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Probably the most unsustainable man on the planet? | Andrew Clutterbuck | TEDxFryslân


and I did not disappoint I am with five

and I did not disappoint I am with five hours of sleep in two days and doing

hours of sleep in two days and doing

hours of sleep in two days and doing something that I fear more than anything

something that I fear more than anything

something that I fear more than anything on the planet in in the most perfect

on the planet in in the most perfect

on the planet in in the most perfect environment I think but first wherever I

environment I think but first wherever I

environment I think but first wherever I go I like to get comfortable I so need

go I like to get comfortable I so need

go I like to get comfortable I so need closer need to stay hydrated something

closer need to stay hydrated something

closer need to stay hydrated something you learn in the desert also I wanted to

yeah there we go yeah I am I wanted to

yeah there we go yeah I am I wanted to walk the walk of being the most

walk the walk of being the most

walk the walk of being the most unsustainable man on the planet and it

unsustainable man on the planet and it

unsustainable man on the planet and it helps when you know what your fears are

helps when you know what your fears are

helps when you know what your fears are you know what the things that challenge

you know what the things that challenge

you know what the things that challenge you the most are and if you can face

you the most are and if you can face

you the most are and if you can face them and what better opportunity to face

them and what better opportunity to face

them and what better opportunity to face them in front of 500 wonderful Dutch

them in front of 500 wonderful Dutch

them in front of 500 wonderful Dutch people and a whole bunch of people that

people and a whole bunch of people that

people and a whole bunch of people that are here to listen and want to kind of

are here to listen and want to kind of

are here to listen and want to kind of engage with you so I think this is the

engage with you so I think this is the

engage with you so I think this is the perfect audience and an hour ago I

perfect audience and an hour ago I

perfect audience and an hour ago I rewrote my speech why not I’ve been

rewrote my speech why not I’ve been

rewrote my speech why not I’ve been spending two months preparing for this

there are some people backstage right

there are some people backstage right now who are probably freaking out but i

now who are probably freaking out but i

now who are probably freaking out but i want to thank you but before first

want to thank you but before first

want to thank you but before first usually get carried away and i forget to

usually get carried away and i forget to

usually get carried away and i forget to introduce Who I am so I’m Andy I am the

introduce Who I am so I’m Andy I am the

introduce Who I am so I’m Andy I am the coach if you meet me in the desert you

coach if you meet me in the desert you

coach if you meet me in the desert you may know me as ginger tonic I love gin

may know me as ginger tonic I love gin

may know me as ginger tonic I love gin tonics later if you want to make me out

tonics later if you want to make me out

tonics later if you want to make me out somewhere in the bar gin tonics all the

somewhere in the bar gin tonics all the

somewhere in the bar gin tonics all the way and you’ll get store

way and you’ll get store

way and you’ll get store off the story after story I’m also known

off the story after story I’m also known

off the story after story I’m also known which is a nice segue as story whore I

which is a nice segue as story whore I

which is a nice segue as story whore I love stories I would do anything to be

love stories I would do anything to be

love stories I would do anything to be involved in a new story or to get a new

involved in a new story or to get a new

involved in a new story or to get a new story I’m a story person

story I’m a story person

story I’m a story person and this is what makes this what I’m

and this is what makes this what I’m

and this is what makes this what I’m doing right now it makes me currently

doing right now it makes me currently

doing right now it makes me currently the most unsustainable man on the planet

the most unsustainable man on the planet

the most unsustainable man on the planet because this is what I do I tell stories

because this is what I do I tell stories

because this is what I do I tell stories I plan I prepare I’m a teacher I’m used

I plan I prepare I’m a teacher I’m used

I plan I prepare I’m a teacher I’m used to standing up in front of large groups

to standing up in front of large groups

to standing up in front of large groups of people interacting and telling

of people interacting and telling

of people interacting and telling something so why the hell would I change

something so why the hell would I change

something so why the hell would I change my speech an hour before I come out here

my speech an hour before I come out here

my speech an hour before I come out here to the biggest stage of my current

to the biggest stage of my current

to the biggest stage of my current existence well it’s because of the gift

existence well it’s because of the gift

existence well it’s because of the gift that you’ve been able to give me and I

that you’ve been able to give me and I

that you’ve been able to give me and I have my slides all my slides i have my

have my slides all my slides i have my

have my slides all my slides i have my speech here on post it as a teacher as a

speech here on post it as a teacher as a

speech here on post it as a teacher as a designer I love post-its there a way

designer I love post-its there a way

designer I love post-its there a way that I can visualize so I’m going old

that I can visualize so I’m going old

that I can visualize so I’m going old school and keeping these with me so

school and keeping these with me so

school and keeping these with me so because of this may be crazy personality

because of this may be crazy personality

because of this may be crazy personality that I have this extreme bipolar

that I have this extreme bipolar

that I have this extreme bipolar character this weird strange person that

character this weird strange person that

character this weird strange person that sits in front of you it may explain that

sits in front of you it may explain that

sits in front of you it may explain that this is why there’s a documentary

this is why there’s a documentary

this is why there’s a documentary currently being made about my life and

currently being made about my life and

currently being made about my life and the projects I’m involved in we’ve been

the projects I’m involved in we’ve been

the projects I’m involved in we’ve been filming for the past year and we got a

filming for the past year and we got a

filming for the past year and we got a couple more years to film so if you see

couple more years to film so if you see

couple more years to film so if you see a little blonde headed girl about yay

a little blonde headed girl about yay

a little blonde headed girl about yay high with a GoPro strapped to her this

high with a GoPro strapped to her this

high with a GoPro strapped to her this is one of the reasons why but back to

is one of the reasons why but back to

is one of the reasons why but back to thanking you you have no idea the gift

thanking you you have no idea the gift

thanking you you have no idea the gift that you’ve been able to give me the

that you’ve been able to give me the

that you’ve been able to give me the opportunity to stand in front of you are

opportunity to stand in front of you are

opportunity to stand in front of you are today and talk about the theme all about

today and talk about the theme all about

today and talk about the theme all about me you’ve given me a gift that I haven’t

me you’ve given me a gift that I haven’t

me you’ve given me a gift that I haven’t been able to give myself my entire adult

been able to give myself my entire adult

been able to give myself my entire adult life time the gift to being able to

life time the gift to being able to

life time the gift to being able to reflect about why I do what I do and

reflect about why I do what I do and

reflect about why I do what I do and what makes me me normally I want to get

what makes me me normally I want to get

what makes me me normally I want to get on stage I want to entertain I want to

on stage I want to entertain I want to

on stage I want to entertain I want to take you on a journey I want to find

take you on a journey I want to find

take you on a journey I want to find ways to kind of take you high and low

ways to kind of take you high and low

ways to kind of take you high and low and give you this

and give you this

and give you this make you laugh make you cry but for the

make you laugh make you cry but for the

make you laugh make you cry but for the first time ever in a selfish selfish act

first time ever in a selfish selfish act

first time ever in a selfish selfish act for myself which was extremely hard to

for myself which was extremely hard to

for myself which was extremely hard to do I wanted to do something for myself I

do I wanted to do something for myself I

do I wanted to do something for myself I wanted to see can I heal on stage can I

wanted to see can I heal on stage can I

wanted to see can I heal on stage can I do something so scary can I face my

do something so scary can I face my

do something so scary can I face my fears of failure can I faced my fears of

fears of failure can I faced my fears of

fears of failure can I faced my fears of crashing in front of people doing what

crashing in front of people doing what

crashing in front of people doing what I’m known to be doing that to do all my

I’m known to be doing that to do all my

I’m known to be doing that to do all my friends know I’m a storyteller so if I

friends know I’m a storyteller so if I

friends know I’m a storyteller so if I get up here and I tank that’s like a

get up here and I tank that’s like a

get up here and I tank that’s like a musician who’s famous are doing

musician who’s famous are doing

musician who’s famous are doing beautiful music going up and playing

beautiful music going up and playing

beautiful music going up and playing something on a recorder and just being

something on a recorder and just being

something on a recorder and just being booed off stage that’s hard to come back

booed off stage that’s hard to come back

booed off stage that’s hard to come back from but I don’t care because of this

from but I don’t care because of this

from but I don’t care because of this opportunity you’ve given me to look at

opportunity you’ve given me to look at

opportunity you’ve given me to look at my life and reflect on this and with

my life and reflect on this and with

my life and reflect on this and with this little device here this blood

this little device here this blood

this little device here this blood pressure meter which I actually bought

pressure meter which I actually bought

pressure meter which I actually bought my father about five months ago he was

my father about five months ago he was

my father about five months ago he was diagnosed with early onset diabetes so I

diagnosed with early onset diabetes so I

diagnosed with early onset diabetes so I thought hey I’ll getting one of these

thought hey I’ll getting one of these

thought hey I’ll getting one of these turns out he already had one so I

turns out he already had one so I

turns out he already had one so I started using it and every morning put

started using it and every morning put

started using it and every morning put it on press it and the numbers were

it on press it and the numbers were

it on press it and the numbers were quite alarming to the point where when I

quite alarming to the point where when I

quite alarming to the point where when I went to the doctor I was hooked up to a

went to the doctor I was hooked up to a

went to the doctor I was hooked up to a bit fancier machine and diagnosed with a

bit fancier machine and diagnosed with a

bit fancier machine and diagnosed with a heart condition so I’m now on heart

heart condition so I’m now on heart

heart condition so I’m now on heart medicine for the rest of my life so on

medicine for the rest of my life so on

medicine for the rest of my life so on the joking when I say this beach and

the joking when I say this beach and

the joking when I say this beach and this little device have saved my life

this little device have saved my life

this little device have saved my life because I was able to look back and

because I was able to look back and

because I was able to look back and understand why am I the most

understand why am I the most

understand why am I the most unsustainable man on the planet what am

unsustainable man on the planet what am

unsustainable man on the planet what am i doing that’s going to like prevent me

i doing that’s going to like prevent me

i doing that’s going to like prevent me from continuing on this planet for too

from continuing on this planet for too

from continuing on this planet for too long I’ve been a dyslexic troubled

long I’ve been a dyslexic troubled

long I’ve been a dyslexic troubled school child I’ve been an English

school child I’ve been an English

school child I’ve been an English teacher without any certification I’ve

teacher without any certification I’ve

teacher without any certification I’ve worked for seven and a half years at a

worked for seven and a half years at a

worked for seven and a half years at a university without a degree I’m kind of

university without a degree I’m kind of

university without a degree I’m kind of used to being in places that I shouldn’t

used to being in places that I shouldn’t

used to being in places that I shouldn’t or let’s say hitting my head against the

or let’s say hitting my head against the

or let’s say hitting my head against the wall and it’s this being forced to learn

wall and it’s this being forced to learn

wall and it’s this being forced to learn or forced to reflect I learned by doing

or forced to reflect I learned by doing

or forced to reflect I learned by doing so what was happening right now is that

so what was happening right now is that

so what was happening right now is that I’m doing I’m currently learning about

I’m doing I’m currently learning about

I’m doing I’m currently learning about myself which is scary as hell right now

myself which is scary as hell right now

myself which is scary as hell right now in front of you all in a way which is

in front of you all in a way which is

in front of you all in a way which is the only way I seem to know how to do it

the only way I seem to know how to do it

the only way I seem to know how to do it and I love it but it’s also something

and I love it but it’s also something

and I love it but it’s also something which i’m trying to become more and more

which i’m trying to become more and more

which i’m trying to become more and more understanding about why I do what I do

understanding about why I do what I do

understanding about why I do what I do and how I do it now moving on when i

and how I do it now moving on when i

and how I do it now moving on when i said i’ve been working at a university

said i’ve been working at a university

said i’ve been working at a university for seven and a half years my passion is

for seven and a half years my passion is

for seven and a half years my passion is education it really is number one is

education it really is number one is

education it really is number one is working with people on developing

working with people on developing

working with people on developing education in every kind of facet of the

education in every kind of facet of the

education in every kind of facet of the meaning and seven and a half years ago i

meaning and seven and a half years ago i

meaning and seven and a half years ago i walked into this building and it’s

walked into this building and it’s

walked into this building and it’s called the design factory it’s kind of

called the design factory it’s kind of

called the design factory it’s kind of this magical Willy Wonka place for

this magical Willy Wonka place for

this magical Willy Wonka place for educational development product

educational development product

educational development product development and service development it’s

development and service development it’s

development and service development it’s kind of magical in a sense when you walk

kind of magical in a sense when you walk

kind of magical in a sense when you walk into this beautiful theater and see this

into this beautiful theater and see this

into this beautiful theater and see this place and the people that are here and

place and the people that are here and

place and the people that are here and when I walked in there I said to my

when I walked in there I said to my

when I walked in there I said to my colleague and now friend that I’m never

colleague and now friend that I’m never

colleague and now friend that I’m never leaving this is my dream place and like

leaving this is my dream place and like

leaving this is my dream place and like a bad smell in an elevator I hang around

a bad smell in an elevator I hang around

a bad smell in an elevator I hang around I hung around for a few months and I

I hung around for a few months and I

I hung around for a few months and I created a job for myself called the

created a job for myself called the

created a job for myself called the coach because no one was going to give a

coach because no one was going to give a

coach because no one was going to give a job to someone who didn’t have a degree

job to someone who didn’t have a degree

job to someone who didn’t have a degree and I’ve been able to travel the world

and I’ve been able to travel the world

and I’ve been able to travel the world and work with amazing individuals on

and work with amazing individuals on

and work with amazing individuals on educational developments on all these

educational developments on all these

educational developments on all these things that I have so much passion for I

things that I have so much passion for I

things that I have so much passion for I have been involved in opening up more of

have been involved in opening up more of

have been involved in opening up more of these design factory concepts around the

these design factory concepts around the

these design factory concepts around the world there’s one here in Friesland

world there’s one here in Friesland

world there’s one here in Friesland which is one of the reasons why I’m here

which is one of the reasons why I’m here

which is one of the reasons why I’m here and I got to meet amazing people to

and I got to meet amazing people to

and I got to meet amazing people to become to be able to be here now I’ve

become to be able to be here now I’ve

become to be able to be here now I’ve done projects with UNICEF in Africa for

done projects with UNICEF in Africa for

done projects with UNICEF in Africa for several years which was extremely

several years which was extremely

several years which was extremely rewarding I’ve worked on all kinds of

rewarding I’ve worked on all kinds of

rewarding I’ve worked on all kinds of crazy projects usually the projects that

crazy projects usually the projects that

crazy projects usually the projects that i work on no one’s asked them to be done

i work on no one’s asked them to be done

i work on no one’s asked them to be done there’s no budget

there’s no budget

there’s no budget there’s so much risk that no one else

there’s so much risk that no one else

there’s so much risk that no one else wants to touch it so it’s perfect for

wants to touch it so it’s perfect for

wants to touch it so it’s perfect for someone like me and I usually like to

someone like me and I usually like to

someone like me and I usually like to get it done before i tell my boss that

get it done before i tell my boss that

get it done before i tell my boss that I’ve done something I like to get enough

I’ve done something I like to get enough

I’ve done something I like to get enough work done that it can’t be undone so

work done that it can’t be undone so

work done that it can’t be undone so it’s just easier to continue with it and

it’s just easier to continue with it and

it’s just easier to continue with it and see where it leads now such projects

see where it leads now such projects

see where it leads now such projects were my recent projects last couple of

were my recent projects last couple of

were my recent projects last couple of years working with burning man and

years working with burning man and

years working with burning man and taking art to the desert and the Burning

taking art to the desert and the Burning

taking art to the desert and the Burning Man analogy is quite true and ironic and

Man analogy is quite true and ironic and

Man analogy is quite true and ironic and sad in a way that I think I’m an expert

sad in a way that I think I’m an expert

sad in a way that I think I’m an expert at burning out I’ve done so around six

at burning out I’ve done so around six

at burning out I’ve done so around six times earlier this year was a really

times earlier this year was a really

times earlier this year was a really heavy one dealing with depression

heavy one dealing with depression

heavy one dealing with depression dealing with the crazy character and

dealing with the crazy character and

dealing with the crazy character and personality traits that you have the ups

personality traits that you have the ups

personality traits that you have the ups and downs it’s it’s not easy sometimes

and downs it’s it’s not easy sometimes

and downs it’s it’s not easy sometimes sure as hell isn’t easy for my my lovely

sure as hell isn’t easy for my my lovely

sure as hell isn’t easy for my my lovely wife and daughter wherever they are but

wife and daughter wherever they are but

wife and daughter wherever they are but it kind of makes sense that this crazy

it kind of makes sense that this crazy

it kind of makes sense that this crazy person who burns out all the time starts

person who burns out all the time starts

person who burns out all the time starts to work on a project for burning man and

to work on a project for burning man and

to work on a project for burning man and this year we wanted to take something to

this year we wanted to take something to

this year we wanted to take something to Burning Man which was something that

Burning Man which was something that

Burning Man which was something that Finland holds dear something that

Finland holds dear something that

Finland holds dear something that Finland is renowned for and something

Finland is renowned for and something

Finland is renowned for and something that we have mad mad passion for and

that we have mad mad passion for and

that we have mad mad passion for and that’s education so we designed and

that’s education so we designed and

that’s education so we designed and built a school in the desert the school

built a school in the desert the school

built a school in the desert the school was about the size of the stage and we

was about the size of the stage and we

was about the size of the stage and we made it out of recycled materials we

made it out of recycled materials we

made it out of recycled materials we want it to look low-tech we wanted it to

want it to look low-tech we wanted it to

want it to look low-tech we wanted it to look a bit like this do you like my

look a bit like this do you like my

look a bit like this do you like my lightning pants first time I ever wore

lightning pants first time I ever wore

lightning pants first time I ever wore tights I there’s a lot of

tights I there’s a lot of

tights I there’s a lot of advantages to wearing tights especially

advantages to wearing tights especially

advantages to wearing tights especially with the movement and I don’t know that

with the movement and I don’t know that

with the movement and I don’t know that it’d make me a better teacher I think a

it’d make me a better teacher I think a

it’d make me a better teacher I think a little bit so we built this school in

little bit so we built this school in

little bit so we built this school in the desert with one intention one of the

the desert with one intention one of the

the desert with one intention one of the reasons that Finland has high level of

reasons that Finland has high level of

reasons that Finland has high level of education is the amount of teacher

education is the amount of teacher

education is the amount of teacher training that takes place unlike people

training that takes place unlike people

training that takes place unlike people like myself we don’t have

like myself we don’t have

like myself we don’t have degrees the average student sorry the

degrees the average student sorry the

degrees the average student sorry the average teacher in Finland has to go

average teacher in Finland has to go

average teacher in Finland has to go through four years of university to be

through four years of university to be

through four years of university to be able to be certified to teach now

able to be certified to teach now

able to be certified to teach now earning man if you don’t know imagine

earning man if you don’t know imagine

earning man if you don’t know imagine 70,000 people go to the desert this

70,000 people go to the desert this

70,000 people go to the desert this inhospitable place beautiful but humans

inhospitable place beautiful but humans

inhospitable place beautiful but humans shouldn’t necessarily be there and they

shouldn’t necessarily be there and they

shouldn’t necessarily be there and they build a city a fully functional city and

build a city a fully functional city and

build a city a fully functional city and they build the most amazing beautiful

they build the most amazing beautiful

they build the most amazing beautiful intricate simple complicated interactive

intricate simple complicated interactive

intricate simple complicated interactive art pieces for these people these

art pieces for these people these

art pieces for these people these beautiful communities that are that are

beautiful communities that are that are

beautiful communities that are that are blossom in the desert to interact with

blossom in the desert to interact with

blossom in the desert to interact with enter to work on so perfect location

enter to work on so perfect location

enter to work on so perfect location perfect setting to try something new to

perfect setting to try something new to

perfect setting to try something new to prototype with education and what we

prototype with education and what we

prototype with education and what we ended up doing was creating a crash

ended up doing was creating a crash

ended up doing was creating a crash course on how to teach so we went we’re

course on how to teach so we went we’re

course on how to teach so we went we’re in our space and passer byers would come

in our space and passer byers would come

in our space and passer byers would come and we’d invite them to the next

and we’d invite them to the next

and we’d invite them to the next training that would take place and

training that would take place and

training that would take place and instead of four years because people

instead of four years because people

instead of four years because people generally already spend a week in the

generally already spend a week in the

generally already spend a week in the desert we had maybe like 40 minutes and

desert we had maybe like 40 minutes and

desert we had maybe like 40 minutes and in this 40 minutes we give people the

in this 40 minutes we give people the

in this 40 minutes we give people the tools the skills the courage to be able

tools the skills the courage to be able

tools the skills the courage to be able to teach their own class their own

to teach their own class their own

to teach their own class their own lesson on anything there was one great

lesson on anything there was one great

lesson on anything there was one great example where someone was going to give

example where someone was going to give

example where someone was going to give a class about how to make the world’s

a class about how to make the world’s

a class about how to make the world’s best guacamole someone’s going to give a

best guacamole someone’s going to give a

best guacamole someone’s going to give a class about how to use yoga moves to

class about how to use yoga moves to

class about how to use yoga moves to learn how to surf and as people were

learn how to surf and as people were

learn how to surf and as people were going around sharing the right ears

going around sharing the right ears

going around sharing the right ears there was someone slouching the corner

there was someone slouching the corner

there was someone slouching the corner like all my ideas do with no one wants

like all my ideas do with no one wants

like all my ideas do with no one wants to learn my idea come on tell us what

to learn my idea come on tell us what

to learn my idea come on tell us what your idea is well I know how to always

your idea is well I know how to always

your idea is well I know how to always win in scissor paper Rock and everyone

win in scissor paper Rock and everyone

win in scissor paper Rock and everyone who heard that just up what what kind of

who heard that just up what what kind of

who heard that just up what what kind of magic do you possess and this guy’s like

magic do you possess and this guy’s like

magic do you possess and this guy’s like like perks up and is like you want to

like perks up and is like you want to

like perks up and is like you want to learn this one hour later he had a class

learn this one hour later he had a class

learn this one hour later he had a class and he was teaching people I missed it

and he was teaching people I missed it

and he was teaching people I missed it because i was doing another session

because i was doing another session

because i was doing another session he was teasing all these people how to

he was teasing all these people how to

he was teasing all these people how to be the ultimate paper scissor Rock

be the ultimate paper scissor Rock

be the ultimate paper scissor Rock competitors but it was beautiful like we

competitors but it was beautiful like we

competitors but it was beautiful like we taught hundreds of people in the desert

taught hundreds of people in the desert

taught hundreds of people in the desert how to teach and hundreds and hundreds

how to teach and hundreds and hundreds

how to teach and hundreds and hundreds of the most unique classes were born the

of the most unique classes were born the

of the most unique classes were born the idea is that we wanted this low tech

idea is that we wanted this low tech

idea is that we wanted this low tech high human we wanted to encourage more

high human we wanted to encourage more

high human we wanted to encourage more of this peer learning and where this

of this peer learning and where this

of this peer learning and where this journey is taking us is that for the

journey is taking us is that for the

journey is taking us is that for the next year are going to be traveling to

next year are going to be traveling to

next year are going to be traveling to different refugee camps in Jordan for

different refugee camps in Jordan for

different refugee camps in Jordan for example in Turkey and Greece and we’re

example in Turkey and Greece and we’re

example in Turkey and Greece and we’re going to be testing this non formal

going to be testing this non formal

going to be testing this non formal training this education in these

training this education in these

training this education in these settings now I’ve been working in

settings now I’ve been working in

settings now I’ve been working in refugee camps and I’ve been visiting a

refugee camps and I’ve been visiting a

refugee camps and I’ve been visiting a couple times this year and talk about a

couple times this year and talk about a

couple times this year and talk about a place to be humbled talk about a place

place to be humbled talk about a place

place to be humbled talk about a place to be I earlier this year I was teaching

to be I earlier this year I was teaching

to be I earlier this year I was teaching I volunteered one day when I was in a

I volunteered one day when I was in a

I volunteered one day when I was in a refugee camp to teach English I thought

refugee camp to teach English I thought

refugee camp to teach English I thought I was teaching him this young man his

I was teaching him this young man his

I was teaching him this young man his journey from home which was a refugee

journey from home which was a refugee

journey from home which was a refugee camp all the way through to on a

camp all the way through to on a

camp all the way through to on a capsized boat in between Turkey and

capsized boat in between Turkey and

capsized boat in between Turkey and Greece being the only one who knows how

Greece being the only one who knows how

Greece being the only one who knows how to swim rescuing everyone putting them

to swim rescuing everyone putting them

to swim rescuing everyone putting them on and then literally swimming to Greece

on and then literally swimming to Greece

on and then literally swimming to Greece and then walking and hitchhiking his way

and then walking and hitchhiking his way

and then walking and hitchhiking his way to France you get you get so much faith

to France you get you get so much faith

to France you get you get so much faith in humanity in these places in these

in humanity in these places in these

in humanity in these places in these scary places with these scary people so

scary places with these scary people so

scary places with these scary people so I can’t wait for this project to

I can’t wait for this project to

I can’t wait for this project to continue to visit these refugee camps

continue to visit these refugee camps

continue to visit these refugee camps and to interact the same way we did at

and to interact the same way we did at

and to interact the same way we did at Burning Man and I really do want to hang

Burning Man and I really do want to hang

Burning Man and I really do want to hang around despite the crazy adventures and

around despite the crazy adventures and

around despite the crazy adventures and the way that I treat my body and again

the way that I treat my body and again

the way that I treat my body and again back to this moment I wanted to see that

back to this moment I wanted to see that

back to this moment I wanted to see that can I can I stand in front of you and do

can I can I stand in front of you and do

can I can I stand in front of you and do something that’s for me can I

can I take a seat first of all can I

can I take a seat first of all can I stay within 18 minutes seriously that is

stay within 18 minutes seriously that is

stay within 18 minutes seriously that is the thing that is scared me more than

the thing that is scared me more than

the thing that is scared me more than anything else I can talk to the cows

anything else I can talk to the cows

anything else I can talk to the cows come home but 18 minutes has scared me

come home but 18 minutes has scared me

come home but 18 minutes has scared me and I have a nightmares about 18 for

and I have a nightmares about 18 for

and I have a nightmares about 18 for like two months now moving ahead yes

like two months now moving ahead yes

like two months now moving ahead yes I’ve been able to look at in my life and

I’ve been able to look at in my life and

I’ve been able to look at in my life and it has been the hardest thing I’ve ever

it has been the hardest thing I’ve ever

it has been the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do but it’s been the greatest

had to do but it’s been the greatest

had to do but it’s been the greatest thing that has ever happened to me I

thing that has ever happened to me I

thing that has ever happened to me I feel like I’m a new person I feel like

feel like I’m a new person I feel like

feel like I’m a new person I feel like I’m whole there was always a part of me

I’m whole there was always a part of me

I’m whole there was always a part of me this crazy part of me this crazy Andy

this crazy part of me this crazy Andy

this crazy part of me this crazy Andy this crazy persona there was not invited

this crazy persona there was not invited

this crazy persona there was not invited to the dinner table of the rest of the

to the dinner table of the rest of the

to the dinner table of the rest of the Andes he saved their ass time and time

Andes he saved their ass time and time

Andes he saved their ass time and time again he gives them the courage to step

again he gives them the courage to step

again he gives them the courage to step up in front of you and not be afraid but

up in front of you and not be afraid but

up in front of you and not be afraid but then when everything is fine he’s put to

then when everything is fine he’s put to

then when everything is fine he’s put to the corner enough of you young man we

the corner enough of you young man we

the corner enough of you young man we don’t need you now and at Burning Man

don’t need you now and at Burning Man

don’t need you now and at Burning Man this year in the desert whilst thinking

this year in the desert whilst thinking

this year in the desert whilst thinking about this presentation whilst writing

about this presentation whilst writing

about this presentation whilst writing my first version of the seven versions

my first version of the seven versions

my first version of the seven versions that I’ve now made I realized that I’m

that I’ve now made I realized that I’m

that I’ve now made I realized that I’m the shoemaker’s kids without shoes if

the shoemaker’s kids without shoes if

the shoemaker’s kids without shoes if I’m a coach if I’m a teacher for mentor

I’m a coach if I’m a teacher for mentor

I’m a coach if I’m a teacher for mentor I have to find a way to accept myself I

I have to find a way to accept myself I

I have to find a way to accept myself I have to find a way to become whole and

have to find a way to become whole and

have to find a way to become whole and that’s why this gift you’ve given me and

that’s why this gift you’ve given me and

that’s why this gift you’ve given me and this opportunity to talk about myself in

this opportunity to talk about myself in

this opportunity to talk about myself in a way that I’ve never done before has

a way that I’ve never done before has

a way that I’ve never done before has been just the greatest thing that’s ever

been just the greatest thing that’s ever

been just the greatest thing that’s ever happened and I kind of want to finish as

happened and I kind of want to finish as

happened and I kind of want to finish as a dyslexic movies music documentaries

a dyslexic movies music documentaries

a dyslexic movies music documentaries have always been my medium or events

have always been my medium or events

have always been my medium or events like this working with people learning

like this working with people learning

like this working with people learning from people interacting with people so

from people interacting with people so

from people interacting with people so we were with my buddies before we went

we were with my buddies before we went

we were with my buddies before we went to the desert and unfortunately i gave

to the desert and unfortunately i gave

to the desert and unfortunately i gave myself three minor strokes

myself three minor strokes

myself three minor strokes literally two days before I went through

literally two days before I went through

literally two days before I went through the desert and there was the kind of the

the desert and there was the kind of the

the desert and there was the kind of the realization that I may not come back if

realization that I may not come back if

realization that I may not come back if I don’t take this opportunity now to

I don’t take this opportunity now to

I don’t take this opportunity now to change I may not come back and with my

change I may not come back and with my

change I may not come back and with my friends we shared meaningful songs that

friends we shared meaningful songs that

friends we shared meaningful songs that will help us to go out there and I want

will help us to go out there and I want

will help us to go out there and I want to share just on the last moment the

to share just on the last moment the

to share just on the last moment the quote from my favorite band ball beats

quote from my favorite band ball beats

quote from my favorite band ball beats let’s see if I can get through this all

let’s see if I can get through this all

let’s see if I can get through this all alone in the dark move the curtains for

alone in the dark move the curtains for

alone in the dark move the curtains for once see the life life see the light

once see the life life see the light

once see the life life see the light life has brought or goodbye forever take

life has brought or goodbye forever take

life has brought or goodbye forever take the arms that embrace normal being

the arms that embrace normal being

the arms that embrace normal being afraid feel the Sun on your face or

afraid feel the Sun on your face or

afraid feel the Sun on your face or goodbye forever it’s not about me and

goodbye forever it’s not about me and

goodbye forever it’s not about me and it’s not all about me it’s about those

it’s not all about me it’s about those

it’s not all about me it’s about those arms it embrace so when you have your

arms it embrace so when you have your

arms it embrace so when you have your coffee break now find someone that you

coffee break now find someone that you

coffee break now find someone that you need to embrace and accept that because

need to embrace and accept that because

need to embrace and accept that because I don’t know where they are but there’s

I don’t know where they are but there’s

I don’t know where they are but there’s an amazing wife and amazing little

an amazing wife and amazing little

an amazing wife and amazing little daughter that need a hug or I need a hug

daughter that need a hug or I need a hug

daughter that need a hug or I need a hug right now so thank you

right now so thank you

right now so thank you [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

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