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Uncovering True Beauty, One Portrait at a Time | Kacy Johnson | TEDxColumbiaCollegeChicago


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so there was this one decisive moment

so there was this one decisive moment when it was very clear to me that I

when it was very clear to me that I

when it was very clear to me that I would use my work in photography to

would use my work in photography to

would use my work in photography to explore true beauty I was doing a

explore true beauty I was doing a

explore true beauty I was doing a fashion photo shoot on the Lower East

fashion photo shoot on the Lower East

fashion photo shoot on the Lower East Side in New York it was a very early

Side in New York it was a very early

Side in New York it was a very early call time so when I got to set we were

call time so when I got to set we were

call time so when I got to set we were delayed because the hair and makeup

delayed because the hair and makeup

delayed because the hair and makeup teams were running late I got my

teams were running late I got my

teams were running late I got my equipment set up and scoped out the

equipment set up and scoped out the

equipment set up and scoped out the space visualizing in all of the photos

space visualizing in all of the photos

space visualizing in all of the photos that I wanted to make I grabbed some

that I wanted to make I grabbed some

that I wanted to make I grabbed some coffee and just waited around for the

coffee and just waited around for the

coffee and just waited around for the rest of the crew to show up the model

rest of the crew to show up the model

rest of the crew to show up the model for the shoot was there and so we just

for the shoot was there and so we just

for the shoot was there and so we just began to chat

began to chat

began to chat she was actually from Brazil which was

she was actually from Brazil which was

she was actually from Brazil which was great because I had just traveled to

great because I had just traveled to

great because I had just traveled to Brazil the year before spent a few

Brazil the year before spent a few

Brazil the year before spent a few months there it was really fun to

months there it was really fun to

months there it was really fun to practice the few Portuguese words that I

practice the few Portuguese words that I

practice the few Portuguese words that I had learned talk about Brazil here about

had learned talk about Brazil here about

had learned talk about Brazil here about her travels around the world I really

her travels around the world I really

her travels around the world I really liked her energy we had a great

liked her energy we had a great

liked her energy we had a great connection and I was getting really

connection and I was getting really

connection and I was getting really excited to make photos with her so after

excited to make photos with her so after

excited to make photos with her so after a while the hair and makeup team show up

a while the hair and makeup team show up

a while the hair and makeup team show up the model gets into the first outfit

the model gets into the first outfit

the model gets into the first outfit we’re ready to go we were going for an

we’re ready to go we were going for an

we’re ready to go we were going for an urban feel for the shoot so the model

urban feel for the shoot so the model

urban feel for the shoot so the model and I climb out this little window onto

and I climb out this little window onto

and I climb out this little window onto this old rusty fire escape that sort of

this old rusty fire escape that sort of

this old rusty fire escape that sort of overlooked the street below us the model

overlooked the street below us the model

overlooked the street below us the model was sitting in front of me smoking a

was sitting in front of me smoking a

was sitting in front of me smoking a cigarette she wasn’t actually a smoker

cigarette she wasn’t actually a smoker

cigarette she wasn’t actually a smoker but the art director for this shoot

but the art director for this shoot

but the art director for this shoot thought it would make her look cooler

thought it would make her look cooler

thought it would make her look cooler more edgy so just a couple of minutes

more edgy so just a couple of minutes

more edgy so just a couple of minutes before we were ready to start she sent

before we were ready to start she sent

before we were ready to start she sent the photo assistant to the corner store

the photo assistant to the corner store

the photo assistant to the corner store to get a pack of cigarettes everything’s

to get a pack of cigarettes everything’s

to get a pack of cigarettes everything’s in place and I grabbed my camera put it

in place and I grabbed my camera put it

in place and I grabbed my camera put it up to my eye and in that moment the

up to my eye and in that moment the

up to my eye and in that moment the model changed right before my eyes her

model changed right before my eyes her

model changed right before my eyes her back arched and her gaze dropped on to

back arched and her gaze dropped on to

back arched and her gaze dropped on to the side and her mouth did that model

the side and her mouth did that model

the side and her mouth did that model pouty thing that always happens in

pouty thing that always happens in

pouty thing that always happens in photos she was no longer that person I’d

photos she was no longer that person I’d

photos she was no longer that person I’d been talking to she had transformed into

been talking to she had transformed into

been talking to she had transformed into the model that she was trained to be in

the model that she was trained to be in

the model that she was trained to be in that moment I hated my work

that moment I hated my work

that moment I hated my work it felt like the most inauthentic thing

it felt like the most inauthentic thing

it felt like the most inauthentic thing in the world to me because that’s the

in the world to me because that’s the

in the world to me because that’s the age-old recipe for success right you get

age-old recipe for success right you get

age-old recipe for success right you get your product and you give it to a pretty

your product and you give it to a pretty

your product and you give it to a pretty girl you make an image and a lot of

girl you make an image and a lot of

girl you make an image and a lot of times you modify that image to a

times you modify that image to a

times you modify that image to a completely unrealistic level you put it

completely unrealistic level you put it

completely unrealistic level you put it into all of your advertising and you

into all of your advertising and you

into all of your advertising and you make real women feel like that’s what

make real women feel like that’s what

make real women feel like that’s what they should aspire to be I hated being a

they should aspire to be I hated being a

they should aspire to be I hated being a part of that system I wanted to tell a

part of that system I wanted to tell a

part of that system I wanted to tell a different story

different story

different story about bodies and beauty so I decided to

about bodies and beauty so I decided to

about bodies and beauty so I decided to go back to Brazil I loved the diversity

go back to Brazil I loved the diversity

go back to Brazil I loved the diversity of beauty there and the way that Brazil

of beauty there and the way that Brazil

of beauty there and the way that Brazil truly felt like a melting pot indigenous

truly felt like a melting pot indigenous

truly felt like a melting pot indigenous European African Asian all mixed

European African Asian all mixed

European African Asian all mixed together over generations it felt like

together over generations it felt like

together over generations it felt like the perfect place to talk about bodies

the perfect place to talk about bodies

the perfect place to talk about bodies and the stories that they can tell so I

and the stories that they can tell so I

and the stories that they can tell so I packed up my life in New York went back

packed up my life in New York went back

packed up my life in New York went back to Brazil and started making photos I

to Brazil and started making photos I

to Brazil and started making photos I was just learning Portuguese didn’t know

was just learning Portuguese didn’t know

was just learning Portuguese didn’t know a lot of people so I started with my

a lot of people so I started with my

a lot of people so I started with my small group of acquaintances and took a

small group of acquaintances and took a

small group of acquaintances and took a lot of a lot of portraits all different

lot of a lot of portraits all different

lot of a lot of portraits all different settings and positions it’s something

settings and positions it’s something

settings and positions it’s something that I learned really early on is that

that I learned really early on is that

that I learned really early on is that women’s bodies are inherently viewed as

women’s bodies are inherently viewed as

women’s bodies are inherently viewed as sexual even when men bodies are not if I

sexual even when men bodies are not if I

sexual even when men bodies are not if I showed a nude woman in my photos people

showed a nude woman in my photos people

showed a nude woman in my photos people almost always saw that as a sexual image

almost always saw that as a sexual image

almost always saw that as a sexual image I wanted to create a new narrative about

I wanted to create a new narrative about

I wanted to create a new narrative about bodies so I needed to find a way to show

bodies so I needed to find a way to show

bodies so I needed to find a way to show women’s bodies without a sexual

women’s bodies without a sexual

women’s bodies without a sexual connotation so after a lot of

connotation so after a lot of

connotation so after a lot of experimentation I eventually decided

experimentation I eventually decided

experimentation I eventually decided that I would create portraits shot from

that I would create portraits shot from

that I would create portraits shot from the back my project female was born I

the back my project female was born I

the back my project female was born I found four women to start and created a

found four women to start and created a

found four women to start and created a little photo studio in my apartment I

little photo studio in my apartment I

little photo studio in my apartment I had a white wall that I used as a

had a white wall that I used as a

had a white wall that I used as a background and lots of natural light in

background and lots of natural light in

background and lots of natural light in the space the women would sit or stand

the space the women would sit or stand

the space the women would sit or stand facing the wall and I’d photograph their

facing the wall and I’d photograph their

facing the wall and I’d photograph their backs really simple

backs really simple

backs really simple in the beginning I would suggest poses

in the beginning I would suggest poses

in the beginning I would suggest poses tilt your head this way you move your

tilt your head this way you move your

tilt your head this way you move your arm a little bit this way but pretty

arm a little bit this way but pretty

arm a little bit this way but pretty quickly I realized that the most

quickly I realized that the most

quickly I realized that the most interesting part was just there the

interesting part was just there the

interesting part was just there the differences in their natural posture the

differences in their natural posture the

differences in their natural posture the part of all of this that was completely

part of all of this that was completely

part of all of this that was completely stunning to me was how the women reacted

stunning to me was how the women reacted

stunning to me was how the women reacted to seeing their own portraits they

to seeing their own portraits they

to seeing their own portraits they didn’t recognize themselves they didn’t

didn’t recognize themselves they didn’t

didn’t recognize themselves they didn’t really believe that that was them it was

really believe that that was them it was

really believe that that was them it was uncomfortable and confusing but also

uncomfortable and confusing but also

uncomfortable and confusing but also liberating

liberating

liberating they were so accustomed to seeing their

they were so accustomed to seeing their

they were so accustomed to seeing their faces and portraits even the Friends of

faces and portraits even the Friends of

faces and portraits even the Friends of themselves but looking at their backs

themselves but looking at their backs

themselves but looking at their backs that was unnerving it was a little bit

that was unnerving it was a little bit

that was unnerving it was a little bit like hearing a recording of your own

like hearing a recording of your own

like hearing a recording of your own voice they’d never seen themselves from

voice they’d never seen themselves from

voice they’d never seen themselves from that angle and truly they’d only

that angle and truly they’d only

that angle and truly they’d only revealed the entirety of their backs and

revealed the entirety of their backs and

revealed the entirety of their backs and the most intimate situations maybe with

the most intimate situations maybe with

the most intimate situations maybe with a sexual partner or a doctor and I’ve

a sexual partner or a doctor and I’ve

a sexual partner or a doctor and I’ve photographed a lot of women so I’m

photographed a lot of women so I’m

photographed a lot of women so I’m pretty familiar with what happens when

pretty familiar with what happens when

pretty familiar with what happens when women see portraits of themselves

women see portraits of themselves

women see portraits of themselves there’s an assessment that takes place

there’s an assessment that takes place

there’s an assessment that takes place oh we like my hair in this one my arms

oh we like my hair in this one my arms

oh we like my hair in this one my arms look a little bit fat here a lot of

look a little bit fat here a lot of

look a little bit fat here a lot of judgment but with these photos it was

judgment but with these photos it was

judgment but with these photos it was different it was as if these women

different it was as if these women

different it was as if these women weren’t really looking at themselves but

weren’t really looking at themselves but

weren’t really looking at themselves but instead they were searching for

instead they were searching for

instead they were searching for themselves in the photos wondering if

themselves in the photos wondering if

themselves in the photos wondering if that’s truly how the world sees them and

that’s truly how the world sees them and

that’s truly how the world sees them and in that tiny window of disorientation

in that tiny window of disorientation

in that tiny window of disorientation and confusion I realized I could have

and confusion I realized I could have

and confusion I realized I could have the opportunity to guide these women to

the opportunity to guide these women to

the opportunity to guide these women to a new way to feel about their bodies as

a new way to feel about their bodies as

a new way to feel about their bodies as I continued making and sharing portraits

I continued making and sharing portraits

I continued making and sharing portraits female began to gain popularity now it’s

female began to gain popularity now it’s

female began to gain popularity now it’s been showed around the world South

been showed around the world South

been showed around the world South Africa Italy India Japan Germany and

Africa Italy India Japan Germany and

Africa Italy India Japan Germany and it’s generated a lot of conversation a

it’s generated a lot of conversation a

it’s generated a lot of conversation a favorite publication of mine was an

favorite publication of mine was an

favorite publication of mine was an interview that I did with ID

interview that I did with ID

interview that I did with ID magazine I was so thrilled when they

magazine I was so thrilled when they

magazine I was so thrilled when they chose this portrait of beautiful 87 year

chose this portrait of beautiful 87 year

chose this portrait of beautiful 87 year old aria to run across the top of the

old aria to run across the top of the

old aria to run across the top of the page

page

page can you imagine right there with these

can you imagine right there with these

can you imagine right there with these twenty-something and cool kids and

twenty-something and cool kids and

twenty-something and cool kids and pretty people

pretty people

pretty people beautiful Aria and Vanity Fair in Italy

beautiful Aria and Vanity Fair in Italy

beautiful Aria and Vanity Fair in Italy when they wrote about female they

when they wrote about female they

when they wrote about female they included all of these different

included all of these different

included all of these different portraits this collection of women of

portraits this collection of women of

portraits this collection of women of all body types it’s not what I’m used to

all body types it’s not what I’m used to

all body types it’s not what I’m used to seeing on the covers of fashion so not

seeing on the covers of fashion so not

seeing on the covers of fashion so not cover in fashion magazines I felt great

cover in fashion magazines I felt great

cover in fashion magazines I felt great because I felt like I’d moved so far

because I felt like I’d moved so far

because I felt like I’d moved so far away from that system that objectifies

away from that system that objectifies

away from that system that objectifies women and I found a way to create

women and I found a way to create

women and I found a way to create beautiful images that could change the

beautiful images that could change the

beautiful images that could change the very limited way that we think about

very limited way that we think about

very limited way that we think about female beauty so I’ve tried to wrap my

female beauty so I’ve tried to wrap my

female beauty so I’ve tried to wrap my mind around what it is about this

mind around what it is about this

mind around what it is about this project that resonates with so many

project that resonates with so many

project that resonates with so many people across the world and I discovered

people across the world and I discovered

people across the world and I discovered this German term piconfig wha sorry I

this German term piconfig wha sorry I

this German term piconfig wha sorry I don’t speak German and if you translate

don’t speak German and if you translate

don’t speak German and if you translate that literally it means back figure you

that literally it means back figure you

that literally it means back figure you could understand it to mean a figure

could understand it to mean a figure

could understand it to mean a figure viewed from behind and this is a

viewed from behind and this is a

viewed from behind and this is a compositional device used by artists

compositional device used by artists

compositional device used by artists generally painters in order to sort of

generally painters in order to sort of

generally painters in order to sort of thrust the viewer of the painting into

thrust the viewer of the painting into

thrust the viewer of the painting into the scene they will put a human figure

the scene they will put a human figure

the scene they will put a human figure there looking out into the scene the

there looking out into the scene the

there looking out into the scene the subject is often overlooking a vast

subject is often overlooking a vast

subject is often overlooking a vast landscape you know really a direct

landscape you know really a direct

landscape you know really a direct observer and this functions almost like

observer and this functions almost like

observer and this functions almost like an invitation for you as the viewer of

an invitation for you as the viewer of

an invitation for you as the viewer of the painting to step right into that

the painting to step right into that

the painting to step right into that person’s footsteps and view everything

person’s footsteps and view everything

person’s footsteps and view everything from their perspective my portraits do

from their perspective my portraits do

from their perspective my portraits do the same thing they invite you to step

the same thing they invite you to step

the same thing they invite you to step into each woman’s skin for a moment

into each woman’s skin for a moment

into each woman’s skin for a moment there’s no beautiful landscape there

there’s no beautiful landscape there

there’s no beautiful landscape there there’s no unfolding drama to witness

there’s no unfolding drama to witness

there’s no unfolding drama to witness but there is the opportunity to reflect

but there is the opportunity to reflect

but there is the opportunity to reflect on each woman’s existence her skin color

on each woman’s existence her skin color

on each woman’s existence her skin color the texture of her hair

the texture of her hair

the texture of her hair her warmth her scars the marks on her

her warmth her scars the marks on her

her warmth her scars the marks on her body her beauty her peculiarities and

body her beauty her peculiarities and

body her beauty her peculiarities and all of their glory women I’d never met

all of their glory women I’d never met

all of their glory women I’d never met began to write to me about the project

began to write to me about the project

began to write to me about the project and sometimes I really couldn’t believe

and sometimes I really couldn’t believe

and sometimes I really couldn’t believe everything that they would reveal to me

everything that they would reveal to me

everything that they would reveal to me complete strangers would tell me about

complete strangers would tell me about

complete strangers would tell me about all of the ways that they’ve struggled

all of the ways that they’ve struggled

all of the ways that they’ve struggled within their bodies sexual violence

within their bodies sexual violence

within their bodies sexual violence racism humiliation and how seen all of

racism humiliation and how seen all of

racism humiliation and how seen all of these women together showing their

these women together showing their

these women together showing their strength and vulnerability empowered by

strength and vulnerability empowered by

strength and vulnerability empowered by their imperfections began to change all

their imperfections began to change all

their imperfections began to change all of that there’s one letter in particular

of that there’s one letter in particular

of that there’s one letter in particular that I wanted to share with you guys

that I wanted to share with you guys

that I wanted to share with you guys today and this was from Aiza excuse me

yeah this is from Aiza in Brazil I think

yeah this is from Aiza in Brazil I think this project is wonderful and I would

this project is wonderful and I would

this project is wonderful and I would like to participate

like to participate

like to participate unfortunately I live far from you but

unfortunately I live far from you but

unfortunately I live far from you but throughout my life I’ve listened to

throughout my life I’ve listened to

throughout my life I’ve listened to several people mainly my family always

several people mainly my family always

several people mainly my family always talking about my skin tone or curly hair

talking about my skin tone or curly hair

talking about my skin tone or curly hair I never believed much and what these

I never believed much and what these

I never believed much and what these people said but no one is made of steel

people said but no one is made of steel

people said but no one is made of steel at nine years old I started to suffer

at nine years old I started to suffer

at nine years old I started to suffer from bullying at school because of my

from bullying at school because of my

from bullying at school because of my color they would call me slave and tell

color they would call me slave and tell

color they would call me slave and tell me that my place was in the kitchen and

me that my place was in the kitchen and

me that my place was in the kitchen and of course the offenses were always

of course the offenses were always

of course the offenses were always accompanied by violence for a long time

accompanied by violence for a long time

accompanied by violence for a long time I really believed what the girls said

I really believed what the girls said

I really believed what the girls said until they began to draw and mature a

until they began to draw and mature a

until they began to draw and mature a little more during that time I began to

little more during that time I began to

little more during that time I began to learn more about embracing your origins

learn more about embracing your origins

learn more about embracing your origins just as I discovered feminism and its

just as I discovered feminism and its

just as I discovered feminism and its ideas I am Who I am today thanks to my

ideas I am Who I am today thanks to my

ideas I am Who I am today thanks to my roots and I’m very proud of that this

roots and I’m very proud of that this

roots and I’m very proud of that this project is so important to me because in

project is so important to me because in

project is so important to me because in this way other girls that like me have

this way other girls that like me have

this way other girls that like me have suffered or continue to suffer from this

suffered or continue to suffer from this

suffered or continue to suffer from this type of discrimination can pass through

type of discrimination can pass through

type of discrimination can pass through the same experience that I have and

the same experience that I have and

the same experience that I have and understand that above all they should be

understand that above all they should be

understand that above all they should be proud of who they are

proud of who they are

proud of who they are even when the world tries to tell them

even when the world tries to tell them

even when the world tries to tell them who they should be from Aiza so I was

who they should be from Aiza so I was

who they should be from Aiza so I was kind of blown away by that

kind of blown away by that

kind of blown away by that 15 years old that’s a lot of wisdom and

15 years old that’s a lot of wisdom and

15 years old that’s a lot of wisdom and in those first months receiving those

in those first months receiving those

in those first months receiving those intimate messages I really began to

intimate messages I really began to

intimate messages I really began to understand how much damage was being

understand how much damage was being

understand how much damage was being done to women and their self images in

done to women and their self images in

done to women and their self images in the name of this beauty myth as women so

the name of this beauty myth as women so

the name of this beauty myth as women so much of our perceived societal value is

much of our perceived societal value is

much of our perceived societal value is wrapped up in our physical appearance

wrapped up in our physical appearance

wrapped up in our physical appearance we received messaging is about how we

we received messaging is about how we

we received messaging is about how we should look and what about us isn’t good

should look and what about us isn’t good

should look and what about us isn’t good enough starting at just a couple of

enough starting at just a couple of

enough starting at just a couple of years old and even when we get older and

years old and even when we get older and

years old and even when we get older and we begin to understand that so much of

we begin to understand that so much of

we begin to understand that so much of this is based in patriarchy and

this is based in patriarchy and

this is based in patriarchy and perpetuated by companies that stands a

perpetuated by companies that stands a

perpetuated by companies that stands a profit from our insecurities these

profit from our insecurities these

profit from our insecurities these messages are often internalized and we

messages are often internalized and we

messages are often internalized and we struggle to remember that they’re not

struggle to remember that they’re not

struggle to remember that they’re not the truth but they are not the true

the truth but they are not the true

the truth but they are not the true story of course I think that these

story of course I think that these

story of course I think that these portraits alone are beautiful but what I

portraits alone are beautiful but what I

portraits alone are beautiful but what I think is most powerful about female is

think is most powerful about female is

think is most powerful about female is how every woman who participates is very

how every woman who participates is very

how every woman who participates is very intimately involved as a part of the

intimately involved as a part of the

intimately involved as a part of the project I invite each woman to write her

project I invite each woman to write her

project I invite each woman to write her own personal reflection and that serves

own personal reflection and that serves

own personal reflection and that serves as a caption that goes along with her

as a caption that goes along with her

as a caption that goes along with her portrait it’s important to me that this

portrait it’s important to me that this

portrait it’s important to me that this is a collaborative experience not just

is a collaborative experience not just

is a collaborative experience not just my perspective on each woman but also

my perspective on each woman but also

my perspective on each woman but also her own personal expression these women

her own personal expression these women

her own personal expression these women are my teachers in their strength and

are my teachers in their strength and

are my teachers in their strength and vulnerability they’ve shown me what true

vulnerability they’ve shown me what true

vulnerability they’ve shown me what true beauty is true beauty is the

beauty is true beauty is the

beauty is true beauty is the one-of-a-kind mark on our skin that as

one-of-a-kind mark on our skin that as

one-of-a-kind mark on our skin that as children we may be ashamed of but as we

children we may be ashamed of but as we

children we may be ashamed of but as we get older and understand more about the

get older and understand more about the

get older and understand more about the world we see that it connects us to the

world we see that it connects us to the

world we see that it connects us to the most spiritual parts of who we are it’s

most spiritual parts of who we are it’s

most spiritual parts of who we are it’s the resilience I see when I look at

the resilience I see when I look at

the resilience I see when I look at angel who’s scheduled a portrait session

angel who’s scheduled a portrait session

angel who’s scheduled a portrait session with me but warn me ahead of time that

with me but warn me ahead of time that

with me but warn me ahead of time that because she’s battling a chronic illness

because she’s battling a chronic illness

because she’s battling a chronic illness and some days just doesn’t

and some days just doesn’t

and some days just doesn’t good enough to leave the house she may

good enough to leave the house she may

good enough to leave the house she may need to call and cancel on portrait day

need to call and cancel on portrait day

need to call and cancel on portrait day it’s the obvious links that I see

it’s the obvious links that I see

it’s the obvious links that I see between generations when I photograph a

between generations when I photograph a

between generations when I photograph a mother and daughter together or in this

mother and daughter together or in this

mother and daughter together or in this case a grandmother and a granddaughter

case a grandmother and a granddaughter

case a grandmother and a granddaughter together it’s the search for belonging

together it’s the search for belonging

together it’s the search for belonging of a biracial woman who doesn’t fit

of a biracial woman who doesn’t fit

of a biracial woman who doesn’t fit neatly into a black or white box in the

neatly into a black or white box in the

neatly into a black or white box in the courage of publicly transitioning to

courage of publicly transitioning to

courage of publicly transitioning to living let your life as a woman after

living let your life as a woman after

living let your life as a woman after decades of publicly identifying as a man

decades of publicly identifying as a man

decades of publicly identifying as a man the story of hours of work and effort

the story of hours of work and effort

the story of hours of work and effort that you put into building a strong and

that you put into building a strong and

that you put into building a strong and fierce body or the discoloration on your

fierce body or the discoloration on your

fierce body or the discoloration on your skin from the hours that you’ve spent

skin from the hours that you’ve spent

skin from the hours that you’ve spent under the Sun mastering the sport that

under the Sun mastering the sport that

under the Sun mastering the sport that you love for those like Sita who carry

you love for those like Sita who carry

you love for those like Sita who carry the gift of melanin in their skin it’s

the gift of melanin in their skin it’s

the gift of melanin in their skin it’s the recognition of the ritual and the

the recognition of the ritual and the

the recognition of the ritual and the struggle of your ancestors and how that

struggle of your ancestors and how that

struggle of your ancestors and how that has shaped who you are today beauty is

has shaped who you are today beauty is

has shaped who you are today beauty is the marks that we choose to use to adorn

the marks that we choose to use to adorn

the marks that we choose to use to adorn our bodies as we move through different

our bodies as we move through different

our bodies as we move through different phases of our lives and the poetry of

phases of our lives and the poetry of

phases of our lives and the poetry of femininity that exudes even in to the

femininity that exudes even in to the

femininity that exudes even in to the point of a flower in your hair it’s also

point of a flower in your hair it’s also

point of a flower in your hair it’s also the individuality of someone who doesn’t

the individuality of someone who doesn’t

the individuality of someone who doesn’t fit into a stereotypical feminine space

fit into a stereotypical feminine space

fit into a stereotypical feminine space but takes great pride in being a woman

but takes great pride in being a woman

but takes great pride in being a woman and the scars that show the tools placed

and the scars that show the tools placed

and the scars that show the tools placed on our body but also demonstrate our

on our body but also demonstrate our

on our body but also demonstrate our incredible capacity to heal it’s the

incredible capacity to heal it’s the

incredible capacity to heal it’s the recognition of how our bodies can hold

recognition of how our bodies can hold

recognition of how our bodies can hold on to weight and struggle from a much

on to weight and struggle from a much

on to weight and struggle from a much younger age and maybe most of all it’s

younger age and maybe most of all it’s

younger age and maybe most of all it’s the gratitude that we have toward our

the gratitude that we have toward our

the gratitude that we have toward our bodies for being our most intimate

bodies for being our most intimate

bodies for being our most intimate witnesses to the challenge and struggles

witnesses to the challenge and struggles

witnesses to the challenge and struggles of recent years

of recent years

of recent years to quote Kennedy who I photographed when

to quote Kennedy who I photographed when

to quote Kennedy who I photographed when I was in San Francisco my worth doesn’t

I was in San Francisco my worth doesn’t

I was in San Francisco my worth doesn’t lie and how I present or sexualize my

lie and how I present or sexualize my

lie and how I present or sexualize my body to the outside world but in the

body to the outside world but in the

body to the outside world but in the freckles scars and tan lines I

freckles scars and tan lines I

freckles scars and tan lines I accumulate from living my life

accumulate from living my life

accumulate from living my life authentically

authentically

authentically I learned so much from working on female

I learned so much from working on female

I learned so much from working on female that I’ve actually changed all of my

that I’ve actually changed all of my

that I’ve actually changed all of my work to focus solely on creating

work to focus solely on creating

work to focus solely on creating empowering portraiture of women this

empowering portraiture of women this

empowering portraiture of women this year I opened a portrait studio that

year I opened a portrait studio that

year I opened a portrait studio that just focuses on that celebrating women

just focuses on that celebrating women

just focuses on that celebrating women and the various stages of their lives

and the various stages of their lives

and the various stages of their lives it’s been such an honor for me to find

it’s been such an honor for me to find

it’s been such an honor for me to find this way to use photography purposefully

this way to use photography purposefully

this way to use photography purposefully to create an opportunity for these women

to create an opportunity for these women

to create an opportunity for these women to get very in touch with how they feel

to get very in touch with how they feel

to get very in touch with how they feel about their bodies and to reclaim what

about their bodies and to reclaim what

about their bodies and to reclaim what their bodies mean to them I feel like

their bodies mean to them I feel like

their bodies mean to them I feel like I’ve discovered the magic of creating a

I’ve discovered the magic of creating a

I’ve discovered the magic of creating a safe space for women to feel strong and

safe space for women to feel strong and

safe space for women to feel strong and beautiful in their vulnerability and

beautiful in their vulnerability and

beautiful in their vulnerability and individuality none of this is about

individuality none of this is about

individuality none of this is about perfection it’s all about being real and

perfection it’s all about being real and

perfection it’s all about being real and it’s amazing what happens when you have

it’s amazing what happens when you have

it’s amazing what happens when you have the courage to resist living your life

the courage to resist living your life

the courage to resist living your life as a performance for others and really

as a performance for others and really

as a performance for others and really begin to stand in your true light thank

begin to stand in your true light thank

begin to stand in your true light thank you

you

you [Applause]

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