned mom who you know who just walks fast it’s also

you know who just walks fast it’s also

you know who just walks fast it’s also why you’re planning to do you know that

why you’re planning to do you know that

why you’re planning to do you know that just a casual comment like this can

just a casual comment like this can

just a casual comment like this can throw you off and just shake your

throw you off and just shake your

throw you off and just shake your confidence but then you just have to

confidence but then you just have to

confidence but then you just have to again just then firm and just believe

again just then firm and just believe

again just then firm and just believe that there’s a lot of things brewing

that there’s a lot of things brewing

that there’s a lot of things brewing inside here even if you had nothing to

inside here even if you had nothing to

inside here even if you had nothing to show on him so the stubborn refusal to

show on him so the stubborn refusal to

show on him so the stubborn refusal to move the arms and the legs and my nine

move the arms and the legs and my nine

move the arms and the legs and my nine months of sitting around doing nothing

gave me actually the power to come up

gave me actually the power to come up with one big idea for myself and this

with one big idea for myself and this

with one big idea for myself and this idea opened the doors for me for the

idea opened the doors for me for the

idea opened the doors for me for the next four years of my life which was the

next four years of my life which was the

next four years of my life which was the last fall we found a way to be in the

last fall we found a way to be in the

last fall we found a way to be in the food and beverage industry without

food and beverage industry without

food and beverage industry without paying high rentals the landlord’s and

paying high rentals the landlord’s and

paying high rentals the landlord’s and in fact became a landlord ourselves

in fact became a landlord ourselves

in fact became a landlord ourselves renting the truck to companies who saw

renting the truck to companies who saw

renting the truck to companies who saw value in it so you know I can really I

value in it so you know I can really I

value in it so you know I can really I think stand here and tell you I am

think stand here and tell you I am

think stand here and tell you I am really the only FMB operator for is

really the only FMB operator for is

really the only FMB operator for is charging rentals which you know it’s a

charging rentals which you know it’s a

charging rentals which you know it’s a game changer for me in my little

game changer for me in my little

game changer for me in my little business so right up to last month we

business so right up to last month we

business so right up to last month we were invited to participate in an

were invited to participate in an

were invited to participate in an international food shop festival

international food shop festival

international food shop festival um and you know just Pitt we pitted our

um and you know just Pitt we pitted our

um and you know just Pitt we pitted our skills against the top ten street food

skills against the top ten street food

skills against the top ten street food truck vendors from London we were

truck vendors from London we were

truck vendors from London we were invited to the UAE for that we spent

invited to the UAE for that we spent

invited to the UAE for that we spent three cities three weekends and we were

three cities three weekends and we were

three cities three weekends and we were selling food or representing Singapore

selling food or representing Singapore

selling food or representing Singapore um against the some of the best street

um against the some of the best street

um against the some of the best street traders were talking about in the world

traders were talking about in the world

traders were talking about in the world and I’m really happy to say that you

and I’m really happy to say that you

and I’m really happy to say that you know we came out top three in terms of

know we came out top three in terms of

know we came out top three in terms of sales performance I mean this is someone

sales performance I mean this is someone

sales performance I mean this is someone with no FMB background working with a

with no FMB background working with a

with no FMB background working with a contractor who has no experience

contractor who has no experience

contractor who has no experience building a foot truck and this power

building a foot truck and this power

building a foot truck and this power really came from the wasting time

really came from the wasting time

really came from the wasting time so I mean you if you if you go away from

so I mean you if you if you go away from

so I mean you if you if you go away from this talk and say oh yeah I don’t know I

this talk and say oh yeah I don’t know I

this talk and say oh yeah I don’t know I can go very spike then of obviously

can go very spike then of obviously

can go very spike then of obviously you’re taking in the raw spirit what I’m

you’re taking in the raw spirit what I’m

you’re taking in the raw spirit what I’m saying is while the hands are not moving

saying is while the hands are not moving

saying is while the hands are not moving and resist the urge to just give in to

and resist the urge to just give in to

and resist the urge to just give in to pressures from society make sure there’s

pressures from society make sure there’s

pressures from society make sure there’s a lot of things happening in here that

a lot of things happening in here that

a lot of things happening in here that will result in finally output that has

will result in finally output that has

will result in finally output that has impact the other thing that I wanted to

impact the other thing that I wanted to

impact the other thing that I wanted to share with you that was really

share with you that was really

share with you that was really eye-opening for me is in the course of

eye-opening for me is in the course of

eye-opening for me is in the course of trying to get a food truck license and I

trying to get a food truck license and I

trying to get a food truck license and I don’t know if you are familiar with that

don’t know if you are familiar with that

don’t know if you are familiar with that you know you’re really up against the

you know you’re really up against the

you know you’re really up against the regulators and the bureaucracy in

regulators and the bureaucracy in

regulators and the bureaucracy in Singapore

Singapore

Singapore I had to deal with numerous government

I had to deal with numerous government

I had to deal with numerous government agencies whose job mainly is to say no

agencies whose job mainly is to say no

agencies whose job mainly is to say no to me if you come to them with anything

to me if you come to them with anything

to me if you come to them with anything outside the norm I had the opportunity

outside the norm I had the opportunity

outside the norm I had the opportunity to learn really more about the Singapore

to learn really more about the Singapore

to learn really more about the Singapore mindset through these interactions I

mindset through these interactions I

mindset through these interactions I found out that um to the regulator’s the

found out that um to the regulator’s the

found out that um to the regulator’s the word no are means a lot of things it

word no are means a lot of things it

word no are means a lot of things it means don’t ask me for something that

means don’t ask me for something that

means don’t ask me for something that I’m not familiar with don’t ask me to

I’m not familiar with don’t ask me to

I’m not familiar with don’t ask me to say yes to you when I don’t even know

say yes to you when I don’t even know

say yes to you when I don’t even know which form to pass to you to to fill up

which form to pass to you to to fill up

which form to pass to you to to fill up there’s no template there’s no process

there’s no template there’s no process

there’s no template there’s no process this is out of the norm I’m not going to

this is out of the norm I’m not going to

this is out of the norm I’m not going to stick my neck out for you just just come

stick my neck out for you just just come

stick my neck out for you just just come to me where it’s straightforward like

to me where it’s straightforward like

to me where it’s straightforward like don’t make me thing don’t make me have

don’t make me thing don’t make me have

don’t make me thing don’t make me have to answer to my boss like there are no

to answer to my boss like there are no

to answer to my boss like there are no means all those things so there is you

means all those things so there is you

means all those things so there is you know there’s really no reward for them

know there’s really no reward for them

know there’s really no reward for them for any creativity their job is to say

for any creativity their job is to say

for any creativity their job is to say no and I’ll typically tell you the story

no and I’ll typically tell you the story

no and I’ll typically tell you the story of I went to a meeting with a government

of I went to a meeting with a government

of I went to a meeting with a government agency there were four people in the in

agency there were four people in the in

agency there were four people in the in the meeting and you know after an hour

the meeting and you know after an hour

the meeting and you know after an hour of just going round and round trying to

of just going round and round trying to

of just going round and round trying to get them to give me something that I can

get them to give me something that I can

get them to give me something that I can move forward in the business and trying

move forward in the business and trying

move forward in the business and trying to get the license it suddenly occurred

to get the license it suddenly occurred

to get the license it suddenly occurred to me when I look around the room that

to me when I look around the room that

to me when I look around the room that nobody in the room is authorized to say

nobody in the room is authorized to say

nobody in the room is authorized to say yes yeah like why am i meeting these

yes yeah like why am i meeting these

yes yeah like why am i meeting these people are you I’m wasting the time and

people are you I’m wasting the time and

people are you I’m wasting the time and they’re wasting mine

they’re wasting mine

they’re wasting mine so I actually asked them like who who

so I actually asked them like who who

so I actually asked them like who who who in this room can say yes and they

who in this room can say yes and they

who in this room can say yes and they started okay I don’t like actually

started okay I don’t like actually

started okay I don’t like actually nobody so they also use delay tactics um

nobody so they also use delay tactics um

nobody so they also use delay tactics um on you and say things like why don’t you

on you and say things like why don’t you

on you and say things like why don’t you email my supervisor you know because

email my supervisor you know because

email my supervisor you know because that buys them time I said how long will

that buys them time I said how long will

that buys them time I said how long will your supervisor take the respond oh four

your supervisor take the respond oh four

your supervisor take the respond oh four to six weeks to acknowledge and then we

to six weeks to acknowledge and then we

to six weeks to acknowledge and then we don’t know once of the death so I’m like

don’t know once of the death so I’m like

don’t know once of the death so I’m like supervisor your supervisor you mean the

supervisor your supervisor you mean the

supervisor your supervisor you mean the one that’s sitting over there and I

one that’s sitting over there and I

one that’s sitting over there and I basically just got up and talked to the

basically just got up and talked to the

basically just got up and talked to the supervisor hello supervisor I need to

supervisor hello supervisor I need to

supervisor hello supervisor I need to talk to you about this like

talk to you about this like

talk to you about this like you know from the photo six weeks is it

you know from the photo six weeks is it

you know from the photo six weeks is it became for the six minutes of getting to

became for the six minutes of getting to

became for the six minutes of getting to someone who had that authority to say

someone who had that authority to say

someone who had that authority to say yes so you know just that Singapore

yes so you know just that Singapore

yes so you know just that Singapore mindset of you know I I don’t get fired

mindset of you know I I don’t get fired

mindset of you know I I don’t get fired for hiring IBM sort of mentality like

for hiring IBM sort of mentality like

for hiring IBM sort of mentality like anything that straightforward come to me

anything that straightforward come to me

anything that straightforward come to me anything that’s out of the norm I’m

anything that’s out of the norm I’m

anything that’s out of the norm I’m going to say no so that you know others

going to say no so that you know others

going to say no so that you know others so false healing and perceived

so false healing and perceived

so false healing and perceived boundaries um we had to cut through in

boundaries um we had to cut through in

boundaries um we had to cut through in this journey so we finally got our

this journey so we finally got our

this journey so we finally got our license um against a lot of naysayers

license um against a lot of naysayers

license um against a lot of naysayers you can’t really see but this is all the

you can’t really see but this is all the

you can’t really see but this is all the I mean the press was basically all over

I mean the press was basically all over

I mean the press was basically all over us so on the day we launched the foot

us so on the day we launched the foot

us so on the day we launched the foot truck Straits Times Business Times Asian

truck Straits Times Business Times Asian

truck Straits Times Business Times Asian Wall Street Journal Channel NewsAsia and

Wall Street Journal Channel NewsAsia and

Wall Street Journal Channel NewsAsia and all of them so it was a good vindication

all of them so it was a good vindication

all of them so it was a good vindication to all the naysayers even business

to all the naysayers even business

to all the naysayers even business mentors like famous business mentors in

mentors like famous business mentors in

mentors like famous business mentors in Singapore who told us this was not

Singapore who told us this was not

Singapore who told us this was not possible you know just having all this

possible you know just having all this

possible you know just having all this recognition was was a good vindication

recognition was was a good vindication

recognition was was a good vindication but I’ll tell you what the greatest

but I’ll tell you what the greatest

but I’ll tell you what the greatest reward is um in this journey and I’ll

reward is um in this journey and I’ll

reward is um in this journey and I’ll end on this note my you know we set this

end on this note my you know we set this

end on this note my you know we set this up as a social enterprise based on BAM

up as a social enterprise based on BAM

up as a social enterprise based on BAM game buy a meal give a meal so I know we

game buy a meal give a meal so I know we

game buy a meal give a meal so I know we do all the good work like sharing good

do all the good work like sharing good

do all the good work like sharing good food and bring nutrients to needy

food and bring nutrients to needy

food and bring nutrients to needy families in Singapore we also pick up

families in Singapore we also pick up

families in Singapore we also pick up excess food from a five-star hotel and

excess food from a five-star hotel and

excess food from a five-star hotel and send them to families but the real

send them to families but the real

send them to families but the real reward came for me when my daughter who

reward came for me when my daughter who

reward came for me when my daughter who is sitting amongst you today uh 18 years

is sitting amongst you today uh 18 years

is sitting amongst you today uh 18 years old she came to me saying she felt

old she came to me saying she felt

old she came to me saying she felt really suffocated living in a place like

really suffocated living in a place like

really suffocated living in a place like Singapore in tears she told me she could

Singapore in tears she told me she could

Singapore in tears she told me she could not even breathe it’s not uncommon for

not even breathe it’s not uncommon for

not even breathe it’s not uncommon for teenagers to say that but here’s the

teenagers to say that but here’s the

teenagers to say that but here’s the clincher

clincher

clincher she felt she could tell me because she

she felt she could tell me because she

she felt she could tell me because she saw how I started a food shop you know

saw how I started a food shop you know

saw how I started a food shop you know allowing ourselves to challenge the norm

allowing ourselves to challenge the norm

allowing ourselves to challenge the norm question authorities constructively

question authorities constructively

question authorities constructively responsibly that opened the door

responsibly that opened the door

responsibly that opened the door all for her to confide in her mother and

all for her to confide in her mother and

all for her to confide in her mother and reveal her innermost fear she saw mother

reveal her innermost fear she saw mother

reveal her innermost fear she saw mother who would be able to accept if she said

who would be able to accept if she said

who would be able to accept if she said something was wrong in society and

something was wrong in society and

something was wrong in society and honestly I could not ask for better

honestly I could not ask for better

honestly I could not ask for better vindication but to impact the next

vindication but to impact the next

vindication but to impact the next generation to soul a seat in her heart

generation to soul a seat in her heart

generation to soul a seat in her heart that something like this was possible

that something like this was possible

that something like this was possible such that this seat could germinate and

such that this seat could germinate and

such that this seat could germinate and impact her next generation then this is

impact her next generation then this is

impact her next generation then this is the reason why I do the work and and why

the reason why I do the work and and why

the reason why I do the work and and why I count the work that I do so with that

I count the work that I do so with that

I count the work that I do so with that I’ll end um

I’ll end um

I’ll end um I mean my daughter plans to order baby

I mean my daughter plans to order baby

I mean my daughter plans to order baby on eBay

on eBay

on eBay so I don’t know how she will impact a

so I don’t know how she will impact a

so I don’t know how she will impact a generation but I believe that with the

generation but I believe that with the

generation but I believe that with the seat in her heart there is a potential

seat in her heart there is a potential

seat in her heart there is a potential for that to grow and impact the next

for that to grow and impact the next

for that to grow and impact the next generation thank you very much

generation thank you very much

generation thank you very much [Applause]

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