few years ago I found my hand I was standing on the London stage and keeping
standing on the London stage and keeping
standing on the London stage and keeping my performance party onesie during the
my performance party onesie during the
my performance party onesie during the performance I acted out the role of two
performance I acted out the role of two
performance I acted out the role of two lovers saying farewell in impossible
lovers saying farewell in impossible
lovers saying farewell in impossible love situation facing the avatar on
love situation facing the avatar on
love situation facing the avatar on screen I was acting our female robber
screen I was acting our female robber
screen I was acting our female robber dressed up
dressed up
dressed up Korean costume but my male lover was on
Korean costume but my male lover was on
Korean costume but my male lover was on screen avatar with my voice
Geneva’s performance something
Geneva’s performance something unexpected happened my voice and body
unexpected happened my voice and body
unexpected happened my voice and body started shaking I was weeping it was not
started shaking I was weeping it was not
started shaking I was weeping it was not acting I was so embarrassed by human
acting I was so embarrassed by human
acting I was so embarrassed by human tears in front of live audience but I
tears in front of live audience but I
tears in front of live audience but I couldn’t stop crying there was a
couldn’t stop crying there was a
couldn’t stop crying there was a something overwhelming in this situation
something overwhelming in this situation
something overwhelming in this situation to relationship between culture body and
to relationship between culture body and
to relationship between culture body and my actual body I grew up in Korean
my actual body I grew up in Korean
my actual body I grew up in Korean confusion society with rigid rules
confusion society with rigid rules
confusion society with rigid rules constraints suppressed emotion for women
constraints suppressed emotion for women
constraints suppressed emotion for women in my title with my avatar I fell I said
in my title with my avatar I fell I said
in my title with my avatar I fell I said I’m having farewell with my potential
I’m having farewell with my potential
I’m having farewell with my potential self on that screen there was a longing
self on that screen there was a longing
self on that screen there was a longing and conflict between my multiple version
and conflict between my multiple version
and conflict between my multiple version of stealth deep located in different
of stealth deep located in different
of stealth deep located in different reality social spiritual material in
reality social spiritual material in
reality social spiritual material in material actual virtual
after the performance with all these
after the performance with all these tears I feel strange sense of relief as
tears I feel strange sense of relief as
tears I feel strange sense of relief as if something cloud had melted away and
if something cloud had melted away and
if something cloud had melted away and this incident gave me idea my
this incident gave me idea my
this incident gave me idea my can be used for exploration of multiple
can be used for exploration of multiple
can be used for exploration of multiple selves an emotional release and it may
selves an emotional release and it may
selves an emotional release and it may work for people older than me then I
work for people older than me then I
work for people older than me then I realized this emotional epiphany is
realized this emotional epiphany is
realized this emotional epiphany is Korean culture called Han and I found
Korean culture called Han and I found
Korean culture called Han and I found harm after a few years in a more amazing
harm after a few years in a more amazing
harm after a few years in a more amazing community of older adults here in
community of older adults here in
community of older adults here in Richmond who taught me Han is a
Richmond who taught me Han is a
Richmond who taught me Han is a springboard to jump up for
springboard to jump up for
springboard to jump up for transformation so what is Han Han is
transformation so what is Han Han is
transformation so what is Han Han is Korean emotional paradox it is extreme
Korean emotional paradox it is extreme
Korean emotional paradox it is extreme state of grief caused by physical or
state of grief caused by physical or
state of grief caused by physical or mental constraints but on the other hand
mental constraints but on the other hand
mental constraints but on the other hand it is a great hole and strong desire for
it is a great hole and strong desire for
it is a great hole and strong desire for overcoming the situation seemingly
overcoming the situation seemingly
overcoming the situation seemingly impossible
impossible
impossible honey the diverse interpretations and
honey the diverse interpretations and
honey the diverse interpretations and let me give you example of how I
let me give you example of how I
let me give you example of how I understand it imagine yourself in wide
understand it imagine yourself in wide
understand it imagine yourself in wide open field and saying farewell with
open field and saying farewell with
open field and saying farewell with someone you deeply love can you maintain
someone you deeply love can you maintain
someone you deeply love can you maintain your gaze as your love disappear over
your gaze as your love disappear over
your gaze as your love disappear over the horizon your heart is breaking your
the horizon your heart is breaking your
the horizon your heart is breaking your heart is breaking with every step as
heart is breaking with every step as
heart is breaking with every step as your love walk away
your love walk away
your love walk away however pilot on your love becomes a
however pilot on your love becomes a
however pilot on your love becomes a pretty bit of shadow and disappear over
pretty bit of shadow and disappear over
pretty bit of shadow and disappear over the horizon your trials may dry out and
the horizon your trials may dry out and
the horizon your trials may dry out and you may notice entire field including
you may notice entire field including
you may notice entire field including yourself you’ll love sky and earth as a
yourself you’ll love sky and earth as a
yourself you’ll love sky and earth as a one who picture one field different
one who picture one field different
one who picture one field different state of consciousness can emerge
state of consciousness can emerge
state of consciousness can emerge transforming your tears through infinite
transforming your tears through infinite
transforming your tears through infinite process of hoping longing
process of hoping longing
process of hoping longing and loving however our contemporary
and loving however our contemporary
and loving however our contemporary version of Paris I’m still much quicker
version of Paris I’m still much quicker
version of Paris I’m still much quicker and easier without much feelings or pain
and easier without much feelings or pain
and easier without much feelings or pain turning your back right away from your
turning your back right away from your
turning your back right away from your lost love lost ourselves lost dreams
lost love lost ourselves lost dreams
lost love lost ourselves lost dreams especially in America we are encouraged
especially in America we are encouraged
especially in America we are encouraged to be positive and optimistic to be
to be positive and optimistic to be
to be positive and optimistic to be successful member of society but often
successful member of society but often
successful member of society but often in denial real issue without confronting
in denial real issue without confronting
in denial real issue without confronting difficulties saying everything is fine
difficulties saying everything is fine
difficulties saying everything is fine this kind of passive optimism does not
this kind of passive optimism does not
this kind of passive optimism does not promote change or growth hum explains my
promote change or growth hum explains my
promote change or growth hum explains my relationship with virtual body and
relationship with virtual body and
relationship with virtual body and virtual reality in a paradoxical
virtual reality in a paradoxical
virtual reality in a paradoxical conflict between human and machine
conflict between human and machine
conflict between human and machine acknowledging struggle in a state of
acknowledging struggle in a state of
acknowledging struggle in a state of grief
my emotional position of humanizing
my emotional position of humanizing technology hum has been usually
technology hum has been usually
technology hum has been usually considered negatively since it’s
considered negatively since it’s
considered negatively since it’s associated with sad filling but I have
associated with sad filling but I have
associated with sad filling but I have dedicated to find Han beyond the
dedicated to find Han beyond the
dedicated to find Han beyond the cultural boundaries as a source for
cultural boundaries as a source for
cultural boundaries as a source for change and I’ve seen it in people who
change and I’ve seen it in people who
change and I’ve seen it in people who has been isolated discriminated
has been isolated discriminated
has been isolated discriminated suppressed or there is not hurt and this
suppressed or there is not hurt and this
suppressed or there is not hurt and this is especially true of older adults here
is especially true of older adults here
is especially true of older adults here in the United States for me older adults
in the United States for me older adults
in the United States for me older adults has a ham in their conflicts between
has a ham in their conflicts between
has a ham in their conflicts between multiple selves aging body a jealous
multiple selves aging body a jealous
multiple selves aging body a jealous body their AngelList self is jumping up
body their AngelList self is jumping up
body their AngelList self is jumping up from material constraints of physical
from material constraints of physical
from material constraints of physical body with new expectation and
body with new expectation and
body with new expectation and transformation
transformation
transformation however our society see aging so
however our society see aging so
however our society see aging so negatively and see our older adults
negatively and see our older adults
negatively and see our older adults powerless to challenge this perception
powerless to challenge this perception
powerless to challenge this perception since 2014 I have worked with aging
since 2014 I have worked with aging
since 2014 I have worked with aging population in my voicing under project
population in my voicing under project
population in my voicing under project its Abbott a live review platform for
its Abbott a live review platform for
its Abbott a live review platform for older adults last year we had 10 like
older adults last year we had 10 like
older adults last year we had 10 like review sessions happen at Katyn Terre
review sessions happen at Katyn Terre
review sessions happen at Katyn Terre senior living
senior living
senior living we provided 8 avatars with different
we provided 8 avatars with different
we provided 8 avatars with different genders and ages and the resident faced
genders and ages and the resident faced
genders and ages and the resident faced the avatar on screen and they speak
the avatar on screen and they speak
the avatar on screen and they speak through the avatar lip synching their
through the avatar lip synching their
through the avatar lip synching their speech and mirroring their body movement
speech and mirroring their body movement
speech and mirroring their body movement when they’d home the emotional story
when they’d home the emotional story
when they’d home the emotional story we provided visuals and sound just
we provided visuals and sound just
we provided visuals and sound just responding to their feelings to promote
responding to their feelings to promote
responding to their feelings to promote their emotional memories beautiful
their emotional memories beautiful
their emotional memories beautiful things has happened
things has happened
things has happened a lady person to tears at the end of her
a lady person to tears at the end of her
a lady person to tears at the end of her father story a gentleman made a
father story a gentleman made a
father story a gentleman made a conversation with female avatar
conversation with female avatar
conversation with female avatar his elementary school teacher and he
his elementary school teacher and he
his elementary school teacher and he tried to hug her physically on screen
tried to hug her physically on screen
tried to hug her physically on screen and after its storytelling without any
and after its storytelling without any
and after its storytelling without any exception the storyteller was surrounded
exception the storyteller was surrounded
exception the storyteller was surrounded by crowd
by crowd
by crowd artist resident and stabbed with
artist resident and stabbed with
artist resident and stabbed with empathetic connection when I first visit
empathetic connection when I first visit
empathetic connection when I first visit the seniors and terror I was not sure I
the seniors and terror I was not sure I
the seniors and terror I was not sure I can even interact and communicate with
can even interact and communicate with
can even interact and communicate with the people in community I’m a very shy
the people in community I’m a very shy
the people in community I’m a very shy and anxious person and it is
and anxious person and it is
and anxious person and it is unbelievable I’m standing here on this
unbelievable I’m standing here on this
unbelievable I’m standing here on this stage
in front of this many people of you but
in front of this many people of you but after experience of this project I
after experience of this project I
after experience of this project I realized my shyness can turn into
realized my shyness can turn into
realized my shyness can turn into emotional sensitivity my anxiety can
emotional sensitivity my anxiety can
emotional sensitivity my anxiety can transform into deep empathy and
transform into deep empathy and
transform into deep empathy and communication jumping from haha thank
communication jumping from haha thank
communication jumping from haha thank you for all the resonance that at gate
you for all the resonance that at gate
you for all the resonance that at gate interest in your living helping me to
interest in your living helping me to
interest in your living helping me to realize this lesson for teaching me hum
realize this lesson for teaching me hum
realize this lesson for teaching me hum can be transnational transcultural trans
can be transnational transcultural trans
can be transnational transcultural trans ratio and it can help us to communicate
ratio and it can help us to communicate
ratio and it can help us to communicate far beyond the boundaries after this
far beyond the boundaries after this
far beyond the boundaries after this project my perspective about all the
project my perspective about all the
project my perspective about all the adults shifted from thinking they need
adults shifted from thinking they need
adults shifted from thinking they need my help to realizing that they could
my help to realizing that they could
my help to realizing that they could help me at you let me share with you one
help me at you let me share with you one
help me at you let me share with you one of the very best example of mahon
of the very best example of mahon
of the very best example of mahon happened when our system started
happened when our system started
happened when our system started malfunction during miss assist
malfunction during miss assist
malfunction during miss assist storytelling
storytelling
storytelling she tried to touch her heart saying in
she tried to touch her heart saying in
she tried to touch her heart saying in my heart due to the lack of detection
my heart due to the lack of detection
my heart due to the lack of detection and sensor avatar couldn’t follow this
and sensor avatar couldn’t follow this
and sensor avatar couldn’t follow this section she tried all possible poses
section she tried all possible poses
section she tried all possible poses including avatar ever pose impossible
including avatar ever pose impossible
including avatar ever pose impossible for human joy and she and heart many
for human joy and she and heart many
for human joy and she and heart many times an eventual Sudha from the chair
times an eventual Sudha from the chair
times an eventual Sudha from the chair and hoping for better detection finally
and hoping for better detection finally
and hoping for better detection finally after teaming with similar action
after teaming with similar action
after teaming with similar action touching heart hugging or kissing we
touching heart hugging or kissing we
touching heart hugging or kissing we couldn’t make it happen naturally in our
couldn’t make it happen naturally in our
couldn’t make it happen naturally in our system yet but there was a beauty in the
system yet but there was a beauty in the
system yet but there was a beauty in the struggle making us human we’ve learned
struggle making us human we’ve learned
struggle making us human we’ve learned how important to express our feelings
how important to express our feelings
how important to express our feelings and heart in our story mrs. C end up
and heart in our story mrs. C end up
and heart in our story mrs. C end up crying at the end by expressing emotion
crying at the end by expressing emotion
crying at the end by expressing emotion in full capacity
in full capacity
in full capacity even if technology was incomplete and
even if technology was incomplete and
even if technology was incomplete and not who up
not who up
not who up reading imagine again yourself having
reading imagine again yourself having
reading imagine again yourself having farewell with someone you’re deeply
farewell with someone you’re deeply
farewell with someone you’re deeply loved and you have two choices let you
loved and you have two choices let you
loved and you have two choices let you love leave as quickly as possible
love leave as quickly as possible
love leave as quickly as possible turning your back or closing your eyes
turning your back or closing your eyes
turning your back or closing your eyes or you can fully celebrate the entire
or you can fully celebrate the entire
or you can fully celebrate the entire process of farewell you might be
process of farewell you might be
process of farewell you might be emotionally overwhelmed but experiencing
emotionally overwhelmed but experiencing
emotionally overwhelmed but experiencing all this struggle will take you to
all this struggle will take you to
all this struggle will take you to another dimension with the New Hope’s
another dimension with the New Hope’s
another dimension with the New Hope’s new dreams new potential this is our
new dreams new potential this is our
new dreams new potential this is our virtual reality this is our
virtual reality this is our
virtual reality this is our transformation this is our hand
transformation this is our hand
transformation this is our hand [Music]
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