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How Intuition Saved My Life | Stephanie Seban | TEDxHobokenWomen


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[Music] so it was 2011 I had just turned 31

so it was 2011 I had just turned 31

so it was 2011 I had just turned 31 years old and for the first time in my

years old and for the first time in my

years old and for the first time in my life I felt like I was truly embracing

life I felt like I was truly embracing

life I felt like I was truly embracing the essence of being a woman I was

the essence of being a woman I was

the essence of being a woman I was learning how I truly was

learning how I truly was

learning how I truly was I was excelling in my career as an

I was excelling in my career as an

I was excelling in my career as an English teacher and I found what I

English teacher and I found what I

English teacher and I found what I thought at the time to be true love

thought at the time to be true love

thought at the time to be true love being in my 30s wasn’t so terrible and

being in my 30s wasn’t so terrible and

being in my 30s wasn’t so terrible and everything seemed to be on a steady

everything seemed to be on a steady

everything seemed to be on a steady upswing until life presented me with

upswing until life presented me with

upswing until life presented me with circumstances that would forever turn my

circumstances that would forever turn my

circumstances that would forever turn my world upside down it’s so unfortunate

world upside down it’s so unfortunate

world upside down it’s so unfortunate that this has happened to you so young

that this has happened to you so young

that this has happened to you so young one in five women with your diagnosis

one in five women with your diagnosis

one in five women with your diagnosis will live to see five years you have a

will live to see five years you have a

will live to see five years you have a 15% chance of beating this are you going

15% chance of beating this are you going

15% chance of beating this are you going to die how did you get this these are

to die how did you get this these are

to die how did you get this these are just a few of the horrid things I had to

just a few of the horrid things I had to

just a few of the horrid things I had to hear when life blindsided me with a

hear when life blindsided me with a

hear when life blindsided me with a stage 4 incurable metastatic breast

stage 4 incurable metastatic breast

stage 4 incurable metastatic breast cancer diagnosis nearly six and a half

cancer diagnosis nearly six and a half

cancer diagnosis nearly six and a half years ago my body was riddled with

years ago my body was riddled with

years ago my body was riddled with cancer and as hard as it was to hear

cancer and as hard as it was to hear

cancer and as hard as it was to hear such things from medical professionals

such things from medical professionals

such things from medical professionals family friends and strangers I made a

family friends and strangers I made a

family friends and strangers I made a promise to myself that I was going to

promise to myself that I was going to

promise to myself that I was going to beat this by any means necessary I would

beat this by any means necessary I would

beat this by any means necessary I would be that one in five women to live to see

be that one in five women to live to see

be that one in five women to live to see five years I would be in that 15 percent

six years of non-stop chemotherapy

six years of non-stop chemotherapy induced menopause countless surgeries

induced menopause countless surgeries

induced menopause countless surgeries and a few bouts with death are just a

and a few bouts with death are just a

and a few bouts with death are just a few of the challenges that I’ve had to

few of the challenges that I’ve had to

few of the challenges that I’ve had to face on this bridge for the first four

face on this bridge for the first four

face on this bridge for the first four years the cancer was stable for the most

years the cancer was stable for the most

years the cancer was stable for the most part but then came near five my life

part but then came near five my life

part but then came near five my life expectancy and sure enough the cancer

expectancy and sure enough the cancer

expectancy and sure enough the cancer returned with a vengeance devouring my

returned with a vengeance devouring my

returned with a vengeance devouring my right breast and flooding both of my

right breast and flooding both of my

right breast and flooding both of my lungs leaving me essentially breathless

lungs leaving me essentially breathless

lungs leaving me essentially breathless this chemo that chemo nothing was

this chemo that chemo nothing was

this chemo that chemo nothing was stopping it the one person that I

stopping it the one person that I

stopping it the one person that I thought could save my life totally gave

thought could save my life totally gave

thought could save my life totally gave up on me I’m sorry but my drugs just

up on me I’m sorry but my drugs just

up on me I’m sorry but my drugs just aren’t working those would be the last

aren’t working those would be the last

aren’t working those would be the last words that I would hear from my then

words that I would hear from my then

words that I would hear from my then oncologist but I knew something just

oncologist but I knew something just

oncologist but I knew something just wasn’t right the God within me my

wasn’t right the God within me my

wasn’t right the God within me my intuition was literally screaming at me

intuition was literally screaming at me

intuition was literally screaming at me with

with

with manifested as panic attacks that were so

manifested as panic attacks that were so

manifested as panic attacks that were so debilitating I literally spent an entire

debilitating I literally spent an entire

debilitating I literally spent an entire summer indoors praying on my hands and

summer indoors praying on my hands and

summer indoors praying on my hands and knees and trying to tap into this power

knees and trying to tap into this power

knees and trying to tap into this power that I kept reading about and hearing

that I kept reading about and hearing

that I kept reading about and hearing about on my spiritual journey supposably

about on my spiritual journey supposably

about on my spiritual journey supposably we all had access to it so how how was I

we all had access to it so how how was I

we all had access to it so how how was I gonna access this power more than ever I

gonna access this power more than ever I

gonna access this power more than ever I needed God I needed answers and I needed

needed God I needed answers and I needed

needed God I needed answers and I needed them quickly soon enough the answers and

them quickly soon enough the answers and

them quickly soon enough the answers and messages and signs that I was so

messages and signs that I was so

messages and signs that I was so desperately praying for started to

desperately praying for started to

desperately praying for started to appear and I began to follow

appear and I began to follow

appear and I began to follow I took the giant leap of faith believing

I took the giant leap of faith believing

I took the giant leap of faith believing the most prestigious Cancer Center in

the most prestigious Cancer Center in

the most prestigious Cancer Center in the whole entire world and found a new

the whole entire world and found a new

the whole entire world and found a new Doctor Who through testing and biopsy

Doctor Who through testing and biopsy

Doctor Who through testing and biopsy discovered that I had been misdiagnosed

discovered that I had been misdiagnosed

discovered that I had been misdiagnosed no wonder I wasn’t responding to

no wonder I wasn’t responding to

no wonder I wasn’t responding to treatment I was on all of the wrong

treatment I was on all of the wrong

treatment I was on all of the wrong drugs for over four years I quickly

drugs for over four years I quickly

drugs for over four years I quickly found a new oncologist I started the

found a new oncologist I started the

found a new oncologist I started the correct treatment and slowly but surely

correct treatment and slowly but surely

correct treatment and slowly but surely my circumstances started it started to

my circumstances started it started to

my circumstances started it started to turn around what wonders being on the

turn around what wonders being on the

turn around what wonders being on the right drugs will do fast-forward to

right drugs will do fast-forward to

right drugs will do fast-forward to today

today

today after a few more bouts with death I am

after a few more bouts with death I am

after a few more bouts with death I am currently the strongest and healthiest I

currently the strongest and healthiest I

currently the strongest and healthiest I have been and this almost seven year

have been and this almost seven year

have been and this almost seven year journey cancer is hardly traceable in my

journey cancer is hardly traceable in my

journey cancer is hardly traceable in my body I have defied every single odd

body I have defied every single odd

body I have defied every single odd placed against me by staying in my truth

placed against me by staying in my truth

placed against me by staying in my truth by believing myself and by following my

by believing myself and by following my

by believing myself and by following my intuition and this intuition this

intuition and this intuition this

intuition and this intuition this god-given power that I speak of is

god-given power that I speak of is

god-given power that I speak of is within each and every single one of us

within each and every single one of us

within each and every single one of us and it knows our truth and just like it

and it knows our truth and just like it

and it knows our truth and just like it led me to uncover my misdiagnosis your

led me to uncover my misdiagnosis your

led me to uncover my misdiagnosis your intuition also holds your truth I

intuition also holds your truth I

intuition also holds your truth I encourage each and every one of you to

encourage each and every one of you to

encourage each and every one of you to get to know this power to get tapped in

get to know this power to get tapped in

get to know this power to get tapped in with this innate god-given magic that

with this innate god-given magic that

with this innate god-given magic that lies within each and every one of us for

lies within each and every one of us for

lies within each and every one of us for once you do anything is possible

once you do anything is possible

once you do anything is possible anything even defeating something that

anything even defeating something that

anything even defeating something that was supposed to kill you

was supposed to kill you

was supposed to kill you thank you

thank you

thank you [Music]

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you

you [Music]

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