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Dancing, Vulnerability and the present moment | Rukmini Vijayakumar | TEDxWhitefield


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so the piece I shared with you old with

so the piece I shared with you old with something that I need now I did mortgage

something that I need now I did mortgage

something that I need now I did mortgage music immediately and obviously I was

music immediately and obviously I was

music immediately and obviously I was inspired by hardly stock as artists I

inspired by hardly stock as artists I

inspired by hardly stock as artists I feel that our imagination is one of the

feel that our imagination is one of the

feel that our imagination is one of the most important things it serves as well

most important things it serves as well

most important things it serves as well and by entering that imagination and

and by entering that imagination and

and by entering that imagination and being one with it and allowing it to

being one with it and allowing it to

being one with it and allowing it to influence us we can tell our story unto

influence us we can tell our story unto

influence us we can tell our story unto this imagination and I being present in

this imagination and I being present in

this imagination and I being present in the moment at that time we make

the moment at that time we make

the moment at that time we make ourselves vulnerable and open I don’t

ourselves vulnerable and open I don’t

ourselves vulnerable and open I don’t know about those things

know about those things

know about those things I’m not politically scientifically

I’m not politically scientifically

I’m not politically scientifically knowledgeable whenever somebody speaks

knowledgeable whenever somebody speaks

knowledgeable whenever somebody speaks about something that is in a dream

about something that is in a dream

about something that is in a dream however it inspires me and sometimes I

however it inspires me and sometimes I

however it inspires me and sometimes I can work with that

can work with that

can work with that to speak and to tell a story that

to speak and to tell a story that

to speak and to tell a story that sometimes moves me I think is that is

sometimes moves me I think is that is

sometimes moves me I think is that is the only thing that works without sin

the only thing that works without sin

the only thing that works without sin solution lives of people

solution lives of people

solution lives of people Aliza humans you general

Aliza humans you general

Aliza humans you general and there are a few things that I find

and there are a few things that I find

and there are a few things that I find as a dancer as an artist that has helped

as a dancer as an artist that has helped

as a dancer as an artist that has helped me not only define my art in my dad and

me not only define my art in my dad and

me not only define my art in my dad and I my place in relationship with the art

I my place in relationship with the art

I my place in relationship with the art but has also helped me define myself as

but has also helped me define myself as

but has also helped me define myself as a human being within a society I think

a human being within a society I think

a human being within a society I think the first one of those things is

the first one of those things is

the first one of those things is vulnerability and when I come up on

vulnerability and when I come up on

vulnerability and when I come up on stage a line down tonight on and I’ll

stage a line down tonight on and I’ll

stage a line down tonight on and I’ll share my thoughts and my feelings I

share my thoughts and my feelings I

share my thoughts and my feelings I opened myself up to me and I am at that

opened myself up to me and I am at that

opened myself up to me and I am at that moment vulnerable I feel that the more

moment vulnerable I feel that the more

moment vulnerable I feel that the more honesty that I could bring into my dance

honesty that I could bring into my dance

honesty that I could bring into my dance I find you being more empathetic to

I find you being more empathetic to

I find you being more empathetic to worry there are times that I have

worry there are times that I have

worry there are times that I have performed and I’ve been completely

performed and I’ve been completely

performed and I’ve been completely dishonest

dishonest

dishonest I mean it’s skilfully beautiful because

I mean it’s skilfully beautiful because

I mean it’s skilfully beautiful because my body is trained and I can do many

my body is trained and I can do many

my body is trained and I can do many things but emotionally I am NOT

things but emotionally I am NOT

things but emotionally I am NOT vulnerable if we take away the

vulnerable if we take away the

vulnerable if we take away the vulnerability we become a display of

vulnerability we become a display of

vulnerability we become a display of skin and at that time candy and all you

skin and at that time candy and all you

skin and at that time candy and all you can of course be appreciative be

can of course be appreciative be

can of course be appreciative be surprised but you will not be empathetic

surprised but you will not be empathetic

surprised but you will not be empathetic towards me

towards me

towards me the arts in general are a big voice in

the arts in general are a big voice in

the arts in general are a big voice in many ways we can connect with people in

many ways we can connect with people in

many ways we can connect with people in ways that words cannot and the thing

ways that words cannot and the thing

ways that words cannot and the thing that we reach for the most

that we reach for the most

that we reach for the most is empathy and how we get that is by

is empathy and how we get that is by

is empathy and how we get that is by being valuable and I think that applies

being valuable and I think that applies

being valuable and I think that applies for us in life in general that when we

for us in life in general that when we

for us in life in general that when we are vulnerable towards our fears our

are vulnerable towards our fears our

are vulnerable towards our fears our co-workers our

co-workers our

co-workers our or family members then they have empathy

or family members then they have empathy

or family members then they have empathy to order and as a as an artist I feel at

to order and as a as an artist I feel at

to order and as a as an artist I feel at this quality that I am searching

this quality that I am searching

this quality that I am searching constantly to inculcate in mind down

constantly to inculcate in mind down

constantly to inculcate in mind down every day is something that helps me

every day is something that helps me

every day is something that helps me connect with all of you

connect with all of you

connect with all of you every time the second thing that I find

every time the second thing that I find

every time the second thing that I find that is very very important as an artist

that is very very important as an artist

that is very very important as an artist and also is that we are able to

and also is that we are able to

and also is that we are able to recognize our strengths and weaknesses

recognize our strengths and weaknesses

recognize our strengths and weaknesses if we accept our weaknesses and our

if we accept our weaknesses and our

if we accept our weaknesses and our strengths and then able to build on our

strengths and then able to build on our

strengths and then able to build on our strengths and strengthen our weaknesses

strengths and strengthen our weaknesses

strengths and strengthen our weaknesses when we accept these things then also we

when we accept these things then also we

when we accept these things then also we are vulnerable and when you’re open very

are vulnerable and when you’re open very

are vulnerable and when you’re open very often when I’m teaching there things

often when I’m teaching there things

often when I’m teaching there things that I do know and if the teacher is

that I do know and if the teacher is

that I do know and if the teacher is very hard hard and difficult to accept

very hard hard and difficult to accept

very hard hard and difficult to accept that I don’t know this will follow the

that I don’t know this will follow the

that I don’t know this will follow the students and I’m always ready to say I

students and I’m always ready to say I

students and I’m always ready to say I don’t know I’ll find out when I tell me

don’t know I’ll find out when I tell me

don’t know I’ll find out when I tell me but I think even in that moment my

but I think even in that moment my

but I think even in that moment my connection with them deepens

connection with them deepens

connection with them deepens both as a human being and as a teacher I

both as a human being and as a teacher I

both as a human being and as a teacher I think it’s the same as a as a dancer the

think it’s the same as a as a dancer the

think it’s the same as a as a dancer the performer we build on our strengths and

performer we build on our strengths and

performer we build on our strengths and we strengthen our weaknesses the

we strengthen our weaknesses the

we strengthen our weaknesses the diligence grit and determination is

diligence grit and determination is

diligence grit and determination is something that’s very important many

something that’s very important many

something that’s very important many people say oh you’re so talented and I

people say oh you’re so talented and I

people say oh you’re so talented and I feel like nothing because I don’t think

feel like nothing because I don’t think

feel like nothing because I don’t think I’m talented talent maybe 10% 15% the

I’m talented talent maybe 10% 15% the

I’m talented talent maybe 10% 15% the rest of all hard work I’m very thin not

rest of all hard work I’m very thin not

rest of all hard work I’m very thin not working so I’m not the child who someone

working so I’m not the child who someone

working so I’m not the child who someone saw and said oh my god she’s definitely

saw and said oh my god she’s definitely

saw and said oh my god she’s definitely gonna be a dancer but I was definitely

gonna be a dancer but I was definitely

gonna be a dancer but I was definitely the child who saw and said oh my god is

the child who saw and said oh my god is

the child who saw and said oh my god is gonna work on that for another 20 hours

gonna work on that for another 20 hours

gonna work on that for another 20 hours till she gets it and I think this

divisions and Grich has thought me so

divisions and Grich has thought me so well he lawyers added answer that every

well he lawyers added answer that every

well he lawyers added answer that every time I finished something there’s also

time I finished something there’s also

time I finished something there’s also tons of dissatisfaction I don’t think

tons of dissatisfaction I don’t think

tons of dissatisfaction I don’t think I’ve ever satisfied with anything that I

I’ve ever satisfied with anything that I

I’ve ever satisfied with anything that I do and the sense of dissatisfaction

do and the sense of dissatisfaction

do and the sense of dissatisfaction combined with diligence I think helps me

combined with diligence I think helps me

combined with diligence I think helps me become a better dancer every day because

become a better dancer every day because

become a better dancer every day because we can’t assess ourselves in comparison

we can’t assess ourselves in comparison

we can’t assess ourselves in comparison to somebody else the only caution that

to somebody else the only caution that

to somebody else the only caution that we can affect ourselves in comparison to

we can affect ourselves in comparison to

we can affect ourselves in comparison to is ourselves

is ourselves

is ourselves so am i a better person than I was

so am i a better person than I was

so am i a better person than I was yesterday is what I think I constantly

yesterday is what I think I constantly

yesterday is what I think I constantly like to evaluate myself with and in

like to evaluate myself with and in

like to evaluate myself with and in dance in general the persistence with

dance in general the persistence with

dance in general the persistence with which we need to work as dancers is

which we need to work as dancers is

which we need to work as dancers is incessant our weaknesses are always

incessant our weaknesses are always

incessant our weaknesses are always there and no matter what you do you find

there and no matter what you do you find

there and no matter what you do you find another weakness you know that till you

another weakness you know that till you

another weakness you know that till you account

account

account and then you find another one you work

and then you find another one you work

and then you find another one you work on that one and then another one pops up

on that one and then another one pops up

on that one and then another one pops up so then this is incessant it’s constant

so then this is incessant it’s constant

so then this is incessant it’s constant and sometimes we think of work or I mean

and sometimes we think of work or I mean

and sometimes we think of work or I mean dance is my work in mind what I do I

dance is my work in mind what I do I

dance is my work in mind what I do I don’t think we should think of finishing

don’t think we should think of finishing

don’t think we should think of finishing the tasks for the day but I think I

the tasks for the day but I think I

the tasks for the day but I think I usually think of finishing my tasks at

usually think of finishing my tasks at

usually think of finishing my tasks at the end of the day make sense the tasks

the end of the day make sense the tasks

the end of the day make sense the tasks continue until I policy Oh can’t stay

continue until I policy Oh can’t stay

continue until I policy Oh can’t stay awake in me so with whatever we pursue I

awake in me so with whatever we pursue I

awake in me so with whatever we pursue I think if we have that intention or

think if we have that intention or

think if we have that intention or passion in what we do

passion in what we do

passion in what we do I think successful inevitable is

I think successful inevitable is

I think successful inevitable is something that happens and even if we’re

something that happens and even if we’re

something that happens and even if we’re not successful in them the way the word

not successful in them the way the word

not successful in them the way the word is perceived in today we are successful

is perceived in today we are successful

is perceived in today we are successful for ourselves because we are still

for ourselves because we are still

for ourselves because we are still better than what we want yes city and in

better than what we want yes city and in

better than what we want yes city and in work itself there is the journey in the

work itself there is the journey in the

work itself there is the journey in the world itself where we try and try

world itself where we try and try

world itself where we try and try repeatedly to get to that place where we

repeatedly to get to that place where we

repeatedly to get to that place where we are never going to get to there is joy

are never going to get to there is joy

are never going to get to there is joy there is joy in movement in finding

there is joy in movement in finding

there is joy in movement in finding things that I do not have yesterday

things that I do not have yesterday

things that I do not have yesterday finding newness and finding new avenues

finding newness and finding new avenues

finding newness and finding new avenues of expressing just that itself is enough

of expressing just that itself is enough

of expressing just that itself is enough the third thing that I feel has

the third thing that I feel has

the third thing that I feel has certainly one which is very difficult in

certainly one which is very difficult in

certainly one which is very difficult in today’s age of technology is trying to

today’s age of technology is trying to

today’s age of technology is trying to be present in the moment

be present in the moment

be present in the moment dance helps me do that because while I’m

dance helps me do that because while I’m

dance helps me do that because while I’m dancing I cannot think of anything else

dancing I cannot think of anything else

dancing I cannot think of anything else it is like a meditation in its own and I

it is like a meditation in its own and I

it is like a meditation in its own and I know that is the same for anybody who is

know that is the same for anybody who is

know that is the same for anybody who is engaged completely what they are doing

engaged completely what they are doing

engaged completely what they are doing it is not specific to a particular type

it is not specific to a particular type

it is not specific to a particular type of work it’s that’s just how it is with

of work it’s that’s just how it is with

of work it’s that’s just how it is with anything but if someone’s writing or

anything but if someone’s writing or

anything but if someone’s writing or reading or working on engineering or

reading or working on engineering or

reading or working on engineering or building I think that single-pointed

building I think that single-pointed

building I think that single-pointed concentration of the mind itself or

concentration of the mind itself or

concentration of the mind itself or being present in that moment is very

being present in that moment is very

being present in that moment is very essential and in some ways it’s so

essential and in some ways it’s so

essential and in some ways it’s so beautiful because you’re suddenly free

beautiful because you’re suddenly free

beautiful because you’re suddenly free and I’m free from all other thoughts all

and I’m free from all other thoughts all

and I’m free from all other thoughts all other possibilities because I am right

other possibilities because I am right

other possibilities because I am right there at that moment it also helps us

there at that moment it also helps us

there at that moment it also helps us assess the reality of who we are because

assess the reality of who we are because

assess the reality of who we are because at this moment I may be in a different

at this moment I may be in a different

at this moment I may be in a different place than I was yesterday

place than I was yesterday

place than I was yesterday and yesterday and I may have performed a

and yesterday and I may have performed a

and yesterday and I may have performed a stunningly beautiful piece and it was

stunningly beautiful piece and it was

stunningly beautiful piece and it was fabulous but today I am nothing again

fabulous but today I am nothing again

fabulous but today I am nothing again and so I walk from where I am again

and so I walk from where I am again

and so I walk from where I am again today and neither are

today and neither are

today and neither are our victory is known as failures of

our victory is known as failures of

our victory is known as failures of yesterday are carried on because we work

yesterday are carried on because we work

yesterday are carried on because we work from where we are today at that movement

from where we are today at that movement

from where we are today at that movement and I think that is very essential as an

and I think that is very essential as an

and I think that is very essential as an artist and we develop this skill of

artist and we develop this skill of

artist and we develop this skill of trying to be a it’s something that I

trying to be a it’s something that I

trying to be a it’s something that I feel can be cultivated and we develop

feel can be cultivated and we develop

feel can be cultivated and we develop develop the skill of being present and

develop the skill of being present and

develop the skill of being present and in the moment in order to accept what is

in the moment in order to accept what is

in the moment in order to accept what is given to us what is thrown at us because

given to us what is thrown at us because

given to us what is thrown at us because an artist’s life is never constant it’s

an artist’s life is never constant it’s

an artist’s life is never constant it’s never consistent we will do many things

never consistent we will do many things

never consistent we will do many things this month and next month we don’t

this month and next month we don’t

this month and next month we don’t perform at all and so while we are not

perform at all and so while we are not

perform at all and so while we are not performing it doesn’t make us any less

performing it doesn’t make us any less

performing it doesn’t make us any less of an artist or a dancer because our art

of an artist or a dancer because our art

of an artist or a dancer because our art and dance is really you know and that is

and dance is really you know and that is

and dance is really you know and that is what is essential also when we are

what is essential also when we are

what is essential also when we are present in the moment we learn to

present in the moment we learn to

present in the moment we learn to respond to situations at that moment so

respond to situations at that moment so

respond to situations at that moment so like the piece that I that I just did in

like the piece that I that I just did in

like the piece that I that I just did in the beginning I wasn’t going to make it

the beginning I wasn’t going to make it

the beginning I wasn’t going to make it about water all about what are they

about water all about what are they

about water all about what are they spoke about I let the music start but

spoke about I let the music start but

spoke about I let the music start but that was running in my mind then I moved

that was running in my mind then I moved

that was running in my mind then I moved in then the rain fell and when the rain

in then the rain fell and when the rain

in then the rain fell and when the rain fans didn’t float and then there was no

fans didn’t float and then there was no

fans didn’t float and then there was no name and then I the imagination

name and then I the imagination

name and then I the imagination continues and allow it to influence your

continues and allow it to influence your

continues and allow it to influence your thoughts because the world you create

thoughts because the world you create

thoughts because the world you create around you is easier and that is what is

around you is easier and that is what is

around you is easier and that is what is allows you to gain empathy I think is

allows you to gain empathy I think is

allows you to gain empathy I think is being in the moment also when we

being in the moment also when we

being in the moment also when we collaborate with other artists as a

collaborate with other artists as a

collaborate with other artists as a classical dancer the live musicians the

classical dancer the live musicians the

classical dancer the live musicians the live music we play together we play with

live music we play together we play with

live music we play together we play with each other and sometimes they give me

each other and sometimes they give me

each other and sometimes they give me something that I have to accept and I

something that I have to accept and I

something that I have to accept and I give them something that

give them something that

give them something that so it’s a constant play it’s something

so it’s a constant play it’s something

so it’s a constant play it’s something that happens in the moment and in that

that happens in the moment and in that

that happens in the moment and in that process we find joy so I hope that we

process we find joy so I hope that we

process we find joy so I hope that we can all find things that bring us to the

can all find things that bring us to the

can all find things that bring us to the present moment things that drive us

present moment things that drive us

present moment things that drive us incessantly striving with determination

incessantly striving with determination

incessantly striving with determination and in some ways madness to become a

and in some ways madness to become a

and in some ways madness to become a better version of ourselves

better version of ourselves

better version of ourselves and lastly to find the vulnerability to

and lastly to find the vulnerability to

and lastly to find the vulnerability to share our true selves with other people

share our true selves with other people

share our true selves with other people thank you

thank you

thank you [Applause]

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