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Eyes of the Camera | Asha Thadani | TEDxUlsoor


before I started making pictures

before I started making pictures the only photographs I saw were of

the only photographs I saw were of

the only photographs I saw were of landmarks these were images of birthdays

landmarks these were images of birthdays

landmarks these were images of birthdays graduations weddings and holidays

graduations weddings and holidays

graduations weddings and holidays somehow there seemed to be one thing

somehow there seemed to be one thing

somehow there seemed to be one thing common to all these occasions they all

common to all these occasions they all

common to all these occasions they all marked landmarks of a respectable life

marked landmarks of a respectable life

marked landmarks of a respectable life these albums seemed more like calendars

these albums seemed more like calendars

these albums seemed more like calendars in which the same date would be circled

in which the same date would be circled

in which the same date would be circled year after year and then there were also

year after year and then there were also

year after year and then there were also photographs that conveyed a value system

photographs that conveyed a value system

photographs that conveyed a value system of belief political leaders spiritual

of belief political leaders spiritual

of belief political leaders spiritual gurus film stars and the dead I wasn’t

gurus film stars and the dead I wasn’t

gurus film stars and the dead I wasn’t able to perceive these leaders in the

able to perceive these leaders in the

able to perceive these leaders in the pictures at all because all I could

pictures at all because all I could

pictures at all because all I could sense were their public roles I knew

sense were their public roles I knew

sense were their public roles I knew these photographs to be important but I

these photographs to be important but I

these photographs to be important but I also recognized that they were

also recognized that they were

also recognized that they were incomplete or true I clearly wasn’t

incomplete or true I clearly wasn’t

incomplete or true I clearly wasn’t getting the picture either these

getting the picture either these

getting the picture either these photographs weren’t saying a mouse or

photographs weren’t saying a mouse or

photographs weren’t saying a mouse or they weren’t saying what I wanted to

they weren’t saying what I wanted to

they weren’t saying what I wanted to hear I was suspicious these pictures

hear I was suspicious these pictures

hear I was suspicious these pictures were speaking a language I didn’t

were speaking a language I didn’t

were speaking a language I didn’t understand at all and I was certain they

understand at all and I was certain they

understand at all and I was certain they were saying something to me maybe even

were saying something to me maybe even

were saying something to me maybe even about me I just had to know the strange

about me I just had to know the strange

about me I just had to know the strange language when we learn a new language

language when we learn a new language

language when we learn a new language the first thing we try and learn are the

the first thing we try and learn are the

the first thing we try and learn are the obscenity the bad words it’s the first

obscenity the bad words it’s the first

obscenity the bad words it’s the first step to learning anything new

step to learning anything new

step to learning anything new to kind of explore boundaries and

to kind of explore boundaries and

to kind of explore boundaries and limitations like an attention-seeking

limitations like an attention-seeking

limitations like an attention-seeking child I wanted to visually Express

child I wanted to visually Express

child I wanted to visually Express taboos and concepts that I didn’t quite

taboos and concepts that I didn’t quite

taboos and concepts that I didn’t quite understand naturally my initial imagery

understand naturally my initial imagery

understand naturally my initial imagery centered around sex religion and there I

centered around sex religion and there I

centered around sex religion and there I photographed men who were passionate

photographed men who were passionate

photographed men who were passionate about each other hunters who killed and

about each other hunters who killed and

about each other hunters who killed and ate forbidden flesh

ate forbidden flesh

ate forbidden flesh a nun addicted to something that in

a nun addicted to something that in

a nun addicted to something that in other religions would be considered a

other religions would be considered a

other religions would be considered a sin men who found their identity when

sin men who found their identity when

sin men who found their identity when they dress up as women and old lady who

they dress up as women and old lady who

they dress up as women and old lady who wish to live longer than the hundred and

wish to live longer than the hundred and

wish to live longer than the hundred and twenty years she already had I got the

twenty years she already had I got the

twenty years she already had I got the response I wanted shock disapproval and

response I wanted shock disapproval and

response I wanted shock disapproval and come time from foraging laughter the

come time from foraging laughter the

come time from foraging laughter the camera would be my dictionary it would

camera would be my dictionary it would

camera would be my dictionary it would translate what I saw into pictures but I

translate what I saw into pictures but I

translate what I saw into pictures but I would have to compose the sensation

would have to compose the sensation

would have to compose the sensation because this was not a language of sight

because this was not a language of sight

because this was not a language of sight it was the language of perception I

began exploring ideas about the light

began exploring ideas about the light and dark I photographed this blind lady

and dark I photographed this blind lady

and dark I photographed this blind lady who could perceive my presence I

who could perceive my presence I

who could perceive my presence I composed men and their origin I captured

composed men and their origin I captured

composed men and their origin I captured the inner beast

the inner beast

the inner beast I shot warrior communities and I trained

I shot warrior communities and I trained

I shot warrior communities and I trained gentle trees I explored the inner world

gentle trees I explored the inner world

gentle trees I explored the inner world of flowers and outer worlds created in

of flowers and outer worlds created in

of flowers and outer worlds created in the comfort of my studio I would crawl

the comfort of my studio I would crawl

the comfort of my studio I would crawl into three historic caves these were the

into three historic caves these were the

into three historic caves these were the containers of the past

containers of the past

containers of the past fortune telling parents that the bearers

fortune telling parents that the bearers

fortune telling parents that the bearers of the future but the most difficult

of the future but the most difficult

of the future but the most difficult thing to capture was the present because

thing to capture was the present because

thing to capture was the present because it always wanted to escape an instant

it always wanted to escape an instant

it always wanted to escape an instant once myths could never be traced

once myths could never be traced

once myths could never be traced I believe the photographic language to

I believe the photographic language to

I believe the photographic language to be best suited to describe the essence

be best suited to describe the essence

be best suited to describe the essence of the ephemeral

of the ephemeral

of the ephemeral perhaps this is what led me to

perhaps this is what led me to

perhaps this is what led me to photograph people who believe that being

photograph people who believe that being

photograph people who believe that being photographed would rob them of their

photographed would rob them of their

photographed would rob them of their soul these were the tribes in there we

soul these were the tribes in there we

soul these were the tribes in there we hadn’t seen or spoken about each other’s

hadn’t seen or spoken about each other’s

hadn’t seen or spoken about each other’s world we didn’t even understand each

world we didn’t even understand each

world we didn’t even understand each other’s language I wasn’t quite clear

other’s language I wasn’t quite clear

other’s language I wasn’t quite clear about their origin

about their origin

about their origin I wasn’t threatened by the remote region

I wasn’t threatened by the remote region

I wasn’t threatened by the remote region we thrived inhabited as much as being

we thrived inhabited as much as being

we thrived inhabited as much as being confronted by the danger of a

confronted by the danger of a

confronted by the danger of a misunderstanding

my initial photographs of the tribals

my initial photographs of the tribals were silent and careful portraits that

were silent and careful portraits that

were silent and careful portraits that were the result of nonverbal observation

were the result of nonverbal observation

were the result of nonverbal observation it’s only after I started living with

it’s only after I started living with

it’s only after I started living with them that their picture began to think

them that their picture began to think

them that their picture began to think these tribes had a fascinating system of

these tribes had a fascinating system of

these tribes had a fascinating system of communication they will indeed

communication they will indeed

communication they will indeed conversation with the environment the

conversation with the environment the

conversation with the environment the forests the woodland the desert

forests the woodland the desert

forests the woodland the desert everything was alive just as they

everything was alive just as they

everything was alive just as they themselves were alive much as the

themselves were alive much as the

themselves were alive much as the knowledge was gleaned from the forest

knowledge was gleaned from the forest

knowledge was gleaned from the forest and passed like precious heirlooms from

and passed like precious heirlooms from

and passed like precious heirlooms from the generations their homes were an

the generations their homes were an

the generations their homes were an organic outgrowth of the earth we would

organic outgrowth of the earth we would

organic outgrowth of the earth we would cook and share food together

cook and share food together

cook and share food together the tribes would narrate legends about

the tribes would narrate legends about

the tribes would narrate legends about their tattoos they would tell me that

their tattoos they would tell me that

their tattoos they would tell me that everything they wore was symbolic of

everything they wore was symbolic of

everything they wore was symbolic of they believed the animals they

they believed the animals they

they believed the animals they sacrificed would speak to their gods

sacrificed would speak to their gods

sacrificed would speak to their gods their wall paintings would convey

their wall paintings would convey

their wall paintings would convey messages to the spirits of their

messages to the spirits of their

messages to the spirits of their ancestors I traveled and crossed borders

ancestors I traveled and crossed borders

ancestors I traveled and crossed borders with three nomadic tribal groups these

with three nomadic tribal groups these

with three nomadic tribal groups these tribes taught me an important aspect of

tribes taught me an important aspect of

tribes taught me an important aspect of language culture is a language in itself

language culture is a language in itself

language culture is a language in itself language carries meanings beyond itself

language carries meanings beyond itself

language carries meanings beyond itself because its roots and reference points

because its roots and reference points

because its roots and reference points lie and culture

lie and culture

lie and culture to speak is to adopt the culture and to

to speak is to adopt the culture and to

to speak is to adopt the culture and to engage in culture is like knowing a

engage in culture is like knowing a

engage in culture is like knowing a language our tribal ancestors have

language our tribal ancestors have

language our tribal ancestors have carried the knowledge of fire and

carried the knowledge of fire and

carried the knowledge of fire and language to all across the world I

language to all across the world I

language to all across the world I carried my knowledge of the photographic

carried my knowledge of the photographic

carried my knowledge of the photographic language into the world of advertising

language into the world of advertising

language into the world of advertising this is the first time my spoken

this is the first time my spoken

this is the first time my spoken language would come face to face with my

language would come face to face with my

language would come face to face with my recently acquired visual one my images

recently acquired visual one my images

recently acquired visual one my images alone would not speak for themselves

alone would not speak for themselves

alone would not speak for themselves words and images would be carefully

words and images would be carefully

words and images would be carefully curated by creative directors and

curated by creative directors and

curated by creative directors and editors other elements like my dog Rafi

editors other elements like my dog Rafi

editors other elements like my dog Rafi layout design and tags would cooperate

layout design and tags would cooperate

layout design and tags would cooperate with my imagery to construct a symbol I

photographed goddesses and the magic

photographed goddesses and the magic portion objects would define and speak

portion objects would define and speak

portion objects would define and speak of luxury a romance and taste would

of luxury a romance and taste would

of luxury a romance and taste would trigger memories body language would

trigger memories body language would

trigger memories body language would convey brand identity movement would

convey brand identity movement would

convey brand identity movement would declare spirit and urgency my images

declare spirit and urgency my images

declare spirit and urgency my images would acquire a personality that would

would acquire a personality that would

would acquire a personality that would be desired consumed and for their

be desired consumed and for their

be desired consumed and for their commercial photography made me aware

commercial photography made me aware

commercial photography made me aware that intent is an important part of

that intent is an important part of

that intent is an important part of language it is intent that would define

language it is intent that would define

language it is intent that would define and indicate the interpretation of

and indicate the interpretation of

and indicate the interpretation of images a picture speaks louder than

images a picture speaks louder than

images a picture speaks louder than words

words

words I wanted my picture to speak about

I wanted my picture to speak about

I wanted my picture to speak about people who didn’t have a voice either

people who didn’t have a voice either

people who didn’t have a voice either these people didn’t know their rights or

these people didn’t know their rights or

these people didn’t know their rights or they chose to remain

they chose to remain

they chose to remain because they didn’t have a choice I’m

because they didn’t have a choice I’m

because they didn’t have a choice I’m going to share two stories that

going to share two stories that

going to share two stories that represent these kind of people I

represent these kind of people I

represent these kind of people I photographed women for workers in

photographed women for workers in

photographed women for workers in illegal mines of chharia since 1936 it’s

illegal mines of chharia since 1936 it’s

illegal mines of chharia since 1936 it’s been illegal to employ a woman in a coal

been illegal to employ a woman in a coal

been illegal to employ a woman in a coal mine after independence the women

mine after independence the women

mine after independence the women workers who were displaced from their

workers who were displaced from their

workers who were displaced from their job sought employment in unofficial and

job sought employment in unofficial and

job sought employment in unofficial and illegal mines these women workers belong

illegal mines these women workers belong

illegal mines these women workers belong to migrant communities in the bordering

to migrant communities in the bordering

to migrant communities in the bordering there they’re essentially from lower

there they’re essentially from lower

there they’re essentially from lower class communities mainly the balance

generations are trapped in area mines

generations are trapped in area mines there are no employment opportunities

there are no employment opportunities

there are no employment opportunities for women without an education or

for women without an education or

for women without an education or financial resources labor laws and labor

financial resources labor laws and labor

financial resources labor laws and labor unions do not exist in these mines

unions do not exist in these mines

unions do not exist in these mines entire families are contracted to work

entire families are contracted to work

entire families are contracted to work on a piecemeal basis children as young

on a piecemeal basis children as young

on a piecemeal basis children as young as seven are employed in this coal mine

as seven are employed in this coal mine

as seven are employed in this coal mine they put in fifteen hours a day for less

they put in fifteen hours a day for less

they put in fifteen hours a day for less than a dollar these mines are operating

than a dollar these mines are operating

than a dollar these mines are operating in an environmental disaster there are

in an environmental disaster there are

in an environmental disaster there are 70 underground fires that have been

70 underground fires that have been

70 underground fires that have been burning for over a century these

burning for over a century these

burning for over a century these underground fires caused sinkholes as

underground fires caused sinkholes as

underground fires caused sinkholes as you can see in the photograph sulfur

you can see in the photograph sulfur

you can see in the photograph sulfur dioxide and methane below from this

dioxide and methane below from this

dioxide and methane below from this whole day in and day out the houses and

whole day in and day out the houses and

whole day in and day out the houses and mines run into each other

mines run into each other

mines run into each other the mists that you’ve seen this

the mists that you’ve seen this

the mists that you’ve seen this photograph contains poisonous gases

photograph contains poisonous gases

photograph contains poisonous gases there is no compensation for victims of

there is no compensation for victims of

there is no compensation for victims of accidents the entire environment is

accidents the entire environment is

accidents the entire environment is highly polluted 1.4 billion tons of

highly polluted 1.4 billion tons of

highly polluted 1.4 billion tons of carbon dioxide are the leaves into the

carbon dioxide are the leaves into the

carbon dioxide are the leaves into the atmosphere every year

atmosphere every year

atmosphere every year cancers of the stomach and lungs are

cancers of the stomach and lungs are

cancers of the stomach and lungs are very common respiratory diseases called

very common respiratory diseases called

very common respiratory diseases called many women to die in mid mind the second

many women to die in mid mind the second

many women to die in mid mind the second documentary is about ritual sex slavery

documentary is about ritual sex slavery

documentary is about ritual sex slavery in Telangana in some of these villages

in Telangana in some of these villages

in Telangana in some of these villages pretty Besant girls as young as five are

pretty Besant girls as young as five are

pretty Besant girls as young as five are dedicated to the village temple in a

dedicated to the village temple in a

dedicated to the village temple in a ceremony their marriage to the village

ceremony their marriage to the village

ceremony their marriage to the village temple deity after their marriage they

temple deity after their marriage they

temple deity after their marriage they can never marry a man ever again these

can never marry a man ever again these

can never marry a man ever again these women are called yogini in this

women are called yogini in this

women are called yogini in this photograph a jogini reenacts and

photograph a jogini reenacts and

photograph a jogini reenacts and initiation ceremony by holding mean

initiation ceremony by holding mean

initiation ceremony by holding mean leaves in her mouth in the earlier days

leaves in her mouth in the earlier days

leaves in her mouth in the earlier days the ceremony involved the dedicated girl

the ceremony involved the dedicated girl

the ceremony involved the dedicated girl being paraded naked all over the village

being paraded naked all over the village

being paraded naked all over the village but during these times the ceremony is

but during these times the ceremony is

but during these times the ceremony is conducted secretly in those Javanese are

conducted secretly in those Javanese are

conducted secretly in those Javanese are sacrificed for a variety of reasons it

sacrificed for a variety of reasons it

sacrificed for a variety of reasons it could be to avoid ill fortune to her

could be to avoid ill fortune to her

could be to avoid ill fortune to her family or for the prosperity of the

family or for the prosperity of the

family or for the prosperity of the village in this photograph this jogini

village in this photograph this jogini

village in this photograph this jogini was dedicated at the age of 10 during a

was dedicated at the age of 10 during a

was dedicated at the age of 10 during a drought she’s expected to pray at this

drought she’s expected to pray at this

drought she’s expected to pray at this village shrine every day the rain for

village shrine every day the rain for

village shrine every day the rain for the past 13 years

once jogi knees reach puberty we had

once jogi knees reach puberty we had taken his personal sexual slaves of

taken his personal sexual slaves of

taken his personal sexual slaves of either the village priest or the village

either the village priest or the village

either the village priest or the village headman in many instances the virginity

headman in many instances the virginity

headman in many instances the virginity is sold off to rich men in the area and

is sold off to rich men in the area and

is sold off to rich men in the area and once he dies with her she becomes the

once he dies with her she becomes the

once he dies with her she becomes the three sexual property of the entire

three sexual property of the entire

three sexual property of the entire village regardless of caste class or

village regardless of caste class or

village regardless of caste class or economic status Javanese have to work to

economic status Javanese have to work to

economic status Javanese have to work to make a living in the fields they earn a

make a living in the fields they earn a

make a living in the fields they earn a very very low income they do not get

very very low income they do not get

very very low income they do not get sales to have

sales to have

sales to have sex with the entire village at times to

sex with the entire village at times to

sex with the entire village at times to get paid in time a bag of rice or

get paid in time a bag of rice or

get paid in time a bag of rice or sometimes asari all the Javanese belong

sometimes asari all the Javanese belong

sometimes asari all the Javanese belong to the untouchable community somehow

to the untouchable community somehow

to the untouchable community somehow this doesn’t seem to matter when men are

this doesn’t seem to matter when men are

this doesn’t seem to matter when men are physically intimate with them if a

physically intimate with them if a

physically intimate with them if a Giovanni had a son he wouldn’t

Giovanni had a son he wouldn’t

Giovanni had a son he wouldn’t acknowledge her or support her during

acknowledge her or support her during

acknowledge her or support her during religious ritual and ceremony the jogini

religious ritual and ceremony the jogini

religious ritual and ceremony the jogini becomes the mediator through whom the

becomes the mediator through whom the

becomes the mediator through whom the gods and goddesses speak perhaps this is

gods and goddesses speak perhaps this is

gods and goddesses speak perhaps this is the only time that she’s treated with

the only time that she’s treated with

the only time that she’s treated with some respect in this picture you see an

some respect in this picture you see an

some respect in this picture you see an hiv-positive jogini who was being tended

hiv-positive jogini who was being tended

hiv-positive jogini who was being tended to by her sister who is also a yoga knee

to by her sister who is also a yoga knee

to by her sister who is also a yoga knee sexual diseases are rampant and claimed

sexual diseases are rampant and claimed

sexual diseases are rampant and claimed the lives of many Javanese in this area

even in death the isolation of the

even in death the isolation of the jogini continues this shrine in the

jogini continues this shrine in the

jogini continues this shrine in the photograph marks a graveyard of the

photograph marks a graveyard of the

photograph marks a graveyard of the jogini Javanese are not allowed to be

jogini Javanese are not allowed to be

jogini Javanese are not allowed to be buried alongside a villager so you can

buried alongside a villager so you can

buried alongside a villager so you can see a lot of shrines like this dotting

see a lot of shrines like this dotting

see a lot of shrines like this dotting the outskirts of the village a picture

the outskirts of the village a picture

the outskirts of the village a picture speaks more directly to people than

speaks more directly to people than

speaks more directly to people than words ever will more so even today when

words ever will more so even today when

words ever will more so even today when people are able to share moments ideas

people are able to share moments ideas

people are able to share moments ideas and information more effectively through

and information more effectively through

and information more effectively through the photographic language I want my

the photographic language I want my

the photographic language I want my vision of the world and yours to be

vision of the world and yours to be

vision of the world and yours to be recognized by this fascinating

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