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The upside of losing | Elisabeth Panuschka | TEDxKielUniversity


since I will

since I will girl I loved listening to my dad sailing

girl I loved listening to my dad sailing

girl I loved listening to my dad sailing story and especially his memories of

story and especially his memories of

story and especially his memories of participating in the Olympic Games

participating in the Olympic Games

participating in the Olympic Games therefore I started dreaming about the

therefore I started dreaming about the

therefore I started dreaming about the Olympic Games and about me being one of

Olympic Games and about me being one of

Olympic Games and about me being one of the competitors one day before I could

the competitors one day before I could

the competitors one day before I could even read or hold a pen I was put into

even read or hold a pen I was put into

even read or hold a pen I was put into the optimist to take a nap it didn’t

the optimist to take a nap it didn’t

the optimist to take a nap it didn’t take long until I was totally in love

take long until I was totally in love

take long until I was totally in love with this sport the sport in which you

with this sport the sport in which you

with this sport the sport in which you you are hundred percent depending on

you are hundred percent depending on

you are hundred percent depending on nature to pursue my Olympic dream I

nature to pursue my Olympic dream I

nature to pursue my Olympic dream I needed to change into the Olympic boat

needed to change into the Olympic boat

needed to change into the Olympic boat class since I couldn’t find a permanent

class since I couldn’t find a permanent

class since I couldn’t find a permanent partner it was extremely hard to make

partner it was extremely hard to make

partner it was extremely hard to make progress and establish myself as Sailor

progress and establish myself as Sailor

progress and establish myself as Sailor so for the first time I decided to step

so for the first time I decided to step

so for the first time I decided to step back from focusing on sailing I want you

back from focusing on sailing I want you

back from focusing on sailing I want you to concentrate on school as it was one

to concentrate on school as it was one

to concentrate on school as it was one year before my a-levels but instead of

year before my a-levels but instead of

year before my a-levels but instead of studying having time for friends or

studying having time for friends or

studying having time for friends or parting I became lazy and unbalanced I

parting I became lazy and unbalanced I

parting I became lazy and unbalanced I wasn’t happy and didn’t feel well in my

wasn’t happy and didn’t feel well in my

wasn’t happy and didn’t feel well in my own skin somehow I managed to pull

own skin somehow I managed to pull

own skin somehow I managed to pull myself together and get prepared for the

myself together and get prepared for the

myself together and get prepared for the a-levels one day while procrastinating I

a-levels one day while procrastinating I

a-levels one day while procrastinating I saw a video on YouTube

saw a video on YouTube

saw a video on YouTube it showed a sailing team training in

it showed a sailing team training in

it showed a sailing team training in Spain what caught my attention the most

Spain what caught my attention the most

Spain what caught my attention the most were the lyrics of the song playing in

were the lyrics of the song playing in

were the lyrics of the song playing in the background you ready let’s go this

the background you ready let’s go this

the background you ready let’s go this is ten percent luck twenty percent skill

is ten percent luck twenty percent skill

is ten percent luck twenty percent skill fifteen percent concentrated power of

fifteen percent concentrated power of

fifteen percent concentrated power of will five percent pleasure fifty percent

will five percent pleasure fifty percent

will five percent pleasure fifty percent pain and a hundred percent reason to

pain and a hundred percent reason to

pain and a hundred percent reason to remember the name these words by Fort

remember the name these words by Fort

remember the name these words by Fort Minor really touched me listening to the

Minor really touched me listening to the

Minor really touched me listening to the song and connection with these pictures

song and connection with these pictures

song and connection with these pictures of sailing even made me cry that moment

of sailing even made me cry that moment

of sailing even made me cry that moment changed everything that moment I knew I

changed everything that moment I knew I

changed everything that moment I knew I needed to stop sailing again I needed

needed to stop sailing again I needed

needed to stop sailing again I needed the sailing in order to have a focus in

the sailing in order to have a focus in

the sailing in order to have a focus in life to become disciplined in anyways

life to become disciplined in anyways

life to become disciplined in anyways luckily my parents said that they would

luckily my parents said that they would

luckily my parents said that they would support me so after graduation I

support me so after graduation I

support me so after graduation I straight applied at the University of

straight applied at the University of

straight applied at the University of keel to live in the city were sailing

keel to live in the city were sailing

keel to live in the city were sailing and supported the most in Germany I had

and supported the most in Germany I had

and supported the most in Germany I had no clue what to study and honestly I

no clue what to study and honestly I

no clue what to study and honestly I didn’t really care

didn’t really care

didn’t really care I was just certain about my sport I

I was just certain about my sport I

I was just certain about my sport I wanted to live at the sea to have the

wanted to live at the sea to have the

wanted to live at the sea to have the perfect conditions to follow my only

perfect conditions to follow my only

perfect conditions to follow my only dream participating in the Olympic Games

via Facebook I took my network that I

via Facebook I took my network that I was looking for sailing partner one day

was looking for sailing partner one day

was looking for sailing partner one day I got a call the girl was asking me if I

I got a call the girl was asking me if I

I got a call the girl was asking me if I would like to try out sailing with her

would like to try out sailing with her

would like to try out sailing with her that girl was already quite well-known

that girl was already quite well-known

that girl was already quite well-known in my boat class but I wasn’t really

in my boat class but I wasn’t really

in my boat class but I wasn’t really sure whether we would fit together

sure whether we would fit together

sure whether we would fit together character wise but I thought this could

character wise but I thought this could

character wise but I thought this could be my stepping-stone so I said yes I was

be my stepping-stone so I said yes I was

be my stepping-stone so I said yes I was so unbelievably happy we sailed nearly

so unbelievably happy we sailed nearly

so unbelievably happy we sailed nearly every day I started my studies but I was

every day I started my studies but I was

every day I started my studies but I was actually only thinking about sailing we

actually only thinking about sailing we

actually only thinking about sailing we got better and better and we could

got better and better and we could

got better and better and we could achieve awesome results like a first

achieve awesome results like a first

achieve awesome results like a first place in the Junior European

place in the Junior European

place in the Junior European Championships so what does it take to

Championships so what does it take to

Championships so what does it take to become a professional sailor a sailing

become a professional sailor a sailing

become a professional sailor a sailing is a quite technical sport you need the

is a quite technical sport you need the

is a quite technical sport you need the side of a good physical condition a lot

side of a good physical condition a lot

side of a good physical condition a lot of material and subsequently a lot of

of material and subsequently a lot of

of material and subsequently a lot of money to afford it we were lucky that

money to afford it we were lucky that

money to afford it we were lucky that most of the time we were part of the

most of the time we were part of the

most of the time we were part of the National sailing squad which was

National sailing squad which was

National sailing squad which was sponsored by big companies so money

sponsored by big companies so money

sponsored by big companies so money wasn’t an issue

wasn’t an issue

wasn’t an issue but what this board most occupies is

but what this board most occupies is

but what this board most occupies is time to tell you numbers we were

time to tell you numbers we were

time to tell you numbers we were accounting the year of training

accounting the year of training

accounting the year of training sailing preparation and travel and days

sailing preparation and travel and days

sailing preparation and travel and days my partner me we were busy with this

my partner me we were busy with this

my partner me we were busy with this board around 250 days a year we spend

board around 250 days a year we spend

board around 250 days a year we spend more time together than we did with our

more time together than we did with our

more time together than we did with our friends and family

friends and family

friends and family this requires endless discipline and

this requires endless discipline and

this requires endless discipline and obviously you need to get along well

obviously you need to get along well

obviously you need to get along well with each other while being on and off

with each other while being on and off

with each other while being on and off shore you need to find a balance between

shore you need to find a balance between

shore you need to find a balance between being friends and professional sport

being friends and professional sport

being friends and professional sport partners you need to adjust to each

partners you need to adjust to each

partners you need to adjust to each other as teamwork is undeniable what I

other as teamwork is undeniable what I

other as teamwork is undeniable what I thought to be basic requirement when

thought to be basic requirement when

thought to be basic requirement when having the same goal turn out to be the

having the same goal turn out to be the

having the same goal turn out to be the opposite for us in reality my partner me

opposite for us in reality my partner me

opposite for us in reality my partner me we did sell good but for me we were not

we did sell good but for me we were not

we did sell good but for me we were not one one team we weren’t getting along as

one one team we weren’t getting along as

one one team we weren’t getting along as soon as we came on shore we went

soon as we came on shore we went

soon as we came on shore we went separated ways but I didn’t want to give

separated ways but I didn’t want to give

separated ways but I didn’t want to give up so I pushed myself to move forward I

up so I pushed myself to move forward I

up so I pushed myself to move forward I tried to tackle this challenge by

tried to tackle this challenge by

tried to tackle this challenge by talking to my sailing partner I wasn’t

talking to my sailing partner I wasn’t

talking to my sailing partner I wasn’t successful I talked to my coach to other

successful I talked to my coach to other

successful I talked to my coach to other experienced sailors to my family as a

experienced sailors to my family as a

experienced sailors to my family as a last solution I went to see a

last solution I went to see a

last solution I went to see a psychologist although I could get little

psychologist although I could get little

psychologist although I could get little help there was no way to stop the fact

help there was no way to stop the fact

help there was no way to stop the fact that we were just two different persons

that we were just two different persons

that we were just two different persons with different expectations and

with different expectations and

with different expectations and interpretations of our dream I like for

interpretations of our dream I like for

interpretations of our dream I like for her for me it was not all about the

her for me it was not all about the

her for me it was not all about the result it was not an everyday job it was

result it was not an everyday job it was

result it was not an everyday job it was the coolest board one could do our

the coolest board one could do our

the coolest board one could do our passion what we live for so I tried to

passion what we live for so I tried to

passion what we live for so I tried to come

come

come my selling partner to go together after

my selling partner to go together after

my selling partner to go together after our dream with happiness unfortunately I

our dream with happiness unfortunately I

our dream with happiness unfortunately I couldn’t persuade her and we kept being

couldn’t persuade her and we kept being

couldn’t persuade her and we kept being two girls like single parties in a team

two girls like single parties in a team

two girls like single parties in a team I couldn’t do this anymore

I couldn’t do this anymore

I couldn’t do this anymore I needed to change teams so I thought of

I needed to change teams so I thought of

I needed to change teams so I thought of a girl I sailed with jewry got us some

a girl I sailed with jewry got us some

a girl I sailed with jewry got us some time ago we had good sailing good

time ago we had good sailing good

time ago we had good sailing good results and on top of all we enjoyed

results and on top of all we enjoyed

results and on top of all we enjoyed doing all this so I asked this girl if

doing all this so I asked this girl if

doing all this so I asked this girl if she wants to campaign for the Olympics

she wants to campaign for the Olympics

she wants to campaign for the Olympics in Rio de Janeiro this year with me and

in Rio de Janeiro this year with me and

in Rio de Janeiro this year with me and she said yes we both decided to put

she said yes we both decided to put

she said yes we both decided to put sailing before everything we got

sailing before everything we got

sailing before everything we got ourselves sorted out and started selling

ourselves sorted out and started selling

ourselves sorted out and started selling everything was different we sailed all

everything was different we sailed all

everything was different we sailed all around the world we had good and bad

around the world we had good and bad

around the world we had good and bad results but no matter how the result was

results but no matter how the result was

results but no matter how the result was we were a team all along we talked to

we were a team all along we talked to

we were a team all along we talked to things shared our emotions or other

things shared our emotions or other

things shared our emotions or other things in life we enjoyed being together

the year before the qualification we

the year before the qualification we also had to face huge difficulties we

also had to face huge difficulties we

also had to face huge difficulties we had lost our squats aiders we had no

had lost our squats aiders we had no

had lost our squats aiders we had no permanent coach and a huge training

permanent coach and a huge training

permanent coach and a huge training break due to sickness but that didn’t

break due to sickness but that didn’t

break due to sickness but that didn’t stop us we organized everything

stop us we organized everything

stop us we organized everything ourselves and saved money where we could

ourselves and saved money where we could

ourselves and saved money where we could the qualification for the Rio Olympics

the qualification for the Rio Olympics

the qualification for the Rio Olympics would start soon so we had to work even

would start soon so we had to work even

would start soon so we had to work even harder and we did we finished the first

harder and we did we finished the first

harder and we did we finished the first qualification but the stolid was out

qualification but the stolid was out

qualification but the stolid was out just a little behind of our arrivals

just a little behind of our arrivals

just a little behind of our arrivals but since only one team could go to the

but since only one team could go to the

but since only one team could go to the Olympics we needed to catch up with them

Olympics we needed to catch up with them

Olympics we needed to catch up with them therefore we decided to get our own

therefore we decided to get our own

therefore we decided to get our own private coach and we organized the next

private coach and we organized the next

private coach and we organized the next month

month

month so the second qualification ourselves

so the second qualification ourselves

so the second qualification ourselves that we got a need to be good so we went

that we got a need to be good so we went

that we got a need to be good so we went literally

literally

literally and we had an amazing time with the most

and we had an amazing time with the most

and we had an amazing time with the most effective and productive weeks in our

effective and productive weeks in our

effective and productive weeks in our wholesale in Korea we thought we had

wholesale in Korea we thought we had

wholesale in Korea we thought we had everything it took to make the

everything it took to make the

everything it took to make the qualification but what you win on the

qualification but what you win on the

qualification but what you win on the swings you lose on the roundabouts these

swings you lose on the roundabouts these

swings you lose on the roundabouts these qualifications and the unpleasant for us

qualifications and the unpleasant for us

qualifications and the unpleasant for us finishing start in the back of the fleet

finishing start in the back of the fleet

finishing start in the back of the fleet our rivals finished too far in front of

our rivals finished too far in front of

our rivals finished too far in front of us so that our dream of the Olympic

us so that our dream of the Olympic

us so that our dream of the Olympic Games was out of eyeshot we didn’t need

Games was out of eyeshot we didn’t need

Games was out of eyeshot we didn’t need to take part in another qualification

to take part in another qualification

to take part in another qualification around

around

around we were out what seemed to be left was a

we were out what seemed to be left was a

we were out what seemed to be left was a hole for the first time in five years of

hole for the first time in five years of

hole for the first time in five years of Olympic Sailing I had no clue what to do

Olympic Sailing I had no clue what to do

Olympic Sailing I had no clue what to do next I couldn’t cope with it I needed to

next I couldn’t cope with it I needed to

next I couldn’t cope with it I needed to escape from that hole so I booked a

escape from that hole so I booked a

escape from that hole so I booked a flight ticket to New Zealand to think

flight ticket to New Zealand to think

flight ticket to New Zealand to think about everything to just deal with

about everything to just deal with

about everything to just deal with myself to press reset now after you’ve

myself to press reset now after you’ve

myself to press reset now after you’ve orientation I’m a full time student and

orientation I’m a full time student and

orientation I’m a full time student and changed my perspectives I can finally

changed my perspectives I can finally

changed my perspectives I can finally enjoy now all the things which may have

enjoy now all the things which may have

enjoy now all the things which may have fallen by the wayside as an Olympic

fallen by the wayside as an Olympic

fallen by the wayside as an Olympic athlete like a spontaneous cup of cup

athlete like a spontaneous cup of cup

athlete like a spontaneous cup of cup coffee with a friend or going on

coffee with a friend or going on

coffee with a friend or going on vacation without any other obligations

despite of how things ended for us I’m

despite of how things ended for us I’m still convinced that apart from some

still convinced that apart from some

still convinced that apart from some decisions on the racecourse we together

decisions on the racecourse we together

decisions on the racecourse we together have made the right decisions in our

have made the right decisions in our

have made the right decisions in our whole sailing project I found a friend

whole sailing project I found a friend

whole sailing project I found a friend for life which I considered to be an

for life which I considered to be an

for life which I considered to be an achievement that drowns any failure

achievement that drowns any failure

achievement that drowns any failure I know now that no matter whether I

I know now that no matter whether I

I know now that no matter whether I accomplished the dream or not I will

accomplished the dream or not I will

accomplished the dream or not I will always reach other goals along the way

always reach other goals along the way

always reach other goals along the way goals which I might not have intended to

goals which I might not have intended to

goals which I might not have intended to reach in the first place but these goals

reach in the first place but these goals

reach in the first place but these goals will always make the journey worth the

will always make the journey worth the

will always make the journey worth the ride and that’s why I’m excited I’m

ride and that’s why I’m excited I’m

ride and that’s why I’m excited I’m excited for whatever my next big dream

excited for whatever my next big dream

excited for whatever my next big dream may be

you

you [Applause]

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