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The World Within: Healing Matters of the Heart | Joshua Luke Smith | TEDxBristol


I heard a statistic recently that’s been

I heard a statistic recently that’s been keeping me from sleep one person every

keeping me from sleep one person every

keeping me from sleep one person every two weeks leaps from the Golden Gate

two weeks leaps from the Golden Gate

two weeks leaps from the Golden Gate Bridge of San Francisco into the murky

Bridge of San Francisco into the murky

Bridge of San Francisco into the murky waters of the deep in that for lasts for

waters of the deep in that for lasts for

waters of the deep in that for lasts for four seconds at 86 miles per hour

four seconds at 86 miles per hour

four seconds at 86 miles per hour colliding with a current by which they

colliding with a current by which they

colliding with a current by which they are devoured and now I can’t stop the

are devoured and now I can’t stop the

are devoured and now I can’t stop the visions about the little decisions that

visions about the little decisions that

visions about the little decisions that might have been made when they woke up

might have been made when they woke up

might have been made when they woke up in the morning to when they went back to

in the morning to when they went back to

in the morning to when they went back to sleep again in Maher says their fellow

sleep again in Maher says their fellow

sleep again in Maher says their fellow human see for some reason I’m assuming a

human see for some reason I’m assuming a

human see for some reason I’m assuming a maybe they got to Chubin read the

maybe they got to Chubin read the

maybe they got to Chubin read the Morning News on a paper given to them by

Morning News on a paper given to them by

Morning News on a paper given to them by some do today with me on that commute

some do today with me on that commute

some do today with me on that commute and I’m thinking what do they have for

and I’m thinking what do they have for

and I’m thinking what do they have for breakfast they pour a glass of fresh

breakfast they pour a glass of fresh

breakfast they pour a glass of fresh orange make a bowl of porridge and more

orange make a bowl of porridge and more

orange make a bowl of porridge and more shoes that they wear and what color were

shoes that they wear and what color were

shoes that they wear and what color were their socks where they’d a thin ankle

their socks where they’d a thin ankle

their socks where they’d a thin ankle ones that they would wear when they

ones that they would wear when they

ones that they would wear when they played squash or a thermo type the ones

played squash or a thermo type the ones

played squash or a thermo type the ones that wear when they would hike around

that wear when they would hike around

that wear when they would hike around the city hills at night overlooking San

the city hills at night overlooking San

the city hills at night overlooking San Francisco city lights and did they

Francisco city lights and did they

Francisco city lights and did they decide to style their hair put that bro

decide to style their hair put that bro

decide to style their hair put that bro cream in their fingers and stare into

cream in their fingers and stare into

cream in their fingers and stare into the mirror their mind elsewhere but

the mirror their mind elsewhere but

the mirror their mind elsewhere but their reflection consistent as ever

their reflection consistent as ever

their reflection consistent as ever because it is always there do they

because it is always there do they

because it is always there do they decide to lock their door knowing that

decide to lock their door knowing that

decide to lock their door knowing that they were never coming back well if it

they were never coming back well if it

they were never coming back well if it did it connected us I did the same when

did it connected us I did the same when

did it connected us I did the same when I left my flat you and I here today at

I left my flat you and I here today at

I left my flat you and I here today at TEDx we are connected and I wish we make

TEDx we are connected and I wish we make

TEDx we are connected and I wish we make that clear right it might remove some of

that clear right it might remove some of

that clear right it might remove some of the fear we feel when we view each

the fear we feel when we view each

the fear we feel when we view each other’s exteriors I’ve been going to a

other’s exteriors I’ve been going to a

other’s exteriors I’ve been going to a prison once a month and we sit with

prison once a month and we sit with

prison once a month and we sit with these men and I try not to think about

these men and I try not to think about

these men and I try not to think about what they’ve done because when I do our

what they’ve done because when I do our

what they’ve done because when I do our connection gets severed and that

connection gets severed and that

connection gets severed and that distance that grows between us is so

distance that grows between us is so

distance that grows between us is so large it can’t be measured because these

large it can’t be measured because these

large it can’t be measured because these men are modern-day lepers their men were

men are modern-day lepers their men were

men are modern-day lepers their men were bells around their necks because I judge

bells around their necks because I judge

bells around their necks because I judge them for a sin by a moral stand that

them for a sin by a moral stand that

them for a sin by a moral stand that I’ve never met and yeah it’s the same

I’ve never met and yeah it’s the same

I’ve never met and yeah it’s the same process I use when I turn a stranger

process I use when I turn a stranger

process I use when I turn a stranger into a shadow

into a shadow

into a shadow shopkeeper into a transaction and a

shopkeeper into a transaction and a

shopkeeper into a transaction and a criminal into an animal but we are human

criminal into an animal but we are human

criminal into an animal but we are human and isn’t that the goal to become human

and isn’t that the goal to become human

and isn’t that the goal to become human fully here fully present interwove and

fully here fully present interwove and

fully here fully present interwove and restored ruins yet we have made such a

restored ruins yet we have made such a

restored ruins yet we have made such a connection with failure and rejection

connection with failure and rejection

connection with failure and rejection success and acceptance that we can’t

success and acceptance that we can’t

success and acceptance that we can’t have a conversation without preconceived

have a conversation without preconceived

have a conversation without preconceived misconceptions but I don’t want the

misconceptions but I don’t want the

misconceptions but I don’t want the first time my daughter to hear that I

first time my daughter to hear that I

first time my daughter to hear that I love her to be when she brings home an A

love her to be when she brings home an A

love her to be when she brings home an A or for my son to know I think he’s

or for my son to know I think he’s

or for my son to know I think he’s amazing

amazing

amazing just cuz he scored his first goal in a

just cuz he scored his first goal in a

just cuz he scored his first goal in a game I want to tell her why she’s

game I want to tell her why she’s

game I want to tell her why she’s brushing her teeth I want to sing her

brushing her teeth I want to sing her

brushing her teeth I want to sing her over him while he’s still asleep

over him while he’s still asleep

over him while he’s still asleep I want us to eat with the strangers that

I want us to eat with the strangers that

I want us to eat with the strangers that we meet in the street cuz our hearts of

we meet in the street cuz our hearts of

we meet in the street cuz our hearts of stolen become hard to flesh when we

stolen become hard to flesh when we

stolen become hard to flesh when we learn where the weary ones weep and we

learn where the weary ones weep and we

learn where the weary ones weep and we go to where the broken ones live and we

go to where the broken ones live and we

go to where the broken ones live and we make life warmer than that water that

make life warmer than that water that

make life warmer than that water that flows under the Golden Gate Bridge I

believe we can deal with the heart of a

believe we can deal with the heart of a matter when we begin healing matters at

matter when we begin healing matters at

matter when we begin healing matters at aha and I believe that we can change the

aha and I believe that we can change the

aha and I believe that we can change the world I believe that we can bring hope

world I believe that we can bring hope

world I believe that we can bring hope to the hopeless and healing to the

to the hopeless and healing to the

to the hopeless and healing to the broken that we can be walking answers to

broken that we can be walking answers to

broken that we can be walking answers to cries unheard and prayers unspoken and I

cries unheard and prayers unspoken and I

cries unheard and prayers unspoken and I started writing poetry just to make

started writing poetry just to make

started writing poetry just to make sense of this world I started writing a

sense of this world I started writing a

sense of this world I started writing a young age I remember coming home from

young age I remember coming home from

young age I remember coming home from school with a page of worlds filled with

school with a page of worlds filled with

school with a page of worlds filled with the lines of from my teacher and I

the lines of from my teacher and I

the lines of from my teacher and I didn’t mind I just discovered the

didn’t mind I just discovered the

didn’t mind I just discovered the liberation of speaking into the chaos of

liberation of speaking into the chaos of

liberation of speaking into the chaos of being nine I knew from a young age

being nine I knew from a young age

being nine I knew from a young age something wasn’t quite right something

something wasn’t quite right something

something wasn’t quite right something was broken in this place that there was

was broken in this place that there was

was broken in this place that there was a fly in the ointment

a fly in the ointment

a fly in the ointment my sisters and I spent our formative

my sisters and I spent our formative

my sisters and I spent our formative years living in an impoverished area of

years living in an impoverished area of

years living in an impoverished area of northern Pakistan where my father helped

northern Pakistan where my father helped

northern Pakistan where my father helped build a hospital and we quickly became

build a hospital and we quickly became

build a hospital and we quickly became accustomed to the image of limbless

accustomed to the image of limbless

accustomed to the image of limbless beggars lying in the streets of the

beggars lying in the streets of the

beggars lying in the streets of the markets the dusty faces of the children

markets the dusty faces of the children

markets the dusty faces of the children that we would play with but who would

that we would play with but who would

that we would play with but who would not share our futures we witness

not share our futures we witness

not share our futures we witness hopelessness and brokenness on our

hopelessness and brokenness on our

hopelessness and brokenness on our doorstep I remember one night going to

doorstep I remember one night going to

doorstep I remember one night going to sleep hearing gunshots from my window as

sleep hearing gunshots from my window as

sleep hearing gunshots from my window as you danced for over a bridge near our

you danced for over a bridge near our

you danced for over a bridge near our home and my mom prayed for me as I fell

home and my mom prayed for me as I fell

home and my mom prayed for me as I fell asleep one morning we woke up to find a

asleep one morning we woke up to find a

asleep one morning we woke up to find a community of Afghani refugees laid out

community of Afghani refugees laid out

community of Afghani refugees laid out on our front lawn and my mother filled

on our front lawn and my mother filled

on our front lawn and my mother filled the tiny hands of my sisters and I with

the tiny hands of my sisters and I with

the tiny hands of my sisters and I with pots and pans toiletries sacks of

pots and pans toiletries sacks of

pots and pans toiletries sacks of potatoes anything that she could pull

potatoes anything that she could pull

potatoes anything that she could pull from the cupboard of our home to make

from the cupboard of our home to make

from the cupboard of our home to make them feel like they had won it was in

them feel like they had won it was in

them feel like they had won it was in those days that I realized we could

those days that I realized we could

those days that I realized we could change the world that we could bring

change the world that we could bring

change the world that we could bring hope to the hopeless healing to the

hope to the hopeless healing to the

hope to the hopeless healing to the broken we could be walking answers to

broken we could be walking answers to

broken we could be walking answers to cries unheard and prayers unspoken and

cries unheard and prayers unspoken and

cries unheard and prayers unspoken and it was in those days I got a taste for

it was in those days I got a taste for

it was in those days I got a taste for revolution it was in those days I sought

revolution it was in those days I sought

revolution it was in those days I sought the dream of being a part of something

the dream of being a part of something

the dream of being a part of something bigger than myself revival renewal it

bigger than myself revival renewal it

bigger than myself revival renewal it was in those days I began a dream about

was in those days I began a dream about

was in those days I began a dream about change in the world but I didn’t grew up

change in the world but I didn’t grew up

change in the world but I didn’t grew up to become a missionary like my parents I

to become a missionary like my parents I

to become a missionary like my parents I grew up to become a millennial I grew up

grew up to become a millennial I grew up

grew up to become a millennial I grew up in the age of Instagram filters Twitter

in the age of Instagram filters Twitter

in the age of Instagram filters Twitter feeds 80,000 Starbucks combinations

feeds 80,000 Starbucks combinations

feeds 80,000 Starbucks combinations where every 60 seconds 136 thousand

where every 60 seconds 136 thousand

where every 60 seconds 136 thousand photos are uploaded 200,000 new comments

photos are uploaded 200,000 new comments

photos are uploaded 200,000 new comments are posted and every single minute

are posted and every single minute

are posted and every single minute 400,000 statuses updated I grew up to

400,000 statuses updated I grew up to

400,000 statuses updated I grew up to find a world that I could fit in my

find a world that I could fit in my

find a world that I could fit in my pocket a universe in my palm I became a

pocket a universe in my palm I became a

pocket a universe in my palm I became a man in the age of the documented and

man in the age of the documented and

man in the age of the documented and have perfected the connected but the

have perfected the connected but the

have perfected the connected but the distant where every single day I run the

distant where every single day I run the

distant where every single day I run the risk of scrolling through my 20s as I

risk of scrolling through my 20s as I

risk of scrolling through my 20s as I linger over the image of someone else’s

linger over the image of someone else’s

linger over the image of someone else’s brunch missing the moments I was made

brunch missing the moments I was made

brunch missing the moments I was made for you know social anxiety has become a

for you know social anxiety has become a

for you know social anxiety has become a way of life for my generation because

way of life for my generation because

way of life for my generation because never before have we had the task of

never before have we had the task of

never before have we had the task of being compared to our own digital facade

being compared to our own digital facade

being compared to our own digital facade and we become so self analytical self

and we become so self analytical self

and we become so self analytical self preservation and perfectionism has

preservation and perfectionism has

preservation and perfectionism has become overwhelming as we’ve become

become overwhelming as we’ve become

become overwhelming as we’ve become obsessed with their world in our hands

obsessed with their world in our hands

obsessed with their world in our hands and forgotten about the world that beats

and forgotten about the world that beats

and forgotten about the world that beats within us as amazing as this age of

within us as amazing as this age of

within us as amazing as this age of information and Technology truly is

information and Technology truly is

information and Technology truly is if access to information does not lead

if access to information does not lead

if access to information does not lead us to impact the life of an individual

us to impact the life of an individual

us to impact the life of an individual does it make us more human and isn’t

does it make us more human and isn’t

does it make us more human and isn’t that the goal to become human

that the goal to become human

that the goal to become human I got lofty ideas of what it means to be

I got lofty ideas of what it means to be

I got lofty ideas of what it means to be human because I think we’re more than

human because I think we’re more than

human because I think we’re more than flesh and bones in the same way somehow

flesh and bones in the same way somehow

flesh and bones in the same way somehow our house is more than brick and mortar

our house is more than brick and mortar

our house is more than brick and mortar when someone calls it a home man I think

when someone calls it a home man I think

when someone calls it a home man I think we’re walking miracles with shadows

we’re walking miracles with shadows

we’re walking miracles with shadows equations that don’t add up but still

equations that don’t add up but still

equations that don’t add up but still managed to tie shoelaces and I’ve always

managed to tie shoelaces and I’ve always

managed to tie shoelaces and I’ve always thought it’s the poet’s role in society

thought it’s the poet’s role in society

thought it’s the poet’s role in society to remind us to be human and I love I’ve

to remind us to be human and I love I’ve

to remind us to be human and I love I’ve never felt more fulfilled than when I’m

never felt more fulfilled than when I’m

never felt more fulfilled than when I’m using my words to speak into the chaos

using my words to speak into the chaos

using my words to speak into the chaos of our time and I’m able to paint a

of our time and I’m able to paint a

of our time and I’m able to paint a picture of something bigger than myself

picture of something bigger than myself

picture of something bigger than myself to remind us of the song that’s still

to remind us of the song that’s still

to remind us of the song that’s still being sung and a story there isn’t over

being sung and a story there isn’t over

being sung and a story there isn’t over the baseline of something better humming

the baseline of something better humming

the baseline of something better humming in the distance and I’ve been elbow over

in the distance and I’ve been elbow over

in the distance and I’ve been elbow over the last few years to use my words and

the last few years to use my words and

the last few years to use my words and partner with organizations and charities

partner with organizations and charities

partner with organizations and charities individuals who are changing the world

individuals who are changing the world

individuals who are changing the world I’ve been able to stand on soap boxes

I’ve been able to stand on soap boxes

I’ve been able to stand on soap boxes and speak about the issues facing our

and speak about the issues facing our

and speak about the issues facing our times but also bring awareness to the

times but also bring awareness to the

times but also bring awareness to the hands of healing that are buried deep in

hands of healing that are buried deep in

hands of healing that are buried deep in the soil of despair planting seeds of

the soil of despair planting seeds of

the soil of despair planting seeds of change and revolution from the

change and revolution from the

change and revolution from the Samaritans who will listen to anyone

Samaritans who will listen to anyone

Samaritans who will listen to anyone anywhere just to ensure that you know

anywhere just to ensure that you know

anywhere just to ensure that you know that you are not alone in this world

that you are not alone in this world

that you are not alone in this world filled with despair to the pre-emptive

filled with despair to the pre-emptive

filled with despair to the pre-emptive love coalition who work on the front

love coalition who work on the front

love coalition who work on the front lines of conflict zones bringing

lines of conflict zones bringing

lines of conflict zones bringing restoration and care of families and

restoration and care of families and

restoration and care of families and it’s been working with these

it’s been working with these

it’s been working with these organizations right in for their causes

organizations right in for their causes

organizations right in for their causes that I’ve rediscovered the boy in

that I’ve rediscovered the boy in

that I’ve rediscovered the boy in Pakistan who dreamt the restoration

Pakistan who dreamt the restoration

Pakistan who dreamt the restoration dreamt of being part of a revolution of

dreamt of being part of a revolution of

dreamt of being part of a revolution of some sort and it’s in these days I’m a

some sort and it’s in these days I’m a

some sort and it’s in these days I’m a learning to unlearn so much of what this

learning to unlearn so much of what this

learning to unlearn so much of what this age has taught me somewhere along the

age has taught me somewhere along the

age has taught me somewhere along the way I believe the lie that fulfillment

way I believe the lie that fulfillment

way I believe the lie that fulfillment is found at the end of a time line but

is found at the end of a time line but

is found at the end of a time line but that time line never ends and access to

that time line never ends and access to

that time line never ends and access to information doesn’t

information doesn’t

information doesn’t always empower us to action often it

always empower us to action often it

always empower us to action often it overwhelms us to the point and we

overwhelms us to the point and we

overwhelms us to the point and we believe we can even make a difference I

become so aware that the age I’m living

become so aware that the age I’m living in will distract me from the world in

in will distract me from the world in

in will distract me from the world in here where they pull to be obsessed with

here where they pull to be obsessed with

here where they pull to be obsessed with a world in here or a world out there I

a world in here or a world out there I

a world in here or a world out there I have forgotten that the neighborhood I

have forgotten that the neighborhood I

have forgotten that the neighborhood I can change is within me the city I can

can change is within me the city I can

can change is within me the city I can rebuild is within me that is in here

rebuild is within me that is in here

rebuild is within me that is in here revolution truly begins if we spend more

revolution truly begins if we spend more

revolution truly begins if we spend more time looking through the world to our

time looking through the world to our

time looking through the world to our Instagram filters than we do analyzing

Instagram filters than we do analyzing

Instagram filters than we do analyzing the filters that we have that contribute

the filters that we have that contribute

the filters that we have that contribute to some of the greatest atrocities in

to some of the greatest atrocities in

to some of the greatest atrocities in our age our filters of prejudice our

our age our filters of prejudice our

our age our filters of prejudice our filters of pride our filters of

filters of pride our filters of

filters of pride our filters of ignorance then we will just walk in

ignorance then we will just walk in

ignorance then we will just walk in circles I know that we can’t disarm a

circles I know that we can’t disarm a

circles I know that we can’t disarm a entire regime on a Thursday afternoon

entire regime on a Thursday afternoon

entire regime on a Thursday afternoon but I have learned I can start with a

but I have learned I can start with a

but I have learned I can start with a soldier I can start by disarming a

soldier I can start by disarming a

soldier I can start by disarming a soldier standing before me and in 2011

soldier standing before me and in 2011

soldier standing before me and in 2011 the state of Maha and the state of the

the state of Maha and the state of the

the state of Maha and the state of the world through a very clear an acute

world through a very clear an acute

world through a very clear an acute connection I discovered the horror and

connection I discovered the horror and

connection I discovered the horror and the atrocity of human trafficking

the atrocity of human trafficking

the atrocity of human trafficking modern-day slavery

modern-day slavery

modern-day slavery I realized an idea that I thought was

I realized an idea that I thought was

I realized an idea that I thought was IKEA an issue I thought had been dealt

IKEA an issue I thought had been dealt

IKEA an issue I thought had been dealt with is alive more than ever that right

with is alive more than ever that right

with is alive more than ever that right now in this moment there are over thirty

now in this moment there are over thirty

now in this moment there are over thirty million women and children men in

million women and children men in

million women and children men in captivity of some sort from the cocoa

captivity of some sort from the cocoa

captivity of some sort from the cocoa fields of West Africa to the brothels

fields of West Africa to the brothels

fields of West Africa to the brothels here in Bristol slavery is happening and

here in Bristol slavery is happening and

here in Bristol slavery is happening and it is not an archaic idea is a business

it is not an archaic idea is a business

it is not an archaic idea is a business with a probability of a hundred and

with a probability of a hundred and

with a probability of a hundred and fifty billion right now and initially

fifty billion right now and initially

fifty billion right now and initially the information was so accessible I felt

the information was so accessible I felt

the information was so accessible I felt overwhelmed normed dumbed down to the

overwhelmed normed dumbed down to the

overwhelmed normed dumbed down to the idea that I could do anything to change

idea that I could do anything to change

idea that I could do anything to change and then I began learning about the

and then I began learning about the

and then I began learning about the organizations the individuals the people

organizations the individuals the people

organizations the individuals the people around the world the modern-day

around the world the modern-day

around the world the modern-day abolitionists working tirelessly to see

abolitionists working tirelessly to see

abolitionists working tirelessly to see we come and love 146 who free children

we come and love 146 who free children

we come and love 146 who free children caught in sexual exploitation and give

caught in sexual exploitation and give

caught in sexual exploitation and give them back their childhood to a 21

them back their childhood to a 21

them back their childhood to a 21 booting down doors of brothels freeing

booting down doors of brothels freeing

booting down doors of brothels freeing women who had been trafficked to

women who had been trafficked to

women who had been trafficked to unchosen here in Bristol through media

unchosen here in Bristol through media

unchosen here in Bristol through media and creativity bringing awareness and

and creativity bringing awareness and

and creativity bringing awareness and making noise about the horror of human

making noise about the horror of human

making noise about the horror of human trafficking I rediscovered a world I

trafficking I rediscovered a world I

trafficking I rediscovered a world I could change I discovered a revolution I

could change I discovered a revolution I

could change I discovered a revolution I could be a part of I could become an

could be a part of I could become an

could be a part of I could become an advocate an abolitionist I could become

advocate an abolitionist I could become

advocate an abolitionist I could become an activist I could scrutinize the

an activist I could scrutinize the

an activist I could scrutinize the supply chains I bought from I could

supply chains I bought from I could

supply chains I bought from I could raise awareness I could build attention

raise awareness I could build attention

raise awareness I could build attention I could change a world out there I could

I could change a world out there I could

I could change a world out there I could heal an issue out there and as

heal an issue out there and as

heal an issue out there and as disruptive and pure and Noble and

disruptive and pure and Noble and

disruptive and pure and Noble and profound and as important as I know that

profound and as important as I know that

profound and as important as I know that was and I know that is they didn’t take

was and I know that is they didn’t take

was and I know that is they didn’t take me long to realize that slavery isn’t a

me long to realize that slavery isn’t a

me long to realize that slavery isn’t a system that has evolved over time

system that has evolved over time

system that has evolved over time slavery is a sickness slavery is the

slavery is a sickness slavery is the

slavery is a sickness slavery is the symptom of an illness deep in the heart

symptom of an illness deep in the heart

symptom of an illness deep in the heart of mankind slavery exists because

of mankind slavery exists because

of mankind slavery exists because there’s a demand for it slavery exists

there’s a demand for it slavery exists

there’s a demand for it slavery exists because there’s a demand for sexual

because there’s a demand for sexual

because there’s a demand for sexual exploitation there is a demand for the

exploitation there is a demand for the

exploitation there is a demand for the objectification of an individual and our

objectification of an individual and our

objectification of an individual and our culture and society is becoming

culture and society is becoming

culture and society is becoming increasingly comfortable with it

increasingly comfortable with it

increasingly comfortable with it the Greek word porn a is where we get

the Greek word porn a is where we get

the Greek word porn a is where we get our English word porn from and it simply

our English word porn from and it simply

our English word porn from and it simply translates as prostituted pornography in

translates as prostituted pornography in

translates as prostituted pornography in its purest sense is sexual exploitation

its purest sense is sexual exploitation

its purest sense is sexual exploitation and pornography was for me as it is for

and pornography was for me as it is for

and pornography was for me as it is for many sexual education pornography gave

many sexual education pornography gave

many sexual education pornography gave me filters to which I saw the world to

me filters to which I saw the world to

me filters to which I saw the world to which I saw women myself and sexuality

which I saw women myself and sexuality

which I saw women myself and sexuality and so the young abolitionists in 2011

and so the young abolitionists in 2011

and so the young abolitionists in 2011 would fire in his belly is his to see

would fire in his belly is his to see

would fire in his belly is his to see slavery and had to make the haunting

slavery and had to make the haunting

slavery and had to make the haunting horrifying and humbling connection with

horrifying and humbling connection with

horrifying and humbling connection with the appetite that was

the appetite that was

the appetite that was fuelled in my belly fueled by

fuelled in my belly fueled by

fuelled in my belly fueled by pornography for sexual exploitation and

pornography for sexual exploitation and

pornography for sexual exploitation and objectification with the same hunger

objectification with the same hunger

objectification with the same hunger that hangs in the belly of men who

that hangs in the belly of men who

that hangs in the belly of men who shadowed the doorsteps of brothels and

shadowed the doorsteps of brothels and

shadowed the doorsteps of brothels and bed sets prisons and dungeons I realized

bed sets prisons and dungeons I realized

bed sets prisons and dungeons I realized that I was responsible to starve an

that I was responsible to starve an

that I was responsible to starve an appetite within myself that sought to

appetite within myself that sought to

appetite within myself that sought to feed a table resting upon the backs of

feed a table resting upon the backs of

feed a table resting upon the backs of slaves I realized it was the same

slaves I realized it was the same

slaves I realized it was the same computer that I used to research the

computer that I used to research the

computer that I used to research the horror of modern-day slavery as it was

horror of modern-day slavery as it was

horror of modern-day slavery as it was that I used to invest into the horror of

that I used to invest into the horror of

that I used to invest into the horror of modern-day slavery in 2011 I realized

modern-day slavery in 2011 I realized

modern-day slavery in 2011 I realized that slavery isn’t an issue out there

that slavery isn’t an issue out there

that slavery isn’t an issue out there it’s a symptom and a sickness in here in

it’s a symptom and a sickness in here in

it’s a symptom and a sickness in here in 2011 I realized that I can truly deal

2011 I realized that I can truly deal

2011 I realized that I can truly deal with the Harvie matter when I begin

with the Harvie matter when I begin

with the Harvie matter when I begin healing matters of maja like any patient

healing matters of maja like any patient

healing matters of maja like any patient I realized I was sick and I needed to

I realized I was sick and I needed to

I realized I was sick and I needed to become well by show of hands who

become well by show of hands who

become well by show of hands who remembers the image of a small Syrian

remembers the image of a small Syrian

remembers the image of a small Syrian boy washed up on a Turkish Beach most of

boy washed up on a Turkish Beach most of

boy washed up on a Turkish Beach most of the room his name was Alan Kurdi he was

the room his name was Alan Kurdi he was

the room his name was Alan Kurdi he was five years old and when I saw his

five years old and when I saw his

five years old and when I saw his picture like many of you my heart broke

picture like many of you my heart broke

picture like many of you my heart broke I actually cried when I saw his image

I actually cried when I saw his image

I actually cried when I saw his image but by the next day that image had been

but by the next day that image had been

but by the next day that image had been replaced by a hundred and thirty six

replaced by a hundred and thirty six

replaced by a hundred and thirty six thousand new photos per minute and Alan

thousand new photos per minute and Alan

thousand new photos per minute and Alan Kurdi

Kurdi

Kurdi got lost in the abyss of our timelines

got lost in the abyss of our timelines

got lost in the abyss of our timelines the constant changing tides and so I

the constant changing tides and so I

the constant changing tides and so I wrote a poem that I want to share with

wrote a poem that I want to share with

wrote a poem that I want to share with you today and it was a poem I knew I had

you today and it was a poem I knew I had

you today and it was a poem I knew I had to write because I knew I had to grieve

to write because I knew I had to grieve

to write because I knew I had to grieve and you had to lament the fact that this

and you had to lament the fact that this

and you had to lament the fact that this happened on my watch in my lifetime in

happened on my watch in my lifetime in

happened on my watch in my lifetime in my global neighborhood I had to

my global neighborhood I had to

my global neighborhood I had to acknowledge the fact that this wasn’t an

acknowledge the fact that this wasn’t an

acknowledge the fact that this wasn’t an issue out there it was an issue in here

issue out there it was an issue in here

issue out there it was an issue in here and as hopeless as that might sound I

and as hopeless as that might sound I

and as hopeless as that might sound I was actually filled and fueled

was actually filled and fueled

was actually filled and fueled empowered to make a change because I

empowered to make a change because I

empowered to make a change because I realized the power was in my hands I had

realized the power was in my hands I had

realized the power was in my hands I had the opportunity to scrutinize my

the opportunity to scrutinize my

the opportunity to scrutinize my prejudice prejudice question my pride

prejudice prejudice question my pride

prejudice prejudice question my pride deal with my ignorance I realized that a

deal with my ignorance I realized that a

deal with my ignorance I realized that a power is in our hands if the world that

power is in our hands if the world that

power is in our hands if the world that we seek to change is in our hearts and

we seek to change is in our hearts and

we seek to change is in our hearts and suddenly I realized I was a part of the

suddenly I realized I was a part of the

suddenly I realized I was a part of the revolution I’ve always dreamt of being

revolution I’ve always dreamt of being

revolution I’ve always dreamt of being involved in I was a part of change in

involved in I was a part of change in

involved in I was a part of change in the world that I was always dreamt of

the world that I was always dreamt of

the world that I was always dreamt of being a part of right now right here

being a part of right now right here

being a part of right now right here where I am and so I write about a hard

where I am and so I write about a hard

where I am and so I write about a hard man because I’m just trying to

man because I’m just trying to

man because I’m just trying to understand what we’re all here for and I

understand what we’re all here for and I

understand what we’re all here for and I shed a couple tears when I saw the

shed a couple tears when I saw the

shed a couple tears when I saw the picture of that kid lion still

picture of that kid lion still

picture of that kid lion still understand of the sea-shore because he

understand of the sea-shore because he

understand of the sea-shore because he should have been held in a castle and he

should have been held in a castle and he

should have been held in a castle and he should have had a bucket in a spade but

should have had a bucket in a spade but

should have had a bucket in a spade but with shoes full of war or our sons and

with shoes full of war or our sons and

with shoes full of war or our sons and our daughters are washing up on a shore

our daughters are washing up on a shore

our daughters are washing up on a shore like the waves I read the news that day

like the waves I read the news that day

like the waves I read the news that day on the train to my mom’s house an image

on the train to my mom’s house an image

on the train to my mom’s house an image on the front page changed my state of

on the front page changed my state of

on the front page changed my state of mind from sunrise to sundown and I’ve

mind from sunrise to sundown and I’ve

mind from sunrise to sundown and I’ve been trying to find a way out but I will

been trying to find a way out but I will

been trying to find a way out but I will never find an open door because how

never find an open door because how

never find an open door because how could I heal an issue that my heart

could I heal an issue that my heart

could I heal an issue that my heart hasn’t broken for of damn sure no

hasn’t broken for of damn sure no

hasn’t broken for of damn sure no disaster regazzi waters I remain silent

disaster regazzi waters I remain silent

disaster regazzi waters I remain silent on behalf of a walls still unspoken for

on behalf of a walls still unspoken for

on behalf of a walls still unspoken for man have you ever felt so powerless that

man have you ever felt so powerless that

man have you ever felt so powerless that I would slip the clock tick the wick

I would slip the clock tick the wick

I would slip the clock tick the wick burn the candle drip acting like you

burn the candle drip acting like you

burn the candle drip acting like you can’t handle it staring at your healthy

can’t handle it staring at your healthy

can’t handle it staring at your healthy hands acting like they’re wrapped in

hands acting like they’re wrapped in

hands acting like they’re wrapped in bandages man I am as weak as I make

bandages man I am as weak as I make

bandages man I am as weak as I make myself I cannot say I live in a

myself I cannot say I live in a

myself I cannot say I live in a nightmare with the ability to wake

nightmare with the ability to wake

nightmare with the ability to wake myself I cannot remain a victim if I

myself I cannot remain a victim if I

myself I cannot remain a victim if I want to change a system yes Icarus

want to change a system yes Icarus

want to change a system yes Icarus looked ridiculous but at least he had

looked ridiculous but at least he had

looked ridiculous but at least he had some visions so I’m spitting lyrics at

some visions so I’m spitting lyrics at

some visions so I’m spitting lyrics at this hypocrite caught and contradiction

this hypocrite caught and contradiction

this hypocrite caught and contradiction because I want to touch the Sun but I’m

because I want to touch the Sun but I’m

because I want to touch the Sun but I’m afraid of the solar system so let this

afraid of the solar system so let this

afraid of the solar system so let this image be the catalyst that strangles my

image be the catalyst that strangles my

image be the catalyst that strangles my selfishness instead of just some paper

selfishness instead of just some paper

selfishness instead of just some paper that I wrap around my fish and chips man

that I wrap around my fish and chips man

that I wrap around my fish and chips man I want this revolution but instead of

I want this revolution but instead of

I want this revolution but instead of persecuting politicians I must purge my

persecuting politicians I must purge my

persecuting politicians I must purge my personal pollution

personal pollution

personal pollution but ever it’s only one solution of which

but ever it’s only one solution of which

but ever it’s only one solution of which we are all accountable did we give

we are all accountable did we give

we are all accountable did we give without receiving and love in a way that

without receiving and love in a way that

without receiving and love in a way that was tangible refugee to the tyrant

was tangible refugee to the tyrant

was tangible refugee to the tyrant migrant to the citizen we are all

migrant to the citizen we are all

migrant to the citizen we are all children of God blessed with innocence

children of God blessed with innocence

children of God blessed with innocence so stop saying that you’re useless I

so stop saying that you’re useless I

so stop saying that you’re useless I know you cannot kill an army but as a

know you cannot kill an army but as a

know you cannot kill an army but as a man in the mirror that you can start

man in the mirror that you can start

man in the mirror that you can start this arm and you cannot love your

this arm and you cannot love your

this arm and you cannot love your neighbor unless you love yourself

neighbor unless you love yourself

neighbor unless you love yourself so let’s stop talking about changing

so let’s stop talking about changing

so let’s stop talking about changing Nations – we can hug our souls I write

Nations – we can hug our souls I write

Nations – we can hug our souls I write about a hard man because I’m trying to

about a hard man because I’m trying to

about a hard man because I’m trying to understand what we’re here for

understand what we’re here for

understand what we’re here for and I’ve shed a couple tears over the

and I’ve shed a couple tears over the

and I’ve shed a couple tears over the last 20-something years for this world

last 20-something years for this world

last 20-something years for this world lost in heartbreak and sin I can feel

lost in heartbreak and sin I can feel

lost in heartbreak and sin I can feel the tides are turning and as a

the tides are turning and as a

the tides are turning and as a generation stirring rising up so that

generation stirring rising up so that

generation stirring rising up so that darkness won’t win they know their hands

darkness won’t win they know their hands

darkness won’t win they know their hands are made for healing and their souls

are made for healing and their souls

are made for healing and their souls have started dreaming to see the outcast

have started dreaming to see the outcast

have started dreaming to see the outcast and stranger come in and so as these

and stranger come in and so as these

and stranger come in and so as these days grow darker man don’t let your

days grow darker man don’t let your

days grow darker man don’t let your heart grow harder because we must start

heart grow harder because we must start

heart grow harder because we must start with the world that’s within thank you

with the world that’s within thank you

with the world that’s within thank you very much

very much

very much [Applause]

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