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Vincent Xia | TEDxNCSSM


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[Music] you ever worry about the future if you

you ever worry about the future if you

you ever worry about the future if you could be younger again when things were

could be younger again when things were

could be younger again when things were nearly as complicated and the future

nearly as complicated and the future

nearly as complicated and the future wasn’t nearly as frightening would you

wasn’t nearly as frightening would you

wasn’t nearly as frightening would you go back you see the automatic answer for

go back you see the automatic answer for

go back you see the automatic answer for most people is yes and there’s a part of

most people is yes and there’s a part of

most people is yes and there’s a part of me the timid part that says yes also

me the timid part that says yes also

me the timid part that says yes also she’s saying stick to what you know do

she’s saying stick to what you know do

she’s saying stick to what you know do what you do best and you’ll always

what you do best and you’ll always

what you do best and you’ll always succeed if you try too many new things

succeed if you try too many new things

succeed if you try too many new things you might fail and then what but then

you might fail and then what but then

you might fail and then what but then there’s also another part of me

there’s also another part of me

there’s also another part of me the more adventurous side that says no

the more adventurous side that says no

the more adventurous side that says no I’m ready to try new things I’m ready to

I’m ready to try new things I’m ready to

I’m ready to try new things I’m ready to do things that scare me and I’m ready to

do things that scare me and I’m ready to

do things that scare me and I’m ready to go into the future with all of my heart

go into the future with all of my heart

go into the future with all of my heart no matter what but you see even though

no matter what but you see even though

no matter what but you see even though those two sides of me are so drastically

those two sides of me are so drastically

those two sides of me are so drastically different the reality is that when I

different the reality is that when I

different the reality is that when I walk outside every single day both of

walk outside every single day both of

walk outside every single day both of them shapes all of my actions and for

them shapes all of my actions and for

them shapes all of my actions and for that reason I’m not feuless you see the

that reason I’m not feuless you see the

that reason I’m not feuless you see the wise Ralph Waldo Emerson once said to

wise Ralph Waldo Emerson once said to

wise Ralph Waldo Emerson once said to always do what you’re afraid to do well

always do what you’re afraid to do well

always do what you’re afraid to do well I disagree these if we take the word

I disagree these if we take the word

I disagree these if we take the word fearless and break it up and do it’s two

fearless and break it up and do it’s two

fearless and break it up and do it’s two parts you’ll get the same thing that a

parts you’ll get the same thing that a

parts you’ll get the same thing that a dictionary definition will tell you

dictionary definition will tell you

dictionary definition will tell you you’ll get the same thing that a quick

you’ll get the same thing that a quick

you’ll get the same thing that a quick Google search will tell you it all comes

Google search will tell you it all comes

Google search will tell you it all comes down to a singular definition and that

down to a singular definition and that

down to a singular definition and that is without fear what I mean fears inside

is without fear what I mean fears inside

is without fear what I mean fears inside of us for a reason right

of us for a reason right

of us for a reason right you feel it I feel it what’s it there

you feel it I feel it what’s it there

you feel it I feel it what’s it there for well it’s there to keep us from

for well it’s there to keep us from

for well it’s there to keep us from doing the stupid things you know the

doing the stupid things you know the

doing the stupid things you know the types of things that I’m talking about

types of things that I’m talking about

types of things that I’m talking about and it’s there to keep you from making

and it’s there to keep you from making

and it’s there to keep you from making bad decisions so that’s why to me being

bad decisions so that’s why to me being

bad decisions so that’s why to me being fearless is actually just being reckless

fearless is actually just being reckless

fearless is actually just being reckless and these days I’ve learned how to

and these days I’ve learned how to

and these days I’ve learned how to distinguish between the two types of

distinguish between the two types of

distinguish between the two types of fear the good type of fear

fear the good type of fear

fear the good type of fear the one that’s keeping me from doing all

the one that’s keeping me from doing all

the one that’s keeping me from doing all those dumb things and the bad type the

those dumb things and the bad type the

those dumb things and the bad type the one that’s trying to hold me back from

one that’s trying to hold me back from

one that’s trying to hold me back from trying all the new things that I want to

trying all the new things that I want to

trying all the new things that I want to try but it wasn’t actually that long ago

try but it wasn’t actually that long ago

try but it wasn’t actually that long ago when I was a timid freshman who used to

when I was a timid freshman who used to

when I was a timid freshman who used to like to sit in the band room during

like to sit in the band room during

like to sit in the band room during lunch and watch his friends play video

lunch and watch his friends play video

lunch and watch his friends play video games for him it’s hard to try new types

games for him it’s hard to try new types

games for him it’s hard to try new types of food in a restaurant for him heck it

of food in a restaurant for him heck it

of food in a restaurant for him heck it was even hard for him to try new flavor

was even hard for him to try new flavor

was even hard for him to try new flavor of ice cream and I’ve come a long way

of ice cream and I’ve come a long way

of ice cream and I’ve come a long way since then because now I’m ready to go

since then because now I’m ready to go

since then because now I’m ready to go into the future even though I’m scared

into the future even though I’m scared

into the future even though I’m scared and I’m ready to do the things that

and I’m ready to do the things that

and I’m ready to do the things that terrify me most but giving a TED talk

terrify me most but giving a TED talk

terrify me most but giving a TED talk but how did I get from that timid

but how did I get from that timid

but how did I get from that timid freshman to where I am today you see it

freshman to where I am today you see it

freshman to where I am today you see it was actually both sides of me that

was actually both sides of me that

was actually both sides of me that shaped me and one of the most pivotal

shaped me and one of the most pivotal

shaped me and one of the most pivotal moments of my life just a couple years

moments of my life just a couple years

moments of my life just a couple years back in the summer after my freshman

back in the summer after my freshman

back in the summer after my freshman year I was going on for my family

year I was going on for my family

year I was going on for my family vacation to visit relatives in Kenzie

vacation to visit relatives in Kenzie

vacation to visit relatives in Kenzie and China population fifteen point five

and China population fifteen point five

and China population fifteen point five million it’s the fourth largest city in

million it’s the fourth largest city in

million it’s the fourth largest city in the country and it was like any other

the country and it was like any other

the country and it was like any other vacation but I do remember that as we

vacation but I do remember that as we

vacation but I do remember that as we were coming down in the plane I noticed

were coming down in the plane I noticed

were coming down in the plane I noticed something strange

something strange

something strange I saw a thick layer of fog I mean didn’t

I saw a thick layer of fog I mean didn’t

I saw a thick layer of fog I mean didn’t bother me because I see fog occasionally

bother me because I see fog occasionally

bother me because I see fog occasionally around here so I thought if I waited a

around here so I thought if I waited a

around here so I thought if I waited a no more than two they didn’t clear right

no more than two they didn’t clear right

no more than two they didn’t clear right but in the plane kept going down and it

but in the plane kept going down and it

but in the plane kept going down and it hit the ground and that’s when it hit me

hit the ground and that’s when it hit me

hit the ground and that’s when it hit me you see because that wasn’t fog that was

you see because that wasn’t fog that was

you see because that wasn’t fog that was smog and it was smothering the city I

smog and it was smothering the city I

smog and it was smothering the city I was lucky that I had my inhaler for my

was lucky that I had my inhaler for my

was lucky that I had my inhaler for my anona asthma but the people around me

anona asthma but the people around me

anona asthma but the people around me weren’t so fortunate I saw people

weren’t so fortunate I saw people

weren’t so fortunate I saw people coughing I saw people wheezing I saw

coughing I saw people wheezing I saw

coughing I saw people wheezing I saw people wearing masks just so that they

people wearing masks just so that they

people wearing masks just so that they can breathe a little bit better and

can breathe a little bit better and

can breathe a little bit better and seeing that smoke scared me it scared me

seeing that smoke scared me it scared me

seeing that smoke scared me it scared me that the blue skies that I see outside

that the blue skies that I see outside

that the blue skies that I see outside right now might actually become a rarity

right now might actually become a rarity

right now might actually become a rarity in the future

in the future

in the future it scared me that the carnivorous plants

it scared me that the carnivorous plants

it scared me that the carnivorous plants that I grow home yeah I grow carnivorous

that I grow home yeah I grow carnivorous

that I grow home yeah I grow carnivorous plants might actually die one day and it

plants might actually die one day and it

plants might actually die one day and it scared me that the ridiculous types of

scared me that the ridiculous types of

scared me that the ridiculous types of bottled air that you see being sold in

bottled air that you see being sold in

bottled air that you see being sold in the Lorax might actually become a major

the Lorax might actually become a major

the Lorax might actually become a major commodity one day but the fear that I

commodity one day but the fear that I

commodity one day but the fear that I felt then was something slightly

felt then was something slightly

felt then was something slightly different from what I normally felt you

different from what I normally felt you

different from what I normally felt you see the timid side of me was so saying

see the timid side of me was so saying

see the timid side of me was so saying no don’t do anything about it you hate

no don’t do anything about it you hate

no don’t do anything about it you hate trying new things why would you do

trying new things why would you do

trying new things why would you do anything about it but at the same time

anything about it but at the same time

anything about it but at the same time when I thought about it a little bit

when I thought about it a little bit

when I thought about it a little bit more it didn’t seem dangerous what was

more it didn’t seem dangerous what was

more it didn’t seem dangerous what was the harm in trying something new so when

the harm in trying something new so when

the harm in trying something new so when I got back from China I dove into

I got back from China I dove into

I got back from China I dove into environmentalism through camps

environmentalism through camps

environmentalism through camps internships nonprofit work I did

internships nonprofit work I did

internships nonprofit work I did everything that I could to actually make

everything that I could to actually make

everything that I could to actually make a difference and one of the things that

a difference and one of the things that

a difference and one of the things that I did was help teach a summer camp

I did was help teach a summer camp

I did was help teach a summer camp called nature way it was led by a local

called nature way it was led by a local

called nature way it was led by a local nonprofit called the student

nonprofit called the student

nonprofit called the student environmental education coalition but I

environmental education coalition but I

environmental education coalition but I remember throughout the course of the

remember throughout the course of the

remember throughout the course of the week I watched as my students I watched

week I watched as my students I watched

week I watched as my students I watched as David Declan Madison

as David Declan Madison

as David Declan Madison I watched they learned about

I watched they learned about

I watched they learned about conservation biology marine sciences in

conservation biology marine sciences in

conservation biology marine sciences in ecology I watch as they built

ecology I watch as they built

ecology I watch as they built sustainable houses at a popsicle sticks

sustainable houses at a popsicle sticks

sustainable houses at a popsicle sticks i watch to say built ecosystems

i watch to say built ecosystems

i watch to say built ecosystems out of just plants and dirt and I

out of just plants and dirt and I

out of just plants and dirt and I watched as one group even wrote a letter

watched as one group even wrote a letter

watched as one group even wrote a letter to the Governor on a local environmental

to the Governor on a local environmental

to the Governor on a local environmental justice issue and he responded it was

justice issue and he responded it was

justice issue and he responded it was pretty cool but I what I actually

pretty cool but I what I actually

pretty cool but I what I actually remember most at the end was after we’d

remember most at the end was after we’d

remember most at the end was after we’d give them out superlatives I remember

give them out superlatives I remember

give them out superlatives I remember them all hugging us one last time and I

them all hugging us one last time and I

them all hugging us one last time and I remember that at the beginning of the

remember that at the beginning of the

remember that at the beginning of the camp when I’d asked one of them what she

camp when I’d asked one of them what she

camp when I’d asked one of them what she wanted to do when she grew up she had no

wanted to do when she grew up she had no

wanted to do when she grew up she had no idea but at the end of the camp when I

idea but at the end of the camp when I

idea but at the end of the camp when I asked that exact same question she told

asked that exact same question she told

asked that exact same question she told me she wanted to be an environmental

me she wanted to be an environmental

me she wanted to be an environmental engineering and that meant something to

engineering and that meant something to

engineering and that meant something to me because I felt like I had actually

me because I felt like I had actually

me because I felt like I had actually made a difference you see those kids

made a difference you see those kids

made a difference you see those kids they finally gave me a reason to maybe

they finally gave me a reason to maybe

they finally gave me a reason to maybe not fear as much and so from that plane

not fear as much and so from that plane

not fear as much and so from that plane ride which led to nature wave which led

ride which led to nature wave which led

ride which led to nature wave which led to now I’ve done everything that I could

to now I’ve done everything that I could

to now I’ve done everything that I could to help protect the planet but like I

to help protect the planet but like I

to help protect the planet but like I said at the beginning I mean if yours

said at the beginning I mean if yours

said at the beginning I mean if yours inside was for a reason right well so

inside was for a reason right well so

inside was for a reason right well so actually every single step of the way

actually every single step of the way

actually every single step of the way the timid side of me helps helped me

the timid side of me helps helped me

the timid side of me helps helped me it’s those situations where it’s just

it’s those situations where it’s just

it’s those situations where it’s just days before an event and hardly any

days before an event and hardly any

days before an event and hardly any planning has gone on that’s when you

planning has gone on that’s when you

planning has gone on that’s when you start to think you know maybe just maybe

start to think you know maybe just maybe

start to think you know maybe just maybe we should do something about it and

we should do something about it and

we should do something about it and that’s exactly what I’ve done because I

that’s exactly what I’ve done because I

that’s exactly what I’ve done because I was scared because it was keeping me

was scared because it was keeping me

was scared because it was keeping me from making all those bad decisions I’ve

from making all those bad decisions I’ve

from making all those bad decisions I’ve had to postpone events I’ve had to

had to postpone events I’ve had to

had to postpone events I’ve had to cancel them all because I was afraid and

cancel them all because I was afraid and

cancel them all because I was afraid and being scared also made me realize that

being scared also made me realize that

being scared also made me realize that the planet is connected to all of us

the planet is connected to all of us

the planet is connected to all of us it’s not just about me it’s not just

it’s not just about me it’s not just

it’s not just about me it’s not just about you it’s about all of us caring

about you it’s about all of us caring

about you it’s about all of us caring about the little things like just

about the little things like just

about the little things like just flipping off the light switch and the

flipping off the light switch and the

flipping off the light switch and the big things like enacting political

big things like enacting political

big things like enacting political change and so through cleanups speaker

change and so through cleanups speaker

change and so through cleanups speaker talks tutoring rather than sitting back

talks tutoring rather than sitting back

talks tutoring rather than sitting back watching and being scared by the news

watching and being scared by the news

watching and being scared by the news that I see every single day I decided to

that I see every single day I decided to

that I see every single day I decided to do something about it but I am still

do something about it but I am still

do something about it but I am still scared I’m scared for my future I’m

scared I’m scared for my future I’m

scared I’m scared for my future I’m scared for their future and I’m scared

scared for their future and I’m scared

scared for their future and I’m scared for a planet’s future I mean that’s why

for a planet’s future I mean that’s why

for a planet’s future I mean that’s why I do what I do you see even though I’ve

I do what I do you see even though I’ve

I do what I do you see even though I’ve come such a long way since that timid

come such a long way since that timid

come such a long way since that timid freshman in the band room the only real

freshman in the band room the only real

freshman in the band room the only real difference is that the adventurous side

difference is that the adventurous side

difference is that the adventurous side of me has grown I’ve seen my fears as a

of me has grown I’ve seen my fears as a

of me has grown I’ve seen my fears as a challenge to be overcome and I’ve used

challenge to be overcome and I’ve used

challenge to be overcome and I’ve used my fears to make the change that I want

my fears to make the change that I want

my fears to make the change that I want to see but how can you

to see but how can you

to see but how can you use your fears to change the world today

use your fears to change the world today

use your fears to change the world today you see the first step is to learn the

you see the first step is to learn the

you see the first step is to learn the difference between two types of fear the

difference between two types of fear the

difference between two types of fear the good type and the bad type sometimes

good type and the bad type sometimes

good type and the bad type sometimes it’s gonna try to help you sometimes try

it’s gonna try to help you sometimes try

it’s gonna try to help you sometimes try to gonna try to hurt you ask yourself

to gonna try to hurt you ask yourself

to gonna try to hurt you ask yourself what’s the worst that can happen I mean

what’s the worst that can happen I mean

what’s the worst that can happen I mean that’s why even though that timid little

that’s why even though that timid little

that’s why even though that timid little voice in your head might never actually

voice in your head might never actually

voice in your head might never actually leave it’s not about being fearless it’s

leave it’s not about being fearless it’s

leave it’s not about being fearless it’s about knowing what it’s telling you

about knowing what it’s telling you

about knowing what it’s telling you and then the second step is to try new

and then the second step is to try new

and then the second step is to try new things I mean yeah saving the

things I mean yeah saving the

things I mean yeah saving the environment is my mission but this is a

environment is my mission but this is a

environment is my mission but this is a big world and there’s a lot of other

big world and there’s a lot of other

big world and there’s a lot of other problems out there they’re just waiting

problems out there they’re just waiting

problems out there they’re just waiting for you to find them and they’re waiting

for you to find them and they’re waiting

for you to find them and they’re waiting for you to solve them and once you’ve

for you to solve them and once you’ve

for you to solve them and once you’ve learned that difference once you’ve

learned that difference once you’ve

learned that difference once you’ve started to try new things the third and

started to try new things the third and

started to try new things the third and final step is to use your fear change

final step is to use your fear change

final step is to use your fear change the way that you think about it

the way that you think about it

the way that you think about it sometimes it might be that challenge so

sometimes it might be that challenge so

sometimes it might be that challenge so be overcome either way it’s not your

be overcome either way it’s not your

be overcome either way it’s not your enemy whether you’re teaching a summer

enemy whether you’re teaching a summer

enemy whether you’re teaching a summer camp or taking a plane ride or doing

camp or taking a plane ride or doing

camp or taking a plane ride or doing whatever else it is that you do I want

whatever else it is that you do I want

whatever else it is that you do I want you to listen to it I want you to

you to listen to it I want you to

you to listen to it I want you to harness it and I want you to overcome

I mean yeah the future is scary and none

I mean yeah the future is scary and none of us have any idea what it holds and

of us have any idea what it holds and

of us have any idea what it holds and sometimes I do really wish that I were a

sometimes I do really wish that I were a

sometimes I do really wish that I were a freshman again sitting in the band room

freshman again sitting in the band room

freshman again sitting in the band room watching his friends play video games

watching his friends play video games

watching his friends play video games during lunch but then I realize that if

during lunch but then I realize that if

during lunch but then I realize that if I am nothing in the world will change so

I am nothing in the world will change so

I am nothing in the world will change so the next time life throws something new

the next time life throws something new

the next time life throws something new at you and both those voices the timid

at you and both those voices the timid

at you and both those voices the timid and the adventurous one are sitting on

and the adventurous one are sitting on

and the adventurous one are sitting on your shoulders

your shoulders

your shoulders shouting completely off semesters at you

shouting completely off semesters at you

shouting completely off semesters at you at the exact same time what will you do

at the exact same time what will you do

at the exact same time what will you do [Music]

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