a lot softer made that noise I’m a stand-up comedian so this is a very new
stand-up comedian so this is a very new
stand-up comedian so this is a very new kind of thing for me to do a talk I’m
kind of thing for me to do a talk I’m
kind of thing for me to do a talk I’m not going to start the talk right now
not going to start the talk right now
not going to start the talk right now i’m gonna give up 20 seconds before the
i’m gonna give up 20 seconds before the
i’m gonna give up 20 seconds before the 18 minutes timeline i have a problem in
18 minutes timeline i have a problem in
18 minutes timeline i have a problem in the eye Devin that kind of job
the eye Devin that kind of job
the eye Devin that kind of job productive out a global day which killed
productive out a global day which killed
productive out a global day which killed someone usually I would have memorized
someone usually I would have memorized
someone usually I would have memorized this worked but I’ve been taking
this worked but I’ve been taking
this worked but I’ve been taking medication that’s made my short-term
medication that’s made my short-term
medication that’s made my short-term memory go there so wish mascara then
memory go there so wish mascara then
memory go there so wish mascara then we’ll him in a confit the 01 Mara
we’ll him in a confit the 01 Mara
we’ll him in a confit the 01 Mara English TED talk from Canadian
English TED talk from Canadian
English TED talk from Canadian university so we’re in irmo woody marbot
university so we’re in irmo woody marbot
university so we’re in irmo woody marbot hit the day that I from Canada media
hit the day that I from Canada media
hit the day that I from Canada media university- our goodbyes Custer’s a
university- our goodbyes Custer’s a
university- our goodbyes Custer’s a google translate we’re mostly Omiya
google translate we’re mostly Omiya
google translate we’re mostly Omiya rehtaeh motor sort of nanny after London
rehtaeh motor sort of nanny after London
rehtaeh motor sort of nanny after London facade our Finnish activist Anna
facade our Finnish activist Anna
facade our Finnish activist Anna about what happened at the end of the
about what happened at the end of the
about what happened at the end of the bargain HD movie prob immunity would you
bargain HD movie prob immunity would you
bargain HD movie prob immunity would you have to catch it okay so ladies and
have to catch it okay so ladies and
have to catch it okay so ladies and gentlemen with your kind permission I
gentlemen with your kind permission I
gentlemen with your kind permission I will step here in the red carpet okay go
will step here in the red carpet okay go
will step here in the red carpet okay go the magic behind Hollywood has just been
the magic behind Hollywood has just been
the magic behind Hollywood has just been destroyed with little red carpet you
destroyed with little red carpet you
destroyed with little red carpet you can’t see my purple shoes okay after one
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st. Albans deafness or what we didn’t know or better known as
know or better known as
know or better known as [Music]
I was five years old my father load is
I was five years old my father load is the old reel-to-reel player with
the old reel-to-reel player with
the old reel-to-reel player with Beethoven’s Symphony number five faith
Beethoven’s Symphony number five faith
Beethoven’s Symphony number five faith in C minor to dramatically no doubt some
in C minor to dramatically no doubt some
in C minor to dramatically no doubt some argue this piece of what Harold it is
argue this piece of what Harold it is
argue this piece of what Harold it is going deaf other thing is the dawning of
going deaf other thing is the dawning of
going deaf other thing is the dawning of his life that he was not going to live
his life that he was not going to live
his life that he was not going to live much longer he was going to be dying
much longer he was going to be dying
much longer he was going to be dying quite soon I like to think he was having
quite soon I like to think he was having
quite soon I like to think he was having reflective moments you know he’s paying
reflective moments you know he’s paying
reflective moments you know he’s paying pennsaid looking at the back of his life
pennsaid looking at the back of his life
pennsaid looking at the back of his life I think because of his temper Beethoven
I think because of his temper Beethoven
I think because of his temper Beethoven also drank a lot
also drank a lot
also drank a lot my father felt that he will somehow the
my father felt that he will somehow the
my father felt that he will somehow the reincarnated spirit of a blow
reincarnated spirit of a blow
reincarnated spirit of a blow truth was my dad loved all of
truth was my dad loved all of
truth was my dad loved all of Beethoven’s work to the point he felt
Beethoven’s work to the point he felt
Beethoven’s work to the point he felt his hearing the same old farts work so
his hearing the same old farts work so
his hearing the same old farts work so basically things open was on my dad’s
basically things open was on my dad’s
basically things open was on my dad’s side of the family and Mozart was on my
side of the family and Mozart was on my
side of the family and Mozart was on my mother’s side of the family spiritually
mother’s side of the family spiritually
mother’s side of the family spiritually speaking I was eight years old when my
speaking I was eight years old when my
speaking I was eight years old when my clothes took me to see neelesh Foreman’s
clothes took me to see neelesh Foreman’s
clothes took me to see neelesh Foreman’s Amadeus and if any of you have not seen
Amadeus and if any of you have not seen
Amadeus and if any of you have not seen this movie definitely in you along the
this movie definitely in you along the
this movie definitely in you along the journey like whether I was the first out
journey like whether I was the first out
journey like whether I was the first out of my ball and I could listen to it in
of my ball and I could listen to it in
of my ball and I could listen to it in any kind of condition whether i was
any kind of condition whether i was
any kind of condition whether i was writing homework coursework projects
writing homework coursework projects
writing homework coursework projects especially reading if i was sleeping
especially reading if i was sleeping
especially reading if i was sleeping eating dreaming leaving achieving
eating dreaming leaving achieving
eating dreaming leaving achieving working gigging yeah that means enough
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existing I
there were lost in my life whenever I
there were lost in my life whenever I heard the soundtrack various times but
heard the soundtrack various times but
heard the soundtrack various times but the soundtrack didn’t make my life very
the soundtrack didn’t make my life very
the soundtrack didn’t make my life very much easier to cope
much easier to cope
much easier to cope and you know what if there’s one piece
and you know what if there’s one piece
and you know what if there’s one piece of advice I can give all of you is to
of advice I can give all of you is to
of advice I can give all of you is to watch on the dais with your family it’s
watch on the dais with your family it’s
watch on the dais with your family it’s not to not see your parents will not get
not to not see your parents will not get
not to not see your parents will not get mad it’s not awkward in any way awkward
mad it’s not awkward in any way awkward
mad it’s not awkward in any way awkward like when watching TV sai Kwong with
like when watching TV sai Kwong with
like when watching TV sai Kwong with your mother and there’s a sex scene on
your mother and there’s a sex scene on
your mother and there’s a sex scene on the screen watch that film with your
the screen watch that film with your
the screen watch that film with your family the glove in your heart for music
family the glove in your heart for music
family the glove in your heart for music as I did it has a film on watch Navy
as I did it has a film on watch Navy
as I did it has a film on watch Navy over a hundred times a day even
over a hundred times a day even
over a hundred times a day even sometimes three times a month it’s that
sometimes three times a month it’s that
sometimes three times a month it’s that good at film if we take our knowledge of
good at film if we take our knowledge of
good at film if we take our knowledge of Beethoven’s deafness it has been mostly
Beethoven’s deafness it has been mostly
Beethoven’s deafness it has been mostly to see that he was deaf from being stuck
to see that he was deaf from being stuck
to see that he was deaf from being stuck by this father Beethoven concierge what
by this father Beethoven concierge what
by this father Beethoven concierge what is the problem then you don’t speak
is the problem then you don’t speak
is the problem then you don’t speak German that’s why I love you now Benton
German that’s why I love you now Benton
German that’s why I love you now Benton was born in the birth of forensic
was born in the birth of forensic
was born in the birth of forensic science
science
science [Music]
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well that was fun basically he stated in his will that his body would have an
his will that his body would have an
his will that his body would have an autopsy she very controversial fashion
basically after the portland for
basically after the portland for post-mortem figure out why he was death
post-mortem figure out why he was death
post-mortem figure out why he was death instead of who can offer but he would
instead of who can offer but he would
instead of who can offer but he would know what that was gonna happen shortly
know what that was gonna happen shortly
know what that was gonna happen shortly after writing is when he was caught in a
after writing is when he was caught in a
after writing is when he was caught in a storm and ammonia where you is going to
storm and ammonia where you is going to
storm and ammonia where you is going to be dying Tyson he cut the lock of his
be dying Tyson he cut the lock of his
be dying Tyson he cut the lock of his hair which put in an air tight bubble
hair which put in an air tight bubble
hair which put in an air tight bubble and then placed in an airtight glass
and then placed in an airtight glass
and then placed in an airtight glass when we all talk to the N and they
when we all talk to the N and they
when we all talk to the N and they reached the skull they’re done gonna go
reached the skull they’re done gonna go
reached the skull they’re done gonna go on I told you I am google translate when
on I told you I am google translate when
on I told you I am google translate when I reach the skull where the eardrums
I reach the skull where the eardrums
I reach the skull where the eardrums should have been they reached and there
should have been they reached and there
should have been they reached and there was no space was filled out in the peach
was no space was filled out in the peach
was no space was filled out in the peach but a hot didn’t phone gamma there you
but a hot didn’t phone gamma there you
but a hot didn’t phone gamma there you hire go ahead with and close it was
hire go ahead with and close it was
hire go ahead with and close it was hollowed out you know are you open back
hollowed out you know are you open back
hollowed out you know are you open back to his hair autograph David he gave up
to his hair autograph David he gave up
to his hair autograph David he gave up his servants token of gratitude but let
his servants token of gratitude but let
his servants token of gratitude but let the heady and Mindy away history send a
the heady and Mindy away history send a
the heady and Mindy away history send a lock of beethoven’s hair from Germany
lock of beethoven’s hair from Germany
lock of beethoven’s hair from Germany Finland finally in
Finland finally in
Finland finally in take in Finland we’re finished doctor
take in Finland we’re finished doctor
take in Finland we’re finished doctor was describing tranquilizers and a baby
was describing tranquilizers and a baby
was describing tranquilizers and a baby sleep you have to take this i’m sorry
sleep you have to take this i’m sorry
sleep you have to take this i’m sorry they’re nazis in the streets and yours
they’re nazis in the streets and yours
they’re nazis in the streets and yours of heroes undesirable then it made its
of heroes undesirable then it made its
of heroes undesirable then it made its way to subjects some people say reached
way to subjects some people say reached
way to subjects some people say reached 8500 some say 10,000 sterling and heat
8500 some say 10,000 sterling and heat
8500 some say 10,000 sterling and heat in a mustache and sharmeen had an erotic
in a mustache and sharmeen had an erotic
in a mustache and sharmeen had an erotic big golden boy was after testing the
big golden boy was after testing the
big golden boy was after testing the hair of the world’s largest x-ray
hair of the world’s largest x-ray
hair of the world’s largest x-ray machine it was highly disturbed that he
machine it was highly disturbed that he
machine it was highly disturbed that he was hiding one element that can be
was hiding one element that can be
was hiding one element that can be lethal in small doses let the thought of
lethal in small doses let the thought of
lethal in small doses let the thought of it was awesome let’s see during the 18th
it was awesome let’s see during the 18th
it was awesome let’s see during the 18th century Puritans in Germany they used to
century Puritans in Germany they used to
century Puritans in Germany they used to put left in wine and also basically the
put left in wine and also basically the
put left in wine and also basically the sauna he liked to what we say in English
sauna he liked to what we say in English
sauna he liked to what we say in English sauna sauna sauna in Arizona sound like
sauna sauna sauna in Arizona sound like
sauna sauna sauna in Arizona sound like to spend a lot of time in in that air of
to spend a lot of time in in that air of
to spend a lot of time in in that air of all the pipes of that time were made out
all the pipes of that time were made out
all the pipes of that time were made out of lead so let wine let water that sauna
of lead so let wine let water that sauna
of lead so let wine let water that sauna if that was radioactive he would have
if that was radioactive he would have
if that was radioactive he would have been glowing like Las Vegas that’s what
been glowing like Las Vegas that’s what
been glowing like Las Vegas that’s what i was going to remember all this
i was going to remember all this
i was going to remember all this which brings us the chapter two
which brings us the chapter two
which brings us the chapter two appearances can be deceiving or what we
appearances can be deceiving or what we
appearances can be deceiving or what we display in 2001 all his 2001 I was
display in 2001 all his 2001 I was
display in 2001 all his 2001 I was sitting in my dentist’s chair where I
sitting in my dentist’s chair where I
sitting in my dentist’s chair where I little discovery was made that I had
little discovery was made that I had
little discovery was made that I had cancer and where a wall places in my
cancer and where a wall places in my
cancer and where a wall places in my head specifically in my job and could
head specifically in my job and could
head specifically in my job and could you turn up the volume there we go
you turn up the volume there we go
you turn up the volume there we go tchaikovsky are more chokers
I had used to smoke anywhere from one to
I had used to smoke anywhere from one to three packets that day 1993 2001 and it
three packets that day 1993 2001 and it
three packets that day 1993 2001 and it took its toll heavy smoking so disco
took its toll heavy smoking so disco
took its toll heavy smoking so disco dancer and it was scary but it was also
dancer and it was scary but it was also
dancer and it was scary but it was also a great moment where I got to live my
a great moment where I got to live my
a great moment where I got to live my life to the fullest
life to the fullest
life to the fullest I did however find a cure for cancer
I did however find a cure for cancer
I did however find a cure for cancer that you’ve all heard that you’re on
that you’ve all heard that you’re on
that you’ve all heard that you’re on their foods that fight cancer like leafy
their foods that fight cancer like leafy
their foods that fight cancer like leafy greens broccoli fruits to avoid meats
greens broccoli fruits to avoid meats
greens broccoli fruits to avoid meats and luncheon that’s injected with
and luncheon that’s injected with
and luncheon that’s injected with nitrates and steroids there’s also
nitrates and steroids there’s also
nitrates and steroids there’s also another two things we often overlook
another two things we often overlook
another two things we often overlook which is the belief that you’re going to
which is the belief that you’re going to
which is the belief that you’re going to live and survive
live and survive
live and survive in the second which is more
in the second which is more
in the second which is more controversial innova cannabis oil
controversial innova cannabis oil
controversial innova cannabis oil marijuana
marijuana
marijuana [Music]
[Music]
[Music] a leafy green plant that has untold
a leafy green plant that has untold
a leafy green plant that has untold riches of remedies that can help with
riches of remedies that can help with
riches of remedies that can help with such diseases as multiple sclerosis
such diseases as multiple sclerosis
such diseases as multiple sclerosis Parkinson’s
Parkinson’s
Parkinson’s and stimulate the appetite of eight
and stimulate the appetite of eight
and stimulate the appetite of eight stations help counteract the nausea
stations help counteract the nausea
stations help counteract the nausea chemotherapy as well as your pencil
chemotherapy as well as your pencil
chemotherapy as well as your pencil after doing three years of medicine that
after doing three years of medicine that
after doing three years of medicine that was necessary but illegal
all right
all right I told you there were two floors at that
I told you there were two floors at that
I told you there were two floors at that point the cure was controversial yes but
point the cure was controversial yes but
point the cure was controversial yes but is it not more controversy around
is it not more controversy around
is it not more controversy around medicine that causes more cancerous
medicine that causes more cancerous
medicine that causes more cancerous tumors to grow while natural remedies
tumors to grow while natural remedies
tumors to grow while natural remedies are ignored for the big pharmaceutical
are ignored for the big pharmaceutical
are ignored for the big pharmaceutical drugs that make 3.5 trillion dollars a
drugs that make 3.5 trillion dollars a
drugs that make 3.5 trillion dollars a year more money
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being homeless yeah home while I roehampton university eight months and
roehampton university eight months and
roehampton university eight months and while trying to finish a degree dark
while trying to finish a degree dark
while trying to finish a degree dark thoughts of suicide threats into my head
thoughts of suicide threats into my head
thoughts of suicide threats into my head hiding any optimism this encountered in
hiding any optimism this encountered in
hiding any optimism this encountered in death family is a blessing toilet
death family is a blessing toilet
death family is a blessing toilet cleaner what amazes me about classical
cleaner what amazes me about classical
cleaner what amazes me about classical music certain pieces of music to chef my
music certain pieces of music to chef my
music certain pieces of music to chef my mood triggering in the sky
mood triggering in the sky
mood triggering in the sky and certainly smart hearing loop
love of God
love of God [Music]
[Music]
[Music] strong time Louis and lower not kill
strong time Louis and lower not kill
strong time Louis and lower not kill [Music]
[Music]
[Music] that’s lower that’s kill when you have a
that’s lower that’s kill when you have a
that’s lower that’s kill when you have a headache when you have a headache when
headache when you have a headache when
headache when you have a headache when you have a headache your prescribe
you have a headache your prescribe
you have a headache your prescribe aspirin when you have a cold or a flu
aspirin when you have a cold or a flu
aspirin when you have a cold or a flu you’re giving Holden flu medicine while
you’re giving Holden flu medicine while
you’re giving Holden flu medicine while you prescribe someone has large 8 and
you prescribe someone has large 8 and
you prescribe someone has large 8 and sorrow well step one is talk with a
sorrow well step one is talk with a
sorrow well step one is talk with a family member
to classical music as we are doing right
to classical music as we are doing right now yes it’s rather joining which now
now yes it’s rather joining which now
now yes it’s rather joining which now brings us into the loop having the
brings us into the loop having the
brings us into the loop having the ripple effect on to your inner self
ripple effect on to your inner self
ripple effect on to your inner self which will start the healing process now
which will start the healing process now
which will start the healing process now we come to chapter three or better known
we come to chapter three or better known
we come to chapter three or better known as the internet neutral google versus
as the internet neutral google versus
as the internet neutral google versus stay Google what I was speaking with a
stay Google what I was speaking with a
stay Google what I was speaking with a friend about this TED talk I came up
friend about this TED talk I came up
friend about this TED talk I came up with an expression Moodle Google when
with an expression Moodle Google when
with an expression Moodle Google when you’re at a workplace in your google
you’re at a workplace in your google
you’re at a workplace in your google searches are like china why they give
searches are like china why they give
searches are like china why they give you seven million pages but you only end
you seven million pages but you only end
you seven million pages but you only end up to see three no no one ever hear been
up to see three no no one ever hear been
up to see three no no one ever hear been to China I guess not oh it is like that
to China I guess not oh it is like that
to China I guess not oh it is like that in China you have it also like you’re
in China you have it also like you’re
in China you have it also like you’re going to google and they’ll say seven
going to google and they’ll say seven
going to google and they’ll say seven million pages but you’re only a lot to
million pages but you’re only a lot to
million pages but you’re only a lot to see like three of those pages imagine
see like three of those pages imagine
see like three of those pages imagine what about the other six million and
what about the other six million and
what about the other six million and nine
my husband will have two more and I can
my husband will have two more and I can start this talk ripples of the internet
start this talk ripples of the internet
start this talk ripples of the internet have a profound effect on a small mazes
have a profound effect on a small mazes
have a profound effect on a small mazes me now when you think of 24 eventually
me now when you think of 24 eventually
me now when you think of 24 eventually it ends up as a me I remember that time
it ends up as a me I remember that time
it ends up as a me I remember that time when incurred whom an Dublin honey
when incurred whom an Dublin honey
when incurred whom an Dublin honey conference were sitting in a cafe at an
conference were sitting in a cafe at an
conference were sitting in a cafe at an internet cafe and as important was
internet cafe and as important was
internet cafe and as important was checking her Twitter account she
checking her Twitter account she
checking her Twitter account she remarked if it’s on the internet it must
remarked if it’s on the internet it must
remarked if it’s on the internet it must be true and you’ve all heard that once
be true and you’ve all heard that once
be true and you’ve all heard that once it’s on the internet it’s there forever
it’s on the internet it’s there forever
it’s on the internet it’s there forever well how true is social media and how we
well how true is social media and how we
well how true is social media and how we see ourselves for example with what we
see ourselves for example with what we
see ourselves for example with what we post we’ve all been there whether we’re
post we’ve all been there whether we’re
post we’ve all been there whether we’re mad sad plano frustrated we post or do a
mad sad plano frustrated we post or do a
mad sad plano frustrated we post or do a little rounds we express anger but it’s
little rounds we express anger but it’s
little rounds we express anger but it’s dead it stays there forever never going
dead it stays there forever never going
dead it stays there forever never going even when you delete it which brings us
even when you delete it which brings us
even when you delete it which brings us to chapter 4 Family Support is a queue
to chapter 4 Family Support is a queue
to chapter 4 Family Support is a queue way street
the following code was told to me when I
the following code was told to me when I was at the lowest point in my life I may
was at the lowest point in my life I may
was at the lowest point in my life I may be flat at the bottom but they retired
be flat at the bottom but they retired
be flat at the bottom but they retired at the positive memories and flood my
at the positive memories and flood my
at the positive memories and flood my mind and the darkest periods of my life
mind and the darkest periods of my life
mind and the darkest periods of my life even though the stars were never visible
even though the stars were never visible
even though the stars were never visible I can feel the stars and likewise the
I can feel the stars and likewise the
I can feel the stars and likewise the love of my family is brighter than the
love of my family is brighter than the
love of my family is brighter than the Sun a source of inspiration that helps
Sun a source of inspiration that helps
Sun a source of inspiration that helps us keep us all going you know what we
us keep us all going you know what we
us keep us all going you know what we say in Arabic and did not love the
say in Arabic and did not love the
say in Arabic and did not love the daughter of the moment what they say in
daughter of the moment what they say in
daughter of the moment what they say in German zeitgeist that realization of
German zeitgeist that realization of
German zeitgeist that realization of awareness of me now that where we are is
awareness of me now that where we are is
awareness of me now that where we are is the love of family can travel across
the love of family can travel across
the love of family can travel across oceans I love this I know it sounds
oceans I love this I know it sounds
oceans I love this I know it sounds cliche but it’s true if you are lucky
cliche but it’s true if you are lucky
cliche but it’s true if you are lucky enough to have someone in your family
enough to have someone in your family
enough to have someone in your family that loves you you cannot leave them
that loves you you cannot leave them
that loves you you cannot leave them unless they want to kill you and that’s
unless they want to kill you and that’s
unless they want to kill you and that’s a different dog which I can’t give I
a different dog which I can’t give I
a different dog which I can’t give I wish though I wish I could share all the
wish though I wish I could share all the
wish though I wish I could share all the music that my family gave me growing up
music that my family gave me growing up
music that my family gave me growing up their influence with love love of music
their influence with love love of music
their influence with love love of music over the years I would not have been
over the years I would not have been
over the years I would not have been able to survive so many losses
able to survive so many losses
able to survive so many losses it wasn’t for the power of classical
it wasn’t for the power of classical
it wasn’t for the power of classical music and love and patience to learn the
music and love and patience to learn the
music and love and patience to learn the story behind each piece each composer
story behind each piece each composer
story behind each piece each composer who was insane who loved his brother’s
who was insane who loved his brother’s
who was insane who loved his brother’s wife who are gambling and drinking
wife who are gambling and drinking
wife who are gambling and drinking problems yet was by far a genius his
problems yet was by far a genius his
problems yet was by far a genius his music to touch humans animals as the
music to touch humans animals as the
music to touch humans animals as the moon certain about such music was sent
moon certain about such music was sent
moon certain about such music was sent to help us as family helps us to
to help us as family helps us to
to help us as family helps us to understand the world and everything in
understand the world and everything in
understand the world and everything in it that is right that is wrong why
it that is right that is wrong why
it that is right that is wrong why there’s hurt and of course happiness
there’s hurt and of course happiness
there’s hurt and of course happiness birthday
birthday
birthday laughter and memories the final days
laughter and memories the final days
laughter and memories the final days like we make us smile sleep
like we make us smile sleep
like we make us smile sleep like there wasn’t a care in the world
our family are always there for us x
our family are always there for us x baptized a two-way street
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[Music] love sacrifice to very near respect love
love sacrifice to very near respect love
love sacrifice to very near respect love and revere what they are brought into
and revere what they are brought into
and revere what they are brought into our fabric this makes our identity and
our fabric this makes our identity and
our fabric this makes our identity and Clete this is family love and not the
Clete this is family love and not the
Clete this is family love and not the wrong kind of love I don’t that higley
wrong kind of love I don’t that higley
wrong kind of love I don’t that higley knows the sack the type eular can make
knows the sack the type eular can make
knows the sack the type eular can make or break you depending on how determined
or break you depending on how determined
or break you depending on how determined you are to not let it right here nothing
you are to not let it right here nothing
you are to not let it right here nothing equals a hug from a parent that quotes
equals a hug from a parent that quotes
equals a hug from a parent that quotes from my mother which now brings us to
from my mother which now brings us to
from my mother which now brings us to chapter 5 friends your chosen family or
chapter 5 friends your chosen family or
chapter 5 friends your chosen family or better known life is not a TV show or
better known life is not a TV show or
better known life is not a TV show or isn’t accidental tests are very long
isn’t accidental tests are very long
isn’t accidental tests are very long painful ordeal of our tolerance but
painful ordeal of our tolerance but
painful ordeal of our tolerance but after our bod at heckman minute of
after our bod at heckman minute of
after our bod at heckman minute of effort which translates we tolerate each
effort which translates we tolerate each
effort which translates we tolerate each other by hook or by crook until the
other by hook or by crook until the
other by hook or by crook until the moral fiber indicates an alarming
moral fiber indicates an alarming
moral fiber indicates an alarming indicate a logging decision in other
indicate a logging decision in other
indicate a logging decision in other words good riddance to bad garbage the
words good riddance to bad garbage the
words good riddance to bad garbage the good friends that we grew up with
good friends that we grew up with
good friends that we grew up with remind me of the pine trees I know that
remind me of the pine trees I know that
remind me of the pine trees I know that the Sonoma smell divine
I mean it’s smell is beautiful the
I mean it’s smell is beautiful the science is beautiful stands in all
science is beautiful stands in all
science is beautiful stands in all weather conditions and above all the nut
weather conditions and above all the nut
weather conditions and above all the nut it yields if you are the most delicious
it yields if you are the most delicious
it yields if you are the most delicious expensive and dear hard to get treats
expensive and dear hard to get treats
expensive and dear hard to get treats hence if we’re lucky to hold on those
hence if we’re lucky to hold on those
hence if we’re lucky to hold on those who have come along the way and proved
who have come along the way and proved
who have come along the way and proved to be robust and number two shuttle amok
to be robust and number two shuttle amok
to be robust and number two shuttle amok I think I said that wrong my mother told
I think I said that wrong my mother told
I think I said that wrong my mother told me I have to practice that I know it
me I have to practice that I know it
me I have to practice that I know it probably came up to my true brother from
probably came up to my true brother from
probably came up to my true brother from another mother the next edema I was
another mother the next edema I was
another mother the next edema I was looking me like I just said the wrong
looking me like I just said the wrong
looking me like I just said the wrong swear word I’m going to tell my mother
swear word I’m going to tell my mother
swear word I’m going to tell my mother this is what happened like I told you
this is what happened like I told you
this is what happened like I told you it’s one more push hola hi the faster
it’s one more push hola hi the faster
it’s one more push hola hi the faster than lightning times we live in
than lightning times we live in
than lightning times we live in unfortunately is leaving its print on us
unfortunately is leaving its print on us
unfortunately is leaving its print on us individually
individually
individually ya lo and behold name of fate name a
ya lo and behold name of fate name a
ya lo and behold name of fate name a fortune from above we are privileged
fortune from above we are privileged
fortune from above we are privileged thank you a very lucky you the friends
thank you a very lucky you the friends
thank you a very lucky you the friends we don’t get the seats Lauren are the
we don’t get the seats Lauren are the
we don’t get the seats Lauren are the ones been carrying in our hearts and
ones been carrying in our hearts and
ones been carrying in our hearts and minds our thoughts and prayers sound
minds our thoughts and prayers sound
minds our thoughts and prayers sound like an American president at rings
like an American president at rings
like an American president at rings after a hard to my thoughts and prayers
after a hard to my thoughts and prayers
after a hard to my thoughts and prayers go to those families true friends are
go to those families true friends are
go to those families true friends are the medicine of life and if i can put
the medicine of life and if i can put
the medicine of life and if i can put Charles Dickens there are dark shadows
Charles Dickens there are dark shadows
Charles Dickens there are dark shadows on the up but its lights are stronger in
on the up but its lights are stronger in
on the up but its lights are stronger in the contrast chapter 6 dark times or
the contrast chapter 6 dark times or
the contrast chapter 6 dark times or better known as how laughter stop my
better known as how laughter stop my
better known as how laughter stop my insanity we would never think that a day
insanity we would never think that a day
insanity we would never think that a day such as for example oh I don’t know the
such as for example oh I don’t know the
such as for example oh I don’t know the day my father passed away that I would
day my father passed away that I would
day my father passed away that I would have a moment of standard material
have a moment of standard material
have a moment of standard material moment not the dying part machine
moment not the dying part machine
moment not the dying part machine carbine merida after the funeral outside
carbine merida after the funeral outside
carbine merida after the funeral outside met my father’s cousin older cousin and
met my father’s cousin older cousin and
met my father’s cousin older cousin and his name is hassan hashish we all know
his name is hassan hashish we all know
his name is hassan hashish we all know what hashish is
the dialogue went more or less like this
the dialogue went more or less like this say this is your cousin cousin ashish
say this is your cousin cousin ashish
say this is your cousin cousin ashish you’re handsome ashish I thought you
you’re handsome ashish I thought you
you’re handsome ashish I thought you were the guy that used to sort my father
were the guy that used to sort my father
were the guy that used to sort my father out with hashish back in the day and he
out with hashish back in the day and he
out with hashish back in the day and he could put some photo for us and I like
could put some photo for us and I like
could put some photo for us and I like say he’s a Supreme Court judge such
say he’s a Supreme Court judge such
say he’s a Supreme Court judge such moments like that always happens as a
moments like that always happens as a
moments like that always happens as a comedian I’m always carry my notebook
comedian I’m always carry my notebook
comedian I’m always carry my notebook because let’s be fair you never know
because let’s be fair you never know
because let’s be fair you never know when you’re gonna have a moment like
when you’re gonna have a moment like
when you’re gonna have a moment like that positive in the neck
that positive in the neck
that positive in the neck [Music]
[Music]
[Music] and sometimes I go Hannah make people
and sometimes I go Hannah make people
and sometimes I go Hannah make people laugh with the scenarios of that were
laugh with the scenarios of that were
laugh with the scenarios of that were mostly answer yes or no needles were
mostly answer yes or no needles were
mostly answer yes or no needles were essentially is an Eastern Bloc
essentially is an Eastern Bloc
essentially is an Eastern Bloc and looking at life as a festival of
and looking at life as a festival of
and looking at life as a festival of great moments interrupted by the
great moments interrupted by the
great moments interrupted by the japanese japan has earthquakes typhoons
japanese japan has earthquakes typhoons
japanese japan has earthquakes typhoons bees the size of your fist radioactive
bees the size of your fist radioactive
bees the size of your fist radioactive areas like yet they smile through it all
areas like yet they smile through it all
areas like yet they smile through it all this is their Foreman as they say she
this is their Foreman as they say she
this is their Foreman as they say she got her gun that name caught him up Nick
got her gun that name caught him up Nick
got her gun that name caught him up Nick which means what are you gonna do right
which means what are you gonna do right
which means what are you gonna do right it’s karma
life is like a battery you have to take
life is like a battery you have to take positive negative to make it work that’s
positive negative to make it work that’s
positive negative to make it work that’s what is that positive which brings us to
what is that positive which brings us to
what is that positive which brings us to chapter 7 the final stage of the soul
chapter 7 the final stage of the soul
chapter 7 the final stage of the soul comedy is the key
[Music]
[Music] signs are all around us thanks words of
signs are all around us thanks words of
signs are all around us thanks words of JRR size are all around us know oh yes
JRR size are all around us know oh yes
JRR size are all around us know oh yes the music what why why this size are all
the music what why why this size are all
the music what why why this size are all around us taking the United States
around us taking the United States
around us taking the United States you’re not to take time off for this
time for our baby’s birth but they are
time for our baby’s birth but they are token said hold on the motor of our ball
token said hold on the motor of our ball
token said hold on the motor of our ball because we are not involved your loss
because we are not involved your loss
because we are not involved your loss we’re back to where we are
we’re back to where we are
we’re back to where we are the drunkies the same around the world
the drunkies the same around the world
the drunkies the same around the world the world
the world
the world is the same love love for my family
is the same love love for my family
is the same love love for my family helped me be a journey magazines the
helped me be a journey magazines the
helped me be a journey magazines the lowest point I was lucky to have my
lowest point I was lucky to have my
lowest point I was lucky to have my family where our engine to be and if I
family where our engine to be and if I
family where our engine to be and if I could be with them physically I could
could be with them physically I could
could be with them physically I could match myself there for home send the
match myself there for home send the
match myself there for home send the energy in the cosmos that we are not
energy in the cosmos that we are not
energy in the cosmos that we are not alone there is always someone to go see
alone there is always someone to go see
alone there is always someone to go see that is thinking about you whenever I
that is thinking about you whenever I
that is thinking about you whenever I was lost I can see the path I knew that
was lost I can see the path I knew that
was lost I can see the path I knew that there was able to laugh because when you
there was able to laugh because when you
there was able to laugh because when you surround yourself with positive people
surround yourself with positive people
surround yourself with positive people you flourish you succeed like dropping
you flourish you succeed like dropping
you flourish you succeed like dropping the pebble and watching the ripples move
the pebble and watching the ripples move
the pebble and watching the ripples move outwards around you everything is
outwards around you everything is
outwards around you everything is affected by your mood when I was a
affected by your mood when I was a
affected by your mood when I was a university I really beautiful post there
university I really beautiful post there
university I really beautiful post there seems to have resulted in our life is
seems to have resulted in our life is
seems to have resulted in our life is the series of natural and spontaneous
the series of natural and spontaneous
the series of natural and spontaneous changes go resistor that only creates
changes go resistor that only creates
changes go resistor that only creates saw that reality in reality the things
saw that reality in reality the things
saw that reality in reality the things grow naturally home
grow naturally home
grow naturally home in whatever way they like because what I
in whatever way they like because what I
in whatever way they like because what I heard at university with the history
heard at university with the history
heard at university with the history series of events Dobson said it better I
series of events Dobson said it better I
series of events Dobson said it better I do believe that there is more poetry and
do believe that there is more poetry and
do believe that there is more poetry and overwhelming wave of motion we look back
overwhelming wave of motion we look back
overwhelming wave of motion we look back at like I’m saying everything that
at like I’m saying everything that
at like I’m saying everything that happened good at that given where I am
happened good at that given where I am
happened good at that given where I am at this moment kaneko peugeot sum I
at this moment kaneko peugeot sum I
at this moment kaneko peugeot sum I think therefore I asked
think therefore I asked
think therefore I asked [Music]
[Music]
[Music] take off many of interpreters over the
take off many of interpreters over the
take off many of interpreters over the years Tom don’t understand it ski
years Tom don’t understand it ski
years Tom don’t understand it ski himself at the end of the search for the
himself at the end of the search for the
himself at the end of the search for the meaning to life others don’t understand
meaning to life others don’t understand
meaning to life others don’t understand that basically researched his wife or a
that basically researched his wife or a
that basically researched his wife or a state that could not be doubted he found
state that could not be doubted he found
state that could not be doubted he found that he could not doubt that he himself
that he could not doubt that he himself
that he could not doubt that he himself existed as use one doing the dog in the
existed as use one doing the dog in the
existed as use one doing the dog in the first place I don’t think I exist know
first place I don’t think I exist know
first place I don’t think I exist know what I do I’d like to think a lot
what I do I’d like to think a lot
what I do I’d like to think a lot because I know I this and I do overstate
because I know I this and I do overstate
because I know I this and I do overstate everything sometimes as we contacts
everything sometimes as we contacts
everything sometimes as we contacts don’t be like there are others who think
don’t be like there are others who think
don’t be like there are others who think about themselves in this moment let
about themselves in this moment let
about themselves in this moment let alone up two days like everything in
alone up two days like everything in
alone up two days like everything in life in the two-way streets of the
life in the two-way streets of the
life in the two-way streets of the events and how they need it where you’re
events and how they need it where you’re
events and how they need it where you’re meant to be it can make your head hurt
but no one is only worth you don’t think
but no one is only worth you don’t think you are
you are
you are a difference a while cattle never boils
a difference a while cattle never boils
a difference a while cattle never boils the English proverb and hours old is
the English proverb and hours old is
the English proverb and hours old is little wizard growing up you know it’s
little wizard growing up you know it’s
little wizard growing up you know it’s fiction times I snowing or via a radius
fiction times I snowing or via a radius
fiction times I snowing or via a radius cover and one two three four that is a
cover and one two three four that is a
cover and one two three four that is a predetermined possible jackpot but
predetermined possible jackpot but
predetermined possible jackpot but stretch lace that my time is a sword you
stretch lace that my time is a sword you
stretch lace that my time is a sword you don’t use it to top times out in the top
don’t use it to top times out in the top
don’t use it to top times out in the top a wasp kanika on the other hand i
a wasp kanika on the other hand i
a wasp kanika on the other hand i watched tabular rifle when you’re making
watched tabular rifle when you’re making
watched tabular rifle when you’re making your precious darkest upbeat that you’ll
your precious darkest upbeat that you’ll
your precious darkest upbeat that you’ll have to watch this morning mini tetanus
have to watch this morning mini tetanus
have to watch this morning mini tetanus the character but with time secrets and
the character but with time secrets and
the character but with time secrets and stirring it and waiting for that perfect
stirring it and waiting for that perfect
stirring it and waiting for that perfect circles you can get to wish the face on
circles you can get to wish the face on
circles you can get to wish the face on that third cup of coffee in that wisdom
that third cup of coffee in that wisdom
that third cup of coffee in that wisdom we learn the time really did it to
we learn the time really did it to
we learn the time really did it to secret change all these maps that take
secret change all these maps that take
secret change all these maps that take you through your brain that is your life
you through your brain that is your life
you through your brain that is your life we breathe please we sleep we drink we
we breathe please we sleep we drink we
we breathe please we sleep we drink we live it’s called living but being alive
live it’s called living but being alive
live it’s called living but being alive isn’t a whole different aspect and
isn’t a whole different aspect and
isn’t a whole different aspect and stealing tasting
stealing tasting
stealing tasting very existence of each moment of your
very existence of each moment of your
very existence of each moment of your life in essence being alive is the best
life in essence being alive is the best
life in essence being alive is the best journey we ever take in your life I took
journey we ever take in your life I took
journey we ever take in your life I took living for granted it was Beethoven
living for granted it was Beethoven
living for granted it was Beethoven Mozart my heritage which is my friend
Mozart my heritage which is my friend
Mozart my heritage which is my friend close the brandy siblings along with
close the brandy siblings along with
close the brandy siblings along with laughter that made me feel alive my name
laughter that made me feel alive my name
laughter that made me feel alive my name is safe abou cameo has been a pleasure
is safe abou cameo has been a pleasure
is safe abou cameo has been a pleasure being alive
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