
my grandfather was the organist in an Italian church and we shared this epic
Italian church and we shared this epic
Italian church and we shared this epic love for Italian opera and the Beatles
love for Italian opera and the Beatles
love for Italian opera and the Beatles also a queen Bohemian Rhapsody was a big
also a queen Bohemian Rhapsody was a big
also a queen Bohemian Rhapsody was a big one just at opening melody the way the
one just at opening melody the way the
one just at opening melody the way the section is kind of happened seemingly
section is kind of happened seemingly
section is kind of happened seemingly randomly but come together to form this
randomly but come together to form this
randomly but come together to form this perfect coherent statement when I was
perfect coherent statement when I was
perfect coherent statement when I was four or five when I remember hearing it
four or five when I remember hearing it
four or five when I remember hearing it for the first time I didn’t necessarily
for the first time I didn’t necessarily
for the first time I didn’t necessarily identify with the lyrical content
identify with the lyrical content
identify with the lyrical content because I hadn’t killed a man but it was
because I hadn’t killed a man but it was
because I hadn’t killed a man but it was electrifying
electrifying
electrifying and it was weirdly familiar familiar
and it was weirdly familiar familiar
and it was weirdly familiar familiar like those other lyrics that go
like those other lyrics that go
like those other lyrics that go he was strumming my pain with his
he was strumming my pain with his
he was strumming my pain with his fingers singing my life with his words
fingers singing my life with his words
fingers singing my life with his words they later going to say I felt he found
they later going to say I felt he found
they later going to say I felt he found my letters and read each one aloud how
my letters and read each one aloud how
my letters and read each one aloud how does a great song do that that song came
does a great song do that that song came
does a great song do that that song came from a poem that Laurie Lieberman wrote
from a poem that Laurie Lieberman wrote
from a poem that Laurie Lieberman wrote on a napkin while she watched don mclean
on a napkin while she watched don mclean
on a napkin while she watched don mclean in concert for the first time how does a
in concert for the first time how does a
in concert for the first time how does a great song lay out your emotional
great song lay out your emotional
great song lay out your emotional experience as if the songwriter had been
experience as if the songwriter had been
experience as if the songwriter had been eavesdropping on your internal dialogue
eavesdropping on your internal dialogue
eavesdropping on your internal dialogue like they were strumming your pain with
like they were strumming your pain with
like they were strumming your pain with their fingers and hitting you like a
their fingers and hitting you like a
their fingers and hitting you like a memory I’ve been obsessed with it as
memory I’ve been obsessed with it as
memory I’ve been obsessed with it as long as I can remember the taking of
long as I can remember the taking of
long as I can remember the taking of something in the inner world silent
something in the inner world silent
something in the inner world silent formless and finding a way to convert it
formless and finding a way to convert it
formless and finding a way to convert it into a shareable perceptible sonic
into a shareable perceptible sonic
into a shareable perceptible sonic language via rhythms harmonies beautiful
language via rhythms harmonies beautiful
language via rhythms harmonies beautiful noise lyrics whatever will get you there
noise lyrics whatever will get you there
noise lyrics whatever will get you there I call it translation the reason why
I call it translation the reason why
I call it translation the reason why it’s a big deal is because if the
it’s a big deal is because if the
it’s a big deal is because if the songwriter gets it right then chances
songwriter gets it right then chances
songwriter gets it right then chances are that he or she gets it right on
are that he or she gets it right on
are that he or she gets it right on behalf of the listener also and it’s a
behalf of the listener also and it’s a
behalf of the listener also and it’s a very powerful thing in a world where we
very powerful thing in a world where we
very powerful thing in a world where we don’t always have the tools or the
don’t always have the tools or the
don’t always have the tools or the context to express the fullness of who
context to express the fullness of who
context to express the fullness of who we are music has this unparalleled
we are music has this unparalleled
we are music has this unparalleled ability to take all of one’s pain pull
ability to take all of one’s pain pull
ability to take all of one’s pain pull it into a single frame and invite us to
it into a single frame and invite us to
it into a single frame and invite us to relive it with all of the joy of
relive it with all of the joy of
relive it with all of the joy of experience and none of the suffering
experience and none of the suffering
experience and none of the suffering like a wind turbine converts the winds
like a wind turbine converts the winds
like a wind turbine converts the winds kinetic energy into electrical power the
kinetic energy into electrical power the
kinetic energy into electrical power the songwriter
songwriter
songwriter has an ability to convert the emotional
has an ability to convert the emotional
has an ability to convert the emotional experience the human experience however
experience the human experience however
experience the human experience however transitory and convert it into redeeming
transitory and convert it into redeeming
transitory and convert it into redeeming beauty long after the pain is passed we
beauty long after the pain is passed we
beauty long after the pain is passed we have some machines over here – just let
have some machines over here – just let
have some machines over here – just let me get up this one here if we can get a
me get up this one here if we can get a
me get up this one here if we can get a little bit sound on there this is D
little bit sound on there this is D
little bit sound on there this is D minor a great mine once said that it was
minor a great mine once said that it was
minor a great mine once said that it was the saddest of all keys I don’t know why
the saddest of all keys I don’t know why
the saddest of all keys I don’t know why but it makes people wait pit instantly
but it makes people wait pit instantly
but it makes people wait pit instantly you can do amazing things with D minor
but the thing about D minor is that it’s
but the thing about D minor is that it’s not sadness itself it doesn’t create the
not sadness itself it doesn’t create the
not sadness itself it doesn’t create the sadness but thing is that we carry the
sadness but thing is that we carry the
sadness but thing is that we carry the sadness already
sadness already
sadness already it’s that D minor seems to be a harmonic
it’s that D minor seems to be a harmonic
it’s that D minor seems to be a harmonic match for a particular kind of sadness
match for a particular kind of sadness
match for a particular kind of sadness I’ve spent my entire life trying to
I’ve spent my entire life trying to
I’ve spent my entire life trying to accurately convert the human experience
accurately convert the human experience
accurately convert the human experience into sound and for that conversion we
into sound and for that conversion we
into sound and for that conversion we either need to find or build a sonic
either need to find or build a sonic
either need to find or build a sonic vocabulary when I was a kid I drove my
vocabulary when I was a kid I drove my
vocabulary when I was a kid I drove my very very patient family insane
very very patient family insane
very very patient family insane I had this 80’s keyboard that had the
I had this 80’s keyboard that had the
I had this 80’s keyboard that had the horrible drum sounds the synth choirs
horrible drum sounds the synth choirs
horrible drum sounds the synth choirs the fake marimba and it had this double
the fake marimba and it had this double
the fake marimba and it had this double cassette tape player and I’d record all
cassette tape player and I’d record all
cassette tape player and I’d record all of the drums to one side like all the
of the drums to one side like all the
of the drums to one side like all the drums of my Arrangements to one side and
drums of my Arrangements to one side and
drums of my Arrangements to one side and then the drums on the bass to the other
then the drums on the bass to the other
then the drums on the bass to the other side the drums the bass and then the
side the drums the bass and then the
side the drums the bass and then the vocals and in the horns and then the
vocals and in the horns and then the
vocals and in the horns and then the whatever and it’s tape
whatever and it’s tape
whatever and it’s tape so each dub you multiply the hiss that’s
so each dub you multiply the hiss that’s
so each dub you multiply the hiss that’s there so in the end you’re left with
there so in the end you’re left with
there so in the end you’re left with this in somewhere far in the background
this in somewhere far in the background
this in somewhere far in the background this kind of R&B Caribbean pop bosib
this kind of R&B Caribbean pop bosib
this kind of R&B Caribbean pop bosib number arranged by a very odd
number arranged by a very odd
number arranged by a very odd eight-year-old and I loved how the parts
eight-year-old and I loved how the parts
eight-year-old and I loved how the parts interweaved I loved how within a chord a
interweaved I loved how within a chord a
interweaved I loved how within a chord a single note can have the final word on
single note can have the final word on
single note can have the final word on the way you’re caused to feel or at
the way you’re caused to feel or at
the way you’re caused to feel or at least which part of your emotional
least which part of your emotional
least which part of your emotional experience it matches up to in
experience it matches up to in
experience it matches up to in songwriting just like in language in
songwriting just like in language in
songwriting just like in language in order to express a feeling but you
order to express a feeling but you
order to express a feeling but you absolutely have to capture and seize the
absolutely have to capture and seize the
absolutely have to capture and seize the thought the experience the memory the
thought the experience the memory the
thought the experience the memory the feeling inside the mind and be able to
feeling inside the mind and be able to
feeling inside the mind and be able to understand it but your language were
understand it but your language were
understand it but your language were often using ready-made templates
often using ready-made templates
often using ready-made templates reaching for the nearest possible word
reaching for the nearest possible word
reaching for the nearest possible word and then adjusting our thoughts
and then adjusting our thoughts
and then adjusting our thoughts accordingly but in songwriting just like
accordingly but in songwriting just like
accordingly but in songwriting just like in art just like in any accurate or
in art just like in any accurate or
in art just like in any accurate or faithful self expression sometimes we
faithful self expression sometimes we
faithful self expression sometimes we have to push a little further than that
have to push a little further than that
have to push a little further than that beyond the linguistic templates
beyond the linguistic templates
beyond the linguistic templates sometimes you have to get inside the
sometimes you have to get inside the
sometimes you have to get inside the cracks that exists between the words or
cracks that exists between the words or
cracks that exists between the words or at least between the feelings that
at least between the feelings that
at least between the feelings that already have names and you have to kind
already have names and you have to kind
already have names and you have to kind of blindly and bravely feel your way
of blindly and bravely feel your way
of blindly and bravely feel your way around that very non-illuminated space
around that very non-illuminated space
around that very non-illuminated space until you stumble across the light
until you stumble across the light
until you stumble across the light switch in
switch in
switch in hope that none of the monsters are real
hope that none of the monsters are real
hope that none of the monsters are real in art in faithful self-expression you
in art in faithful self-expression you
in art in faithful self-expression you go until you’ve lit up the dark space in
go until you’ve lit up the dark space in
go until you’ve lit up the dark space in singer-songwriters they’re often teaming
singer-songwriters they’re often teaming
singer-songwriters they’re often teaming up with music producers in very broad
up with music producers in very broad
up with music producers in very broad terms music producers are like the
terms music producers are like the
terms music producers are like the interpreters of the artists vision
interpreters of the artists vision
interpreters of the artists vision guiding where the song goes in its
guiding where the song goes in its
guiding where the song goes in its recorded form I’ve worked with a lot of
recorded form I’ve worked with a lot of
recorded form I’ve worked with a lot of great music producers and we’ve made
great music producers and we’ve made
great music producers and we’ve made some great music but it’s always been
some great music but it’s always been
some great music but it’s always been tricky because this idea of translation
tricky because this idea of translation
tricky because this idea of translation goes beyond the realm of good or bad
goes beyond the realm of good or bad
goes beyond the realm of good or bad it’s not a rule and it’s definitely not
it’s not a rule and it’s definitely not
it’s not a rule and it’s definitely not for everyone
for everyone
for everyone but for some if the feeling translates
but for some if the feeling translates
but for some if the feeling translates into the song and the song into the
into the song and the song into the
into the song and the song into the record then it stands to reason that
record then it stands to reason that
record then it stands to reason that when the artist here is the recorded
when the artist here is the recorded
when the artist here is the recorded song back that some of that emotion of
song back that some of that emotion of
song back that some of that emotion of origin would be evoked or at least
origin would be evoked or at least
origin would be evoked or at least somewhat some emotion at all and if not
somewhat some emotion at all and if not
somewhat some emotion at all and if not then it’s possible that something has
then it’s possible that something has
then it’s possible that something has been mistranslated or lost in the
been mistranslated or lost in the
been mistranslated or lost in the conversion and it’s challenging Tom
conversion and it’s challenging Tom
conversion and it’s challenging Tom Waits said it was like trying to capture
Waits said it was like trying to capture
Waits said it was like trying to capture birds without killing them sometimes you
birds without killing them sometimes you
birds without killing them sometimes you end up with nothing but a mouth full of
end up with nothing but a mouth full of
end up with nothing but a mouth full of feathers and so at that point when I
feathers and so at that point when I
feathers and so at that point when I understood that I realized I would have
understood that I realized I would have
understood that I realized I would have to become both fluent in songwriting and
to become both fluent in songwriting and
to become both fluent in songwriting and music production my current live show is
music production my current live show is
music production my current live show is centered around these dazzling machines
centered around these dazzling machines
centered around these dazzling machines which make for a very interesting
which make for a very interesting
which make for a very interesting futuristic style conversation to have
futuristic style conversation to have
futuristic style conversation to have with my Italian owner it’s like I now
with my Italian owner it’s like I now
with my Italian owner it’s like I now understand the way you not play with the
understand the way you not play with the
understand the way you not play with the human musicians you know
human musicians you know
human musicians you know human musicians I do love human
human musicians I do love human
human musicians I do love human musicians and I played with real live
musicians and I played with real live
musicians and I played with real live human ones my entire life but in the
human ones my entire life but in the
human ones my entire life but in the production process
production process
production process I’ve only ever accessed that sacred
I’ve only ever accessed that sacred
I’ve only ever accessed that sacred state of flow in solitude you know that
state of flow in solitude you know that
state of flow in solitude you know that state from which the really true stuff
state from which the really true stuff
state from which the really true stuff comes and that’s the only stuff that I
comes and that’s the only stuff that I
comes and that’s the only stuff that I kind of feel at this point in my life is
kind of feel at this point in my life is
kind of feel at this point in my life is worthy of sharing solo and surrounded by
worthy of sharing solo and surrounded by
worthy of sharing solo and surrounded by machines I can kind of pretend that I’m
machines I can kind of pretend that I’m
machines I can kind of pretend that I’m unwatched and judged safe and free and
unwatched and judged safe and free and
unwatched and judged safe and free and so these guys make up the vowels the
so these guys make up the vowels the
so these guys make up the vowels the consonants the diphthongs the slows the
consonants the diphthongs the slows the
consonants the diphthongs the slows the cadences and the swear words my current
cadences and the swear words my current
cadences and the swear words my current sonic language so over here is the drums
sonic language so over here is the drums
sonic language so over here is the drums and just let me help myself up further
and just let me help myself up further
and just let me help myself up further let me be tethered because I don’t look
let me be tethered because I don’t look
let me be tethered because I don’t look like enough of a switchboard person as
like enough of a switchboard person as
like enough of a switchboard person as it is oh hi this is Rhonda calling from
it is oh hi this is Rhonda calling from
it is oh hi this is Rhonda calling from TEDx just wondering if you’d like to
TEDx just wondering if you’d like to
TEDx just wondering if you’d like to partake in a survey on translation yep
partake in a survey on translation yep
partake in a survey on translation yep converting the feeling into sound okay
converting the feeling into sound okay
converting the feeling into sound okay yeah
yeah
yeah those were the drums this is the bass
those were the drums this is the bass
those were the drums this is the bass [Music]
here we have a kind of analog synth
here we have a kind of analog synth [Music]
[Music]
[Music] [Applause]
this one here is kind of synth strings
this one here is kind of synth strings that I like to play on this device that
that I like to play on this device that
that I like to play on this device that [Applause]
[Applause]
[Applause] I’ve asked the machine to be limited to
I’ve asked the machine to be limited to
I’ve asked the machine to be limited to a certain musical scale that’s F
a certain musical scale that’s F
a certain musical scale that’s F Phrygian I could also play it over here
Phrygian I could also play it over here
Phrygian I could also play it over here but when I reduce exactly the notes that
but when I reduce exactly the notes that
but when I reduce exactly the notes that I’m playing then it kind of causes me to
I’m playing then it kind of causes me to
I’m playing then it kind of causes me to think about melody differently so it
think about melody differently so it
think about melody differently so it inspires something else and when I’m
inspires something else and when I’m
inspires something else and when I’m playing it and of course you have the
playing it and of course you have the
playing it and of course you have the beautiful piano
and this here is my vocal effects I got
and this here is my vocal effects I got a little pedal down here that switches
a little pedal down here that switches
a little pedal down here that switches where the mic goes or watch source the
where the mic goes or watch source the
where the mic goes or watch source the sound is pulled from so if I just flick
sound is pulled from so if I just flick
sound is pulled from so if I just flick this switch also part so the way it
this switch also part so the way it
this switch also part so the way it happens up here is that I construct
happens up here is that I construct
happens up here is that I construct songs I build them layer by layer
songs I build them layer by layer
songs I build them layer by layer instrument my instrument they stack upon
instrument my instrument they stack upon
instrument my instrument they stack upon one another and each of the instruments
one another and each of the instruments
one another and each of the instruments is attributed to each of these faders so
is attributed to each of these faders so
is attributed to each of these faders so I can really play you know this myriad
I can really play you know this myriad
I can really play you know this myriad of buttons and controls that I’ve asked
of buttons and controls that I’ve asked
of buttons and controls that I’ve asked previously to do certain things so I can
previously to do certain things so I can
previously to do certain things so I can manipulate each one individually or the
manipulate each one individually or the
manipulate each one individually or the track as a whole if I’m not looping
track as a whole if I’m not looping
track as a whole if I’m not looping something live then it’s because either
something live then it’s because either
something live then it’s because either there’s something that I don’t want you
there’s something that I don’t want you
there’s something that I don’t want you to hear until I feel like it’s time to
to hear until I feel like it’s time to
to hear until I feel like it’s time to come in you know hey I don’t want to
come in you know hey I don’t want to
come in you know hey I don’t want to spoil the reveal or if I want the part
spoil the reveal or if I want the part
spoil the reveal or if I want the part to change all throughout the tune or if
to change all throughout the tune or if
to change all throughout the tune or if there’s something sort of in the setup
there’s something sort of in the setup
there’s something sort of in the setup that makes me get into a certain mental
that makes me get into a certain mental
that makes me get into a certain mental space to kind of get me in the zone
space to kind of get me in the zone
space to kind of get me in the zone these guys are like my pet walls in that
these guys are like my pet walls in that
these guys are like my pet walls in that its technology and technology’s fickle
its technology and technology’s fickle
its technology and technology’s fickle and they often sabotage me but it’s the
and they often sabotage me but it’s the
and they often sabotage me but it’s the price that I am willing to pay for this
price that I am willing to pay for this
price that I am willing to pay for this feeling as close to the source as
feeling as close to the source as
feeling as close to the source as electronically technologically humanly
electronically technologically humanly
electronically technologically humanly possible right now for as little as
possible right now for as little as
possible right now for as little as possible to be lost in the conversion
possible to be lost in the conversion
possible to be lost in the conversion for the essence of who we are to not be
for the essence of who we are to not be
for the essence of who we are to not be lost in translation
[Music]
[Music] you
I used to play in the Bay broken down
I used to play in the Bay broken down bus in The Gaslight something like I
bus in The Gaslight something like I
bus in The Gaslight something like I used to play in the bay
used to play in the bay
used to play in the bay [Music]
banks and the mics that
banks and the mics that Oh baby doll don’t play the Hyatt anyway
you say the word
you say the word [Music]
Oh
Oh [Music]
[Music]
[Music] ah
20 inch drum and a bass a 20 inch drum
20 inch drum and a bass a 20 inch drum one of eight eggs when the inch from the
one of eight eggs when the inch from the
one of eight eggs when the inch from the base eggs 20 inch bro
base eggs 20 inch bro
base eggs 20 inch bro [Music]
[Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
you
you [Music]
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