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The Movie of my Life | Sandeep Reddy Vanga | TEDxNITW


[Music]

[Music] good evening all thank you for inviting

good evening all thank you for inviting

good evening all thank you for inviting me here itself honor to express hell

me here itself honor to express hell

me here itself honor to express hell down to tell you like what all has been

down to tell you like what all has been

down to tell you like what all has been my journey to make this film now they

my journey to make this film now they

my journey to make this film now they said like I need to say something

said like I need to say something

said like I need to say something inspiring and you need to be prepared so

inspiring and you need to be prepared so

inspiring and you need to be prepared so I said like I can’t be prepared for an

I said like I can’t be prepared for an

I said like I can’t be prepared for an inspiration so I thought like I will

inspiration so I thought like I will

inspiration so I thought like I will just say in a flow what all has happened

just say in a flow what all has happened

just say in a flow what all has happened to start with the idea of making a film

to start with the idea of making a film

to start with the idea of making a film itself is a very naive and re a very raw

itself is a very naive and re a very raw

itself is a very naive and re a very raw idea I mean nobody has a nobody I mean I

idea I mean nobody has a nobody I mean I

idea I mean nobody has a nobody I mean I feel like nobody thinks that I want to

feel like nobody thinks that I want to

feel like nobody thinks that I want to be a filmmaker I think it comes from the

be a filmmaker I think it comes from the

be a filmmaker I think it comes from the idea of you know let’s do it this way or

idea of you know let’s do it this way or

idea of you know let’s do it this way or let’s do it that way you know I could I

let’s do it that way you know I could I

let’s do it that way you know I could I could I could probably write or imagine

could I could probably write or imagine

could I could probably write or imagine or visualize a better seen than this

or visualize a better seen than this

or visualize a better seen than this that that thought process starts from an

that that thought process starts from an

that that thought process starts from an early thought of you want to win do we

early thought of you want to win do we

early thought of you want to win do we break into films so this this thought

break into films so this this thought

break into films so this this thought goes on for a very long time and there

goes on for a very long time and there

goes on for a very long time and there is always a parallel thought process

is always a parallel thought process

is always a parallel thought process running in your head who wanted to be a

running in your head who wanted to be a

running in your head who wanted to be a filmmaker and you know that that that

filmmaker and you know that that that

filmmaker and you know that that that becomes magnanimous one day and you you

becomes magnanimous one day and you you

becomes magnanimous one day and you you feel that you know you should make a

feel that you know you should make a

feel that you know you should make a film so that’s how I thought like I

film so that’s how I thought like I

film so that’s how I thought like I should no more be into physiotherapy and

should no more be into physiotherapy and

should no more be into physiotherapy and I should enter

I should enter

I should enter oops so

oops so

oops so I went to Sydney to do my post

I went to Sydney to do my post

I went to Sydney to do my post graduation and filmmaking and after that

graduation and filmmaking and after that

graduation and filmmaking and after that I was there for a couple of years then I

I was there for a couple of years then I

I was there for a couple of years then I came back to Hyderabad while while while

came back to Hyderabad while while while

came back to Hyderabad while while while I was in film school what I noticed is

I was in film school what I noticed is

I was in film school what I noticed is everywhere it was there are students

everywhere it was there are students

everywhere it was there are students from all different parts of the world

from all different parts of the world

from all different parts of the world was the exchange of culture is the

was the exchange of culture is the

was the exchange of culture is the exchange of tribe exchange of cinema and

exchange of tribe exchange of cinema and

exchange of tribe exchange of cinema and there is much more creatively happening

there is much more creatively happening

there is much more creatively happening surrounded by the students from all

surrounded by the students from all

surrounded by the students from all different parts of the country parts of

different parts of the country parts of

different parts of the country parts of the world so when I came back to her

the world so when I came back to her

the world so when I came back to her mother for the course like I didn’t find

mother for the course like I didn’t find

mother for the course like I didn’t find much happening here in Hyderabad

much happening here in Hyderabad

much happening here in Hyderabad I mean I’ve noticed there was a little

I mean I’ve noticed there was a little

I mean I’ve noticed there was a little thing in Bombay but in Hyderabad I think

thing in Bombay but in Hyderabad I think

thing in Bombay but in Hyderabad I think there is there’s nothing much in Heather

there is there’s nothing much in Heather

there is there’s nothing much in Heather was happening so so it will be like once

was happening so so it will be like once

was happening so so it will be like once you are out of the film school you think

you are out of the film school you think

you are out of the film school you think like you go to Hyderabad you meet a big

like you go to Hyderabad you meet a big

like you go to Hyderabad you meet a big star should narrate the story and things

star should narrate the story and things

star should narrate the story and things will fall in place but that doesn’t

will fall in place but that doesn’t

will fall in place but that doesn’t happen that way because they entirely

happen that way because they entirely

happen that way because they entirely what you imagined and what it is in the

what you imagined and what it is in the

what you imagined and what it is in the real world is the same thing what you

real world is the same thing what you

real world is the same thing what you write and what you exude onto the screen

write and what you exude onto the screen

write and what you exude onto the screen so it’s almost the same parallel thing

so it’s almost the same parallel thing

so it’s almost the same parallel thing so when came after coming to the

so when came after coming to the

so when came after coming to the Hyderabad seeing the reality it was very

Hyderabad seeing the reality it was very

Hyderabad seeing the reality it was very tough you know to even approach a

tough you know to even approach a

tough you know to even approach a producer or to even approaches to her

producer or to even approaches to her

producer or to even approaches to her forget about approaching stars and

forget about approaching stars and

forget about approaching stars and producers it’s even tough for for a film

producers it’s even tough for for a film

producers it’s even tough for for a film school graduate to go to a film set and

school graduate to go to a film set and

school graduate to go to a film set and work as an ad you know there were there

work as an ad you know there were there

work as an ad you know there were there were a few film makers were completely

were a few film makers were completely

were a few film makers were completely avoiding students who came from film

avoiding students who came from film

avoiding students who came from film school

school

school God knows the I don’t know the reason

God knows the I don’t know the reason

God knows the I don’t know the reason but so it took a while and finally I

but so it took a while and finally I

but so it took a while and finally I worked for one film has an ad because I

worked for one film has an ad because I

worked for one film has an ad because I wanted to know what exactly undergoes in

wanted to know what exactly undergoes in

wanted to know what exactly undergoes in making in the process of making the film

making in the process of making the film

making in the process of making the film I mean we learnt a lot of stuff in film

I mean we learnt a lot of stuff in film

I mean we learnt a lot of stuff in film school but in in the practical world in

school but in in the practical world in

school but in in the practical world in in Telugu film industry the things are a

in Telugu film industry the things are a

in Telugu film industry the things are a little different just to understand like

little different just to understand like

little different just to understand like how it’s happening so it took one year

how it’s happening so it took one year

how it’s happening so it took one year of process for me to understand and

of process for me to understand and

of process for me to understand and after that I wrote a story I got the

after that I wrote a story I got the

after that I wrote a story I got the office

office

office I got a producer that went for one year

I got a producer that went for one year

I got a producer that went for one year I mean this film name is Sugar Factory

I mean this film name is Sugar Factory

I mean this film name is Sugar Factory we reached

we reached

we reached the title spoke to the actors in the

the title spoke to the actors in the

the title spoke to the actors in the last moment the producer backed out so

last moment the producer backed out so

last moment the producer backed out so it was a point every a depressing point

it was a point every a depressing point

it was a point every a depressing point where you know because I wanted to meet

where you know because I wanted to meet

where you know because I wanted to meet another producer to narrate the story so

another producer to narrate the story so

another producer to narrate the story so I came to know that the producer heard

I came to know that the producer heard

I came to know that the producer heard that this guy was having an office for

that this guy was having an office for

that this guy was having an office for one year and things didn’t move that

one year and things didn’t move that

one year and things didn’t move that means that there is no there’s nothing

means that there is no there’s nothing

means that there is no there’s nothing much to talk about the story so people

much to talk about the story so people

much to talk about the story so people started ruling me or that way thinking

started ruling me or that way thinking

started ruling me or that way thinking like you know nothing happened in the

like you know nothing happened in the

like you know nothing happened in the one-year process having a producer and

one-year process having a producer and

one-year process having a producer and nothing happened so so these things will

nothing happened so so these things will

nothing happened so so these things will put you this things will put you down

put you this things will put you down

put you this things will put you down and what one point when you’re watching

and what one point when you’re watching

and what one point when you’re watching Hollywood films European films and you

Hollywood films European films and you

Hollywood films European films and you even know looking at the scenes you know

even know looking at the scenes you know

even know looking at the scenes you know that you could write something better

that you could write something better

that you could write something better than that sometimes or something equal

than that sometimes or something equal

than that sometimes or something equal to that or something and still you can’t

to that or something and still you can’t

to that or something and still you can’t do much about it because it’s simple

do much about it because it’s simple

do much about it because it’s simple I’ll tell you you go tell a story to a

I’ll tell you you go tell a story to a

I’ll tell you you go tell a story to a person if he has money if he believes

person if he has money if he believes

person if he has money if he believes your story the same moment you are the

your story the same moment you are the

your story the same moment you are the director and he is the producer it’s as

director and he is the producer it’s as

director and he is the producer it’s as simple as that

simple as that

simple as that if if nobody believes you take seven

if if nobody believes you take seven

if if nobody believes you take seven years or eight years god knows what time

years or eight years god knows what time

years or eight years god knows what time so two years went like that after the

so two years went like that after the

so two years went like that after the post sugar factory effect and after that

post sugar factory effect and after that

post sugar factory effect and after that I had an LT issue and it went like nine

I had an LT issue and it went like nine

I had an LT issue and it went like nine months and I started writing this

months and I started writing this

months and I started writing this already I took every year sweet time to

already I took every year sweet time to

already I took every year sweet time to write the story because of a very lazy

write the story because of a very lazy

write the story because of a very lazy guy and I took me two years for me to

guy and I took me two years for me to

guy and I took me two years for me to complete the story and after that I met

complete the story and after that I met

complete the story and after that I met him I met Sarah and I was narrating him

him I met Sarah and I was narrating him

him I met Sarah and I was narrating him and he was supposed to act and there

and he was supposed to act and there

and he was supposed to act and there were few producers were interested but

were few producers were interested but

were few producers were interested but the actual problem started here because

when you told when you tell a story to a

when you told when you tell a story to a producer when it’s completely out of his

producer when it’s completely out of his

producer when it’s completely out of his belief system he doesn’t understand it

belief system he doesn’t understand it

belief system he doesn’t understand it and him not understanding that he’s

and him not understanding that he’s

and him not understanding that he’s completely out of my belief system

completely out of my belief system

completely out of my belief system you ready mark rinse it so it was like

you ready mark rinse it so it was like

you ready mark rinse it so it was like that it was the clash of beliefs and

that it was the clash of beliefs and

that it was the clash of beliefs and somebody in you know somebody’s getting

somebody in you know somebody’s getting

somebody in you know somebody’s getting angry how can you story be like that

angry how can you story be like that

angry how can you story be like that how can a hero be like that and you know

how can a hero be like that and you know

how can a hero be like that and you know like how can

like how can

like how can because somewhere we are used to a kind

because somewhere we are used to a kind

because somewhere we are used to a kind of cinema where heroes should all do all

of cinema where heroes should all do all

of cinema where heroes should all do all good things he can play basketball and

good things he can play basketball and

good things he can play basketball and the next time you can handle a

the next time you can handle a

the next time you can handle a keyboardist or it’s like that does

keyboardist or it’s like that does

keyboardist or it’s like that does nothing wrong it is this in order to

nothing wrong it is this in order to

nothing wrong it is this in order to laugh because we are used to that kind

laugh because we are used to that kind

laugh because we are used to that kind of cinema I mean a superhero genre not a

of cinema I mean a superhero genre not a

of cinema I mean a superhero genre not a hero’s honor so so people are used to

hero’s honor so so people are used to

hero’s honor so so people are used to that kind of cinema so I mean I don’t

that kind of cinema so I mean I don’t

that kind of cinema so I mean I don’t think so people believe I mean people in

think so people believe I mean people in

think so people believe I mean people in the sense people investors financers

the sense people investors financers

the sense people investors financers producers believe that the film is an

producers believe that the film is an

producers believe that the film is an art form I don’t think so

art form I don’t think so

art form I don’t think so the believe it because they believe in a

the believe it because they believe in a

the believe it because they believe in a kind of cinema where they’re they’re

kind of cinema where they’re they’re

kind of cinema where they’re they’re making money they’re losing money and

making money they’re losing money and

making money they’re losing money and they’re making money so they don’t want

they’re making money so they don’t want

they’re making money so they don’t want to think any other alternative it’s a

to think any other alternative it’s a

to think any other alternative it’s a human tendency so there is nothing wrong

human tendency so there is nothing wrong

human tendency so there is nothing wrong in it and we can’t blame them for that

in it and we can’t blame them for that

in it and we can’t blame them for that because it’s your artistic piece you

because it’s your artistic piece you

because it’s your artistic piece you can’t go and beg say why don’t you

can’t go and beg say why don’t you

can’t go and beg say why don’t you understand my story why can’t you put

understand my story why can’t you put

understand my story why can’t you put money on my film you can’t do that

money on my film you can’t do that

money on my film you can’t do that because you love your art you love your

because you love your art you love your

because you love your art you love your baby so much that you can’t ask somebody

baby so much that you can’t ask somebody

baby so much that you can’t ask somebody to give something to my baby it’s like

to give something to my baby it’s like

to give something to my baby it’s like that but people take it like a ego you

that but people take it like a ego you

that but people take it like a ego you know like they think like this fellow

know like they think like this fellow

know like they think like this fellow came from nowhere and he’s wrote one

came from nowhere and he’s wrote one

came from nowhere and he’s wrote one story and he doesn’t want to share

story and he doesn’t want to share

story and he doesn’t want to share another story and doesn’t want to change

another story and doesn’t want to change

another story and doesn’t want to change things so things doesn’t fall in place

things so things doesn’t fall in place

things so things doesn’t fall in place so this this this process went on for a

so this this this process went on for a

so this this this process went on for a while few producers liked the story they

while few producers liked the story they

while few producers liked the story they said like you need to tone it down here

said like you need to tone it down here

said like you need to tone it down here and there but I said like it can’t be

and there but I said like it can’t be

and there but I said like it can’t be like that because if it is like that

like that because if it is like that

like that because if it is like that then it will be new it will be the same

then it will be new it will be the same

then it will be new it will be the same again there will be very few specific

again there will be very few specific

again there will be very few specific things in the film you can’t change it

things in the film you can’t change it

things in the film you can’t change it if you change I mean I don’t know how

if you change I mean I don’t know how

if you change I mean I don’t know how how the output would be but I didn’t

how the output would be but I didn’t

how the output would be but I didn’t want to change so this process rent for

want to change so this process rent for

want to change so this process rent for a little while and after that it was

a little while and after that it was

a little while and after that it was almost a dark phase not knowing what’s

almost a dark phase not knowing what’s

almost a dark phase not knowing what’s happening in life it’s been like six and

happening in life it’s been like six and

happening in life it’s been like six and half years I came to Hyderabad from

half years I came to Hyderabad from

half years I came to Hyderabad from Sydney a thing is happening and most of

Sydney a thing is happening and most of

Sydney a thing is happening and most of them lost hope I mean I got married at

them lost hope I mean I got married at

them lost hope I mean I got married at the time I mean I just got married to

the time I mean I just got married to

the time I mean I just got married to endure fears back and there was a time

endure fears back and there was a time

endure fears back and there was a time when my wife’s cousins relatives my

when my wife’s cousins relatives my

when my wife’s cousins relatives my in-laws used to come

in-laws used to come

in-laws used to come the weekdays I used to just little laser

the weekdays I used to just little laser

the weekdays I used to just little laser on in the sofa sit in the hall watch

on in the sofa sit in the hall watch

on in the sofa sit in the hall watch European films English will die dunno

European films English will die dunno

European films English will die dunno what they thought because usually at

what they thought because usually at

what they thought because usually at this age group you don’t find men or

this age group you don’t find men or

this age group you don’t find men or boys sitting at home on the weekdays

boys sitting at home on the weekdays

boys sitting at home on the weekdays doing nothing so this process went for

doing nothing so this process went for

doing nothing so this process went for six months I mean so finally my brother

six months I mean so finally my brother

six months I mean so finally my brother and my father said let’s produce this so

and my father said let’s produce this so

and my father said let’s produce this so that’s how this journey went I mean like

that’s how this journey went I mean like

that’s how this journey went I mean like then we found an office because after

then we found an office because after

then we found an office because after coming from the Sydney I was located in

coming from the Sydney I was located in

coming from the Sydney I was located in a place for a brutha Valley wherever I

a place for a brutha Valley wherever I

a place for a brutha Valley wherever I saw in that place the blocks were so

saw in that place the blocks were so

saw in that place the blocks were so interesting it was like you can frame it

interesting it was like you can frame it

interesting it was like you can frame it anywhere we just span the camera you

anywhere we just span the camera you

anywhere we just span the camera you find interesting frame it was

find interesting frame it was

find interesting frame it was structurally built that way so I was

structurally built that way so I was

structurally built that way so I was amazed looking at the structure then I

amazed looking at the structure then I

amazed looking at the structure then I thought like we should shoot something

thought like we should shoot something

thought like we should shoot something here so I was there in that place where

here so I was there in that place where

here so I was there in that place where one on a fierce why I know each and

one on a fierce why I know each and

one on a fierce why I know each and every corner of that place so what I

every corner of that place so what I

every corner of that place so what I thought when I want an office I thought

thought when I want an office I thought

thought when I want an office I thought like let’s go and search number seven

like let’s go and search number seven

like let’s go and search number seven but don’t get there then I’ll shift to

but don’t get there then I’ll shift to

but don’t get there then I’ll shift to some gradually or rather for something

some gradually or rather for something

some gradually or rather for something like that it’s finally I got there then

like that it’s finally I got there then

like that it’s finally I got there then you open the office and things were

you open the office and things were

you open the office and things were falling any place slowly we started

falling any place slowly we started

falling any place slowly we started casting people and I was very specific

casting people and I was very specific

casting people and I was very specific in terms of casting and I was very

in terms of casting and I was very

in terms of casting and I was very specific in terms of locations because

specific in terms of locations because

specific in terms of locations because just because that’s the reason I think

just because that’s the reason I think

just because that’s the reason I think new people are liking it you people are

new people are liking it you people are

new people are liking it you people are saying that it’s very real it’s very

saying that it’s very real it’s very

saying that it’s very real it’s very tangible because that is the reason I

tangible because that is the reason I

tangible because that is the reason I feel I mean that is the hard work went

feel I mean that is the hard work went

feel I mean that is the hard work went on because I did the location Reiki for

on because I did the location Reiki for

on because I did the location Reiki for almost four months three to four months

almost four months three to four months

almost four months three to four months each and every location was scouted well

each and every location was scouted well

each and every location was scouted well including the wall colors photographed

including the wall colors photographed

including the wall colors photographed so many locations were print we took

so many locations were print we took

so many locations were print we took printer of the photographs and we’re

printer of the photographs and we’re

printer of the photographs and we’re seeing the contrast combination of the

seeing the contrast combination of the

seeing the contrast combination of the costumes you know that kind of work was

costumes you know that kind of work was

costumes you know that kind of work was involved through war from the beginning

involved through war from the beginning

involved through war from the beginning so we opened the obviously a casting is

so we opened the obviously a casting is

so we opened the obviously a casting is done things are going smooth and one day

done things are going smooth and one day

done things are going smooth and one day we thought like you know we have to

we thought like you know we have to

we thought like you know we have to start the shoot and one of my friend

start the shoot and one of my friend

start the shoot and one of my friend visited my office and he says like you

visited my office and he says like you

visited my office and he says like you can’t make a film in his office like

can’t make a film in his office like

can’t make a film in his office like this vastu is wrong you are eating where

this vastu is wrong you are eating where

this vastu is wrong you are eating where you have to sleep and you’re sleeping

you have to sleep and you’re sleeping

you have to sleep and you’re sleeping where you have to eat I said like this

where you have to eat I said like this

where you have to eat I said like this is office nobody’s more asleep here

is office nobody’s more asleep here

is office nobody’s more asleep here save me but still this this structure

save me but still this this structure

save me but still this this structure has some parameters you need to follow

has some parameters you need to follow

has some parameters you need to follow it or else you never your film is never

it or else you never your film is never

it or else you never your film is never going to release I was thinking like I

going to release I was thinking like I

going to release I was thinking like I mean not only one so many people who

mean not only one so many people who

mean not only one so many people who have a little knowledge about was too

have a little knowledge about was too

have a little knowledge about was too and were little into this stuff they

and were little into this stuff they

and were little into this stuff they said like this bad entry bad was so

said like this bad entry bad was so

said like this bad entry bad was so there’s a lot of darkness in their own

there’s a lot of darkness in their own

there’s a lot of darkness in their own then and I was thinking what to do and

then and I was thinking what to do and

then and I was thinking what to do and the first day of the shoot came I was

the first day of the shoot came I was

the first day of the shoot came I was still in that there was somebody ever

still in that there was somebody ever

still in that there was somebody ever thought was lingering in my mind like

thought was lingering in my mind like

thought was lingering in my mind like should I really want to change the

should I really want to change the

should I really want to change the office but by then I have we prepared

office but by then I have we prepared

office but by then I have we prepared some structure in the office where are

some structure in the office where are

some structure in the office where are Jun’s room was prepared you know the

Jun’s room was prepared you know the

Jun’s room was prepared you know the kitchen the grill you know that blue

kitchen the grill you know that blue

kitchen the grill you know that blue tiles and everything what he said and

tiles and everything what he said and

tiles and everything what he said and what sketched out and attached and

what sketched out and attached and

what sketched out and attached and placed it on the walls so first day of

placed it on the walls so first day of

placed it on the walls so first day of the shoot it was morning six o’clock I

the shoot it was morning six o’clock I

the shoot it was morning six o’clock I was walking inside the office I thought

was walking inside the office I thought

was walking inside the office I thought like I’ll be the first person on the set

like I’ll be the first person on the set

like I’ll be the first person on the set I went into the office or I opened the

I went into the office or I opened the

I went into the office or I opened the door and I see there was a cat with a

door and I see there was a cat with a

door and I see there was a cat with a red patch on the mouth the white cat

red patch on the mouth the white cat

red patch on the mouth the white cat we bought some pigeons in the office set

we bought some pigeons in the office set

we bought some pigeons in the office set up for the neighbors pigeons there you

up for the neighbors pigeons there you

up for the neighbors pigeons there you might have noticed in the film they were

might have noticed in the film they were

might have noticed in the film they were actually six pairs I think for pets the

actually six pairs I think for pets the

actually six pairs I think for pets the cat came and ate six pigeons one shot so

cat came and ate six pigeons one shot so

cat came and ate six pigeons one shot so I’ll be like the face was completely

I’ll be like the face was completely

I’ll be like the face was completely bled and I opened the door I saw the cat

bled and I opened the door I saw the cat

bled and I opened the door I saw the cat it’s it’s my first shot first day of the

it’s it’s my first shot first day of the

it’s it’s my first shot first day of the film you know you’re more of this than

film you know you’re more of this than

film you know you’re more of this than everything you want to shoot and you see

everything you want to shoot and you see

everything you want to shoot and you see this and somewhere I have this scary

this and somewhere I have this scary

this and somewhere I have this scary feeling for cats and I thought like this

feeling for cats and I thought like this

feeling for cats and I thought like this might be this might be a bad home and

might be this might be a bad home and

might be this might be a bad home and you know you never know because this

you know you never know because this

you know you never know because this entire process of six and half years and

entire process of six and half years and

entire process of six and half years and before that could Sydney and staying in

before that could Sydney and staying in

before that could Sydney and staying in the Harvard studying in the road all

the Harvard studying in the road all

the Harvard studying in the road all this will add up you know you as a

this will add up you know you as a

this will add up you know you as a personality you are not just one one day

personality you are not just one one day

personality you are not just one one day right within the entire structure

right within the entire structure

right within the entire structure follows you the same thing was falling

follows you the same thing was falling

follows you the same thing was falling around my head thinking like what’s

around my head thinking like what’s

around my head thinking like what’s going on and I have and then I run into

going on and I have and then I run into

going on and I have and then I run into the balcony and I saw that the pigeons

the balcony and I saw that the pigeons

the balcony and I saw that the pigeons were dead so the entire mood was gone

were dead so the entire mood was gone

were dead so the entire mood was gone that day I was not able to concentrate

that day I was not able to concentrate

that day I was not able to concentrate the first day of the shoot the second

the first day of the shoot the second

the first day of the shoot the second day of the shoot there was a huge rayon

day of the shoot there was a huge rayon

day of the shoot there was a huge rayon third of the shoot some guy forgot some

third of the shoot some guy forgot some

third of the shoot some guy forgot some you know the these days you know it

you know the these days you know it

you know the these days you know it right we are shooting with this memory

right we are shooting with this memory

right we are shooting with this memory card there’s no must talk the cameraman

card there’s no must talk the cameraman

card there’s no must talk the cameraman has straight forgot memory cards

has straight forgot memory cards

has straight forgot memory cards it’s only one day showed that death

it’s only one day showed that death

it’s only one day showed that death scene 90 minutes we are not doing

scene 90 minutes we are not doing

scene 90 minutes we are not doing anything in a set so things like that

anything in a set so things like that

anything in a set so things like that every day something will come and in

every day something will come and in

every day something will come and in between there’s another shoot

between there’s another shoot

between there’s another shoot they took VJ away and they tampered the

they took VJ away and they tampered the

they took VJ away and they tampered the beer and we were waiting doing nothing

beer and we were waiting doing nothing

beer and we were waiting doing nothing for 70 days to grow the beard so every

for 70 days to grow the beard so every

for 70 days to grow the beard so every problems over there I mean I was

problems over there I mean I was

problems over there I mean I was thinking I was again thinking what that

thinking I was again thinking what that

thinking I was again thinking what that fellow said might be true maybe this

fellow said might be true maybe this

fellow said might be true maybe this film might not release so these things

film might not release so these things

film might not release so these things were this these starts were coming and

were this these starts were coming and

were this these starts were coming and what I felt is like a strong feeling of

what I felt is like a strong feeling of

what I felt is like a strong feeling of you know accomplishing something what

you know accomplishing something what

you know accomplishing something what you thought what you were trimmed I

you thought what you were trimmed I

you thought what you were trimmed I think that was a driving force when we

think that was a driving force when we

think that was a driving force when we threw out this is all stupid process

threw out this is all stupid process

threw out this is all stupid process which I went through while making the

which I went through while making the

which I went through while making the film and we shot in manual or we were

film and we shot in manual or we were

film and we shot in manual or we were supposed to shoot for 5 days in

supposed to shoot for 5 days in

supposed to shoot for 5 days in Bangalore but we only got sorry 14 days

Bangalore but we only got sorry 14 days

Bangalore but we only got sorry 14 days in Bangalore fighters in college but you

in Bangalore fighters in college but you

in Bangalore fighters in college but you only got 2 days per vision in the

only got 2 days per vision in the

only got 2 days per vision in the college so gardeners were how I managed

college so gardeners were how I managed

college so gardeners were how I managed and how we shot five days of schedules

and how we shot five days of schedules

and how we shot five days of schedules crisped into two days the same thing

crisped into two days the same thing

crisped into two days the same thing with Missouri because it was minus 7 and

with Missouri because it was minus 7 and

with Missouri because it was minus 7 and we went to Italy and all the locations I

we went to Italy and all the locations I

we went to Italy and all the locations I did a recce even mostly they are done

did a recce even mostly they are done

did a recce even mostly they are done everything but Italy I couldn’t do a

everything but Italy I couldn’t do a

everything but Italy I couldn’t do a recce because it was out of the budget

recce because it was out of the budget

recce because it was out of the budget you know I can’t afford just me or do

you know I can’t afford just me or do

you know I can’t afford just me or do you feel going there and doing a recce

you feel going there and doing a recce

you feel going there and doing a recce and coming back so it was straight we

and coming back so it was straight we

and coming back so it was straight we went to Italy and we were just shooting

went to Italy and we were just shooting

went to Italy and we were just shooting randomly it’s a pre climax song and I

randomly it’s a pre climax song and I

randomly it’s a pre climax song and I have only one unit of the track I don’t

have only one unit of the track I don’t

have only one unit of the track I don’t know the lensing I don’t know what I

know the lensing I don’t know what I

know the lensing I don’t know what I just went with a gut feeling and I guess

just went with a gut feeling and I guess

just went with a gut feeling and I guess work in few areas especially in the

work in few areas especially in the

work in few areas especially in the songs so all this happened we released

songs so all this happened we released

songs so all this happened we released the teaser and our teaser got huge

the teaser and our teaser got huge

the teaser and our teaser got huge response after that it took a very long

response after that it took a very long

response after that it took a very long time for me to release the trailer and

time for me to release the trailer and

time for me to release the trailer and once the trailer is done once the

once the trailer is done once the

once the trailer is done once the business is done the business was done

business is done the business was done

business is done the business was done we thought with what we thought the

we thought with what we thought the

we thought with what we thought the distributor’s asking me like what is the

distributor’s asking me like what is the

distributor’s asking me like what is the long runtime they never asked me and I

long runtime they never asked me and I

long runtime they never asked me and I never told them the business was done

never told them the business was done

never told them the business was done and it was

we were yeah we were supposed to release

we were yeah we were supposed to release the film and I was doing those movie

the film and I was doing those movie

the film and I was doing those movie where where I was involved in the sound

where where I was involved in the sound

where where I was involved in the sound design work in Chennai and I get calls

design work in Chennai and I get calls

design work in Chennai and I get calls from the distributors saying that your

from the distributors saying that your

from the distributors saying that your film length is too big

film length is too big

film length is too big they say it’s three hours 10 minutes

they say it’s three hours 10 minutes

they say it’s three hours 10 minutes hand out the Bangalore guy doesn’t want

hand out the Bangalore guy doesn’t want

hand out the Bangalore guy doesn’t want to buy your filming he said like he’s he

to buy your filming he said like he’s he

to buy your filming he said like he’s he doesn’t want to buy and the seated guys

doesn’t want to buy and the seated guys

doesn’t want to buy and the seated guys doesn’t want to buy they were ready to

doesn’t want to buy they were ready to

doesn’t want to buy they were ready to sell it for 40 lakhs

sell it for 40 lakhs

sell it for 40 lakhs I said lecture like if you don’t–if

I said lecture like if you don’t–if

I said lecture like if you don’t–if doesn’t want if he is not willing to buy

doesn’t want if he is not willing to buy

doesn’t want if he is not willing to buy then you give it to me I’m going to

then you give it to me I’m going to

then you give it to me I’m going to distribute it so he felt no no I’ll try

distribute it so he felt no no I’ll try

distribute it so he felt no no I’ll try to find another buyer when I told him

to find another buyer when I told him

to find another buyer when I told him well don’t don’t don’t try to find

well don’t don’t don’t try to find

well don’t don’t don’t try to find another buyer buyer if you trust the

another buyer buyer if you trust the

another buyer buyer if you trust the film just release it if the

film just release it if the

film just release it if the distributor’s didn’t see the film yet

distributor’s didn’t see the film yet

distributor’s didn’t see the film yet and today he went on and released on his

and today he went on and released on his

and today he went on and released on his own the distributor that guy refused the

own the distributor that guy refused the

own the distributor that guy refused the film for 40 lakhs the collection in

film for 40 lakhs the collection in

film for 40 lakhs the collection in Bangalore is 1.1 pro-rata lakhs

Bangalore is 1.1 pro-rata lakhs

Bangalore is 1.1 pro-rata lakhs so the gut feeling like there are so

so the gut feeling like there are so

so the gut feeling like there are so many things like that happened even in

many things like that happened even in

many things like that happened even in even in areas like I don’t know when I

even in areas like I don’t know when I

even in areas like I don’t know when I don’t know I don’t know talking business

don’t know I don’t know talking business

don’t know I don’t know talking business or money but that’s a few things like

or money but that’s a few things like

or money but that’s a few things like went on with a gut feeling so three days

went on with a gut feeling so three days

went on with a gut feeling so three days before of the release these distributors

before of the release these distributors

before of the release these distributors want to see the film and I was thinking

want to see the film and I was thinking

want to see the film and I was thinking okay I’ll show them the film if they say

okay I’ll show them the film if they say

okay I’ll show them the film if they say it’s it’s it’s about really if they say

it’s it’s it’s about really if they say

it’s it’s it’s about really if they say you have to cut down the length anyways

you have to cut down the length anyways

you have to cut down the length anyways I am NOT going to do that so I thought

I am NOT going to do that so I thought

I am NOT going to do that so I thought like let’s put them as show they saw the

like let’s put them as show they saw the

like let’s put them as show they saw the film and they came out with a very

film and they came out with a very

film and they came out with a very smooth big fire smiling faces they said

smooth big fire smiling faces they said

smooth big fire smiling faces they said like it’s going to be a blockbuster so

like it’s going to be a blockbuster so

like it’s going to be a blockbuster so so that’s how this entire journey

so that’s how this entire journey

so that’s how this entire journey happened so now what I see is like when

happened so now what I see is like when

happened so now what I see is like when I see it the kind of response the kind

I see it the kind of response the kind

I see it the kind of response the kind of overwhelming response I get from the

of overwhelming response I get from the

of overwhelming response I get from the crowd and from the film makers from the

crowd and from the film makers from the

crowd and from the film makers from the distributors from the producers one

distributors from the producers one

distributors from the producers one thing what I strikingly think back and

thing what I strikingly think back and

thing what I strikingly think back and be happy about it is throughout this

be happy about it is throughout this

be happy about it is throughout this process a live about the process before

process a live about the process before

process a live about the process before opening the office from the day I

opening the office from the day I

opening the office from the day I started this script there are so many

started this script there are so many

started this script there are so many hurdles coming

hurdles coming

hurdles coming Tilden the office opening the office and

Tilden the office opening the office and

Tilden the office opening the office and making the film and now I feel when I

making the film and now I feel when I

making the film and now I feel when I look back I feel like I didn’t give up

look back I feel like I didn’t give up

look back I feel like I didn’t give up on anything I was like I was like very I

on anything I was like I was like very I

on anything I was like I was like very I had a mentor and very name and thinking

had a mentor and very name and thinking

had a mentor and very name and thinking like let’s see what happens I mean to

like let’s see what happens I mean to

like let’s see what happens I mean to tell you I forgot to tell you and when

tell you I forgot to tell you and when

tell you I forgot to tell you and when before before before proper like I was

before before before proper like I was

before before before proper like I was supposed to get 1.5 crores from outside

supposed to get 1.5 crores from outside

supposed to get 1.5 crores from outside days 1.5 crores was made missed my toe

days 1.5 crores was made missed my toe

days 1.5 crores was made missed my toe and 1 CR would be the publicity I’m just

and 1 CR would be the publicity I’m just

and 1 CR would be the publicity I’m just saying so right after opening the office

saying so right after opening the office

saying so right after opening the office does all you guys were supposed to put

does all you guys were supposed to put

does all you guys were supposed to put money on the project I said like dude

money on the project I said like dude

money on the project I said like dude it’s not happening so I only have 1.5

it’s not happening so I only have 1.5

it’s not happening so I only have 1.5 clothes I don’t know what to do I didn’t

clothes I don’t know what to do I didn’t

clothes I don’t know what to do I didn’t tell Vijay I never told anybody and uh

tell Vijay I never told anybody and uh

tell Vijay I never told anybody and uh we’re supposed to shoot in the next

we’re supposed to shoot in the next

we’re supposed to shoot in the next month and luckily there was an ancestral

month and luckily there was an ancestral

month and luckily there was an ancestral ancestral property like a 36 acres for

ancestral property like a 36 acres for

ancestral property like a 36 acres for mango gardens which is coming from

mango gardens which is coming from

mango gardens which is coming from heaters that was sold out my father and

heaters that was sold out my father and

heaters that was sold out my father and father put it to I mean they sold it out

father put it to I mean they sold it out

father put it to I mean they sold it out for one point six crores and they kept

for one point six crores and they kept

for one point six crores and they kept the entire money to the project and you

the entire money to the project and you

the entire money to the project and you know when your property is sold and

know when your property is sold and

know when your property is sold and we’re getting money from there you know

we’re getting money from there you know

we’re getting money from there you know when you’re when you’re doing with that

when you’re when you’re doing with that

when you’re when you’re doing with that kind of money there is always a jittery

kind of money there is always a jittery

kind of money there is always a jittery feeling in your back in your spine you

feeling in your back in your spine you

feeling in your back in your spine you never know what happens if something

never know what happens if something

never know what happens if something goes wrong like you’re gone I don’t know

goes wrong like you’re gone I don’t know

goes wrong like you’re gone I don’t know I don’t know sometimes if I think back

I don’t know sometimes if I think back

I don’t know sometimes if I think back like what made me to do this we might

like what made me to do this we might

like what made me to do this we might really don’t know but now it it would

really don’t know but now it it would

really don’t know but now it it would work so right right from the right from

work so right right from the right from

work so right right from the right from the childhood till the last summer my I

the childhood till the last summer my I

the childhood till the last summer my I used to get mangoes from a farm from a

used to get mangoes from a farm from a

used to get mangoes from a farm from a grandfather’s farm from mantels form

grandfather’s farm from mantels form

grandfather’s farm from mantels form when this was my father’s farm this is

when this was my father’s farm this is

when this was my father’s farm this is the first summer I didn’t get mangoes so

the first summer I didn’t get mangoes so

the first summer I didn’t get mangoes so I told myself like I am NOT and trust me

I told myself like I am NOT and trust me

I told myself like I am NOT and trust me I don’t know the rate of the mango till

I don’t know the rate of the mango till

I don’t know the rate of the mango till date I don’t know how much they’re sold

date I don’t know how much they’re sold

date I don’t know how much they’re sold in the market because I used to get it

in the market because I used to get it

in the market because I used to get it free from the

free from the

free from the grandparents place in my father I mean

grandparents place in my father I mean

grandparents place in my father I mean from a farm so I told to myself like

from a farm so I told to myself like

from a farm so I told to myself like let’s not eat mango kill him bill then

let’s not eat mango kill him bill then

let’s not eat mango kill him bill then you make your own money and buy a mango

you make your own money and buy a mango

you make your own money and buy a mango farm let’s not eat man that’s what I was

farm let’s not eat man that’s what I was

farm let’s not eat man that’s what I was telling to myself I was thinking like am

telling to myself I was thinking like am

telling to myself I was thinking like am I to fill me I’m I am I am I doing this

I to fill me I’m I am I am I doing this

I to fill me I’m I am I am I doing this you know like a film hero promise to

you know like a film hero promise to

you know like a film hero promise to yourself well I was doing the film but

yourself well I was doing the film but

yourself well I was doing the film but now I think like I can buy it back if I

now I think like I can buy it back if I

now I think like I can buy it back if I want so I’m that way I’m very happy and

whenever you tell a story to a producer

whenever you tell a story to a producer the producer wants to change something

the producer wants to change something

the producer wants to change something and you doesn’t want to change it the

and you doesn’t want to change it the

and you doesn’t want to change it the producer says like son Dave you know

producer says like son Dave you know

producer says like son Dave you know what you director serve like fathers man

what you director serve like fathers man

what you director serve like fathers man the script is like a baby to you so you

the script is like a baby to you so you

the script is like a baby to you so you don’t want to change so you are just so

don’t want to change so you are just so

don’t want to change so you are just so much attached to it and you can’t change

much attached to it and you can’t change

much attached to it and you can’t change it because you love it so much so what I

it because you love it so much so what I

it because you love it so much so what I want to say is to put this in one

want to say is to put this in one

want to say is to put this in one statement my entire thing in one

statement my entire thing in one

statement my entire thing in one statement when I started the film my

statement when I started the film my

statement when I started the film my wife was pregnant when I was in

wife was pregnant when I was in

wife was pregnant when I was in Bangalore she delivered a baby boy I

Bangalore she delivered a baby boy I

Bangalore she delivered a baby boy I namely merjan ready so that’s what

namely merjan ready so that’s what

namely merjan ready so that’s what cinema is too

cinema is too

cinema is too [Applause]

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