laws
alternated his right and hit his
left
of the 100 people that are here
between 10 and 12 percent according to
a statistics in mexico have
some kind of depression but that is
depression
nowadays we use the word I am
depressed as very casual short with your
boyfriend and I’m super depressed and you
they drop an exam and that pressure because
is going to have to study and that is not
Repression is sadness and sadness is
a quite normal emotion that although
many hate in the end it’s amazing to
to explain what depression is
because many people who have not lived it
does not understand
I’m going to ask you to do as a respite
very deep and the one time and hold it
and there are already some who released him but continue
holding plains and release the ball to
breathe fast
depression is like that moment where
your heart like that gets stuck and needs
that air and just when you feel that you are going to
breathing comes another wave and you have to
again and it takes away the air
depression is to be in a moment so
obscure what when people tell you
stop and go walking or you can
alone literally and physically
your body can not be lawful but yes
we already know that this is depression and
It’s so serious because we do not treat it
because my generation that dared to go to
psychiatrist
me every time I tell someone who is going
to the psychiatrist and more if they are gallants god
or something
they all see me with a face that is not crazy
I do not know why I got
they imagine a little girl with the little hands
Moored dressed in white screaming
as crazy and so not
the psychiatrist is a doctor further
beginning when I had pressure I
I tried to explain to my dad not to
I was saying to imagine that I have
diabetes and I need to go to the doctor you ‘re going
to take the endocrinologist because
obviously he needs help and instead
to win
everything so he gave me a pill you
say not you control request your level
of insulin you can do logic to
Sometimes you need help from someone else
doctor or something so you can leave
go ahead and we will make it very sincere
if we already know all this and yet not
we are helping in our generation
every 24 hours more than 26 die
children or commit suicide rather cause
of depression and this number increases every
more time
and the saddest thing about this is that we’re
blaming the media but really the
we can blame
we already know that everything we see in the
TV photocopying nothing really
that those perfect women of body and
those men do not exist we already know
I would like to tell you why I fall
In all this
I’m going to tell you my story very fast
I was always the perfect girl, not
between quotation marks
I was always the popular girl in the
school was going very well I have the best
dads of the world
I have always had handsome boyfriends never
I missed nothing holidays everything all everything
and obviously I had sad moments of
my life but like anybody
and at 18 I made a trip that
some will know what it is called
clarifies that this is going to be a year with your
friends to israel oo six months to a year
and at the beginning I had an incredible time
obviously I drunk baby who was
very funny, although the raw ones are not so much
but one day I was asleep and suddenly
I felt blood and when I felt blood in
my body remove the sheets from my
leg and I found my leg was
all scratched as if someone had
attacked as if something had happened if
at first I thought there is insurance
asleep I hit myself against the bed or something
and I did not give much important and then to
the next night I’m going to spend what
same but this time on the shoulder and
I had holes and when I say holes
I mean holes that I once had
that go to the hospital that I
sun and these holes it turns out that when
I was asleep, it was beginning to be
have so many feelings repressed and
I said why I’m so sad
if I have everything because I am
going so badly if I have everything all
all
my parents did not want me back
because as your perfect daughter is going to have
something I did not want to go back because
as the perfect girl to have something
until that time I went to the doctor I
Weighed 35 kilos has always been
very skinny but 35 kilos I already had the
hand they decided to return after
obviously I admire the psychologist
psychiatrist see with help accept that
I had to go it took me two years in
be fine and I decided on things from the
life to become a singer although always
I sang for the dog but I said I’m going
to do something that comes out of my area
of comfort
I became a singer, let’s call him luck,
I think it’s so slow because there are people
much more talented than me
let’s call it charisma whatever it is
It started to go very well and I managed to make
music my career but what’s important
of all this is that I think with that
fame well a very big responsibility
at my 24 years and today he lost seven
friends because of suicide and obviously
It is my responsibility to try to avoid
this and maybe if he had counted his
history they would not have gone through
this is not right pointed out these two
photos does not look very good there
the one on this side is the door of my disk
and the tables the original photo
They changed the color of my eyes
They painted the eyebrows they made the slabs
they lowered my shoulders change in the
hair and all this is just for a photo
of my face
imagine what dinner my body and
The saddest thing about this is that that photo
you upload to all my social networks and
end people think that this girl that
see in these photos and that girl who travels
and that girl that I had an incredible time is
actually who am I when but for
nothing the day that I took that photo
I had just cut into something that did not
I stopped crying a second more than
invite to start living in reality
and not on social networks
we are all day anxious that
I will upload to facebook
If I go on a trip with
friends needed to upload the coolest photo
I was suddenly really
we are all bored caic in your
cell phone and they grab and someone says there
we’re going to win and chad and everyone gets
back and they start dancing if they pass it
with his head down and no one talks and
that we have to do and it’s wrong I’m not
saying that they share their networks
social as I’m super depressed and
he wants to kill me because also for
that’s not social networks
only begins to be aware that
what a social network sees is whether it’s from
your friends from someone like me is
totally fake the other thing them
to leave is that you can always connect your
points up instead of being a
victim
I want me kill myself after many
times because if I wanted to do it
I grabbed something totally out of me and
manages to make a disease
my life no thanks for a disease one
career and I just want to let you
for me my greatest blessing in the
life or have had depression thank you
and
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