so today I’m going to talk to you about how words are the creator and destroyer
how words are the creator and destroyer
how words are the creator and destroyer of our realities how the totality of
of our realities how the totality of
of our realities how the totality of everything that you know and do has been
everything that you know and do has been
everything that you know and do has been constructed by the words that have been
constructed by the words that have been
constructed by the words that have been said to you now when I was a child I had
said to you now when I was a child I had
said to you now when I was a child I had this vision that to escape this world
this vision that to escape this world
this vision that to escape this world and transcend up to heaven without ever
and transcend up to heaven without ever
and transcend up to heaven without ever happened to die was a task for a poet
happened to die was a task for a poet
happened to die was a task for a poet who could express the meaning of that I
who could express the meaning of that I
who could express the meaning of that I imagined this God waiting for me I was
imagined this God waiting for me I was
imagined this God waiting for me I was like seven years old I throw in a
like seven years old I throw in a
like seven years old I throw in a imagine this God waited me to crack his
imagine this God waited me to crack his
imagine this God waited me to crack his cold and once I could adequately explain
cold and once I could adequately explain
cold and once I could adequately explain why we are here
why we are here
why we are here I’d be beamed up to this palace superior
I’d be beamed up to this palace superior
I’d be beamed up to this palace superior it sounds like a crazy idea but if you
it sounds like a crazy idea but if you
it sounds like a crazy idea but if you haven’t noticed we’re all doing it here
haven’t noticed we’re all doing it here
haven’t noticed we’re all doing it here every idea that we try to explain to
every idea that we try to explain to
every idea that we try to explain to communicate and to share is really a
communicate and to share is really a
communicate and to share is really a claim that we that I know the truth and
claim that we that I know the truth and
claim that we that I know the truth and I finally found the words to share it
I finally found the words to share it
I finally found the words to share it with you so this became my game
with you so this became my game
with you so this became my game rearranging words to try and open up
rearranging words to try and open up
rearranging words to try and open up doorways into better worlds and so up
doorways into better worlds and so up
doorways into better worlds and so up again my life is a poet and now I write
again my life is a poet and now I write
again my life is a poet and now I write for a living and so I know it when I say
for a living and so I know it when I say
for a living and so I know it when I say works will never suffice to capture the
works will never suffice to capture the
works will never suffice to capture the inexpressible experience of life now the
inexpressible experience of life now the
inexpressible experience of life now the one thing that I’ve written about more
one thing that I’ve written about more
one thing that I’ve written about more than anything else is the hairline
than anything else is the hairline
than anything else is the hairline cracks in my mental health if I’m
cracks in my mental health if I’m
cracks in my mental health if I’m shrinking too hard and I just break open
shrinking too hard and I just break open
shrinking too hard and I just break open it’s happened once or twice and I’ve
it’s happened once or twice and I’ve
it’s happened once or twice and I’ve been dunked into psychosis and words
been dunked into psychosis and words
been dunked into psychosis and words would undermine how that feels
would undermine how that feels
would undermine how that feels what I could say of what happened would
what I could say of what happened would
what I could say of what happened would be like a like a doodle of what was real
be like a like a doodle of what was real
be like a like a doodle of what was real did anybody did anyone here used to play
did anybody did anyone here used to play
did anybody did anyone here used to play the sins right it was this computer game
the sins right it was this computer game
the sins right it was this computer game where you and built houses and bought
where you and built houses and bought
where you and built houses and bought things for these little humans who you
things for these little humans who you
things for these little humans who you might watch die and get a sadistic
might watch die and get a sadistic
might watch die and get a sadistic setting them on fire now if you scrolled
setting them on fire now if you scrolled
setting them on fire now if you scrolled past the edges of the house you wound up
past the edges of the house you wound up
past the edges of the house you wound up in this gray area where there was
in this gray area where there was
in this gray area where there was nothing about because that was the place
nothing about because that was the place
nothing about because that was the place you had not built now let’s imagine that
you had not built now let’s imagine that
you had not built now let’s imagine that gray area is the great unspoken that is
gray area is the great unspoken that is
gray area is the great unspoken that is where madness lies but I put to you the
where madness lies but I put to you the
where madness lies but I put to you the most interesting spaces are the ones we
most interesting spaces are the ones we
most interesting spaces are the ones we can’t describe the empty places are so
can’t describe the empty places are so
can’t describe the empty places are so full of possibilities that flicker
full of possibilities that flicker
full of possibilities that flicker endless through the mind that 21 I was
endless through the mind that 21 I was
endless through the mind that 21 I was put on medication told I was anxious and
put on medication told I was anxious and
put on medication told I was anxious and depressed and so I began taking that
depressed and so I began taking that
depressed and so I began taking that diagnosis with water every day
diagnosis with water every day
diagnosis with water every day go pin down the words that my doctor
go pin down the words that my doctor
go pin down the words that my doctor would say when I try to explain how it
would say when I try to explain how it
would say when I try to explain how it felt being alive shuffling words in my
felt being alive shuffling words in my
felt being alive shuffling words in my chest to communicate best how hard it
chest to communicate best how hard it
chest to communicate best how hard it felt to survive and dr. sweet doctor
felt to survive and dr. sweet doctor
felt to survive and dr. sweet doctor would reply with the one minute and 57
would reply with the one minute and 57
would reply with the one minute and 57 seconds I had left of his time here’s a
seconds I had left of his time here’s a
seconds I had left of his time here’s a prescription and this is a label you can
prescription and this is a label you can
prescription and this is a label you can wear and so others know you’re unstable
wear and so others know you’re unstable
wear and so others know you’re unstable and so I became all he spoke into being
and so I became all he spoke into being
and so I became all he spoke into being fulfilling what he had said of me
fulfilling what he had said of me
fulfilling what he had said of me because we do that we humans we we name
because we do that we humans we we name
because we do that we humans we we name things to make you act accordingly
things to make you act accordingly
things to make you act accordingly imagine all the things that you could do
imagine all the things that you could do
imagine all the things that you could do with the table if you didn’t look at it
with the table if you didn’t look at it
with the table if you didn’t look at it like oh well that’s a table yeah the
like oh well that’s a table yeah the
like oh well that’s a table yeah the reactor basically our boat you could be
reactor basically our boat you could be
reactor basically our boat you could be a fence he could be a an oak made of
a fence he could be a an oak made of
a fence he could be a an oak made of wood full of meaning that you have to
wood full of meaning that you have to
wood full of meaning that you have to decipher before it morphs into another
decipher before it morphs into another
decipher before it morphs into another being now I’ve got a niece who’s still
being now I’ve got a niece who’s still
being now I’ve got a niece who’s still younger than two and when I first met
younger than two and when I first met
younger than two and when I first met her she was just a few weeks old she was
her she was just a few weeks old she was
her she was just a few weeks old she was looking at her hands for the very first
looking at her hands for the very first
looking at her hands for the very first time because a baby’s vision grows bit
time because a baby’s vision grows bit
time because a baby’s vision grows bit by bit to ease them into coping with all
by bit to ease them into coping with all
by bit to ease them into coping with all of this and the way that she looked at
of this and the way that she looked at
of this and the way that she looked at her fingers that day has slowly started
her fingers that day has slowly started
her fingers that day has slowly started to fade away because in the last year
to fade away because in the last year
to fade away because in the last year we’ve been teaching her words but so
we’ve been teaching her words but so
we’ve been teaching her words but so instead
instead
instead look at her things we wonder she can
look at her things we wonder she can
look at her things we wonder she can just be heard saying blow doggy Cara
just be heard saying blow doggy Cara
just be heard saying blow doggy Cara granddad fighting a finger and really
granddad fighting a finger and really
granddad fighting a finger and really like mad because she knows something and
like mad because she knows something and
like mad because she knows something and she can tell you she knows it and that
she can tell you she knows it and that
she can tell you she knows it and that is what we spend the rest of our life
is what we spend the rest of our life
is what we spend the rest of our life showing so now she no longer looks at
showing so now she no longer looks at
showing so now she no longer looks at the things she knows my name is if there
the things she knows my name is if there
the things she knows my name is if there anything more than the sum of those X’s
anything more than the sum of those X’s
anything more than the sum of those X’s she’s trying to say but when I stopped
she’s trying to say but when I stopped
she’s trying to say but when I stopped repeating that I was anxious and
repeating that I was anxious and
repeating that I was anxious and depressed I realized actually I’m just
depressed I realized actually I’m just
depressed I realized actually I’m just channeling a world that’s on its head so
channeling a world that’s on its head so
channeling a world that’s on its head so much has happened on this planet no pain
much has happened on this planet no pain
much has happened on this planet no pain and loves and we can ever manage to
and loves and we can ever manage to
and loves and we can ever manage to compute and the minds of mongers there
compute and the minds of mongers there
compute and the minds of mongers there are that extra bit sensitive there are
are that extra bit sensitive there are
are that extra bit sensitive there are some knows were trying more than anyone
some knows were trying more than anyone
some knows were trying more than anyone else to really make sense of it yet the
else to really make sense of it yet the
else to really make sense of it yet the insane they’ve seen it like these a
insane they’ve seen it like these a
insane they’ve seen it like these a fairground mirrors reflecting a
fairground mirrors reflecting a
fairground mirrors reflecting a distorted view of the safe narratives we
distorted view of the safe narratives we
distorted view of the safe narratives we humans play on loop this whole talk is
humans play on loop this whole talk is
humans play on loop this whole talk is kind
kind
kind delivered in a rhyme in a rhythm yeah
delivered in a rhyme in a rhythm yeah
delivered in a rhyme in a rhythm yeah okay not to be indulgent mostly to show
okay not to be indulgent mostly to show
okay not to be indulgent mostly to show the narrowband of all these symbols me
the narrowband of all these symbols me
the narrowband of all these symbols me speak cuz though we converse on a
speak cuz though we converse on a
speak cuz though we converse on a multitude of topics they’re generally
multitude of topics they’re generally
multitude of topics they’re generally restricted to the same core beliefs that
restricted to the same core beliefs that
restricted to the same core beliefs that there is hierarchy there is some greater
there is hierarchy there is some greater
there is hierarchy there is some greater force whether you believe it to be a la
force whether you believe it to be a la
force whether you believe it to be a la goddess or gravity or money you know
goddess or gravity or money you know
goddess or gravity or money you know anything you can confirm with your
anything you can confirm with your
anything you can confirm with your senses definitely real but every word
senses definitely real but every word
senses definitely real but every word you’ve ever said was born from how you
you’ve ever said was born from how you
you’ve ever said was born from how you feel your language he’s so idiosyncratic
feel your language he’s so idiosyncratic
feel your language he’s so idiosyncratic based on meaning only you could make
based on meaning only you could make
based on meaning only you could make only you will ever know the depth of
only you will ever know the depth of
only you will ever know the depth of everything every word that you’ve ever
everything every word that you’ve ever
everything every word that you’ve ever said this hidden subtext when others
said this hidden subtext when others
said this hidden subtext when others just see the surface the word it’s like
just see the surface the word it’s like
just see the surface the word it’s like a looking at the earth and seen only the
a looking at the earth and seen only the
a looking at the earth and seen only the grass and not the the modern soil and
grass and not the the modern soil and
grass and not the the modern soil and molten lava that bring it out on mass
molten lava that bring it out on mass
molten lava that bring it out on mass and equally to understand the grass is
and equally to understand the grass is
and equally to understand the grass is to understand the air the wind and the
to understand the air the wind and the
to understand the air the wind and the oxygen which make up the emotional
oxygen which make up the emotional
oxygen which make up the emotional landscape of the person who listens you
landscape of the person who listens you
landscape of the person who listens you know now we’re starting to see how every
know now we’re starting to see how every
know now we’re starting to see how every word has mother goes and heard than that
word has mother goes and heard than that
word has mother goes and heard than that which goes spoken now we invest in the
which goes spoken now we invest in the
which goes spoken now we invest in the infrastructure of of shared reality with
infrastructure of of shared reality with
infrastructure of of shared reality with common language that is to say that we
common language that is to say that we
common language that is to say that we you know something’s real if we
you know something’s real if we
you know something’s real if we communally agree that it is real but at
communally agree that it is real but at
communally agree that it is real but at what point is our communal agreement
what point is our communal agreement
what point is our communal agreement fail we all know and use the word unsafe
fail we all know and use the word unsafe
fail we all know and use the word unsafe but we witness it on a sliding scale and
but we witness it on a sliding scale and
but we witness it on a sliding scale and if some may be afraid daily of war and
if some may be afraid daily of war and
if some may be afraid daily of war and some may be afraid of it let me draw
some may be afraid of it let me draw
some may be afraid of it let me draw I’ll come back to that now when you and
I’ll come back to that now when you and
I’ll come back to that now when you and I top a political fear it might sound
I top a political fear it might sound
I top a political fear it might sound like we’re on different sides because
like we’re on different sides because
like we’re on different sides because I’m a talk of mama earth and refugees
I’m a talk of mama earth and refugees
I’m a talk of mama earth and refugees and you may talk of trade routes in
and you may talk of trade routes in
and you may talk of trade routes in global economy but
global economy but
global economy but there is a match in our underlying drive
there is a match in our underlying drive
there is a match in our underlying drive which is I hope the dying tomorrow’s
which is I hope the dying tomorrow’s
which is I hope the dying tomorrow’s survived so if we can move past the
survived so if we can move past the
survived so if we can move past the divisive nough screed by our
divisive nough screed by our
divisive nough screed by our storytelling device maybe we can stop
storytelling device maybe we can stop
storytelling device maybe we can stop making a bus feel ostracized for
making a bus feel ostracized for
making a bus feel ostracized for interpreting existence differently just
interpreting existence differently just
interpreting existence differently just because of the linguistics they’ve
because of the linguistics they’ve
because of the linguistics they’ve absorbed while alive and there is
absorbed while alive and there is
absorbed while alive and there is something so powerful in hearing the
something so powerful in hearing the
something so powerful in hearing the words me too but you only get to hear
words me too but you only get to hear
words me too but you only get to hear when you open your heart with the
when you open your heart with the
when you open your heart with the language you use but I will us to
language you use but I will us to
language you use but I will us to recognize that statement between the
recognize that statement between the
recognize that statement between the gaps in what we say but in all these
gaps in what we say but in all these
gaps in what we say but in all these chats that we have every day there’s the
chats that we have every day there’s the
chats that we have every day there’s the spouse and things going on said what
spouse and things going on said what
spouse and things going on said what beneath every conversation is silence
beneath every conversation is silence
beneath every conversation is silence and it’s that which binds us all because
and it’s that which binds us all because
and it’s that which binds us all because it contains the underworld of unspoken
it contains the underworld of unspoken
it contains the underworld of unspoken through which no matter mangas sometimes
through which no matter mangas sometimes
through which no matter mangas sometimes fall now let’s take this back to BC in
fall now let’s take this back to BC in
fall now let’s take this back to BC in the fifth century before Christ the
the fifth century before Christ the
the fifth century before Christ the turret was written by the philosopher
turret was written by the philosopher
turret was written by the philosopher gorgeous
gorgeous
gorgeous they named on a non-existent and the
they named on a non-existent and the
they named on a non-existent and the text states four things one nothing
text states four things one nothing
text states four things one nothing exists – if something exists nothing can
exists – if something exists nothing can
exists – if something exists nothing can be known a bit three if something can be
be known a bit three if something can be
be known a bit three if something can be known a bit the knowledge could not be
known a bit the knowledge could not be
known a bit the knowledge could not be communicated and far even if it can be
communicated and far even if it can be
communicated and far even if it can be communicated it cannot be understood now
communicated it cannot be understood now
communicated it cannot be understood now without trying to go from them also I
without trying to go from them also I
without trying to go from them also I mean I focus here on three and four now
mean I focus here on three and four now
mean I focus here on three and four now what I interpreted these to mean and
what I interpreted these to mean and
what I interpreted these to mean and everyone I shared this with ready if for
everyone I shared this with ready if for
everyone I shared this with ready if for me is that wisdom is not something that
me is that wisdom is not something that
me is that wisdom is not something that we can discuss our language was a
we can discuss our language was a
we can discuss our language was a logical tool of survival or if she liked
logical tool of survival or if she liked
logical tool of survival or if she liked subscrible because there’s some
subscrible because there’s some
subscrible because there’s some historians like you’ve all know a
historians like you’ve all know a
historians like you’ve all know a Ferrari would argue
Ferrari would argue
Ferrari would argue humans capability to communicate is what
humans capability to communicate is what
humans capability to communicate is what Lecter has taken over the world no once
Lecter has taken over the world no once
Lecter has taken over the world no once language developed we could cooperate
language developed we could cooperate
language developed we could cooperate and build groups and that snowballs but
and build groups and that snowballs but
and build groups and that snowballs but logic is different wisdom it is logic is
logic is different wisdom it is logic is
logic is different wisdom it is logic is information and wisdom where our ways be
information and wisdom where our ways be
information and wisdom where our ways be lost in translation after my first ever
lost in translation after my first ever
lost in translation after my first ever romantic ceremony the shaman said to me
romantic ceremony the shaman said to me
romantic ceremony the shaman said to me don’t tell anybody else what you’ve seen
don’t tell anybody else what you’ve seen
don’t tell anybody else what you’ve seen it is not for them and it will not fit
it is not for them and it will not fit
it is not for them and it will not fit inside the bottle that we send when we
inside the bottle that we send when we
inside the bottle that we send when we speak and if you try and split the
speak and if you try and split the
speak and if you try and split the inside these bottles well you’ll make
inside these bottles well you’ll make
inside these bottles well you’ll make the message weak and the paper will
the message weak and the paper will
the message weak and the paper will disintegrate and there’ll only be an
disintegrate and there’ll only be an
disintegrate and there’ll only be an impression left to read and so my
impression left to read and so my
impression left to read and so my friends you will witness things in your
friends you will witness things in your
friends you will witness things in your life that you can’t fit into words and
life that you can’t fit into words and
life that you can’t fit into words and that’s because the lesson was never
that’s because the lesson was never
that’s because the lesson was never meant for anyone will you to have heard
meant for anyone will you to have heard
meant for anyone will you to have heard and so I believe gorgeous to be
and so I believe gorgeous to be
and so I believe gorgeous to be confirming to me that the smart person
confirming to me that the smart person
confirming to me that the smart person the smart person may be full of answers
the smart person may be full of answers
the smart person may be full of answers full of answers but the wise person has
full of answers but the wise person has
full of answers but the wise person has only questions that they accept words
only questions that they accept words
only questions that they accept words will never complete and if I explain how
will never complete and if I explain how
will never complete and if I explain how or why I’ll delete every other
or why I’ll delete every other
or why I’ll delete every other possibility and by the way the most
possibility and by the way the most
possibility and by the way the most appropriate thing happened to honor a
appropriate thing happened to honor a
appropriate thing happened to honor a non-existent the original text was
non-existent the original text was
non-existent the original text was entirely lost I love that I feel it
entirely lost I love that I feel it
entirely lost I love that I feel it somehow makes this point now the problem
somehow makes this point now the problem
somehow makes this point now the problem is that we build our perception on that
is that we build our perception on that
is that we build our perception on that singularity so we’ve coded reality on
singularity so we’ve coded reality on
singularity so we’ve coded reality on the narratives we weave think of
the narratives we weave think of
the narratives we weave think of language is the HTML of the world off
language is the HTML of the world off
language is the HTML of the world off screen you and I are contained in the
screen you and I are contained in the
screen you and I are contained in the context of stories from before his ideas
context of stories from before his ideas
context of stories from before his ideas so old
so old
so old we no longer question them anymore we
we no longer question them anymore we
we no longer question them anymore we should always be clothed everything is
should always be clothed everything is
should always be clothed everything is divided into good and evil and the
divided into good and evil and the
divided into good and evil and the masculine or the opposite the feminine
masculine or the opposite the feminine
masculine or the opposite the feminine people but upon these all
people but upon these all
people but upon these all Hales we build our value of what’s
Hales we build our value of what’s
Hales we build our value of what’s reasonable but in there in indigenous
reasonable but in there in indigenous
reasonable but in there in indigenous tribes the schizophrenic is sent to
tribes the schizophrenic is sent to
tribes the schizophrenic is sent to become the next shaman the wise person
become the next shaman the wise person
become the next shaman the wise person why because when one loses their grip on
why because when one loses their grip on
why because when one loses their grip on reason this particular perception of
reason this particular perception of
reason this particular perception of reality may start to slip away and that
reality may start to slip away and that
reality may start to slip away and that will show them something about how it
will show them something about how it
will show them something about how it was built in the first place and that
was built in the first place and that
was built in the first place and that that that is wisdom so should we take
that that is wisdom so should we take
that that is wisdom so should we take artistic license with our own eyes we
artistic license with our own eyes we
artistic license with our own eyes we can be liberated by now seeing this web
can be liberated by now seeing this web
can be liberated by now seeing this web of natural lies you know so what’s this
of natural lies you know so what’s this
of natural lies you know so what’s this – well you’re a little loose in mind
– well you’re a little loose in mind
– well you’re a little loose in mind celebrate this giving you the space you
celebrate this giving you the space you
celebrate this giving you the space you need to now design your life we create
need to now design your life we create
need to now design your life we create who will be tomorrow by how we speak of
who will be tomorrow by how we speak of
who will be tomorrow by how we speak of ourselves today me I wasn’t always this
ourselves today me I wasn’t always this
ourselves today me I wasn’t always this strong and sassy I just tried it that
strong and sassy I just tried it that
strong and sassy I just tried it that way
way
way equally we can we can alter our memory
equally we can we can alter our memory
equally we can we can alter our memory by the by the way the phrases that we
by the by the way the phrases that we
by the by the way the phrases that we used to relive them so all the time we
used to relive them so all the time we
used to relive them so all the time we invest more in the version that we’ve
invest more in the version that we’ve
invest more in the version that we’ve told then the moment as it was when the
told then the moment as it was when the
told then the moment as it was when the truth would first unfold around us you
truth would first unfold around us you
truth would first unfold around us you know and that’s to the present moment
know and that’s to the present moment
know and that’s to the present moment well if I say oh I am having a bad day
well if I say oh I am having a bad day
well if I say oh I am having a bad day I’m more inclined to continue having a
I’m more inclined to continue having a
I’m more inclined to continue having a bad day if I say Who the growing pains
bad day if I say Who the growing pains
bad day if I say Who the growing pains are real today I’m more inclined to
are real today I’m more inclined to
are real today I’m more inclined to learn from that state of discomfort now
learn from that state of discomfort now
learn from that state of discomfort now last year when I came off my medication
last year when I came off my medication
last year when I came off my medication my mum said something to me and I always
my mum said something to me and I always
my mum said something to me and I always thought she wasn’t really tuned in to
thought she wasn’t really tuned in to
thought she wasn’t really tuned in to how overwhelmed I was feeling but she
how overwhelmed I was feeling but she
how overwhelmed I was feeling but she was she confirmed that when she looked
was she confirmed that when she looked
was she confirmed that when she looked in my eyes and explained I never wanted
in my eyes and explained I never wanted
in my eyes and explained I never wanted you to be diagnosed because I knew that
you to be diagnosed because I knew that
you to be diagnosed because I knew that you would believe what they were saying
you would believe what they were saying
you would believe what they were saying I’m so it’s time for me to have a chat
I’m so it’s time for me to have a chat
I’m so it’s time for me to have a chat with my seven-year-old self because she
with my seven-year-old self because she
with my seven-year-old self because she she
she
she and claim to write or even know a shared
and claim to write or even know a shared
and claim to write or even know a shared reality even if there was one universal
reality even if there was one universal
reality even if there was one universal one entity the could universally agree
one entity the could universally agree
one entity the could universally agree or the humans emotional bodies would
or the humans emotional bodies would
or the humans emotional bodies would manipulate what she means and then she’d
manipulate what she means and then she’d
manipulate what she means and then she’d just be like that doctor and the only
just be like that doctor and the only
just be like that doctor and the only thing I was to prescribe to everybody is
thing I was to prescribe to everybody is
thing I was to prescribe to everybody is a history and silence so then we could
a history and silence so then we could
a history and silence so then we could build a fresh inclusive symbiosis you
build a fresh inclusive symbiosis you
build a fresh inclusive symbiosis you know that doctor that doctor wholly
know that doctor that doctor wholly
know that doctor that doctor wholly agrees what tells me is me who has seen
agrees what tells me is me who has seen
agrees what tells me is me who has seen people I love and body their diagnosis
people I love and body their diagnosis
people I love and body their diagnosis because the word gave them something to
because the word gave them something to
because the word gave them something to pin all that felt uncertain so I invite
pin all that felt uncertain so I invite
pin all that felt uncertain so I invite you to see when words are being
you to see when words are being
you to see when words are being destructive now when when a an unwonted
destructive now when when a an unwonted
destructive now when when a an unwonted narrative starts playing out in my head
narrative starts playing out in my head
narrative starts playing out in my head which is often one of paranoia and
which is often one of paranoia and
which is often one of paranoia and deeply unreasonable dread
deeply unreasonable dread
deeply unreasonable dread well I swap it was sound that gives me
well I swap it was sound that gives me
well I swap it was sound that gives me surge of energy rather than perpetuate
surge of energy rather than perpetuate
surge of energy rather than perpetuate this story how it’s normal for me to be
this story how it’s normal for me to be
this story how it’s normal for me to be feeble so I’ll open my cutlery drawer
feeble so I’ll open my cutlery drawer
feeble so I’ll open my cutlery drawer where I’m always convinced I’m gonna
where I’m always convinced I’m gonna
where I’m always convinced I’m gonna meet thousands of beetles and either out
meet thousands of beetles and either out
meet thousands of beetles and either out loud or between my ears I’m going right
loud or between my ears I’m going right
loud or between my ears I’m going right and I’m liberated that sound you see so
and I’m liberated that sound you see so
and I’m liberated that sound you see so I wait from within that I just ride all
I wait from within that I just ride all
I wait from within that I just ride all the way out and I imagine that when I
the way out and I imagine that when I
the way out and I imagine that when I tell myself the story of The Beatles I’m
tell myself the story of The Beatles I’m
tell myself the story of The Beatles I’m like pushing something inside of my head
like pushing something inside of my head
like pushing something inside of my head and that is how we become full of dread
and that is how we become full of dread
and that is how we become full of dread whereas when I make the noise the
whereas when I make the noise the
whereas when I make the noise the vocalization I’m letting some pronounce
vocalization I’m letting some pronounce
vocalization I’m letting some pronounce and stay and so we ain’t gonna stop
and stay and so we ain’t gonna stop
and stay and so we ain’t gonna stop using words we ain’t gonna stop playing
using words we ain’t gonna stop playing
using words we ain’t gonna stop playing with words I definitely ain’t but
with words I definitely ain’t but
with words I definitely ain’t but consider this a bid that we use them
consider this a bid that we use them
consider this a bid that we use them with my integrity
with my integrity
with my integrity you know you I’ve lost my game basically
you know you I’ve lost my game basically
you know you I’ve lost my game basically I’ve lost my game but it set me free
my mental state can never be contained
my mental state can never be contained in one explanation is constantly
in one explanation is constantly
in one explanation is constantly evolving and will lead redefining and in
evolving and will lead redefining and in
evolving and will lead redefining and in this hyper communicative age know that
this hyper communicative age know that
this hyper communicative age know that you are more than the song of the words
you are more than the song of the words
you are more than the song of the words that describe you
that describe you
that describe you you could never be contained in a
you could never be contained in a
you could never be contained in a Twitter bio and all the rules about how
Twitter bio and all the rules about how
Twitter bio and all the rules about how to conduct our life it’s made up your
to conduct our life it’s made up your
to conduct our life it’s made up your story your human experience
story your human experience
story your human experience that’s only your’s – right
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